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i was listening to dua lipa on my alexa (no playlist) and jojo siwas “”karma” came on. i’ve never been so scared in my life
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I jump on the internet and throw myself into the void
#ikemen villains#ikevil#ikevil elbert#elbert greetia#ikemen villains elbert#ikemen villains kate#ikevil kate#kate#happy birthday elbie ily so much and god we need more kate art CUZ I SWEAR TO GOD SHES SO PRETTY#Ngl Im kinda scared of posting even as well but Im yoloing so might as well might as well
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YOU.
ARTIST.
REBLOG YOUR OWN ART.
im being so serious. this is absolutely my sagest advice for any artist posting on tumblr. reblog your own art. do it at whatever arbitrary time you set up for yourself, once or twice a day, a few times throughout the week, randomly and whenever you remember to. it does not matter.
things can get flooded in the tags, you could post at a time that no one who would want to see the art would, your art could even just get eaten by tumblr itself because it is prone to doing that.
if you want people to see your art, youre allowed to wave it in front of their face and say "HEY LOOK!!!! LOOK I MADE THIS! ME! I MADE THIS!!!!!"
it might feel disheartening, especially if youre the only one reblogging your own work, but i swear to god it is worth it i cannot tell you how many times i have bumped one of my posts only to get someone in the tags going "HOW DID I MISS THIS??????"
it is not wrong of you to want to show off the work that youre proud of. reblog your own art.
#basil blabbers#artists on tumblr#IM BEING SO FR I USED TO BE SO SCARED OF 'SPAMMING' MY DASH BY RBING MY OWN WORK *HOURS* APART.#but i do it now and it works!!! it works!!! i swear to god!!!!!
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hi your amnesiac au has me in SHAMBLES plsplspls im crying sobbing stabbing the floor
im so glad i discovered your blog 😭 your art is so lovely and nice and just. Yes. eats everythibg snd leaves no crumbs /silly
PLEASE i require more info about amnesiac au.
could this happen to the other Beasts? if it can happen to Shadow Milk, it might be possible with the others, should their Ancient counterparts get lucky with their attacks
does Shadow Milk gradually become less of an ass? does he seek answers as to Why he was so awful? does he care at all?
how horrified is he at the revelation that he was such a huge issue for the faeries + PV, if at all? he already doesn't know much about himself, so would not knowing he was such a problem, such an awful person, terrify him, considering he doesn't remember any of this?
idk. i personally would be so so incredibly horrified and terrified that i was so terrible and..well, monstrous, if i may. i kinda project onto Shadow Milk im ngl so that's probably why im saying any of this
IM SORRY THIS IS SO LONG im just so,,, AAAUAGTHYBHLRHTLBFLTTKG /POS abt this entire au. hoenstly it inspires me; both your art and your ideas and concepts
hope you have a good day!! stay safe /gen
SOBS IM SO GLAD YOU LIKE THIS AU!!! i read all the tags on my posts btw so if any of u went crazy in there i saw it and went crazy w u. im deranged and mentally ill if u cant tell.
i would say the cracking of the souljam and loss of power is very possible for the other beasts! the amnesia however is a Very special case of pure vanilla fucking up the spell he cast
the other beasts would be depowered and much weaker, but retain their memories...... actually, would their corruption break as well since the souljam disconnected entirely from them? hm, i think redemption would be more possible if an ancient got a lucky shot, in that case
shadow milk does in fact become less of a jerk! what with no longer being secluded in a spire losing his mind and sense of identity all by himself, his personality is forced to become. eh. LESS THORNY.
pure vanilla is socializing him like a dog and he is NOT enjoying it. but i am. put that guy in situations.
shadow milk does in fact seek answers to why he did so many terrible things! he knows his... current personality isn't the greatest, but he can't imagine doing some of the things described
he feels a certain disconnect to the him others describe terrorizing them to the him of present, while he feels bad for what happened to them he doesn't really feel apologetic because was it really him? how's he supposed to know?
should he feel sorry because it technically was him, just.. evil? would that excuse it if he doesn't feel sorry at all?
this is where shadow milk and white lily have similar dilemmas because they both have previously done terrible things to others, especially pure vanilla. they feel bad about it, they dont wanna hurt him or others like that ever again
but then this is where they separate because shadow milk doesn't feel at fault, he doesn't remember doing all those things, he doesn't even know who that was! you want me to grovel forever about it? pathetic, what's done is done anyways, why not try to do something now?
white lily absolutely despises that mindset as she's competing with pv over who can hate themselves more, and she is winning. she thinks they both deserve to repent forever for their crimes but is constantly reminded of the fact that she remembers but shadow milk doesn't! she knows what she did, why she did it, it was bad and terrible, but she understands and that's what's important and she must repent for it
shadow milk doesn't know, he doesn't know anything at all and theres even more that they can't tell him as he's apparently been evil for centuries. it's hard to argue that he needs to feel bad when the personalities are truly separated.
......i went on a ramble again.
he doesn't feel bad about what he did but he is in fact, very unnerved that he may be capable of those actions again, and with pure vanilla trying to teach him to be good and kind its...... panic inducing sometimes, that maybe he can do something terrible again, that the evil is possibly just lurking under the surface and hes fooling himself and everyone around him
#milkyflock#amnesiac au#shadow milk cookie#im not tagging all the cookies mentioned thats too much dear lord#i went offfff oh im so crazy guys u dont get ut#im so inactive artwise but i swear im thinking hard abt this au at any given moment#words are also difficult. and im scared of people. and i forget.#oh no#okay anyone in my tags reading this gets to know my super secret answer to milkyflocks q in the tags of another post#PURE VANILLAS MOTIVATIONS HEH#he helped smilk out of guilt ofc. he attacked him and as the jesus cookie he must make up for it with his savior complex#but in a little thing i wrote hehe...... theres something under the surface of that want to help#to see smilk so vulnerable. eyes so clear of his usual mischief and plotting and Distance...#wasnt that fount of knowledge so much like him? wasnt the holder of knowledge just like him before everything?#he wanted to know shadow milk so badly...#is it so wrong to keep him?
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A small doodle for today’s episode :)
#muichiro tokito#tanjirou kamado#tokito muichiro#kamado tanjiro#muitan#demon slayer#kimetsu no yaiba#kny#kny tanjirou#kny muichiro#this ep was so cute#I love mui’s favoritism for tanjirou#I’ve been loving this season in general#the added scenes are very nice#mui smiled so much like that’s my son 🤧🤧🤧#anyways the next ep seems to be abt the shinazugawa bros AND IM SO SCARED#I didn’t know it was gonna be that quick I’m not ready bruh 😭😭#I’ll be posting more soon once school is over for me I swear 💪💪
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uhm ummm uh
#OKAY NOW THAT IVE SOLVED THAT ISSUE AND ITS ACTUALLY POSTED#i said earlier that i was going to do more art instead of just shitposting and#I DONT LIKE IT BUT THE ONLY WAY TO GET BETTER IS TO PRACTICE#I used to be better at digital art i swear#IM DOING IT SCARED IM DOING IT SCARED#anyways henry 1.0 is so fave i get emotional over this snake daily#obey me#obey me nightbringer#obey me leviathan#obey me henry 1.0#my art#HIDES FACE IN HANDS AAA#how is Levi's coat supposed to work? dont worry about it kitten
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no bcz what did he see … THIS SHIT GENUINELY MADE ME SO SCARED N NERVOUS LIKE I DEADASS FELT NAUSEOUS 😭😭 did he like google their name or just open up tumblr … LIKE I WANNA KNOW IM SO SCARED 😭😭
#i wonder if they’re gonna talk abt it .. CUZ OF HOW MATT REACTED 😭#nicks guess made me even more nervous but still made me laugh#IM SO SCARED THO LIKE IM SWEARING BULLETS RN#his mood shifted for a bit too like 😓#sturniolo triplets#nick sturniolo#matt sturniolo#chris sturniolo
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is this glitch or new???
#i swear im so scared of him and this shit loaded#Homicipher#mr. scarletella#homicipher mr. Scarletella
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ngl im fucking terrified of how the fandom will act when the asian ccs get added and they are confronted with asian customs such as honorifics, asian cultural norms, and the language itself (ie words that are common in one language that sounds like a slur in another) and i know most of the fandom will be open and welcoming but idk im probably being way too pessimistic as someone who is asian and has seen the bs that people can spew esp regarding things like stereotypes
#qsmp#im being really negative rn cause im just really scared#im excited to see asian representation and i really hope to be proven wrong in my pessimism#but i will dropkick anyone who purposefully tries to misinterpret or villainize or sexualize or whatever my culture#its on fucking sight for those kinds of people#even people that just associate one thing for one culture ie japan with anime or korea with kpop#like i swear these countries and cultures are more than just that so please be open to learning more and not just make assumptions#also i am so very scared when it comes to cultural norms esp because qsmp is so damn western ethics and morality focused#i have many thoughts about this in particular but theyre way too complex#but yeah i really hope this event goes well and the new members feel welcomed
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I’m scared to click play
#IM SCARED IM SCARED IM SCARED WHAT AM I GOING TO DOOOO#I SWEAR#IF MARTIN#KILLS JON#IM GOING TO#IDK WHAT IM GOING TO DO#I HAVENT EVEN LISTENED TO IT AND IM ALREADY IN MENTAL DISRAUGHT#Tma#the magnus archives#mag 200#Magnus archives spoilers#<- so the one moot I convinced to listen to this won’t see this post#tma spoilers#WAHHHH#my art#blogsona#This is to my 2 singular TMA moots#You know who you are#HOW AM I GOING TO COPE#AUGH
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More Poppy Playtime Chapter 4 Spoilers!!! I think.. definitely spoilers in the tags
You ever think about how the spots on Dr. Sawyer's spare bodies are blue, yellow, orange, and red? Same colors as Doey, ya know.
I think it implies he's fought Doey before. Honestly, I wouldn't be surprised if that were true considerin the beef Doey (and all the other experiments) have with the scientists. After all, Dr. Sawyer was responsible for the Bigger Bodies Initiative. I'm sure Doey has went after him a few times in his bouts of anger.
#dusty yaps#sorry for the#poppy playtime#postin lately#ive accidentally gotten really into chapter 4#and now ive been re-readin the doctors wiki page and over analyzin everythin#anyway doey deserved better#ill never understand doey haters hes literally just three upset and scared kids in one#most reasonable crashout in the whole game i swear#ALSO I KNEW OLLIE WAS THE PROTOTYPE#i was always suspicious cuz like how does a kid know so much#and is able to just randomly send the things you need like in chapter 3??#not only that but#if he really was trapped in the factory as a kid#im pretty sure hed at least be a young adult by now
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Xiao Xingchen is one of my favourite Untamed characters and I've been meaning to actually make and post some fanart so here you go ??
(This is definitely a bit rough but I'm still figuring out how I want to draw him)
#xiao xingchen#art#the untamed#yi city#fanart#this is the first art post im making and I'm scared#ignore the robes pls i swear one day I'll learn how to draw clothes#anyways i love him so much and i tried!!!#I just love the yi city fandom and I wanted to contribute something#mdzs#mdzs fanart#my art
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it just hit me that the movie is coming out next month imgonna throw upppppppp
#to be clear this isnt an excited post this is a scared post .#i feel kinda guilty about it with how excited i was about the first 2 movies#but i just cant be anymore paramount and the scu have disappointed me so much within the past year in so many ways ......#shadow is one of my favorite characters his lore makes me go crazy and is one of the things that pulled me into loving sonic so much#but i literally felt nothing while watching that trailer aside from confusion at some of the writing choices being made#like i wasnt expecting an exact recreation of sa2 but why is sonic working with gun . wtf is gerald doing here . why are there no girls .#the only positives to me were things that were cool visually . which doesnt outweigh all the things that have annoyed/disappointed me#like who cares about another cool sonic and shadow fight scene we already have plenty of those .#Anyway. saw some of those new promotional images.#i swear to god if they actually start calling shadow+eggman+gerald team dark#like they suggested they might in that survey from a while back#im gonna become the joker for real#(insert the NO that is NOT solid snake image but it says team dark instead)#also maybe im taking the hedgehog games way too seriously here#but having gerald still be alive and present in some form feels like such a bad idea from a story perspective ... like .#for one shadow lost Everything in the gun raid having gerald still be here feels like its undermining that in a way#but also gerald's whole thing in sa2 is being long dead but still impacting the story despite that . why is he ALIVEEEE#and why is he here over rouge ???? do they just hate women or something#(before someone goes ''it would take too much time/money to animate another cgi character''#maybe the movies should have just been fully animated if that sort of thing was a concern . just saying)
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Right and his work menaces (Brent and Karen).
I don't remember last I mentioned it but apart from crude nicknames to people (except Chris), he also just puts them in his phone really weird (except Chris, who is literally in his phone as Chris). And I bring this up because in Right's phone, Karen is saved as "Lawful Obligation".
#my characters#oops i fell in love#can you guys tell im stressed and hyperfixating on my own fucked up ocs cause i am#also brents nickname at work and in rights phone is fuckwad#and hes like yeah if im called anything else at this point by right its weird and uncomfortable#and when it is finally approached as if paul is only in rights phone as shitty-ex (answer) now that hes an excoworker#what was he in rights phone BEFORE the transfer#and right is like annoying dickwad ... karen is like oh i see thats why you call him a dick still#thats like a nickname from his phone name#and brent has to ask why fuckwad and dickwad and right looks at him and takes a deep breathe before saying#because i like the word wad and it is very comforting bc like a wad of paper ? you can throw it away#and so if i realize i gotta get rid of attachment i wad it up#also dont tell paul that dickwad was a form of attachment or he will never shut the fuck up about it#karen and brent both swear to never mention it to paul#paul is honestly such a weird anomaly in the plot bc he doesnt directly work at the same police station#but he is CONSTANTLY a topic of gossip or annoyance or updates#hes literally karens best friend! aside from chris he was one of the few right worked with who HAD touch privileges before right banned it#hes also just genuinely well liked but no one can actually tell him or he will become insufferable#which is a crime that rick is guilty of once when he meets paul and karen introduces him#and rick is just OH i know that name! youre her best friend#and she looks so betrayed and paul looks so delighted and stunned and radiant over this fact#and rick makes up for it before the night is over which is why karen forgives him - he made paul back in his place#anyway yeah right has lots of fears and hes my bundle of anxiety and i love him and his atrocious nicknames#i think i would die if i gave someone a rude nickname even affectionately irl#also also final note on this ig#since right is a detective and not always at the station its worth pointing out brent and karen just work taking calls and#doing misc other work at their desks which are nearby so they 100% bond and its wonderful#ok i lied final note on them is#for a very long time karen has to check with right to make sure she isnt annoying brent because he doesnt emote well#and shes scared she wont know if shes annoying him please help youre like the only one who reads his moods accurately
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you know when you're going through a high stress situation that is prolonged and agonizing but you've put on a brave face and you think you've got this! 💪 and then a week into it you accidentally burn your quinoa and there's smoke and all of a sudden your skin is sloughing off and you feel like alice about to be swept away in a tide of her own tears? mmnnmm yeag.
#i cant fucking do this not at all actually im very scared and i have no idea what im gonna ddo for money and yeah i am. so scared#money isn't even scary if i can just find a job! but i need an apartment but i can't find an apartment unless i can pay for the rent#and i have to contact The Dude at some point but uh. hes mad. im scared.#augh delete later probably. im sitting on the stairs outside and smoking a cigarette which i really shouldn't do#did I tell you i was scared. i have these cruel nightmares of roaming the streets looking for nala and not finding her#and i wake up in a cold sweat in a panic not knowing where i am. everything is so unfamiliar !!!!#if things ever work out for me if i can find the money for deposit or get my investments back somehow i swear i will spend a month in compl#ete silence staring at the cieling just processing this#right now everything feels so GO GO GO and i am scared it might break me. i do not have the time for chronic ilness right now yk.#tummy ache. chewing on my cheek.#nothing to do than try to stay positive but man. this really fucking sucks and is really unfair#who knew being a people pleaser with 0 boundaries would come back to bite me in the ass.#/groan/
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i soooo wish i could be so enthusiastic about bugs and love them and think they're cute, there is nothing fun in being deathly terrified of them but unfortunately i am deathly terrified of them
#i think if a moth sat on me i would have a heart attack or a panic attack i swear i would literally just die my sound would leave my body#same with spiders and mosquitos and worms and butterflies and bees everything you can think of im probably really scared of it#and it is EXHAUSTING#literally so tiring but i cant do it i cant even get within like a meter of these bugs#i WILL hyperventilate
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