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Sapphic jegulus 😍😍
i'm gonna thank vi for this @likeprongstostars bcuz her art just opened a portal in my brain
like reg being a goth princess? james being the gym rat gf? fuck yeahhhh
just imagine their banter. james sending regulus her photos from the gym and flexing her muscles and asking "would u bite me if i were there?" and reg replying w her sexy black lingerie with "dunno, would you?" while cupping one of her tits and squeezing her nipple.. and james flying to home from gym less then 15 mins just to fuck her and bite her from everywhere? yes, exactly
#agon answers#sapphic jegulus brainrot#jegulus#omfg#i need to write smth abt them#again THANK U VI FOR UR AWESOME ART#fem james potter#fem regulus black#fem jegulus#my girls <3#vi tag
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angel doing t shot... and lee being a bit freaky ab it😼😼😼

freaks of nature


#i read the fufckin prompt wrong so bonus doodles ebcause I can't Read#i feel like he has less of a rhing for needles and its moreso abt the fact hes doing smth for them that makes them happy#or maybe im just a corny ass#or maybe he is really jus into it. hell if i know. i dont write shit bc i suck at it. thats why i draw#clinical trial#clinical trial game#i need lee to get on all fours and bark for me
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something i genuinely adore about tadc is how painfully flawed everyone in the circus is. and not in a small way
everyone does SOMETHING that negatively impacts the others. but it makes the fact that you are supposed to sympathize with and really connect with them all the more potent. because its easy to want to put a bunch of characters in a bad situation together and to just have them all be nice to each other and everyone and never make mistakes because theres no reason to hurt each other, and most of them dont TRY to, but the way they cope is so, so realistic for each of their personalities, and it doesnt always mesh with the others, and sometimes it exceeds self destructive and Just Hurts Others, Too
they still generally care about each other and the mistakes they make and the ways they end up hurting each other dont lose their weight but like. it doesnt take away from their humanity and the fact that they are all trying so hard to manage in an awful situation
and the characters seem to have sooome sort of understanding of this too. not fully, because the characters dont tend to be 100% communicative, but when they hurt each other, it often makes EVERYONE uncomfortable. because these are the only people they have. these are their friends. and theyre all coping. but it doesnt change how much it affects them (best illustrated by ragathas lines at the start of ep 2 or gangles 'i love her, but after a while it gets kinda hard to tell how genuine shes actually being'). its not all like this, theres a good amnt of variety, but characters knowing this but not really knowing what to do about it is very painful in an effective way
(i think a subtle example of this is how zooble handles gangles situation in ep 4- they were so genuinely trying to help her because they care. but could tell as the day went on that oh, this is not working at all and its making things worse, and they leave gangle alone- something that very genuinely couldve been the moment she abstracted, because of the mask zooble gave her- and we dont get to have a super blatant explanation of zoobles thoughts on it, but they reach a fairly healthy conclusion about it that helps both of them, and i like that a lot, because on paper zooble could be placed at fault but the narrative doesnt dwell on it excessively, because thats not the point. i dont know if that tangent makes sense but i think about it sometimes. i think zooble wasnt 'to blame' but it was still a mistake, which is a hard balance to strike, and having them help at the end feels extremely effective at rounding it off!!!)
but like. in general its complicated balancing making characters in a bad situation act flawed because it can run the risk of seeming like the story is scolding them or blaming them for the situation theyre in, or like youre expected to not sympathize with them despite it (though the inverse also has complications- if characters in a bad situation never mess up, it feels unrealistic and hard to relate to, and can imply that their innocence is why whats happening to them is bad at all), but the show handles it so well
even the characters who are genuinely trying all try in different ways- some of them have similar outlooks or attitudes towards these thing but theres vital differences for ALL of them- sometimes it works and sometimes it doesnt. in fact some of the more painful mistakes characters have made in the show have come from them so genuinely trying (like the thing i mentioned w zooble, or basically Everything Ragatha Does, or pomnis first attempt at helping gangle, etc), which hits harder than if every mistake characters made had wholly selfish and cruel goals.
i mean, there is a selfishness to many of the characters' actions but imo not in a way thats not warranted. because all of them are in a horrible setting. its uncomfortable to watch characters be selfish. but it is a natural instinct to survive. its not the foundation of most of their actions, but when it is, its uncomfortable but hard to completely disparage them for in a way that makes you feel kinda conflicted
and like. it hurts to be doing your best and for that to make things worse, but its what happens often in the show. because no one in a bad situation is gonna handle it well. by the very nature of trying to survive something is gonna give, but it makes the themes of the show so much more powerful. that making sure the people around you dont feel unloved, cherishing them and finding meaning with others is no less important just because everyone is fucking up. it complicates things, for sure, but it doesnt make those characters exempt fromt this. theres a reason pomni tells gummigoo that she doesnt want "anyone" to feel like theyre nothing, and that kinger doesnt add ANY quallifiers to making sure people feel wanted and loved (not that i think either of them were thinking SUPER super hard, but it conveys smth from the perspective of the narrative
it gets complicated when you add in jax for sure, since i think on the surface he IS the exception to this concept- none of the characters like him, including pomni or kinger. but i think this is something thats gonna be examined further down the line, bc hes the main complicating factor in this reading of the show, but i feel like thats on purpose. hes universally disliked (and so is caine, in a different way) and his actions arent mistakes. they are him coping. the show has made it clear that he can be a complex person AND also a piece of shit. his actions dont detract from the fact that hes a person and the show reminds us of this. so it makes things so messy, but im genuinely super excited to see how the show examines that. where his character goes is, imo, going to be a massive piece of how this show fleshes out this concept
#tadc#it just makes me so... man#all of them are coping in a way that influences their mistakes#like. i think the best example i could name is ragatha. she highlights this aspect of the show so well#shes struggling so much. shes doing her best to stay optimistic and because the others dont feel as hopeful as she presents herself#it distances them from her#she wants people to like her SO bad which reads so hard as fawning. but this also puts people off and makes her harder to trust#even if her care for the others is genuine the issue is that how she copes tends to leave her a little isolated in some way shape or form#and thats *just* ragatha#i shoudl write smth properly breaking down how this is done w the whole cast#cus i cannot fit it in these tags#so i gotta put a pin in it.... but. have this#also ive said it before but i very genuinely think jax SHOULD get the chance to heal#i mean. i wouldnt like him if i had to know him in person. but i dont think thats . actually relevant#so how the show dissects his character going forward intrigues me and i wanna keep an eye on it so much#it is a BOLD move writing wise to establish him as a piece of shit and then to set up these ideas#cus theyre going somewhere im sure. they keep bringing it up#anywayyyyy. thats the post#sorry if any of it got confusing i have a lot of thoughts abt this but they get a tad jumbled bc theres just. so many factors#i need to make an essay outline before i make these posts LMAOOOOOO#OH YEAH WAIT#bonus:#i think abt how pomni abandons ragatha TWICE in ep 1 and i think it could make someone dislike her#but genuinely. makes me like her more. sometimes people get extremely selfish when theyre scared#its bad! but it makes sense. and it makes her feel so much more real#smth smth theres that saying that how someone acts under pressure says more abt them#but like. its complicated. because an easy way to get someone to act mean is to make them scared#esp since the phrase is more attributed to a crisis. but in tadc this is just their forever#and looong drawn out trauma makes people behave very differently#gestures. i dont have the words to break down that phrase wrt this show but maybe ill try later too. put a pin in that one as well
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i miss brad and jo :[
#i need them to interact like a billion times this season#i also need to actually write something for them but executive dysfunction is kicking my ass#not even necessarily a fic i also kinda wana just talk about them more because i do have thoughts abt them but its hard to put to words rn#like ik i mention it a lot but the fact that they are obviously close to each other but almost never acknowledge it is so interesting to me!#n the fact that jo is the only one who Knows about kate and how that hasnt been addressed#and the way she only ever brought up kate to try and convince brad to help her get his brother thrown into jail#and brad outright saying he likes jo not once BUT TWICE?? hello!! brad is so indirect with his affection and yet!!#he tells jo directly to her face that he likes her twice. thats the most obvious he’s been about his affection for someone like ever#and jo responding ‘i know’ the second time like ohhhh#they are so clearly more close to each other than they are to anyone in the office but they just never acknowledge it outright!#i think about jo saying she ‘missed these talks’ with brad and his little hum in response to that like literally all the time#ive really gotta. actually analyze all their interactions#theres this super small moment in s1ep3 where jo gets smth added to the ‘banned’ board and she giggles n brad smiles at her#and i just like it a lot its a very cute thing#ok im done talking now#jo mythic quest#brad bakshi#mythic quest#morty talks woah
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i'm getting towards the end of the skypeia arc, & i'd like to say just how much i adore the way the female strawhats have been treated.
just... every aspect of how the way their characters have been previously contextualized influences the story-line is treated with a masterful amount of consideration. we're given so many layers to both of them that enrich not only their characters specifically, but the arc, and the one piece world as a whole. without nami & robin having their specific skills, and their specific values, without those being built upon, the story would have come to a halt.
you could not have skypeia without nami & robin being who they are as individuals. not just because they never would've gotten there without nami, but also because the way these women think is itself foundational to the machinations of the arc as a whole.
to be totally upfront, if you think any other strawhats were more central to the skypeia arc than nami & robin were you are full-on fucking lying to yourself.
#obligatory disclaimer that i’m aware luffy is the protagonist & a lot of interesting stuff is explored w him. this isn’t abt him though.#part of me wonders if this is an aspect of why people will write off this arc sometimes tbh... like that & the political themes.#but yeah anyway i get why people say that for all there are 100% misogynistic tendencies in oda's writing & character design#it is very very hard to say that he as an individual is an ideological misogynist. like the level of care he puts into his female cast mem#-ers generally speaking & how he approaches what existing as a multi-dimensional individual would look like in their specific contexts is#like... in a lot of ways still something that is unprecedented across all forms of media.#but also not the point but anyone who says nami in particular doesnt get real fights/is unskilled um... no you're wrong read her fight in#alabasta & then all of skypeia.#like in alabasta she takes on arguably a stronger opponent than sanji when considering the structuring of BW. not only that but she does s#with a weapon she has never used before while actively reading the instruction manual. and she WINS. she wins based on sheer intellect &#the ability to utilize skills the audience already knows she has. the pre-existing basic fighting skills she's introduced with are elabora#-ed upon by incorporating her skill w navigation. same with the way her cunning is used in skypeia to cover her lack of sheer brute. &#the best part about it is she's fucking tough in a way that makes sense! she isn't strong/weak just for the sake of positioning her as such#it is thoughtful & it strengthens her as a character rather than just like giving the power-scaler types smth to mindlessly chew on.#like do i wish nami got to fight more & take a more active role in that regard even if i don't think she needs to be a fighter in the same#sense as the monster trio? yes absolutely. i'm guessing this is going to be smth that bothers me potentially even more with robin.#but that does not mean her fights are not masterfully written when she gets them or that she isn't tough as a bag of nails.#respect my darling woman or die.#skypeia#nico robin#nami#grey's one piece tag
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Almost To The Big 30!
( click for better quality i BEG. )
VERY proud of how this one came out...
alt version under the cut cuz i thought it looked cool v
#i need to think abt the humans more often they're so silly to me actually. < ignoring the horrors#i just wanna imagine them all being friends and getting along okay. i just wanna imagine them having fun little misadventures together#its good for me... i should write smth silly with them#bonnie does art!!#andy's apple farm#thomas eastwood#arthur king#kamryn eastwood#jeffrey eastwood
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the doctor isnt neurodivergent or autistic or adhd or nonbinary or genderqueer or asexual. what the doctor is, is Not From Here
#which necessarily of course says something abt their (non)whiteness#(i had all these words in quotation marks first so mentally add those to whiteness too)#but we've them be black for all of 1.5 episode now so#lets see how that develops you know#also i dont think i understand the politics of that part well enough to say much abt it#not that i probably understand the politics of these parts better but#im annoyed enough abt this Thing happening these years. in these 20s i guess. the 'representation' thing#to complain abt it anyway#the dsm isnt real and it isnt gonna fuck you buddy#maybe i'll read some books and then one day i'll write an essay driven by spite and pettiness#i wonder if i can make the thesis statement about the tension between their status of main character#in a 60 year running family adventure show vs this therapy thing we're doing now#like. you cant do that. in terms of like. what story is and does. what a character is and does. it strains#in an interesting way. like im not saying they Shouldnt have done it. im just observing. that you cant do that really. i think#or maybe you can! but i'll find that out#i also dont know shit abt narratology or whatever so. need to read books first. sigh#always have to pause my thoughts to read myself in first its so annoying. esp bc i rarely really do#bc then new thoughts new things to do you cant do EVERYTHING. you can do almost nothing. bane of my existence really#but like you might even be able to say smth interesting here about whether you can call them traumatised at all#remember that article i saw around on tumblr a few years ago i think that was abt like. some scholar in the middle east maybe#saying that ptsd is a western thing bc it necessitates a Post#all of this is western. psychiatry is western. its all stories. how you conceptualise trauma is a story#whos Other is story#where youre from is a story what you stand for is a story who you are is a story#ah. checked the article. dr samah jabr. palestinian. i'll start with her book maybe
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I’m desperately looking for someone to help me w my moon spirit sokka au
I’ve been planing up for a while but I’m stuck and my brain aint helping 😭😭😭 it’s for a fic btw I don’t just draw it…
#the arcane brainrot aint over I just need to think abt smth else#also I just read THE zukka fic ever so I’m more inspired now#ALSO I can’t draw for shit rn so I turn to writing as per usual#I have like 13k words worth of planning but my unstable brain can’t handle it#and I kinda miss being obsessed with them…#atla#atla zuko#atla sokka#zukka#fanfic#the fic i read is ‘will we last the night’ btw#moon spirit sokka
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just going to be bitchy on main one last time before making myself go to bed
For real idk why the fuck I'm still bothering with my high effort location/details screenshot compilation posts when I can just make lower effort posts that get SIGNIFICANTLY more notes. Like why the fuck should I even bother to spend at least a couple hours curating screenshots for part 2 of Luis's lab details which will get a maximum of 50 notes when I could just spend like 20 minutes making a few gifs like this and get HUNDREDS of notes
#im not entitled to attention but no one is entitled to my gigantic hoard of very useful reference screenshots#i know theyre very useful bc i frequently reference them myself while writing#and the thing is i can continue to do that myself without posting any publicly :) but i thought other ppl would appreciate them too#and i know a handful of ppl do but overall idk man rn i don't feel appreciated enough to continue sinking my time into these#ill probably feel embarrassed abt breaking down publicly over smth so dumb tomorrow but that's tomorrow heather's problem#tonight heather's problem is feeling ignored by a fandom ive tried so hard to contribute and be helpful to#sorry to the ppl who do interact w and appreciate me are reading this im v thankful for yall and wouldve given up posting sooner without yal#it's still just very discouraging to see my efforts/honestly myselfvgo ignored in the fandom as a whole while other ppl get more notes#and interaction that i see on my dash all the time#idk i dont think that came out right but for rn i really need to just shut the fuck up
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One of the hardest things about writing superlantern is figuring out what’s the deal with clois in this universe…they’re literally soulmates….why is clark with hal and not lois….
#ily clois <3#i’m writing this bc i’m considering giving lois mayson drake as her gf in this superlantern one shot i’m writing#as a throwaway line but still#bc like as much as I like superlantern I think I write them as one of those couples#who kinda just come out of left field. like both in-universe and meta speaking#like clois is Meant To Be ykwim.#romantic or platonic Lois is always going to be an extremely important person in Clark’s life. maybe The Most important person.#so in superlantern fics I always think abt her and her dating history with clark#and if they didn’t work out why? and if clark and hal work out why is their relationship different from clark and lois’v#oooh wait hold on I’m thinking#one of the main tensions in Clois relatiomship (at least in Lois & Clark: The New Adventures of Superman)#is that Clark is kinda flighty. it’s not his fault bc being Superman is a really time consuming job that he needs to be able to go whenever#but maybe in this universe Lois and Clark date but they realize that that issue is smth they cant get past#<- esp w Lois’ issues w her military dad putting work above her as a child#so like they can be best friends and they’re fucking great as best friends#but that can be my reason for why they both choose not to date#bc this clark doesn’t figure out how to have a more stable Superman-Clark balance and he thinks that lois deserves better#whereas with hal#hal is even MORE busy than clark always getting called off to space and shit#so i think they would both be extremely understanding whenever one of them#needs to leave#as for Lois/Mayson (do they have a ship name? this show is from the early 90s surely someone must’ve thought of one)#they’re character foils. need I say more.#ok but no fr like they’re character foils in the sense that they were written to be polar opposite love interests for Clark#Lois loves Superman and likes Clark#(in a super reductionist oversimplified manner of speaking)#(really Lois is infatuated with Superman and has a slowburn with Clark)#whereas Mayson is immediately taken with Clark but disapproves of Superman’s modus operandi#simu's two cents#lois & clark: the new adventures of superman
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I'm gonna be so fucking ill what if she heard Tuesday and thought it was Bonnette, so she had to rush back to Texas to see if her friend was still alive or not oh your honour they make me so sick I'm gonna cry
#yknow w that trail tho it makes me think#did Barbara hear Bonnette die#cause like#apparently uttu peeps can hear the Storm via the wind#or smth like that if im understanding it right#as Barbara said only uttu peeps can hear the wind and the secrets of the Storm#but like can you imagine#if she did hear it#heard it sifting Bonnette out of existence#imagine if it keeps her up at night#hearing the Storm take her friend and she couldnt do anything abt it#so when she heard the same wind that guided her back to Bonnette#ofc she wanted to head there as soon as she can#cause she so believed her friend is back#can you imagine her confusion#when she got to texas. when she finally followed where the wind wanted her to go. only to see Tuesday#AUGHGHG#im sorry your honour but im never shutting up abt them#i need to write or draw smth abt them or else im gonna combust#reverse 1999
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sorry for the minimal art lately.... ive been wanting to post art but its been so time consuming lately...
#rn i wanna make art but instead im just thinking abt kinger#i was talking to a friend the other day and we agreed. kinger is a friend of sapphics#also cus i think ragatha and kinger are genuinely good friends... we havent seen a lot of them#and i dont think they hang out as much as they used to :(#but the way their interactions go im like. ohhh they are friends#and i think post ep 3 pomni and kinger hang out more#i hope we learn more abt kinger dynamics. i like that guy#i like him a lot in the way that hes just Nice#pomni makes me write a whole essay abt how complex and interesting ahe is and just how obsessed i am#then i look at kinger and go hes nice i like him :)#post ending now cus i need to make a post abt smth else now
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Ok game time which 3 series would you just DIE to get a run on ? I'm talking full creative control, can be as a writer or an artist + plotter if that suits your vibe best
My 3 are
Suicide Squad
Wonder Woman
Green Lantern Corps/Green Lanterns
(in that order)
#last one may wiggle around but i think thats mostly it. others i would want to do but if were talking full runs then this would be my picks#there are other things id ofc want to do though. a wonder girl (cassie) mini in addition to the ww run probably some superman stuff too#although idk him as well i do love him. maybe a mini there or even a prestige format book if i go crazy#would love to do a quick something with cass cain too ofc (me and the rest of this site lol). could probably figure out a plot to smth#longer if i thought abt it but would love to guest write a standalone issue or two for an ongoing of hers#what else would i want to do.... the sui sq and wondy are rlly the big ones bc ive thought abt that the most. glc ive thought about too but#to a bit less of an extent. ooh there was that bleez mini i plotted out during lunch once last year. think i had some sketches laying around#for that too.#who else would i do.... those are rlly the main ones atm. books i would write vs books i would read are definitely different though. there#are some pitches i would throw out but wouldnt know how to write at all i just know it could be done good somehow. like ik nothing abt#aquaman but i think its possible a wonder woman/aquaman story could slap#OR NO A WONDER WOMAN & SUPERMAN ONE I WAS JUST TALKING ABT THAT. dont call it that though ofc they should get a duo name in the same vein as#world's finest. and ofc 72848274 issues of bro time. anyways <33333333#also a not abt the rankings sui sq is higher than wondy which may seem crazy from a wondy blogger but 1. i do love them and 2. they need me#so much more. this subject is such an egofest for me bc ofc i think i could do everything perfect but like they need a good run soooooo bad#whereas id LOVE to do wondy but ik they would survive without me. anyways yeah <3#anyways on a totally unrelated not at all adjacent topic.... my askbox is always open btw 😘#also idk if my green lantern corps book would be called glc. may just hit the green lanterns vol. 2 bc who is stopping me really
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🗡 mad cowboy disease....
#‡ ooc#high noon tbt.#thinking of Them while walking to the shops... on my own little quest...#there may be typos but ignore them#listened through mars hn yone playlist i loved watching the 2 hr movie in my head#listening through my hn playlost now maybe ill make tals a spotofy thing too for easier listening....#got so many little scenes in my head#talon munching any lil bug/lizard critter they catch. whether they actually Need to eat is unspecified#but you know. probably. anyway thinking evilly at how i can describe their meals as either tantalising or DISGusting#talon being afraid of ending up an almalgam of feathers and sludge but ove talked abt that before#need to write more talon monologues or story times#reminiscing now. will add more later#talon trying their best to get through a Normal Human interaction on a bar or smth tryong to hide what they are and keep their hat low but-#and theres always a but- someone either catches a glimpse of theor face n compliments them or gets in theor way like 'hey-' or they catch#a glance at feathers or brimstone....#talon getting chased to be put in one of those carnie 'strange encounters' shows... they either do get caught or...#get rid of their would-be captors#time for more thoughts. i need to design talons demonic form and maybe even what their gradual corruption looked like 🤔#i also need to decide on a few factors abt how im treating their cape as tendrils instead... like if they naturally had 5 or lost one...#and how much control over individual segments they have#thinkin abt talon getting in trouble but not like. threat of death danger maybe a malevolent third party who wants them for something else#be it their blood or feathers or smth like that. maybe even after REDACTED and they get a bounty set by the sulfur king for REDACTED reason#to be brought back alive and hunters go after em......#oh. who can a demon slash half angel turn to in these trying times... 🥺😔 not that they want to rely on anyone#talon would rather die than rely on another creature for help. im kidding. :] or am i#thinking abt the thing i said to mars like. after their travels together talon tries to keep their distance from rell and yone but.#fate or something worse keeps bringing them back together. i said it better beforehand but anyway.#if its during this time of being hunted and they cross ways i can imagine talon not staying long at all or just turning 180 at the sight#part the fear the other two will join this hunt as well. the other part is that theyll be in danger if talon asks for help...#nor do they want to owe a debt to these two ough 😒
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𝖥𝖮𝖱 𝖫𝖮𝖵𝖤, 𝖭𝖮𝖳 𝖣𝖤𝖲𝖳𝖨𝖭𝖸 : an introspection on arthur and merlin.
Once, he polished the armor. Once, he fetched the swords, carried the cloaks, spoke with a glint in his eye that dared Arthur to notice him as more than hands, more than duty. Arthur did notice. Of course he noticed. But he never looked long enough, because kings aren't meant to need the boys who carry their burdens. He called him "idiot." He meant "friend." He called him "servant." He meant "home."
And now? Now, Arthur bleeds onto the forest floor, life slipping through his fingers like riverwater. Merlin holds him like something sacred. Magic glows in his shaking palms, too late, too late, always too late. Arthur gasps, the pain a second heartbeat: “ Why are you doing this? Why are you still behaving like a servant? ” ( He does not yet realize Merlin has never been a servant. Not to kings. Not to crowns. Only to love. )
Merlin's voice cracks, soft but unshakable: “ I do this because of who you are. Without you, Camelot's nothing. ” Arthur turns his head, weary, still stubborn: “ There was a time when that was true. Not now. There are many who can fill the crown. ” But Merlin, oh, Merlin— he sees what Arthur cannot: the king that was never only made by sword and stone, but by laughter, by mercy, by heart. And so he says it, small but absolute: “ There'll never be another like you, Arthur... ” His voice breaks around it. The truth too large to hold inside.
And then— “ I also do this, because you're my friend, and I don't wanna lose you. ” There it is: the whole story. Not destiny. Not duty. Not prophecy. Love. And oh, isn’t that the whole damn tragedy?
For years, Merlin bent his back, hid his light, swallowed magic like poison because he believed — he knew — Arthur could be the king the world needed. Not because destiny said so. But because Merlin saw it: kindness stitched into arrogance, mercy hiding behind the sword. He cleaned boots. He endured scorn. He bore loneliness like a second skin. Not for destiny. Not for Albion. Not even for magic. For Arthur. Always, only, Arthur.
Arthur thought love was battlefields, was crowns and vows and victories. He never saw the love in the way Merlin stood behind him, quiet, unmoving, steadfast. Never saw how much devotion it takes to laugh in the face of every order, every punishment, every cruelty the world would throw. It was Merlin who held the kingdom together, threading hope into stone and steel. It was Merlin who loved him without asking for anything back. It was Merlin who knew that to serve someone without chains is the rarest freedom.
Now Arthur sees it all. Finally. When it's almost over. And through the gathering dark, through the failing light, Arthur finds the words he's never dared to speak: “ I want to say something that I've never said to you before... thank you. ” And Merlin — Merlin who was never waiting for a crown, Merlin who was never waiting for glory — just nods, tears burning, heart splitting open, as the only words that ever mattered finally fall between them.
Arthur will die with Merlin’s hands around him, not in battle, not on a throne, but in the arms of the only person who ever truly saw him and stayed.
If loyalty had a face, it would look like this: mud-streaked, tearstained, unyielding. If love had a name, it would sound like this: a boy whispering in a dying man’s ear, “ I don't wanna lose you. ” And if magic had a purpose, it was never conquest. It was this. It was always this.
#ARTHUR PENDRAGON.#MERLIN.#DYN. ARTHUR PENDRAGON + MERLIN.#a companion piece?!#to the arthur/morgana one?? Mayhaps#what do you mean loyalty and grief AREN’T synonyms??#arthur pendragon you will always be famous <3#merlin was willing to die a thousand deaths for him and DID!!#“i don't wanna lose you” well i lost my will to live actually thanks (:#he was never just a servant he was the whole foundation#best friends best knights best heartbreaks#the tragedy of it all is that it was always about love#this show really said “bury your feelings and bury your king” 😔#merlin just wanted to save him. that’s it. that’s the whole show#arthur said thank you and i haven’t known peace since...#they deserved more!! they deserved EVERYTHING!!#“there’ll never be another like you” okay well there’s never been another like THEM either#i could write 100 essays and still not be done :/#now i need to write smth for merlin/morgana and arthur/gwen#just to be fair you know?#will i ever shut up abt my merlin muses?#probably not sorry#arthur is one of my main muses for a reason
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I’ve been thinking, and I think I’m going to change the way I talk about my headcanons and wof writing to something like a rewrite/reworking. I love wof but it’s become really apparent that the way I engage with it is really more as a world to expand and work in vs a book series I’m analyzing as-is. I think it’ll give me the freedom to actually post the stuff I’m thinking and working on bc I don’t have to keep chaining myself to making it work with all the confusing and contradictory canon tidbits that Tui barely remembers she established. Thoughts?
#this is no shade at all to ppl who do focus on headcanons/analysis I love you all and I’m giving all of you a kiss on the cheek /p#but it’s frustrated me for a long time#I think it’ll also help attract like. the convos I want to be having??#since like. rn i feel like all I do is reblog art I like bc I feel like I’m on a way different wavelength than my mutuals#idk I write these honestly to see what other people do and think about them and to get out my own thoughts abt a world I do really love#but idk if all of you are here for jobs/canon compliant hcs/fanart it feels like I’m driving an unnecessary wedge in my blog#not to imply a rework wouldn’t be canon compliant#if I wanted to really make my own story with dragons I’d just. go do that#but needing to fact-check everything to see if I’m accidentally contracting smth is getting really tiring#and I know it’s not like. necessary to writing hcs but it’s how *I* do them if that makes sense#I wouldn’t feel right posting things I knew went against the authors world bc like. that matters to someone#even if that someone is only me#anyway rant over#sunny rambles
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