#i needed to do a bit of vent art
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We the People
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"Slow down, Sunshine. You're not falling behind and you are loved for more than what you do for others."
#fnaf sun#fnaf dca#dca fandom#crab art#traditional art#self-insert#my OC Esther#please don't copy these tags i'm just going to vent a bit#it's just been one of those weeks#been feeling overwhelmed lately#like i need to keep up#like i'm not doing enough and i tire or lose focus so easily#and i don't feel rested after resting#so i thought i should go back to my roots of drawing the DCA comforting me with words i can't seem to give myself#was debating whether or not to share this#but perhaps it may offer someone else some comfort as well#i'll be okay#this too will pass#it's just been a particularly busy and out-of-control week
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woah more fic art. maybe if i draw enough fic art everyone can just Know what my fic is about so i don't actually have to write it lol
anyways have another aid and rav
#transformers#transformers art#maccadam#my art#maccadams#tf art#tf fanart#transformers fanart#more than meets the eye#mtmte#idw transformers#transformers idw#tf idw#idw tf#tf idw1#tf idw fanart#idw2005#ravage#tf ravage#idw ravage#transformers ravage#first aid#tf first aid#idw first aid#transformers first aid#this is also like. a bit ironically a vent piece. like not a super big one but i pushed my wrist way too hard yesterday#shouldn't of done that. BUT. i like my new rav design hes fun to draw !#even if he looks silly lol#his face is ESPECIALLY silly its so fucking funny to me#i need a schedule/queue tag- this will do for now
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eye strain and disturbing face stuff under the cut
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#mod's art#tw flickering#tw eyestrain#tw disturbing#// sammy needed to vent a bit today so i let him do so through this
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i have. too many things to do.
#and of course what i WANT to do is write fanfic and read the ten different books i want to read and make art just for fun#and also be a couch potato and watch youtube videos for a couple hours with no guilt#but i was sick for a week and that's a week's worth of missed classes and homework i'm now trying to catch up on#in addition to new stuff#and i was already falling a bit behind in a couple classes because they don't have enough structure for me#and like. i'm managing. i'm getting stuff done.#but it's exhausting to know that tomorrow when i only have to go to one class i will be spending all day on homework#....i need to not tell myself that. i need to build in space for breaks or i will burn myself out#i do not want to be at risk of burnout in the first month of school with an intentionally very low courseload#this is just. so frustrating and stressful#and i'm coping. but i wish i didn't have to#vent#school stress#stars rambles#i am somewhat grateful that needing something to wind down from homework with has made me excited to write fic for the first time in months#but the downside of that is that i do not have enough time right now
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idk comfort characters moment ig
#i should REALLY stop doodling around and start doing more serious art#anyways this is not shipp art btw i dont shipp them for me they are like brothers best friends even#demoman#miss pauling#tf2#team fortress 2#kino art#idk i just feel like drawing sad demo i think he got too much going on in that little head full of beer and depression...#and well he just needs a hug and venting for real and not making it much of a joke#IDK I WAS JUST LISTENING TO MITSKI AND LAMP AND BOOM sad doodle i guess#i think for demo is a bit hard to find a good time to vent and well his team kinda sucks for that#same goes w miss p this two are full of shit in their heads so why not listening w each other and crying idk#its been a time since i have draw demo...#those fucking hands... i hate often times drawing hands#idk why i made tf2 sad art i think is funny but who cares cringe is free look at me doing lovey dovey and sad art haha laugh at this guy
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I feel like being mutuals means so much less than everyone makes it seem
You literally just follow each other, that's it
Most of my mutuals probably don't even remember who I am after I stopped drawing for them
Edit: the rant in the tags is more about being annoyed with people who tell me they like my art and follow me, but that's it, no art support at all
#the tags are gonna be a bit of a vent bc I think about this a lot#maybe it's because most of my mutuals only ever interacted with my post when it was art for them#I don't get notifications that they liked my art but they tell me they like seeing my art#I see them reblogging bigger artists than me and it's a little discouraging in a way#they talk big about my art on discord before following me for emphasis#but then they never liked any of it#they sometimes reblog my reblogs#but that's it#it just feels gross to me to act like you support and love someone's art so so much and they're “cool” to you#but then it stops at just words in a server#actions speak louder than words#I don't want to sound entitled or spoiled#I just feel a little deceived that they said they like my stuff but I get no evidence of that#ofc I love seeing my mutuals that do like my stuff more than anything#I do have regulars that do support me and I try to support them as much as I can#but I can't help but feel weird trying to support someone who doesn't even look at what I do as they talk about liking it#They don't need to say any of that but they do and it feels like lies#ofc this is all so whiny and I know it's so stupid#I'm probably going to delete this later#I just wanted to say it finally#vent#tw vent#vent tw#vent posting
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veep dad comfort art
#veep dad :]#i have Not been well mentally tbh the second im with friends i DIEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE anyways ill be VENTING A TINY BIT HERE#i need excitement in my life but im like#has no social life#oopsies...!#so i thought yknow what would make me happy rn. My Veep Dad#yea thats it#also ive been struggling with motivations to play ttcc and draw so....#apologies for being in the game less. especially as im in the post game with almost everything done#im usually kinda really goal oriented in games and yeah having no tasks or close friends to play with#im just kinda THERE and getting that initial push to do stuff is very hard#my motivation has just been at an all time zero (again) and it upsets me bc i do wanna do stuff...not bc ohh productivity but bc#i just wanna HAVE FUNNNN#anyways erm.... thanks for listening to my little rant here again. i dont know where else to express this sort of stuff. feels wrong to dum#it on strangers who i know are there for my art but. whatever. yknow#just wish i was more motivated in general but my life is Just Kinda Sad and im an Antisocial Anxious Wreck Dear Cog#senior vice president#sr vp#veep dad#personal tag if i dont wanna main tag....#doodles#traditional art#guz art#toontown
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Im scared ngl. I don't know what to do. I'm hugging you all right now
#i know i said im not the biggest fan of venting and stuff but i really need to get that off my chest im sorry#i hope everyone is doing okay because im scared for myself and everyone#i wanna lay down and not talk but i have school today and i have to present somethiiiinngggg >:[#im probably gonna take a quick break working on art requests to make some other art to feel a little better#im sorry yall#vent post#vent#apologetically rambling#everyone be sure to take deep breaths drinknwater eat something and take a minute for yourself(ill also do this myself)#its good to take a minute#if you need a break take a break#i hope everyones day is filed with at least a bit of positivity <3#imma try and make some silly posts to make yall and myself smile :]#sorry i get anxious easily :<
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Something, something having ur life ripped away and becoming a monster
I’m not happy w how this was going but im accepting my failure and just posting as is unfinished, so i can focus on my other stuff.
#megaman oc#rockman#xylocopaman#my art#i fucked up the perspective grrr#a little bit of a vent piece but mostly just wanted to get this out of my head#xylo is my favorite but i need to work on his line mates#i will prolly do another tornhornxylo piece anyway bc theyre in my mind always
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okay maybe I should seriously reconsider my path in life and sell my soul to marketing or journalism instead
#okay venting in the tags you are very welcome to ignore or not respond to it i just need to yell somewhere#i always thought id be an art therapist because well i care about people and want to help them and love art#but everyday i wake up feeling like a fraud and an imposter so like. should i really be doing all that when im not entirely#certain i cpuld handle it??? like i know i haven't gotten the meaty bit of the education towards that yet but like#university costs a disgusting amount of money here and if i pick the wronf thing im likely doomed forever thanks to awful government#i know things could get better like they did after thatcher but honestly im not putting any bets on it considering how the current labour#party is so like if i fuck up here im basically dead#also can i actually do art uni. like could i cope with that. im deeply unethused with art at the moment and honestly will i evwr be#idk#it was jusr a thing i always did but education around it is fucking soul sucking#also the emotional weight of hearing and solving people's problems as a therapist. i would consider myself quite empathetic for the most#part i feel other people's pain quite strongly and obviously as a therapist id be feeling that quite a bit so could i actually cope with it?#ik therapists have therapists but still#i mean im doing work experience at an occupational therapy place so ill just be extra inquisitive about it all to make sure im going#the way i wanna#I'll be fine by the end of a levels ill probably understand what i want in life#if not then gap year to work it out#should probably look at unis for english language too then#sigh#ucas website i may as well marry you#ill be okay im getting in my head about stuff im actually pretty good at art even if there are things i can improve on (like patience lol)#yeah maybe the voice telling me i suck doesnt know shit and should shut up#yeah#shut it nasty voice you're wrong actually!!! im doing just fine and you're being overly critical#they should make a brain that's your friend and not mush that hides the amalgamation of every bad thing ever in its crevices#crevices shoyild be filled with kindness and love.#sex jokes about that#why the fuck is yahoo mail syncing i dont use you you washed up search engine#bue waffling#vent post
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…yeah okay im burnt out
#also ty for your input on a previous post ive made ive read them all and taken them into consideration tysm🫡#but yeah i havent been drawing for days my hyperfixtation got snuffed out for some reason my head is empty i havent been listening to music#any positive perception of my art has been thrown out the window#its a bit concerning bc this hasnt happened before#not all at once like this#i think its a sign i need to take a step back#ill go and touch some grass in the meantime#sorry for the lack of art lately ik its what you all followed me for and it must be disappointing#but anyway hope yall have been doing okay and taking care#💖#vent#and as always if anyone has advice from personal experience to offer on how to deal with stuff like this im all ears
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What If I gave up on art 😎?
#sorry this is my new favorite emoji 😎#ive been trying to render my latest drawing for literally hours and have gotten absolutely nowhere#im going crazy#i think i just need to take a break for a moment#i have such a clear vision and yet i can't do it AURGGGGHH#crying and sobbing#ren won't shut up#i think i need to tweak the anatomy and pose a wee bit to something im a little more comfortable with#ive tried to just do normal line art FOUR TIMES already#guys help this isn't a funny prank anymore god let me access my skills (that i dont really have but want to manifest anyway)#← high expectations for myself even though i know i dont do the practice to get better#grr#rambling#vent#ish i guess
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the physical exhaustion so bad that i can barely hold and move a pen/pencil VS my need to express the love i have for my guy. battle of the ages.
#and the outcome is that i just end up crying bc i'm so frustrated with my body :')#i have done almost Zero physical activity for 5+ days. i've walked around the house and a tiny cemetery and to the bus stop and back#that is all i've done and somehow my body is still like ''uhm idk boss we're outta fuel'' WHAT DO YOU MEANNN !! I'VE DONE NOTHINGGG !!#i need to not be crying bc that is just more exhausting but fsdjkl i'm just so frustrated BLEASEEE I WANT TO MAKE ART...#i'm going to see if i can set myself up in bed to draw for a bit otherwise im just. going to have to lie there and scroll mindlessly#maybe i have enough mental energy to play pkmn.... that can be played while lying down sometimes.... hmmm#i rly want to draw though so that's first priority. if i can't do that then i will figure out what else to do for another hour before sleep#vent //#dandy.cmd
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needed to do smth with my hands while i listen to my loud music so i started doodling monsters without planning anything out beforehand. was gonna make a bunch of these but i started getting concrete ideas which completely goes against the point of the exercise so we stop at 2 <3
#martzipan#sketch#these remind me a little bit of like. 2015 era youtube videos. the 'artist draws 15 different mental illnesses' type of video#you know the ones#these are vaguely based off of some disability coping feelings i've been having#which i guess technically makes this vent art? but vent art isn't really a thing that i do. so i dunno#i can't make art with 'i need to depict this emotion' in mind or i get too particular abt it#instead i go 'i feel like this and i'm gonna make art' and any venting just kinda. does or doesn't happen#anyways. i really like making monsters without really thinking about it at all first. take a shape and just kinda go#keeps you loose. it's nice
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A drawing
#idfk man#how do you even tag this#man am i tired#seriously i need like 100 naps#not 1 but 100#bitch im sleepy#and i kinda wanna die#(bestie and that tumbler mental health bot this is a joke do not worry)#i drew this fucking thing#my art#artists on tumblr#my artwork#help me#not my persona#but me#yes that is a drawing of me#also i used my irl phone wallpaper on the phone#i posted it a bit ago#its dazai#tumblr art#tumblr artist#art#artwork#ventcore#vent art
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