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2009 Abu Dhabi Grand Prix - Sebastian Vettel(ft. Mark Webber & Jenson Button)
#fantastic podium!! maybe my favorite of this season?????#sebmarkson podiums are my fav ever nothing can top them#and both mark and jense were being so cute with seb this race aaaahhhhhhh <333333#theres something about seb that makes older men want to cuddle him and pick him up and pour champagne on him#haha thank you to dru for showing me seb getting drenched on this podium a few weeks and making me hype for this race!!#this race was very very good as well. like the last laps battle btwn mark and jense was insane#its very good when i already know the results of a race but the racing still makes me sit on the edge of my seat and scream a bit#i mentioned this before but i love how this race felt like an epilogue and it was nice to see everyone having fun and enjoying themseles#thank you everybody for joining me on another season journey!!! it been so much fun. ive really really enjoyed 2009#brawn is just soooooo cool to me. their story is insane!! im glad ive gotten to watch thru this season before the docu abt them comes out#but also very fun to see the beginning of rbr getting to the top of the field. every good result just felt so rewarding and worth it#anyways dont wanna do too much commentary abt it since ive discussed it a lot. onto 2010 next!!!! i shall miss you 2009#though i will say. it was rly interesting in this race to hear their team predictions for next season bcs a lot of it doesnt pan out#mark webber#jenson button#sebastian vettel#sebson#martian#sebmark#f1#formula 1#formula one#we do a little bit of f1#2009 abu dhabi gp#season: 2009
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There is a brutal contrast in how Megatron and Optimus's stories end. Optimus nobly surrenders his spark, along with the Matrix of Leadership, having been sent off by his dear and trusted friends after giving them a fond farewell. He has accomplished his life's greatest goal; now he is able to rest. He dies willingly, at peace, bringing hope and giving life to the next generation by restoring the Allspark.
Megatron had already been killed, and was told that he can never join that very Allspark. Having been enslaved, and only released because of Optimus's actions, he is now reanimated, inhabiting his own corpse. His only remaining ally, who has constantly betrayed him, does not understand him. He flies off, alone, having lost all his forces and failed in his mission, and realizing that his life's greatest purpose was misguided. He is left, we can only assume, to live a hellish and hopeless life--a shell, consumed by the past.
And he did not tell Optimus goodbye. He knows that Optimus will leave him behind, will obtain the heaven he can never enter. He gives him the parting gift of his repentance, to acknowledge this. But in his refusal to say farewell, there is an echo of his own wretched endurance. He does not get to rest. Megatron will remain, eternally alone--eternally waiting for a reunion that will never come.
#transformers prime#transformers#megatron#optimus prime#megop#meta#megoptimus#depressing post alert...#just finished watching the predacons rising movie and i was feeling so many things so i had to inflict them on you#just. megatron leaving and KNOWING that optimus will leave him. you can tell in how he says his final words to him#he's of course nominally talking to starscream. but he turns and looks at optimus.#he knows the significance of what he's saying. and he knows that the only reason he is alive is because of optimus#because optimus was willing to sacrifice his own spark‚ to become one with the allspark‚ megatron received his own spark back again.#optimus saved his life.#and megatron knows this. he knows‚ because he has always known optimus and has always been able to see what he does#so he knows that when he leaves it is the last time he will see optimus--to the best of his knowledge‚ in this life or the next#he knows he will likely never join the allspark that optimus is already one with. and he still doesn't say goodbye.#because he can't let go. he isn't able to. he is the remaining half of their whole. the former servant of unicron‚ now without his prime#the primeval opposition‚ now with only one opponent; the original brotherhood‚ now only one without a brother.#his refusal to say goodbye is an expression of his desire that optimus remains. but--as all his desires have been--it is a futile one.#so at the very least it is his declaration that he shall remain even so. he will be waiting‚ for all the eons to come.#and maybe‚ in the end‚ though he does not believe it‚ primus will be merciful.#optimus always was.#kay has a party in the tags#my meta posts#kay can i just catch my breath for a second
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some autistic lil cats /hj hehe :]
#i was trying to draw the silly el wiwi cat but i ended up making the most autism looking cat#me irl#the last ones are like. when someone casually mentions ur special interest and ur So Normal about it so normal /j#me when someone mentions cats and i have to restrain myself from explaining the anatomy of their skull or why small cats cant roar#cat emotes#white cat#black cat#orange cat#calico cat#excited#tbh creature#autism creature#i shall post more after work!! if i have the energy and remember!!
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1x07 / 2x06 – 🦇 Happy Bangelween 🦇
#bangel#bangeledit#buffy summers#angel bvts#dailybtvs#buffysource#filmtv#tvedit#i had in mind something a bit more romantic actually#i had the whole gifset planned out and it revolved around their last scene in her bedroom#but we shall do this another time#for halloween have this one~
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📸 by Martin Trenkler
#max verstappen#autumn posts#AHHH THE NEWS!! I am so happy for him!!!! 🥹❤️✨#over the moon for them both ahhh#sending them all the best wishes!!!#and omg his comment about already being a bonus dad 😭❤️ MY HEART#he's so wonderful 🥺💞✨#also Martin is a real one for this hashtag 😳 hehe!#that glow ✨🌅✨#ahhh#I usually don't blog about drivers' off track / non sports lives as much since it's not my jam#but with all his talk of wanting to be a dad!! and how hard it seemingly has been? just awww my heart#our boy is speedrunning life 🏎️✨#sad talk potentially ahead but ............#if he does retire sooner than later I get it!! I'll be bummed but excited to follow his career wherever#just like Daniel like bro say the word and I'll get into supercars 🫡❤️#very Fellowship of the Ring 'you have my sword' type beat#anyways!! I gotta run to work!!#sadly office life is keeping me off the insta search 😭#this weekend I'll have a little time!! one family thing and gasp .... a date!!!!!#I met a gal last weekend a local gay bar and now we're getting brunch 😳❤️ we shall see!!#my heart is open and go with the flow#especially since Merc in retrograde has me 😵💫 hehe#anyways!! I gotta run!!#sending everyone the most excellent of energy and happy Friday vibes!! 💖✨✨#hope its a great time of day!! 🌇🏙️🌃❤️
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Trick or treat! 🎃
happy halloween! you get Celia's elder sprite and some smarties!
#fallenasks#herald-of-the-end#trick or treat#this is the last one im doing for a bit bc i have to go to work#might do more later tonight we shall see
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control (2019) + king of pain by the police
#art#digital#grayscale#control#control remedy#control 2019#hi *explodes*#<- hiss charged voice#ok but seriously im pretty stoked about these. not all of them are my absolute best work but a lot of them turned out really well and more#importantly i actually fucking finished all of them (only took about 2 months longer than i thought it would lmao)#ummm notes. all of these were done with the same single brush for everything you see and most were done on only 2 layers + one for the text#the first 3 were done first in order and the last one was done last i dont entirely remember the order of the rest#also i listened to the song exploder episode on the house of cards theme probably at least a dozen times while working on these#just felt like it set the mood well#anything else interesting i have to share about the process? dont think so... look out for some alternate color versions#in the next few days as i endeavor to figure out gradient maps i suppose#well thats it. very much hope this gets even half as much traction as last weeks memes due to the aforementioned 3 months spent working#but we'll see. we shall see.#yayyyyy posting art before bedtime <3
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OH ARTHUR BENNETT.. such a gorgeous and intriguing character. terribly burdened by a GRUESOME set of crimes, his light suffocated by a HEAVY century of GUILT. so tragic, so dark and broody, and yet PAINFULLY awkward in any social setting ever
#jrwi fanart#cw blood#jrwi show#jrwi suckening#arthur bennett#OUHH THIS ONE WAS SITTING IN MY WIPS FOR SO LOOOONGwhen i took it out there was mould on it :sob:#BUT i think i was able to fix it up okay#i keep seeing SO MANY MISTAKES RRAAAHHH BUT YOU DONT SEE THEM RIGHT?? THATS ONLY ME. RIGHT?? EXACTLY.#THE KEY IS TO SAY. AND REPEAT AFTER ME. 'FUUUCK IT WE BALL#so anyway. arthur bennett huh? grizzly says that arthur is reaal fuckin difficult to play. and i SUPER get that. i mean LOOK AT HIM..#grizz often needs a minute to think abt what hes gonna say in a way that matches w that Stoic Personality. which is FAIR but also that#ends up making way for awkward confrontations like: the lady in the parky lot. he took too long to answer and scared her away.& I LOVE THAT#arthur is tragic and sad and cool and stoic but hes ALSO awkward and silly and kinda dumb and short sighted. HE HAS COMPLEXITIES#I LOVE WHEN TTRPG CHARACTERS HAVE A GOOD SET OF SHORTCOMINGS. ESPECIALLY WHEN U FIND THEM ONLY AS U PLAY THEM.#I COULd go on and on saying the same things w different words abt arthurs intriguing and entertaining character but i shall spare u. for no#ILL ALSO MENTION HOW MUCH I LOVE HIS FLAVOR THO.. I LOVE TALL HOT BOY WHOS ONE W THE DARKNESS.. I REMEMBER WHEN HE FIRST MENTIONED THE#BADLUCK. N I WAS LIKE OOOHH THATS WHY HIS DESIGN IS SO COOL N CHAOTIC N ASYMMETRICAL. HES UNLUCKY!!! i love love love his design so much...#GRaaauruguguraguhhghghgh what else what else is there for me to spew on abt...i think im reachin a limit here..OH MAGNUS. i hope that#we get to know more abt how magnus and arthur met.. like How they became besties... ouuhh... I ALSO WANNA KNOW MORE ABT MARY DAVIS. LIKEHOW#he also apparently spent alotta time in a zone dominated by edward twilight? all he remembers is constant partying? I WANNA KNOW MORE..#i think i got room 4 one more ramble SO. THE ART PIECE.as i said its gone a lil stale BUT. im still very proud o the bits where hes allScar#I WANNA SEE HIM GET SCARYMORE. I like the idea of shadows solidifying to make him strange and eerie.like TEETH n CLAWS n SPINES n YESS#also the SILVER EYES.no1 does silver eyes like the show Claymore. they make em look so striking and eerie...i also like to think that#human arthur had deep beautiful brown eyes.just in my beaitufl heart.i mean look at him..i wanna cook him n eat him.ANYWAY#i think thats all my ramblin for this piece. now i gotta go cancel a single day i had ata hotel bc my work schedule change last minute FUCK#feel free to ramble in my tags aswell tho i read all of them and i chew on thenm and i love them so sos os mcuh
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“I just don’t get what your problem is! First you’re angry that I'm here, and then you get angry when I leave, despite the fact that you're the one who told me to. Did I just dream up that we’d gotten past that and learned how to be civil with— H-huh?!”
(Theirs is a rocky and confusing road.)
Bonus aftermath:
#i wasnt sure whether or not to post these so i put them in my drafts#but yknow what this is self indulgence hours#also this would be their first ever physical contact..... heh#and also last (for a very long time) (wont happen again until endwalker and garlemald)#i feel like i should add that the last edit was meant to be just one but they all looked so dramatic with the sun in the bg#in the funniest of ways. and so yeah. yeah. <3#ffxiv#final fantasy xiv#ff14#final fantasy 14#hyur#midlander#magnai oronir#magnai oronir x warrior of light#magnai oronir x wol#au ra#xaela#wolship#wol#ffxiv oc#ffxiv wol#ffxiv screenshot#gpose#ieeha de verral#ieeha#nabaath-areng#idk how to format this post so you shall have to take it as it is
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something about the show treating percy's use as only being to serve vex's joy kinda fucking hurts. like vex is distraught, she was in the stream and she was here, that's true. but they are framing this as if it's a romantic loss only and it's making me lose my mind. people don't lose their use to others when they enter a relationship. they don't just become somebody's partner. they're still a person. percy was a full person and vox machina is a family and everyone loved him. that was the point of tearing ripley apart in the original glintshore fight, they were nothing but pure rage because they just watched somebody they love die and at the end of the day, past the monsters and world ending threats everything is about their love with each other, as a group; platonic, familial, romantic, but love as a FAMILY. that is critical to understand. they are who they are because they all love each other, they love each other to the ends of the earth. and the show just. doesn't acknowledge that. percy died so vex could feel sad and that's it. truly what even is the point if nobody else cares. the death doesn't matter if nobody else cares. so percy's death doesn't matter.
#his last words being ''vex...'' shut the fuck up. say sike right now.#how has his only purpose been reduced to being a prop in this relationship? how has BOTH of their purposes been reduced to this??#the consequence of not including inter-party relationships and friendships; all those moments between kiki and percy; vax and pike; etc#all the ones PAST what they've become stereotyped as being their 'only relationships'#(pike+grog; pikelan; twins; vaxleth; percahlia)#is that you completely lose the pull of them as a group#if they each only care about each other if they're trying to date them why should we care?? like ACTUALLY why the fuck should we care#nobody else ever stands up for the people in partnered relationships and these are the moments where it shows#i have so many feelings. all of them require me to stop watching and go listen to the original podcast of the stream again to self soothe#its fineeee its okayyyy its just a showwww its not going to be exactly what i wanttttt its fineeeeee#deep breaths while i go touch grass. i shall return#critical role#vox machina#tlovm#cr1#percy de rolo#vex'ahlia#perc'ahlia#tlovm spoilers#the legend of vox machina#tlovm season 3
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happy 25th anniversary to my favorite brainrot in the whole wide world :) <3
[video ID: a music video comprised of clips from the 1998 trigun anime, primarily scenes about vash, knives and rem. it’s set to the robin skouteris remix ‘crucify my enemy’, a mashup of songs by muse and within temptation. end ID.]
#trigun#trigun anime#trigun amv#vash#vash the stampede#millions knives#knives millions#rem saverem#I WAS WANTING TO. DRAW SOMETHING FOR TODAY. BUT I'VE BEEN SICK SINCE LAST WEEKEND LMAO#yeah i know the manga anniversary was a few years ago already but i still haven't read the manga so THIS one is special to ME#i have. so so so many little sentimental feelings about this show. i cannot verbalize them i shall simply sit here and rattle so violently#videos
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Sometimes I think about how Nightow said something like (and I'm paraphrasing here) Vash only stays "Vash the Stampede" at the end of Trimax and continues to play that role simply because he doesn't know what to do
#Trigun#Trimax#Trimax Spoilers#TrigunBookclub#This man has no fucking idea how to live or how to want to live#Which#Such a fucking big mood my dude#I probably won't be able to finish reading bookclub#But that last chapter makes me SO sad man#I was hoping this reread would reframe it#So many folks that I've shared theories and thoughts with have the opposite view I had at the end of my first reading#But alas#I probably won't have the time#So it shall stay sad in my head#Btw I do NOT have this article source on hand#But I think it's the same one I mentioned on the post I reblogged a bit ago#Hence me chewing on it#Pls correct me if I'm not remembering the gist right
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I am determined to take Shen Li home.
#cdramaedit#cdrama#the legend of shen li#zeng li#zhao li ying#与凤行#happy mothers' day to those who celebrate#trying and failing not to think of this scene in the meaning of backhugs#+ liu yu's last words as she foisted a living baby to the shijie who loved her so much#through her faults shen muyue coming to terms that she actually holds ah'li dearest in this lifetime will never not be my favourite*#only she would dare approach after that ferocious circle of fire#only she would not care in the proximity of that smoldering chimei aura (what's more weakening after a millenia?)#only she may have picked a moment too late in saying those affirming words of security#*in the closing arc that i thought was too interested in the action rather than driving home the stakes#tbqh as much as i wanted shen li to drop all suspicions when she was able to come back to a still-ailing shifu who waited for her#the shortcut to shen muyue on the field as the last vanguard of their realm and who is the girl she raised but one as stubborn as her#Never Doubted the care that raised her. vulnerable but will only succumb to grief & guilt & gratitude i-shall-die-before-deserting-you arms#let's go home indeed ;~;
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Currently feeling like
#Periods SUCK. I’m in the trenches out here lads#I barely slept last night bc my cramps were so bad 😔#Aghh. AGHHHHGHHGH#Father HELP#Shima speaks#Anyway hope you’re all having a better day :)#Just saw a post that was like this too shall pass but holy FUCK#Really feelin that one rn. Lmao
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well that's fucking awesome. all of the damage russians have done to our electric infrastructure can be repaired in one year minimum. IT'S GONNA TAKE MORE TAHN ONE YEAR TO REPAIR ALL OF THE ELECTRIC STATIONS RUSSIANS HIT WITH THEIR MISSILES. AND WE AIN'T EVEN TALKING ABOUT CIVILIAN OR ANY OTHER INFRASTRUCTURE. ONLY ELECTRIC ONE. MORE THAN ONE YEAR. AND WE ARE STILL NOT STRUGGLING ENOUGH IN ONLINE PEOPLE'S OPINION. FUCK OFF
#like look I'm just a guy who fucking wants to relax on my summer break and enjoy the last months of being unemployed and careless#and all I fucking get is “the electricity will soon be out” notification on my phone#LIKE OKAY I FUCKING GET YOU YOU ARE USED TO US FUCKING STRUGGLING AND I MAY BE SEEN BYPER PRIVILEGED FOR COMPLAINING#BUT IT'S SO FUCKING EASY TO JUDGE SOMEONE WHILE YOU FUCKING HAVE EVERYTHING I CAN EVER DREAM OF (basic human needs)#like YES THERE'S AN ONGOING WAR IN MY COUNTRY AND I KNOW IT. BUT WE DIDN'T CHOSE TO LIVE NEXT TO FUCKING RUSSIA#we just want to live safely and have access to the most basic things that many people all around the world take for granted#we want to feel safe on our land#we want to stop fucking worrying that the next building hit by russian missile will actually be ours because no one is safe#and still I fucking see those fuckos online telling me how we “don't act like people who live in a country that goes through a war”#well I guess in that case we should all stop buying food and clothes to be REAL people who are suffering from a war#like you for real?? you gonna fucking make us give up the only sourse of distraction and dopamine we can get?#you fucking judging people for buying stuff because “you shouldn't buy new things#there's an ongoing war in your country“ you fr?? so like what we all shall fucking give up and die??#buying new things often gives people some dopamine which actually helps to stay somehow stable (as sane as it's possible)#or do you want us to be a fucking nut-state? idk some mental-case-state. fuck off#stand with ukraine#russia is a terrorist state
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For the Spirits—Chapter II: The Softest Echo
Either way it helps to hear these words bounce off of you
The softest echo could be enough for me to make it through
—Bandito by Twenty One Pilots
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The Crew came to this tavern as regularly as one could when chained to the seas. It was a lovely little thing, full of dusty travelers and homely patrons who knew not to ask questions. A colony, so they had drinks imported all the way back from Home. At least they helped it feel like home and, when in exile, one learned to appreciate places like this.
Taku always did his best to stay at least relatively sober—that's why he had the best drunk stories to tell. With the way Jee was drowning his sorrows in beer and glaring at everyone around him, this one was bound to be quite the anecdote.
#atla#zuko#new gods au#Spirit Touched! Zuko#avatar the last airbender#prince zuko#atla fanfic#atla zuko#atla fic#zuko fanfic#Zuko's crew#the crew#New Gods AU fic#agni#fire nation#zutara au#zutara#zutara fanfiction#agni kai#For The Spirits#Chapter II: The Softest Echo#AKA the one where Zuko's crew get some drinks and have a realization#There's a lot of teasing and a lot of drama involved#lieutenant jee#Is the butt of his crewmates' jokes for about eighty percent of this#The other twenty percent is reserved for Angst and 'Prince Zuko Is A Menace But He's OUR Menace'#The Crew is wholesome and shall be protected at all costs#Did I already say this is#Zuko centric#Our baby turtleduck should be back next chapter... I think
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