#i should just write this fanfic already
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don’t know how i feel about my favorite fandom ship becoming toby rogers/eyeless jack/leo valdez plus ticciwork and also lazari’s their adopted sister/daughter and also leo’s in a bit of a situationship with jason
never gonna find content for this outside of myself this sucks
#creepypasta#ticci toby#eyeless jack#leo valdez#heroes of olympus#the ppl who ship toby/nico di angelo i see u#but also pls consider toby/leo/jack plus ticciwork living in a lil cottage in the snow together#all domestic like with lazi making a snowman outside#and also maybe kate the chaser and x virus living in their shed#just a lil family of serial killers and cannibals yknow#i’m just reinventing the slendermansion at this point#i should just write this fanfic already#crack ship
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For awhile I’ve had this image in my head of Durge sitting with Astarion the final night before they reach Baldur’s Gate and giving him the True Love’s Caress ring. Astarion scoffs and makes some joke about it being a bit early for Durge to be proposing with the ring of a Sharran cleric who got her husband killed. Probably cursed. Que romantique.
And Durge just tells him no. It’s not a proposal. He just knows Astarion is going to be on edge as soon as they reach the city, and it’s going to be hard for him to relax until they can find Cazador and interrupt the ritual. But Durge will wear True Love’s Embrace, and if Cazador finds them first and comes for him, Astarion can activate the warding bond to share the burden of whatever happens while Durge hunts him down and finds him.
And Durge will find him. Astarion might not want to need protection, and Durge might not be able to protect Astarion anyway, not from Cazador or even himself. But he will make sure Astarion never has to suffer alone again.
Because they’re not alone. Neither of them. Not anymore.
#I should just fucking write the fanfic already#my brain is rotten#bg3#astarion#baldur's gate 3#baldurs gate 3#durge#durgestarion#bg3 astarion#astarion ancunin#dark urge#bg3 dark urge#bg3 durge#astarionology
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Me with the live action How to train your dragon, this is a travesty truly
#how to train your dragon#httyd#I hope that all this does it revive love for the og and people revisit it#I really want this to atleast help the fandom get bigger if nothing else#it’s the least it can do#toothless looks the same what is the point of a live action remake yall#is it gonna be the same beat for beat?? why not just watch the oh#besides money of course that’s all the companies care about but I just don’t care about live action remakes#the actor looks so tall to be hiccup I miss teh animated version already#gonna watch some dragons edge and write some fanfic to get this off my mind yall#all I want is for it to spark people to rewatch the og and get back into the fandom and make the fandom larger then we all forget about it#we all should jsut disregard it like a year later like what that didnt happen#if it’s really good I’ll eat my words but yall it’s not looking like it will be good
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(reading my own fanfiction) wow, this is so good, I wish the author would write more
#i wish the author would just finish them already theyre so good#i have so many work in progresses it's not even funny#should i upload them#writers on tumblr#writing#fanfiction#fanfic#fanfic writers#wip#sherlock holmes#acd sherlock holmes#john watson#acd holmes#acd canon
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hi have a lil collection of zack/chris fics i finally got around uploading yayy all rated mature but its the all-smoke-but-no-fire type of stuff. theres implications but no actual act. read the tags that are probably lacking but i cant brain at 4am anymore ough
handle me so right
i can become anything under your touch
i want to show you
how i look at you is something i cant explain
#night writes#wrestling#fanfic#im particularly proud of that last one. i honestly do think its one of my best ones. maybe ever#just yeah. uploading these took a lot out of me mentally. please accept them ;;#im probably not gonna upload these to the sideblog (apart from the first one thats already there) so here you go#i just have permanent brainworms about these two. and i actually have even more fics that these. yeah its that bad. might be terminal#i should lay down wowie#night is an absolute mess on main
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Why am I not good at anything I do :(
#not to vent on main but man. everything i do is terrible#my art fucking sucks i cringe whenever i even see it#i should just give up already lmao ive been drawing for years n my art still looks like it's drawn by a kid#my artstyle fucking suuuckkks it's so unoriginal n doesnt look good at all#my fanfics r so awful too. the writing style is so choppy n uninspired#rereading them again n holyshit i hate them so much??#i wanna delete all my art n fanfics from every social media i posted them in#i hate everything i make#tryibg to learn a new skill rn too n i think i just gave up on it cuz it's too hard#why am i like this#i should just stop creating#whats the point if im never gonna be good enough#i havent drawn anything in so long. i dont even enjoy drawing anymore cuz nothing i make is good#i hate myself
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queerplatonic johnlock is so important to me i don't think you understand
#like#it's what they have don't deny it#sure i like when they're romantic/sexual a lot#but i have issues and i just need them to be happy and let holmes be aroace#idk man i'm tired#sorry this doesn't make sense#but do you get it?#i want you to get it#i need to have more connection to sherlock holmes than i already do as well y'know#because i don't understand romantic/sexual relationships at all and i want him to be like that as well#idk i should just write fanfic instead of ranting in the tags#they're my boys okay#will protect them until the end of time#sherlock holmes#john watson#johnlock#acd holmes#queerplatonic
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Please infodump about the JayTimSteph Grotesquerie AU WIP if possible.
OF COURSE i've been thinking about it since i saw the trailer and now it's a little brainworm. (disclaimer i've not watched the first two episodes yet, this is like. solely on the vibes of the trailer. some details might change once i. watch the show depending on if i follow it or just go with the vibes the trailer gave me. which also means there will be no spoilers for the show if you care about that.)
the current idea involves Detective!Tim, Nun!Steph, and Priest!Jason. the vague idea for the plot so far is that a serial killer leaves a *very* artful display of a crime scene inside of the church that Jason and Steph operate out of. Tim is assigned as the leading detective on the case and ends up in a relationship with the both of them as he spirals in madness trying to catch the killer.
for Steph, i want to explore the idea of her father, Cluemaster, being a *very* prolific and artful serial killer who's whole gimmick was sending clues to the police until he was caught when Steph was still a child, and her and her mother were forced to go into witness protection for their own safety, which led her down the path of becoming a nun. it was a defining childhood moment for her to walk in on one of her father's crimes, so when she's the one who finds the crime scene in the church, it *immediately* sends her back to her childhood and she's caught between PTSD-fueled horror and a sick, enticing fascination. she wanted to become a journalist before going into WITSEC but that career was basically all but ruined for her. now she runs the small newspaper for the church and is desperate to write on the first "real" story she's ever had, dragging her into an intense obsession over the crime and trying to prove she can solve it.
for Jason, i want to deal with his history as Bruce. the current idea is that Bruce is Tim's police chief who adopted Jason and Dick from a young-ish age and raised them to be detectives, taking them to crime scenes as teenagers and teaching them the ins and outs of how criminals think. it leads to Dick becoming a detective, but when taking them to crime scenes led to Jason being kidnapped and brutally tortured by "Jack Napier", almost dying. Dick kills Napier to save Jason and it fractures their little family so badly that Dick switches departments to another city and Jason runs away at 17, eventually happening upon joining the clergy. he's the new, young priest in the church who's known for being very pretty but very emotionally distant even if he's nice enough. and he's *pissed* that Bruce is in his church investigating a murder and that no matter where Jason goes, he can't seem to get away from the horrors.
and for Tim, he's the young new detective in his department who is *entirely* unaware that he's been taken under Bruce's wing bc Bruce is treating him as a surrogate replacement for Dick and Jason. haven't fully decided his backstory yet, but it'll likely be similar to canon with losing his mother and father. i kind of want him to be lost and lacking a sense of direction. very gifted in noticing patterns and detective work, but it's clear he doesn't *really* want this job. and when he's assigned as the lead on a case that feels *way* too big for his experience bc Bruce is showing clear favoritism, he's forced to go to Steph for help, which leads to Jason ending up wrapped up with them too.
despite how heavy the plot *sounds*, i honestly want this fic to be like. 40% porn. like the show i want to explore a lot of fucked up sexual interests in Jason who's punishing himself for it, Steph being too interested in things for her own good and desperate for a taste of what "real life" feels like, and Tim just being incredibly repressed. like i want the line between horror and erotic to feel like a jumprope. lots of fucked up sex balanced with like. them actually trying to catch the killer. and then of course the emotional aspect of how Jason's baggage with Bruce works into all of it. also want Tim to have a mild hero worship for "the great Detective Dick Grayson" while being clueless that he's Bruce's son and Jason's brother. i sort of want it to be Steph-centric, but still have POVs from Tim and Jason just to round out their emotional arcs. i haven't fully decided everyone else who'll be in the fic but i know i want Cass to be a fellow nun and friend of Steph's, Babs to also work at the church, Helena to be Tim's favorite coworker, and possibly for Damian to be around somehow. those roles will probably get more fleshed out when i. watch the damn show tho.
anyway TLDR: religious imagery, body horror, kinky sex, and a mystery that might break everyone psychologically once they get to the bottom of it. i have some very specific scenes and dialogue planned out. probably cannibalism as a metaphor for love thrown in there too. idk i just want these three to be as fucked up as possible and unhinged about each other but fighting their repressed side with their unhinged feral side. and since it doesn't exist by god I'll create it.
#necrotic answerings#necrotic works in progress#jaytimsteph grotesquerie au#<- temp tag until this fic gets a real name#jaytimsteph#when i shared this idea with my partner they were like. this should just be an original book#and yeah they're right but given it's derrivative of a show i don't think it *can* be. ergo. fanfic.#and i'm *already* writing one fucked up romance book with serial killers and a nun okay i've hit my quota.#but tysm for asking about this anon i was so excited to talk about it.#also! one scene idea i have in my head involves the three of them getting attacked#and jason killing the attacker with tim's firearm. which tim basically snatches from him and takes the blame for the kill#and even tho he's in the clear legally bruce sitll forces him to do a psyche eval that he hates.#and meanwhile jason asks tim to “punish him” not bc he killed the guy but bc he *enjoyed* it.#very fun scene for like. the descent into madness of the three of them getting more and more unhinged trying to solve this case.#like how far are they willing to go type shit#also i have a *lot* of sex scenes planned.#don't ask me who the killer is i haven't decided yet#i'm leaning on it being someone connected to tim tho#just to flesh out his backstory more. so we'll see#anyway i'mso happy to ramble about this fic idea to anyone who wants to ask more about it bc it'll help me develop it more#i've got the basics down but i'm an outline girlie at heart so i need evertrhing planned out for it to work yk.#this is my petition to make more ppl care about jaytimsteph. they're so cool i swear.
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fic where Bobby, for some reason, becomes a demon and it's like a fucked up version of that scene from twilight breaking dawn where Crowley is watching him figure out how to do cool demon shit.
and later, Crowley calls up the boys to reintroduce them to "Robert."
and Dean's like "Who the hell is Robert?"
and Bobby steps forward in whatever vessel he's gotten himself and says "What, you idjits don't recognize me?"
and Sam and Dean are too shocked to say anything.
#and then later they fix him or whatever idk#i just think bobby should get to be cool and sexy and evil for a while#(i mean he's already cool and sexy but the evil bit would make him even more so)#i might actually write this?#but i feel like first i need to rewatch the show and refamiliarize myself with the lore so i know exactly what i'm flagrantly disregarding#crobby#crowley#bobby singer#spn#supernatural#fanfic ideas
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For once I'm begging for fics with crown prince Wilhelm in it where that's not just portrayed as a bad thing where he is miserable and he and Simon are struggling but where it can work out and be good 😩
Or give me fics where you have the s3 ending but it didn't solve everything and they don't live a happy 'normal' life and have struggles. Both should be possible, there is not just one option for the way you can write those two outcomes. That's what fanfiction is for - to create and explore different alternatives. I see so many s1 or s2 canon divergence fics but where are the s3 canon divergence fics? Please, I'm begging 😩
#yeah i'm whining#and before anyone says just write it yourself - i already am! it would just be nice to read some other fics as well#but it's tough out there#it's so hard to find anything i can enjoy anymore and that doesn't make me upset just at a single mention of 'abdication'#why are there no creative minds who create different universes and disregard season 3 pls i need it#young royals#personal#yr fanfic#idk if i should even put this in any tag but maybe it could encourage people#like yes i wanna read that! and others too! don't be afraid to write that if you want to but think no one would like that#or think you're betraying the show in some way if you write about that idk but please go for it! don't let popular interpretations stop you#and also yes if you know any fics like this please let me know!!
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Since summer is short and goes by quickly, I'm considering posting two chapters a week for my WIP.
I hope you don't mind. Well, in any case it's more content for you. I hope to be able to keep the pace though but if I don't do that it'll be over towards the end of September and it's not really summer anymore. At least in my mind. I'm putting pressure on myself, but I'd really like to get it done before school starts or something like that.
I'll keep you posted about any update anyway.
My offer still stands if some people are interested in me doing a tag list. You can dm me or tell me in the comments or send me an ask.
#I keep talking about my wip#it shows how much I'm excited about it#but I understand that it can be boring#I'm also excited to keep writing and posting#I want to be done already but because I like it so much#but I'm also having fun working on this#I should just enjoy the ride#but I also do#it's hard to be me sometimes#anyway maybe you don't care that I change the posting schedule#it doesn't change much for you actually#destiel#deancas#castiel#dean winchester#summer paradise#tag list#posting schedule#writing fanfiction#au fic#ao3 writer#destiel fanfiction#destiel fanfic#destiel fic#my destiel fanfic
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#i don't write fanfic and don't have an interest in it but i kinda wish i did bc i'm a writer and i feel weird posting original work that i#legit want to submit for publication on like. ao3 that is nawt my territory. but also. specifically it's so easy to build a fandom bc there#already is one so if you write enough fanfic then fans of that media will translate to fans of...you...anyways. airing some#confusion about self promo...wouldn't call it frustration per se bc i have somewhat aggressive insecurity abt my work. this also applies#to traditional art bc i'm a painter but i don't put a lot of effort into fanart (not disdainful i just have a lot of personal concepts i#prefer to develop bc ik i have the tools to do so) so when i post my paintings they basically get stranded#bc they aren't always of a popular character which is not tumblr's fault i get wanting to see art of specifically your Blorbo#BUT WHERE DO I POST ABT MY JOAN OF ARC PAINTING I'M ALMOST DONE WITH...#LIKE THERE IS NO TUMBLR FANDOM FOR MISS JOAN hnnngrrrhrhh#en ee ways idk if this is necessarily a vent but how tf do i build an audience who wants to see my original work without starting from a#place of derivation...should i just suck it up and make arcane fanart and write homophobic athlete gay sex#WELL. that was really long kiss kiss mutuals.#me yapping
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guy who can't go five minutes without having a Project. finished the second draft of my fantasy book back in june and wrote an entire first draft of my novella in july so im currently on hiatus from both of those and im losign my mind. i Need a Writing Project. yes i have a screenplay that i should start writing. no im not doing it
#audie talks#audie writes#i started writing a voltron fanfic out of boredom last night the situation is so dire#i should just start the screenplay... i already have a full outline for it and a bunch of scrapped scenes from a class i took a few yrs ago#plus i literally need to have a polished draft of this screenplay to apply to grad school in uh. about a year. a lil more than a year.#so. i should get on that. pkay i've convinced myself i just needed to rant into the void thanks tumblr
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My cousin, a published writer, a well-known poet in my country and a literature professor, for whom I've always been no.1 support ever since her first attempts at writing in high school, told me that I must stop writing as a hobby because that's her thing and since I'm writing fantasy mostly my writing could never have any important artistic value anyways.
#what happened was that i was feeling really down these past few days#like mental health dead in mariana trench#and i went to visit her because she lives like 10 minutes away and has a cat i can play with#but yesterday morning a friend of mine made a fanart (i guess i can call it that) of a fanfic i am writing for the five of them#she sent it to me and said she's also working on an actual painting on a camvas of her fave scene from my original story#and i was so surprised and exicted#that's actually a too mild description#and when i was visitting my cousin i showed her the pic of the drawing on my phone and explained it to her and she just said ....ehh..#and started texting someone#i was sitting there feeling stupid and thinking wow you could have at least praised my friend's art sytle or something#and when i was getting ready to leave she asked me if i was aware my writing has no artistic merit and fantasy is trivial literature#so i should just stop wasting time on that and focus on developing my art style more for her future poetry collections#i do the art for her book covers#and added how we already have an established writer in the family so i should focus on my role - becoming a good pharmacist#and she knows how much i hate that i'm studying pharmacy like it's the no.1 cause of me hating the direction in which my life is going#finished it off by saying she feels like what she's doing in going to be really great and important on a large scale one day#and how she wants me to continue being her shadow that follows and supports her#i left went home and started at a wall for hours#i just feel so dumb for getting excited over a silly drawing of something not more than 5 people will ever read#i genuinely hate the idea of people reading anything i write so most likely writing will just remain a hobby for me#and now i feel like the most stupid person on earth and am this close to deleting all my word documents from both my laptops
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After a lot of rewriting, and breaking my own heart doing some research, here it finally is: a second part to the finish line, except this time it's Blanche who can't sleep. (Yup, more post-finale angst. You're very welcome)
Summary
Blanche lies awake at night, thinking. Wondering where she went wrong — wondering if maybe, it's her fault that Dorothy left them. (An additional scene from Blanche's pov for the finish line, but can be read as a standalone)
#this went through several versions and a couple of editing rounds#and at some point i figured i should just get over myself and post it already#so that's exactly what i'm doing now!#i rewatched some of blanche's emotional episodes to research this and let's just say i gave myself a *time* with that lol#the golden girls#my writing#blanche devereaux#golden wives#fanfiction#ao3#fanfic#writing
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btw mentor!miguel is very important to me. In my heart.
#I would gladly read any mentor apprentice dynamic over any kind of romance but that’s just me#I just value mentors a lot ig??#atsv#across the spiderverse#miguel o'hara#please I’d love to see more mentor Miguel stuff because with his personality I feel like he’d bounce off of other characters well enough#ESPECIALLY the dynamic between a character like him and an apprentice that’s super energetic and a little annoying#I would melt#also nervous apprentice h#Maybe I should start writing fanfic for myself but I’m too tired to I already have a warriors story in the works and I’m barely a chapter i#It’s been 6 months I need to get it over with smh
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