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valentine (aka sunshine reader and in love jason)
civil!reader x jason todd
prompt: valentine's day wasn't exactly jason's favorite holiday, he didn't really care about it, that's until his very excited girlfriend decided to surprise him.
a/n: okay, that's my second imagine, and i think it looks better, i was giggling and kicking while writing because these two are just soo cute, and the detail about the candle being syntactic is from a hc that jason just doesn't deal well with fire because of the explosion. english is not my first language, hope you guys like it 💗
It had been at least two weeks since you started leaving little hints about the big day that was coming, Valentine's Day. A cute romcom about the holiday, some cute couple videos, anything to try to get your boyfriend in the mood for the day, but he simply didn't seem to care about it.
You figured it was because he never really had the chance to properly celebrate, or anyone to spend the day with, before you, his only focus was the whole vigilante thing, he never would have dreamed that on a saturday night he would be curled up on the couch, eating ice cream and watching 'How to Lose a Guy in Ten Days', but he was, and with a pretty girl resting her head comfortably on his shoulder.
"Jay? Do you have patrol next friday? I thought we could go out for dinner or something?" the girl asks, lifting her head from his shoulder to look at him with her bright eyes and a little pout on her face.
"I think Steph can cover for me, it's just routine patrol, why? some special occasion?" he asks with a naughty smile on his face as he pulls her close to him again, leaving a kiss on her forehead.
"Nothing really special, I just miss you," she says and his laugh immediately fills the room, leaving that comfortable energy in the air. "Baby, you're literally wrapped around me, like, right now." He hears her snort and shove him playfully. "Doesn't stop me from missing you." The silly smile on his face took over as he stroked her hair. "You're just one of a kind, aren't you?"
Turns out that missing him was only half true, not that you didn't miss him, but coincidentally, next friday was also, Valentine's Day, and the closer the day got, the more anxious she looked like.
When friday finally came, she already had everything planned out to the last detail, she convinced him to finally go out with Tim (who had been trying to go out with him for weeks by now), and put her plan in action, she had all the classic stuff, flowers, chocolates, a beautiful dress, a set table on the roof, and the best part, a limited edition of Pride and Prejudice packaged methodically with a red bow, matching her dress.
You managed to convince Tim to join you on the plan, stalling Jason until 7 pm, when he came back to the apartment, just to find everything in complete darkness except for a trail of synthetic candles leading to the window.
"Honey? Are you ready yet?" No answer, the only option was to follow the candles to the window, where he found a table set on the roof, with a bouquet of red roses, synthetic candles lighting everything up, and his favorite girl with a smile from head to toe in a long red dress.
"Happy Valentine's Day, Jay," she says as she tries to strike a sensual pose, leaning on the table, but she's so excited she can't hold it in for long, running towards him and stealing a kiss. "So? Did you like it? I know you're not the biggest fan of Valentine's Day, but I just wanted you to be able to experience it and it's okay if you think it's too much, we can just go back inside and order pizza or something-" her nervous speech is interrupted by an anxious and completely passionate kiss.
"I loved it, sweetheart, I really did, how did you manage to do all this without me noticing?" she smiles playfully, shrugging her shoulders and pulling away from him slightly. "I may have had some bats helping me, and wait, there's more," she says excited, her smile as bright as the candles as she runs to the table, grabbing a package, her heels making a clicking sound along the way.
"I remember you told me you really wanted it and I just couldn't help it, I hope you like it" she hands him the book, wrapped with a big red bow that matched her dress, and the happiness on his face made all the effort she put on it worth it. "You're so fucking perfect, how did I end up with you, huh?" he asks, showering her with kisses, while the smile never leaves her face.
"I guess it was fate."
#jason todd#jason todd x you#jason todd imagine#jason todd x reader#jason todd thoughts#red hood thoughts#red hood x you#red hood imagine#red hood x reader#red hood#batfam
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"Can't stop watching..." Student!Nanami x Stoic Special Grade 1 Sorcerer reader (NB)
Gojo’s ver - Geto's ver - Shoko's ver 𖤐 ִֶָ 𓂃 🧷
1. An Uneventful Beginning:
Nanami first becomes aware of you in the most mundane way possible—when Principal Yaga hands him a folder and asks him to deliver it to you. He’s in the middle of something else, but he doesn’t argue, choosing instead to finish his task with quiet efficiency. When he finally finds you outside, he hands over the folder with a curt, “This is from Yaga. He said to read the last page carefully.”
You take the folder with a simple nod, your stoic demeanor matching his no-nonsense approach. Nanami thinks nothing of it at first, brushing the encounter aside as just another part of his day.
2. An Unwanted Team-Up:
The next time he interacts with you, it’s during an impromptu mission. Yaga assigns the two of you to deal with a Grade 1 curse that’s popped up nearby. Nanami initially balks at the idea of working with someone he doesn’t know well, but he doesn’t voice his irritation.
During the fight, he notices how precise and efficient your movements are. There’s no wasted energy, no unnecessary theatrics—just cold, calculated action. It’s something he can respect, even if he doesn’t say it outright. Afterward, he quietly thanks you for your work, noting how your demeanor doesn’t change even in the heat of battle.
3. A Growing Annoyance:
As luck would have it, Nanami keeps finding himself in situations where he has to interact with you. Whether it’s passing along messages from Yaga, being paired on another mission, or running into you during meetings, you somehow keep crossing paths. He doesn’t mind at first, but Gojo notices almost immediately and doesn’t hesitate to tease him about it.
“So, Nanami,” Gojo begins one day, slinging an arm around his younger classmate’s shoulders. “You and our mysterious Special Grade 1 seem to be spending a lot of time together. Coincidence? Or fate?”
“It’s neither,” Nanami replies, his voice clipped. “I’m simply following Yaga’s instructions.”
“Oh, come on,” Gojo laughs. “Don’t tell me you haven’t noticed how cool they are. All stoic and mysterious, like some kind of lone wolf.”
Nanami sighs heavily, brushing Gojo off. “I have no time for this nonsense.”
4. The Little Things:
Despite his protests, Nanami starts to notice the little things about you. The way you remain calm under pressure. The way you always seem to know exactly what needs to be done. The way your silence isn’t cold, but rather reflective, as if you’re carefully considering everything around you.
He finds himself respecting you more than he expected, though he doesn’t let it show.
5. A Subtle Shift:
During one of your interactions, you surprise Nanami by offering a brief comment about his fighting style. “You’re efficient,” you say simply. It’s not much, but it catches him off guard. He nods in acknowledgment, unsure of how to respond.
Afterward, he finds himself replaying the moment in his mind, wondering why your words seem to hold more weight than they should.
6. The Teasing Intensifies:
Gojo and Geto don’t let up. “Nanami’s got a crush,” Gojo sings one day, earning a sharp glare from Nanami. “It’s written all over his face.”
“I do not,” Nanami replies, exasperated. “And if you have time to bother me, you have time to finish your own work.”
“Defensive, huh?” Geto chimes in with a smirk. “That’s how you know it’s true.”
Nanami grits his teeth, determined to ignore them. But their teasing leaves him wondering if there’s more truth to their words than he wants to admit.
7. Forced to Reflect:
One day, after another brief but efficient mission with you, Nanami finds himself reflecting on how much he’s come to appreciate your presence. You don’t waste words or actions, and there’s a quiet strength about you that he finds... grounding.
It’s not that he’s infatuated—he tells himself that firmly—but there’s a growing sense of admiration that he can’t quite shake.
8. The Unexpected Gesture:
The turning point comes when you return a small favor without being asked. During a meeting, you casually hand him a document he forgot, saving him the trouble of backtracking to retrieve it. “You left this,” you say simply, as if it’s nothing.
Nanami is taken aback, not used to such gestures from someone as reserved as you. “Thank you,” he replies, his tone softer than usual.
9. A Quiet Connection:
From then on, there’s a subtle shift in how Nanami interacts with you. He doesn’t go out of his way to seek you out, but when you’re around, he makes an effort to acknowledge you—a nod, a brief word of thanks, or even a rare comment about the task at hand.
You respond in kind, and though your interactions remain minimal, there’s a newfound sense of mutual respect between you.
10. Acceptance:
Nanami doesn’t dwell on his growing interest in you. He’s not the type to overthink or chase after things unnecessarily. But he acknowledges to himself that he respects you deeply—and maybe, just maybe, there’s a part of him that wouldn’t mind getting to know you better, should the opportunity arise.
For now, though, he’s content with the quiet understanding that exists between you. And if Gojo teases him about it one more time, he might just request a solo mission to get some peace and quiet.
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These headcanons stay true to Nanami’s pragmatic nature even though the aim was slowly built interest in the reader while knowing nothing about them. I had to focus a bit more than usual to keep his personality as exact whilst following the trope and I'm satisfied!! . the ending reflects Nanami’s preference for quiet, meaningful connections over grand gestures.
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Executive dysfunction isn't fun especially when it leads to getting told off
"You don't need an official diagnosis, just use the strategies I use because we have the same thing" miss ma'am we clearly do not, like I literally have symptoms you don't have
#i love my mother but i am too tired right now to be told off because i forget about the applesauce packages on a table in my room#i simply do not have the energy to deal with this#“this will lead to hoarding tendencies” yeah i know so make me go see a professional or give me real advice idk#whatever man i just wanna be able to do things and also live life normally#earlier today i couldn't start working on a project because something that took 2 minutes got split into about 5 different tasks in my head#it's annoying and it took me like 30 minutes just to start that thing#i hate everything sometimes#mo speaks#sorry for rambling but this is the ramble blog
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please don’t be sad little sprout, you are loved 🌱 🖤
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#🌱Thank you<33🌱#I guess my latest vent art post made some of you guys worried. I'm sorry ;;n;; )#but I'm alright. well.. kind of? Like I haven't done anything to myself kind of alright?#maybe I should explain bit about my situation but at the same time I don't feel comfortable to open up too much#but simply said it's about doing art as a job and mental health#Things haven't been going well but I am getting help for my mental health#This is all what I will say for now about my situation#I apologize again that I made you guys worried#but I do warn that I might post more vent art if I get enough energy to draw#this is just one way how I deal with my emotions#but if you don't like vent art I suggest to block the words vent and vent art#I remember tumblr has this option somewhere??#and uhh.. I don't really know how to end this post but thank you everyone who has been sending support<33#I might not know how to reply to them but I have read them all and I'm very thankful for all the support what you guys have given me🌱#Thank you🌱#ask#anon#me talking
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This is my final for one of my graphic design interactive media class...LMAO I would have liked to do more but I was going over the time limit. One of these days maybe I'll be able to expand upon this + improve the black sabbath scene + etc.
#me art#devilman#ryo asuka#akira fudo#ryokira#we were given less than two weeks to work on this... on top of a bunch of other projects expected to be completed#a lot of my peers I saw were doing simply just lyric videos and having fun with like transformations in adobe after effects#which in retrospect is probably a better idea than what I did which is. as you can see. hand drawing every panel for like 2 minutes worth#of content. I hope I will be able to have energy to pull through and finish this term.... after everything I've been having to deal with#I really hope this will not be my last graphic design class :')
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y'all the Lovely Runner withdrawal is BAD. I haven't seen love portrayed in such a generous, radiant, lovely way in a drama in a solid while (I wouldn't count LND in this, though it had MASSIVE potential to hit as hard as LR)....... that was just. so good
#songbird's romcom romp of '24#i do have twinkling watermelon and the chinese drama whose name i forget rn lined up#because i looked at the rest of my to watch list and it looked BLEAK.#as in i dont' think i can handle watching past lives or 20th century girl rn. i simply don't have#the emotional energy to deal with that.#anywayyyyy i miss themmmmmm#lovely runner
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you can tell i have been psychiatrised and chronically ill for a long time because my new gp surgery want to discuss my meds before they approve carrying on my repeat prescriptions and i have been full of deep deep dread and shame ever since i got the text to tell me that
#personal post#please please please let this be simple and easy#i cannot deal with a random stranger deciding to take me off medication i’ve been on for years because they think they know better#i simply do not have the energy for it#this could be so simple
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GODDD.
#marzivents#to preface. i am SLIGHTLY buzzed. as in i have had a single mimosa almost an hour ago#today there has been a… weird??? energy with the family??#my mom and dad are on two different frequencies today but like they’re managing so whatever#my brother and i have been normal i suppose#but we’ve been all together for a little bit to celebrate the new uear and such#clock hits 12. we celebrate. everybody has One mimosa. not a lot at all#that buzz hits me and i’m hanging out. i’m feeling good!#my brother says something or other and we start the motions of one of our go-to sibling disagreements you know the type#and my mother cuts me off says like ‘let’s all relax’ or whatever. i didn’t feel that angry but like?? sure? fine whatever#we stop and i move on. once again not a huge deal to me#then my dad does smth or other. my mom’s been razzing him all day so i decide alright i will also razz him. a little lighthearted teasing#it is NOTHING different from what i normally do. just slightly more frequent#and my dad goes ‘i can’t have an opinion on anything huh?’ and i- committed to the bit- go ‘no <3’ with a smile on my face#like i am simply wanting to fuck around!! the way you do with friends! that is all i am doing!#i get in some other thing with my brother for like .2 seconds before my mom tells us to ‘stop fighting’ again. alright cool#this sort of thing continues. and the air in the room becomes super tense for some goddamn reason???#eventually my dad heads to the garage and my brother follows. while they’re gone my mom tells me i need to cool it and i’m being aggressive#i???? huh???? what???#i was gonna turn to HER and crack a joke like ‘how do you get them to understand that loud doesn’t mean angry?’#because that’s an issue SHE has all the damn time! i was gonna turn to her and bond! but she says that before i can even start to#so my attempt to ease the remaining tension in the room is dead on arrival. in fact the room is even TENSER#maybe it was the champagne or smth but it just fucking got to me. i shut up and turn away and start trying to collect myself#i’m realizing two things. 1- my emotions are less in my control right now and i cannot collect myself here. 2- I Need To Fucking Scream#so i silently pack up and head to my room. my mom knows better and asks no questions#as i was typing this post my brother walks in. i shoo him out without words but he tries to ask questions so i just repeat until he gets it#i feel fucking insane. what the fuck did i DO???? i literally was just fucking razzing. i do that all the time#and sure. i was louder. and yeah it was probably slightly more razzing than i normally would. but i DO NOT FUCKING GET how those two things#would cause as MUCH of a reaction as they did!!! like. i . hello???#the rest is in the replies bc i am out of tags but i am not out of feelings
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ohhh i love that i waited until today to ask my psych for refills and Of Course they’re out of the office starting today until (checks calendar) tuesday. which is basically a week away. and i have 3 vyvanse left. i love that for me
#to be fair i saw an email from their office saying they would be unavailable for some days coming up but i assumed it would be over the evil#turkey holiday. not for 6 days the week before#guess i’ll die! i do have some emergency addy w me for this exact scenario but the bad new is that i hate addy#so ig i will simply just have to deal with the manic energy and big crash that makes me So cranky and having to set an alarm every day to#take a second dose bc if i wait a minute too late i will start crashing and then it’s all over#anyway this is basically my fault and i shouldn’t be annoyed w them. even tho i am
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hugely sick and tired of my family assuming that i'm always miserable and treating me as such. like maybe if you didn't constantly ask me what was wrong with me i wouldn't be so fucking annoyed all the time
#like they start FIRST THING in the morning#i mean am i going through it? yeah kind of#there are things i should probably deal with re: several people that i'm avoiding because i simply do not want to deal#whats the line from buffy. happily vacationing in the land of not coping#but it's not like i'm moping around all the time i'm literally just existing and my mom Takes Offense#this is the second saturday in a row i've just been sitting there eating breakfast and my mom is like WELL DO YOU NOT WANT THIS JOB#?????????????? am i supposed to do a jig before going to the most boring job on earth? i sit in an empty room for six hours#it's not like i said a word about work or anything else for that matter. i was doing a crossword puzzle and minding my business#i am burned the fuck out. i really am#it's not just the october craziness i'm burned out from living with my parents#i was going to go out with someone again and i finally just pulled the plug because i do not have the mental energy at all#anyway whatever the reason i'm tired of being yelled at about it
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Very strange when a blog who has posted trans friendly content in the past reblogs from a very obvious terf including a post that is very obviously terf rhetoric & very obviously transmisogynistic. Like do I send an ask or just unfollow and not even bother
#Kinda at a point where just. Unfollowing anyone and everyone even if they ''don’t realize''#like I’m nonbinary in Florida I have to deal with out and proud bigots + people who are just uninformed on a daily basis#I simply! Do not have the time or energy for people online as well! Who don’t see or willfully ignore things that are like glaringly hatefu#Send an ask best case scenario ''oh I didn’t realize'' (didn’t you?)#Worst case scenario ‘’I don’t care'' ''you’re just reading into it too much''#or just a complete 180 from whatever trans posts from however long ago#Pros and cons of unfollowing… losing a semi-interesting blog to follow hut hopefully seeing less Bullshit ?
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Isaac: *discovers asexuality*
Me:
Me: I hope this doesn’t awaken something in me
#to be quite honest I have been battling those emotions cause I simply do not have the energy to deal with it#I have identified as a lesbian for a really long time and then I had the gender thing and started using she/they and now I have to-#-consider that I might be asexual or possibly aromantic? fucks sake dude#I don’t know man honestly#Heartstopper#heartstopper 2#aromantic#asexual#lgbtq#sorry for the rant in the tags#I have a lot on my mind man
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so yesterday i had someone comment on a post i made on IG telling me how "offended" they were because i'd simply ended my post with the phrase "end the occupation and free palestine." so much of what they said was actually insane racist islamophobic bullshit and they managed to end their comment by calling all muslims terrorists and literally parroted the "they want to kill americans" fucking horseshit.
the person that made this comment was by someone i've literally known since grade school. i'm not close friends with them but i've gotten to know them over the years and never once thought they'd say anything like this. i actually thought it was a bot account for like a full minute.
i'm sadly not surprised at the rhetoric because that's where we are. we're right back to twenty years ago during the post 9/11 / war in iraq / war on terror fervor kicked off. i'm just. i had to fight this shit twenty years ago and here we are all over again, except this time with the added benefit of fucking social media.
if simply saying "free palestine" is so inflammatory for you, then that is your fucking problem to work through.
#this person commented a couple more times after i called them out on their racist remarks#including trying to pull the 'you support baby killers' bullshit#to which i said if you really condemn the murder of children#then by god you'd better be condemning israel who's been murdering them all fucking year. and last year. and every year.#and now this person has sent me multiple DMs trying to backtrack their fucking bullshit#and i haven't even read all of them because i don't have the energy for that. i just don't.#like until you retract your racist bullshit and apologize for it#then i am not giving you the time of day#i don't know you guys#i am not ready for this bullshit all over again; i mean i think all last week i was experiencing some trauma response to it#and by that i mean i dealt with this 20 years ago when i was in high school when i was one of maybe five out of 1500 that actively spoke ou#i don't remember any of my classmates ever saying anything to me; or if they did they certainly backed down if i challenged them on it#it came from the adults in my life – including teachers#when you're 15 years old and literally called a terrorist simply because you stand up and say 'hey this is a bad idea'#and when you are constantly bombarded with commentary about how all middle eastern people and all muslims are terrorists because ... ????#and when you are watching people get harassed and assaulted every single day simply because they *might* be arab because the government ...#... and the media said it was okay to do that#i don't know i guess i never realized it'd affected me until i started seeing the EXACT. SAME. RHETORIC. used *today*#and i'm just a white girl in montana like i can't even fathom the depths of pain this brings on POC who deal with this daily for years#it's just so devastating to see how quickly everyone has jumped on this 'let's kill all the muslims and arabs' train ALL OVER AGAIN#and seeing the horrifying responses by governments to shut down any pro-palestine speech or detain anyone who fucking looks palestinian#like this is just so so so so so so so so so so so so so bad#AND I'M ANGRY AND TIRED AND I NEED TO FUCKING SCREAM AND I'D LIKE TO SCREAM AT BIDEN FOR SUPPORTING GENOCIDE#sorry this is such a personal dump#i just needed to get it out there for my mental health ahahaha man i don't even know#i've already lost two close friends because they were upset that a palestinian on the news didn't condemn hamas in the way they wanted#like they're literally only qualifying palestinians by how they condemn others and not listening to what they're trying to fucking tell you#which is that the occupation and forced displacement of palestinian people is the root cause
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i can’t rewatch the last episode because literally just THINKING about That Scene makes me feel physically ill i’m not exaggerating i almost threw up when i watched it for the second time
#i was SHAKING every time i rewatched it#i can’t deal with this#i have so many emotions my body doesn’t know what to do#so it just starts feeling fucking VIOLENTLY NAUSEOUS and SWEATY and TREMBLY#whenever i dare to even THINK about the scene#like it feels like i am stuffed with energy and emotions and they need to come out somehow or i will simply Explode#i think that’s just an autism thing actually#but ANYWAY i just CANNOT DEAL WITH HOW MUCH I AM OBSESSED WITH THIS SHOW#I HAVE BEEN SCREECHING AND TEARING UP FURNITURE EVER SINCE I WATCHED S2#someone help me calm the fuck down about good omens#i need to just get off my phone for like a solid month and then i’ll be normal#i’m gonna shut up now#good omens#good omens spoilers#good omens season two#good omens 2#good omens season 2#spoilers#go2 spoilers
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i do love tumblr sometimes because someone will make a post about something unusual about someone’s body and the responses are always people being horny for that specific thing like truly no matter what you have going on with your body someone thinks you’re hot and i think that’s beautiful
#obviously people shouldn’t be valued based on if people want to fuck them but like.#sometimes i feel at my core that nobody could ever want me so it’s nice#still do not know what’s going on with my sexuality but at least i have options#like i simply do not want to deal with the logistics and intimacy of sex like. i don’t have the energy for all that
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lso literalllllllllly sobbing i asked for morning shifts not realizing the dunkin I applied to starts at FOUR FUCKING AM.
so i'll be waking up at like 3am. every day. except for Monday, but I'll have to wake up at noon. for the next four months straight. hahahahahahhaha wow. I do not think I'm gonna stay long.
#i mean i honestly have no problem waking up that early but I simply do not want to be that tired.#cause ive been staying up later recently#so i'd get like 3 hours of sleep#and wake up at the ass crack of dawn#i mean...#at least i'll be working there during summer months so it'll be light outside by 4am#that's ... a plus.#the only plus.#im so not about it#idk#im the type of person who wants to have a good time before I run out of time#i want to focus my energy on stuff that isn't really productive#but work usually saps all my energy so I wont have anything left to have a good time.#imean#it isnt even like it's a hard job (IMO) like I genuinely enjoy doing that stuff. I've done it all before. i like working in customer servic#and i dont even mind dealing with asshole customers cause literally why would I they have zero influence over my life.#the only part im having a problem with is the HOURS. waking up at 3 and working 7 days a week...#like i said this is just a temporary arrangement before I can request six days.
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