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sooo ahah
the other day (a few weeks ago now that i'm thinking about it) my mom posted something transphobic on her facebook, I called her out about it, some random guy started to try and make fun of me, she laugh reacted to it, i tried saying more shit to her but she said "I'm out" and deleted the post.
so i copied pasted all what i was going to say to her and i even said she's being hateful and no wonder her and my father fought all the time, sending screenshots of his statuses back in 2011 saying that we should love everyone.
she hasn't talked to me since! and it's nearing my birthday and i feel like... well.. guess i deserved this emptiness and quietness from her, especially so close to my birthday. i feel like a brat.
also this guy that bought my wife's car (i'm so grateful he did that dont get me wrong, we lived so securely for a while there) posted something on his facebook too that made me go "?" to myself. he's a rich guy, and i mean RICH... he flips $1mil houses and sells them for a higher price.
he literally goes to mexico for vacation it seems like every weekend. just the other day he blew a bunch at vegas and even earned ~$200,000. whatever yknow? but he took a picture of a homeless guy's ass and posted it on facebook, going on about how he was doing drugs and shit in a bush next to him and how the cost of living in california is doubled and the government there can't bother to "protect" them (them as in the housed people with jobs and no drug abuse).
i told him that if the cost of living is doubled then he should expect to see a few displaced and struggling people. that was it. and now i'm just?
i'm just sitting here. am i too much for this earth? for this reality? why am i so different? it seems like trivial things, but i'm trans. i was homeless once. if someone was mocking my body on facebook (in both instances) i'd kill myself. genuinely. why can't people have more compassion ? i don't get it. is there something wrong with me???? they're making it feel that way!
#dwighty vent#not to mention when my wife got beat by her father#i reached out to the guy with the car#and i was like “please can we have some money for a hotel”#and he was like “I spent my limit on car parts i can venmo you $20”#like... no the fuck you haven't#i hate rich people and i hate transphobes#i dont get it#i dont get it at all
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Thought posed:
Danny does the college stuff and interning for stuff at Wayne Enterprises while living in Gotham, but he doesn’t catch the Bats attention because he simultaneously is both Just Normal Enough while the Bats are Slightly Out Of Step of normal long enough that things with Danny don’t catch their attention. (Gotham as a whole is a huge ‘well this might as well happen’ place and after however many years…the threshold is a bit off for weirdness. Pair that up with normal Batdrama and role-code-switching and minor things are likely going to be subconsciously overlooked if not clocked as Dangerous.)
(Does Danny know the Bats’ IDs? … He would deny it if asked. Not his circus business though. He does think it’s smart that they at least try to cover their faces, unlike when he played the hero. He meets Clark before Superman and feels like he’s on the Office or something.)
Danny moves on with the astro-stuff (whether an astronaut, an astrophysicist, or whatever else) in another city and catches the attention of another hero as Not Normal, What’s Up With That Guy?? (two parts coincidence, one part Danny’s willingness to trust for the better, one part Uncanny) and they track his history to Gotham/WE and decide to ask the Batclan if they knew anything.
They find out nothing really is wrong with Danny (…the JLD was not called or conferred with, unfortunately for all) but it does spark the reeducation refresher of the Gotham Clan for Human Weirdness (that also educated the rest in just how messed up Gotham can be).
#and then at the end Danny shows up in space or whatever idk#part as just a normal thing he does that didn’t catch attention before#part because the heroes were not subtle and Danny wants to fuck with them#Danny’s stuff is more background to the reeducation of Gotham vigilantes’ perspective of normalcy#I figure that with enough time some things that were Big News is now not and therefore doesn’t reach far#especially is Gotham had a period of not being able to rely on anything but itself#adult Danny Fenton#he’s in his 30s#two decades dead and a year or two off of finding out he’s functionally immortal#GIW not really an issue#governmant agencies may be watching him to use him for nefarious purposes (saving money on budgets with this overpowered space weirdo)#I’m on the astronaut Danny fenton tag again#lol#dpxdc#ao3#op#Danny stared at Clark for 20 seconds without blinking during an interview and the déjà vu sense clocked him as alien#Clark was concerned when his interviewee spaced out mid word. saw him later when he saved him from a car later and the guy just…sighed?#the only thing he says as he walks away?#goddamnit wes. every effing time. should probably look into that.
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the nsbu table is five DM pets and rekha shankar
#not art#nsbu spoilers#← tag mostly for the following tags lol#regarding the post I Am Colloquializing For Joke Of Course but its just funny to see how#everyone is like so sweet and enthusiastic and playing and frolicking in brennan's sandbox#and rekha is heckling him at any possible venue. everyone else is a camper rekha is his shounen rival#like jacob is bringing his full earnestness into playing the character#and alex constantly reaches to pieces and people in the environment and other players to reveal extremely compelling dynamics#and ify is doing next level engineer shit on the worldbuilding he is straight up gonna get a good grade in isekai#and ally is extremely willing to take any hit to keep the banter flowing and the ease with which they and brennan bounce ideas back and#forth is astounding#and izzy is like. she's Hysterical I fucking love paula so much but there's that moment in the latest ep when jack manhattan shows up#and she Immediately breaks out of paula to do the fucking face and beat perfect jack manhattan and you kinda realize oh she's just#really fucking good at acting and she's beinging it 110% to the table#man. nsbu is just good lmao#I call rekha brennan's shounen rival but truly like that person hacking move was awesome she is as invested in the world as everyone else#but that dynamic really got her to shine the way it sets up the shirt throwing bit was straight up a jjba duel#like brennan entertaining her request and letting the whole table forget about the speed of the car before reminding them#by breaking g13's wrist. like beat for beat a shounen fight it's the best#and it heightens when rekha then does something fucking awesome#its good. its just really good. I really enjoy nsbu guys
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omg I love possessive Gil in your 10 things AU so much🥵 can you please write more smut like that? (with any AU you want)💌❤️🔥
Thena laughed at the man's joke, who was happy to receive her payment with a sleek smile. His hand even floated down to her shoulder. Their exchange continued, but that hand felt the need to linger.
Gil watched it the entire time.
Thena was on her doctor mandated break, from both performing and even teaching for at least two weeks. He was happy to take care of her at home, but almost at the end of her time off, she was getting restless. So, seeing a show seemed like a great idea.
Thena had a great time--at least he thought she did. He had asked if she knew anyone in it but she hadn't recognised any names from the show program. That made this even worse.
The male lead had just happened to recognise Thena, purely from running in similar professional circles. Gil was proud of it! She was an amazing ballerina, of course she should be recognised for it. That wasn't the problem. This guy was the problem.
"I'm honoured I could finally meet the Swan herself," he schmoozed right in her face.
Gil tugged at his tie. He called her that, thank you.
"I've seen so many of your shows, I should be the one dying to meet you," he continued. His hand left Thena's shoulder, but only to trail down her arm to clasp her hand in his. He was really pushing it.
"Nonsense, you're the crown jewel of your company," she countered his flattery, although she hadn't yanked her hand out of his yet, much to Gil's distaste.
"If only I were the crown jewel of yours." Okay, this guy definitely knew what he was doing. Gil stood straighter as the man even raised Thena's hand to his lips.
"Oh," she blinked, blushing faintly as he did so.
Gil cleared his throat loudly. He had stood by for enough of this. He moved in without a thought to the jostling of everyone. He elbowed the man out of his way and captured Thena's waist in his arm. "Sorry, we're late for something."
"Gil!"
"Of course," the man sighed dramatically. He waved as Thena was dragged away from him. "It was a pleasure, ma cherie!"
"I'll show you pleasure.
"Gilgamesh," Thena huffed as he ushered her into an empty dressing room and slammed the door behind them. "What is-!"
He pulled her close, taking her lips in his. He cushioned the back of her head with his hand, although her back hit the door as he pressed as close as he could get.
Thena moaned against his lips, their tongues moving fluidly and her hands on his cheeks. Her shoulders bunched up, surprised by his urgency.
He moved his shoulders, eager to get her elbows out of his way. He moved his hands from her waist to grasp her behind through the light layers of her pretty dress.
"Gil!" she all but yelped. He hoisted her, hands grasping her behind so he could move them from the door to the mirror. He plunked her down onto the table of it, her shoulders pressed against the cold glass. She gasped. "What are you doing?!"
But he wasn't in the mood. He was in a very different mood. He grasped the insides of her knees to help them wind around him. These things were the perfect height. "You want pleasure?"
"Gil," Thena attempted to scold him, but he could watch the tiny twitches in her face as he trailed his hand up the inside of her thigh.
"You can have it," he breathed into her ear. He dragged his teeth over it, enjoying the flush of red that followed. She shivered. He used the other hand to trail over where he had watched that asshole do exactly the same. He would replace that man's touch on Thena's body with his own. "Because you're mine."
"Gil," she bit her lip as he latched onto her neck. His one hand continued to trail lightly from her hand up to her shoulder, back and forth, up and down, so lightly it was almost ticklish. But he reached her shoulder and planted it more firmly. "We can't."
"What did I just say?" he whispered roughly, his other hand reaching its goal and easily pushing aside the white lace she was wearing. He remembered it well; he had watched her select that exact set and then joke about not going.
Thena whimpered as he skipped any sort of warm up and instead pushed in just the tips of his fingers first.
"Miss Thena," he teased, pushing in to the second knuckle. "What did I tell you?"
"You're mine," she panted, her hands finally moving up his chest and around his neck to his back to pull him closer.
He chuckled. It was close enough. He liked rendering his Swan all ruffled and speechless. He dove, dragging his teeth from her neck down her clavicle to her cleavage. "I said you're mine."
Thena let out a deeper moan as he pushed his fingers in completely, simultaneously using his teeth to drag down the front of her dress. It had been sitting just off her shoulders, teasing him all night.
He reached for the back zipper, freeing her breasts completely. Its tightness had offered her some lift. He admired the way they bounced, now at gravity's mercy again.
"Gil, please," she whimpered, moving her hips with his fingers.
He could multitask. He continued to watch the rhythm of her breasts, eventually bending his head to take a nipple between his teeth. He bit a little more firmly than necessary. Her back arched but he pushed his thumb into the dip of her collar bone, not needing any pressure to keep her shoulders against the mirror. It was fogging up.
Thena whined as he pulled his fingers away. She was panting for breath and a light sheen was fighting the setting layer of her makeup. "Jealous and a tease?"
If he could give her behind a little smack, he would. But he kept her firmly planted on it, deliberately pulling both hands away from her to undo his belt. She watched with hunger in her eyes. "This what you want?"
She nodded.
He undid his suit trousers, pulling himself out and grasping himself at the base. Fuck, he was hard. "Say it."
"I want you," she managed, her voice full of breath.
He bent her knees more, forcing the skirt of her dress up and out of his way. He gripped the flesh of her inner thigh, a fine mix of natural fat and firm muscle. It clenched as he massaged little circles with his thumb closer and closer to her hip. "Ask for it."
A flash of stubbornness passed over her. He raised his eyebrows, just touching his tip to her warmth.
Her eyes lowered as she looped her arms around his neck, "please, Gil?"
"Please," he moved closer to her ear again, letting her fold her swanly form around him. He nipped at her earring, "what?"
"Please," she whimpered again, the red from her ears shooting down her neck. "Fuck me."
"Good girl," he congratulated her as he pushed in. She moaned, her knees tightening around him before stretching out and then closing in again. "You're mine, aren't you?"
"Yes," she gasped, her whole body adjusting to him in this position as he kissed along her throat.
"And this," he grinned, rolling his hips and hitting up and forward within her. Oh, this was a good spot. She tightened around him and he nipped at her cleavage again in thanks. "This is mine."
"Yes," she moaned, trying to urge him into moving more.
He leaned forward, pushing them both more firmly against the mirror behind them. It was completely fogged up from their heat now. Thena's bare shoulders squeaked against the glass. "All mine?"
"Yes," she whined, digging her heel into the back of his thigh.
"Say it," he teased again, moving lightly, as if they had all the time in the world for him to fuck her in a strange theatre full of other patrons.
"I'm all yours."
"Good."
Gil slammed their hips together, picking up a completely frantic pace. He gripped his arm around Thena, keeping her at the perfect precipice, close enough to the edge for him to push all the way in but also safely planted on the counterspace. These things were not meant to be fucked on; he could hear the braces of it in the wall as they moved.
Thena made a buffet of sounds for him to enjoy. Her head rotated between leaning down, searching for him, and pressing the bun in her hair against the mirror, smearing the steam. "Gil!"
He ran his hand down her arm again, bringing her hand to his lips, then her wrist, then up her arm. "Mine, mine, mine."
"Yours," she repeated back to him. He wasn't sure she was really in the depths of territorial need like he was. But so long as she was enjoying herself, that was what mattered. "Fuck, Gil, I'm-"
"Coming?" he snarled, trailing his tongue from between her breasts and up her neck. He nipped at the sharp angle of her jawbone. "On whose cock?"
"Yours," she answered again, although her voice was so breathy and high in pitch it was getting hard to hear her.
"Say it," he grunted, changing angle, pushing the top of his head down and burying his face in her breasts. Her fingers ran through his hair.
"Your cock, yours," she obeyed, pulsing around him frantically. He gripped her hips and pulled her, slamming and grinding them together where they were joined. Her shoulders slipped down and she gripped the corners of the counter edge as she came.
Gil held her by the waist, lifting her bottom half completely to keep them firmly joined. He came with her, both of them erupting with nowhere to go. He opened his eyes slowly, coming down from the high as they both gasped for breath.
The skirt of her dress pooled around their hips and drooped down from where he was holding her. But he heard a faint dripping sound that made him feel positively feral.
Thena attempted to call out his name, but she was shaking all over, especially her arms. He moved closer again, helping support her again. She leaned over him, her back to the mirror and her front to his chest. She whimpered as he slipped out of her.
Gil examined the damage, slipping her panties back into place, not that she didn't squirm at that. He glanced briefly at the floor as he stuffed himself back into his trousers and did up his belt.
Thena cleared her throat. He looked at her and she looked positively scandalised. Although, her glaring and pouting would do a lot more if she weren't so flushed, and such a cute shade of pink. "Gil."
He chuckled, knowing exactly what she was asking. "Yes, Miss Thena."
She looked away as he wiped the evidence of them off the floor. Her legs were crossed and she was gripping the skirt of her dress over her lap. "I like this dress, you know."
"I'll have it dry cleaned, Gorgeous," he promised, kissing her cheek as he gently helped her slide off the counter. Her heels hit the floor but they clattered and skidded as she struggled to stand upright. "You got it?"
She grumbled into his chest, trying to find the strength in her knees.
"Hm?" he hummed, observing the top of her head and how even her bun was a little messed up now. He picked at it, trying to make it seem more deliberate. She swatted his hand away.
"I said you were insufferable," she huffed as she finally managed to take two straight steps without wobbling.
No, watching some stranger paw at his girlfriend was insufferable. This was quite pleasurable, if he did say so himself. He tilted his head as Thena paused at the door. "Sweetheart?"
She turned, positioning herself behind him. "Tell me if it's all clear."
His poor Thena. She could be so adventurous at times, but when it came to the consequences of their lovemaking, she would prefer not to deal with them. He gripped the handle, ready to strut his stuff.
#Thenamesh Ballerina/Boxer AU#Thenamesh 18+#thank you so much!!!#for the compliment and the ask#I have been looking forward to jealous Gil in this au again actually#it worked out when he learned Ben wasn't who he thought he was#but Gil absolutely is ready to fuck shit up#this guy#this fan boy#he fawns all over Thena and tells her how much he admires her professionally#meanwhile Gil is over here as if the man just got on one knee and proposed to her in front of him#he's handsome and French and he's just as graceful as Thena is#Gil: it's time to fuck#he leaves first#he does make sure no one is at least waiting outside the room or anything#he reaches back#Thena takes his hand and sheepishly sneaks out with him#once they're in the car she slaps him on the arm#it's not funny!#but Gil has never been more proud of himself#the little shit#he does have Thena's dress dry cleaned perfectly#not that she can look at it the same way again#Thena doesn't have social media#but she finds out that there are whispers of how someone snuck off and fucked in a dressing room#she's mortified but Gil is like good that dude can stay in his lane#Sersi knows it was them#she just...knows
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dean “reacts in new, interesting, fucked up ways to losing cas” winchester and they’re telling me that has nothing to do with nothing in the finale after cas literally confessed his romantic love the act of which was his moment of true happiness and subsequent sacrificial death. haha okay
#did anyone try the consciously choosing to pull that trenchcoat out of the water fold it up and transfer it between each new car#putting it in the trunk from car to car just keeping it until the moment he puts it back in cas’ hands i thought the transferring the#trenchcoat between each non impala car was lovely#orrrr the time his brain literally rewrote his memory. because the reality of cas choosing to stay behind in purgatory rather than#going with dean was more painful than a memory where dean failed to save him and cas was reaching out to him desperately. and he couldn’t#save him. that he NEEDED to remember it that way to cope.#and then seeing cas on the road and at the window (I’m so cold I’ve come home) and fully believed he was seeing visions of him.#FROM DEEP MOURNING ENTIRE ARC TO COWBOY TIMES. and this time it’s pretty much fine you guys don’t worry about it.#after a love confession which. is literally the death of him. the act of loving dean in that moment and doing so openly both his true#happiness and his cause of death. which he chose. okay!#surely dean ‘very capable of being normalcore about castiel the angel’ will experience no rammys from this#(also by fucked up I don’t mean wrong I mean he does not do well it is not a good experience for him)
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#just want to apologize to anyone who has tried to reach out lately#just like I texted my friend I’ll tell you guys the same#haven’t been talking to a lot of people lately tbh#pretty sure I’ve mentioned php a few times by now#monday was my last day#and I was feeling on top of the world on Monday#I don’t remember the last time I was so genuinely happy#figured it was the med change or something#so I was feeling pretty optimistic#I’m in between programs now#and today was not the best#not as bad as some of my days#but definitely not even near the day I had on Monday#I just wish I could feel that every single day#I’m working on it but still#waiting to start ‘adult day treatment’ and case management#and I think case management will help me find a place??? I’m not sure exactly but that’s kinda what I was getting#which honestly? I know I’ve bitched about how badly I need to move#but while I was in php I realized I don’t think I’ll truly be able to heal while I’m living here… and that’s a scary thought#idk there’s a lot more deeper things that I don’t wanna talk about#but the fact I don’t have space and I don’t feel safe and comfortable here is hard….#my ‘safe’ space was my car but now that I’m trying to quit smoking my car isn’t the best place for me#I’ve been kinda getting used to my room and I’m finally trying to move a few things around#(now that I have a little energy again)#it’s just……. my arachnophobia is KILLING me here#in the past week I don’t even know how many spiders I’ve seen and killed#they haven’t been crazy and I recognize I don’t live in Australia or places where the spiders are as big as fucking cars#I came home and I was in a good mood until I saw a spider in my room 🙃🙃🙃 tried to vacuum it but not sure if I got it……..#so guess im sleeping on the couch….. again…. but can’t help think if out here is any better…#shut up rosie
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other than the entire adultery plotline, the only thing i would retcon in the entire season 1 of ouat is the fairies are cursed to become nuns in storybrooke. WHAT EVEN WAS THAT??? so many characters became their exact opposites, so why was blue the exact same stuffy woman both as a fairy and in storybrooke? in my mind, the fairies became a giant lesbian commune (so essentially what they already were in the enchanted forest) living on the outskirts of town. and because storybrooke shouldn't have any contact with the outside world, the fairies collectively own a farm that sources most of the food for all of storybrooke. when the curse broke they were like hey actually this is pretty good. and kept being a giant lesbian commune.
#ouat#once upon a time#ouat season 1#seriously why would regina make them devoted to a religion that doesn't/shouldn't even exist in her realm??#i always thought it was SO random and out of place#anyway other random minor headcanons i associate with this:#when emma was briefly homeless in between getting kicked out of granny's and moving in with snow#the lesbian farmer commune would have reached out and housed her so she wouldn't be sleeping in her car no questions asked#regina obviously has trauma with horses but she still would have sent henry over to the lesbian farmer commune#to replicate summer camp for him within storybrooke and let him learn the value of Hard Work and whatever because she IS a good mum#ruby would have been very good friends with them cause she would probably have to do pickup of their deliveries#and would strongly consider moving in with them whenever she had a big fight with her granny#david is their favourite cishet white guy in canon. otherwise it's just wlw mlm solidarity#btw the disney abc explanation for it would've been that they're feminist celibates#which would get retconned in season 5 when ruby was revealed to be queer#also in this perfect world. mulan came to storybrooke WITH the merry men. and then she joined the lesbian commune#ideally WITH aurora but idc. all the fairies would have loved to see mulan toss haybales (even if they all could do it)#mary margaret would have been blissfully unaware of the fact it's a lesbian commune#so after her relationship problems with david in season 1 she considers joining#and comedically. emma spends the entire rest of season 1 thinking that david was so bad he turned mary margaret gay#and is not corrected until surprise!! they're both her parents
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they put me through this big industrial machine and i came out the other side kind of older 👍
#just me hi#hello i am. an adult#no handshakes at this time hbvhf#/gtg to mass rn but !! weow#/also i've been stressing how to change my bio which is a liiittle bit funny#like 'oh my stars what am i going to do about this!!!! i'm a legal adult tomorrow and i don't know what to do about this!!!!' my guy relax.#because i still don't know HFbvhfs#and it's suuuch a lil thing#//and i've been asked today what i want for a present#top ten unanswered questions in the universe#i think i want.. s... uh......#ehhmm....#you know what we'll figure that out later no biggy#//now i've got a Very busy day of adult things to do!! like falling asleep on short car rides and having an inner debate over soda or water#you may reach me at this number: 1-800-a-phone-number-.org ! the .org is very important don't forget that part okay? okey#tOOdles !! :D
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welp. that answers that.
#raccoon's thoughts#not what i wanted to know but close enough actually?#technically a vent if you squint and turn your head 90°#but nobody needs to think too hard abt that#it's vague enough that it doesn't matter#wait does anyone even read the tags#if they go under the read more#idk i guess i'll find out#if you're reading this#we've been trying to reach you about your car's extended warranty#i think there's glass in my foot lol#i dropped a glass earlier#did you guys know glass shards bounce sometimes when they fly everywhere#it's so fuckin weird#lmao the tags are longer than the post itself#The FitnessGram™ Pacer Test is a multistage aerobic capacity test that progressively gets more difficult as it continues.#The 20 meter pacer test will begin in 30 seconds. Line up at the start.#The running speed starts slowly#but gets faster each minute after you hear this signal.#A single lap should be completed each time you hear this sound.#Remember to run in a straight line#and run as long as possible.#The second time you fail to complete a lap before the sound#your test is over.#The test will begin on the word start.#On your mark#get ready#start.#don't ask why i have that on hand#hey santa my tags are perfectly comprehensible thank you very much
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God damn that new version of Meteors would be a logistical nightmare. Everyone and everything with programmed sentience is suddenly real. Do you guy know how much one horse eats? How much one horse shits? How much land one horse needs?
Never mind that there's 393 Mini Music Men, several birds and enough human sized former animatronic animals to fill a primary school, the fuck are you gonna feed the dinosaurs and horsies???
#fazbear going bankrupt over night having to feed all these guys#foxy's back is put out within the week as he took it upon himself to be the local shit shoveller#i hadn't considered any of this gotta be honest#where do you put all that shit good god#NDJDNDKKD KEEPING THE PLEX AFLOAT ON SELLING HORSE MANURE ALONE#how big do we think the car park for the Plex is? cause if we go by american rules...#well we might reach minimum requirements for horsies#dnjdjd all their food funded by the horse shit... lmao djdjjd#all meteors au
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#ive been very lucky in that the last family member i remember passing away was when i was like 6#like i’ve never really known any of them since#but my cat is dying from a really aggressive form of cancer#and probably only has a month at most#and now i’m having to go through this with my best friend#we got her right before christmas in 2015#or maybe 14#because our cat went missing and a man reached out thinking she was her#and she very clearly wasn’t#but the guy couldn’t take care of her so we took her home because we could#and she’s been my best friend basically since then#she’s always been there for me through the worst years of my life#she’s never left my side#when we took her home that first day she peed on me in the car lol#she still doesn’t like leaving the house#even though she used to beg outside of a gas station before us#and last night on the way to the hospital she peed on me again#so i guess it’s full circle in that way lol#idk what to do#we can’t see her until tomorrow#so i just have to sit here and act like my best friend isn’t dying#delete later#yap yap yapping#you don’t need to reach out or respond or anything i just. need to vent and i’ve exhausted everywhere else and i feel bad messaging friends
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actually now that i think ab it johnny wouldn’t get pissy over vic’s driving. he strikes me as a joyride kinda guy. i’m like 100% sure he grew up around a bunch of car rednecks with these crazy ass hotrods in the 90s, then hotrod culture died down, then he got to NC and lo and behold it’s fuckin flourishing
#johnny silverhand#vanta rambles#source: both halves of my family have car rednecks#they regale me with tales of street racing and souping up these beautiful cars in the 80s#i think partly the 90s too#there was such a rich and vibrant road culture back then in FL and i’m kinda sad it’s all been sterilized#good to be safe on the road but ykwim#it’s like the death of malls to me……#the proximity of the cyberpunk setting to the 80s is what makes this whole thing work#ok i’m gonna ramble more ab florida roads hi guys#there’s also more ppl here than ever (Stop it. Don’t move here! It tooootally sucks!)#so it’s just untenable to do some crazy shit on the road like u could 30 years ago#i can’t even pull out of my neighborhood without having to play fuckin frogger waiting for the right moment to go#even going out the BACK is rough#if it was as quiet here now as it was when my parents moved to this neighborhood we wouldn’t have a problem#now literally the car line for the elementary school reaches our neighborhood AND ppl park in our neighborhood to pick up their kids#WHICH IS EXPLICITLY NOT ALLOWED#anyway. point is god i wish the roads down here weren’t a fuckin nightmare#driving is fun and i like it even if it exhausts the hell outta me#wouldn’t be so exhausting if all the dang ol orange groves weren’t squashed to make way for subdivision no. 287
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hello everyone i am moving back in with my parents after living away from them for nine months ... they are absolutely insane to me i have already had really shitty stuff happen and we have not even picked up my stuff from my house ... but at least i will be living rent free and i will be able to save up and try again
#tw->#i have been having a very hard time the past month i have been looking on sites for housing every single day and reaching out#but every single one has fell through#and they are almost all way out of my budget as i am a minimum wage worker#and i switched jobs at the beginning of december in hopes for more hours and a better work environment but it has been so much worse#i have only worked like four days this entire month#i have cried multiple times a day and every day this entire month#and i know it is going to be bad moving back in with my parents but i literally do not have any other options#i had a full scale autistic meltdown in the car with my mom the other day#i had not had one like that in over a year maybe multiple years#i hit my head so hard so many times and she just got more mad at me and told me how much of a toddler i was acting like#which is a huge huge trigger for me#lolll lollllll idk what to do!!!!!#they don't call me my chosen name here they don't respect my gender they don't like my piercings and have not even seen my tattoos#goddddddd this is so awful guys 😭#but at the very least i will not be in a house where my toes are numb even with the heater on under multiple blankets wearing socks#and there will always be food in the pantry#and i will not have to deal with drugs and felons in the house#i am hoping i can use this as a total restart#we will see...pray for me LOLL
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Thinking about. Butler and Jon.
#PLEASE imagine them having to go on a ‘mission’ together. just the two of them.#and by ‘mission’ I do NOT mean high-stakes I mean they are driving frantically around town trying to find this one particular brand of soup#- for Tim because he’s sick and therefore extra-picky or something.#because high-stakes I imagine they can easily put differences aside in the name of survival but extended periods together in the car?#GROCERY SHOPPING TOGETHER?#pls it’d be so funny. Jon’s completely out-of-touch with shopping but vaguely remembers his time as a Normal Guy and thus keeps reaching for#- cheap stuff. Butler probably shops for the Fowls but only like… fancy shit. what would he do in a Walmart.
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Just saw the FNAF movie, and I can already see myself talking about it to new, younger kids in the future like, yeah, that came out when I was 16, it was so long ago 😂 It’s so fascinating and cool and borderline fever-dream-ish to see it on a theatre screen when you’ve known it as games and art your whole life— especially with the visual references and the sound design. I can see this becoming nostalgic reaaally quick— and with so many people cosplaying at the theaters as well, maybe including myself? I mean, I was a bit disappointed by the lack of sudden jumpscares, as that is what the games use as their mane scare tactic. Also the random change of lore a tad? I’ll uhhhh. Vibe with it.
It was crazy to see everyone absolutely going hard XD I went low key, but I still got recognized a few times, it was pretty awesome! It was so cool to see everyone excited and coming together over a shared interest. It’s like going to a football game and finding someone wearing the same jersey as your own, I suppose! I’ve never been super hardcore in the fandom, but seeing the community in person and the excitement and creativity and the dedication— it’s something I respect. Y’all go and be awesome, guys.
Also spoilers below here for a single sentence about something I noticed —————
Micheal getting yeeted and having a short-lived toss-across-a-table throw-down match with Peepaw Willy was 100% something I did not expect, but 100% something I needed to see, regardless if I knew it or not 😂 also that design and literally every small detail. I can tell you that me and my friend were death gripping each other and they were digging their nails into my arm in excitement, my gosh XD It was a super great experience, even if I’m not one for horror. I’m glad I went!
#fnaf#fnaf movie#review?#that was actually pretty good#I just absolutely loved when little balloon boy scared the crap out of the driver#peak comedy I tell you#I like to imagine he had to throw himself at the car three times very fast because he’s so small#little short film about how he reaches things#also PG-13??? haha doesn’t that mean implied death. that was very obviously implied 😂#also my gosh#the end credits made everyone in the theatre scream I was so proud of them in that moment#that movie was definition of edge-on-your-seat#everyone was basically strangling the person next to them to see what would happen next#and HELLO#VANESSA????#I’m just stunned honestly#I did not expect it to be such a rich experience#not even from the movie but from the fans#that was lit my guy#I just really like how close the anamatronics looked to how they are in the games#I was proud of that#and yet they were still scary and not a bit silly#like they didn’t change pretty much anything#it was so great man
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vv wait sorry lol i think its funny when ppl think i have that problem. its like huh oh no i just want to be alone now. thank you.
thanking a friend for helping me with a task [cause by the end i really did not want to hang out anymore] and getting the 'hey. friendships are okay to be burdensome' yeah no totally. fr...
friend apologies for cutting a convo short. 'thanks for being chill and causual about [personal reason] lmao' huh uh yeah i definitely didnt just go 'yessss i can watch cartoons now!'
#some shit#i am a Normal person thanks for asking.#listen. lol. i reach out to non blogger friends. eh uh. [wiggles hand] about as often as they do me.#in a veryyyy. very. out of context interaction that is locked down as being metaphorically reasonate now#being asking. when carring smth. '(audio unclear) need a hand? or are you good alone'#my guy. i am. good alone.
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