#i needed to do a bit of vent art
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We the People
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Second-guessing
#been overthinking all day today and needed to draw how it feels lately#a bit of a vent ahead#it’s gotten really lonely and almost alienating in a way#and the fandom seems so vastly different#and in a way I dont really feel ok in#i do take the steps to avoid anything that i don’t want to see#but it just feels like what i do is pointless#like what i draw is pointless#i know the more platonic/familial themes in my art will always be overshadowed#but its been a harsh truth ive been hit with#and it’s kind of heartbreaking#i’m forever grateful for the reminders of how my art is like a breath of fresh air#but man is it difficult to not just quit entirely#because it always falls back to: why am I doing this? what’s the point?#i’m sorry I feel like such a whiny loser when I talk about things like this#it’s all jumbled and all over the place but to put it simply it’s been super lonely#i just needed to say something before it completely boiled over#im sorry again
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"Slow down, Sunshine. You're not falling behind and you are loved for more than what you do for others."
#fnaf sun#fnaf dca#dca fandom#crab art#traditional art#self-insert#my OC Esther#please don't copy these tags i'm just going to vent a bit#it's just been one of those weeks#been feeling overwhelmed lately#like i need to keep up#like i'm not doing enough and i tire or lose focus so easily#and i don't feel rested after resting#so i thought i should go back to my roots of drawing the DCA comforting me with words i can't seem to give myself#was debating whether or not to share this#but perhaps it may offer someone else some comfort as well#i'll be okay#this too will pass#it's just been a particularly busy and out-of-control week
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The last few days have felt like years I KNOW the point is to overwhelm us, so trying to rally and find some grounding energy and vent out frustration by whipping this little doodle up.
Anyway all that said, here's some dandelions for hope and resilience, because we're here, surviving and stubborn enough, even when the systems want us to fall through the cracks.
We're not going anywhere. 🏵️
#digital art#procreate#vent art#dandelions#i am trying not to feel overwhelmed or despair or that it's all ogre#there are things that i can do#just need to embody this energy a little bit more#stubborn weeds
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[ * hey hello quick announcement I vibe with proshippers now (I have sorta nuanced views but I'm closer to being proship and I'm comfy hanging out with them so. If you don't vibe with that there's the three dots in the top right corner of this post, click that and it should give you the option to block me) ]
Edit 2: [ * HEY WHY DO I HAVE MORE FOLLOWERS NOW. THAT AIN'T RIGHT. THAT DOESN'T ADD UP. WHAT'S UP WITH THAT. I THOUGHT MORE PEOPLE WOULD UNFOLLOW AND MAYBE BLOCK. ]
#cw shipcourse#tw shipcourse#<- [ * just in case ]#[ * I won't be posting any darkships on this blog though so dw this blog is going to be squeaky clean of that ]#[ * though tbh i already don't really post any shipping at all (minus tsn) LMAO i just draw Ink being a silly awesome guy ]#[ * this will stay on pinned for maybe a couple of days ]#[ * rude asks will get blocked. no hesitation ]#[ * just REALLY needed to get this off my chest because keeping this hidden (i didn't have a support network specifically for this but now#do) has torn my mental health to shreds like. i had to pull the vent animation card kinda shreds. ]#[ * i won't be posting about shipcourse either . stresses me out ]#[ * anygays. back to our regular schedule of cool Ink arts ]#edit: [ * I MEANT WEEKS I'M KEEPING THIS PINNED FOR AT LEAST A WEEK ]#edit 2: [ * There's a few recent ones which do have proship dni which... man... how do i tell you this... ]#[ * i avoid interacting with them though but since this is kinda a bit of a Situation ig I'm giving them the option of whether to block me-#or not ]#[ * because again no darkships on this blog ]#[ * anyway yapfest over ]#[ * yet ANOTHER edit: i am in fact a darkship enjoyer but. again I don't post that stuff here !!!!!!!!! ]#[ * just wanted to clear that up if that somehow modifies things ]
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woah more fic art. maybe if i draw enough fic art everyone can just Know what my fic is about so i don't actually have to write it lol
anyways have another aid and rav
#transformers#transformers art#maccadam#my art#maccadams#tf art#tf fanart#transformers fanart#more than meets the eye#mtmte#idw transformers#transformers idw#tf idw#idw tf#tf idw1#tf idw fanart#idw2005#ravage#tf ravage#idw ravage#transformers ravage#first aid#tf first aid#idw first aid#transformers first aid#this is also like. a bit ironically a vent piece. like not a super big one but i pushed my wrist way too hard yesterday#shouldn't of done that. BUT. i like my new rav design hes fun to draw !#even if he looks silly lol#his face is ESPECIALLY silly its so fucking funny to me#i need a schedule/queue tag- this will do for now
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*gritting my teeth* if you don't share your work no one will see it and nothing will happen. you don't know what piece will resonate with people. you don't know you just have to keep going even when it feels like you're throwing stuff in the void. you just gotta keep going
#trying to keep up 4 art accounts when 3 of them get crickets and one of them like#also gets crickets but you like it enough to tolerate that is uh Something#fab talks#fabtalks#i lied it's 6 if you count webtoon and tapas which ALSO get crickets btw asdfghjk#like don't mind me im just venting a bit i might delete this later i just like i need to remind myself that like#numbers don't matter putting the work out there matters#it will find the audience#i try to remind myself to that when i do in person events people are always really excited to see my work#i get really great enthusiasm and reactions to it like when people actually SEE it they like it
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eye strain and disturbing face stuff under the cut
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#mod's art#tw flickering#tw eyestrain#tw disturbing#// sammy needed to vent a bit today so i let him do so through this
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i have. too many things to do.
#and of course what i WANT to do is write fanfic and read the ten different books i want to read and make art just for fun#and also be a couch potato and watch youtube videos for a couple hours with no guilt#but i was sick for a week and that's a week's worth of missed classes and homework i'm now trying to catch up on#in addition to new stuff#and i was already falling a bit behind in a couple classes because they don't have enough structure for me#and like. i'm managing. i'm getting stuff done.#but it's exhausting to know that tomorrow when i only have to go to one class i will be spending all day on homework#....i need to not tell myself that. i need to build in space for breaks or i will burn myself out#i do not want to be at risk of burnout in the first month of school with an intentionally very low courseload#this is just. so frustrating and stressful#and i'm coping. but i wish i didn't have to#vent#school stress#stars rambles#i am somewhat grateful that needing something to wind down from homework with has made me excited to write fic for the first time in months#but the downside of that is that i do not have enough time right now
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idk comfort characters moment ig
#i should REALLY stop doodling around and start doing more serious art#anyways this is not shipp art btw i dont shipp them for me they are like brothers best friends even#demoman#miss pauling#tf2#team fortress 2#kino art#idk i just feel like drawing sad demo i think he got too much going on in that little head full of beer and depression...#and well he just needs a hug and venting for real and not making it much of a joke#IDK I WAS JUST LISTENING TO MITSKI AND LAMP AND BOOM sad doodle i guess#i think for demo is a bit hard to find a good time to vent and well his team kinda sucks for that#same goes w miss p this two are full of shit in their heads so why not listening w each other and crying idk#its been a time since i have draw demo...#those fucking hands... i hate often times drawing hands#idk why i made tf2 sad art i think is funny but who cares cringe is free look at me doing lovey dovey and sad art haha laugh at this guy
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I feel like being mutuals means so much less than everyone makes it seem
You literally just follow each other, that's it
Most of my mutuals probably don't even remember who I am after I stopped drawing for them
Edit: the rant in the tags is more about being annoyed with people who tell me they like my art and follow me, but that's it, no art support at all
#the tags are gonna be a bit of a vent bc I think about this a lot#maybe it's because most of my mutuals only ever interacted with my post when it was art for them#I don't get notifications that they liked my art but they tell me they like seeing my art#I see them reblogging bigger artists than me and it's a little discouraging in a way#they talk big about my art on discord before following me for emphasis#but then they never liked any of it#they sometimes reblog my reblogs#but that's it#it just feels gross to me to act like you support and love someone's art so so much and they're “cool” to you#but then it stops at just words in a server#actions speak louder than words#I don't want to sound entitled or spoiled#I just feel a little deceived that they said they like my stuff but I get no evidence of that#ofc I love seeing my mutuals that do like my stuff more than anything#I do have regulars that do support me and I try to support them as much as I can#but I can't help but feel weird trying to support someone who doesn't even look at what I do as they talk about liking it#They don't need to say any of that but they do and it feels like lies#ofc this is all so whiny and I know it's so stupid#I'm probably going to delete this later#I just wanted to say it finally#vent#tw vent#vent tw#vent posting
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veep dad comfort art
#veep dad :]#i have Not been well mentally tbh the second im with friends i DIEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE anyways ill be VENTING A TINY BIT HERE#i need excitement in my life but im like#has no social life#oopsies...!#so i thought yknow what would make me happy rn. My Veep Dad#yea thats it#also ive been struggling with motivations to play ttcc and draw so....#apologies for being in the game less. especially as im in the post game with almost everything done#im usually kinda really goal oriented in games and yeah having no tasks or close friends to play with#im just kinda THERE and getting that initial push to do stuff is very hard#my motivation has just been at an all time zero (again) and it upsets me bc i do wanna do stuff...not bc ohh productivity but bc#i just wanna HAVE FUNNNN#anyways erm.... thanks for listening to my little rant here again. i dont know where else to express this sort of stuff. feels wrong to dum#it on strangers who i know are there for my art but. whatever. yknow#just wish i was more motivated in general but my life is Just Kinda Sad and im an Antisocial Anxious Wreck Dear Cog#senior vice president#sr vp#veep dad#personal tag if i dont wanna main tag....#doodles#traditional art#guz art#toontown
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Im scared ngl. I don't know what to do. I'm hugging you all right now
#i know i said im not the biggest fan of venting and stuff but i really need to get that off my chest im sorry#i hope everyone is doing okay because im scared for myself and everyone#i wanna lay down and not talk but i have school today and i have to present somethiiiinngggg >:[#im probably gonna take a quick break working on art requests to make some other art to feel a little better#im sorry yall#vent post#vent#apologetically rambling#everyone be sure to take deep breaths drinknwater eat something and take a minute for yourself(ill also do this myself)#its good to take a minute#if you need a break take a break#i hope everyones day is filed with at least a bit of positivity <3#imma try and make some silly posts to make yall and myself smile :]#sorry i get anxious easily :<
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Something, something having ur life ripped away and becoming a monster
I’m not happy w how this was going but im accepting my failure and just posting as is unfinished, so i can focus on my other stuff.
#megaman oc#rockman#xylocopaman#my art#i fucked up the perspective grrr#a little bit of a vent piece but mostly just wanted to get this out of my head#xylo is my favorite but i need to work on his line mates#i will prolly do another tornhornxylo piece anyway bc theyre in my mind always
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okay maybe I should seriously reconsider my path in life and sell my soul to marketing or journalism instead
#okay venting in the tags you are very welcome to ignore or not respond to it i just need to yell somewhere#i always thought id be an art therapist because well i care about people and want to help them and love art#but everyday i wake up feeling like a fraud and an imposter so like. should i really be doing all that when im not entirely#certain i cpuld handle it??? like i know i haven't gotten the meaty bit of the education towards that yet but like#university costs a disgusting amount of money here and if i pick the wronf thing im likely doomed forever thanks to awful government#i know things could get better like they did after thatcher but honestly im not putting any bets on it considering how the current labour#party is so like if i fuck up here im basically dead#also can i actually do art uni. like could i cope with that. im deeply unethused with art at the moment and honestly will i evwr be#idk#it was jusr a thing i always did but education around it is fucking soul sucking#also the emotional weight of hearing and solving people's problems as a therapist. i would consider myself quite empathetic for the most#part i feel other people's pain quite strongly and obviously as a therapist id be feeling that quite a bit so could i actually cope with it?#ik therapists have therapists but still#i mean im doing work experience at an occupational therapy place so ill just be extra inquisitive about it all to make sure im going#the way i wanna#I'll be fine by the end of a levels ill probably understand what i want in life#if not then gap year to work it out#should probably look at unis for english language too then#sigh#ucas website i may as well marry you#ill be okay im getting in my head about stuff im actually pretty good at art even if there are things i can improve on (like patience lol)#yeah maybe the voice telling me i suck doesnt know shit and should shut up#yeah#shut it nasty voice you're wrong actually!!! im doing just fine and you're being overly critical#they should make a brain that's your friend and not mush that hides the amalgamation of every bad thing ever in its crevices#crevices shoyild be filled with kindness and love.#sex jokes about that#why the fuck is yahoo mail syncing i dont use you you washed up search engine#bue waffling#vent post
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…yeah okay im burnt out
#also ty for your input on a previous post ive made ive read them all and taken them into consideration tysm🫡#but yeah i havent been drawing for days my hyperfixtation got snuffed out for some reason my head is empty i havent been listening to music#any positive perception of my art has been thrown out the window#its a bit concerning bc this hasnt happened before#not all at once like this#i think its a sign i need to take a step back#ill go and touch some grass in the meantime#sorry for the lack of art lately ik its what you all followed me for and it must be disappointing#but anyway hope yall have been doing okay and taking care#💖#vent#and as always if anyone has advice from personal experience to offer on how to deal with stuff like this im all ears
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