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mod2amaryllis · 1 month ago

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like..... what

#the nursery wall #I'm literally speechless over it #that's not true I'm gushing #HOW DID HE THINK OF THIS. HOW #he designed this ground up like he had a vision of a portal to japan and boom. executed. HE'S INSANE #i never wanna leave this room #m2a

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macfucksjohnny · 1 year ago

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Feeling very autistic and tired

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arkhamsbrat · 9 days ago

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sorry to all my lovelies requesting anything abt dick grayson i cannot write for him because i am Literally Him!

dont look at the tags im not writing for him look away

#— bambi yaps #i actively cant think abt him too hard bc then i think about myself #dick grayson x reader he loves you so deeply it kills him he forces a smile even at his worst and you know it but he wont let you see him #he wont let u see him break bc hes supposed to be strong for you he has to be strong he has to be your light and he knows it #and if he lets himself show weakness thats when you leave he has to be good he has to be perfect he has tk be your prince #he has to be a pretty boy he has to be charming he has to light up the room #dick grayson doesnt let you in he keeps you at a distance because ur just going to see him like everyone else does #but u dont u want him at his worst you want him when hes ugly crying anf when hes silent #and when he just wants to sleep you play with his hair #no you dont want him just for his body you want him for his mind for his kindness #you want him because of how strong he is yes but you wanna take it off his shoulders #cant write abt dick grayson she says #idk if you all think abt him and tarantula very often but it makes me ill #dick thinking hes just a body just a soldier and its just. no?? we dont have to have sex. you also would like to wait on that for a while #shits happened to uou too #and hes so surprised that???? wdym you DONT want to fuck me he glitches out for a second #oh dick grayson my sweet sweet boy #i domt write for dick grayson i say #dick grayson thinking hes only good for his body only to find out that you dont need it you only want to make him coffee in the morning and #and like yeah u want to touch him but you wanna rub his back bc hly shit yr tense #but thats it #it doesnt go further #he cries and its disgusting but god does he love you #dick grayson realizing you would stay with him if you never had sex and he SOBS #someone call leith ross STAT #dick grayson #nightwing #im crying now fuck off nobody talk about him to me ever again

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n4talia-chaparro · 9 months ago

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"Omg 5 days without posting?! Lmao so funny."

Yeah I get it >|:/

I wanted to make this post cuz a lot of you were so "CoNcERnEd" about me and the allegations made by the anons. And well in case people wanna find "info". I kinda don't care if people wanna keep attacking me and shit but yk. I have to speak up and explain.

So I wanna start by saying that what I did last Thursday and Friday was very retarded and dumb of me and I highly apologize once again. I was not in the right mindset and it was never my intention to ignore anyone's advice. I have been mentally unstable and stressed that I couldn't focus. Yeah. I was having anger issues and a meltdown. I couldn't control them so I'm apologizing for the way I acted that time without thinking straight. It's not easy to be a CU artist because of what's happening and I admit it's not easy for me to be perfect like you guys wanted me to be. I tried everything yet you guys seem to judge and shove words in my damn throat.

About the allegations... the anons were also after one of my moots so I wanted to explain and debunk them. It's giving me a headache and overwhelming the living shit out of me.

(BTW pls I do NOT encourage harassment or any sort of threats to anyone mentioned in this post)

The grooming: this allegation is false. I'm sick of seeing them throwing the allegations around like it was some sort of volleyball-type shit. (I'm A MINOR !!! Not a adult-)

The reason why they were spreading those is because of my grooming situation I had a few years ago when I had 9-11 (and UNSUPERVISED). It all started on amino and I met my groomer. (I'm calling them M cuz yea). M and I were close friends and we used to talk. My groomer was a Krupp x Melvin shipper, a pro-shipper obviously, they would force me to do NSFW roleplay and art based on their favorite ship. (Keep this in mind I was younger at that time and I never knew how to say no to them) and they even guilt-trip me and stuff just make me feel bad and well. They would often force me to ship them too...yikes...

One day we argued and their friends decided to cause drama in the group chat. They pointed fingers at me and called me a predator. Again I was 9. I wasn't aware of what proshipping is until age 12. A lot of shit happened. I got threats, harassment, etc. And at the age of 13-14 I was groomed by someone different um yayy...:/// I was never taught about the internet safety.

And that's where the "Natty is a groomer" bullshit came from :/

I'm 16 now and to this day I keep receiving those rape threats and stuff over my past and then seeing people spreading those is dumb. The anon even went to Linavloger's blog to send a rape threat and told her I was gonna groom her. This is fucking disrespectful. Lina is Younger than me, she's fucking 13. I find it disgusting that you guys choose to tell her that. It's gross for fuck's sake. What is your problem????? For the love of God stop spreading that allegation. Not only you are making me uncomfortable but also the others who were involved. Literally, stop.

My trauma is not for you to joke with it or use it as a shield. It's gross that people are making fun of me for that. No I mean yeah. My past wasn't great because I met people who already sexualized me too many times but it doesn't mean you have to bring it up and tell everyone about it. :"(

The sexualization: The anon mentioned that I sexualized Harold in one of my videos which is again funny yet bullshit because according to them it was because of a pride month pin and small accessories..

When I say pin i meant this- 😭

Like I'm so sorry but how is this sexualizing him? It's a Pride Month pin. A PIN. How the fuck can yall be this stupid. It was an old video and you took it so seriously????? Like what???? Have you read the 12th book??? There's no way you think it's sexualization when it's Harold with an MLM pin.

This also goes to the AGERE subject. I do NOT normalize nor promote ddlg. There's a difference between ddlg/ageplay and an ACTUAL coping mechanism and I'm tired of hearing this bullshit over again like stfu so uh.

Ddlg/ageplay is where random ass adults roleplay as children and do weird shit.

Agere on the other hand is where someone reverts to a young mindset to cope with trauma, stress, severe illness, or disorders. (Mainly a safe way to cope ofc)

These are the differences between them. You cannot just tell me it's the same shit dawg. 😭

The "ripping off" thingy: another thing that I wanna address is about the au :/

The anons that I dealt with were just infini-tree fans/supporters and tree house members. Well idk. They may sound like whiney little cunts but still-- my AU does NOT have any similarity with THAT. Why would I steal ideas from someone who BLOCKED me for no reason and sent her fans after me??? No really how? How can a blocked user steal ideas if they can't see, or interact with the post (like & reblog)? Be real y'all. You may seem ridiculous if you believed those anons cuz none of them didn't pull the evidence out of their ass. 💀

"You need to apologize to her" for what? Dawg I didn't do jack shit to her in the first place LMAO yeah like--- don't get me started on that bs again. I don't wanna hear her damn name, I don't wanna know anything about her aus and shiii-- or anything related to her in my inbox or dm. I do NOT wanna have anything to do with that individual. End of the story. Not trying to be harsh, rude, or anything but like. It's annoying. I don't like to be compared to anyone or deal with the same bullshit.

Mhm yea like man. Idk what else I need to debunk but pls don't believe those anons dawg.

You can't even ask for proof cuz they don't gave any 🥰🥰💀💀💀‼️‼️‼️😭😭😭 LOL IMAGINE FABRICATING ALLEGATIONS Y'ALL ARE SO DUMB 🗣‼️‼️‼️🔥🔥🔥

#just want everyone in the cu community to realize making claims like these is NOT fucking funny at all #idc if you're trolling or playing around. shut the fuck up. rape threats were never funny.#im very bad at explaining. so i apologize if the way i explain seems rushed or hard to understand #i was so stressed and unstable while writing this #natty talks #natty rants #pls read this before saying nonsense or making it out of context #idk if i should tag as CU or not.#ofc the community doesn't give a flying damn about anyone else but themselves #pls leave the the fuck alone. i dont wanna deal with any of you anons or weirdos #FINALLY ADDRESSING THE ELEPHANT IN THE ROOM OMFG

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cairafea · 2 years ago

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+ template for all your shino meme needs

3am shino strikes again, i see you're all bugboy appreciators as well.

(i won't be posting shino all the time since i'm using this blog as a place for all my doodles, but rest assured bugboy is very dear to my heart <3)

#aburame shino #shino aburame #naruto #fanart #my art #doodle #team 8 #won't tag kiba and hinata (or kurenai) bc i don't wanna clog up their tags or anything #but if enough people tell me to do it i'll add their tags #idk actual tumblr tag etiquette man i came from pinterest #shino so easy to draw... but poses are very much not.....#shino bred an antibody to be close with torune even after he was taken away <///////3 #yes he does have little graves for every single kikaichu he fed to the rinkaichu.#he has a mini memorial stone in his room and he carves the name of every single bug used to feed the rinkaichu on it.#there's a bigger stone for kikaichu who die regular deaths. several stones actually. shibi's garden has a corner full of rocks.#shino regularly commits theft but only on local insects #the cup is full of termites yes #of course kiba's dancing with akamaru he'd never leave a homie out #ive never drawn kurenai before. i can't believe my first depiction of her is for a meme redraw. i'm so sorry ma'am.#same with hinata actually. im so sorry to the both of you #once again no watermark or signature #don't break internet law by reposting but if you're so determined to do so credit me #get used to the long tags in my posts btw these are around 3 hours of my inner thoughts while doodling

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soobvape · 3 months ago

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i need brownies so fucking bad rn

#⠀ᶻᶻ⠀turn it up!⠀#unrelated croomf has pissed me off to immeasurable amounts. reduced back to oomf #overthat #anyway #DY piece tn i need it to go #and also this song is soooo minhui i threw up everywhere #decided for better or for worse that kit will be implemented here instead of in the group w kyun.. kyun works best on his own for me idk #he’s not gnna have a massive part (for now) and i dont plan on him leaving 127 to join BB or anything so he’ll def stay on the side #buttttt i did start up a little gogo piece through his eyes #i rly like the idea of never writing in gg’s pov does that jst make me sound rly lazy #BECAUSE!!!!! IM NOT!!! well i am but not w this hear me out #he puts on so many faces with everyone and even if with some he’s more ‘him’ than with others he’s never really actually #gone the whole way bared his soul the whole shebang to everyone bar like one person. so he’s kinda lonely AS EFF!!!#and idk i js like the idea of him being (when u get down 2it) a stranger. he doesnt even wanna show himself to the narrative IJBOLLL #sooooo yeah. it does kinda sound like a cop-out 4 if he acts like a different person in every piece but i think ive been p consistent so #that one person was in dream btw.. he left partly because he was bored and felt like he’d end up going nowhere and #partly because he was HUMILIATED by doing all that he needed to pack his bags and get the fuck out its kinda funny #mention ** to him and he’ll look like that pic of that one 2000 yard stare soldier its serious #worse than saying ‘hyeonmin and jaehee are in the same room rn haha’ to yijun.. but barely anyone will ever find that out #ANYWAY! i like to think kit + cherryade are the closest to seeing minhui as he is right after redacted explosions gunshots #‘im on fire and i’ve got to break out’ + ‘i've had enough of this got to break it through’ LIKE ITS HIMMM!#and dont even mention the ‘got to leave all trouble living life on the double’ I HATE THIS OSNGGGG #They made it for him. IDGAF if it came out in 2001.#ok sorry for yapping i might go make toast

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giddlygoat · 5 months ago

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sometimes i think about how me and my twin brother used to make elaborate plans about how our future homes would be right next to each other or connected somehow. for a long while we did live right next to each other and i mooched off his wifi from my front porch because i never got mine installed. now we live in the same house again. i hope we always stay close because those human-sized hamster tunnels between houses we always discussed would be really awesome to bring to fruition

#it’s so funny because if he weren’t my bro he’d be the LAST person i would wanna roommate with #but because he’s my bro the thought of not greeting him as soon as i leave my room each morning hurts #like. lately i’ve been considering looking into a dorm situation for myself so i can save on gas getting to college #and. i’m not throwing that out the window just yet. but i’m hesitant to leave home also #i think i just need to see him every day until things get better because being without him makes it worse #gear diary #i hope i never forget how hard it was to be without him though because it helps me keep my priorities straight #does this sound like some kind of vague vent post bc i don’t mean it that way. lmao. just been … idk lost in thot lately

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snekdood · 5 months ago

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idg bullies bc if you think someone is committing some sort of social sin... why aren't u stepping in to help them, why are you watching them fuck up? clearly its important enough to you that you try to socially punish the fellow, if this is a social cause you are so very impassioned about, why not help that person not fuck up?

or... did you just want to laugh at someone fucking up? bc at that point you're providing nothing to anyone besides just being an asshole but hey ig some people are proud of their assholes so

#to me its just an unnecessary energy #like i have shit to do i have chores to go home and get to why are you wasting both of our time being an ass #what is this doing for anyone besides fueling your narcissism #cool bud happy for you and your fleeting superiority complex as soon as i leave the room #i wonder how you make yourself feel like you're better than everyone when im not around- oh yeah its bc you go online #and spread your disease-like assholery elsewhere so then everyone becomes an asshole and no ones happy #no one can be sincere... everything hidden under a million layers of irony... stuffing every last emotion down bc emotions are cringe #or whatever...#idk. i dont like the artificiality of every social interaction these days. i feel like the only genuine ppl i meet are like. old ladies lol #everyones always got some sort of scheme or some shit... older ladies only care about talking about tea n knitting n shit #you think an old lady has any reason to be shitting on anyone? when shes probably living her best lil humble life?#theyre old they dont have the energy or time to hate anymore all they wanna see are things to love and hey i think everyone should #try to see the world that way. they know they dont got a lot of time left so they're more appreciative and nicer (usually)#you never know when you'll run out of time so why not start appreciating now?#why spread hate when you can be love. cheesy but its true

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gifti3 · 11 months ago

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Trying to actively berfriend sebastian in the beginning is kinda hard...!

Shane was extremely convient since id run into him in the morning or at night while walking leaving or going to the farm

#im not used to this #cause id like just say hi to sebastian if we happened to be in the same area #maybe i need to just go back to that #slow burn this relationship #i mean lets be real im only half trying to find him since i dont wanna drop what im doing to wait for him to leave his room...#ive never romanced sebastian before so im trying to finally do it #stardew valley

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love-songs-for-emma · 2 months ago

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a couple of years ago, i got all Adult™️ and decided to frame my posters so they'd look nicer. but now that ive moved & ive spackled the old holes in my wall & repainted,, i think i'd actually rather tack/tape my posters up again SLCJSKCJJD

the full circle moment of "actually yeah why DO adults do things like this? it seems way harder that way ???" tac holes r SO MUCH SMALLER AND EASIER TO DEAL WITH than nails/screws from heavy framed art ???

#i never wanna spackle again #i know i will #but its been like 2 years and im Still spackled out #tac holes also can literally be covered by like #paint #so ??????#yeah #also frames r just. so much to deal with. fuck my frames #they're nice but they have Weight and i just. im tired of moving them around but i also dont even wanna hang them in this room at this point #id rather have a poster up The Easy Way that i can move easily without leaving an Obvious hole or mess #anyway #growing up #gross #posters #.txt #maria is literally just rambling. hi #btw i didnt Just move. this was literally like 2 years ago & i still dont wanna put things up #(for one bc i Dont Wanna Be Here but for two bc i Dont Wanna Fix Walls Again)#personal #ig #but as always: reblogs & chatting welcome #if im posting it here then it can be acknowledged and reblogged & interacted with #otherwise it goes to the drafts or journaled or in my head wkfhksjf

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getosugurusbangs · 2 months ago

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i never want to live with my father again

#please god i just wanna live with my mom 😭😭#like he’s fine. whatever. he gives me food and a roof over my head and all and i don’t have to actually pay for it #but also. i hate having him as my roommate so much oh my god #he never fails to piss me offfffffffffffff #doesn’t properly clean and tidy the communal space after he uses it #doesn’t take his laundry back into his room after doing it and so then everyone else is forced to deal with it instead #receives a ton of mail and lets it pile up and take over almost half the countertop #consistently turns on and leaves on lights when they very much don’t need to be on #and this is just the stuff i have to deal with just because i live with him #then there’s all the annoying shit he brings about just by being around #one day he will not be hearing from me again #me.txt

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phagodyke · 3 months ago

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kind of annoys me sometimes how I can happily listen to my roommate explain the entire plot of whatever she's currently into but when it comes to my interests she can only listen for a few mins before wordlessly walking out of the room