#i scream every time btw
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this has happened so many times
@realitysperception
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“Come back to me...”
#I’m completely Normal#don’t send help#so nervous about the reunion the feelings are going to get me again#would’ve finished it sooner if i didn’t have to put my pen down and scream every few minutes#tyril starfury#blades of light and shadow#playchoices#btw if anyone is asking#i was up til 6 am making this with one specific song on replay so#i think that says enough 💀#i wanna know what happened to tyril during that time and how he felt but I’m not strong enough for this 😭😭😭💔💔#my art
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FUCK he makes me. GRAFAGHRHRGHHHH.
#i love him hes such a AAAAAAJHAHSHSJHh#incomprehensible screaming#btw if anyone cant tell almost every time i post a reaction to a manga panel while im reading it-#its out of order because i took the screenshot to make the post and then dont post it until i think about it again#i have some drafts waiting to be posted once i get further so i can analyze accurately#so all the silly panel posts i make are usually at least a few days old lol#saiki k#tdlosk#the disastrous life of saiki k.#saiki kusuo#meows post
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So I've been playing Star Rail and from what I've seen, basically the main trio are SIBLINGS. I love them.
#honkai star rail#SO MUCH SIBLING ENERGY#the MC is a fucking raccoon#looking for shit in trashcans#and March and Dan Heng just WATCH in disgust and horror#hsr dan heng#hsr march 7th#hsr mc#hsr stelle#i wanna draw them all doing goofy shit now#im still halfway through the game no spoilers plz#the mc is UNHINGED btw did I mention the fucking CLOSET#found family is my KRYPTONITE#every time Dan Heng looks exasperated at March#or when March judges us#or when Dan Heng is a loser nerd boi#i point and scream FAMBLY FAMBLY FAMBLY#cant forget himeko and welt who are parents but like in a 'we are not together and will never be but we are still your parents' way idk#tax breaks or something#their group chat is called the 'ASTRAL EXPRESS FAMILY' I WILL DIE#FOUND FAMILY FOUND FAMILY FOUND FAMILY
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rick rounds autistic and gets away with no one ever picking up on it via pretending all of the autism traits are 1) him being rude on purpose and 2) him just being a REALLY dedicated and stoic leader.
he never makes eye contact with anyone and seems to ignore to half of the things you say when talking to him? yeah he’s locked into that sigma grindset bro he doesnt have time for your bullshit. he refuses to let anyone touch him? oh is he also gonna cry and tell you about his feelings while you’re hugging 🥺🥺🥺? he barely makes any facial expressions, his voice is always monotone and he won’t react at all if you break down crying in front of him? yeah hes hardcore man completely unreadable. he gets really loud and angry and unpredictable when theres a lot of people and noise and lights? yeah hes a fucking wildcard bro you dont wanna mess around near him trust me. we need real men like this leading America forward thank god men are finally being masculine again 🙏🙏🙏 (/s)
#rick rounds#hfth#thank you for coming to my ted talk sorry for calling rick rounds a sigma#shout out to that time he walked outside and it was kinda bright so he screamed in agony threw an axe at someone and collapsed#just like me fr fr#jupiter talks#this isnt even every reason i think hes autistic btw i have so much evidence#guy is a walking raads-r test it just gets missed by most ppl bc hes also a tough as nails big scary military guy with a deep voice#whos main interests seem to be ‘weapons + combat’ and ‘survival top tips’#special interests in the grind and killing people to death 😔 /hj#<- not a slight against anyone to be clear. he has that effect on purpose the carefully constructed persona he invented#to keep himself safe is what his whole storyline is about
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like a regular bin, not even recycled or anything
#poll#okay so uh#dont read the tags ahead unless you care about my little vent#my mom got me a hoodie in December from shein#even tho i had two very similar hoodies already both from better brands#still fast fashion but not as fast#and one of them was modded by me#but the hoodie was fucking soft and comfy and good length so it quickly became my favourite hoodie#according to my mother tho after a month she started complaining that it's ugly.#it had those little balls idk what they're called but#1 i don't fucking care#2 they're removable#so anyway fot the past week or two shes been complaining every time i wore the hoodie and today she screamed at me and threw it in the trash#she also kicked me but thats unrelated#and like even if she bought me a new identical one that wouldn't help at all cause she still threw my stuff in the trasg#and bought from a company that goes against my values#and she keeps excusing it like “its cheaper”#im sorry but buying one good thing and wearing it too death is cheaper than buying a hundred things you throw away after less than 3 months#so fucking sick of this!!!!!!!!#i have more than enough clothes too and am currently trying to get rid of some#BUT NOT LIKE THAT WHAT THE FUCK#btw my vinted is dupiarz it's mostly stuff from 2017-2020 so not really trendy but maybe youd like something#the pnly clothing i dont bother repairing and just throw out is underwear#but i do fix socks because good socks are good socks
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When,,, when colors,,,, calamity,,,, , cookie,,, ,, ,
#I think it’s just funny to document every time these colors are near each other LOL#I’ll never be normal abt red green and blue ever again#I need to make a tag for these series of posts lol#amphibia#anne boonchuy#marcy wu#sasha waybright#kiki screams#btw the cookies tasted great!!! I scooped too much onto the baking tray tho so it had the wrong texture when baked#failed at the last step 😔😔😔#F 😔😔😔#WAIT I KNOW WHAT TO TAG THIS#true colors war crimes#to quote my bestie <3 who put me in jail <3 LOVE YOU!!!! <333
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I feel like there’s hands trapped in my chest clawing to get out but that’s okay! We stay silly!
#sorry to scream but I have got to just yell for a minute#idk what the hell happened to me but it started a few months ago#every time I’m alone with my thoughts it’s just there. something and it’s itchy!!! metaphorically yknow but#my soul is itchy babes this is concerning#not very concerning I’m pretty certain it has to do with me finally realizing oh maybe I ain’t cis#but I DONT FUCKIN LIKE IT#I know what’s gonna happen. whatever this is it’s gonna gnaw at me for a couple years and then it’ll just hit me like a truck and I’ll be#Changed for the better or worse#same thing happened when I wrestled with the sexuality but it’s so stupid#body stop it. chest stop it. hands!!!! stop scratching and trying to crack me chest open please#I’d like to deal with this Not Right Now I have other real issues that are more pressing#wish I could just open my chest up and grab the lil fucker that’s in there causing a ruckus and squeeze him until his head pops#anyways sorry this is stupid and very venty from me in a way I don’t usually do it#btw I do want to stress I am generally doing great overall! just tired (always haha)#but workouts have been awesome and I’m happy with my progress and I’m workin and doin well#but this has just been driving me crazy lately#lynx talks#sorryyyyy abt all that#anyway
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yesterday i finally found time to finish watching heartstopper season 3 and, as always, i've adored it! tbh there were some changes from the webtoon that left me a bit speechless (such as the ferris wheel scene with tori and charlie), but it's okay i trust alice and know they've got more wonderful stuff to look forward to in the future season(s) ~
i don't think it's just me but this show sort of feels like a warm hug, even for people like me who aren't teenagers anymore and haven't come out of the closet yet...
i'll always cherish the stories and characters created by alice oseman! sadly they weren't part of my adolescence (i would have loved reading/watching heartstopper in my teenage years, it would have been so immensely helpful), but they're helping me now that i'm in my 20s to better accept myself, among other things 𔓘
hopefully n3tfl1x will renew the show for season 4 soon !!
#4771#heartstopper#nick and charlie's story is just so real and has matured so much in the span of a three seasons#i love them so much#it's impossible for me not to yell CUTIES every time they're on screen cuddling or supporting each other#nick is so relatable btw#also i freaking love they're finally giving more screentime to tori#MY PRECIOUS TORI!!!#i do hope her storyline won't be cut or drastically changed#it's so important what the show is doing in terms of ace and aro representation#in fact i am truly enjoying isaac's arc#BUT he's both aro and ace#as a biro ace person for me personally it's CRUCIAL they get deeper into tori's identity and story#ANYGAYS#i am also hugely appreciating elle and tao's love story#been their n1 supporter since i found out about heartstopper#although i know tough times are ahead cuz in the webtoon they eventually break up#but that's OKAY#I still love them both#special mention for IMOGEN 'cause the girl is getting more and more relatable each season#wishing olivia coleman to come back for the next season#also i need to scream for the teachers little lovey dovey moments#idk what else to add#i know i'll rewatch this show for the nth time soon#queer identities#queerness#queer community#lgbtqia
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Watching Interview With The Vampire Season 2 with my partner
(context for folks who didn't read the books: the characters are significantly more fucked up than in the show, and part of Armand's seduction of Louis and Claudia is presenting them with Armand's personal boy, who sleeps in a little cage in his office, which is one of the primary things I remember about him from the first book)
Episode 2.03
Armand, to Louis: "I have something to show you." Me: "Is it your boy in a cage, Armand?" My partner: "I don't think he has a boy in a cage in this universe." Me: "That's weird!"
Episode 2.04
Armand, explaining his tragic backstory in an art gallery Me: "Yes that's sad but what about your boy in a cage???" My partner: "This Armand doesn't have a boy in a cage!" Me: "And that's weird!! Is he even Armand without a boy in a cage???"
Episode 2.05
Daniel, to Louis: "How long did you two keep me there? I was a glorified house pet for two, three, four, five days? " Me: "Oh my god Daniel is the boy in the cage." My partner: "Finally! He is!" (we have to pause the show because we're too busy cackling at the realization)
#we're enjoying it very much#we've been screaming a lot#which is impressive considering i'm super sick and my throat hurts So Very Much#anyways two episodes to go and then we're caught up#i love this armand so fucking much btw don't get me wrong#it's just weird to be in a slightly better universe#where anne rice isn't hitting me over the head with Terrible Vampire Actions every two seconds#but also i get to look at pretty people???? and it's kind of killing me????#every time armand faces the camera i almost pass out#maybe that's the cold medication though#iwtv#iwtv s2#ask to tag
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Debussy's "Clair de Lune" is a song inspired by a poem inspired by a painting. Just so you know.
#Ive been obsessed with this since i found out. screams and cries and throws up i love art#adddna#found this out montjs ago btw. every time i hear claire de lune theres a nonzero random chance ill burst into tears now
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If there is anything that makes me wanna say "I called it" on, it's the characterization of the Daycare Attendant (Sun specifically) in Help Wanted 2. My version of Sun's personality is almost exactly like the Sun in HW2, and I made him after playing Security Breach (the only difference being he cusses and that Moon is more chill).
I deadass looked at this cheerful weirdo we barely got to see in that game and went "he is both the only adult serving cunt and the most friendly guy to ONLY children out there". And now that's CANON. He is the exact opposite of that one meme image that has "fuck them kids" on it. Sun says "fuck them adults" lmao.
#the disappointment speaks#a day in the life of the disappointment#screaming into the void#love my brain doing this to me#if I had a nickel for every time I called something by accident before it occured (game related)#I'd have 2 nickels. one for Banjo in smash and one for Sun's personality.#if we include irl itd be 3 bc I once told a resident that she's win big at bingo and won 7 out of 11 rounds that day#btw I'll never live that bingo moment down. We manifest bingo winnings to rival the gods here.#but yeah I didnt think I could compare me calling Sun's personality and Banjo in Smash Ultimate ever but here we are!#its like sans and the queen dying. unrelated yet somehow forever linked by correlation.#oh wait I gotta do normal tags too#fnaf#fnaf help wanted 2#help wanted 2#okay enjoy my word vomit people going through the hw2 tags on tumblr. ily
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i relate to jan so much because nace jordan is my celebrity crush too
#it's kinda embarrassing because i don't remember this ever happening#the things this man does to me need to be studied because he makes me absolutely feral#i have to bite on my hand so i don't scream every time one of THOSE photos is dropped#he also seems like the sweetest person ever#who is also capable of looking like he's about to throw you on bed and absolutely destroy you??#yes please#nace jordan the man you are#nace jordan#joker out#also#jan saying that was insane btw#but i totally understand him
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“Lavinia,” Ursula K. Le Guin
#I devoured this and am still reeling#the only retelling worth existing#ursula k. le guin#knows vergil by heart and loves him dearly and honours him every step of the way#her lavinia knows the ambarvalia song and understands it;#her lavinia does not know venus as the greek goddess of love and lust#but when vergil quotes to her the beginning of the de rerum natura she is swept away because those words put a name to her religious feeling#her lavinia meets vergil when he is on the verge of dying and by virtue of this liminal state he knows it all but only through a veil#and at one point he cannot distinguish between that time he invented the underworld for his aeneas#and that other time he travelled the underworld with a man he met in a deep dark wood and I was SCREAMING#btw I loved it please everybody read it#tagamemnon#lavinia#arma virumque cano#vergil#the aeneid
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I feel like voice acting in an object show would be really fun, but I don't think I have too much of a vocal range lmao
#also not sure if i would have the time#people say my voice is very expressive though!!#jacob fairclough does the same voice for all his characters though and still gets a ton of roles so...#maybe i could#no shade to jacob btw. i actually respect the grind#hes kinda iconic to me because of how much ive heard him in object shows. like an inside joke with myself#every time i hear him i yell “JACOB FAIRCLOUGH!? BACK AT IT AGAIN!!”#screaming into the void
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im so close to outright fuckin beggin my mom to get a divorce at this rate i cant deal with my fathers narcissistic asshole behavior anymore
#we're both fucking exhausted but here he is calling us at 10:30 at night despite knowing for 30 years my mom goes to bed at 9#talking to him is a cyclical fucking nightmare and his demands are insane#btw i know that narcissistic people arent inherently abusive#and that its pathologized yadayadayada. no hes one of the narcisisstic abusers. like every fucking bill#and yes its bc of fear but i dont fucking care. im afraid and angry all the time and you still dont see me treating my loved ones like dirt#everything is about him and he can do nothing wrong and he knows everything and if you dont adhere to h8s schedule#he calls you a dramatic bab#y#but then will fly into a screaming rage and call you a motherfucker and a waste of space and a lazy piece of shit if u dont cater to him#or get anything wrong#vent#also his demands are fucking insane like no im not getting another fucking dishrack for my roommates to be seperate#ik you keep your towels seperate from everyone elses but no im not doing that#bc im not a goddamn fucking pansy who lets my ocd control me like you you fucking freak#god i wish i could kill you just so you can never make my mom upset ever again
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