#i shouldve just paid for them then and there 😭
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oh yeah also, heard back from the radiology centre and i can go buy my x-rays from them for $45 😭 like im glad to know there is a way for me to get them but god why do they have to cost almost fifty bucks
#this has been an original post#personal spewage#also its funny to me bc the whole reason i was in this mess was bc i asked them if i could have copies of my xrays the day i got them done#n they were like “you should wait and get them from your dr so you dont have to pay”#but then they!! didnt send the xrays to my dr!! they just sent the freaking. radiologists' report or w/e its called#i shouldve just paid for them then and there 😭#anyway i am gonna buy them as soon as i get paid#whenever that ends up being lol#i have a phone appt w my case manager tomorrow so ill finally find out whats going on there#please god let it go well
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anyways sry its not srs eventually ill get it together . and be a person again. one day
#its just like atm everything that i need is like . not possible. which is oartially my brain being like We have to do this before we this#which sometimes isnt true but sometimes is#like i cant get medicated again or back seeing a psych or back on t until i get a job again#but i cant get a job again utnil i get my ged <- partially untrue but ged would make it a lot easier#but i cant get my ged until i have a job bc it costs money <- if i asked my parents they would probably help me If they had money 2 spare#since like. yk. they want ne to be able to work again so i have money again and ill be another source of income and they care abt me also .#affirmations . ppl donot just see me as a piggy bank they do see me as a person im not judt someone to squeeze money out of thats not how#ppl view me and its fine its fine its fine its fine . it feels so stupid being scared abt that i feel like a rich person whos like She only#likes me for my money 😭 like stfuuu annoying ass. i just ummmm. have a massive fear of debt and like. ppl demanding money from me#unexpectedly or expecting i am going to give them money. not in like a Ohhh fucking ppl want me to donate not it at all im happy to donate#but in like. god this is dumb. eveeytime i got birthday or christmas money as a kid i had to give it to my parents so they could buy food or#gas or whatever. and it never got paid bsck and it felt like shit. but i couldnt ever say no bc then itd be My fault we didnt have food that#week . yk. my first paycheck i had to give it all to my mom for groceries and we got in a fight in the store bc she was like Ok im gonna go#buy pop and my dumbass got upset abt it bc like. my mom told me itd be Necessities nd like. yk. wtvr. it was fucking stupid my entire family#r caffeine addicts so pop is a necessity i was just. rly upset and it felt like my parents saw my money as just. theirs but they had to ask#abt it so i wouldnt get pissy. yk. and they ask me for money a lot usually for food and i dont mind but it like. idk im rly paranoid abt#being a provider and ive got a Lot of guilt abt like. anytime we dont have enough food it feels like my fault bc it was my fault when i wasa#kid if i didnt give up my christmas money for pizza. or whatever. idk its so dramatic like i didnt need the money i was 8 it was selfish of#me to wanna buy fucking. toys or whatever that wasnt more important than My parents being able to get to work or my siblings being able to#fucking. literally eat. or paying bills. like its selfish that im like wahhh wahhh but i wanted to buy vibeo game wif my bday money i#shouldve judt been fucking grateful i was able to help my family. wtvr. I hate connor. wtvr#n then the shit with ugh last year like. yk. and stuff. and then the them stealing 1000 from me not getting into it b4 i get mad. idk.#and im just lazy now i need to get a job again but all the shit like. as i was saying earlier b4 i started whining. idk. i should be happy#that i get to help w bills and stuff that was my dream as a kid#like ever since i was 5 when i was fantasizing abt my future i was like Im gonna marry a prince and then ill be able to afford to pay all of#my families bills and my parents and siblings will be able to go to college and be happy and maybe never have to work bc ill be able to#handle it and ive always like. yk. when i was a dumbass kid i was like Ill go to college so i can get a good job and be useful. of course i#cant ever go to college bc im fucking. useless. and itd just be another burden on my family if i was in debt bc i couldnt help them as much#if i had debt and itd be selfish. and it doesnt matter bc im too stupid to go to college anyway. idk. i wish i could just fix everything#it just feels awful rn im literally just a drain and my family doesnt say it to me yk like. ik theyre happy imback i think they are
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another fratboy! luke installment. percy comes to visit!
part 1 | part 2 | part 3 | part 5 (final)
tagged poseidonsfavchild and lukecastell4n.
yn_yln: baby bro came to visit so we showed him around 🏙️
poseidonsfavchild: you did not buy a single book in that bookstore stop cappin for the gram
yn_yln: 😐 go home
poseidonsfavchild: yw for the last picture
poseidonsfavchild: i couldve lived the rest of my life without seeing yall like that tho
bethchase: dont listen to him. he talks about how cute u guys are when ur gone
liked by yn_yln and lukecastell4n.
lukecastell4n: HA I KNEW YOU LIKED US TOGETHER
poseidonsfavchild: i shouldve pushed u in the water and let u drown when i had the chance
gr0verunderwood: me and bethchase gotta go with him next time!!!
yn_yln: yes!! i miss my kiddos 🥹🩵
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clarisselarue: u and luke are sickeningly cute bye
silenabeauregard: RIGHT
poseidonsfavchild posted a story!
y’all lukecastell4n and chrisr0driguez live like rats wtf is this?
location: kappa sigma house at umm.
lukecastell4n replied to this story:
lukecastell4n: PERCY DELETE THIS
lukecastell4n: we haven’t cleaned yet :(
lukecastell4n: it doesn’t always look like this trust
lukecastell4n: we haven’t had chapter yet and we usually clean then
poseidonsfavchild: “it doesn’t always look like this trust” ive been here for three days and it’s looked like this the whole time
read.
bethchase replied to this story:
bethchase: oh ew 😭😭😭
bethchase: boys are so dirty
poseidonsfavchild: don’t group me with them
bethchase: i once saw a week old pizza in your cabin that had mushrooms growing on top of the mushrooms
poseidonsfavchild: sorry i didnt have time to clean my room i was too busy SAVING OLYMPUS?!
read.
yn_yln replied to this story:
yn_yln: this is why i dont sleep over the ksig house
poseidonsfavchild: I'm gonna stop u right there
poseidonsfavchild: i dont need to know any more about ur sleepovers
read.
tagged yn_yln.
lukecastell4n: recharging on a brunch date with my fav tridelt after the weekend we just had
yn_yln: hot
yn_yln: love you 🩵 spending time with u is a blessing
lukecastell4n: you’re the biggest blessing 🤍
silenabeauregard: AWWWW SHITTTTT
bethchase: CUTE
clarisselarue: KSIG PRES IS A SOFTIE
lukecastell4n: only for my girl 🤷🏻♂️
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poseidonsfavchild: im having a hard time believing that hanging out with me for ONE WEEKEND warrants a “recharge” when ur partying every weekend
lukecastell4n: percy you almost fought the chipotle staff TWICE
poseidonsfavchild: I PAID FOR GUAC SO I DESERVE MY GUAC
yn_yln: YOU paid? 🤨
poseidonsfavchild: MY SISTER PAID FOR GUAC SO I DESERVE GUAC
lukecastell4n: and the second time?
poseidonsfavchild: i didnt like their vibe idk
gr0verunderwood: percy 🤦🏾♂️
tagged lukecastell4n.
yn_yln: being in love is fun when u dont have ur little brother in ur ear telling u it’s gross that you’re dating his idol
poseidonsfavchild: I CALLED HIM MY IDOL ONCE
poseidonsfavchild: i’ve grown. i’m no longer young and naive.
gr0verunderwood: LOUD INCORRECT BUZZER. he always asks what we think luke's workout is. he's tryna get like him.
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poseidonsfavchild: I TOLD YOU THAT IN CONFIDENCE
lukecastell4n: i gotchu lil bro
poseidonsfavchild: don't ever call me that again.
lukecastell4n: i love you forever and ever
liked by yn_yln.
silenabeauregard: wait the second pic!!! where is that!!!
yn_yln: the museum downtown on 6th!
silenabeauregard: ty!!! charliebeck we need to go.
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#hehe silly post#frances writes#luke castellan#luke castellan imagine#luke castellan pjo#luke pjo#luke castellan fanfic#luke castellan x reader#luke castellan smau#luke castellan x you#luke castellan x yn#luke castellan x y/n#percy jackson smau#percy jackson fanfic#percy jackson#pjo fanfic#pjo smau
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Hiii SydCarmy has me down bad 😭😭 pleeease if you wouldn’t mind writing one where Sydney and Carmy are at a family dinner and Donna physically harms Sydney in some way and Carmy looses it. Protective Carmy is for the people 🫡
idk about physically harming but i def think donna would say something sneaky.
"go ahead and take my son away from me again so i can die alone. you'd probably like that huh, sydney?" donna spits while looking straight across the dinner table at sydney.
the restaurant goes silent.
it's just the three of them at the table sydney feels like she's one on one with donna. the whole time donna was doting over carmen and telling him how much she missed him and didn't say a word to sydney. it wasn't until carmen mentioned sydney had already moved in when donna started getting pissy.
"ma? what are you saying? im right here?" carmen rasped while squeezing sydneys hand under the table and reaching for his mom's over the table.
donna cut her eyes at sydney. "i'm saying youre going to let this bitch run all over your life and take you away from me."
carmen stood up abruptly. "what'd you call her?"
donna stood up as well and grabbed her purse. "i called her a bitch!"
"that's fucking it," carmen grabbed donna by her shoulders and led her outside. sydney didn't want to follow in case she made things worse.
once outside carmen got in his mom's face. "i'm not going to let you call my girlfriend a bitch! you come in here drunk and dont fucking say you werent because you reek right now! youre going to drink yourself to death! the only person thats going to push me away from you is YOU!"
donna stared blankly at carmen. "dont act like im the problem. so what if i had a glass of wine before i came! what, i cant treat myself anymore?!"
carmen pulled his phone out and placed an uber for his mom. "im getting you an uber right now because it's never just one glass of wine. more like an entire case."
donna opened her mouth like she wanted to say something but thankfully she didnt and left in her uber.
back in the restaurant sydney had paid for their meal and waited patiently for carmen.
"hey im really really sorry for that. i shouldve known she would show up drunk-"
sydney shook her head and grabbed his hand. "it's okay. i know fucked up families. you dont have to apologize."
carmen smiled at her and they walked out the restaurant together
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thanks for tagging me @ghostradiodylan !!
1. Three ships: Rylan my beloved they do no wrong. theyre the epitome of awkward bashful and honest gay summer teen romance with the perfect contrasting note of horrific life threatening monsters which is unsurpassable genre peak. and yeah ngl its pretty rare that i get behind a ship but two others i can think of are amity/luz from the owl house (but mostly in season 1 because they do cute anxious crushing stuff and after that they just kind of turn into supportive gf A and supportive gf B), and legosi/louis from beastars because how do you just gloss over neurotic homophobe slut ptsd theatre twink x weird brooding puritan loser freudian pervert and the fact that it does WORK too like hello
2. First ever ship: i wanna say gregg and angus from night in the woods?? i remember i was in that weird sexual orientation puberty where you literally know you're gay but it's not like a consciously meaningful part of your identity so i remember seeing them and thinking wow that's cool that they're boyfriends i guess idk. also i'm inexorably drawn to their existence for some reason and my lockscreen is them cuddling with the lazy morning light peeking through the curtains
3. Last song: My Kink is Karma - Chappell Roan, im a sucker for moody electronic pop and that album DELIVERS
4. Last film: i watched the first three movies in a pirates of the caribbean marathon with some friends which ngl after the first one feels like trying to suck sugar water out of a sock 😶 the last film i personally chose to watch was the 1976 Carrie! it was nice being able to watch it and appreciate it as an adult with an education and not a teen recluse going "yeah carrie you show those villain highschoolers what's what"
5. Currently (re)reading: Shakespeare's Twelfth Night! i have my old copy from highschool open next to me and the 2012 shakespeare's globe production up and i just sit and sift between watching and reading and analysing it, just like when i first learned it in class. i'm not really sure why i wanted to reread it again in the first place, but i find it kind of soothing to read older texts where the language and culture's a little ways off from its modern successors. i find it calming to kind of pull those stories back in a way we can understand with its old contexts and writing, and see more and more of that timeless human experience shine through. sudoku for english nerds i guess LOL
6. Currently watching: my watcher's stamina has actually gotten so shit im ngl like i actually haven't watched a show in months 😭😭😭 the last show i watched was bluey (which was pretty good! (and pretty indicative of the kind of attention span ive got these days 😂👌))
7. Currently consuming: this horrible like nutraloaf nightmare bowl i made because my appetite was really poor today and at 5 pm or so i was like ugh well id better eat something quick and dense if im not gonna have a proper meal so i insulted God and put together reheated smashed potato (in the microwave so they lost all their crunch and flavour) + dried roasted edamame beans + peanut butter + regular butter + cheddar + yoghurt + whole salted almonds in a bowl and had a slice of walnut fig cake as a side. that thing needed a censor bar like i was in the trenches trying to get that down im ngl. eating that meal took more energy out of me than what it gave back like i knew i made something unholy and then immediately paid for it like it was so frankenstein and his monster right there on that kitchen counter
8. Currently craving: literally anything after that like god damn 😭😭😭😭😭 otherwise ive been hankering for a good chana masala and naan combo cus there's literally never a day where i'll turn south asian cuisine down like aw man i shouldve just gone out and got some of that to eat today ugh god damn it
also im ngl i don't really know who to tag cus i only started having a presence on tumblr like barely a month ago and ive only meaningfully interacted with like 3 people since then so um!! whoever's out there lurking around on my blog if ya wanna participate feel free! and either way, thanks for readin my ramblings regardless :)
#personal#wow this came out like really long i hope thats ok :x#id been meaning to watch ghosts!!! i saw like two loose clips n the first was funny and the second made me tear up#i was like sigh let me add this to the list....#ive been meaning to be more active on here but im gettin caught up in irl business forgive me yall
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going insane over these tags a reward for being alive it feels poetic and beautiful ough 🫶🫶🫶
so vietnam theres all sorts of migration from regions to regions to big cities for work n stuffs! also the dofference stemmed from there being a separation mostly due to geography and history we started off 4 thousand years ago in the north with a small chunk and teeny country and grew all the way til our current size and maybe like the french i think divided the country to rule and out government is in the north (currently) but back in the days there was two and politics and im really falling short at my own history ough i shouldve paid more attention in class 😭 but anyways the most obvious reason is that we’re a long country
^ looky long S big S very rich coasts and tourism we got a beaut piece of land
the monday thing im not so sure and i looked it up! very surprisingly this way of naming the weekdays originated from …. Portugese religion spreading people (idk the word to call but they were convincing locals to christainity i think) and like sunday is God’s day so monday is the second day translated from “segunda-feira” (means the second market time)
interesting….. i didnt know portugese peeps ever visited! :o!
yeah the stone lions are never painted (at least the ones i saw) theyre usually made of stones and maybe precious ones in prestigious buildings, offices or company’s buildings here usually uses cement ones, i read on wikipedia that theres also resin versions (like they mass produced the lions for business places to put to attract business) but ive never seend resin lions before maybe that kind’s not popular here
the lions represents yin and yang yang is the male one (with the ball) and yin is the female (with littol cub) its like balances out and its adviced mever to have like two of the same gender cuz thats breaking the equilibrium i think :D
in the past its reserved to rich peeps but now theyre mass produced to place to guard just in general big places.
the pro of fengshui are like people whove learnt lots about these things the placement of stuffs in a house, where the house is facing, where to put the bathrooms. also i think dates on when to do things, chinese culture and cultures heavily influenced by the chinese value alot on those, according to one of my teacher at school she told me that usually people before buying a new home & when theyre designing how to build it, would hire and bring along a fengshui master. and big apartments and residential areas definitely need fengshui masters to look at them before deciding the final blueprint!
ive never met a pro fengshui master tho, cuz my parents are big nerds and studied the art of fengshui themselves >:D!! especially my dad and he just kind of choose and observe stuffs idk the details but mans just got knowledge stored in his brains going brrr when they check out real estates
that just reminded me of another belief! so everyone here knows that having a mirror or any reflective surface opposite of where you sleep that could reflect you in your sleep is unlucky as hell. like youre gonna get taken over by spirits or something terrifying like that, cuz mirrors are like portals to whatever spooky place over there.
and so walking into a hotel you would just know it was built by western vietnamese investor. cuz western big boss dont care bout the mirror placements usually, and like would place a whole ass flatscreen tv at the foot of your bed, or like once the mirror was so directly under my feet and reflected my entire laying down position that my mum had to carefully tuck a bath towel over it. per my request since i felt the chills as soon as i sat on the bed noticing my own reflection ough.
HIIII. This is aurhisaurelio this is my main blog idk if ive said it. I keep forgetting to tell ppl. Dhkdbdjdjd NEWAY HIIIIII. Do you believe in lots of superstitions? Like the one with the hair and nails stuff. Here in my home we have a supersttion where u shouldnt sweep the floor at night cause it sweeps away bad luck! I follow that.
Neway its rlly fun to talk to u abt food and now this !!!! And ESPECIALLY the mythical beast thank u so much for sending that to me i saw pictures in the Google AND THEY ARE SO PRETTYYYYY!!!,
:O i thought the accounts got a similar vibes XD *puts down in my notes that this is the same person*
so we got a similar one that like the first day (or was it three days?) of lunar new year you cant sweep or its equivalent to sweeping new year’s luck out of the house :o! we do clean the house mostly at night tho XD (at least my family does)
superstitions to me are like suggestions, i believe in them just in case 👀 like if there sre no risk &/ inconvienieces to following them imma follow them to prevent whatever bad things that could maybe happen!
yo theres one tho my mum told me about when i was really young so it stuck with me, ‘do not comb your hair on the car - or any vehicles’ cuz like when you comb your hair some strands will fall out and that meant like a separation of sort and seperation and being on a vehicle could be bad omen to an accident :O! <- also important note that i strictly follow this due to going by cab lots and idk if the driver was really superstitious they could get realy mad and even drop you off in the middle of the streets :0!
one that i choose to not believe is like shaving your head = bad omen (cuz my mum told me ancient people - modernly this superstition is specifically referring to to women - only do that when something life changing/in a bad way happened to them like having a big loss usually like being widowed)
ikrrr such pretty mythical creatures, with a similar appearance, leading to my next thought the stone lions!!
i also love stone lions that guard doors and entrances to places they are so cool, literally once i saw two made of some sort of stone (im guessing maybe marble) but they were so cool to the touch i hugged one (i was but a small child at the time) they were so smoothly carved i think they belonged to a temple (hence the dedicated shaping)
my old school also got two but they were rough on the surface and i kept picturing being slammed into one (definitely would rip skin they were made of like gravel and cement poured into a mould or something so the texture was that of the road’s asphalt 😔)
#mirrors are so scary 😔#i was terrified of mirrorsfrom the age 9-16#half here half there about them currently 👀#still hella creepy tho#but at least i dont duck whenever i walk into the bathroom to avoid the mirror in the early morning and nighttime anymore!#long post
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Sakura
(for this ask game) SAKURAAAA i dont talk about her enough omg...
favorite thing about them
i LOOOVE when shes mean and bitchy. like yes let inner sakura out. like call someone a bitch... punch them........ yes...YES!!
least favorite thing about them
the whole sasuke thing sorryyyy thats such a cop out but its true.._(:3 」∠)_
favorite line
brOTP
her and sai! i think they’re really underrated and they could be really good friends if sai was given the screen time if more attention had been paid to their relationship ^_^ they’d be really funny and bitchy and mean and i love that for them
OTP
inosaku is SO CUTE T_T sorry i love the fact that theyre childhood best friends and i love that they grew apart and came back together(i just wish we saw more of them in canon after they became friends again) and i love that they’re still like friendly-bitchy to each other after. LOVE love their fight during the chunin exams
nOTP
sasusaku but that’s another cop out so like ermmmm any sakura ship with someone whos like twice her age(kakashi, sasori, etc.) and itachi and sakura. like what even are these ships, just make a self insert, stop projecting onto poor sakura. what did she ever do to you?
random headcanon
her hair is dyeddddddddd. ik she has pink hair as a kid but like she couldve been dyeing it for awhile... neither of her parents have pink hair(her dad is close-ish in color but it’s not the same)
unpopular opinion
i dont think shes the spawn of the devil for having messy feelings when placed in messy situations at age 15?😭 like she was funny for lying to naruto she had a crush on him to stop him from chasing sasuke and she was funny for trying to kill sasuke(even if she like immediately gave up on that goal) and honestly kishi shouldve kept sakura on an equal power level to the boys and kept her as an actual threat to sasuke and trying to actually kill him it wouldve been so fun and interesting...
song i associate with them
comme des garçons by rina sawayama. ugh. #girlboss
favorite picture of them
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