#i overthink too much probably
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#suddenly occurred to me that I haven't kissed anybody in over a decade#im not altogether certain i would were i presented the opportunity#and im not altogether certain the opportunity would be granted me were i to continue using this ridiculous phrasing#but anyway like a lil bit :( on realising that#it was uhhh nice. y'know. but ive not been confident and/or drunk enough since then#and im not the sort of person to uh to do anything about anything so of course nothings happened. yknow#im not lonely or whatever i like my life how it is#but i do like kissing. and it's sorta a shame ive only got to do it one night ever#i don't have any friends in my city and i don't go out ever#loud = not fun‚ and i don't drink - which would take the edge off the not-fun-ness - y'know so i don't what did i say before#there isn't ever the opportunity#but never mind#anyway if there was id be too worried that yknow whatever like im very aromantic etc i don't want anything else to happen or whathaveyou#i overthink too much probably#anyway#what was i saying#basically kissing is nice and I sorta miss it#how can incredibly reclusive autistic fools get kisses without. like. any scary effort or the dangers of interpersonal nonsense#advice please#that last a joke#i do not want advice or anything im just struck by the thought and rambling#pffft anyway
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“No matter what happens to us… we’ll always be brothers to the end…”- Mickey or Oswald
#my art#art#steampunk au#mickey mouse#oswald the lucky rabbit#SOSFKWDOCSOW I LOVE THEM TOO MUCH#Oswald has to probably go on his tippy toes to reach Mickey’s height ifwirfkwfwk-#just a quick sketch of the bros because I’m burned out and also for me to stop overthinking#it’s nothing really. just personal stuff#I’ll be alright#pls for the love of do NOT tag this as a ship#idc if I got the hug wrong I just need to draw somethinggg
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Poor Law. I wonder what his chemical of choice is, because he for sure needs to take a chill pill, and lay in the dark after dealing with those idiots all day 😅
#thank you so much for the meme love 🙏🏼💜#this man's suffering always cheers me up 😅#trafalgar law#one piece memes#one piece#I think he'd drink an IPA &/or bourbon#or pop a xanax#i know everyone hc's him as a stoner and i totally agree for pre timeskip#but i think he's too stressed out about his plans and protecting his crew lately#so he'd only smoke on rare occasions#and probably have anxiety because he'd start overthinking#lol i didn't realize i had this headcanon#turtletaub responds
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This time I'm really gonna do it!!!! (finish my fucking animatic)
#jane journals#self insert talk#platonic f/o#familial f/o#🪐 kepler quinn 🪐#ive finally started working on it again....after starting over.....#but im making good progress and not overthinking it this time and i fear i may be cooking!!!#i hope you all care about kepler as much as i do 😭😭#he's the specialest boy in all the world and i love him so so much!!!#its probably still gonna be a while coming but i hope i can get fixated on working on it#i certainly FELT fixated last night ajfjgkg#and im working on the lore guide. another thing i just gotta not think too hard about!!#i do this thing where i psych myself out of big projects its fun#but i got a good feeling this time 😂😂
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idea. since askdusttale answered an ask about where dust got his determination from (because dust has SOME determination just so he can remember the timelines and keep going against the human) and said it was totally up to personal interpretation on how he got his determination. so so so like what if what if dusttale's player did something similar to something new's player and changed dust's code to give him determination??? so dust and killer COULD BOTH had their codes tampered with??? the parallels would be INSANE. they both started off as sans and got their codes tampered with by the player but dust and killer went on two opposite paths. dust out of his own voalition decided to go against the human but killer had to team up with the human no choice at all. the opposite parallels go CRAZY oh god im tweaking
killer doesn't know exactly (since i forgot whether or not he can see codes or something like that. i swear there was an image of him describing fell and swap's code and then his own) but he can SENSE that something's off. something's different about dust that he doesn't quite know about. maybe it gets him to ask a bunch of questions that dust is definitely not open to answering because jesus man mind your own damn business but the question that really sets killer off is the way dust answers when he asks "so if you have determination then how did you get it?" and dust just shrugs his shoulders and said that one day he suddenly remembered the resets and then that's when he got it (and then goes back to mumbling to phantom paps or wtvr) and killer's just like. zomg. a sudden change in behavior or mentality that seemingly has no apparent reason related to the human???? like like like when he suddenly had to agree with the player despite literally never wanting to????? killer is over thinking the implications behind this
meanwhile dust is just annoyed now because killer keeps on following him. he keeps asking him strange questions. wtf why is the guy asking to see his SOUL that's incredibly personal???? he just wants to be left alone man he has no idea what's going on
#this is what happens when i go on my weekly ask dusttale scroll through i come up with ideas like this#one day killer asks dust if he knows about the players and creators#dust says no. and the moment killer starts explaining it to him he backs off#because dust is actually fucking going crazy at what he just barely said#there are people above us that control our stories??? our LIVES???#so he wasn't fighting against some random human but a literal god who wanted to play with him out of curiosity???#dust is never going to forget that conversation. killer knows even that one sentence changed him#dust is really paranoid now when he sees a human. immediately kills them compared to before#yk what let's make this nightmare's gang related! nm notices dust's paranoia toward humans#mans is getting upset because he's killing precious negativity. so he asks killer#killer wtf happened to dust i told you to watch over him and horror (sadly i cant drag him into this hc)#and killer's like i might've told him about creators and players and now he's probably having a crisis over his free will and stuff#yeahhhh that dust gets replaced asap. it's better to leave aus unaware of creators in the DUST (haha)#and then promptly replaces him. killer keeps on eyeing the new dust like#is it a dusttale thing? is it all dusts? or was that the only one? maybe this one KNOWS?#but in the end he leaves him alone bc nm told him too. he's still overthinking those implications though#GOD THIS IS SUCH A COOL FUCKING IDEA#askdusttale i love having freedom to come up with ideas like this BLESS 🙏🙏🙏#listen if there were a real canon reason dust gets determination then i wouldn't have this idea#but dusttale's canon is so loose and just structural its GREAT!!!! i love it#and the fact that the dusttale fics dont even change much to the lore??? just explains dusts personality better#HOW MANY MORE PARALLELS CAN THE MTT HAVE BEFORE THEY EXPLODE I SWEAR#killer sans#dust sans#nightmare sans#murder time trio#bad sanses#utmv#sans au#tricule rant
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Uh oh. Something I read about St. Faustina the other day is haunting me, and it's nothing related to the more mystical side of her life.
It's that she wrote something in a journal about how there was a woman (not sure if it was another nun) who loved Faustina dearly as a friend and was constantly coming to see her. And Faustina did not like her as much as this woman liked her. She found her annoying and wished she would come less often. But she decided never to let on, and just keep being friendly and patient with this lady, as an imitation of Christ's love.
And that is fantastic, and a great example, and honestly I could stand to imitate her with the way I treat a few people in my own life.
But it's also latched on to the part of my brain that overthinks friendship, and every time I interact with someone it's there whispering, "I'm being that lady and my friend is being Christlike to me." Which is likely enough, and much to their credit, but it's also kind of rotten and doesn't help with the whole 'being normal and chill' thing.
#You know that 'Which potion would you pick' post - the only one I absolutely wanted for sure was the 'Know for sure what people's emotions#are' potion. I know overthinking really doesn't help and it easily turns into insecurity but also I love the people I'm comfortable with#so much and can easily take up too much of there time and if I wasn't self conscious about it I'd probably do it even more#(Sorry to anyone I've ever guessed wrong on! Lines of communication are open and you can always let me know if adjustments#would be helpful.)#treating with pirates
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The face of a man who didn't expect his gf to be into that sort of things, but who's trying to keep an open mind.
#i wanted this to be silly but honestly i think that#1. his first reaction would probably be to assume that she's asking that only because the sight of the bare scar grosses her out too much#(definitely not projecting my own insecurities onto this guy again haha)#and 2. even if she managed to convince him she's legit into this and they'd give it a try he'd be too afraid to actually hurt her#to really enjoy the experience#maybe some part of him would also be afraid that he might actually like this#i could say more about the suject but let's just keep it at 'this probably wouldn't work out very well'#idk why i'm overthinking this this was supposed to be just a silly comic about my blorbos 😓#hookdust#my art#the pirate fairy#zarina#james hook#captain hook
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All of Nadja's outfits in the WWDITS premiere (5.1 + 5.2)
#what we do in the shadows#nadja of antipaxos#wwdits s5 spoilers#her costumes were absolutely on point as always#I think they have a really good balance of integrating new stuff while also having established pieces of their wardrobes#because there's amazing new stuff but also i can be like ''oh that's the dress from the werewolf kickball episode!!''#seeing them rewear stuff makes the world feel a little more grounded (so all the Not grounded in reality stuff is even funnier)#also i always feel the need to clarify that I am so new at this and I know there's plenty of stuff I still need to learn#there's so many amazing giffers for this fandom who create incredible sets and i always worry it's presumptuous to post my stuff#when it's still very much a work in progress#which is probably me overthinking it a bit skdjksd anyway#im realizing that the first two may in fact be. the exact same dress and i just cant see asdjksjd#but it's too late now oh well. at least the hair changed
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potentially got invited to the pub by the people i met last night, not sure if that's on but i'll be paralysed with stress until i know
#it was so weird#my housemates left and i was in the middle of playing pool with a girl i'd met twice#both in bio labs#and a load of people i didn't know#had more fun with them than i ever have with one particular housemate tbh#got extremely drunk. went to the club. had an odd but good time#walked home with that girl and i now have her number#i was saying some questionable stuff though#and probably way too personal#but that's how it goes 😭😭😭#if she doesn't invite me to the pub i'll overthink and decide she thinks i'm weird#but if she does i'll be so overwhelmed#i'm mentally fuzzy and not in any mood to socialise#need to do some work but i can't whilst i might have to leave at any moment#i can't miss out on the chance to make friends#which means i am stuck here#and struggling to do so much as talk to the friends i do have#aaaaaaaaaaaaaa
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Imagine crawling under the Horned King's robe to cuddle with him ... It doesn't necessarily have to be a sexual situation (though it could possibly lead to that if you're both up to it - I mean does he even wear anything else underneath there?👀), but could also simply be a tender moment of both physical and emotional closeness.
Author's note: This was originally supposed to be an imagine at best or simply just me yelling out my thoughts about the Horned King, but somehow it kind of accidentally turned into a short story. Things you do at 5am I guess. This man probably has to much control over my mind at this point (not that I'm complaining).
The Horned King x Reader - Cuddling under his robe
It's cold this evening, though this is not something particularly unusual. The wind is howling around the walls of the castle, and you're snuggling a little closer to the Horned King as you're resting in your shared bed together. You feel his grip around your waist tighten ever so slightly, when suddenly an idea sparks up in your mind. Maybe there is an even better way to escape the cold than just pressing yourself up against him ...
He tilts his head, but doesn't say anything yet when you wriggle yourself out of his embrace and crawl towards the foot of the bed. You hesitate for a moment, but eventually decide to lift the hem of his robe.
"What are you doing, my dear?"
You can hear mild confusion in his voice, and stop in your motion for a moment, one of your hands pulling up the fabric a little while the other is resting on his calf.
"Just trying to escape the cold ..."
With that, you lean forwards and start crawling under the king's robe. The thick fabric holds off any light, so you let your hands follow the contours of his body as you move upwards, careful not to put your weight onto him in an uncomfortable way. You can feel a smile forming on your face as you finally stick your head through the collar - which luckily is wide enough to fit both of you.
"I thought it might be warmer underneath here, and I have to say that I'm not disappointed. But I also just wanted to be close to you ..."
The Horned King's gaze turns soft - over time you've learned to read his more subtle facial expressions - , and when you lean forwards a little to press a kiss onto his lipless mouth, you can feel him eagerly reciprocate the motion, to the best of his abilities at least. He lets out a content sigh as you rub your nose against his cheek and wraps his arms around you, resting his hands on your back. You allow your body to relax completely as you lay down on top of his own, and although he's not giving off any body warmth, you relish the feeling of being pressed up against his bare skin.
"This is perfect ..."
You mumble as you're nuzzling your face into his neck. Your eyelids are starting to get heavier as he gently rubs your back, and a yawn escapes you.
"Rest now, my dear."
Your king's soothing voice still reaches you as your consciousness starts to drift off into the shadows.
"Rest well. I will not be going anywhere right now ..."
#I haven't written any proper (fan)fiction in ages I have actually no idea where the hell this came from#it was such a good feeling though! I think I usually overthink way too much about the build-up of the scenario#or whether I'm portraying the characters' personalities properly that I'm too anxious to actually start anything#but here I was like 'I'm going to write this cute scenario just because I want to' and the words started forming basically on their own#I hope inspiration like this strikes me for my other loves too at some point#also ik I've been all about the king in the past days but be assured my love for my other faves is as strong as ever <3#I have a feeling he's probably going to end up up there with my main f/os at some point though#f/o: 💀#the horned king#the black cauldron#disney villains#the horned king x reader#x reader#villain x reader#f/o imagine#self ship#fanfiction#writing#selniaswriting#suggestive#(not really but just to make sure)
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I’m sticking with the idea that DS2 themes are going to be the inversion of the themes in the first game so here are some of my predictions for characters in the game:
Sam — becomes more self-oriented i.e. more absorbed in his own personal quest rather than duties given to him by other people, his ‘neglect’ of other people could start bringing America apart again, he also draws more away from his companions and the living in favour of chasing ‘ghosts’ i.e. Lou and becomes more drawn to the dead.
Higgs — ‘the saviour’, instead of mass ‘mercy-killings’, nihilism, and attempting to tear America apart, he’s trying to preserve life and build connections (possibly switching roles with Sam—they seem to be foils in the first game) and has started to focus less on the suffering humans endure but rather that they’re resilient enough to survive it and carry on.
Fragile—twist villain, in the first game she was probably one of Sam’s biggest allies, she might not need him anymore and could possibly see him as getting in the way of her ‘true goal’ (whatever it could be) and try to get rid of him in some way, essentially becoming Higgs, the person she sought revenge against for the same thing he did to her, and in turn Higgs becomes one of Sam’s close allies.
Amelie—instead of creating a mass extinction she now wants to help preserve human life after Sam convincing her to delay the Death Stranding yet people are mistrustful of her due to past actions and push her away, further isolating her, in the first game she acted as a magnet for people and tried to bring everyone together but now she’s inadvertently pushing them further apart.
Lou—in the first game she acted as an anchor for Sam to gradually connect with other people and get more involved with their lives, here she might be the thing that tears him away from them back into isolation and closer to the dead.
#im probably reading way too much into everything but i love overthinking and speculating#death stranding#death stranding 2#sam porter bridges#higgs monaghan#fragile#amelie strand#lou
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I don't know if it's just me, but hearing the word "wholesome" makes me want to painfully contort. Am I even allowed to say this?
#I think I know why#when regarding my artwork#it feels the same as “Good and Acceptable” which bothers me#and I like drawing nice things (too) but there's something about that description...#but even so am I overthinking things? probably#I'm sure some of you may understand what I mean#otherwise I wouldn't think too much of this
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i have a long hhau post ready but it includes about ~3k words worth of rp snippets where some parts (multiple!!) are blatantly [REDACTED] for reasons and... i worry that might be annoying?
i know i was ultimately asked and enabled to release the teases, and that we go into this knowing there are parts i'm unwilling to share at this time, for plot/spoiler reasons but... i still kind of want to make sure that it's okay.
#like if having a bunch of rp and then suddenly being smacked in the face with#this is [REDACTED]#bothers u?#if it happens a bunch of times#even though the shared rp itself is 3k words. even with the parts cut out of it that's still how long it is#i just worry#it's probably just#a bunch of bad mental health days making me overthink things#but i want to be safe#instead of releasing something and then receiving hate for it#yes i know i worry too much#i'm 99% made of anxiety#i know you guys have been wonderful and lovely#i still want to check in about this#'coz i can also just not share those rp bits at all if this is a problem#(i am not going to unravel those redacted bits now so these are the only options)
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life is wild I can just be hanging out existing and suddenly get slammed with the most intense bout of loneliness ever. like okay i'm in the middle of eating string cheese can we not do this now
#/lh#i'm fine and i know it will pass#but sometimes i just start worrying that i'm like. the most unlikeable and boring person#and then i overthink every interaction i've ever had convinced i've made a fool of myself#i guess it's probably a social anxiety thing. my worst enemy#delete later#raven rambles#vent#today is just one of those days where i feel like if i talk too much people will get tired of me#and if i talk too little they'll forget instead
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Yet again hindered by the "this reply is hidden because you have the user blocked" message. It has me Almost wondering whether I'd be better off not blocking so many people. So that I can freely be a nosy bitch.
Almost, but not quite. My block list is for my sanity, after all.
#speculation nation#though sometimes i do wonder about whether all the ppl i have blocked Should be blocked.#they all get shoved into the same list but it's not like tumblr lets me record why i blocked them.#sometimes it's as inane as 'annoyed me too much with that one take in the tags'. and sometimes it's like. genuine bigotry lol#there r definitely plenty of users id like to keep blocked. but i wonder if there r any blogs that like. dont Really deserve to be blocked?#but to go thru my list of blocked users would require taking psychic damage in my attempts to judge Why i blocked them all.#sometimes i do wonder if random ppl in the fandom try to go on my blog but cant bc i have them blocked for stupid shit#bc i do have a semi-popular fanfiction!!! a well love fanfiction!!! what if someone reads it then finds out theyre blocked on here!!!#frankly id be mortified if i discovered that lol. like 'what did i even do????'#and well there are some things i dont budge on (like blocking anyone that puts k/v in front of me)#(it's an immediate block bc even tho i have the tags blocked i still hate even seeing mention of them in a blocked post#so i block anyone who posts it into the tag so theres no chance of seeing it from them again! simple solution.)#but. for the things that r just stupid reasons. i feel kinda guilty. like im sorry. im just a little block-happy in the tags 😭#it's how ive stayed sane tag diving daily for the past 4+ years. you must understand.#im probably overthinking this lol. but if ur blocked by me & dont know why then uhhh. sorry !
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So, I know I rambled about this a little in tags, but I want to talk about this.
The Curse acts different with MK.
So, how the Curse is said to work is it will force the people it ensnares to relive their past mistakes over and over again. And it does that. We see it with Tang, Pigsy, and Sandy in how they're trapped in their past lives and relive that (and they remember it, too, at the least), and both see the broken memories Wukong was reliving and get a direct statement from him that that's what happened. There was no Ink Tang, Ink Pigsy, or Ink Sandy. I'll talk about Ink Wukong in a second.
But when it came to MK? The only past memory that was "relived" in any sense was Ink MK (I'm going to call him MinK for simplicity, and because I like it) quoting LBD and MK's own mind filling in the blank.
The Curse shifted into MK's monkey form and talked to him, taunted him, did all of that, but only for MK, and nobody else. The only other person that it does this to is Wukong, but only when he interrupts MinK already in that form. This also seems to end after MK leaves.
Tang, Pigsy, Sandy, and Wukong all went through the "reliving their mistakes" thing Azure said it was supposed to do. But for some reason, with MK, it didn't, even though MK has no shortage of regrets to pull on.
#anyway overthinking tiiime#I should have an HT overthinks tag at this point XD#lego monkie kid#monkie kid#lmk#lmk mk#lmk ink mk#lmk season 4 special spoilers#lmk season 4 special#lmk season 4#lmk season 4 spoilers#I'm probably reading into it too much#but the curse acts different with MK and I want to know why
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