#sorry this is such a personal dump
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I feel like if you're using a lot of disposable plastic bags in your day to day life, you've gotta do something sustainable to make up for it. Like using bamboo toilet paper or eco friendly cat litter or something, yknow
Honestly I exaggerate for comedic effect, while I DO routinely use ziplock bags to hold spaghetti I cook maybe once a month and the bag itself is usually for freezer storage. I actually throw out maybe one bag a week? I DO hate washing plates and tupperware and junk but that usually just means I eat sandwiches without a plate.
I agree though that needless waste should be avoided, and I do avoid it- biodegradable bags and recyclables, empty butter tubs used to store leftovers, etc.
This said, though, not applicable necessarily for myself but for a lot of others- I feel that it's importat to remember that there are many people who legitimately NEED things like plastic straws, or catheters, or pre-packaged foods
And the idea that that's a moral failing that individuals need to personally make up for when a single billionaire blows out more CO2 in a long weekend than I will in my whole life on a superjet meet-cute in the Bolivian rainforest between humvee drag races funded by the river-polluting textiles plants they planted in a third world country to avoid EPA laws and give an entire village stillbirths and stomach cancer is an idea that those very same bigwigs have spent a LOT of time and money investing in planting in the public psyche.
Like- Glass bottles are infinitely recyclable, so why are so many drinks in plastic now? Loads of drinks manufacturers used to buy them back and clean them for re-use, so why did they stop? If they chose to make something out of a limited and environmentally irresponsible material, why is it my failing to track down a correct process of disposal for them? What if there are none in my area? Do I lobby for more recycling plants in my area? Do I set aside some of my limited time outside the pain factory of my job- which I have more than one of, thanks to rising costs of things just like that drink I just emptied- to properly dispose of this company's waste FOR them?
Say coca-cola just rolled up to your town and started dumping millions of empty plastic bottles in the street, going, "wow, you should really think about building and staffing a recycling depot, it would be really shameful of you to just put these in the trash." When companies purposefully use materials with limited lifespans- because yes, even plastic can only be reused so many times- and tell you it's your own fault if it harms the environment- that's essentially what they're doing, just with more steps.
Yes, its important to be as environmentally concious as we can in our day to day life, but responsible sustainability is not catholicism. We don't get good boy points from our lord and savior Captain Planet every time the average low-income household gathers together to hold hands and repent for a single-use plastic that allows them to access something they need.
Entire families could eat trees and shit dead lithium batteries for years and still not do as much damage to the planet as an average dye plant or braindead celebrity does in a week just for fun, and I'm mad about it
...this went on longer than intended.
TL/DR: DO recycle and minimize waste, but don't beat yourself up over the little waste you can't avoid, and follow the money.
EDIT: Part 2
#I swear to god if any one of you in the notes calls me terminally online or pretends I'm saying you can just dump bags in the ocean#Yes definitely do your best to live sustainably#But also#You personally are not killing pandas#Unless you are in which case please stop#We put too much money into pandas but let them go in peace#Go do some yoga#Sorry if this is a lot but I have a friend with OCD who has legit panic attacks over stuff like this#Like they have to throw out a ripped plastic grocery bag they've had for six years instead of using it to weave yard furniture or smthn#And they'd go into a spiral about killing the planet#So like#I have strong feelings now
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#bro is going through it#also what a drama queen#yes a separate photo dump for Al was 100% necessary#I am very normal about him wdym#hazbin hotel#hazbin#hazbin hotel alastor#alastor#hazbin alastor#alastor hazbin hotel#alastor the radio demon#hazbin hotel spoilers#hazbin hotel screenshots#my post#I’m so sorry to the person who was asking about image descriptions#I don’t know how to do that#aaaaa please forgive me
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don’t think I’ve put any of my zosan doodles on here before bc im shy but it’s mostly a lot of the same
#I honestly don’t think they’d do stuff like this often or much at all im just personally never in the mood to draw anything else#I like to draw hugs and intimacy when im sad and. well!#one piece#zosan#roronoa zoro#vinsmoke sanji#my art#sketches#sketch dump#edit ok the readmore pic broke so I’m forgoing it sorry
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Got possessed by the demons again
#I have a second one I’m gonna post in just a second#I was gonna post them here but it didn’t work with the formatting of the post and it made me upset so two meme edit dumps in one day!#daniil dankovsky#pathologic#the bachelor#the bachelor pathologic#clara pathologic#the changeling#the changeling pathologic#clara saburova#since that’s what just people call her I’ll tag it that way….#even if she deserves like way better parents….girl needs to be adopted by people who actually love her as a person#and not just as for the idea of having a child….sorry I’ll save that rant for another day#🌀my uploads🌀
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If we take that Engineers cord tail wags when happy, does it mean it will also wag when Dell is hugged/tickled or cuddled? :3
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absolutely!!!!
there's a whole diaghram on tail emotions on my blog in the engineer tag somewhere, but it's old an crusty so i aint looking for it
but he 100% does wag his tail. i'd imagine if he's more relaxed (ex. cuddling) it acts more like a cat's tail where it moves gently and slowly
when he's excited it would act more energetic like a dog's tail
generally wags whenever he's content, more excitement = more tail movement
#i'm a cat person so it's a mix of cat and dog bahaviour#tf2#tf2 fanart#engineer tf2#spy tf2#doodle dump#sorry if there's any spelling goofery#i'm kinda tired FUEGEIS#also is that you snail#hi :3#cord tail#engiespy#practical espionage#napoleon complex
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I'm just here to post this photo I took today, that's all. Look at these cuties. My heart...^_^
#i had one of the worst days of my life yesterday and i don't have the mental strenght to write about it#on top of the worst year? ten years?#also...three weeks ago my baby Krobus passed away and it's been so hard not to blame myself#yay trauma dumping in the tags#sorry#personal#my rats#pet rats
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a little headcanon/short story I came up with as I was working on my little luaisy dump in context to this part:
Daisy tends to grossly overestimate how strong Luigi is, simply because he is (in her totally unbiased opinion) one of, if not THE strongest person she’s ever met.
This drawing takes place when Daisy and Luigi’s relationship is still fresh. In the movie verse, she’s heard so many stories about the Super Mario Brothers and how they defeated Bowser, one of the biggest threats amongst all the kingdoms. What’s a few broken plumbers against some of her army, right?
Sarasaland citizens often pride their empire on having the toughest army. When Daisy and Luigi started hanging out more, she put his strength to the test by putting him against 20 of her troops.
It did not go well in the slightest
Mario quickly decided that Daisy was bad news, and it took a while for Luigi to change his mind by saying that she had her own twisted ways of showing affection and that she’s really pretty
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@vulpixfairy1985 @itsavee4117 @peaches2217 @kelbreyworshipper @silenzahra (at your own time ♥️) @pepperycar @dragon-fly34 some Luaisy food for ye 🫖
#wip#I’m just showing the dump one by one atp 😭#Daisy’s also the only one person than Mario who gets to call him Weegee#I’m sorry I love them so much#super mario#luigi#princess daisy#luaisy#luigi x daisy#bb’s hcs#bb’s art
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I've been having a little bit of fun with tomodachi life. Just a little though
#sorry for the photo dump. In my defense its really fun#the person with Jimmy in the 2nd row is Martyn. I hope the rest are recognizable lol#shak's shitpost#???#trafficblr#yes Etho has like a massive beard. I mean no its his face mask guys
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learning to draw the sillies
#welcome home#welcome home puppet show#welcome home arg#wally darling#julie joyful#sally starlight#welcome home fanart#welcome home wally#welcome home julie#welcome home sally#doodle post#doodle dump#trying to figure a way to draw digitally without spending much time on it#these are all very basic but im happy with them#been hella stressed out so creativity juice is hard to come by#also if you copy my tags please dont copy the commentary; those are just personal ramblings#eye contact#scopophobia#FUCK I FORGOT THE CWS#SORRY
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helppp I get so TURNED ON BY BULLYING 💀 you hate me so much that you wanna hurt me?? You want to humiliate me and make me cry? You want me to hate myself to the point where I want to never show my face in public?? Babe that’s so hotttt 😭
#bully me#I love being bullied#I think about hate comments when I play with my pussy#BULLY MEEE#god really fucked up when he made me lol#trauma#personal#trauma dump#dumb wh0re#bully kink#I love the haters#im so cringe I’m sorry
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Mars i fear i may be dying of the plague. I have coughed blood into my sink twice now and my throat feels like I gave really aggressive oral to a scrubdaddy spongue.
Do you have any priest au thoughts/scenarios/rambles to sooth a troublde lad such as mysrlf🙏🙏
hemo. as a guy who has also coughed up blood somewhat recently. it may be time to go to an urgent care and make sure it’s nothing serious. there’s a pretty nasty pneumonia going around rn and if that IS what it is the sooner you get those antibiotics the faster you’ll recover.
as for priest au stuffs: the election kinda killed my creative flow (we’re ballin but we’re stressed) BUT i’ve been trying to flesh out hajime’s backstory a bit for the the past few days so here’s some bullet point brainstorming on that :D
check under the cut for the goods, as per usual ^_^ tw for mentions of child abuse, and also a general warning for priest au-typical horny talk and homophobia
i’ve been thinking abt hajime’s childhood/past a lot, partially bc i don’t feel fully confident writing him until i have the details of his backstory fleshed out. i think his dad was more of the aggressive “no son of mine” type of homophobic, where his mom was more of the “hate the sin love the sinner” type of homophobic. it’s cliché maybe but like. traditional catholic family values yanno. his family does differ from traditional catholicism in one way though: hajime is an only child.
i don’t think hajime was ever The Manliest Man growing up. yeah he was strong from helping on the farm, but he never felt the need to flaunt his masculine attributes. he never wanted to impress girls, he never initiated an arm-wrestling contest, and once he hit teenagerhood he quit wrestling with his friends altogether. when his friends asked him why he never roughhouses with them anymore, he tensed up and mumbled something about it being “weird” and “immature.”
he showed a lot of delicacy towards nature as well, a trait he carries into adulthood! rescuing turtles from roads, gently rehoming bugs, taking care not to step on wildflowers, that sort of thing. he was teased for this growing up :( he’d be compared to a disney princess and the like or just be called a pussy for Caring About The World Around Him. while he still loves nature and knows there’s nothing wrong with that, he does get embarrassed if his gentleness is pointed out— he’s anticipating some sort of reprimand.
been trying to think about hajime’s gay awakening. i imagine once he hit puberty he started having vague… thoughts. they weren’t attached to anyone but he kept it secret anyways since Lust Is A Sin and Masturbation Is A Sin Too and he’s not interested in growing hair on his palms or going blind (he later finds out that those are myths, but for now he heeds the tales), nor is he interested in the scolding he would get from his parents if they found out. from there we have two main options as i see it.
option A: in a parallel of the magazine he finds in Jabberwock, teen!hajime comes across some sort of gay porn. it’s completely accidental— he finds a mag or some other paraphernalia in a log or something, opens it, Realizes what is is, looks around for witnesses, and quickly stuffs it into his jacket. he’s not even sure why, but he knows he’s curious. as soon as he gets home he hides it between his mattress and his bedframe, and that night, when he’s sure his parents are asleep, he grabs a flashlight and starts to look through it. he doesn’t understand why he’s so fascinated until he realizes: he’s breathing heavily, hot in the face, absentmindedly rubbing his thighs together, and, most incriminatingly of all, he’s the hardest he’s ever been in his life. mortified, he shoves the magazine back under his mattress and tries his best to forget about what he saw, tossing and turning as he tries to calm down and go to sleep.
option B: hajime is really close with one of his peers. they’re childhood friends, and they’ve gotten along great forever. at some point, though, hajime starts feeling weird around him. not BAD weird, but… he’s nervous, and his skin seems to buzz whenever they touch, and his heart flutters when he makes his friend laugh, and… he can’t make sense of it all. not until he wakes up one night from a particularly vivid dream, chest heaving, skin covered in a thin sheen of sweat, and his sheets soiled with the evidence of his subconscious sin. he realizes what’s going on, and his heart sinks into his stomach. he does his best to ignore it, but it haunts him.
we could also combine these options and say both of these things happen, but idk yet. i like the loneliness of the porn but i also like the guilt of having to talk to your close friend and pretend you aren’t feeling confusing and frightening things for them.
hajime lives at home until his early adulthood, when he is Caught. if we went with option A for his awakening, then he comes home one day to find The Porn sitting on the kitchen table, its pages now crinkled from years of viewing, and his heart sinks into his stomach. he’s not sure how they found it— maybe his mom was cleaning his room and lifted his mattress? but it doesn’t matter— they Know now, and he has no way to explain himself.
if we go with option B, hajime is caught with that “good friend” of his. he had snuck in via hajime’s bedroom window, at a time they both were sure hajime’s parents would be asleep. unfortunately, hajime’s dad comes up to his room (hajime never learns the original intent of this visit) and opens the door to find his son, hair and clothes a mess, with the neighbor boy straddling his thighs, hands clearly paused in the middle of lifting up his son’s shirt. it’s silent for a bit, and the tension in the air is so heavy hajime feels like he can barely breathe. still, he breaks out of the stupor first, muttering a quiet “you need to go” to his friend without breaking eye contact with his father. the friend gets the message and bolts, leaving via the same window he came from. hajime is now alone with his father, so guilty and scared that he feels nauseous.
regardless of which of these events occurs, the outcome is the same. hajime’s father responds first, yelling and berating. hajime is terrified— he’s seen his dad mad, but never like this. never shouting obscenities and vile words at him. when told to explain himself hajime stumbles over his words, eventually landing on some variant of “i don’t know.” eventually, his father decides words aren’t punishment enough, and hajime gets the shit beat out of him for the first time in his life. he tries to defend himself, but he’s never been much of a fighter, and he doesn’t want to hit his dad, self defense or not. when his father finally storms off, his mother comes near, her eyes brimming with tears. she holds her arms out to hajime, tells her baby to come here. hajime, aching and bruised and perhaps with a freshly broken nose, collapses into his mother’s arms, silently crying into her shoulder as she pets his hair. she holds him close, rocking them from side to side, before she speaks. “oh, hajime, darling,” she starts, voice thick with tears and love, “i’m sorry. we’ve failed you, haven’t we? that’s why you’re doing this to us.” hajime’s stomach curdles at those words, and he quickly excuses himself, washing the blood off his face in the bathroom sink before he locks himself in his room.
regardless of the guilt he carries— he knew he was sinning, after all— hajime knows he is no longer safe at home. his father had never beat him like that before, and he doesn’t know that he would be able to walk away if it happened again. he doesn’t want to leave his mother, but he could tell that she was disgusted by him, too, her words still echoing in his mind. so, hajime packs as many of his things as he can fit into his suitcase, and the next day he leaves town, never letting himself look back. he job hops for a bit before he manages to get his house in Jabberwock— he got really, really lucky with the price of the property.
hajime hasn’t talked to anyone from his hometown since he left, and while he still has his parents’ landline number memorized, he doesn’t dare call. his dad’s probably disowned him, anyhow. sometimes he wonders how the people he grew up with are doing, but he can’t bring himself to go back. it’s not home anymore.
#ask#hemo#priest au#come get your lore dump! this time it’s Sad Mode#do heed that tw though. i get a little intense in this one#sorry hajime i keep putting you through the wringer. in my defense it’s compelling as shit#poor guy…. bruised and bloodied and shaking like a battered shelter dog#i like how a backstory like this sets up hajime’s personality. he was taught to be disgusted by himself#and he knows for a fact that letting word get out about his sin leads only to pain#so of course he’s secretive and self-loathing and all that jazz. of course he’s easy to manipulate#it also makes the church an even greater place of refuge for him#bc for one. father komaeda is going to Save him. he won’t need to be disgusted#and secondly. a church is safe and sacred. father komaeda won’t let anyone hurt him. he’s not in danger there#i also wanna draw some level of parallel between hajime’s father and Father Komaeda. partially bc of the shared title#and partially as a reference to the catholic family power structure and how that applies to other dynamics as well :]#i think it’d be fun if komaeda raises a hand to put on hajime’s shoulder and hajime Flinches. that’s yum#anywho hope this was satisfactory. feel better soon hemo get urself a cough drop
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godddd i wanna like. interact with moots but im so fucking bad at it. hello people who consistently like my posts and generally seem to enjoy my stuff you make my day every time i see you in my notifs. thank you!! /gen
have this gif i made from my fave episode :3
#woah ! the bunny talks !#sighhhhh. sorry im bad at talking.#and interacting in general#two people especially (my gf being one) im always like ''hiiiii omg!!'' every time i see the notif#other person is kleo. hi kleo i love your art!! youre so coooool!!#completely unrelated but ive been chipping away at having an actual platform on here for a while. i think ive officially reached 1 yr#*scratches the back of my head* damn... time flies huh?#but like im still glad that ive made it to this point and i think my new artstyle might actually be helping!!#i love being here and even if i rarely ever actually mention it i love my moots im just very shy#idk if anyone gaf about this or will even read tags but im just. yknow. im kinda dumping my feelings#its like 12:40 and im just feeling kinda bad so i wanted to say some nice things ^^#<- 12:40 am. also sorry for not posting art block is beating my ass and anya has a grip on my brain#ill try to get better but its looking like a bad burnout#sigh.
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my mom passed away a year ago today. it's gonna be a tough day to get through.
my dad and i are traveling out to a fishing spot they loved to go to all the time, and we got permission to spread her ashes there.
i miss her a lot today.
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I believe that a lot of able bodied people do not know the true body horror and medical trauma that a lot of disabled people go through as kids and as adults. And I’m glad they do not know that, but damn it’s annoying af and is one of the few things that makes me pissed.
I had ethanol injected into my face, was poked and prodded by 20 medical students at once when I was a kid, was denied pain medication when I had pain that was worse than being stabbed, and that is just the tip of the iceberg.
And I have friends with many similar stories and I’m sure you all have similar stories as well, please feel free to share them if comfortable or spread this post around.
Being disabled isn’t something cute for your inspiration porn. It’s traumatizing in a lot of cases. And yes it is worse than the shit shown in fiction.
Able bodied people are welcome to signal boost but don’t clown on here
#cripple punk#actually disabled#disability#demon rambles#sorry to the one person this is about but this needs to be out there ( if I have not replied to your post with a heated trauma dump it’s no#you I absolutely promise )#medical trauma#c punk#ableism
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[ID: A five-panel comic drawn in a cartoony style with flat colours and thick textured lines. The first panel shows one of the lethal company crewmates (wearing a plague doctor mask) holding a toy robot in the foreground, asking "I think we have enough, right? Should we go?" Another crewmate in the background wearing cat ears and carrying a box replies "Yeah, sounds good" as they walk off-panel. In the second panel, a small sfx reads "SNAP" and the foreground crewmate turns to look at where the cat ears crewmate left the panel.
The third panel is a much wider spread and shows a view of the end of a room with a doorway, mostly in darkness. One crewmate is lying on the floor on the left hand side of the door, and the other is falling to the ground on the right, dropped by some kind of long-armed creature with its hand extended. The creature is mostly obscured, only its arms and a pair of glowing white eyes visible.
The last two panels show the masked crewmate again, looking back over their shoulder with cartoonishly large eyes, and then vanishing in a puff of crewmate-shaped smoke. End ID.]
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I finally got to play new funny spaceman game
#all art#doodles#comics#lethal company#Ask to tag? Feels kinda horror adjacent#I had so much fun anyway even though my computer was having a Bad time lmao#There was this and also when I died to a turret I was spectating someone else & then switched back to the person carrying my body#Just in time to hear them go 'Sorry felix ):' and unceremoniously dump my body on the ground
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I think im getting better in animation a bit, also i just thought of the Roblox emotes sounds while making this
#eddsworld#tom shat his pants#eddsworld tom#ew tom#tom ew#tom eddsworld#Sorry for this acc being dead shit keeps going down in my life but i do not want this acc to be affected by it nor do i want to dump my#personal issues on random people how come to enjoy art of their favourite characters#hope you like this a lot i have more stuff i need to finish and post here so I'll try my best (D
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