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thetangibleghost · 1 year ago

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enjoy this unflattering photo.

#why does my finger look so wierd #'nobody cares'#well it was a retorical question #i need to go get my meds.#but i have. to walk #well i could drive but its like just up the street so it #for somereson feels like more effort to drive? like id have to get in the car and park and then like being in a car in the city is so weird #and i should enjoy my knees while i have them i guess lol #it was such an off hand comment like idk if it was real or bot im way to autistic for this #uHg the show today.#bad.#not the worst ever like not even clise #but id prefer if it didnt exist ever at all!#'are you having trouble accepting things you cant control' oh SHUT the fUCK up #crazy bitch hours on tumblr #maybe ill do a little nap before walking over #my sheets are so dirty :( but theres someone stayng in the main house so i like. cant use the machine #so theyll be dirty another weekend i guess idk how long these people are staying #i should ask..#me

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bamsara · 1 month ago

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I love Arson he's my favorite heater but I should really get a cheap laptop one day so I can leave the house to write because the Noise. Is . Too Much. I need to go write in the forest

#I live in a very very full and busy house hold #and sometimes it makes it extremely difficult to work #both on art stuff and packaging #but also writing especially #i have horrible executive dysfunction but on good days ill still try and get thwarted by multiple inturruptions and loud sounds #and on bad days ill just completely shut down from it all #adhd meds and headphones cannot fix Other People In My Space lmao #sara shush #personal #complaining #Unfortunately if i ask to be left alone or for quieter volume i will get neither of those even if i lock my door #I legit have a sign on my door that lets people know when im live streaming and have asked not even volume control just to be left alone #and there will still be knocking on my door for questions like 'can you go get something from the store'#i need. people to understand that if i am busy esp if i am doing packages and stickers and stuff that i am WORKING #please treat it like im at a 9-5 office building somewhere act like i dont exist #you dont just walk into someones place of work and start venting/asking them of things while theyre at their job #'but you're at home' yes and im still working and i have communicated this several times #i did not mean to vent but GOD

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dustykneed · 7 months ago

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i just think spock has great mom friend potential tbh. strong contender for the cutest thing i've ever drawn

#(the irony of drawing this post on 3 hours of sleep is not lost to me)#star trek #star trek fanart #star trek tos #star trek the original series #spones #spones fanart #spock #leonard mccoy #bones mccoy #i fully intended to just draw a funny thijg of bones going WOAUGH shit bc im sleep deprived and i get the wobbles but it ran away from me #bones x spock #im sleep deprived because i lost my 11pm coffee roulette yesterday... i suspect that my meds stack w caffeine #spock fanart #dust trek hcs #i like to think that spock needs less sleep bc vulcan but if he DOESN'T get that sleep hes absolutely zonked... let that guy catnap #bones on the other hand no matter how much sleep he gets if hes up hes up and naps do not agree w him at all #he'll get up feeling worse somehow (spock is SO good at napping tho it drives him insane)#jim naps like a dad at a school recital (any chair that isn't the captains chair is fair game)#this is mcspirk in spirit as always

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loktauri · 10 months ago

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Tma au where nothing is wrong ever and Jon gets to pet as many cats as he likes

#tma #the magnus archives #jonathan sims #tim stoker #sasha james #its just an office comedy at this point #idk the horrors are still there but now it's the horrors of genuinely needing a masters for archival sciences #BE SO FR what the hells is the point of a masters #listen this is my gripe about the educational ladder you have to climb in order to even think about going to library sciences #and getting some sort of guaranteed work off it #oh martin got through alright by lying but he got real lucky with this boss being a literal cult leader #but nooooo I have to finish my bachelors and get another 30k or so in debt BAR student finance #as if med school isnt already a scam!!!#and furthermore--#oh old art tag

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crunchy-rocc · 1 year ago

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my friend started tfc. ten pages in comes in and tells me kevin is his they/them solider.

#my art #aftg #all for the game #andrew minyard #kevin day #kandrew #kandrew ‘HIS PRONOUNS ARE THEY/THEM’ image has been in my mind since they told me that LMFAOOO #andrew on his meds with no hightlight in hisbeyes do you get me #ok . i need to go to sleep or something i am so wet napkin rn

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senselessalchemist · 10 months ago

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Bow problems (+ other nonsense)

#saroart #dead cells #the beheaded #the collector #they just wanted a nice bow #the collector can do a lot of stuff but i don't think he's good at bows #i was drawing a lot of antagonistic beheaded/collector content so i wanted to do some more cute junk #okay a lot is an exaggeration. still #need some guys being buds content sometimes #weird monster guys doing domestic shit is my favorite genre #i got a bonus at holiday time and im tempted to buy a tablet i can use portably #esp because holy fuck i don't know how to draw anymore #but also i just spent stupid money on tickets to live podcasts so i probably shouldn't #unrelated im very upset today because fucking UPS didn't ring my goddamn doorbell and so “”missed me“” and couldnt deliver my specialty meds #why must i get my meds through ups #because the us is a hellscape and i am beholden to my health insurance company #ups who has literally never managed to get a package to this apartment #tbh im stressed as fuck about having to go through this every goddamn month

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curioscurio · 4 months ago

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Just started generic vyvanse and wow. No wonder it changed lives. They say it lasts more than 4 to 6 hours and then it DOES? Most adhd meds I've tried will wear off in 4 or 5 hours, so I'd often have to take another dose later in the day, but this shit keeps me going for a good 10-13 hours!

(This is just my experience! I'm just a guy I'm not a doctor disclaimer so uh don't take my word as law lol)

#with adderall i could take it a few hours before bed (bad. don't do this) and fall asleep while it was still active.#so id sometimes fall asleep unintentionally right after taking it and just waste it #but with this its like if i fall asleep it pauses? and then will work the remaining time. crazy what they did here #its absolutely a combination of the therapy and meds as well as stoping my weed gummies to get my baseline back to normal #basically i was relying on weed to give me the dopamine to acomplish tasks and face painful emotions. but i wasn't going to therapy so the #the problems just stayed in my brain.#i still think weed is great and can be a very powerful medicine. but it also can keep you stagnant in life.#so nows a great time for a long needed break

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miscellaneousrenaissant · 6 months ago

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Thinking of med school Farcille...

(First pic from here and second pic from here)

#farcille #med school yuri ahh med school yuri #I already had Falin and Marcille as med students in my self-indulgent all tall-man au #although I had Marcille as a DO-PhD while Falin was just going for a DO #now pondering if Falin should be getting a PhD too...#I need to see if there is any House-style farcille casefic on ao3 later

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entropyvoid · 9 months ago

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Golden Hour (+ lineart below cut)

I took a picture of the lines for once and did some basic crappy photo editing on my phone, so you could probably print this out and use it as a coloring page or something if you so wish lol. Do with it what you will.

#honkai star rail #dr ratio #veritas ratio #aventurine #aventurine hsr #cherallart #as you can see i forgor i wanted to draw his glasses til like. last second #i can’t believe it’s been like 2 whole months since I last did a whole like. watercolor illustration #part of that’s been bc I’ve been having a bit of a rough semester bc adhd med issues (which are resolved now)#but I really wanted to draw aventurine and ratio. my boys #i’ve been LOVING penacony so far so I needed to get something nice out #anyway I did this while my s/o and I alternated between reading a 500 pg long history book out lout to each other #it’s called ‘the inheritance of rome’ and kinda covers what happened after the collapse of the western roman empire #and tries to identify and explain all the cultural echoes and reverberations and transformations that rose from its ashes #throughout europe north africa and the middle east. anyway it’s super interesting and I highly recommend it #the late antique period is not something often covered/talked abt in public ed hist classes. at least not when I was goin through em #or the transitory period between it and the early medieval period at least #i still got 150 pages left and a final paper due on it in like 4 days but it’s only a 5 pg minimum and I’m a wordy bitch so #i think i can make it #anyway back to that I go

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sergle · 1 year ago

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I think my favorite thing about doing ginger red hair instead of cherry red hair is: lying to people about it

#I love the cherry red / wine red and I'll probably go back at some point bc it's my Origin.#but for now.#I don't actively lie to people but bc it's a Natural and Plausible hair color #and I'm already pale and I dye my eyebrows to match my hair. ppl figure it's natural #and it has come up MULTIPLE TIMES. and I've recently been rolling with it instead of correcting ppl. bc who cares?#recent examples that come to mind (but I did correct them in this one) my surgeon assuming it was natural #and using my genetics as a natural redhead as a baseline to tell me about what I can expect from my future scarring #and then again later with the anesthesia. they were going to dose me differently #the anesthesiologist glanced at me when I came into the OR and was getting the stuff ready on his cart #and when he heard me talking to my doc and re-telling him that oh the hair isn't natural #he was behind the curtain like FUCK #taking shit off his cart and quietly redoing his setup #that's how I learned that redheads need higher doses of anesthesia than other ppl.#they also need more of the topical stuff like lidocaine. apparently they metabolize it faster(?)#ANYWAY he was going to up my dose thinking I needed it lol #so i almost got way more sedatives and pain meds than i needed bc of my hair dye LMAOOO #other more Normal Life examples was a country dude in full hunting gear holding a door open for me someplace #and I said thank you and he lifted his hat up to point at his (natural) red hair and said ''twins!''#this one sticks with me because that was such a cute thing to do. what the hell #and at snakefest I was talking to some people at their food truck. there was an older guy who trapped me into a convo for like 30mins #he was Very Nice. and they were going to some type of irish festival next and said I should go too bc I'll be right at home #flat out just was like. this bitch looks irish #and I don't know why all of this is so funny to me. it has no reason to be.

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skunkes · 9 months ago

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i may be stupid

#(but im not sure)#a doodley #i am not going to lie to you guys i am insanely scared of anti depressants. and adjacent medication.#first of all like ive said i dont think i need them #im doing way better than last yr(s) despite being in the same circumstances. i did in fact will my brain to get it together.#i told my doctor i think my issues are a result of my environment and that is what i think it is.#i dont think meds cld help change my innate personality flaws #second of all sorry but my ****** is all i have i cant risk losing it to the side effects #idk! like. idk. you guys really dont get it it really is just laziness for me #since i was a kid i just didnt have Goals and its continued to my detriment #i was also raised to doubt all my decisions so here we are #im sure my friends think im lazy bc what ive described to them IS laziness #im like the only person i know without hashtag goals and life motivation...and all my friends have mental health stuff too #so its not that...! its personality. its laziness #its literally like the ''my son is 35 and refuses to get a job and does nothing all day'' reddit posts #with ''he's not depressed he's lazy you should just kick him out and refuse to keep providing for him'' comments and all

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genericpuff · 2 months ago

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Fighting off cold and flu has always been difficult for me and it's only getting harder as I get older. I find the transitioning from being "sick in bed" back to "functioning person" can often be the hardest part, especially when it comes to congestion which can take days if not weeks to clear up, so even if I'm able to walk around, do basic tasks, etc. I'm uncomfortable the whole way through. At least when it comes to my back pain, that's something that I'm used to and can predict and accommodate; getting sick is none of those things.

What's making it even more difficult this time around, compared to every other time, is the fact that I went from being healthy and medicated to sick and unmedicated. So that transition back into "functioning" is being slowed further by my returning inability to focus, to push myself through the uncomfortable feeling of doing literally anything, to be at peace with boredom.

Every single time I want to do anything that isn't laying in bed, it's met with both "I don't know if I'm physically capable of doing that because I'm sick" and "I don't know if I'm mentally capable of doing that because I'm off my meds."

And it's incredibly exhausting.

#self post #update #off topic #idk sorry for whining on main #my brain just. feels awful rn #part of me thought “huh i don't think being unmedicated is actually causing me issues”#but now that i'm on my third day (???) without meds i'm not feeling so sure LMAO #and for anyone wondering why i'm not taking them #it's because i have to play triage with my meds and treatment #i don't want to be stacking decongestants - some of which are designed to make me drowsy - on top of concerta which is a stimulant #this would kill the liver LMAO and also my brain would become an even bigger mess than it already is #so considering i'm on bedrest i've just decided to forgo taking my concerta meds until i don't need to be hopped up on sinus pills #then once the worst of the sick has passed and i can get by without needing pain and congestion relief i can go back on concerta #thankfully i was only on 18mg anyways so the crash isn't as bad as it would have been if i was taking stronger doses #but it still sucks and it means i'm at war both with the flu and my ADHD u.u

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deoidesign · 7 months ago

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