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hm well i stayed home from lab to do talk prep and postermaking but instead i am unable to do anything except lie around? i am involuntarily taking a break as though my brain desperately needed a break, which seems surprising but i guess could be true
#i mean i am giving this talk tomorrow so i really do have to rehearse it. i can't not do that#but i can maybe start doing it in 10 minutes with an understanding that nothing else i was planning to do is time sensitive and it's ok if#i take another break in an hour#Brain Closed#box opener#i guess the last few weekends while not heavy on work have been heavy on in-law social outings?#and i have been trying very hard to get data collection done. so there's that#in 40 minutes i need to make a post saying what time my first runthru of my talk was so i that i . have done a runthru
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Good morning, Sleepyhead.
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#poorly drawn mdzs#mdzs#wei wuxian#lan wangji#'WWX was asleep for 4 days' is an incorrect factoid.#The average WWX sleeps for 8 hours. The PD-MDZS WWX who was asleep for 40 comics and 4 months is an outlier.#We are back to present day! I have missed drawing them!#Ah...the contrast between how the flashback ended (cold and distrustful) to how wwx wakes up (warm and watched over)...#The gap between the past and present is very important. Not just in this story but in our lives too.#The past can still hurt and it doesn't just go away with time as some say. It is the power of realizing that things have changed.#We can't get the good back. The bad memories have concluded. Those live somewhere else now.#It is hard to realize that you have to live for today and tomorrow. The past is so loud.#For WWX it is realizing that despite the mistrust in the past - He really does have faith that LWJ will be there for him.#It is the reflection of knowing that you changed and will keep changing and that change is good and kind sometimes.#But more importantly...and this I really do mean with all my heart:#It will all end up okay in the end. Even after the worst day. The most painful losses. You will get through it.#What feels like a breaking point is truthfully just another step you have to take. You'll get through it even though it feels like the end.#There are wonderful things you have yet to see. Friends you have yet to meet.#Even if it hurts so badly...one day it just aches. Someday you'll go a few weeks not remembering that it ever hurt.#Oh and because my izutsumi comic revealed many people were in need of hearing this:#You are loved. Right now. You are so loved right now. We just forget to tell each other that.#Go tell the people you love that they matter to you. I'm assigning you homework!!! You are graded on completion.
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Leo has a lot of love for his comics, constantly rereading them (mainly for the art) and overall having a lot of sentimental value for them, especially because reading them is something he likes to do when he’s just existing in a space with his family.
And then the Shredder happens. And then the invasion happens. And then life in general happens. And, suddenly, most of Leo’s comics are either too damaged to fix or gone entirely.
But it’s fine! He’s growing up, so he doesn’t need them anymore. So what if it’s one more bit of childhood lost? It’s fine - it’s fine.
Enter Mikey.
Mikey, who is so, so empathetic and cares so, so much about his family - he notices, and he decides to do something about it.
Unfortunately, most of the comics are vintage, and completely unavailable in any form but digital.
Good thing Mikey is an artist.
So over the course of a month, Mikey secretly takes the time to painstakingly recreate Leo’s favorite Jupiter Jim volume. It’s hard, matching a style like that with only grainy online scans to go off of, but he manages.
He gives it to Leo on a mundane day, out of the blue, with a sunshine smile on his face.
Now- Mikey does all this secretly.
But Leo is very, very perceptive, especially in regard to his brothers hiding things from him. So of course he finds the unfinished work in progress comic about three days in.
He does NOT cry. He doesn’t.
Just as he doesn’t cry when Mikey presents him with the finished thing, nope, not a tear in sight.
His eyes are just wetter than normal as he gives Mikey the absolute biggest hug he could possibly give.
(And if Mikey finds the fridge and pantry always stacked with special ingredients only found in specific parts of the world whenever he so much as mentions wanting to try them, that’s neither here nor there.)
#rottmnt#rottmnt leo#rottmnt mikey#rise leo#rise mikey#rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles#Leo portaling to another country and spending hours desperately trying to figure out which of the beans he found was the one Mikey mentioned#mikey spending hours on one panel on the days his arms are acting up#and he gets so frustrated because he HAS to make it perfect for Leo#and Leo just so happens to text him hey let’s go skateboarding!#(totally not because Leo noticed and decided to make Mikey take a break)#listen I love this duo sm they’re just so good#they mean so much to me sobs
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hey, nana…do you remember the first time we met? 🍓
#this took me foreverrrrrrr to finish but I did it yayyy#really really pleased with the end result#based on that one art challenge on twitter u know the one#I spent like the last 11 hours drawing on and off and then just locked in towards the end and here we are…#sleep deprived and slightly stressed and tired af#but the art drought is over woooooo#now I’m gonna take a break and then go work on another thing I should’ve finished ages ago 🫠#tale as old as fucking time#nana anime#nana manga#nana osaki#nana komatsu#nana hachi#digital art#fanart#illustration#art#anime and manga
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witch sketchbook
#witch hat tag#orufrey#partial nudity /#first is for 'promise' theme of whatober. saw there was an event so im bothering coming back online to post... lately i dont feel like it#especially twt..the last oru is just for here. i just feel so happy while drawing alone & then after posting it there like..mood drop.#not good at internetting... maybe i should just take another break & isolate myself forever... *thinks this literally every other week*#i like the nice tags on here though :)#i have nowhere else to complain about the following thing either so i'll do it here. theres a bug in baldurs gate 3 keeping my chararacter#from fully romancing their man. What's up with that. 180 hours of fighting the horrors for this. Aint that just life..
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...The final chapter of The Dichotomy in Our Hearts is out. :') <3
AHHHHHHH my gosh. This is it. We're here. The first finish line of a multi-chapter fic. Oh. My. God. :')))
This mini-series has been very special to me. Its meaning transformed and deepened the more I wrote, and I'm so happy that it got fleshed out to become what it stands as today.
To be perfectly honest, I had to make myself stop writing. I didn't want this beautiful story to end.
But now it is, and now it's yours.
Hope you enjoy - got a lot of cute moments in this one <3333
#this is the end of an ERA#CHRIST#Im gonna go#wipe my tears over in the corner if you need me#:')))#tysm to anyone who has read and supported this work#now we are officially on the S&S D train moving forward#my fics#dipplinshipping#juliana x kieran pokemon#kieran pokemon#kieran x juliana pokemon#juliana pokemon#kieran x juliana#juliana x kieran#can I also just say#this chapter took roughly 24 hours total to write#not counting breaks#what is wrong with me and why is this story specifically my kryptonite#catch me doing an update of S&S D with 6 hours of writing time in the next update LMAO#update: NOT ME CASUALLY EDITING THIS FOR ANOTHER FUCKING HOUR AFTER POSTING#take this goddamn keyboard away from me im done
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throws oc lore at u <3 (anton belongs to @poicyss )
#im in the middle of doing an updated voice claim video and im taking a break so i made these lol#this is probably only canon to starshadow!au but if i had to guess she probably came from another planet than dimension#so.. technically an alien instead of an abnormality??? lol#making objects float comes from the star antigravity!! im sure she could make the opposite happen and pull things toward her w gravitationa#pull!! a few of her powers are inspired by mario galaxy so that was borrowed from the pull stars and other gameplay mechanics ^_^#her meet cute is basically something that was supposed to be for mutual benefit and then it gets out of hand and they escape the facility#together or smth.. theres a reason why she doesnt exist in antons canon and thats bc the universe cant let them be best friends LMAO#BUT LIKE IT WORKS... antons indestructible and could withstand her radiation and nobody wants to talk to him anyway#and theyre both curious they could like talk for hours while anton does ''''work''''' on her (they are just chatterbugs having a good time)#i wonder what kinda stuff they would do if they escape.. maybe they explore the galaxy together who knows hehehehe#kicking my feet and giggling like an idiot#my art#myart#doodles#my oc#friend oc#anton#augusta#starshadow#sillies family#SQUEEZING THEM. DUNKING THEM IN MILK AND THROWING THEM AGAINST THE WALL#lobocorp#lobotomy corporation#sort of????????
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#ateez fanart#jeong yunho#hongjoong#my art#this has been my last ten or so days whenever I had time/energy to draw#wanted to just take a little break from another drawing#watched a video and then inspiration struck#because yunho kinda looks like he's commanding the demon generals in that moment#ref: screenshots from the 1killpo video of guerilla#special thanks to my mom for constant feedback and making sure hongjoong looks more like himself#still struggling with likenesses but I think I'm improving#yunho was surprisingly easy to draw tho#spent way too many hours on what was supposed to be a fun little study#does this qualify as fanart
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ARCHONS TO SEND OFF THE YEAR!!! (kind of a redraw from last year's September)
#caluuart#genshin impact#genshin#venti#zhongli#furina#nahida#raiden shogun#I'm honestly quite proud of this! woo#I think this is a good piece to send off this year#It was honestly a bit of a pain in the ass to do but it was fun and im proud of my child that is the artwork#at one point out of sheer tiredness(?) of working on it for hours straight without a break#I went to play a game of chess#and I won spectacularly. isn't it great#also another funny thing#I started watching ace attorney play throughs and I was watching so much of it the only ads im getting is. well. GENSHIN ADS.#I'm not even joking the majority of the ads I get were genshin ads. they really want me back#its not even that I quit/took a break from genshin#just today I was re-checking and re-clearing aranaras and doing the events#the image that genshin is like jealous or smth to take over the ads bc I was watching another game ('s play through) is so funny to me#anyways!! cya later and happy new years!! or holidays.
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Dungeon Meshi Spoilers: silly white elf committing crimes
#marcille donato#red dragon#dungeon meshi#delicious in dungeon#tw blood#taking another break to draw uhhhhh another white elf and dragon#oops#committing crimes for someone you love#hetaliabunnyart#what if i digged through blood and flesh for hours then spent some more hours building your skeleton piece by piece#dungeon meshi spoilers
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i fear the knight!sugu fic is about to breach 18k </3
#pray for my health pls ive been writing since i woke up#might take me another hour or two (or three) to polish it :’3 so late upload… and another long sugu fic…..#I THINK ITS GONNA END UP GOOD THOUGH this will be my magnum opus i think. if it Hits#sugu nation are we awake are we alive if this fic flops i fear my fragile ego will break into pieces 😭😭#ari noises ✩
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i changed my mind, moving sucks (<- is in the cleaning up and getting rid of things step in the moving process)
#🔪.text#right now i'm working on going through my art binder to consolidate shit#bc right now i have two#the one i had in high school. and another one i got where i put a LOT of my old art#(this one is also a nicer and sturdier binder)#so i am moving everything from the high school art binder to the other one#but since i'm going through it i also have to take pictures of some of it for uploading to toyhouse#i've been at it for almost two hours#right now i'm taking a lunch break#but fuuuuck man.#then i'm gonna have to edit all these photos bc even tho they don't show up dark on my camera#for some fucking reason they do on my laptop#at least last time i did this they did#it feels like such a waste to use all the tools to get good lighting#when i ultimately still end up needing to edit the photo to be lighter/brighter anyway#ugh#also we aren't like Actually moving yet. we haven't found/secured a house#this is just the preparation part lol#and it suuuuucks#i have so much shit i need to go through aghhh
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musicology comps are officially on my horizon. and it's apparently four back to back one hour exams 😩
#sasha speaks#taking me back to my high school days with those 4 hour ap tests#hopefully i get a fifteen minute snack break in between each test 😩#but they're pass fail and you get a second shot if you screw up once. you have to pass all of them to graduate though#and failing twice means you don't get the degree#i do get to pick which classes the exams cover though. on the other hand at least one of my choices my advisor is making for me...#well so it goes#i should get it done sooner rather than later. hopefully that means spring but if spring is kicking my ass i'll do summer instead#then it's just another year of libsci and i'm out....
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alrighty, here's a wee plotting call ♡ tap the heart for me to bug you about muse dynamics, and for your convenience, my discord is below if your prefer to chat there!
waitforspring.
#alrighty now i'm gonna grab a lil snack and maybe take a small break from writing!#it's probably the fact i'm running on 5-ish hours of sleep but suddenly i cannot fathom writing another multi para reply rn :' )#get ready to ramble | ooc
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laying down by a brook with one hand in the water like some kind of tragic prince , , , , , ,
#my break is now over and tomorrow resumes the final hell rush before the end of the semester#well i say break but in all honesty i spent 90% of it working or being so so scared for my car#i did get a little time to clean my room finally and turn into gelatinous ooze#though now i am The Slightest Bit Scared that i have gotten too oozelike and will not be able to fully reform into a functional being#in time to deal with The Horrors#(read: two intensely busy weeks on internship as i basically take over for my mentor all day)#(on top of the big portfolio assignment that my (project) partner Still Has Not Done Anything On)#like as long as i do my part i’ll get a B in the class no matter what but#aheem heem#my gpa that i worked so hard for….. i don’t want it to disappear…….#aaaaa it’s just hard to focus when i am so so tired and really just want like 5 solid days of No Thought Just Video Games And UTAU Dev#before getting back to my own big deadlines#i am looking at this document that i could probably write in 20 minutes but my brain is just. fried meat.#or more precisely i think i can get this done in an hour but Everything Else This Week?#i think i would have an easier time chewing shoe leather than getting my brain to do it all#if it weren’t for the fact that i would Literally go broke if i did not finish all this next semester#i would be soso tempted to take another semester off#only this time for my mental health………….
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hi more drug question
I have been told many many times that using ecstasy will basically fry your seratonin receptors so that you will never be able to feel happy again unless you are using the drug. I am assuming now that this is false but I am curious now as to how false. Is it something that CAN happen if you take too much at once or too often, or is this just random Drug Scary misinformation
Also also since wellbutrin is not an SSRI does LSD work when you are on it or does it also cancel it out
lol that's kind of an extreme version of what I usually hear! you're right that basically the answer here is no. this comes from a couple different things. first is MDMA induced serotonin toxicity, and 2nd is something called "serotonin syndrome" which is a real thing that can happen, but it's really really hard to get like this. prepare for a very long answer lmfaooo
MDMA induced serotonin toxicity occurs when you take too high doses too frequently. MDMA IS slightly neurotoxic, but so are many prescription drugs so don't let that word freak you out too much! basically MDMA works by dumping large amounts of serotonin into your brain, hence why it's the happy/love drug lol. if you take too much too often, your brain will straight up run out of serotonin. obviously that's bad! it's not as simple as "never feeling happy again" but you will essentially have depression for a bit because of lack of serotonin (on its own, low serotonin levels following modest MDMA use is not damaging and resolves within a few days) but the real problem is that if you are on MDMA with depleted serotonin, your brain will continue releasing dopamine which will attach to the serotonin receptors and damage them. this is what can cause long term depression symptoms, the damaged serotonin receptors. ultimately your brain will heal this on its own unless for some reason I guess you keep taking it a lot (which would have no effect. when you take too much MDMA your brain just runs out of serotonin to dump so like. it just won't work lol)?? it can also be treated with the supplement NAC, which I would recommend taking any time you use MDMA because of this!
to sum up MDMA toxicity: it can happen but only if you're misusing it! it's generally recommended that you dont do much more than 1 dose every 3 months or so to make sure your brain has time to reset. research interactions with anything else you're using (prescription or not), take some NAC in the weeks following a dose, drink a lot of water, keep your body temperature regular because that can worsen it, and take some antioxidants like alpha lipoic acid and grape seed oil during/immediately after taking MDMA - it's when you come down that your brain is delicate and could use the protection. also this may sound counterintuitive but weed also has antioxidant properties, so smoking it as you come down helps a lot. also if you DO have MDMA toxicity taking more MDMA will not help u feel happy unfortunately it will just make it worse lol, your brain only has so much serotonin to give
now serotonin syndrome can happen with the misuse of any drug that works on serotonin including MAOIs, SSRIs, and SNRIs, usually by taking a VERY large dose (but some people are just extremely sensitive). it usually takes care of itself eventually, but the amount of time it takes and stuff is kinda hard to pin down bc it's REALLY misunderstood and tends to be overly self diagnosed. again this is like super super hard to do. you would have to take a MASSIVE dose or mix it with other serotonin affecting drugs (ESPECIALLY MAOIs. DO NOT MIX MDMA WITH MAOI ANTI DEPRESSANTS). like 5 times the normal dose at least probably (partner is currently trying to find some literature on it so he'll add that in the replies if he finds anything interesting). it will cause things like heightened anxiety and body temperature and can cause kidney problems or seizures if it's like really bad and untreated. but you'd feel REALLY bad before it got to that point, so in general like, if you take any type of drug and feel extremely bad after go to the doctor lol. mostly this will also just heal itself; your brain is pretty resilient! again usually if this does happen it's very minor. cases bad enough to require hospitalization are exceedingly rare
to give you an example of what these can look like, I have a friend who was given about 3-4 times a regular dose by a fucking piece of shit asshole she knows and, this part is crucial, it was mixed with a very large amount of alcohol AND acid (which can slightly increase the neurotoxicity. normally not a huge issue but becomes one in circumstances like this), AND coke; like she was blackout drunk and while not on a lot of acid or coke, this is just too many things to have in your body and brain at one time. the mixture of such a large amount different drugs caused her what I'm guessing was a mild case of both of these things at once. she experienced slightly worsened depression for about 6 months after, and actually had a mild stutter for almost a year. I made sure she took some NAC and other things that aid brain healing, and she didn't try molly again for a long time to be super sure she didn't overload her brain before it was ready. this is a pretty extreme case, and even with that she has fully recovered thankfully. do NOT EVER do drugs with someone you don't trust with your life. DO NOT EVER do drugs in doses you have not confirmed for yourself to be safe and DO NOT EVER mix drugs without finding out if it's safe!!! just as a small aside though: usually taking molly and acid at the same time is perfectly safe. in fact it's called a candy flip and I HIGHLY recommend it because it's fucking awesome. again, just make sure you are taking safe doses in a safe environment
OKAY now finally your specific question about Wellbutrin: I actually take Wellbutrin so I can answer this one from personal experience! Wellbutrin should not alter the effects of LSD in any way HOWEVER! both of these drugs lower your seizure threshold! I'm on the max dose of Wellbutrin (which is the max dose BECAUSE of seizure risk) so when I plan to drop acid I usually either skip my dose entirely that day or only take half depending on how much acid I'm planning to take. because of the way Wellbutrin works, this shouldn't cause you any problems as far as that goes. for me, not taking my Wellbutrin for a day mainly has the effect of making me more fatigued, and acid counteracts that really well by making me feel very awake/aware. if you don't want to skip or halve your dose though you can also take things that will RAISE your seizure threshold. so like I sometimes will smoke hemp because CBD actually will help with that. the risk here isn't huge either way especially if you have no history of seizures, but again if it's something you're concerned about you should be just fine skipping or lowering your dose for the day. acid usually lasts about 12 hours too so i personally don't even care about skipping the Wellbutrin that much because it basically does the same thing for me. I did take my full Wellbutrin dose the last couple times I've done acid though because I was taking a very small amount of acid (about half a tab)
in summation lol sort of TLDR I generally would recommend MDMA for recreational use because the risks of damage are low and it's safe if you are safe about it. and it's honestly just a really fun one! the only negative effect I've ever felt is some emotional and physical fatigue the following day, and this is largely because of how emotional and energetic you are on it. I just make sure to have the next day off to lay around and listen to music :)
taking it with a partner or loved one will give you an especially beautiful experience, as MDMA has been proven to facilitate extremely open emotional conversations. in fact, when MDMA was first synthesized it's primary use was in psychotherapy! research was shut down during the war on drugs, but in recent studies it's demonstrated amazing abilities to treat and even straight up CURE disorders like PTSD. for a personal anecdote, my partner actually completely fucking cured his alcoholism on a combo of MDMA and whippets (nitrous oxide) lmfao. like dude straight up went from getting black out drunk multiple nights a week to drinking nothing for the past year and a half without any other treatment program. LSD has been proven to have similar incredible results with treating and curing things like depression, anxiety, PTSD and addiction and is also a very fun and very safe one.
sorry to reiterate for the billionth time lol but it's important: these drugs are safe and fun if you make sure they're safe and fun! do your research and never use in an unfamiliar environment with people you wouldn't trust in an emergency! also I know this sounds like a lot, but remember I'm giving you like the absolute safest possible practices and emphasizing sort of over cautiousness because I think it's always better to be too safe. I've taken molly without nac and I've taken kinda big doses a little closer together than I should have without any problems. there's a bit of flexibility to these guidelines, but it's always better to think of them as being rigid so you don't end up too far in the other direction. like I've said it's really really hard to do actual damage that would last more than like a day or 2 max. most of the time you'll just be sleepy the next day from all the dancing so it's nice to do it on a day 1 of a weekend. also it only lasts like a couple of hours lol so it's not your whole day or anything!
#sorry this took me like a fucking hour i kept having to check myself w my partner + google to make sure i wasnt talking out of my ass lmfao#im sure ill be rereading and editing it for the next hour as well#damn just spent like another half hour#hope this is thorough enough for ya ajdbsjhdkshdkshs#on a tangentially related note: ive been weaning myself off of my SNRI (venlafaxine/effexor) bc it didnt help at all#and made my nails extremely brittle ????? like so bad they were constantly breaking to the quick and making me bleed#so pretty soon ill be able to do acid and molly again. sweet blessed molly how ive missed you#cant believe i forgot to mention this but as another personal mdma anecdote: my partner and i started dating while candy flipping#hed been staying at my house for like 4 months at that point but we hadnt really talked about like. relationship definitions#and I was EXTREMELY nervous bc id never even like kissed someone fr before him#but the acid and ESPECIALLY the molly made talking about our feelings with each other really easy and safe feeling#we do it every once in a while as like a poor mans couples therapy lmfao. its much easier to be open and honest and vulnerable#while crucially taking down the defensive wall that can cause you to lash out and stuff#highly recommend 👍#wtiting a book called the couple that rolls together stays together. its about doing molly but also skateboarding#drug ed#i cant stop adding to this post im sorry
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