#i really really realy want to..

[caindiis]

if i gave obey me characters government assigned post hardcore bands and songs would you guys forgive me….. :/

[blufox234isadumbname]

also lolita slimecicle

[arcanegifs]

to the people who repost my gifs on other socmed platforms and give a credit back to this blog, i see you, i appreciate you, and thank you ❤️

[lucyvaleheart]

i need to be chained down

i need to struggle against my bonds, need to cry need to scream, need to feel so utterly helpless and vulnerable

i need it to hurt. I need my ass to be smacked so red that it it brings real tears to my eyes before we're even halfway through. i need the wood of the paddle to SNAP and splinter as it breaks against my body.

i need to be told the most disgusting, cruel, awful things about myself; i need to be degraded and made to feel so small and pathetic and worthless and stupid and i need to be crying on the floor, utterly limp in my bonds from it.

i want to be marked. i want to feel teeth, i want to feel claws, i want my skin to break from the force of them i want to feel the blade against me i want to feel the fear in my whole being as it goes further and further and further

i need to be owned, to be claimed, to be branded with a hot iron, to be caged up and collared. need that collar to shock me, need someone to own me, need someone to hold my remote and press the button until i can't breathe until im choking with sobs and crying on the floor for a second time

when i say i need to be broken

i need to be broken.

[princekirijo]

World's most frustrating feeling: having multiple ideas and character designs but despite working on the thing for nearly 5 YEARS still being nowhere close to having a coherent plot 💀

[spurdroid]

guess who like forgot about tumblr anyways hi I have some sonic au designs. I really n3ed to work on more of the cast. soon.

[istjury]

staring at mutuals like that (i want to be friends)

[opens-up-4-nobody]

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[echotunes]

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❄️ ⇢ what's your dream theme/plot for a fic, and who would write it best?

something I've really really wanted to have/read fics about is ballroom dance! but like, ones that actually go into detail about the dancing itself. however I also realise this is a very specific niche and realistically I'm the only person who's going to be filling it for the fandoms/characters I'm into. so I guess I'll have to do it myself. and in fact have been doing it myself. all previous attempts at fics have failed (shoves the five or six abandoned wips under the carpet) but hey! @/hideduoweek has "dance" as a prompt this time around! so. well we'll see :D

(ask game)

[chiptrillino]

Hi, hope you are doing well!! I was wondering if i could get a tattoo of one of your Zuki's fanarts? Will totally understand if you feel uncomfy and say no

hello! you sure you mean me? or its just a typo? i don' have any zuki fanworks. uh... i am not really uncomfortable by it so its fine by me. but i really hope you are really sure over an image that will be permanent on your body!

[alicesbread]

Ich and Clarice honestly should have more screentime together becouse I'm pretty sure their relationship is straight up adorable I just can't (also I can see Clarice having a one sided-crush on Ich If I'm honest)☹️☹️☹️

[todayisafridaynight]

Arakawa family brain rot: I just had the saddest thought about Masato returning from America, but from Masumi's perspective. He's prolly excited to see his son again despite the relationship tension. He's heard Masato has been doing great. His attitude has improved with his health. Maybe things will get better if he tries hard enough.

Maybe there's a chance to fix things.

And there isn't. Masato's just as vindictive and mean and manipulative as he ever was. And Arakawa finally has to mourn the son he never had. The son he told the world had died.

Do you think he ever regretted letting Masato get away with murder? Regretted that it wasn't Ichiban he still had in his life? I have a hard time with this because he loves Masato so much. I just wish he'd had the son who loved him out in the world with him y'know.

But we all know Masato ain't built for prison.

And I can't imagine like... Seeing Jo. Being relieved to see him again but immediately losing confidence because Jo looks so much more *tired* than he did. Ever together and composed but not really His Jo anymore. Not in the same way. It is never the same after he was gone so long.

I'm sure there are moments or even days where they fall into old patterns but I can't help but feel like (if Jo did in fact go to America w Masato) that that would be a defining shift in the relationship between Jo and Masumi.

Idk what this is really about but I got in my Arakawa feelings (I think be instared too long at the picture you posted). 🫰 Thanks for listening to me ramble byyyye~

EVERY DAY of my life i think of arakawa wondering if what they did regarding masato was 'the right choice'- like OF COURSE it was masato literally wouldnt have made it yet if it was the right choice why does it feel like such the wrong choice yeah...

[nightfallsystem]

i see ppl talking abt their system actually working together and im like damn we are a MESS

[milfjessepinkman]

heyy guess who tore her acl. and may need surgerryyyy

[hairydykecunt]

kinda freaking out in a chill way rn bc i keep snapping in and out of reality (in terms of like, my life and my mental health) and i’m just like. omg i still don’t have someone to like. cuddle me or give me encouragement to do stuff. and i want that. so bad. and idk how i’m gonna get it cause i can’t imagine anyone liking me like that

[ollsonline]

idk but i absolutely despise those reddit dudes who are like “will’s ace!!! not gay!!!!” as if people can’t experience romantic attraction while still being asexual