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bandzboy · 2 years ago

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truly being the less attractive person in your friend group and the second choice in everything really changes your perspective of life forever 🧍‍♀️

#having realizations at 3pm but truly like .#i never felt i was ugly #i don't think i remember a time where i hate my appearance #or anything like that #but it was so obvious to me i was like considered the less attractive one #bc everyone was friends in the past with had such a confident aura #and some of them checked all the typical beauty standards boxes #and i didn't so it was so obvious that it would happen every time dkjgkd #i even had this guy tell all the three girls in group they were pretty but then #it got to me and he said i was 'okay' but i know for a fact #he didn't find me pretty so i was just there like 🧍‍♀️ ahm .#KDJFGKD #so yeah tmi i guess .....#girls that were always the last choice in everything make some noise #tris.txt

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knightofleo · 5 months ago

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Angela Orosco Silent Hill 2

#in anticipation of the incoming remake #i tried my best to imitate the SH font but #silent hill #silent hill 2 #angela #angela orosco #theme of laura (reprise)#i've said it before but in spite of its occasionally clunky diction i think silent hill 2 is an unusually emotionally intelligent game #for any year and still today but especially so for where gaming storytelling was in 2001 #and for as many pitfalls a story like hers could've dipped into i think it particularly shines through with how they treated angela #not just choosing to depict victimhood as something that can be ugly and fractious and open quote “difficult” but then this #actively rebuffing james for trying to offer hope and dressing him down for it too #“i know you mean well and want to help but this isn't a simple problem"#“and it's really hurtful and a bit insulting that you act like you can”#the switching to a first person view turning it into an address to the player as well #maybe even old videogame tropes too #“this isn't some princess in a castle kind of situation dude this is more serious than that”#it felt like a very deliberate statement about the depth and severity of a trauma like this #and in doing so showing it so much respect #there is no quick easy solution to this and you won't get one #then angela just leaves #and you never see her again #i really don't think it was to imply that it consumed her i think it was to underline what was just said #this isn't your problem to fix #this is where your part in this story ends #there's some strength in that

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lumdays · 11 months ago

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help girl i’m stuck spying on idiots with idiots

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theanonymousninja247 · 3 months ago

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Strife

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@imagine-darksiders

(if y’all like to read the most wholesome and thought provoking stories PLEASE for the love of pizza, I HIGHLY recommend reading her stuff)

I hope I did him justice because I honestly believe that we would be the best of friends. Very much would like to give him a hug 🫂🧡

#just being jayus #doing this ugly and scared #darksiders strife #darksiders #darksiders art #i’ve never even played darksiders #But imagine-Darksiders fanart and fanfics are so riveting I now consider myself a fan #It’s just that good #traditional art #traditional drawing #traditional sketch #it felt good to get my hands dirty with charcoal again #Sometimes I get frustrated because I feel like can’t draw things that are cute and fluffy #So I try to refugee my thought process and be like ok what CAN I draw #And I’m like I can draw epic stuff with good shading and detail #THAT I can do #It’s good to remind myself that we all have talents in different ways and that all are special and needed even if it’s not what we want #I’m grateful for my hands and the years and experience that it has taken me to be able get this far #It’s a good day y’all #I’m grateful to be able to create #Also process pics because the final result is rarely my favorite but here we are

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pzyii · 2 months ago

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christmas/winter with the bartons + in laws(maria)

#really liked the idea of em having ugly avengers christmas sweaters #hulk felt fitting for nat (bruce is her bestie)#also “im always angry >:( ”#marias just got some black widow one+??? idk i was just drawing shit #maria grew up in a cold climate but she dont like it #Never got to ice skating and snow fun #nat didnt exactly either (she did some of it but it really wasnt for fun)#so she kinda cant FEEEEL pain from coldness anymore like one should #and at first shed def have a hard time with it but shes really started loving it again since #lila loves nat so she got the hat and one for herself #all the bartons are real protective over her so theyre all kinda judging maria #BUT SHES GONNA GET TO HAVE A FAMILY TOO!!!#clints great at thorwing snowballs but nat can still easily wrestle him #blackhill #first blackhill fanart and they were reallll fun to draw #like obvs i love drqawing nat but maria wzs really fun with the short hair and just #natasha romanoff #maria hill #laura barton #clint barton #lila barton #black widow #hawkeye #marvel #mcu #blackhill fanart #marvel fanart #hawkwidow #PLATONICALLY THEYRE PLATONIC SOULMATES GUYS #the bartons

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yarrowleef · 3 months ago

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dude nightheart and sunbeams entire relationship is so funny. if I felt like digging through other books id make a compilation of these moments. No, Nightheart will not be by Sunbeams side to help her through the invasion of ShadowClan. Nightheart will almost get violently executed in RiverClan, and Sunbeam will only show up after the problem resolved itself (off screen). Sunbeam doesn't even feel like grieving with him around.

this entire arc, every major problem required them to ~sadly~ separate, and then reconvene for some generic niceties after its all over. I really thought, at bare minimum, the reason that kept happening was going to accumulate in them doing SOMETHING major together in the climax of this final book, like, 'something something our relationship can survive all the plot inconveniences that kept us apart bc this event proves why we're stronger as a team blablabla'

but no girl, their asses are NOT stronger together, they are not supporting each other through anything, they are not working together to accomplish a single goal. right to the end, every one of their greatest physical/emotional trials must be done separate

like. like it's incredible. the most go girl give us nothing relationship development of all time. i cant even find it in me to be mad. they are so lame it loops around into comedy. is this a prank why did they write it like this help

#warrior cats #a starless clan #a starless clan star #wc star spoilers #wc star #uhh are we still tagging spoilers idk w/e #wc criticism #yarrow speaks #if this was any other series id say this was obviously working towards an amicable break up #not even a 'i hope they get an ugly divorce' situation like i usually feel about ships i dont like. they are too nothing for those emotions #its just. nightsun has been so weird since it started it has felt so FAKE from both ends #I have never been more in support of a 'this is a comp-het situation on one or both ends' headcanon because wowzers #they have negative levels of chemistry #i cant beleive i'm saying it but these two make rootbristle look believable by comparison #we might be landing new records in no-effort romance writing. stellar work everyone 10/10 #nightheart at the end of the book is like 'hehe you find me funny? give an example'#and she cant even give him an example she just dodges the question

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idontwanttospoiltheparty · 11 months ago

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It is truly fascinating how the common tumblr narrative around John and Paul somehow makes the guy who literally got violent multiple times over people insinuating he was queer appear more "on board with the whole gay thing" than the guy who said some awkward/dated stuff in interviews a couple of times.

#im not trying to defend paul here btw. or tear down john #i just find the reading of john as like the Self-Accepting King between them.... myopic #i mean. it touches on the whole Was It Reciprocated Thing really #the idea being: If We Assume Paul Reciprocated He Is MORE Repressed Than John Because John Hinted More Heavily That He Wasn't Straight #but like..#that's Exactly why some of us think.... maybe Paul IS straight 😭😭 or at least it's not nearly as big of a deal to him than it was to John #(perhaps because he's bi but treats it more casually than John ever felt capable of)#any reading of John and sexuality that concludes something LESS fraught than Paul's mostly benign slight weirdness/curiosity #seems to me.... like McLennon tunnel vision #like because John never gay panic attacked PAUL all that ugly stuff he did can be set aside.#also. look at the way people think about India #and the Get Back convo about it. it's all like JOHN'S NOT IN DENIAL. HE WAS CLEAR. HE WANTED IT. HE WAS ALL IN.#Was He?#anyways. i am becoming chatty these days.#as always people are welcome to discuss this with me even if we disagree #fiona.docx #jp speculation #discourse

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sincerely-sofie · 7 months ago

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Was bored and rereading TPiaG as I sometimes do

And I read a line about the librarian Swadloon in Verdant village having a crush on Kip, and since I don't Think you have any art of that yet, it was too enticing for me to not ask you to please draw something of them. Please?

You’re right that I haven’t drawn anything of her! Everybody meet Elwood! :>

#Elwood is several years older than Kip and thinks she doesn’t have a shot with him as a result.#she was the ugly duckling growing up and has internalized a lot of that perceived undesirableness.#Kip always thought she was super kind AND pretty whenever he stopped by the library. he really liked talking to her.#she’s never expressed interest to Kip in going on a date sometime— and Kip always felt weird about asking her out himself.#I could see her getting visibly disappointed when Twig comes by the library without him and bashfully explaining to Twig why when asked #after which Twig is sending Kip the world’s fastest letter in postage history #(she asked Ark to pretty please get her letter to Kip asap and Ark needed no further convincing to speed across the countryside with it)#the present is a gift au #pmd ocs #pmd oc #pokémon mystery dungeon #pokemon mystery dungeon #pmd explorers of sky #pmd explorers #pmd eos #pmd sky #pmd2 #pmd #stuff by sofie #sofie answers asks #queued

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tillman · 8 months ago

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Uhmmmmm ok. Good night. Frowns.

#guys strive did something so dastardly to me with slayers arcade route.#diet dr pepper #tw ugly #slayer #I cant even put it into words easily just zatos need for affermation and validation and sympathy from Slayer of all people.#his fear of abandonment because he felt absndoned By him the fear he pushed onto the people he groomed to never leave him.#its so mu h.#goddd THATS HIS DADDDDD

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baileyfox1999 · 7 months ago

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I've finally realized why fem chuuya designs have never really felt right for me personally

I need to chop her hair off

#bungo stray dogs #bsd #chuuya nakahara #bsd chuuya #chuuya bsd #like for so long I just never really felt anything when I would look at people's designs for her #but now I know #I just need to give her regular chuuyas 15 haircut #also this post gave me a new appreciation for 15 chuuyas haircut #I thought it was ugly before but I've changed my mind #I'm sorry for being a little hater chuuya I take it all back #your haircut wasn't that bad #fem chuuya #also side note #it might also be the makeup #I just don't like it #and the skirts #also by the way none of these things are bad if you like them in your fem designs that's cool this post is just my personal preference

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sunnibits · 7 months ago

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ok but can we talk about the transition from being the weird unattractive girl/boy as a kid to suddenly being percieved as a hot gay person bc that shit is so jarring. but also like really wholesome? like wow I don’t have to conform to cishet expectations of attractiveness and actually people find me really attractive for the natural way I look and present myself. that’s so wild.

#inspired by a convo with a friend today lol #but also like. I so distinctly remember having this realization when I was like 13!!!#bc while I never felt ugly I WAS the weird nerd girl who got bullied a fair bit #and then one day a little while after coming out as bi I was thinking and suddenly was like.#wait a minute. I’m gay and I like girls with short hair. gay girls like other girls with short hair. I have short dyed hair.#I AM the cute girl with short hair!! woah!!!!!!!#it just opens up your world a bit yknow??? like there’s not just one way to be attractive #and also judging yourself only by the standards of the average cishet man or woman’s taste can make you feel so undesirable #but the way queer people love is so much more varied and accepting and it’s so freeing #anyways. I love entering my ‘wait holy shit I can pull’ era.#like I always knew I had it in me and I’ve always been confident but now it’s validated lmaooo #I always knew I was pretty as hell!!! I knew it!!! even if boys pretended to like me in order to bully me!!!

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dietryings-blog · 24 days ago

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forever ghosting actually good guys for the controversially older guy i’ve known since 12

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reiidler · 10 months ago

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me when its casual 😅😅😅

#chappell roan #art #if i had someone to be uncasual with youd never hear the end of it #i was watching bottoms while drwaing this and the representation of loser lesbians was something i needed … i felt seen #like yes!! i too am ugly untalented and gay

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skinreflectsthesun · 9 days ago

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#thinking about how much having a kid changed my marriage #how much our dynamic changed afterwards #I think that was something I wasn’t really prepared for #and no one ever talked about it either #but it’s true #and im sure im not alone im sure plenty of couples experienced the same thing #but no one wants to talk about that #everyone has to pretend to be okay all the time #better than okay even #I hope that we can find a way to head in that direction together #I hope that we will find a new way to love each other #because there’s no going back to how it was #there’s just going forward #really hard pills to swallow honestly #because I thought I knew myself #that I knew everything there was to know about who I am what I’m capable of #but there was a whole other side when I became a mom #I found a strength in me that I never knew existed #that I realized I truly could do anything because I did that #I woke up every 45 minutes one night to take care of my baby #I cleaned during nap times I made dinners I did laundry I kept my house going regardless of how spent and exhausted I was #I felt like less than a person by basically becoming my sons main source of sustenance #I felt invisible #I felt unheard #I felt ugly and undesirable #I felt extreme joy paralleled by extreme loss of myself #I reached a point of truly knowing what it means to be torn apart as a person and then recreating myself from scratch #and it was so fucking hard #but it was worth it

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chaoticallyfluffy · 3 months ago

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I woke up crying because I knew the boops would be gone when I awoke 😭

Actually it’s because I had a dream where my twin sister (who I hated) had died years ago, then I became a dancer with one of those celebrity lookalike/impersonator people, but she was pretending to be my sister instead of a celebrity and I wished my real twin sister was there to dance with me because I got along with the impersonator and would have loved to get along with my real twin sister as well.

I do not have a twin sister. I also hate dancing. It was a weird dream.

#I don’t remember most of the rest of the dream but I do remeber being forced to wear a pink cape by a lesbian couple #I refused to wear it because my bike was blue and they would look stupid together #but they insisted #also the bike people kept refusing to sell the bike to me for strange reasons #like one of the reasons was if I had painful periods i couldn’t ride that particular bike and needed a differnt one #but I was like ‘I can bear the pain anyway’ and fist bumped one of the lesbians on my way to grab the bike #everyone clapped #because I was so big and brave about potentially riding a bike with period cramps eventually #I think i alsp saw the inconceivable vastness of human life and the possibilities available to us #every choice I made altered my path in a visible way and I could see everything I was and everything I could have been and will be #it was ugly and crude #it felt hopeless and never ending #because it was #but I accepted it because it was impossible to unchoose a path once it was chosen and my only options were to accept or let it consume me #I could not choose if I wanted to participate or not #the only real choice I had was to give in or to choose my own path #and I decided to let lesbians buy me a bike and force me to wear a clashing cape #what does this mean about my psyche #dreams #my rambles

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daisywords · 3 months ago

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#can I just. scream for a second #so as is news to no one #we need to start over the entire us medical system from scratch #also I would like to be flayed alive and start over from scratch in the skin department as well #anyway for context: I've had some kind of rash/acne/infection/irritation all over my legs for over a year now #have tried various products and changed habits and products to try and get rid of it to no avail #everyone said you should really just go to a dermatologist #(I was not that inclined to do so bc the previous and only time I'd seen a dermatologist it was not a good experience. very condescending #also I don't like making appointments and stuff. girl I don't have time)#but I decided to be an adult and go (my insurance info seemed to imply I could go with zero copay even)#spoilers: that was not the case #anyway so I show up and surprise surprise: it sucked #she was dismissive and condescending imo. was literally like 'well it could be A B or C but I can't tell'#'all of those are basically impossible to get rid of anyway but the things to try are X Y or Z'#I asked to try Z since X and Y are things that I already tried and did nothing (which I had told her!!!)#but she just kept being like 'you just need to stop picking at it. that's the real problem and that's what's exacerbating your scarring'#(wow thanks never thought of that!) (she also insinuated that my scarring was ugly)#girl I'm not 5 years old I understand.#unfortunately for me that is a compulsion so strong it would probably take years of directed therapy to get me to stop doing that #what I'm here to see you about is to figure out what the problem is and how to stop it from happening in the first place #and STOP TRYING TO MAKE IT A COSMETIC ISSUE #it's causing me pain and discomfort that's the main problem! I would like that to stop!! and me not touching it would not solve that proble #also I wanted to ask her about something else but they were too quick about it. felt very Handled if you know what I mean #but anyway #she gave me a prescription for topical antibiotic which was the thing I had not tried #apparently my insurance doesn't cover it and it's also made of gold and plutonium or something #so she gave me a coupon for it #but get this #when I went to pick it up at the pharmacy they didn't take the coupon #the guy said. 'um this only works for the generic brand. and we don't have the generic brand'

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