#i think im clinically insane
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me @ myself when i cant sleep and i cope by going back and reading ANCIENT texts that upset me to the point of being PHYSICALLY ILL for literally no reason at all
#this is so silly goofy of me#but it did just happen#hehe#justgirlythings#i think im clinically insane#🤪🥰😙#this is so cringe#was already having a panic attack and a bad time#now i just feel Extra Bad#for Literally No Reason#ok im gonna go sleep and wake up for work in 6 hours#🥰🥰#night!!!#op#<3
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thinking about touch starved touch sensitive gojo again. Absolutely desperate for even the most grazing touches from getou and yet overwhelmed by it all.
#anyway irl i think i just went on the most awkward coworker not date but a little too sus to just be a casual dinner#what made it sus i think was one the deliberate choice to not invite any other coworkers#and two the fact the conversation had a direct flight to our dating histories#but also im insane maybe this is Normal dinner coworker conversation IDK#IDK ANYTHING ABOUT SOCIAL INTERACTION#HE WAS MAKING AGGRESSIVE EYE CONTACT AND I WAS LIKE BRO CAN U STOP THATS A LITTLE TOO INTIMATE MAYBE WE CAN JUST LIKE STARE AT EACH OTHERS#EARS OR SMTH PLEASE?#me starring at my cat all the time until he comes over or meows#me whenever someone else stares at me: u gotta stop that i have anxiety#anyway i just crave the SOCIAL interaction of ppl who are not clinically online like i am#i wanna speak to ppl who see the sun#in hopes i may glean just a bit of normalcy from them#im gonna go read copious amounts of fanfic
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happy birthday yuno!!! i love yuno so much waaa <3<3 here's a drawing of her with her sad gay uncle (who i also love so so much) (i couldn't resist adding him too) (kazui and yuno are best friends to me) (aaaaaaaaaaaaaaa)
#havent posted art on here in over a year so im a bit nervous! aagh#plus havent posted milgram art on here before at all i dont think so im nervous for that too#yuno is a lesbian to me waaghggvb i love her#and i am clinically insane about kazui. not a moment goes by where im not thinking about him. send psychological help#raaaa idk the milgram tags yet so i will guess#yuno kashiki#kazui mukuhara#milgram#milgram fanart#my art#also ik it's just bc of her t1 song obv but the idea of having 'umbilical' written on your clothes is just so random and funny to me
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patrick wrote miss missing you during the hiatus do you understand the whole world thought they were done and they hated each other and some days even the guys didn’t know if they would ever make music together again but patrick wrote miss missing you and set it aside for fob specifically…he wrote it and set it aside because “this doesn’t feel like it’s for me, it feels like fall out boy” when it didn’t even sound like anything fob released pre hiatus but he just Knew whatever im so normal about this
#i already posted this on twitter but uh…..whatever it’s fine im so chill about this#definitely feeling like a totally normal gal rn!!!#(im clinically insane rn this was the most coherent thing i could think of and it’s just retreading well known information im going insane!)#fall out boy#fob#patrick stump#joe trohman#pete wentz#andy hurley
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If you could put Lancelot into any episode he wasn't in, which one would you choose?
INSANE question to ask me, thank you very much.
The first one that came to mind was Lamia, because just. UGH!! think about Lancelot being aggressive towards Merlin, and the guilt he'd feel afterwards......... That one for angst purposes DEFINITELY.
And because I can't just choose one IM SORRY!! But hear me out: For cute adventures purposes, I think Aithusa would be adorable. Baby dragon🥺🥺And for Fix It purposes, The Disir. I just think with him being there, things would have turned out better you know!!! like not completely fixed the whole thing but Merlin is just so alone.........
#if you could have heard me discuss this out loud with a friend of mine... actually going clinically insane thinking ab it#i already have a wip where he's there in the disir (of course i do. sigh)#(thats the episode im sensitive about)#and i can NOT keep thinking ab the lamia one because i WILL be tempted to write it............ ugh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#asks#AGHHJ#merlin#lancelot
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does anyone else sometimes get such bad gender envy from characters that they just have to like take a break from whatever media said character is in?? or is that just me
#hhhhh#me with#arthur morgan#actually most of the guys in red dead redemption#will graham#any david tennant character#jack twist#okay now that i think about it#any cowboy really#doc holliday in tombstone tbh#um#im clinically insane#sorry#trans#transmasc#gender envy#blah blah blah#i talk and i talk and i talk#wtv
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sea of thieves rly was like. we are delaying the tenth season soo much its gonna be soooo good you guys <33 and dropping hints for more hunters call content and then the reveal drops and its just guilds. in the year of our lord 2023 (and one more mid world event i guess. coming a month after that but initially planned to be the one thing in season 11. and also the singleplayer mode coming in on december so two months into the "season")
#can we please just get more shit to do in the ocean. for the ocean game.#youd think this would be a no brainer but i guess not!!! please give the hunters call more shit just a few more fish im begging you#they keep adding random bullshit to the game that doesnt even have to do with pirates HELLO!!! ITS A PIRATE GAME#im still thinking about. the whole 'real pirates dont steal' and 'real pirates are honorable' etc etc and calling the reapers wrong#but objectively they are the most piratey faction everyone else is just a privateer#IM GOING ON A RANT SORRY I PROMMY I LOVE THE GAME VERY MUCH#I WAS JUST SO EXCITED FOR A POSSIBLE NEW SEA MONSTER RARRGGGHHHH#instead i have just been finding out that the games story is fucked and convoluted and for some reason pirates have some form of morals#like.. idk how to explain it but its literally 'we dont do this for gold we do it for glory and we have to be nice about it'#dont care about the gold <333#SPEAK FOR YOURSELF!!!!!! I CANT FUCKING AFFORD THE SHIP PAINTS MY MAN!! WHY ARE THEY EIGHT MILLION DOUBLOONS!!!#sot#good god in heaven please grant us more ocean content soon before i go clinically insane and get put in jail amen
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KATSUKI BABY I’D PUT A BABY IN YOU IN A HEARTBEAT 😩 WANNA BUY A SQUIRTING DILDO RN AND FILL IT WITH HIS OWN CUM ):
the way he would glare at you for saying this but gets so horny at the tho thought im simply crazy about him...gets so red in the face as he tells you to fuck off and he doesn't need you to do that but once you get him under you and whines soooo loud over it. gets so cloudy and almost upset when he realizes you can't.
#return to sender#ask to tag#i know bakugou is special bc im usually like. Super Not Into this. even for being the top. but when i think of him...#i become clinically insane...... i become odd.....
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hi *polyships your kismet*
#trolls#writing#SORRY IVE BEEN THINKING ABOUT KISMET POLYSHIP SINCE I FIRST WATCHED THE MOVIE#I KNOW IM CLINICALLY INSANE BUT HEAR ME OUT
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Hhh,,, might cave and make a fanfic about Them
#slenderman x zalgo#zalgo x slenderman#i NEED more content of them and there's already so little so i'm at the point where i'm like `fine i'll do it myself` yknow#zalender#zalder#creepypasta#somerandomdutchfangirl#going clinically insane over this ship u dont understand omfg#i have so many headcanons on both species and their relationship as a whole and im. aaaaaaa#plus my oc who's basically like. their lovechild (cringe? maybe. but also cringe culture is dead and i can do what i want so.) but im still-#-working on her char sheet so yknow. which is also sort of an au i think?? idk yet#anyway headcanons!! like the importance of jewelry and shit. if you have request pls tell me bc im going Insane#(idk if anyone will even read these tags but oh well. if you did have a cookie 🍪)#going to explode just thinking about them ngl.#gonna hit post and hoping i dont get threats over shipping this <33#zalgo#creepypasta zalgo#slenderman
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bingliu (mentioned bingliushen but sqq is not present in the fic much) | explicit | hurt/comfort, insecurities, subdrop, scent kink | 5.9K words
synopsis:
They’re not—Liu Qingge isn’t—it’s complicated. Shen Qingqiu has been married to Luo Binghe for two years. For two years, Liu Qingge has watched the relationship between Shen Qingqiu and Luo Binghe morph from something intense and passionate to something more tempered. That isn’t to say that Luo Binghe is any less in love with Shen Qingqiu than the day they were wed, and that isn’t to say that Shen Qingqiu is any less head-over-heels for his demon husband; quite the opposite. Liu Qingge can testify that they are still disgustingly in love with each other. After all, he has witnessed it first hand. Liu Qingge is the newest addition to their marriage. Okay. So. He’s not married to them. But they’re engaged. Sort of. It’s… complicated. + Liu Qingge gets horny while sniffing Luo Binghe's outer robe, humps it for a bit, then gets discovered by Luo Binghe. Oh no! Whatever shall he do? (click thru for Emotional Vulnerability and Hot Gay Sex)
#bingliu#bingliushen#svsss#svsss fanfic#svsss fanfiction#danmei#mxtx#svsss fic#starry's writing#starry writes#i finished writing this at 12:20am#im clinically insane about them#i just think liu qingge needs love#liu qingge#luo binghe#shen qingqiu#ao3#svsss luo binghe#svsss liu qingge
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i think i mentioned this a while back but im working on an "every kuwameshi" video right (yes it's ridiculous i know somebody take them away from me) and i just need to say im so fucking sick of editing the saint beasts arc </3 pls i love that one normally but this section of the video is like. 70% silent group shots it's so bad and not fun to watch or edit and i hate it :[
#the rules are: (roughly) every frame they're on screen together and as much of their voices referring to/addressed to each other as possible#(this becomes very complicated during group conversations if you can believe it). so anyway it's TOO MUCH#im also making a much shorter highlights video concurrently bc like. that's a good idea#so you have light dose kuwameshi and EXTREME CLINICAL GRADE kuwameshi for the sickest of us#despite my complaining im almost done w great beasts. yusuke's about to fight suzaku so there's not a lotta kuwa there#truthfully im not too excited about editing the yukina rescue arc either but whatever. at least the highlights video is fun#anyway idc if it's unwatchable idc if everyone including me thinks it sucks the every kuwameshi video is gonna have every kuwameshi i can#possibly put in there from the dub's 112 episodes and im not giving up. im in too deep ok im committed#it's already like 70 mins long... houghh#i kept thinking in their voices last night it's getting genuinely ridiculous. sheesh#but i'll do it. for the bit and my pride if nothing else#also i haven't figured out if i wanna do movies/ova/eizou yet :p we'll see how i feel when i finish this in like 7 months. if it gets done#anyway this is the most insane thing i've ever done probably and if i were my tumblr mutual and i saw this i might be concerned
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i b saying things like socially liberal, fiscally conservative just 2 fuck w ppl
#but none of those ppl r actually socially liberal 🤭#do think fiscally conservative has some worth to it however. insane overprotection of the 1% who doesnt even care theyre getting taxed is#clinical. hoarding all ur money + hating taxes + bureaucracy + the government + wanting 2 do all ur shit under the table isnt#but truly a shocking amt of ppl cannot decide if im republican or liberal. 😭😭 this is so funny 2 me m#undescribed. assume liberal bc im brown but then i talk shit abt everyone + everything so LOLOLOL#k
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i saw someone post abt the netflix show kaos (which is good u should watch it) and during my watch, i did subject my friend to who (in motogp) would best fit the characters in the show.
spoilers cus im gonna explain them within context and talk about the ending and my prayers for a season 2 :( and 3 actually but thats it.
going to separate this in groups of confident to 🤨🤨🤨 yk. anyways.
Set In Stone (to me):
zeus - TOTALLYYYY vale. eccentric bastards, but very entertaining, very likable in the beginning despite their wrongdoings. i feel like in a different world, vale would be wearing tracksuits around his big ass mansion but a guy has to find joy in dressing like a 15 yo boy so props ig (speaking of, i LOVEEE the wardrobe of this show. muy muy bueno to me.....) both have such an intense paranoia on how others receive them and their eternal impact on the world. its all about aging and their race to defy it, but they cant and that comes to be their downfall. regardless, theyre both crazy powerful and crazy in general they are like. the same guy.
poseidon - jorge lorenzo. in some inherent way. poseidon is jorge to me. theres the (for lack of a better term) jealously that poseidon has for zeus (in terms of hera) that jorge has w vale when it comes to personability/marketability. that, and the way poseidon acts is very jorge to me as well. the way he stands like hes in drag race. anyways, theres a nonchalance to poseidon's character and how he interacts with humans that makes me think, "yeah if jorge had this much power, he would act in this way."
hear me out here. hera - dani. not just because hera and poseidon are having an affair, mind you. but yes also mostly that. because im not knowledgeable about dani uh at all im going to base this on how ive seen him ride in the past. dani, to me, is an incredibly strong rider, hes very determined and sound in his efforts. but theres always someone stronger. and while that doesnt inherently mean he is fearful of them, i feel like within the context of the show, hed probably act in the same ways hera does despite how highly she considers herself. hera's a cunt in this and tbh dani is cunt to me with that crazy power i think hed be similar. also im not saying that dani sucks as a rider, its just. the vale/casey/jorge/marc of it all 😕 bad timing
prometheus - casey fuckin stoner, man. were casey and vale ever friends? idk im sure at points. they follow each other on instagram and casey loves to hate so idk. regardless, casey would be totally on board to help a cosmic plan to take down vale, would he kill his wife for it? real vale, no, zeus vale, its reaching towards the table. prometheus and stoner dont have the same humor, but theyre smart, they know how to act. even if casey isnt one for media, he can beat vale on a bike (ducatis on the straights omgggg). and prometheus and zeus are this weird battle of wits and intelligence. im not saying vale is stupid, im saying that he is blind to his insecurities and that can harm him in the same way it hurts zeus in this series.
marc has to have his own segment cus i could make arguments for 4 different characters. walk with me:
riddy/eurydice - stubborn, headstrong, cunt(y), defined moral code. riddy is such an interesting person within this show and i think marc is very similar to her in some respects. one of the main downsides though is the lack of codependency she has with literally anyone. shes not close to a lot of people, shes kinda isolated (from what i interpret, and idk if thats the fault of orpheus but for the sake of ease, lets say riddy does it herself), but she can connect with people easily. marc doesnt really do that. one, no álex, thats never gonna happen; two, he has a hard time being alone, their upbringings are incredibly different, which may have a major part to play in all of that, and that would kinda change who marc is (duh)---if he were alone all his life rather than surrounded by his closest friends and family, as he is now. so, if you want like. bezquez with a sour note, then yeah go marc eurydice, but idk its not my favorite. maybe luca or pecco (pecco is NOT riddy do not listen to me!!!!)
ari/ariadne - the brotherisms go crazy. very similar to riddy in that she is incredibly headstrong. she is not stubborn she is filled with guilt for something she didnt do my sweet lovely little pookiebear i should not be saying that whatever. so, ari's brother is the minotaur (shocker) and i think itd be interesting to explore marc's love for álex despite not knowing he's alive for YEARS (30 fucking years bro free my girl 😭😭😭). regardless, they are both smart, sympathetic to others, and get shit done when it needs to be. i think they match up as people pretty well, but we once again run into the issue of isolation and relationships throughout upbringing. ari does have some very close relationships as we see in the show (for a few episodes and then never again. ok.) like her father and her bodyguard. is that enough? idk maybe. makes me think abt santi........who will come up later actually. all to say, i think theyd make similar decisions to each other, i think marc if put in this story would be ari to an s (close enough, is my joke). anyways, marc is a good ari if you want a calm, semi-levelheaded marc (who kills someone) who will very likely end up with dionysus. but off the dome idk who dionysus could be. hm.
dionysus - he was my favorite in the show im sorry i want my faves to be each other. dionysus is such a character, hes so guy, i need him to get his cat back. ok, so dionysus is the son of zeus and he wants more responsibility/power---upsettingly, because of how marc is as a rider, i think this is why he ISNT dionysus. dionysus is a character that has to grow into himself (by learning about love ❤️) by killing his dad. haha i joke. but cmon. anyways in the context of dionysus's original goal, ehhhh not marc. but dionysus has this (again for lack of a better term) eccentricity that reminds me of marc. they have larger than life qualities but theyre quite mellow outside of that, they want people to be happy, they want love to prevail, if dennis was shiva he would do the exact same things dionysus does with that cat (carry it everywhere). theres a distance dionysus has with humanity that he loses over the course of the series, and i think thats interesting in marc's case cus once again NOT MARC!!! marc, from accounts that arent him (livio suppo is the only name in my mind rn) say that marc is very like. stable. hes a good kid, he doesnt let fame get to him (or at least how he treats others cus wtf is his house), and dionysus's arc is about connecting w humanity and i dont think marc would really have that problem. yes this was a waste of time yes it was just me convincing myself marc cannot logically be dionysus. this is my post man lemme do what i want :(
persephone - a lot of girls here. wonder what that says about how i view marc. womp womp idgaf. so, persephone is queen of the underworld, wife to hades. she LOVES hades and if we're thinking about old men and the young(ish) people that love them. santi. dovi. persephone is not one to lay down and take it, but hades is so gives me smth to play w in terms of who im going to make not a (I HAVE NO BETTER TERMS) pussy. persephone also loves love, she wants to help the gods because she wants to help her husband but she knows that isnt possible with what the gods (ZEUS COUGH COUGH) are asking them to do, so she defies them, she lies to them, she cares for her husband, she feels sympathy for dionysus and helps him to realize zeus is a lying bastard cunt. with great hair. marc to me. again, like ari, he seems the guy to put his money where his mouth he, he WILL do whats best for people cus he knows they deserve it, he wants to help, he will repay kindness, he doesnt forget (dionysus argument actually. repaying kindness this but i digress).
ares - ares literally isnt in the show yet. he got a technical mention in the last moments of the last episode but like idk......based on my knowledge of motogp and greek mythology and also his name is marc i think itd be cool.........put my man in the show give him a sword let him go ham let him kill god vale pls pls pls pls pls pls pls pls pls pls pls pl
marc my beautiful enigma u cannot be placed. except i think ari is your best bet at accuracy. especially if we're talking human strength and determination, ari n marc brother.
semi confident but could consider others
orpheus - marco bezzecchi. in my heart of hearts, as much as i love bez, he would probably act like orpheus. omggg hes so in love, he WOULD journey to the underworld but also hes a little evil hes a cunt hes a bastard hes cringefail but hes winning. except not really at all. orpheus has this tendency to. self-pity is my best assumption at a word. very whiny man. to me. cus i didnt really feel bad for him throughout the show. anyways, bez does have that intense loyalty that orpheus has, i do think he would do what orpheus does. bez is also kinda a cunt sometimes and i think he would say and do the twat things that orpheus does as well. the hardest part abt bezpheus is like. whos gonna fall out of love with him. you got a lot of options but they all kinda dont make sense yk? pecco just doesnt make sense w the character, cele does make sense he just probably wouldnt fall out of love or be in love in the first place, luca is also an option. luca marini my cringefail bestfriend who is famous and good at sports and doesnt know me, actually yea its luca. honda move, its luca.
riddy (again) - luca. it needs its own section ok i feel like i need to explain myself. luca, currently, looks like he wants to explode and die, he wants out of his fuckass brother's shadow (i dont hate vale im just full of vitriol) and if we transfer those feelings to loveless marriage, do we see how being hit by a truck and shipped off to the underworld and choosing to go to honda (I LIKE HONDA OK IM SORRY) are similar. did riddy choose to die? no its fate she doesnt really have a choice, but grand scheme of things did luca have a choice? idk, talk it up with a philosopher. im a math major, i could care less (lying).
caeneus (i think?) - álex. i think they look similar. i see caeneus and i go omg its álex márquez 2 time world champ in motorsports brother of marc márquez. also theres this weird like almost timidness that caeneus has that i feel is very similar to how álex acts and talks. hes kinda, and this is going to sound so mean to álex, average. however, he is meant for something more, he is more than the surface level by a long shot. and i think thats true for álex as well. caeneus is also very truthful, hes going to get mad at you, if he doesnt wanna tell you shit he wont but hes not gonna walk around it idly, and álex is a marc lie detector so. theres that. again, some downsides, no codependency brothers wth. anyways luca álex ship name. lucquez. aluca. lucalex. rosquez 2 less evil edition. this is so hard cus of fuckin marc bro free me.
not super confident but sure id consider it
dionysus - pecco. vale son, the favorite at some moments, biffs it at others. i dont think pecco has a problem with loving others in the way that dionysus does (aro dionysus slay) but i think theres mentalities that they both have (given by their respective parental figures) that hinder them in similar ways. pecco does not have dionysus's early personality. pecco is very calm, very controlled, (very mindful very demure) but he can also fight with someone after they crash into him, hes not gonna take everything lightly. idk if hes quick to forgive, nor do i know if hes privy to stew in his feelings. one of the primary relationships (thats explored in the show) dionysus has is with zeus. he visits zeus (the only child to do so), he gives zeus gifts (that get rejected), he steals from him (lmao), he defies him (yayy), he gets punished for defying him (NOO FUCK). turbo as dennis ough the thought brings me anguish. anyways, i think with dionysus being a sort of foil to zeus it works with pecco being a foil to vale. evil vale would say flopnaia is a disappointment tho. anyways, if flopnaia were dionysus, hed probably be feeling and doing and saying the same things as d is in the show. would he be as sexually promiscuous? probably not so yk. confidence low. but woah omg very likely marcnaia what a trip.
i dont wanna write an explanation cus this is getting too long but bez could also be considered for dionysus. literally any vr46 boy could lbr.
and tbh anyone else in the cast would confuse the shit outta me i dont know enough people in motogp in that way. i barely know the ones im talking about 😭😭😭 anyways pls diregard everything i said because it makes no sense to try to put people in the correct slots of other media, just write based on the person, not the character you want to portray, thats what makes them interesting, its what allows for different stories and outcomes. all to say i did this for nothing ❤️
#motogp#kaos#im clinically insane#i did not need to do this at all jfc#it took me like 2 hours to think abt and write all of this free me from the hell that is my brain
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okay so like. i got offered a job (yay!) and if i accept (which i probably will cause nothing else is coming my way) then i will definitely have to work another job to ya know. bring in enough money to live and sustain myself (which is fine just. tiring) but i don’t think the full time job would wear me out like the other full time jobs i’ve had in the past so going and doing part time work wouldn’t drain me too bad. so? i guess i have a job?
#i can always keep looking around too at other places which is fine#but how fucked up is that that in todays day and age full time work is not a livable wage. i have to laugh#literally i have to or else i will succumb to the horrors#i think the full time gig will be worth it no matter what because health insurance#but yeah! major industry shift here going from recreation to medical field#and NO before anyone gets any ideas im not working for an insurance company those bastards#i’ll actually be a part of the care team at the heart clinic so that’s neat#also hopefully i can get new glasses cause i desperately need them#also let’s factor in that whatever part time gig i get will easily be $2 away from my full time pay like. that’s insane#if you’re paying someone full time dog shit salary so much so that a part time job is essentially the same pay…homie#i’m rambling again aren’t i
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the wimbles were plentiful today
#clinically insane magma posting#the one time i draw mag hank ‘properly’#you can ignore the hair designs if you want. im still thinking abt it#madness combat#hank j wimbleton#madness combat hank#slimdoodling
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