#i still have 2 hours until class im so annoyed

[nerdie-faerie]

Yeah sure I'll wake up 3 hours before I need to to book a doctors appointment in person only to be told they only have one slot available and I'll have to come back again tomorrow cus they can't prebook

[evie-sturns]

ꜱᴜᴍᴍᴇʀ ᴄᴀᴍᴘ - ᴍᴀᴛᴛ ꜱᴛᴜʀɴɪᴏʟᴏ

(part 1)

summary: you and your best-friend matt, have decided to sign up to be a summer camp counsellor for your school's summer project! will you two stay as just friends? or will this summer turn out different for you guys.

a/n: so excited for this, lowkey already got the plotline thought out! really hope you guys like this one, this series is like my final bang before school starts again and i start producing less.

contains: kissing, swearing, no smut (YET ), mentions of anxiety.

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"y/n, matts here right now get your ass downstairs!" my older sister shouts, "for fucks sake." i grumble, attempting to zip up my suitcase.

matt and i became really close these past years, i mean, so close to the point where we've both decided to waste our summer at lake-side summer camp. it wasn't really a choice, for our final year of high-school we've been forced to sign up for a job for business class. being a camp counseller won't be hard, right? it's just hanging out with a bunch of 9 years olds for 6 weeks.

as i'm dragging my maroon suitcase downstairs, matt honks twice from his grey van, which is parked comfortably in my driveway. "see you mom!"

i yell out before she races towards me, placing a wet kiss on my face. "keep in touch baby, ill miss you!" she says emotionally, her eyes glossy, as she squeezes me in a tight hug. without another word i'm out the door.

matts standing outside his van, his arms crossed with a small smile painted across his face. my face lights up as i see him, "matt!!" i yell, running towards him full speed as i drop my suitcase. "i missed you so much!" i say, pulling him into a tight hug, he hugs me back, his hand wrapped around my waist as he chuckles slightly.

"i don't think anyones ever been that excited to see me." he laughs. after a long hug i pull away. he jogs over to my suitcase, picking it up with one hand.

"matt its like 90 pounds how the fuck are you lifting that comfortably." i say in disbelief as he throws it in the trunk. he smiles "it's bursting at the seams, what the fuck you got in there?"

"the necessities." i tease, climbing into the passenger side of his van. he follows, jumping in the drivers side. he squints his eyes as he taps at the navigation system. "holy fuck." he sighs "2 and half hours up there." he groans, cocking his head backwards. "matt you're okay, it'll be fun." i say chirpily, trying to lighten the mood.

(2 hours later)

matt's been super anxious for the past 2 hours, i haven't questioned it, but he's been biting his fingernails at every oppurtunity he can bewteen our conversations.

"matt?" i question softly.

"hm?" he asks, his knuckles growing white from his grip on the wheel.

"you seem extremely scared, you all okay?" i ask, staring at him, his gaze is fixated on the road ahead.

"im fine." he mumbles.

i know hes lying. i stay silent, letting the tension grow until he finally breaks. "just a girl there, its stupid honestly, just old.. fucking beef from a year ago."

"well you dont know shes gonna be there." i say optomistically.

"i do though, shes been talking about it to literally everyone, fucking hate her."

i nod silently,

"whats her name?" i ask quietly.

"danielle, well dani. shes gonna be a counseller aswell." he says in a blank tone.

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the blue and yellow bold sign of the camp fills my vision as we pull into the parking lot. matt stays silent as he gets out of the car, slamming the door in a huff behind him.

i climb out of the car onto the gravel, hes already got my suitcase and his bag, balancing in his hands. he may be annoyed, but hes still a gentleman, "you going?" he asks nodding his head towards the gate. "can i take something off your hands?" i ask signalling towards the bags.

"no just go." he mumbles. "put those down for a second." i say pointing at the suitcases. his eyebrows furrow as he places them on the dusty floor.

i walk over to him and wrap my arms around him, "matt, you'll be okay i promise yeah? just try to be optomistic" he nods. "thank you."

(35 minutes later)

were all sitting in the main hall, theres about 200 hundred kids, ages ranging from 6-12, i'm sitting next to matt in the counsellors section while the camp owner gives a full rundown to the kids.

after a handful of minutes the kids all clear out before a voice from the front calls out.

"welcome, everyone!" the woman calls from the front. "for our newbies this year, my name is jessie and i'm the camp owner here at lakeside summer-camp. since owner and I oversee everything and everyone here. my family founded this camp and i'm so happy to welcome you to our camp this year, you unfortunately wont see me too much because i will be mainly behind the scenes.”

she clears her throat before continuing.

“today is a settling-in day, since so many people are tired from traveling, and the final step of our welcome is meeting the group of people we'll be working with for the next ten weeks, which are all the people currently in here right now, you are all counsellors."

“and about the kids groups, the kids are separated into one of four groups: pufferfish, sharks, fish, and crabs. each animal represents an age group, and each group has six counsellors who work on rotation, 2 of the counsellors will take turns every night sleeping in the kids cabin to supervise."

me and matt look at eachother, he seems to have calmed down a bit now, 'dani' is across the room with a group of girls.

"youve been emailed about your counsellor groups and cabins now," jessie says before stepping off the stage, leaving us alone to check our emails.

the email reads.

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hello camp counsellers! welcomes to lakeside summer-camp. the counsellers for each groups are:

Pufferfish: Bella, poppy, milly, reagen, daniel, and max.

Sharks: Danielle, Matthew, Y/n, xavier, and lincoln and paige.

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i dont even bother reading the rest of the email, i slam my phone down into my lap. what are the fucking chances, danielle, the girl matt hates is in our group? great.

i look over at matt, hes pale.

"c'mon, were going to the cabins." he whispers, grabbing my hand and standing up, he lets my hand go, dragging our suitcases out the main hall.

we walk in silence until we see a sign 'SHARKS COUNSELLOR CABINS' there's only 1 cabin insight, from what ive heard the cabins are about 100 meters apart. infront of the cabin theres two names 'Y/N and Xavier.' i give matt a goodbye wave before entering the cabin. i watch matt disappear through the trees towards his cabin.

xavier is sitting on his bed, which has been decorated in his things, consisting of a pink bed sheet, and a flower pillow. "hey girl!" he says smiling, he has a blond buzzcut, brown eyes, hes wearing a purple tight shirt with denim jorts.

"hii!" i say nervously, as i start unpacking my things.

i lay out my bedsheets across the bed, he breaks the silence "oh my god those are adorable," he says scrolling through his phone. "thanks!" i say smiling at him.

(4 hours later)

After settling into my cabin and befriending xaiver, i decide to go find out what cabin matt's in, i sit up in bed, putting my phone on my pillow as i stand up, walking over to the exit.

I open the door to the cabin, stepping out into the evening air. i walk on the gravel path through the trees, another cabin is in sight. suddenly my stomach sinks, rustling in the garland to my left. my neck snaps to the side, my heart stops.

matt and dani. they're making out, they don't even see me. his hands are on her ass and waist, gripping tightly. jealously and anger floods through me. why am i jealous, i don't even like matt like that.. do i? did i just spend my day comforting matt over this.. girl, who he apparently hates. why is he touching her, why the fuck is he kissing her!

what a waste of my fucking day.

abrubtly matt pulls away, he saw me. his face drops as dani stares at me. my heart thumps as i freeze. matt tries to walk over to me, but its too late, i've already took off in the other direction.

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oh my goooooodddd. i really like this plot-line so yall better like it too!!. part 2 will probably come out tomorrow, let me know in my inbox your thoughts on this!

[moonlit-imagines]

Headcanons for dating Johnny Lawrence

Johnny Lawrence x reader

warnings: towards the end theres degenerate!johnny mentions (the WORST most funny way to put it but him being an alcoholic and such) (that is NOT funny dont be an alcoholic)

a/n: i been looking at young william zabka edits for an hour brain go brrr. also yes i already have hcs for this so these are NOT part 2 they are a different au after the all valley 🙏. this has been the MOST INSPIRING fic i have written in months im literally in love with him

prompt:

after the all-valley and cobra kai, johnny felt like he’d lost everything

then he found you

you had just barely known each other, growing up in the same vicinity but never really saying a word to each other

until one day at encino oaks, johnny spotted you sunbathing on an unusually warm day and took a chance

“y/n, right?” -johnny, sitting on the pool chair next to you

“that’s right” -you, tilting your sunglasses down

“i’m johnny. we, uh, we go to west valley together”

“yeah, i’ve heard of you” -you

his stomach sank (he’s got a bad track record)

“yeah, that’s unfortunate.” -johnny, getting up to leave and pausing “would you be interested in jumping in the pool with me?”

you stared at him for a few seconds (cuz you could tell he wasn’t too confident) and got up, actually jumping in the pool in a full cannonball

his spirits were lifted and he jumped in right after you

“that was awesome!” -johnny

you two swam around splashing and annoying the older club members, but it was no matter

you ended up sitting on the pool ledge talking and getting to know each other

“oh, no, i don’t really keep up with local karate tournaments. i hadn’t heard” -you

“that’s perfect for me, then” -johnny

you gave him your number and said you’d see him at school monday

and that you did

“is that him? he’s cute! maybe he’ll start driving you to school. or you could get your license” -your mom, dropping you off

“mom!” -you “he does seem pretty sweet. i think he found me at the perfect time, too. got knocked down a peg or two from some karate tournament”

he brought you a little box of chocolates to give to you before class THAT VERY MONDAY (he was moving fast)

he was also very desperate for a prom date for senior prom but that was beside the point

you played a little hard to get

but johnny finally found a reason to fight again and he wanted to fight for you

“could i take you on a date this weekend? do you prefer something fancy like a nice restaurant or casual like golf n stuff or romantic like the beach?” -johnny

“why dont you just plan it and i’ll be ready. just tell me what i should wear” -you, kissing him on the cheek

he always felt so cool and confident but you had him flustered and about to buckle at the knees

he decided to keep it casual for now because you seemed so “go with the flow” and there were so many things to do, so many distractions to keep him from doing something stupid

and of course he picked you up because you still didn’t have your license yes

“come on, i’ll teach you how to drive” -johnny

“noooo thank you, i am not driving your car” -you

you drove it one block and he understood why you didn’t have your license

johnny paid for all your tokens and you guys had a blast competing in games and ended up with a pretty decent pile of tickets

“ooh, competitive!” -you

“i have no idea what you’re talking about” -johnny

daniel was actually at golf n stuff that night with ali but johnny didn’t even care he was so infatuated with you

he bought you some nachos for a snack, which he snuck a few bites in shamelessly

you still haven’t kissed at this point but he was waiting for the perfect moment

you made sure to touch his arms and keep close and flirt, sending all the right signals

he seemed like such a go-getter, you were getting impatient

and finally, he took you to the ferris wheel and made it all cliche and special wrapping his arm around your shoulders and waiting until you two were at the top of the wheel to place a hand on your cheek and kiss you gently

(gentle went away fast you had been waiting for this for a whole WEEK and thats a lifetime for a teenager)

he was giddy for the rest of the night and all he’d gotten was a quick makeout session

he ended up pooling all your tickets together for a stuffed animal of your choice

it couldn’t have been a better first date honestly

and soon enough he was driving you to school, walking you to class, bringing you little gifts, getting you into trouble, listening to music with you, sneaking out with you, just doing everything with and for you

and the promposal was very cute classic (a sign and some flowers, he wasn’t all too creative)

and when prom came around, you two stood out! you both looked stunning and styling, everyoneeee was jealous

“johnny looks happy” -daniel

“poor y/n’s just gonna get their heart broken” -ali

prom court?? no actually lol but keep dreaming

“you’re the prom [king/queen] in my heart” -johnny

“if you hand me a plastic crown im gonna hit you” -you

johnny took it out anyway and you both started cackling bc it was so silly

he just wanted you to feel special (you had no part in prom court at all actually there was no disappointment he was just being a punk)

“sooo, prom night..?” -johnny

“what about it” -you

“oh, nothing…”

“just drive, punk. my parents aren’t home”

a miracle he didn’t get a speeding ticket

soon enough you two had graduated and gone off to college together

although johnny had a hard time focusing on what really mattered

you two definitely partied together and he was always so protective and caring, making sure no one made a pass at you or made you uncomfortable (and if they did he’d try to fight them and you’d drag him away)

some of those nights were memorable, but he started slipping and you kept trying to keep him on the right path

he had a few wakeup calls

and proposed to you

and you accepted

and for a while, he did things right for you

but in the end, he just couldn’t grow up and you broke it off

all the fighting and drinking and partying and bailing him out of jail finally became too much and you returned the ring

“i wish it were different johnny. i really do. i thought you were the one. but i cant be with you if you’re not gonna grow up. i love you, and im sorry, but im done” -you

he was a WRECK after that he spiraled completely and cried for you for months

and he tried to get you back. he tried to straighten up and fly right but he always fell back into the same problems, and his friends were just as dumb as he was

you’d get a drunken call now and then of johnny rambling how sorry he was and how he still loves you and he wanted to change and begging you to take him back

you went on one last date with him and saw a very grim future

and realized you didn’t want to stick around to fix him

“do you still have the stuffed animal from our first date?” -johnny

“i do” -you

“promise me you’ll keep it forever” -johnny

“i promise”

his parents were so incredibly disappointed in him and that he “lost a good one”

and he never stopped beating himself up over it.

taglist: @ravenmoore14 // @an4aaa // @summersimmerus // @sapphireplums // @ravenhood2792 // @elemental-of-magic // @mauve-galaxy-427 //

[maopll]

Can I please request the Heartslabyul boys reacting to you ‘forgetting’ to give them a good morning kiss?

Where's my kiss ?

| twisted wonderland !

⌗:, a/n: good morning kisses are a no from me if I'm not in the mood. ain't nobody wanna give someone a stinky ass kiss 😭 but I'll do it for the sake of this fanfic <3

⌗:, warning: fluff

⌗:, pairings: ace, deuce, trey, riddle, cater w/ gn!reader

ACE TRAPPOLA

You always give him a goodnight, good morning and a goodbye kiss. you've never forgotten to kiss him. if there are days when you haven't kissed him he will demand them no matter what the situation and you have to listen to him whims.

today you had other plans. what if you don't kiss him? you couldn't resist yourself after seeing other people do it too.

so here you are getting out of bed sneakily after not giving him a kiss. you went with your daily chores after you saw a dishelved ace telling you "Where's my kiss? :("

he looked like a three year old after having their candy stolen. you were trying your best not to laugh at his state but he caught onto your lips curling up.

how DARE YOU

he made it a point to you to always kiss him so why were you depriving him of his sole way of getting his daily dose of serotonin?

he annoyed you to have you kiss him and ofcourse you obliged! you just can't miss the feeling of his soft cheeks against your lips as you smother his face with kisses.

DEUCE SPADE

he is such a sweet boyfriend that he actually got really hesitant to ask you why you did not kiss him good morning. he thought maybe you were angry at him for whatever he has done and he got really tensed because he couldn't remember what he did to annoy you enough to not even kiss him :(

he slowly hugged you from behind and started apologising like crazy and he even said "love I'm sorry for what I've done I really am but please don't hate me too much to not even kiss me"

deuce may put up a good behaviour infront of others showing how perfect he can be but his behaviour of being like that absolutely melts in your arms when you kiss him. he is very different from how he shows himself to be in front of the public eye.

you weren't answering because you were trying your best to hold in your laughter but he caught on the way your shoulders were shaking and you definitely were not crying because he knows your acts and behaviourisms like the back of his hand

he is so mad at you now for trying to prank him like that

"I can't believe you [name] I'm going"

"WAIT COME BACK BABY IM SORRY"

He didn't reject your kisses and daily dose of affection.

TREY CLOVER

he is not thinking that much about how you 'forgot' to give him his morning kiss after waking up in his arms after cuddling so much with him last night

he knew it was another one of your shenanigans so he wasn't quote bothered by it until he has had enough

your kisses are like a lucky charm to him even if they may have some kind of placebo effect on him he still believes it's your kisses that makes him have a good day.

at the end of the day he returned with most of his energy exhausted because he had a pretty bad day because of you forgot to give him something.

"baby I know what you are trying to do...please kiss me I can't do it anymore"

you kisses him on his forehead, cheeks, eyelids, and lips and he wants more now.

you two shared kisses and cuddles for an hour until he has had his fill.

poor baby held whatever piece of patience he had throughout the day until he got to you.

RIDDLE ROSEHEARTS

he wakes up with your morning kisses but today he woke up a bit late because you did not kiss him

he was so agitated because he was getting late for his class by 2 minutes !!

how could you do this to him !

off with your head /j

he was genuinely offended and annoyed because you did not give him his energy boost for the day

he flipped at whoever crossed his way because you just committed a big crime

ace and deuce were scared of him getting so angry so they brought you infront of him to take matters into your own hands and they were too afraid of doing something that might make him render them immobile or something.

they left the school ground to leave you two alone to do your bidding...more like get his emotions checked

a kiss on the cheek was enough to turn his full face blushing red like the tart he was eating.

he coughed and said blush still evident on his face "I will accept this kiss as a form of your apology towards the behaviour showed me today...don't do it again [name]...please"

you heard most of what he said but that "please" was so soft cause he mumbled it but you caught onto what he said.

with a cheeky grin you continued painting his face with kisses

ace and deuce heaved a sigh of relief as their dorm leader finally isn't angry anymore

CATER DIAMOND

I definitely did not forget about cater

Usually you two have a kiss fight(?) in the morning. the first one who wakes the other one up with kisses has to have the other give them kisses for the whole day including cuddles and a whole lot of affection

usually you would win but today you were feeling devious so you got out of bed without kissing him. he was a bit awake but his eyes bust open when you cooly opened the door and went your merry way

he sat up straight and grabbed his phone ready to cancel you out on social media

how could you do this to him

so he pestered you throughout the day

he told you and practically gave you a presentation on WHY you should kiss him

you were soon growing tired

you wanted to prank him but looks like it's an uno reverse moment now

you finally gave in and kissed him which shut his yapping.

he was silent for a while but he soon recovered and returned your kiss

[huellitaa]

bee's record player: march edition. 🎀𓂃 ࣪˖

──★ ˙ ̟🎀 !! notice !! ♡

surpriseee <3 wanted to try and add a little of my personal influence to my girlblog since music is literally my entire life & thought it might be funny to show u all what makes up the chaotic glittery mess that is my brain (and because there are almost 1000 of you beautiful people following me whatt?? thank you😭). i've allllways wanted to do smth like this too so, here u go !! 🩷💗

(+ this is a way for me to rant about my interests without being annoying to my friends / moots 😭. to anybody who has listened to me rant or cry or scream or whatever over music ily guys mwa)

──★ ˙ ̟🎀 NEW ARRIVALS

goddess, laufey

♡ released march 6th, 2024

♡ single

♡ running time: 4 minutes 28 seconds

eternal sunshine, ariana grande

♡ released march 8th, 2024

♡ full album / LP

♡ best songs: supernatural, the boy is mine, we can't be friends (wait for your love), intro (end of the world)

♡ running time: 35 minutes 33 seconds

unheard, hozier

♡ released march 22nd, 2024

♡ extended play / EP

♡ best songs: too sweet (i adore this song.)

♡ running time: 13 minutes 59 seconds

super real me, illit

♡ released march 25th, 2024

♡ extended play / EP, debut! ♡

♡ best songs: magnetic, midnight fiction

♡ running time: 9 minutes 36 seconds

──★ ˙ ̟🎀 BEE'S TRACKS: TOP 10

♡ 10. my world, illit

girly girl song!! i've been obsessed with illit's whole super real me album, their debut is soo good oh my gosh. its criminally short but i seem to have listened to it a lot !! 😭

♡ 9. we can't be friends (wait for your love), ariana grande

i have SO MUCH to say about this song but it resonates with me so much in so many different ways and i just. oh my god. ariana i love u so much

♡ 8. we got so much, le sserafim

k so i initially didn't really like this song but... it's grown on me. a lot. since it first came out. um. it's pretty simple honestly and it's just really girly girl it makes me feel like a school girl i love it

♡ 7. this is what makes us girls, lana del rey

girlblogger anthem!! okay confession i did not get into this song until LAST MONTH. i know. it's terrible and i am ashamed i am so sorry. but i have formed such a strong emotional attachment to this song its crazy i adore it

♡ 6. imperfect for you, ariana grande

exposing myself pt.3 i was in a really big depressive slump for like one half or more of this month actually and this song helped me so much i can't 😭 i love you ari

♡ 5. the boy is mine, ariana grande

(are you noticing a pattern here yet) um another ariana grande song no lol um idk what ur talking about haha 🥰 this song is so twerkable im sorry i wasnt a fan at first but im obsessed i need to stop

♡ 4. smart, le sserafim

no words. once again wasn't a huge fan originally but oh my god im obsessed w it now. afrobeat type of songs are, will, and always be top tier and i will die on this hill. (i've been SO OBSESSED with le sserafim lately but i think thats fairly obvious here😭)

♡ 3. eternal sunshine, ariana grande

i adore this song oh my god. its become one of my favs of all time since it came out. this was on loop for HOURS when i first heard it and its such a comfort song for me. it shows her growth so beautifully and there's so much about it i just absolutely adore like i could write a whole essay on this song and still wouldnt be able to express how much i love it

♡ 2. magnetic, illit

illit was bound to pop up here again this month tbh ok so me and my bsf were listening to this on loop the entire time at school a little after it came out like we were sitting in the front row of our class and were still watching the magnetic mv under the desk on her phone. so in love with this song it makes me so happy n feel so cute i ahh <3

♡ 1. supernatural, ariana grande

SUPERNATURAL IS THE SONG EVER. first day it came out i listened to the album and this was on loop constantly for the next week or more. it's made it up to my top 10 fav songs of all time ever and i listen to A LOT of music. this song is my life<333

──★ ˙ ̟🎀 ALBUMS

♡ 1. eternal sunshine, ariana grande

fairly self explanatory. i love u ari. there was soo much ari this month bc ive been a diehard ari stan since i was 8 and have never looked back. since yes and released in january i have been ecstatic about ag7 releasing in march after 4 YEARS of no ari so this was MONUMENTAL for me 😭😭 THE DROUGHT IS OVER ARIANATORS RISE 🩷🩷🩷

♡ 2. super real me, illit

so basically the day this album came out my best friend was spamming me about them and i only listened to them like 2 days after cuz she was annoying me about it and OH MY GOD. i listened to them and then proceeded to loop the whole album for the next 72 hours 💗 and for a debut as well is amazing ily illit girlies

♡ 3. with you-th, twice

so i wasn't much of a fan at first bc they just sounded really similar and bland to me but its grown on me a lot since it came out and i've been listening to it so much throughout the entirety of march. its just so oddly comforting in a way and feels like a hug in music form (+ rush and bloom are the best songs argue with the wall)

♡ 4. easy, le sserafim

self explanatory. i'm obsessed with le sserafim at the moment and this album is everything to me. ass shaking album 10/10

♡ 5. k-12, melanie martinez

i have been revisiting one of my fav albums of all time this month and its as amazing as always. this has been my favourite album of all time since it came out and i will never ever get over k12 🩷 10000/10!!!! <3

──★ ˙ ̟🎀 ARTISTS

♡ TOMORROW X TOGETHER

♡ TWICE

♡ LANA DEL REY

♡ LE SSERAFIM

♡ ARIANA GRANDE

──★ ˙ ̟🎀 SPECIAL MENTIONS

♡ happy 1 year to portals by melanie martinez! oh my god this album helped me through all of 2023 and i went to see her on tour in london for my birthday last november and it was surreal. she's amazing. i adore her and this album (i have it on vinyl hehe) and love it SOO MUCH 💖

♡ expect ordinary things by ariana grande to be high high on my top 10 next month its been on loop for days now im obsessed

♡ there's going to be a LOT in next month's issue seeing as 2 of my all time favs are coming back next month, so prepare for that! so excited ahh <3 (one has already released at the time of writing this. prepare urselves.)

──★ ˙ ̟🎀 EDITOR'S NOTE

this was SO FUN oh my gosh. i am 100% making this a regular thing~ lmk if it was entertaining, improvements needed, artists / albums you'd like me to keep up with etc, or just general comments, ideas, reviews and so on. thank you so much for reading, this was so fun! look forward to next month 💗🫶💖

lots of love 💘

[wowzah2nd]

The Lioness and her Serpent lover: A forbidden love story (Draco Malfoy x reader)

A Siblings Dilemma

part 1, part 2, part 3, part 3.5, part 4

word count: 2.9k

Everyone was still surprised to see you and Draco hanging out so often some were shocked, some had no opinion, somewhere even okay with it but there were other who definitely didn't agree or tolerate it.

After a few hours you ended up falling asleep even though there may have been a murderer hiding around the castle. You were still pretty tired but were also confident that if they were in the castle the professors would do everything to protect their students. After a long night you finally woke up as you were adjusting yourself you realised there was a hand over your hips, it was Dracos, you quickly had a look around to see if anyone had seen, luckily everyone was still asleep so you slowly took his hand off your hip. But as you were doing so Draco finally woke up and in a whispered voice greeted you a good morning.

Draco: Good morning there love You blushed as the nickname as always but more so being shy since what if someone saw Y/N: Draco what if someone sees or hears us

Draco: Don't worry were being quite plus no one is awake yet, plus i've never been able to wake up next to you before

At this point he had pulled you into his chest and buried your head into his chest so he couldn’t turn even more red. Which made him laugh seeing you so shy since you were always somewhat confident and outspoken.

Draco:If this is what my future looks like i can’t wait

You then pulled you face away from his chest to look up at him

Y/N: you’ve thought about having a future with me?

Draco: Of course I have, even before we dated I may have day dreamed a bit here and there

You giggled at his admission it was good to know he was as in love with you as you were with him

Y/N: let get up thought and maybe pull ourselves a part before someone sees

He gave out a reluctant sigh practically say “fine then”, you pulled yourselves apart

After a couple more minutes everyone started to wake up as well. Once everyone was awake everyone was given the okay to head back to their dormitories to get ready for classes for the day. One of the first classes you had was defence against the dark arts which as always you were excited for. Ater getting changed and readying your things for the day you head into the great hall to eat breakfast. You decided to sit with the twins Fred and George Weasley today since you were always friendly with them, same thing with Lee Jordan. As you sat down you were immediately bombarded with questions by the twins and lee as always was there for the show.

Fred: so i heard you in a bit of a tiff with your brother

George: His a bit of a git so i bet it was his fault

Fred and George: so what did he do?

He gave out a long sigh they were my friends so they did deserve to know

Y/N: they think that Draco's only friends with me to get to him, which i think is so self absorbed of him. He does know im a potter too right

The twins looked at each other then back at me

George: I mean it's strange he is friends with you

Fred: you gotta admit the serpent prince and our Lioness princess

Fred and George: An odd combo if you ask anyone

Fred: but knowing you, you know how to pick friends and if anyone did mess with you they get hell for it

George: So we definitely know he’s being friends with you cause he wants to

you were a bit annoyed that they agreed with Harry but if you looked at it from an outside view it did look a bit strange to gryffindor and slytherin friends. Unheard of,even though you hated the stigma it was so rude

Y/N: Well I'm glad you guys can at least see I know how to pick my friends but until Harry does i'm not speaking to him. Also can you guys stop calling me the Lioness princess you've been doing that for years now and people won't stop calling me that

They both laughed, at first the nickname was a joke towards your temper being like a lions but after awhile the nickname ended up sticking and now your stuck with it

Y/N: you two are insufferable

After finishing your food you notice draco had finished his as well and was making his way towards you

Draco: hey you done eating breakfast

Y/N: yeah i am, why?

Draco: wanna go to class together?

Y/N: Sure thing, let me grab my things

You picked up your bag and said goodbye to the twins as you were getting up from the table. You noticed everyone's faces from your house in shock that draco came to you. You weren’t really bothered but you were bothered at the expression you brother was making. If he'd just apologise things would go back to normal

As you were walking to your class Draco was looking around as if checking if anyone was following you two. Once he knew no one could see you he gave you a quick hug and kiss on the forehead

Y/N: what was that for

Draco: can’t i just miss my girlfriend

Y/N: you were literally just cuddling with me this morning

Draco then gave you a look that said yes and, you gave out a sigh he was just so silly and you loved it

Y/N: whatever i missed you too anyway

You then got on your tippy toes and gave him a kiss on the cheek

Draco: i think you missed love

Y/N: what did i miss

You said teasingly, draco was clingy at times which would surprise anyone if they knew, draco then grabbed your waist to pull you closer to him

Draco: A proper kiss on the lips

You gave out a sarcastic sigh, but complied and gave him a kiss on the lips, once you pulled away you could see his stupid grin starting to form

Y/N: come on let's head to class before YOU make us late

You walked ahead of him, he waited a bit before following after him

As you entered the class, you knew something was off since professor Lupin wasn’t there to greet the class, as everyone got into their seats while sitting next to draco. You were surprised that professor Snape had entered the class. He walked towards the front of the class closing all the windows to darken the room, soon as he wa front and centre he let the students know

Snape: turn to page 394

Timeskip ( brought to you by my laziness)

To say the class was quite odd was an understatement.

You and draco left the class wondering why you had to write about werewolves when the topic wouldn’t come up till a week from now. Then snape gave you homework to write 2 rolls worth of parchment about werewolves. It really ticked you off. After classes had finished for the day draco asked you take spend time with him at the astronomy tower and who were you to deny him of your company, you laughed a bit. Dinner was now over and you made your way towards the astronomy tower. You knew draco was already there so you tried to hurry as to not make him wait any longer as you got up to the top you noticed some lights and as you got closer you say a blanket with some pillows as well as some lit candles around it. And there you saw draco standing there waiting for your arrival

Draco: Surprise

Y/N: w-whats all this

Draco: well i thought i would do something nice for you, i know your still a bit sad about your brother so i thought i'd cheer you up

You were left speechless at the scene everything was beautiful and perfect and you couldn't ask for anything else

Y/N: thank you darling this means so much to me, you have no idea

Draco: i'd do anything to make you happy love

The whole night you just star gazed and talked about what you wanted to do once you were older and a little bit about the future. Which excited you a lot for what was to come next. As the night went on it was starting to get late and you had to part way, you helped draco pack everything up and put it all away in an enchanted back he had that could fit it all in. He also decided to walk you back to you common room.

Y/N: thank you for tonight draco i loved every bit of it

Draco: anything to make you smile like that everyday my love

Luckily for you when you went back to your common room, everyone was asleep which saved you time from explaining where you had been. But for Draco it was a different.

Draco Pov

After a wonderful evening with y/n i headed back to my common room expecting everyone to be asleep i made no attempt to sneak in but i was sorely mistake when i see pansy arms crossed sitting on one of the couches.

Pansy: where have you been

I gave out an annoyed sigh

Draco: that not really you business pans

Pansy: You were out with her weren’t you?, why are you always spending time with her she’s a filthy mudblood

As I was heading to my dorm room I stopped as soon as i heard what pansy said and turned around and marched towards her and got right up her face.

Draco: don't you ever call her that again, i don't care what you call anyone else but you do not call her that ever and if i ever hear you or anyone for that matter call her that i will personally deal with you myself

She looked at me shock and confused as to why i would defend her, if she knew i could be in big trouble or worse y/n could get hurt

Pansy:b-but

Draco: no buts or else

She didn't say anything after that i assumed she got the message but i would be sorely mistaken later on.

Y/N Pov

it was now the next day and today was the quidditch match, it worried you a bit since you brother was playing in such bad weather and even though you two were in a fight you still worried of his safety

as the game went on you noticed that harry had found the snitch and was heading far up into the sky to try and catch it to the point he was no longer in view it was a while till you noticed he was falling. everyone was gasping seeing harry fall and you thought your brother wasn't going to make it but thank merlin Dumbledore casted a spell to allow for him to slowly decent onto the ground. harry was immediately take to the hospital wing and you followed along everyone else.

you were waiting for a bit until he had finally woken before anyone could say anything you flung yourself to your brother

Y/N: i thought i had lost you was so worried for you

harry a bit shock you were there did hug you back

Y/N: hey, are you okay does your head hurt, did i hurt you, maybe i should be madam pompfrey

But before i could the twins grabbed me

Fred: i think his fine

George: just think his a bit in shock seeing you here since

Fred: yeah know, your fighting

duh no wonder he was surprised but it kinda made you sad why wouldn't he think i wouldnt be there for him even though you were fight he was your only family of course your would be there for him. but the moment of silence was broke by ron being ron

Ron: he looks a bit peaky doesn't he

Fred and George ( cause i can't tell them apart) peaky?, what do you expect?, he fell over 100 feet, come on Ron lets walk you off the astronomy tower and see what you look like

Y/N: stop it you three

Fred,George and Ron: Sorry

Y/N: hey how are you feeling

Harry: never better

he said in a sarcastic tone

Y/N: seems like your alright if you can joke about

you started to laugh, but harry didn't seem to be in a joking mood

Harry: What are you doing her any way

this left you a bot speechless, same with everyone else in the room

Y/N: i came her to see if my BROTHER was okay, i was worried

He scoffed

Harry: well as you can see i'm okay, you can go now

you just stared at him in shocked, is he being serious right now he nearly died and he wants to shoo me off

Harry: are you deaf, GO

You picked you thing and left, with tears in your eyes, Hermione tried to follow you but you heard harry tell her to let you go and she did, some friends you had

after that you went straight to your room and found the book Draco had gifted you to talk to him when ever you couldn't find him in person

Book Pov Y/N: Draco where are you Draco: in my common room, why? Y/N: i really need to see you please Draco: come to the Slytheirn common room entrance ill wait for you there Y/N: okay ill see you soon

you shut the book and grabbed some stuff to maybe sleep over if you could as well as thing you may beed for the next day, you ran to the Slytherin common room and once the entrance was in view you saw draco standing there waiting for you. once you saw him you immediately ran into his arm bursting into even more tears

Draco: what happen?

Y/N: my brother h-he-

Draco: hey hey hey, deep breathes

you did what he said and suddenly you felt like you could breathe again, you didn't even realise you were struggling to breath

Draco: before you tell me what happen why don't we go to my dorm and talk there

you didn't respond only nodded

he lead your through the common room and you were both getting lost of stares especially from pansy but you didn't care, you had no energy to care right now. once you were in his dorm he lead you towards his bed and sat you down

Draco: Now tell me what happen

he took a seat right next to you wrapping his arms around you for comfort

Y/N: he pushed me away, even though i was so worried that he could have died he pushed me away and told me to go... he could have died and he decided to let this fight still go on and be petty

you started to cry again. draco wasn't to sure what to say so instead he comforted you by hugging you and gave you forehead kisses

Y/N: can i stay her for tonight

Draco was about to ask you if you wanted to but seems like you beat him to it

Draco: of course you can

but then something else made you re think the idea even thought you were ready for a sleepover

Y/N: wait what about your roommates

Draco: i don't have any

you swiftly turned your head to look at him shocked and surprised, you then decided to have a look around the room and he was right he had no roommates it seemed he had a room to him self. having a queen size bed, a bed bench, his own closet, fire place and couches

Y/N: must be nice having rich boy privileges

you said with a bit of a laugh, hearing you joke made Draco happy since it showed that you were starting to be okay again but he coudl still hear the sadness in your voice

Draco: it had its perks

after just sitting on his bed and hugging him you both decided it was time to get some sleep, crying really made you tired Draco insisted you take his bed which made you feel bad, you tried to tell him you both could share it but was told that he had nosey friends who didn't know how to knock. you both didn't wanna risk the relationship being outed so you decided this was the best way to go.

Before going to bed him self he sat onn the bed next to you while you were laying down

Draco: you know i love you right

Y/N: of course i do, why would you say that?

Draco: i'm worried that you might start thinking that i dont after what harry said, and i just wanted to reassure you before had that i do, and i won't stop loving you for any reason

you put your hand to gently cup his cheek and started to stroke it lovingly

Y/N: how did i get so lucky to have someone like you love me

Draco: i don't know, must be fate i guess

you both laughed at the statement, you cupped the back of his neck to pull him in for a goodnight kiss

Y/N: i love you Draco

Draco: i love you too Y/N

after that you fell right asleep, Draco kissed your forehead then made sure you were warm and covered with his blanket before making his way to the couch to rest for the night.

[rui-drawsbox]

i saw that you animate using krita? i use krita too but im not really familiar with how to. animate. at all. i was just wondering how you do it (like basic steps or smth!!) you dont have to reply to this ask at all if its annoying tho!!

hoho yes ifc i love talking about myself and the things i do hehehe★★★

still i dont guarantee any type of quality bc 1. Im bad at explaining things in general 2. im no english grammar expert haha 3. tbh the only parts of krita i understand are the basic animations, i dont even know how to configure the cube haha and 4. it's 1AM, it's the second time i write all of this bc i did ctrl+z in accident and 90% of the mf post dissapeared and im goddam furious hahahaha.

now, with no more further ado, lets begin with my class!

First of all, i recommend you to save your workspace and put the Animation one that come by default, right here:

Looks a little messy, right? Worry not! Just configure everything in the Dockers until you're satisfied: (yes i dont have windows activated, fightme microsoft)

Now, i always use the default Animation Template (Animation-Japanese-En), but they usually come with lots of layers/groups that we don't really need, so i always delete them until the Layout Paper is the only group. Then i create a group for the Characters and another layer for the backgrounds (we'll get there later!)

And before actually getting in the timeline and shi, letme explain two points, they're important i swear!

Onion Skins menu: (at the right bottom of the screen)

Here you can configure all that has to do with seeing the past/next frame in the timeline for when you're drawing. The bars show how many past/future frames you want to see and their opacity, you can also change their colors. Once you're done with the config, you can just close it, to open it again just use the weird striped drop shaped button or choose it from the Dockers.

And the Animation Settings menu: at the right of the Onion Skins button.

Here you can see the starting frame from your project and the last one, but we're focusing in the Frame Rate. It comes with 24 FPS by default, but for simple animatics like mines 8 FPS are more than enough.

Now, going with the actual animation things.

To start drawing you don't actually need to make a first frame, but i think is more practical make that type of start an habit to yk, dodge bad moments haha

This move also works for imported images, since they come as layers and we need to make them actual frames by creating another frame at their right.

Talking about imported images, all my backgrounds are done in Sai2 since i feel more comfortable drawing there haha.

When we import more than one image, they become separated layers, and to combine them all in one we must make them frames and move all to one timeline (?)

+ if you dont pin the layer in the timeline they dissapear from it, but you can just select it again from the layer menu and they will appear again (you gotta pin it so they dont go).

now some personal preferences,,, i don't actually organize my timeline in any specific way, the only thing i want is having all the important layers at the display, so i re-use layers for different things (like the arashi/izumi layer is also used for tsukasa's hair that i forgot to draw in the first scene haha)

Still, to simplify and organize things a little more you can always color the timeline as you want, selecting a single frame or many as you want!

My last tip is that Copy a Keyframe is nOT the same as Clone one. Copy will make them a complete separate frame, while Cloning one will make them into another frame, but whatever you do will affect the original frame. I learned that by force :)

That's all i honestly know about animating in Krita, in terms of theory i have no idea what im doing 120% of the time, so forgive me if its messy or hard to understand hahaha.

That's all! 2AM! It only took me one hour to re-write all of that letsgoo

Seeya★★

With love, Rui, almost having a breakdown for pressing ctrl z ★★★★

[saszixmotylek]

Hej motylki dzisiaj dłuższy post i do tego po angielsku, czemu? A bo chciałam gdzie indziej wstawić i się okazało że nie mogę a nie chcę tego znowu godzinę pisać, mimo to odpowiedź byłaby mi mega pomocna, z góry dziękuję

My girlfriend (17) made a friend online (12), which I'll call Luna. My gf mentioned me (15) on a conversatins with her, they were talking a lot but one day, due to some family problems my girlfriend couldn't keep a contact with her for some time, she needed to delete an app that they were using to communicate. Luna found my profile and asked me after few hours if I knew what was happening, cause my gf wasn't answering her. So I've explained everything and she was really really nice to me, saying how good gf I am etc. which was kinda weird for me since we only knew eachother for few minutes but I ignored that. She also told me that she will be lonely for now on, since she didn't have any friends besides my gf and I felt bad for her so I decided to stay there until my gf could finally talk with Luna again. It took about 1-2 months. In this time she still was really nice but there were moments were she was saying stuff like 'Im so annoying' 'you probably hate me' ' you'll leave me like everyone else" that made me uncomfortable, I did feel bad for her but after hearing that many times with me saying that is not true i was just tired with that but I tried not to show it. She also was saying that if I don't want to talk or want to take break I can go and after that she was saying how much she don't like when people leave after saying that. I even heard that from her even when I had a lot of work to do which I explained to her few times. My last straw was when she said I can leave her for good and when I said that I don't want to go but if she wants to I can and said that if Im causing more overthinking for her then IT would be better for her (I did actually,not on purpose) she started saying that she will commit suicide if I won't be her friend, when I tried to convinse her she said things like 'you can go, I have my kn1fe with me', and I had to stay with her. After that I was just scared to tell her anything that I think because I through this will happen again. I finally told my gf about everything and we decided to think about that together. After some time since then she was able to go back there but only for one day, I had a hope that it'll be easier not to deal with it alone anymore but it didn't last long after that I decided to end this friendship for good with a help of my girlfriend, I've tried to tell her about everything as softly as I can, I sent her this message:

"Hey I wanted to tell you something, so .. your behavior sometimes is wrong, it can get manipulative to, you are saying things to make someone blame themselfs for it, for exemple you said that if I won't be your friend anymore you'll kill yourself which is manipulation, you do a lot of things similar to that and I'm sorry for that but I can't deal with it anymore, we can't be friends anymore "

She started sending me tones of messages saying not to leave her, to spend at least one last day, that why everyone can be forgived but her, that I promised I will stay, started spaming me and she started saying that she will k1ll herself, after 2 days and more than 1000 messages i blocked her but it didn't stoped her for good. She tried to talk to me on her other accounts with I also blocked, and she tried to do the same on another app, I didn't block luna there that quicly, she send me a lot of messages similar to those before, she even started calling in a middle on my class (lucky I had my phone on silent) but she've called me over 15 times in like 5 minutes I've blocked her there shortly after that. She messaged me again on previous app from here another account, saying as her friend that she run away from home and then she texted as herself again. After I blocked her there I didn't hear from her again. Until few weeks later, my gf had this app again so she could see if she had any messages from Luna, and she did had a lot of messages there but not as much as me. She also had this one message from luna's 'brother' saying that Luna k1lled herself.

I don't even know if she really did that or it's just another lie but I feel really bad for this whole situation. My gf says that I didn't do anything wrong but I feel that if she really is dead then that means I killed her...I don't know what to think about this all and what to do

Is this my fault she killed herself?

[officialkatie]

edit read more is giving me issue. third thing wrong with app

ok i think the problem is the MENTHOL gave me post nasal drip. sad. which is why my throat hurts and the cold air made it worse but closing the window made me sweat like a fever. not to mention i fell asleep with the heating pad on my face. so the only real problem is the congestion bc everything else resulted from trying and failing to fix that. but losing sleep over it is not helping. i was mostly fine today i think im just allergic to my house. this week i will keep notes. tomorrow i’ll change sheets and blankets and i just sneezed out sm gunk. its all clear like allergies so idk. at least i don’t have class tomorrow and all that’s on my list is clean and work out. also mouth breathing makes my throat hurt and itch but i have no other option unless i dont wanna breathe (which i do bc living). i opened one of the windows like an hour ago at this point so maybe it’ll help but i kept the one closer to my bed closed. life would be sm easier if i had a pop up alert to tell me what was wrong or like a light on the dashboard. my check engine light is on you have a cold.

now my chest hurts is it anxiety am i laying weird am i dying? and my eye is itchy. classic allergies moment.

i am dreading this week. i should just stay home and be sick and watch the parade and eat a whole box of stuffing <3.

it’s definitely just postnasal drip from the menthol stick i inhaled so i have to suffer until my body calms a bit. bc i can still feel it burning my nose and throat when i inhale with my one good nostril.

tumblr needs to fix the scrolling thing on mobile where i try to go to top of dash and nothing happens. it’s annoying idk when that changed but i hate it it doesn’t make sense

how do i wash a pendleton blankie i dont wanna duck it ip tm bc its new and pretty maybe i can just leave that one out

so the plan is wake up strip bed and put sheets in laundry, breakfast, clean up room, flip laundry and put in second load, work out, dryer for load 2, walk dog, lunch, put away laundry, do some other stuff

another annoying thing about tumblr is when i go off of my keyboard and then back on it takes me yo to the top of the post and then bounces up when i try to scroll down. odd.

ok its now 2 i must be off to attempt more sleep. peace out besties

[keefwho]

March 17 - 2023

8:24 AM

I had a dream I got fucked super hard in high school science class. It was by someone I didn’t have a very high opinion of when I went there but I didn’t necessarily dislike him. I remember it felt awesome, I got manhandled GOOD. But after that the dream kinda sucked because I was going around trying to not look like I blew my load all over myself and didn’t have a good change of clothes. I also got locked out of my locker and the front desk lady couldn’t help me because I had an expired ID. At some point after school I went to go buy soda for myself, had some awkward interactions at Walmart, and came out with a 24 pack of diet coke by accident that I couldn’t return. 

I had other dreams before this that I forgot because I got woken up at 6am. This morning I feel kinda tired still and am not looking forward to commissions or my workout but I’ll try to get it all done. Maybe I just need a real sturdy breakfast. 

6:29 PM

I’ve been pretty tired the past few days and I don’t know why. Maybe it is just the slight lack of sleep but I’m not sure. I guess I’ll try extra hard to get better sleep the next few days and see if that helps. I’m not ACTUALLY afraid of this but what if it’s because of an underlying condition? I wouldn’t start to suspect that unless it doesnt get better or got worse. The leading theory is I really need to get my 8 hours and I’ve also been pushing myself pretty hard this week. Even though for 3 days this week I skipped an hour of work. I dunno. 

11:52 PM

I feel kinda sad tonight but I’m gonna try no to judge myself for it. Im just gonna write it out and let it be what it is. I feel kinda lonely, largely due to my parents not being here for the next week. Even though hardly anything is fundamentally different with how I operate, it is unsettling having no one around physically. And I gotta take care of the dogs which is annoying. 

I also have those classic feelings of “I’m not very good” or “Im falling behind” or “People don’t love me as much as I think they do”. Obviously all disputable claims but I am not here to dispute. Sometimes that doesn’t help. The truth is I think it’s okay to be feeling these things, I feel them for a reason. When I find the reasons I can end up changing my behavior around it. Or I can wait until I know I’ll feel better. I am becoming more and more aware of my patterns and it’s hard to keep falling into them when I see them happening. So tonight I’m defusing from those big negative thoughts but allowing myself to be aware of them and still feel bad about them. Im just trying to prevent overthinking or mental reverb so it doesn’t get so out of hand. 

On a brighter note I’ve had 2 successful encounters where I basically brute forced social interaction with a stranger by asking them questions. Like they wouldn’t have much to say and I’d carry the conversation moment by moment until they opened up and started contributing themselves. Its been interesting and I’m starting to hone in on a more clear goal. My objective is to hunt for people I get along with by getting to know strangers. Sounds straightforward and obvious because it is but for awhile now I’ve been in a rut where I was failing to recognize the social potential around me. Everyone felt like an NPC and I didn’t like that. They still do but I’m working on it. But I’m realizing that the only way I can find more compatible people is to actually go around and locate them. Along the way I can learn to socialize better and have meaningful interactions with people I might not ever see again. 

At the end of the day I know I always have my homies which is all that matters to me. I’m trying to expand my social circle for the sake of being healthy. I don’t want to replace anyone and I want to stop feeling guilty like I am. In my perfect world I’d want to stick with the homies I got for the rest of my life and thats it. Of course I’ll still try to make that happen, but I wish I didn’t have to make new friends. I like the ones I have. 

[drella]

i am. fucking losing it ☺️✌️

[watchmegetobsessed]

BLACK&WHITE (part2)

A/N: thank you guys so much for all the nice messages and comments on part one!! im really hoping you'll enjoy the upcoming parts just as much and now, here is part 2! as always i can't wait to read your thoughts on the update so don't hold back!

PAIRING: long hair college!Harry X Mitch’s little sister!Reader

WORD COUNT: 4.2k

SERIES MASTERLIST

You knew it was a bad idea, you just knew it!

You couldn’t stop thinking about Harry after seeing him on Friday and you kept looking at his contact in your phone, your finger lingering above the text message button, talking yourself down from reaching out until a sudden wave of courage took over you on Monday and you texted him. But as soon as the message was sent you want to take it back right away even though it was just a simple hi. It took him two hours to text back, you talked yourself into keeping up the conversation, but it didn’t take long for you to realize that he didn’t want the same thing. It took him long to reply, the short answers, the lack of emoji’s, he clearly found you annoying, so you stopped bothering him, beating yourself up for believing that Harry wanted anything to do with you. Now it sounds like a joke even to you.

So now it’s been a whole day since the last message, keeping the last bit of your pride you left his text unanswered so you saved him from having to leave you hanging. But you still can’t stop thinking about him.

Last week you made a change in your schedule so now you have a huge hole in the middle of the day on Wednesday, leaving you with two entire hours to spare before you have to be in class again. Not in the mood to walk back to your dorm all the way across campus, you decide to have lunch in the school’s cafeteria and hang out there for the rest of your break. Walking in you’re happy to see that it’s not jampacked, there are several empty tables, so you quickly buy yourself a sandwich and a salad before taking up one of the tables in the corner, bracing yourself to stick around for a while.

When Harry walks into the cafeteria his eyes immediately fall on you in the corner, he almost finds it ridiculous that he spotted you among all these people. He stops in his tracks, debating whether he should just leave or pretend like he didn’t notice you or… maybe he could join you.

He is already beating himself up. After Mitch told him to basically leave you alone, he almost didn’t answer your text. But then he did and felt guilty about it, but then he also realized that there’s nothing in texting. And then he got back to the start, trying to keep his distance from you and he just knows you took it to your heart when you read his replies.

Now as he sees you sitting at that table alone, poking around your salad, he just can’t let you sit around on your own. He still remembers the look on your face when you told him about not having any friends.

He didn’t understand. It didn’t make sense how you couldn’t make any friends, why no one would want to be your friend. You’ve always seemed like such a genuine and nice girl, looking out for your loved ones. It might had been Mitch who became the man in the house when your parents divorced and your dad left, but Harry noticed how you took care of him as well. Packing him lunch to school along with yours, making sure he always had his papers in his bag when they were due since Mitch had a habit of leaving it home. You cooked when your mom was working late, buying groceries and never leaving out your brother’s favorite snacks. Harry admired the dynamic between you and Mitch, sometimes even craved it since his sister was already out of the house by that time.

Now as he sees you alone he just knows he can’t walk away. So once he has his tray filled with food he heads over to your table. People call out his name on the way, inviting him to sit with them, but he just declines politely, until he finally reaches you in the corner, putting his tray down at the seat next to yours. Your eyes snap to his food first then up to him, widening as he recognizes him, never in a million years did you think you’d see him again this soon, let alone have him come to your table.

“Hey, mind if I sit here?” he asks with a small smile and you nod eagerly at a loss of words. You watch as he takes the chair next to you, many other students eyeing him and probably questioning why he is sitting with you. However Harry doesn’t seem bothered by any of it at all. “How was your weekend?” he asks, digging into his food.

“Um, fine. Did laundry, studied a bit…” you mumble, still taken aback that he is here and talking to you.

“If you asked your roommate to do things with you, you think she’d say no?”

“I don’t think so.”

“Then you should try to get closer to her in the first round.”

You just nod silently, a little lost about what’s happening. Opening your mouth several times you try to come up with something to say until you finally push yourself to actually speak up.

“Harry, why are you here?”

He stops chewing, looking over at you before dropping his fork and leaning back in his seat.

“What do you mean?”

“I mean that you clearly didn’t mean it when you said that we are friends, because that’s what came through your texts. You don’t have to… be with me out of pity.”

The corners of your mouth turn downwards, the urge to cry coming at the absolute worst moment. It would be probably the most humiliating moment in your life if you just started crying in the middle of the school’s cafeteria with Harry sitting right next to you. You would never be able to get him not to think of you as just a child. Damn your emotions!

“Y/N… That’s not what it’s about. I don’t pity you. And the texts… I’m sorry about that, okay? I just…”

“You’re having a hard time talking to me, aren’t you?” you guess.

“I’m gonna be honest it’s a little weird,” he admits chuckling. “But only because I didn’t see you for three years and you just popped up out of nowhere, all grown up…”

You catch his eyes wandering down on you, taking in your curves and figure and you swear you see him take just a little more time over your chest. Did Harry Styles just check you out? Is he having a hard time talking to you because he finally sees you as a woman?!

“You changed a lot too,” you comment, clearing your throat.

“Did I?” he asks cockily.

“Yeah, this hair… it’s kind of… It makes you look like a rockstar,” you chuckle, cheeks heating up, but at least he is not looking you up now.

“That’s exactly the look I was going for,” he lets out a heartfelt laughter. “But seriously, I really did mean it that we are friends. I didn’t mean to come off rude over texts.”

“It’s alright,” you nod and honestly, you’d forgive him for anything. The boy has you wrapped around his finger.

Dropping the topic you actually have a nice conversation while you both finish up your lunch, and though at first you keep seeing people throwing looks in your way, you get way too busy with Harry to actually care about the curious looks.

“Alright, I really have to head out,” Harry sighs checking the time. “Don’t you have class?”

“Um, not for another hour,” you smile at him. “But you just go, I’ll be fine.”

Harry nods, but doesn’t move and you know he is debating whether to tell you something or not so you give him time to figure it out.

“Promise me you’ll try to make friends with your roommate, okay?”

“Uh, sure,” you nod, but you have no idea how you’ll do that. You barely know anything about Bonnie, except… except one thing. “Hey, maybe you could help me with that.”

“How?”

“Bonnie’s friend, Ruth is really into a guy from your house. Erik, I think.”

“Really?”

“Yeah. Is there any chance I could invite them out to somewhere you guys will be at?”

“Well, there’s gonna be a party at the frat next to ours this weekend, I’m sure the boys will be there.”

“Are you not going?” you ask in surprise.

“Wasn’t planning to,” Harry hums and it’s the truth, right until now. If you’re going to be there, he already knows his curiosity won’t let him sit around in his room knowing that you’re next door.

“Oh, okay,” you nod, hoping your disappointment is not too noticeable.

“Anyway, bring them over, if you think that could help you out.”

“Sure, thanks,” you force yourself to smile as he gets up from the table, gathering his stuff.

“Alright, I’ll see you later, Y/N,” he smiles back nodding in your way before taking his tray back and walking out of the building. Not even five minutes later, when you’re still staring after him you get a text.

Harry: Friends, right? :)

You: Of course! :)

You’ve been trying to talk to Bonnie over the past thirty minutes. She is lying on her bed, probably texting her friends and this is easily the best moment to bring the party up, but you’re a bit afraid of what she’ll say.

But then you remember the promise you made Harry and that you’ll disappoint him if you don’t go through with it.

“Hey Bonnie?”

She lifts her head, her curly, raven black hair bouncing around her round face.

“Hm?” Alright, here goes nothing.

“So not that I was eavesdropping, but I heard Ruth telling you about Erik the other day.”

“Oh yeah! She is so into that dude!” she chuckles, sitting up straight. You take it as a good sign, so you carry it on.

“Do they know each other?”

“Not really,” she grimaces. “Why?”

“I was just talking to one of my brother’s friends and he… he invited me to this party where Erik will be too probably.”

Bonnie’s eyes go wide as she lurches forward, throwing her legs over the edge of the bed.

“Wait, what? I didn’t even know your brother went here!”

“Oh, yeah. He is a senior and he is in Delta Psi.”

“That’s Erik’s house!” she gasps. “Your brother is in Erik’s frat house?!”

“Yeah,” you nod chuckling. “So… I was wondering if you guys… wanted to go to that party?”

“Oh my god, Ruth will probably die! Yes! Let me call her quickly!” she squeals, jumping off the bed to run out to the hallway and call her friend.

When she comes back she starts telling you about how Ruth totally fell for Erik after bumping into him in building A on freshmen’s week and how she’s been trying to track his route down to meet him again ever since. And then, the conversation never dies. It’s the longest the two of you have talked and you notice that Bonnie is a lot more bubbly than you thought and she is pretty funny. If it wasn’t for Harry’s nagging you might have never even got to know your roommate so you already owe him one, not even mentioning the invite to the party.

You’ve only reunited with Harry just a few days ago, but he is already making changes in your life.

Harry tried to talk him out of going to the party. He really did. He tried to think about what Mitch told him, but not even that felt strong enough to keep him in his room on Saturday evening, especially after you sent him a text that you, Bonnie and Ruth are on your way over there.

No matter how hard he tried, he couldn’t get you off his mind after your lunch together on Wednesday, especially because you haven’t stopped texting all week. Every time he ran into Mitch he felt this painful guilt bubbling in his throat for going behind his back and keeping in touch with him. It’s not like he was hurting you, it was really just talking, checking in on you. Or at least that’s what Harry told him.

He can’t deny he had thoughts about you he definitely shouldn’t have about his best friend’s little sister. It didn’t help, that he saw you on campus yesterday in a green dress that flowed around you in the gentle autumn breeze so softly, he couldn’t take his eyes off of you and almost fucking tripped in his own feet.

It’s starting to get ridiculous, how obsessed he is about you, like a little boy, but he just can’t help it. There’s something in you that keeps pulling him towards you, no matter what his conscience is telling him or how many times he runs into your brother.

The music can be heard even in the comfort of his own room from next door. This whole street is filled with frats and sororities, so luckily not many noise complaints have been made so far. Stepping to his closet he grabs a clean t-shirt and a pair of jeans, changing his cozy sweatpants and hoodie. The house is almost completely empty when he walks downstairs, only Jayden sitting at the kitchen island because he is working on his English essay he postponed till the last minute. Grabbing his keys he bids goodbye to his friend before heading over to the next house. He knows you can’t possibly be there just yet, still, he searches for your face when he walks in with not much luck. At least he doesn’t have to worry about running into Mitch and Sarah, since they are visiting Sarah’s aunt a few towns over.

Erik is in the living room with a few other boys and two girls Harry has definitely seen around, but don’t know the names of. He joins their little circle, keeping an eye on the front door, checking out everyone who walks in hoping to finally see you.

The three of you reach the frat house about twenty minutes after Harry’s arrival. You’re excited, because Ruth came over to your room before and the three of you got ready together, like real friends so you’ve been truly feeling like you made progress. Now as you walk into the house you instantly look around searching for Harry, who you find in the living room. He was already looking at you, a warm smile tugging on his lips, getting up from the couch to head over to you. There’s a moment when you even forget to breathe as you stare into his eyes before he reaches you, pulling you into a hug.

“You’re here!” you chuckle, wrapping your arms around his middle.

“Yeah, thought I would just introduce you guys to… you know who,” he smirks at you, nodding towards Erik in the room.

As you let go of him you turn to see Bonnie and Ruth standing next to you with wide eyes, mostly eyeing Harry and how he just greeted you.

“Oh, um, this is Bonnie, my roommate and her friend Ruth. Girls, this is Harry.”

“Hi, how is it going?” he nods in their way and you can tell they are freaking out.

“I-It’s going amazing! Hi! Yeah!” Ruth chuckles nervously and you can’t hold back your smile at her reaction.

“There is someone you want to get to know, right?” Harry smirks at them and Ruth almost faints. “Alright, come on.”

Harry introduces all three of you to Erik, who seems like a nice guy so you get why Ruth fell for him just from one look and you join their little circle, trying to pick up the conversation.

“Do you want a drink?” Harry asks leaning closer to your ear and a shiver runs down your spine from how close he is to you. You can only nod and try not to squeal when he places a hand to your lower back, pushing you towards the kitchen. You share a quick look with Bonnie who mouths you something that looks like ‘Get it girl!’ but you’re not entirely sure.

It baffles you how Harry is like a celebrity, everyone saying hi and wanting to chat with him, but he politely moves on, keeping you by his side as you make it into the kitchen. You wonder if he knows all of these people or they are just trying to befriend him to be more popular around campus.

“Mitch doesn’t let me drink,” you chuckle to yourself as you watch Harry pour you some beer

“Mitch is not here, so…” he hands you the cup and taps his own against it before you both take a sip. “So I’m guessing the befriending Bonnie plan has been working out well, huh?”

“Yeah, we actually had some nice talks these past days,” you nod in excitement.

“That’s amazing!” he smirks down at you and something in your chest just flips. “See, I told you it’s gonna be fine.”

You want to thank him for pushing you to open up towards Bonnie, that he was the reason why you got to invite them out here tonight, but the moment slips and you decide it’s better to just keep quiet.

“H! Thought you’re not coming tonight!” A guy comes up to him, patting him on the shoulder.

“Hi Dominick. Um, guess I changed my mind,” he chuckles, but he seems a little uncomfortable around the dude. Then Dominick’s eyes fall on you, a lazy smirk tugging on his lips.

“And who is this young lady you’re with?” You gasp when he grabs your hand and kisses your knuckles and even though it was a chivalrous gesture, you still feel kind of awkward.

“Dom, this is Mitch’s sister, Y/N. Y/N, this is Dominick. He is in this frat.”

“Mitch has a sister?” the guy’s eyes widen staring back at you like you’re some kind of princess he just came across with. “Why didn’t I know about that?”

“Maybe because you’ve had half the girls on campus in your bed,” Harry retorts out of instinct, but Dominick doesn’t back away.

“Oh, you know a lot about those girls, right, H?”

You sense the change in Harry right away. He clenches his jaw, clearly not impressed by the comment. You’ve heard about the reputation Harry got around campus, but it seems like he is not too comfortable in that role any longer.

“Well, he is my chaperone for tonight, so you can have all the girls in here,” you chime in, placing a hand on Harry’s arm and giving it a gentle squeeze. Looking into your eyes you see gratefulness in his green irises and you just shoot him a warm smile.

Dominic loses interest in you as soon as he realizes that you’re not gonna leave Harry’s side, moving on to a group of girls. Harry suggests to go outside a bit for some fresh air and you’re more than happy to escape the crowded house for a bit.

“So you’re not quite the Harry people talk about on campus anymore, huh?” you ask, when it’s just the two of you, sitting on a bench outside, secluded from the heart of the party.

“Erm, I mean I’ve been trying to change old habits, yeah.”

“Old habits of… picking up girls all the time?”

You can only hope you don’t sound too bitter. Harry has always been a ladies’ favorite and you had to watch him parade around with girls you envied all the time growing up. The time he dated Cassidy Jones in high school, the girl every guy wanted to get with and all girls wanted to be friends with, you cried yourself to sleep when Mitch mentioned that Harry had a girlfriend. Not your proudest moment, you were only thirteen, he was sixteen, you obviously stood no chance against Cassidy or anyone in fact, but it still broke your heart. And from what you’ve heard Harry kept up his hunting when he started college as well.

“I admit I might have gone overboard with partying and messing around these past years, but I don’t feel like it’s what I want anymore.”

“Something happened that changed your mind?”

“Can I be honest with you?” he asks with a boyish smile.

“Always.”

“I kinda… Kind of got jealous of your brother and Sarah.”

“What?” you ask with wide eyes.

“I’ve been seeing them around the house for like three years now and at first it seemed too strange that Mitch would tie himself down to one girl through college. But then I saw how happy they are, the way they look at each other and… I don’t know, it sounds silly, but I realized that I want that too. Not with Sarah, of course. With someone else.”

“Who knew you had such a soft side to you, Harry Styles?” you tease him lightly, bumping your shoulder against his before taking a sip from your beer.

“I guess I’m growing up too!” he chuckles. “It’s not just you with the major changes.”

“I didn’t change that much,” you scoff.

“Believe me you did,” he grins at you nodding dramatically. “Have you looked in the mirror?”

“I do that every day, so I don’t necessarily notice everything,” you point out. “I know getting rid of the braces was a big change and puberty helped me a little in some departments too,” you admit, heat crawling up your neck to your cheeks as you talk about your own body in front of Harry. “But all in all, I don’t feel I’ve changed that much.”

“Well, you do seem different. More… mature and confident, if you ask me. I’m sure I’m not the first one to notice it.”

“I wouldn’t bet on that,” you scoff, earning a puzzled look from him. “Well, if you were referring to boys, I wasn’t exactly their first choice back in high school.”

“What? How come?” he asks, genuinely confused.

“I don’t know, I guess other girls were prettier than me,” you shrug, biting into your bottom lip.

“Or maybe they didn’t see what was right in front of them,” Harry responds and part of him thinks about the duality of his words. He was one of those, the people that didn’t see what was in front of them, because as he looks at you now, he can barely wrap his mind around how he’s known you for a decade, how you were always so close to him and he is noticing you only now.

He keeps telling himself it’s because you were young, that the age difference was more significant back then, that he was always around Mitch and it was hard to see you as more than just his little sister. But now as he is looking at you, he sees something else, something he never thought he would see in those beautiful eyes of yours and deep down in his guts he knows it will bring trouble on him, but for now… he can’t find the will in himself to keep you at an arm’s distance.

You stay out there a little longer until you feel too cold to sit around on the dampening bench so you head back, finding out that Ruth has seemingly gotten closer to Erik in the meanwhile. Harry is snatched away from you by a friend of his so you join Bonnie in the bean bag chairs in the corner of the room.

“So you and Harry Styles? You guys are close?” she asks, sipping on her drink, occasionally glancing over at Ruth to see if everything is going smooth.

“Oh, he is my brother’s best friend. Known him for a long time,” you shrug, hoping to look careless about the mentioning of Harry, even though your heart is already hammering in your chest.

“It seemed like you are friends too.”

“Um, I guess,” you nod, chewing on your bottom lip. Among the people you spot Harry, leant against the doorframe of the living room, one hand in his pocket, the other one gripping a cup as he is nodding along to something the guy is telling him about next to him. As if he could sense your eyes, he looks up and his gaze finds yours, a tiny smile tugging on his lips as he nods in your way. “Bonnie?” you call out softly to your roommate who didn’t notice a thing of the small interaction with Harry.

“Yeah?” You turn away from him, looking at the black haired girl on your side. You’re dying to talk to someone about what’s been going on in your head about Harry, to ask for advice, to ask if it’s all just in your mind or Harry has been slowly leaning towards you… and though you’ve made great progress tonight with Bonnie, you feel like tonight is not the time to drop this bomb.

“You want another drink?” you ask at last, averting from your original question.

NEXT PART

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[halfmoondaze]

hii, can i request a jack x reader (angst to fluff)? tysm :)

This day couldn't have gone any worse than it already has. Today was your history final, and you were 100% sure you failed it, considering you turned it in completely blank. You were sure everyone else noticed, and you felt like a failure, stupid and ashamed. And if that wasn't bad enough, you also had to deal with your father destroying your self-esteem over the phone about how little you cared about his efforts.

You looked over your phone to find over 20 messages and 9 missed calls from Jack. You turned off your phone and decided to call it a night went to bed.

You woke up sometime around 7 pm and then the memories from what happened earlier started to hit you and you felt sad again. But you decided to brush it off as you had to get something to eat.

You started walking to the kitchen when a voice startled you.

"Y/N"

"hey, what are you doing here?"

"What you mean what I'm doing here? We had plans remember?"

A big wave of guilt instantly hit as you remembered the plans you made 2 months in advance to see each other.

"I'm sorry I must have forgotten"

"I can see that" he said annoyed. "Well, we can still go out, I'll wait for you to get changed"

"Jack, I can't go out right now. I'm not feeling good. I think I'm on my period" you lied.

He looked at you confused.

"You told me you had your period a week ago"

"Fuck" you internally cursed at yourself as you were now caught in a lie.

"Y/N what's going on?"

"Nothing"

"It's not nothing, you've been avoiding me all day, and now that I took a flight from L.A. here to see you, you don't even want to see me"

"I'm so sorry, I-" you apologized but stopped yourself mid-sentence as your voice started to crack.

As Jack took a quick look at you he noticed your eyes were red from crying and your lip was trembling. So, he pulled you into a hug and you completely broke down crying.

He just hold you for the next 10 minutes until you calmed down. He didn’t asked you any questions or commented on your constant apologies.

Eventually you fell asleep while you were sitting in the couch.

When you woke up the next morning, you were hit with the smells of pancakes, eggs and bacon.

You look around to see Jack placing a breakfast spread on the table probably from some diner nearby.

“Look who's up”

You walked over the table and you were greeted by Jack smiling at you.

“Hey”

“Hey”

“um about last night-”

“We don't have to talk about this right now, let’s just enjoy this. I missed you” he said as he kissed the top of your head.

The both of you enjoyed breakfast with Jack doing most of the conversation trying to cheer you up; which made you feel more guilty inside for avoiding him.

After breakfast he cleared the table and offered you to watch a film. Which you agreed.

However, you were having a hard time concentrating on the film and Jack was quick to notice but didn't wanted to push you.

Once the film was over, you felt the need to tell him what was going on. Part of you knew he was worried about you and the last thing you wanted was for him to feel responsible over your sudden change of mood.

When you looked up at him he looked back at you with a half smile in way encouraging you to say what you wanted to say.

“I’m sorry about last night”

“Its ok, Im not mad at you”

“You're not?”

“No, but I am worried about you. Tell me what’s wrong I want to help you” he said holding your hand.

You looked down.

“I’m pretty sure I failed all my classes including history. I told my dad about it and he yelled at me for what felt like hours over the phone. I feel so stupid because I literally turn in the assignment completely blank because I completely forgot everything I tried to study for the past two weeks. I guess I didn’t call you back because I was so ashamed”

“Why didn’t you tell me this before?”

“I’m sorry, I don’t know why I didn’t”

“There’s no need to apologize, its ok” he said softly as he hugged you.

“I feel like my life is over”

“That’s not true. It’s going to be ok; I’ll help you figure this out”

“You will do that for me?”

“Of course. You didn’t though I was going to let you go through this by yourself, did you?”

[uhh-materialgworl]

Ur leona content is *chef kiss* 😳 Sooo may i req another leona content w/ gn!s/o (im a sucker for him)? I need more of this lion gets jelly omg... It can be hcs/scenario, leona's reaction to his s/o's ex is bothering s/o (through chat, treatment, gifts, even physical touch, etc) 'cause the ex wants to go back with s/o SO BAD 👀 The ex even saying, "That lion boy can't make u happy, u r happier w/ me, im better than him," OH. OK. I hope this's ok for u CZ U CAN SKIP THIS IF U FEEL UNCOMFORTABLE OMG 😌👌

I think my favoritism is showing...

Me? Jealous? Never.

“Mmh...no, don’t leave.” Leona protested, tightening his arms around Y/n’s body and tail around their leg.

“Nooo~” Y/n groaned. “I’ll fall asleep again and I can’t miss any more classes. Come on Leo, let me go!”

“Hm... don’t want to.” Leona closed his eyes and buried his face in Y/n’s neck. Y/n stopped fighting and tried to turn their head to look at Leona.

“You’re usually not like this. Did anything happen?”

Leona shook his head. Y/n knew their boyfriend though. If something had happened, he would keep it to himself. So, with one last sigh, Y/n accepted their fate and held Leona’s hand as they drifted to sleep once more.

----

“Tch. How annoying.” Leona destroyed the neatly wrapped gift and read the letter that was attached to it.

“Dear Y/n, I know I was the one who broke up with you but please take me back! I never realized how important you were until you were gone. I miss your sweet voice, your wonderful body. I miss cuddling, taking walks, cooking together and everything else we used to do. Please, I promise I’ll make it up to you. I’ll buy whatever you want, take you wherever you want, and do whatever you want! Just please, come back.”

Something fell out of the envelope.

“And leave that stupid oversized cat. You don’t need him when you have someone so much better waiting for you.”

Leona growled at that. Of course his herbivore would never leave him, but the fact that someone else, Y/n’s shitty ex, thought that he could take Y/n from him that easily made him mad. Maybe he was lazy sometimes and didn’t exactly treat Y/n the way they deserved to be treated, but he always tried to make it up to them eventually.

Storming back to Savanaclaw, one thought replayed in his mind over and over again.

“What if they realize I’m not good enough?”

----

Things like that had kept happening for the last 2 weeks and Leona was sick of it. He was sick of walking to Ramshackle to spend the morning with his herbivore only to have his mood ruined by a gift, a letter, or anything else that was left by the idiot that Y/n once called a boyfriend. He tried to ignore it, but Y/n’s ex decided to start messing with Leona and he was fed up. He had no clue what the bastard looked like, but just he wait till he finds him. Y/n’s ex would regret the day he was born.

Despite this, Leona did his daily routine. Walk to ramshackle, destroy whatever was on Y/n’s doorstep, and head inside to sleep with them for 2 hours until school started. However, Y/n was not there to greet him like they usually were. That was fine, maybe they were still sleeping. Leona walked further into the dorm only to be stopped when he heard Y/n giggling.

“Oh my god, this is so cute! It looks just like you, just without the fire!”

“Shut up human, I look nothin’ like that!” Grim argued.

Leona walked to where they were and stared at the object in the herbivore’s hands. It was a small seemingly handmade plushie of Grim. On the table there seemed to be an open envelope and a letter on the side.

Oh no.

“Hey Leo! Sorry I wasn’t there to greet you. I just had to stop and admire the gift you left me! It’s so cute, and you even took the time to write a letter? I haven’t read it yet but I’m sure it’ll be sweet. However,” Y/n paused. “I don’t think there is anything important coming up. Or maybe there is, and I just forgot...but I don’t think that is the case. What’s the occasion, Leo?”

This caused Leona to freeze up.

How was he supposed to tell them that it wasn’t him who left the gift for them? They seemed so happy, and their eyes seemed to shine more than usual...he couldn’t help but feel upset and slightly jealous. They hadn’t acted like this in a few weeks, butbthen again, he hadn’t gifted them anything in the last month or so.

“Oh! There’s a- oh...” Y/n glanced up at Leona, now understanding why he looked upset.

“Honestly it wasn’t even that cute. The eyes look-”

“No, it’s fine. Let’s just go sleep.” Leona walked straight to their room, ignoring Y/n who was calling after him.

This kind of behavior seemed to continue for the rest of the morning until they had to part ways.

Y/n tried to give Leona a kiss on the cheek like they usually did, but all he did was ignore them and tell them that he’d see them later. Obviously, that later never happened as when they went to look for him at lunch, he wasn’t in any of the places in which he would normally wait for them.

Just as Y/n was about to call Leona, they got a text from an unknown number.

“You look so fucking good today. I love the way your eyes lit up when you saw the gift I had left at your window. Did you read my letter? Now you know how I truly feel about you. I miss you so much Y/n, please! Come back! I’ll do anything you want. I’ll get you whatever you desire, just please...come back.”

Y/n stared at their phone, puzzled. What the fuck had they just read? They hadn’t gotten the chance to read the letter because Grim had burned it, but now they have an idea of what was in the letter. Y/n would have to stop to buy Grim some tuna later, that would be their way of saying ‘thank you’ for saving them from reading a cringe letter that talked about why Ex/n was better than Leona.

Y/n laughed and started typing. "Bro what the fuck? Didn’t I just tell you yesterday to leave me alone? How many times will I have to go over this????”

Y/n couldn’t help but smile as they explained to Ex/n the many ways they would end him if he kept bothering them. However, from Leona’s point of view, it didn’t seem that way. To Leona it seemed like they were smiling (and was that a hint of blush?) as they texted someone. It didn’t take long for Leona to assume who it was and let out a growl, which caused Y/n to drop their phone.

“L-Leona? Are you here? I was just about to loo-”

“Don’t fucking lie to me.” Leona growled. “I just saw you smiling at your phone while texting someone. Don’t lie to me because it was clear you couldn’t have cared less about where the fuck I was!”

Y/n was taken aback by how angry Leona looked. His eyes were wide, his tail sweeping from side to side, his usual smug smirk now replaced by a frown. Though he didn’t say it, it was clear he was hurt by the “betrayal” of his lover.

Y/n’s eyes softened, and they took a step towards Leona. “I was going to call you, but then I was interrupted by ex/n telling me that he wanted me back.”

“And... and what did you say?” Leona hesitated, afraid of what could have been Y/n’s response.

“I said no, of course. Did you think I would leave you? Why would I ever leave you?”

“...”

Y/n sighed fondly and walked to their boyfriend who seemed to have calmed down. “I told you that you wouldn’t be getting rid of me that easily. The only reason I could ever part with you is if I were to die, but you won’t allow that to happen anytime soon, right?”

Leona nodded and pulled them into a hug. “I’m sorry, I just...never mind. Let’s just go to my room, I’m exhausted.”

“No, none of that 'never mind,' you’re not inferior to anybody. You are perfect the way you are and I could never leave you for someone else. You are the best thing that has happened to me and I’m not going to let you be upset.” Y/n dragged Leona out of the botanical garden. “So, we’re just going to spend the rest of the day in ramshackle. I got Ruggie to get your favorite food and Grim should be setting up a game of chess.” They glanced at the floating flowers who seemed to squeak at having been caught.

-----

“No! Grim, put that down! I told you it’s mine!” Y/n threw a pillow at Grim who seemed to dodge it with ease. “Bad cat! Put that down! Leave my food alone!” Y/n tried to push Leona off their lap, but he only held on tighter. “Babe, please get off! Grim is about to eat my fries!” Y/n pleaded but Leona did not seem to budge.

“I love it when you beg like that. It’s almost enough to convince me, but not quite enough. Now sit still. I’m not letting you go anytime soon.” Leona once again closed his eyes, now feeling at peace after being reassured by Y/n that they wouldn’t leave him. And by the fact that Ruggie was taking care of the problem as they spoke (Y/n did not have to know that though).

“I think I’ve already made it up to you for making you jealous, no?” Y/n started playing with his hair again, something that he had quickly grown to like. However, what they had said seemed to startle Leona.

“Me? Jealous? Tch, of course not. But...” Leona confirmed that Grim had left to bother Ruggie before letting his hand slide up Y/n’s thigh. “I can show you just how jealous I can get. I’ll make sure that for tonight and the rest of the week, you will know and scream nothing but my name, not whatever that bastard is called.”

[hoonhrt]

EMBRASSE-MOI

: pairing — student! jay x tutor! reader

: genre — fluff, crack 

: song recc. — L’amour by Miel De Montagne 

: a/n — this lowkey sucks but I've been wanting to get work out so I'm sorry if this isn't the best :(( also I'm still learning french so if some of it is wrong pls lmk so i can fix it!! 

Jay was your school’s resident bad boy. blond hair, all-black outfits, cuts class and yells at kids that look his way. you know? the usual. You on the other hand were the complete opposite. straight-A student. A quiet kid who didn’t dare look the ways of Jay Park and his Clique™. So imagine the shock that was felt when the boy you avoided at all costs, walks up to you in the middle of the cafeteria asking for French lessons. 

“You want me to do what?” He rolls his eyes, tired of this conversation already. 

“Can you not hear? I’m failing French and I need to pass or else my parents won’t let me move to France.” He speaks as if it was the most obvious thing in the world. 

“And you’re asking me why?” He rolls his eyes again for what felt like the 100th time. You’re just confused about how he even knows of your existence.

“Listen, all I know that you’re in my French class and that you pay attention, I’ll even pay you I just need to get my mark up.” You perk up to the sound of money. You don’t really need but it’s still nice to have some. Doing this will get you good Karma right? 

“Fine. Meet me at the library every Monday and Wednesday after class, got it?” Jay stares at you with annoyance. He really does not want to be wasting his senior year on stupid lessons but, here we are. He reluctantly agrees and watches you walk away, struggling to hold your books in your arms. He turns around and lets out a deep sigh, wondering if the hot chicks and fancy baguettes in France are really worth this

Minutes turned into hours as you waited for Jay to show up. You waited patiently for hours just for this kid to not show up. Annoyed, you start to pack up your books. You don’t know why you’d think someone like Jay would actually show up to a voluntary tutor session. You were just about to make your way out of the library when you see someone running towards you almost like the flash. As the figure got closer to your still body, you realize it was Jay. Now, bent over in front of you gasping for air with his tongue out like a dog. You stared at his limped-over figure with confusion and slight disgust. 

“s-s-sorry i was… late, i f-forgot about… this.” he manages to speak out with the little air he has in him. He stands up and evens out his breath. 

“what makes you think i’m gonna tutor you now? you wasted my time Park, i have a life too you know.” you snap at him. He stares at you for a brief second before letting out a hearty laugh, throwing his head back and slapping his leg. He sees your serious expression, your eyes glaring at him like an eagle and awkwardly stops laughing. 

“Look, i’m paying you and this is only gonna last for a little while. i just need to pass, that’s it.” His eyes shine with a hopeful gleam, a look that is extremely rare to see from Jay Park. He looked a little cute. You dramatically sigh and start walking into the library, Jay following behind you. 

You settle at the table you sat at prior, re-opening your book bag to pull out your notes. He just watches you do that, not making an effort to even bring out a pencil. 

“Okay, so how much french do you even know?” 

He stares into space, a little hesitant to continue. “Um, i can ask if i can go to the bathroom?” You stare at him with disbelief. You’ve been in this class with him for months and that’s all he knows. 

“THAT’S IT?” 

“Oh and i can say good morning!” you let out a loud groan that catches the attention of others around, causing them to loudly shush at you. Feeling annoyed again, you contemplate if the money was really worth it. You sigh out and start looking for your notes from the beginning of the semester. This was gonna take a LONG time. 

“... and that’s how you conjugate verbs in the past tense, aka passé composé!” You finish off the session with joy. Jay on the other hand has gone completely blank, not remembering a single word you just told him. He stares down at his notes, then at you, then back down at his notes. You can see the struggle on his face and he hasn’t said a word yet. 

“I’m never gonna pass french. This is it. I can kiss France goodbye.” he claims with despair. This already too hard for him and he barely has learned anything. He sets his head on the table and mumbles to himself about how he will never be happy if he doesn’t live his youthful 20’s in France. You sat across from him irritated with his discouraging behaviour and a little sad that you weren’t able to teach him well. Until you come up with a plan that might help him improve much quicker.  

“What if… we hang out this weekend? We can do something and we’ll only speak in French! Of course I’ll help you and all that. But like, maybe? Only if you want to of course you probably don’t wanna spend your weekend with me i dont know you know its just a plan.” you ramble on and on without stopping and Jay simply just watches you. He smirks a little before nodding. 

“How about you put your number in my phone and then I’ll text you when I’m free hm?” he slides his phone across the table towards you and eyes you typing it in. He catches a glimpse of your rose-coloured cheeks and smirks a little more. 

“Okay, uh there’s my number! Just um, text me you know, when you’re free!” you manage to stutter out. Jay just nods at you and again, watches you walk away. This time a slight smile across his face. 

A sudden notification pulls you away from your thoughts. An unknown number that you had a feeling belonged to a particular boy you didn’t think would actually text you. 

042-002-1130: bonjour 

042-002-1130: was that even right

042-002-1130: anyways I’m free on saturday if you wanna hang ig 

042-002-1130: samedi is saturday right 

042-002-1130: it is wow im such a genius 

You let out a snort at his cocky behaviour and reply back, letting him know that you were free yourself and to meet you at the school grounds at 2 pm. 

Saturday shows up as you wait outside the school gates, a picnic basket in hand. An all-black car with dark tinted windows zooms up to you. The window is pulled down and alas, the handsome boy sits in the driver’s seat, ushering you to get into the car with his hand. 

“Woah a picnic basket? Listen y/n you’re cool and all but this isn’t a date,” he speaks and notices you roll your eyes. A smug smile tugging his lips. 

“No you asshole, I have a plan with this.” 

“Tell me,” Jay begins to drive away from the school. The destination is unknown to you but extremely familiar to the boy next to you. 

“In here there is a bunch of food, in order for you to eat, you’re gonna have to say the name of the food in french.” He turns his head to see you looking back at him, a sweet smile places on your face. Jay has always known of you. You sat in the back of the classroom, handed in all your work on time and never skipped a class. You had very few friends and always seemed to be lost in a dream world when you weren’t working. Jay had never been able to speak to you personally as you always avoided him but know he has the chance to actually talk to you, and he doesn’t wanna mess it up. 

The car stopped at the edge of a giant grassy field. The greenery going miles ahead. Trees surrounding the two of you. Jay like a gentleman runs out of the car to open the door for you. You blush at his actions, thanking him silently by smiling at him. 

He directs you to a small spot under a tree. You lay out a blanket for you to sit on while Jay leans up against the tree. You tell him to sit down next to you as you bring out all the little snacks to share with him. He thinks that he could get used to this. 

“D’accord, commençons! Qu'est-ce que ç'est?” (okay, lets start! What is this?) 

You pick up a grape. He thinks for a little bit before answering. “Un raisin.” (a grape) You clap with glee and hand him over the grape. A silence falls between you both, unaware of how to keep going. He picks up a strawberry and brings it to your face. “Tu aime les fraises?” (do you like strawberries?) You eye him for a second, for someone who said he only knows how to ask how to go the bathroom in french, he knows quite a bit. You nod a little, opening your mouth and letting him feed you the sweet fruit. Your face matches the colour of the strawberry and he giggles. You pull out a sandwich and ask him to describe what’s in it. 

“Dans le sandwich, il y a du jambon, du beurre, et de la tomate.” (in the sandwich there is some ham, some butter, and some tomato.) He speaks confidently. 

“Trés bien Jay! Tu es bon en parler francias!” (very good Jay! You are really good at speaking French!) 

“Merci, mon Cheri.” (Thank you, my dear.) you blush even more before and shy away from Jay’s gaze. Jay being the very bold guy that he is, placing his hand underneath your jaw, forcing you to meet his eyes. You both just stare at each other as the sun sets behind you. Was Jay always this beautiful? His eyes scan over your face seeking for any discomfort, none is to be found. So he makes the move and starts to lean in. You already have your eyes closed and lips puckered out, ready to embrace a feeling you’ve never felt before.

His breath fans over your lips and just before he kisses you he asks “je peux t’embrasser? (can I kiss you?) you eagerly nod and whisper out “embrasse-moi.” (kiss me.) Jay finally places his lips on yours and everything feels right. Your hands find their way to the back of his neck to deepen the kiss. You stay in this position with him for a little while before you pull back for air. Both his hands cradle your face, his thumb rubbing across the apples of your cheeks.

“I still have a lot to learn y’know?” Jay breaks the silence. You laugh out loud, falling into his lap. 

“Same time next week then yeah?” He lets out a ‘hmm’ and watches you rest your head against his thigh, playing with the ends of your hair. ‘Maybe France could wait a little’ he thought. 

[teklarn]

𝔂𝓸𝓾'𝓻𝓮 𝓷𝓸𝓽 𝓶𝔂 𝓫𝓸𝔂𝓯𝓻𝓲𝓮𝓷𝓭 - 𝓴. 𝓫𝓪𝓴𝓾𝓰𝓸𝓾 (𝓹𝓽. 2)

 character(s): katsuki bakugou x gn!reader 

a/n: ok so i just started writing on tumblr and honestly in my opinion for my first time posting smth on this the first part did really well thank u for all the likes :) (told from second pov; e.g you, your) reblogs are greatly appreciated :))

summary: bakugou x gn!reader. they have feelings for one another but have no idea how to express them, however y/n has someone pining for their attention. 

genre: a lil bit angsty 

warnings: cursing, jealousy, mutual pining, slow burn romance, aged-up to third year, love triangle (square?), physical injuries, kirishima gets a little toxic, also shirtless bakugou (awooga), a crap ton of time skips bc i can’t write action scenes for shit, bakugou is a flirt (lowkey but yeah), mentions of blood 

word count: 2112

pt 1 , pt 3

- - - 

kirishima had broken the skin on his lower lip with how hard he was biting it. he stood in the bathroom, rinsing his mouth, ignoring the slight sting the water brought. 

y/n was currently being blasted by bakugou, and they were fighting back. 

jealousy panged in his chest. 

bakugou had never let him know about how he felt about you, however kirishima was sure he felt something for them. you and bakugou were both a jumble of prideful and longing stares towards each other from across every room. the tension was thick enough to slice through. and while kirishima would never make a move in fear of ruining the friendship between him and bakugou, as well as him and y/n, gosh it didn’t stop him from wanting to. 

he’d stood on the side, cheering you on to no end. the sports festival last year, the year before that, training exercises, he was always there. kirishima was always there. 

whenever you needed him, whenever you wanted his company. so what did bakugou have over him? sure, the blond was strong and had bigger goals than kirishima, but why should that matter? 

what did bakugou have? why would you want him more when he was never near you? never made an effort to see you to be there when you asked for help. 

it was popular belief that bakugou was a noisy idiot, but he was actually quite a quiet boy. he didn’t bother to raise his hand in class, however he always knew the answer. he spoke rarely and only made conversation with those he was close with if they were the ones to make the effort to converse with him first. 

jealousy, jealousy, jealousy. kirishima despised it. 

whenever did he begin wanting to beat bakugou at something? 

the cloud of guilt welling up in his chest was going to become unbearable, and soon everything he ever wanted to say was going to come up like word vomit at the worst possible time. 

- 

you swiped at your cheek, brushing off the crumbling dirt. your timing had been off, and their flip backwards had landed you in an awkward position. a vulnerable one. 

honestly, though, it wasn’t like it really mattered. bakugou was a bit transparent himself. he wore a smug look like a golden medal, and held back his power just enough to keep you on your feet. 

his cocky attitude was irritating and it drew you in like a moth drawn to a lamp. 

sweat was beading down your temple. the day was exceptionally hot, the sun beaming down on your back like a proud child. 

you and bakugou had been at it for a while. with anyone else, you would have quit by now. it’s not that you gave up easily. no, not ever. but fights could get boring, especially if you were just smashing away at them with your quirk and they were acting like they could take it. 

perhaps you were being cocky. 

this fight, though. this was interesting. not only because it was bakugou; also because you knew so little about him. 

it was likely he never shared anything important to anyone. he was quite introverted. 

it was interesting for another reason. 

it was hot, bakugou sweats a lot. gosh, he looked delicious without a shirt on. he had a built figure accompanied by strong arms and a broad chest. 

he’d filled out quite nicely the past few years. you hadn’t noticed until now how much he’d grown. 

“don’t get distracted.” 

your eyes snapped up from his chest to his eyes. bakugou became a blur, shooting himself off the ground and flipping once in the air before propelling himself back down. 

before you could do anything, bakugou had you pinned, one leg pinning yours, both his hands wrapped around your wrists. he’d ditched his gauntlets, leaving the metal assistants in the sweltering heat, claiming he wanted to give you an equal fight. 

he panted atop you, hands tightening. 

tokage didn’t bother to leave her dorm today, thank goodness. it had just been the three of you. you, bakugou, and kirishima. 

the red head had suspiciously vanished halfway through the fight, though.

bakugou’s crimson eyes bored into yours. neither of you blinked for a moment. perhaps just a small eternity each of you silently reveled in. 

his erratic breaths slowed, and so did yours, although you stayed the same. unmoving, faces neutral but eyes giving away long-held secrets. 

your ears flushed, and butterflies came rising up uncontrollably. you should have pushed him off. instead you gave him a wicked grin, which earned a look from him and you couldn’t tell if he was confused or annoyed. 

“your big ass forehead is blocking the bright-as-hell sun. stay like this,” you mocked, wrenching your wrists from his grasp and snaking your arms around his neck. 

his cheeks burned red. “w-what?” 

“you heard me.” 

he scoffed, tugging you off his neck and standing. “shut up, shitface. we aren’t even done yet.” he readied himself in a fighting stance once more. 

“i thought you said you wanted to stop when you won?” you brushed yourself off as you stood. 

“i know what i said. you probably weren’t even giving it your all.” 

“’course i was.” you cocked your head. “why wouldn’t i?” 

“you’re strong, damn idiot.” 

you feigned surprise, pressed a hand to your fluttering chest. “the bakugou, dynamight himself, complimenting a humble soul like me? oh, i really must be good, then.” 

“not as good as me.” his face dropped from a smile. bakugou never got enough training no matter how early or late he stayed up, or how many hours on the weekends were spent kicking a bag or sparring with friends. hard workers did all of the work there was a still wondered if they were doing enough. the number one spot wasn’t empty, but it was still reserved for dynamight. 

- 

y/n had collapsed on their bed. kirishima was itching to tell them how he felt, however he was stuck at the doorway. 

they weren’t even dressed for bed, nor were they showered. 

he settled with leaving his friend alone, and shut the door softly to find bakugou standing right behind him. 

kirishima jumped back, closing his eyes in relief. “bakugou. what the heck man?” 

“you’re creepy as shit.” 

“i- what? you were the one staring at me while i-” 

“while you peeped in on y/n?” 

“i wasn’t peeping. i walked them back after the fight and they just collapsed. you were off doing something else and you worked them too hard.” 

it wasn’t a shock that bakugou was still riled up from the duel. this boy had the energy of a mad man. 

when bakugou didn’t say anything, kirishima said once again, “you overworked them.” 

bakugou swat away the comment. “only because they’re not working hard enough.” 

kirishima raised an eyebrow. “they work hard. they’re perfectly fine.” 

“fine?” 

“they’re amazing.”

“i know that, shitty hair. you think i’m blind?” 

“everyone can make improvements at their own pace.” kirishima’s voice dropped. 

“you train with me.” 

“it’s an hour before curfew.” 

bakugou jut a thumb in the direction of the door. “so? maybe you need some more practice, too,” he joked. 

“you’re an ass, bakugou,” kirishima released a breathy chuckle. 

the two wandered off to one of the training grounds. it was open, a wide court where they’d both kicked someone else’s ass. 

the sun was just setting, a new cool breeze coming to fill the spot of the violent sun rays. 

it was routine to fight each other out of nowhere. kirishima was usually quite playful, spewing jokes once in a while and taunting his friend. 

this fight was different. his face was stone-cold. kirishima often took the defensive role, as his quirk didn’t allow him to project any direct attacks to bakugou.

it wasn’t like kirishima was angry at bakugou, but as soon as they started charging towards one another, he couldn’t hold back. his chest tightened, arms hardening and joints becoming strong and stiff. 

with one clean sweep of his arm, bakugou was backing away from kirishima, propelling himself to the edge of the arena with a small blast. he’d always been up for a challenge. kirishima was willing to give him one. 

his sudden competitive demeanor seemed to be egging on bakugou’s. the blond tongued the inside of his cheek, grunting as he shot forth, hair flying wildly. 

swiftly, kirishima dodged, just barely missing a blast. his torso wasn’t hardened, so if he’d dodged any later, his stomach would have been scorched. 

bakugou always took their fights seriously. he knew better than to underestimate the boy who had put together his very own rescue mission. 

kirishima’s opponent stumbled from the momentum. he took his chance and brought a hardened elbow down on bakugou’s back, hearing a satisfying crack. 

bakugou was crushed to the ground with the hit. his face smashed into the sandy ground. he coughed, turning over and spitting dirt to the side. 

it took a moment for him to register what he did, but kirishima was at bakugou’s side within seconds. the sun was nearly gone, a pale blue sky flickering with the first sights of stars. 

it was hard to make it out at first, but not impossible. kirishima saw the blood dripping and smeared just above bakugou’s lip. he groaned, cupping his face in both hands as he sat upright. 

“argh” bakugou gasped. “shit, kirishima. what the hell?” 

“i...i’m sorry dude, i didn’t mean to.” i wanted to, but i didn’t mean to. 

bakugou raised an eyebrow and let a smile seep through his pain. “you’re improving, though.” 

“are you alright?” kirishima traced the small cut on his lip from earlier with the tip of his tongue. 

“i’m fine, i’m fine.” bakugou swatted his hand away. he struggled to get up, refusing kirishima’s help. 

“we should head back before this gets any worse.” 

bakugou kept his large hands hovering under his chin to catch the dripping and occasional chunks of blood.  

although he wanted the duel to continue (it was finally interesting) bakugou wasn’t stubborn enough to keep going. so he nodded, once again denying kirishima’s efforts to help him out. 

- 

you were in the common area, fiddling with a rubik’s cube. it was just you, as everyone else was spending the night among each other. ashido had invited you to her dorm a while ago, but you’d denied, wanting to spend a few more giddy moments to yourself. 

the door rattled, and in came your two friends, one with furrowed brows and the other with blood drenching the front of his shirt. 

bakugou’s head was tilted up in an attempt to stop the blood from flowing down. his adam’s apple bobbed as he swallowed the blood trailing down the back of his throat. 

“oh my gosh,” you gasped out, racing to the bathroom. you came back with sanitary wipes in one hand and tissue in the other. “what happened?” 

“we were training,” kirishima started, taking a few tissues from the box and handing them to his friend, “and i accidentally hit him too hard.” 

“you didn’t hit me that hard. you barely did any damage!” bakugou objected. you approached him, and through his fingers, bakugou peered down at you. 

you asked him with your eyes, and he gave you silent permission to pry his arms away from his face. “are you okay?” 

“i’m just dandy,” he scoffed. 

“dude, i’m really sorry—” 

“shut the hell up kirishima. i don’t want your pity. i swear this is the only time i’ll surrender to you, you asswipe.”

you didn’t laugh, not even a chuckle. “bakugou, you need to see recovery girl.” 

“what the hell? no way. all she’s gonna do is give me one of those shitty slobbery kisses and scold me for being careless.” 

“your nose is broken,” you said gently. 

“so? can’t you fix it?” 

you raised a questioning brow. “you want me to help you?” 

“can you or can you not?” 

“i can try to set it but you’re better off going to recovery girl instead of settling with―” 

“all i need is possible. i don’t want to deal with that old lady’s shit right now.” using the tissues kirishima had stuffed into his hand, he caught the remaining blood dripping down his nose. “let’s go.” 

you were more than unsure. he would end up with a crooked nose if you made any small mistake, but he didn’t think twice as he grabbed your shoulder and led you in the direction of your dorm. 

- 

kirishima wished he hadn’t broken bakugou’s nose. not because he felt bad, though.