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Late night posting BUT:
I just cannot unsee this!!!
#pokemon#pokemon scarlet and violet#how to train your dragon#i should be sleeping right now lol#but i can't stop thinking about this!!!#i couldn't wait till morning!!!#and considering that Koraidon and Miraidon's design's were heavily inspired by Toothless#and that the DLC introduced us to two other characters that are now part of the Crater Crew#it's not far off!!#it needed to be said!!!#I've also been binge watching Race to the Edge as i was drawing too lol#The Protagonist is technically the Hiccup of Scarlet and Violet if you think about it!!!
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Some fantasy traveler inventory details (like what they would carry in their bags), based on two of the recent costumes I did.. love finding random little scraps and items and putting them together lol
#it's obvious who's is who's since they match their outfits HOWEVER.. consider if they were switched lol#evil villain looking man carrying around pressed flowers in a cutesy lacy pouch#fantasy costume#what's in my bag#actualyl that would have been funny to make a video. I should make a video#I'm sure someone else has already done this#but like.. lifestyle vlogger type content however I'm dressed in fully costume as some weird elf or something#pulling things out of my bag and showing them to the camera and talking about how they're useful for whatever#but it's all fantasy scenarios and talking like it's very common#'and of course. i know it's a bit cliche#EVERY traveler has one of these. but you know. theyre just useful! thats why everyone has one!' *pulls out a completely unrecognizable item#thats like some weird fantasy world prop and doesn't even explain it because In-world it's normal and wouldnt need to be talked about*#'room tour' video and it's just like 'yeah I sleep on this mat under a bunch of trees uh.. over here by these rocks. at least right now. I#kind of wander around a bit. so'#Like a clothing haul but it's a potions shop haul or something and they ramble about some obscure drama in the potions community and how the#y hard to barter and steal and entire flock of sheep or something just to get one of them. etc. etc.#I could do ones for different characters too like. multiple people from different walks of life showing what they carry around with them.#just like this but more interview sort of vlog format instead of photos#This is where not having much money and not having my own house with land becomes an issue though#I think it would take you out of the illusion if the background was always the same. I can make small sets because there's one blank wall in#a room that it's easy to move all the stuff away from in front of and clear a spot and like hang up fabrics or whatever but still.. hmms#So one of those 'fun idea but dubious about handling the execution' things. also One Of Those Things where without looking it up you're 100%#sure it's already been done and you don't want to look weird since it's vaguely niche. Like if 100 people have done something it's fine but#if only like 3 other people have then you look weird maybe ghhjbj.. or only one other person gods forbid. looks even weirder potentially#Or do people not care about ''copying'' anymore?? idk. I'm not updated with the internet's changing culture. I just have a fear of accidenta#lly doing something like that and then people getting mad even though it's really just that I competely had no idea it had been done because#again.. I live under a rock and am unaware of everything lol. ANYWAY. also would require my face being on video which I don't like. Though I#would be in costume so that helps. I think to be fully comfortable I'd need light modifications to make my face look different. which isn't#hard but is more effort when it has to be translatable in multiple angles. ANYWAY. ghjbhj... Now I think it would be funny actually. maybe#one day. I haven't made any videos (aside from on the gameplay/sims channel) in a long long time actually. hmm'st
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Pretend I gave this a hinged and appropriate caption
#it is 5am i had a migraine all day yesterday my brain can simply not be trusted to react to this right now#5sos#5 seconds of summer#luke hemmings#luke#video#the 5sos show tour#the 5sos show tour prague#kh4f post#the fact they consistently recognize JBH as such Important Lore in the canon#and yet there's just Unhinged Shenanigans happening in the dark during the first half of it 😂😂😂#the duality 🤌🏻#anyways the show yesterday was absolutely a fever dream literally what has any of this content been#like why wouldn't obscene pantomime have happened of course we should have expected this#😂😂😂#I'm going back to sleep lol
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The Rings Of Power S2 | Where The Stars Are Strange 2x02
Please, Elrond.
I cannot let him in again.
I cannot.
He never left, Galadriel.
In choosing to wear those Rings,
you have all chosen to become his collaborators.
I will have no part in it.
#tropspoilers#I can't fix that text error sdhfhsdkh I should be sleeping right now lol#I just love this scene so much#its so angsty
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Waiting for the beautiful ibuprofen boat to whisk me away from headache Island
#my parents do not have any though I should have brought my own knowing how I am very headache prone lol#I'm not in terrible pain or anything right now though it's just kind of annoying. may have to sleep
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Im gonna need your like, whole musical rec list, bc literally every song you have posted has not flopped once, give me your faves i need to eat them
OUGHHH YOUVE UNLOCKED THE BEAST ARGSHHFHJDF....
in the interest of making this both easily accessible but not stretching the dashboard, im embedding bandcamp links when i can, otherwise linking to youtube when unavailable
in no particular order, inclusion based mostly on what im still actively into LMAO but also just things you should give a go at least once:
list of artist recommendations
zeal and ardor: described as a mix of african-american spirituals and black metal. try devil is fine, you aint coming back, wake of a nation or church burns
bloodywood: indian folk metal, literally nobody is doing it like them. recently featured in monkey man (2024), try chakh le, yaad or dana dan
stromae: if youve never heard any of his songs WHAT ARE YOU DOING..... incredible lyricist, described as a blend of hip hop/electronic. papaoutai made the rounds on tumblr a while back, but you should also try santé and l'enfer
alamat: pinoy pop. a youtube commenter described them as sounding like 2nd gen kpop which probably also explains why i took a shine to them LMAO, notable for the amount of filipino culture on display and the diversity thereof (singing in different languages, themes). first heard them thru kasmala either here or on twitter lmao, try aswang or maharani
andy bull: alt-pop. a lot of poppy and upbeat songs with a melancholic undertone imo. an australian artist, try it's all connected or keep on running
cosmo sheldrake: electronic, wikipedia also lists him as folktronica and baroque pop. you may have heard the song come along on an apple ad - hes known for sampling sounds from nature. pliocene for example features sounds from endangered ecosystems.
if you like cosmo sheldrake, you might like hidden orchestra (electronica, ambient). also making use of field recordings, i really love the archipelago mixtape but its a hard sell at about an hour lmao. if you like the following song then i implore you to give it a go
son lux: experimental, you may have heard from them in the entire soundtrack for everything everywhere all at once (!!!!!). try dangerous, dream state (brighter night) or live another life.
ammar 808: electronic/world fusion, also behind bargou 08 (folk rock you should also listen to). i just cant get ain essouda out of my head, but i also love geeta duniki
miyavi: j-rock, used to be a visual kei artist. these days he might be known more for anime openings like flashback (kokkoku) or other side (id:invaded), or for work like snakes in arcane (or actually inspiring and voicing a character in it), but ive always been partial to his early work like sukkyanen myv or ashita, genki ni naare
songs/albums
'threads' album by now, now (indie rock).
'dream to make believe' or 'what to do when you are dead' by armor for sleep (rock, emo). here's the truth about heaven from the latter album
i already posted about it but denzel curry's 13lood 1n + 13lood out mixx (rap, trap) is extremely good
the guilty gear soundtracks and im so serious im not fucking joking. different kinds of rock and metal and all sorts of influences put in, a genuine labor of love. xrd and earlier games are mainly instrumental with some vocal tracks (try give me a break or big blast sonic), while strive pretty much always includes vocals (of course i need to rec rock parade, but also try requiem. its genuinely hard for me to pick and choose lmao)
not an album and not an artist
coke studio pakistan and coke studio bangla knocking it out of the fucking park, im particularly a fan of harkalay and kotha koiyo na. you could try the other coke studios too (tamil, india, etc)
triple j like a version is when the radio station triple j brings in artists and has them do a cover of a song (artists choice). i liked denzel curry's cover of bulls on parade and flume's shooting stars (video for this one is incredible, man had a vision you just have to stick it out), but you get a lot of interesting interpretations like the wombats' running up that hill, gordi's in the end or, infamously. the wiggles' elephant
ive DEFINITELY missed out some, but thats what my music tag is for LMAO i hope someone discovers something they like here!!!!
#ive tried to include a mix of songs that covers their range..#includes the ones i like but ALSO is easiest on newcomers#particularly with the metal bands LMAO#eg church burns isnt really my favorite on the album but i remember it being the song i started with#specifically because someone in the reviews said it would be the easiest to start with. and they were right#also miyavi HAD to be here ive been a fan since GRADE SCHOOL#if ive recommended an album and not the artist its probably because im not a huge fan of their other stuff LMAO either cos#theyve moved away from what ive recommended stylistically (armor for sleep or now now)#or i havent gotten to a lot of the other stuff/its not my thing (denzel curry. sorry)#i liked the song ricky but a lot of the discography just isnt what i listen to rip#honestly it was so hard to choose AHSDUSDF i tried to choose artists that i really think others should listen to#but yeah obviously some are just there because. /i/ like them lol#wait not me reading the ask properly again and seeing that the focus was MY faves ASHDSDFSDHFBSDf#i got too excited at the prospect of recommending music#sonochinosodomy#ask#Bandcamp#music#obviously this couldnt be Everything... but ive done my best#to pare it down.............#long post
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FINISHED THE BOOK
#julia.txt#i forgor how fast i can read if i put my mind to it LOL#anyways something weird about it is that it SHOULD be right up my alley#it has that hazy kind of disjointed narration that i LOVE#with a touch of magical realism. teeny tiny touch.#and i could not tell you anything wrong with it like the writing was great the plot was incredibly well thought out#like objectively! it was good!#but for some reason it just. didnt Catch Me#u know#still. good book. glad i finished it LOL#anyways. going to sleep now biopatho at 8 am fire emoji
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Not to get deep here or anything but i really think i dont want to have a relationship with my sister anymore and ive been reflecting on that a lot. like sure she didnt abuse me or really do anything to directly traumatize me, but she voted against me having human rights because im queer, as well as voting for a party that wants to harm first nations people despite both of us being first nations i just.... i dont think i can forgive her for that. weve had laughs and good times together but i find myself unable to forgive her for her politics. i wouldn't tolerate bigotry from anyone else, i shouldnt tolerate it from someone just cause theyre family.
#can anyone provide me guidance on this? ill bring it up with my therapist but i dont see her for another week#anyways im making myself cry late at night whats new lol ive been processing a lot this week#ok eta: and theyll always make you feel bad for this!!!!!#theyll be like ''ok so everyone has to bend to your commie regime to have a relationship with you 🙄''#like yeah actually you do#if you really loved me like you claim to you wouldnt be FUCKING VOTING FOR THE PEOPLE WHO WANT TO TAKE MY RIGHTS AWAY#yes you do have to respect my rights if you want to have a relationship with me that is completely reasonable#whats ACTUALLY unreasonable is you asking me to ''just get over'' the fact that yall support people who think i shouldnt have human rights#right wingers will try to gaslight you into believing basic human decency is an unattainable and torturous request#then when you get upset theyll be like ''god the left is so emotional 🙄''#like yeah. i am. and you should be emotional too about human rights violations. the fact that youre not is pure evil.#anyways ill go cry myself to sleep like a faggot now#it just breaks my heart that i dont have any immediate family members who dont blatantly hate me for being queer/first nations
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HEY
#art#my art#artists on tumblr#digital art#oc#pink space#i really like the subtract glitch i've been doing recently - so here's some of that again lol :3#the way it interacts with their palettes is so fun i like it a lot ehegh :33#//anyway do you ever consider just tossing out any part the human body you've learned to draw and just drawing dumb little guys with arms#like pipecleaners forever or what hfhs#//oh this is was doobled in traditional originally#i need to digitize more of these. Because#though aura's hair was more extreme in the second panel in that version - i'm tired though and 3 days ago it was the same so no feelings to#change that lol :)#also i didn't shrink the noise enough so it didn't look right - and i was not going to reimport it so Bon Voyage my dude hfhs#was Supposed to fit on a 900x900 canvas but i made the panels a liiiiitle bit too big so it's 950x950#which is Fine it's a round number but it's not a Round-Round number so [gesturing]#1000x1000 was way too big for this little thing so she sits at a pleasant halfway point :>#//anyway i was also up til 3 a.m. last night doing ?? something ?? i genuinely don't even know what lmfhsbvh#nice though maybe my brain'll get a reset lol :3#stay up really late some random nights and jumpstart your brain!! it's foolproof!! never fails!! [<- these statements have not been reviewe#by the FDA or the Center for Sleep Control]#//ANywho now i'm going to be on my way#/oh i also forgot to post the oath n aura refs i made for artfight lol-#i'll prolly put those up w/ the kira and hid ones though :>>#i like to have the whole ensemble :D i Do feel bad when one of them gets left out hghsfh - like forgetting a stuffed animal somewhere#even though they're all together for small portion of the story it still feels off lol#i should prolly introduce the rest of the cast at some point. .... ......... ..........hm yea prolly. maybe one day hfhs#//anyway NOW i'm going i've run out of tag space i think hfhs - toodles !! :>
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i suddenly became aware of what i looked like and had to stop everything to draw it
#zymart#zymtalk#uhhh context im in a really bad overnight job rn [totally jacked up my hands]#but its also like absolutely floored me so my rooms been bad#and i had leftover adhd medication that wasnt quiiiite right for me from a few months ago#[as in it worked enough to justify the headache it gave me but it still gave me a mega headache]#and if i didnt take it i was just gonna sleep all day and have 0 laundry#and for the record you should never do this i take medication and getting the right types and right dosages very seriously#BUT. IN MY DEFENSE. my floor is clean now and all my laundry is put away. so like do i get results or do i get results.#this was a once time thing until i talk to my psych again LOL
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i told @ckneal i'd do something for their royal au like,,, forever ago and i'm only now delivering aksjdhkja
anyway hi ck i'm sorry this took so long but here it is! finally! i had some,,, complications with it but it's all good now :]
if i never have to render anything again in my entire life it will still be too soon </3
#supernatural#midam#michael spn#adam milligan#my art#royal au#if i told you guys everything that happened since i started this drawing this would be a depressing af post so let's just say.#i had a Time lmao#i'm not..... supersatisfied with this one but i have reached the point i don't know what more to do to make it better ajksda#maybe tomorrow when it isn't the middle of the night i'll see something i could've done better#but right now i should really go to sleep lol#anyway. hope you like it ck!!!#💜💜💜
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The difference a little extra stubble makes 😭😭
#i think i'm in love yall#adding facial hair as a facepaint is a game changer#i may delete this later#i just wanted to show yall lol#i should be sleeping right about now#but this is what im doing instead lmao#dl
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I had a very tiresome day and I’m totally worn out but I saw a lot of good Palestine posts that I’ll try to reblog soon and in the meantime, everyone who sees this should go look at the free Palestine tag (and participate in the global strike, do whatever you can to get governments’ attention and force them to stop killing people).
#my post#personal#the tags are just me talking about myself so you should go read the free Palestine tag instead lol#I had to go to the dentist urgently for pain and it was very stressful but at least it’s over now#hopefully I won’t get covid 😅#I did have energy to call my reps and I’m probably gonna try to do that every day this week#I always do it at least once a week now but maybe if I’m annoying enough they’ll pay attention?#you’d think being a good person and standing up for human rights would be motivation enough but alas#and I’m not buying anything of course#I don’t have a job or school to strike from#I wanna organize events but I am so goddamn tired all the time#especially tonight#I’m about to go to sleep and it’s not yet 9 pm (for context I often stay up until like 5 am)
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pla commissions me so i can buy more weed im almost out :(
#i gotta go update my ssn finally so i can finally sogn up for a credit card so i can ensure ill be able to pay all my bills in September#but also so i can get weed...#i get my university money in mid/late September so THEN ill be fine#but i do in fact need to pay rent on time#and buy furniture#and save up for after i graduate bc finding a job is gonna be hard#i love being an adult!!!!!!#i love graduating in a big recession!!!!!!#i LOVE being a starving artist in the worst time to be an artist ever!!!!!!!!#god i wish id graduated in the mid 2010s or something#my sad face abt weed is partly in jest for i can probably survive a few weeks without it#but also it helps me sleep#which i should be doing right now#lol
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What recovery/healing summer has looked like so far:
talking to a counsellor for the first time for all the anxiety problems
making time to enjoy the little things. Like a meal, or a good song, or a hug from my mother
cooking for the people I love!
listening to the birds and to the rain
letting go of other people's problems and actually establishing boundaries (and by boundaries I mean not taking all the troubles of the world/everyone and their mother and internalising them as I've done for a while, but instead learning to just pray for them and trust that they're in God's hands, and not try to be the saviour or the one in control -- to let go of the things that aren't mine to hold onto and to let go of the past) (and also boundaries as in realising that I don't have to spend as much time with the friends who do a lot of gossiping/talking behind people's backs/criticising others -- I can still be their friend but I'm not a bad friend for not wanting to be surrounded by those kinds of voices constantly)
leaving my eyebrows the heck alone! (after plucking them obsessively for the past four years) I used to not like having thicker/wider eyebrows and bought into the whole slender and straight Asian brow aesthetic as a teenager..... anyway I'm tired of that and can't be bothered to waste my time :) also I LIKE the way my eyebrows looked before I started plucking them!
going back to my roots (Discworld audiobooks, drinking a proper amount of water, journalling again)
#it is still a work in progress because the sleep schedule. is Not It right now#**i'm** still a work in progress i should say lol#nothing like the past year to teach me how deeply my flaws and vices and weaknesses run!#but it has also been a process of learning to return to God. and re-learning what love thy neighbour means#this summer has been a good summer so far :)#healing era summer '23
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Vent ignore
#been trying to sleep for like 30 minutes#and my head hurts from being tired and crying#gods I'm such a little bitch#i make one little ittty bitty fuck up and my brain goes lol#see you can't get better#like dude i have to wake up at 5am can i cry anout this sfter work tomorrow instead.#you can kys after the captialism grind okay?#im head fucking hurts#it is weird when you have abandonement issues#and are constantly scared of veing abandoned#and then you fuck uo just the right way and your brain goes full opposite gears??#like#nah it's better that they leave you#they are better off with you#theyre safer when they're not with you#motherfucker pick a crisis#you can not have a problem with both!!#🙄🙄#sometimes i am like if i got a labatomy i would be a better#bit really thr problem is of i make one mistake my brain goes back to#if im not oerfect i will be left to die#which is valid and deserved and understandable#please i just wanted to sleep#stop throwing yourself a pity party#grow up or shut down#i should not share my emotions#lol#i have learned that whrn i talk to myself i am mean#but i still think that's better than being a prick to others#going to try to sleep now that that's out there
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