#my fp has another fp that isnt me and i know i should be happy for them but it drives me insane every time i remember they exist

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1:17am

jan/18/21

NewYork NY

Today was interesting. I caught myself off guard by realizing how easily a person can get influenced by another. My cousin and I have been discussing family a lot and it feels guilty because there’s so many mistakes, mess and drama. I feel like I definitely over spilled the beans. I need to learn how to stay civil like this is not the best, I know this because it didn’t feel the best but also that my mom sent me a long paragraph explaining how I need to be mature enough to see a world through my win lens and not always be influenced by others, even if they have more votes, my opinion should be entitled to myself and not bias. Bias is a bitch.

I read about Poland springs and how the water they promise us from the springs of Maine doesn’t even have “a drop of fresh water” and Nestle got a lawsuit worth $5millll like bro serves you right we out here drinking tap water lmaooo are we kidding ourselves? Is it really false advertising? Because the last I remember ain’t nobody getting an entire carton of water for like $4? And the plastic, manufacturing, transport, and resources used to get the water itself probably costs so much more. And we’re being promised fresh water from the springs. But why would they give out fresh water from the springs? Who even are we kidding. Isnt water supposed to be worth much more? I thought there’s a war that’s going to happen on water. Shit’s precious!!!

Either ways, I was so bored that right after I actually opened Omegle. No not for any perverted business but because I just wanted to talk to someone. Anyways I came across an 8 year old who told me her boyfriend probably cheated on her and when I asked what? She said yeah haven’t spoken to him in 2 years. I had to control my laughter so hard and I just said “well if you haven’t talked to him in 2 years chances are he probably talked to someone else.” And now as I write this I realized damn, I just gave a little girl advice way too much for her maybe. She dipped faster than a wizard, b knows Whatsup, confrontational issues and shihhh. Then I came across this 19 year old girl from West Virginia who told me her parents left her with her grandmother along with her two younger siblings. They’re drug addicts. I felt kind of really bad because when I confessed I’m glad I saw her face and not a 40y/o’s dick she laughed and said “I just wanted to talk” and I felt that. We both reached out for our puff bars and simultaneously took turns to spill. She told me her dad doesn’t give a shit. We were so chill, no omg I’m sorry to hear that shit. Because let’s be real, you don’t need to be sorry. This is my life, if anything I just want God to feel sorry. Sorry as in, I’m sorry you is sad :( here are your dreams and goals in your hands ta-da. I wish. I felt bad for the girl, the internet kept twitching so I just closed the tab. An 8 y/o and a 18 y/o girl I’ll never speak to again. She told me so much about herself but we never told each other our names. Just our pain? Her boyfriend was a scum bag. Ex boyfriend. Well, I kept silent because I felt like she was being really open. I will never talk to her again. Feels so weird?

That is our generations summary of emotional connection. Short. Like all the fkn boys in my school in FPS like fam just grow up literally lmao jk. Am I? Nah. Anyways I also ditched a friend so brutally I feel bad. They booked an air bnb in front of Central Park and got food and zaza and everything but I chose to meet my best friend his mom and sister, he knew I’m no way interested in him at all. He’s actually always been this genuine. Man’s took the biggest L for us. While Yaldram, rhyme and i walked to his place, he took out a joint and lit it up. Mind it, ain’t legal. A cop literally took a u turn and Yaldram passed it to him cause he was shutting his pants and this dude said yeah give it to me nothings going to happen. BUT SOMETHING HAPPENED.

the cop showed up and asked if that’s weed and rhyme said yes. Holy shit at this point he stretched his arm out and asked for it again and he said no it’s just weed bro, then he reached out called 4 other cop cars by pressing a button (for backup) and I finally said “just listen to him man”. It was embarrassing, people walking past kept looking. Anyways he took all the blame, honestly I just took one puff and was not onboard with the idea to begin with, not even 3 minutes ago I was reminding them how that’s illegal.

He got a ticket, and then I met Yaldram’s mom for the first time and I think I made it so weird because of all what had just happened, was so anxious but whatever. Met his sister and will meet her again tomorrow even though he won’t be there. That makes me happy. I’m welcomed.

However, it was 11:35 pm and I really had to leave cause metro closes at 12am and I realized now it’s too late to go to the air bnb. I didn’t go for two reasons. 1) it’s an airbnb with one guy and stoned? Yeah kinda not the best situation to put myself in. 2) 1

But I felt really bad, this guy rhyme said nothing. He went full MIA for more than a year and doesn’t speak to anyone and didn’t even get back on social media but reached out to me and met me and actually did all this and at the end said bro it’s no worries I’ll drop you, paid for my metro djdnt even let me Venmo (or give me his # or Venmo) only contacts on insta. I didn’t tell anyone I met him because I have to respect his privacy. I apologized a few hours ago because lastnight I said sorry and just that sorry about the food. Because he ordered food there already. But in the morning he told me that I’m a gem of a person and don’t realize that. Like why are you being so nice to me? I can suspect he has a soft spot for me and I have made boundaries and this friendship completely platonic the moment it happened. And he then told me remember the first time we met? ( I didn’t )

It was 2 years ago at a party where I was crying talking to my ex after 2 years of the break up. And this guy randomly walks upto me asks me if I’m okay and gives me water. Mind you no one in a party gives a fuck. Especially that party. And especially my tears against his. It was politically warm? I don’t even know. So that guy who saw me then, came to surprise me on my 21st birthday from NY with the goodies (so illegal) and then ended up meeting my other ex and Yaldram him and I roamed around Boston. It was fun because of my friends. And I was fkn stoned. But yeah and then he looked at me yesterday at the metro and laughed saying “you’ve grown beautifully” I get ceeped out super fast but with this dude I dont. Everhone (including me) thought he’s bi or gay because every time there’s a good looking man he’d say “wow he’s beautiful” but he’s straight he said and also I realized maybe he just speaks his mind. He asked me of the rumors I heard and I told him it was 1) stealing 2) gay and he was like who tf said I’m gay bro, and then he said the guy in front was cute, and then he said “that’s so gay” and laughed. So see? This is a very unusual man. But I had to be home regardless because a) arham b) 12:35am was a perfect time to be home. I don’t like staying out too late anymore? It feels weird. Unsafe perhaps.

However I apologized properly finally. Explaining myself. Saying that I get defensive when I’m high and that the metro closes at 12am but even though the original plan was Yaldram him and I meeting at the place he booked but Yaldram couldn’t show up so I made us go to him instead and we used the time up in getting him his first ticket and in letting me meet my friend before he goes.

I will never forget this man, he told me two of his best friends died that’s why he’d never want his friends to be in any type of trouble. And you know what’s weird about it all? He literally took all the blame in a heart beat with a calm smiley face and I know he’s the one who’s the real gem because not once did he complain or remove that smile off of his face. There was also supposed to be a surprise there but I won’t know anymore. I didn’t ask either.

Writing this made me realize, I want to live harder. I want to be a gem ( no tickets ) but I want to be a gem in my own eye where I can adore myself and allow others to too, and adore them back. Oh and there was also a drunk girl after the whole popo incident who was so sus she acted drunk and said I look like Ariana grande “petit, long hair, big eyes, trust me girl you’re good” and in my head I thought yikes these are the beauty standards in her head which are normalized and thst made me realize oh no she thinks she isn’t good enough does she? Well I hope she does. But also she was sus just weird, walked with us for so long then disappeared then 14 minutes later found myself again running into her at a grocery store by his house?? And she acted as if she never saw me before so I was like oh...

Anyways it’s 1:54 am and I’m glad I wrote today. I’m glad for today, today I was a little less sadder. Particularly because I complained less, tomorrow I’ll try harder.

The end

1:55am

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Just Now Watching Riverdale Commentary

Part Two: ***SPOILERS*** •So Jug’s back to narrating •Riverdale’s star footballer becomes drug mule, yes Sheriff, thats exactly how they getchu •Lol stereotypical male sleepover, check •I’m sure it stunk just as bad when Archie boy was convinced he was a boxer •Okay V cool it with the bragging •"You’re Betty’s boyfriend" •#Bitch don’t tell me what’s right for my niece •Archie’s dad is not going good •I freaking hate it when people say it wasn’t supposed to get this bad •Polly you aint got nothing to prove •When your kids start stuff without asking you •yes archie, this that is how you family •nononononononono •poor moose •Kev you best get your bf in check •damn right she’s the baby’s godmother •Archie I know this is hard for you, but do not do nothing stupid •Really kid? You’re gonna wear your lettermen to a gang bar? •shit •Jughead’s not gonna believe him is he •None of these people are gonna be Polly’s friends are they •hmm double godmoms? •twins? Really?? •awwww more family bonding that archie had to ruin •And here comes the battle of the houses •Betty do not look at him like that •You go Polly •ARE YOU FREAKING KIDDING ME??!?!! YOU NEVER WANTED HER TO FEEL UNLOVED? •Awww •lets not talk about legacies if no ones dead •… Oh god… Please no… •Yay she still wants him •Damn right Betty •I feel personally victimized by this family •Yasssss Betty •Yasssss Juggy •You don’t want Blossom blood in your house?? Damn right you gonna freaking leave •You can talk to me about anything, ummm when? •Noooo not Joaquin •uh oh •Don’t trust it Frank •Wait she gonna ditch her own family?? Again??? •Never trust someone who says you’ll be safe •Aww early morning visits •No overeaction? Huzzah Momma Betty •Archie: New girl every week •Lowkey forgot about Ethel •The flirty eyes will not work because he is gay honey •Why. Are. All. The. Adults. In. This. Town. Trying. To. Get. With. This. Kid.??? •HE IS A GIGOLO THO •Dang Betty be workin her own angle • This girl out in the middle of the woods while its snowing, In. A. Mini. Skirt. I’m all for girls picking your style. But practicality comes first •Yikes, V I am sorry, I do not envy you •So many redheads •sNAP •Why this man tryna act gangsta? Cheryl you are not a gangsta’s daughter •Polly betrayed you?? You threw her in an asylum •Insult:)my:)baby:)one:)more:)time:)and:)I:)will:)cut:)you:) •Money can’t buy you happiness Archie boy •You’re gonna go to her dad? •Damn, firing your own wife •Yep she’s crazy •He. Is. Not. Jason. • I am in love with Jug’s sense of humor •Yikes, bye bye gigolo •and off go the pearls •Archibald? Really? That’s almost as bad as Cheryl •WOMEN CAN LEAD F U MR BLOSSOM •Yep all the adults in this town are insane •Yes thats what you tell a girl about her father, turn against him so he can be miserable in prision, wont that be fun? •Yo boi is a gigolo •Yo boi is also a spy •Not as good as Juggy and Betty but on the eight track •Cheryl really is a lot like Lydia •Poor crazy Momma Betty •Jughead Jones, International family helper •Frank you’re getting in over your head •Oh no •Nevermind •Go Ethel •So V’s dad killed Jason now? •It would be so much easier if police would just let them help •Lol just when you think you gotta grip V, the rug get yanked •Why does no one believe it when a person says they don’t like parties, and then they innevidbly throw one for them. •This is a bad idea •Boi damn right he told Betty about your bday •awesome. friendly competiton turns into a slut off, wonderful. •Archie. Is. An. IDIOT. •Really Cheryl? Teaming with Chuck? •Awww is Juggy jelly? and concerned? aww •Jughead is so awkward. He is also me. •Really V? Really Archie? Lets just make it all about you on Jug’s day •Or just V •Betty y u no listen •Or just Cheryl •Ugggg •On the bright side, my gay cuties! •"These kids are more on the ball than the sheriff" YUP SAY IT AGAIN FOR THE PEOPLE IN THE BACK •Nononononono •My babies •jeez that’s a little intense •NotBettyNotBettyNotBettyNotBettyNotBet- •Yes!Jughead!Yes! •Damn right go check on your girl •Aw yes. Be honest with each other •HE KISSED HER HANDS •THAT IS THE CUTEST THING •These 2 crazies gonna finally get together aint they •Yerp •aw he took the floor •Sneaking out early, classy •I don’t think I’ve mentioned this but, Smithers?? A butler named Smithers??? •#JugheadKnows •#JugheadApproves •Yasss V on the team now •I want that dog •Holy Shiy is that Molly Ringwald?? •So wait did Ronnie’s dad go to prison before or after Jason went missing •Aww #supportive dad • “That’s what Betty says” •Of couuurse, lets just pretend it never happened • excuse me ma'am, Juggy is not a murder suspect •*see’s wall of wigs* Welp that’s creepy •COQUEENS!!! •"they make you want to slit your wrists" •For a sec I thought Archie was Peter Pan from Once Upon A Time •A daily milkshake??? •Look at Jug being helpful •and Awkward •Look at him being all hopeful for the future •*Screaming* •Please don’t make Molly a villian •Archie looking to Jug for reasurance •Ahhh Juggy without a hat •Pweeze dont screw this up A and V •Oh damn, maybe it actually was the Blossoms •nononononono •Oooooh she called in the dad •"It’s the same as when we were kids" •Are they drugging her with milkshakes? •yep •Why you always lyin •You’re a Blossom should be an insult •Archie looks like a valet •I love how Football was so important to Archie in the beginning but now its basically forgotten •nonononono •Please do not pull the no long distance card Jug •Remember when Archie and Betty were actually friends •nononono •Jughead grinning w/o a care, poor love has no clue •Did Joaquin frame Jug’s Dad?? •Have you seen Betty should be the tagline for Jug •nonononononononononononononononono •Please don’t leave Jug •Really starting to remind me of Pretty Little Liars •So Molly is kinda a villan •And FP is being framed •Good Cheryl, you did keep the ring •Please find him •oh my sweet baby •So the Rich chicks gonna run •V’s phone is huge •please don’t leave my baby without a father •Y y y y y y y y y •Don’t shut them out •Frank don’t do that to him •Betty if you die… •hurls about jason and polly being related •"third cousins" ewwwww •Betty. If. You. Die. •I’m starting to not appreciate Jug’s humor •great now he’s crying •Now Archie looks like Kaleb from tvd/to •My babies gonna break up… All of them •he called her!?!? •Yes baby!!! •At least their initials are the same so they can pull stuff like that •oooh puhleeze tell me one of the Blossoms did it •I hate fake lead ups •No way all of them make it out of this alive •Betty the smartest of them all •its polly isnt it •or Cheryl’s dad/mom •dad •Is she gonna kill him? •Yep the dad •why did he confess •jeez Jug •"Everyone makes mistakes", albeit not suspect your family of murder mistakes, but mistakes • I don’t think I’ll ever be able to forgive Archie’s dad •And I did not see that cliff hanging •ohhhh boi •Ad so it comes together •"Pesky kids" lol more like meddling kids •No snitching rule makes me sad for people who have kids •all around me are familiar faces… •I get V and her mom mixed up •where is my Jug? •Freaking politicans •Betty is a strong independent woman •Veronica gonna come clean? •Yep •THEY ARE STILL TOGETHER THANK FRIGGIN GOD •Archie don’t you dare frick this up!!! •That courthouse is from Once upon a time •They come after my little Bett I will kill them •nonononono •my baby is getting moved? •lol can I please get more Jug and Ronnie friendship •don’t you dare break up my babies •please •tanku •you’re gonna manipulate your daughter into making things easier for you?? •Betty is ruthless •Screw you Blossom mom •There. Is. Another. Betty/Polly. Out. There. •Why don’t they just change schools then? •"and it would keep you safe" •JESUS CHERYL!?!?! •omg archie •That was intense •So she is gonna do the speech? •do not doubt the love guys •"local hero" psht •"Not a doubt in my mind"… so he’s not the worst dad •Betty please don’t do something Stupid •Too late •But maybe not too bad •uh oh •I sense an oncoming storm •Did she just?!? •DID HE JUST!!!!?!!!! •he took his hat off •they love each other. •oh boy •Oh Boy (x2) •Everybody gettin some tonight •Lol how do they film that •Oh. Shit……!!!!!!! •Goddammit jug •and there goes the mansion •nononononono ……. I hate it when I’m right. Love the show though.

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How Blockchain Revol

How Blockchain Revolution is Going to Make Global Economy More Fair: Federico Pistono Interview Federico Pistono is a charismatic writer entrepreneur researcher angel investor TV presenter and public speaker who routinely tours around the world lecturing on exponential technologies and their economic impact on society. In 2012 Pistono wrote the book "Robots Will Steal Your Job But That's OK: How to Survive the Economic Collapse and be Happy" which became an international success. Recently he published another book Startup Zero to help his compatriots Italians get a better understanding of the startup culture. In addition Federico has more than a decade of professional experience in different fields that vary from IT Management and human machine interaction to screenwriting and directing. We speak with Federico Pistono about his views on how Blockchain could really change the current global economic model that is unfair how close we came to the AI ruling the world and how could we find our place in the emerging paradigm. CG: How did you get involved in the fintech industry? FP: Computers always fascinated me and systems in general and just learning new things.I have a background in mathematics and computer science so that was double spending and operating research data structures algorithms. Those were things that really interested me at the mathematical level. To then think that those principles could be applied for social change it was kind of a love at first sight of blending these things together. I started programming when I was 12 or 13 and got into Blockchain around 2011 when I read the Bitcoin whitepaper written by Satoshi. At the time I was very interested in the Byzantine generals problem. Then I was one of the first people to get into Ethereum and from then on it just grew more and more. Now I am leading the Blockchain theme at Hyperloop Transportation Technologies which is this new tech thats essentially a supersonic speed travel on a train. So you have an evacuated tube you got a tube you suck out the air you put a capsule inside with about 30 people and then you have got magnetic levitation-passive magnetic levitation its called Indutrack. And you can just move this thing at super high speed- supersonic so more than 1200 km/h. CG: What would you say about the relationship between AI and Blockchain? FP: Regarding AI and Blockchain I would say one of the biggest issues probably is how we decide to structure the algorithm and the incentive mechanisms that we put into the system because in the end you get your reward. AIs today and probably for the foreseeable future are not really intelligent in any sort. They perform narrow tasks and they optimize for specific things that we tell them to do and so we dont know really know how to give them the right constraints. If we just say hey make profit and do this they may find all sorts of ways around to perform that task very well to optimize for that factor. Now we have a system where there is a huge centralization of power centralization of capital centralization of risk and in particular the big players are de-risking everything by hedging the risk on the small guys particularly in developing countries. I think every time that you have a shift in technology or dramatic shift you have the ability to change things by creating a new incentive structure by changing the rules of the game. Right now that is that moment that seismic event that can change the incentive structure and the mechanisms underneath. The Blockchain is a way to do it distributively securely and I think we can do great things but they dont come by themselves we have to actively pursue a specific goal and to agree on how to design these new systems. CG: Are we ready for above-mentioned inventions or do we have to evolve further? FP: I think currently we are not ready for this change. Well first of all the technology isnt ready. We havent figured out still so many things about Blockchain systems. We are still in the very very early stage of the protocols and of the mechanisms that we are building. I mean we dont know how to scale we dont know how to do it securely we dont know how to do it fast enough. We really dont have the game theory behind it; we dont know how all these things are going to be put together. We dont have the social infrastructure and the technological infrastructure. But its a feedback loop its a system of systems so by interacting with the system by allowing ourselves to make mistakes and to do it faster and faster we create resilience in the network. Where a single entity might die or go bust the overall network captures some of that value and then you can increase the value again again and again. Hopefully we can find something thats not just resilient but its anti-fragile so that by stressing the system it becomes stronger- something like your body. When you go to the gym and you do exercise you actually stress your muscles and you break them apart and because you break them apart they become stronger afterwards so thats an anti-fragile system. We should do that for the economic system and also for decision-making and everything. Since we know that we are going to make mistakes- we should design a system that gets better as we make more mistakes because we learn from them instead of just repeating the same shit over and over and not learning from it which is mostly what has been happening recently. CG: Tell us about your books FP: I wrote a few books. First one is called Robots Will Steal Your Job But Thats OK. I wrote it six years ago. Kind of unsuspected time I was told I was a charlatan I didnt have a PhD in economics I wasnt a professor from MIT or Oxford I should just stick to my computer science and not talk about these things how little do you know. Then two to three years later professors from MIT and Oxford have written the papers that say exactly the same things with exactly the same numbers but using different methodologies so they were kind of validating everything that I was saying. Thus I went from a charlatan to an oracle. It was kind of weird but you know same stuff just has caused different reactions from people. Then I wrote another book a fiction book this time called Tale of Two Futures. Its a short sci-fi. It shows two different paths we can take. One where things have taken the decentralized open source model and a more sensible approach on how to use technology to better society and the other is this hyper-capitalistic narrowly focused mindless repetitive work that leads to a dystopian society. The third book I wrote was a book for Italians about how to build startups because in Italy no one knows how to build startups. Very few people know and the few people who do they leave the country and go elsewhere and they never tell anyone back in town. Now they call startups everything like if a pizzeria were a startup. No thats not a startup- a startup is something else! So I wrote this most recent book thats called Startup Zero.0. To kind of give the idea that we are not even step one we are at step zero we should get the basics first and understand them. So I have been doing that a lot of that. I also have a TV show in Italy on national TV its called Codice La vita è digitale it means Code Life is Digital. We have had about two or three mln people watching it every week. First it was just about Blockchain and Bitcoin. We went to BitFury China Japan we interviewed Roger Ver; we had a bunch of people there. I think it was very well done the episode on Blockchain. We did one on IoT smart cities the cognitive revolution artificial intelligence robotics synthetic biology genetic engineering. We are bringing these emerging technologies to the wider audience. Also I am an angel investor. I invest in about 20 companies so far- mostly in Blockchain but also I am moving to the medical sector things that I think will help humanity in one way or another. I try to give my contribution in some way. Now I am spending most of my time doing Hyperloop. CG: What does that mean Blockchain Revolution? How will it change the globe? FP: I think one of the biggest opportunities we have is to use autonomous agents to automate all things that should be automated particularly in bureaucracy and in how systems interoperate. There is no reason why I should go ask a person to verify my identity or to stamp something and wait for months for a paper to come back or fax it somewhere I mean some places still need a fax machine. A lot of this stuff is because you dont trust the computer to verify that transaction or that information that is being conveyed. Now the Blockchain can solve that. Not only can it solve it but it can solve it systematically securely and for anybody. Also its censorship resistant not just the government censoring information but also a company not releasing some of the data that maybe you should own. For example from all the social networks the only one that gives you the contacts is LinkedIn. Everyone else doesnt allow you to export the contacts. They are your contacts! Why shouldnt you be allowed to have your own contacts and information about them? Its crazy but this happens! Think about all the corruption that happens throughout the world- trillions of dollar worth of value and hundreds of millions of people in distress who can be forced into doing things because they have no legal recourse. The Blockchain can help all these people. Before it helps the First World it can help the long tail of the supply chain thats now being held hostage by the owners of capital who have an unfair advantage in that game. They can be less efficient than them but still win just because they have access to cheap capital. That is really unfair. All the risk is on these people who have no power no legal recourse and their lives are miserable because the game is tilted. The game is unfair. Blockchain can allow for that to change but we need to actively pursue that goal because it will not come automatically by itself. I think thats a moral responsibility that we have. I think we have to step up and take that responsibility. Follow us on Facebook

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