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A TALK ABOUT THE MOMENT THIS GAME ANIHILATED ME !!
I havent been active in a long time but you might remember me as that girl who's very into hands, body language, and our wonderful romance tarot card. (I'll never let go of that card !!!!!!!!)
SO THERE I AM, AS ALL OF US, cautiously waiting to see whatever Mythal is about to say or do AND RIGHT THEN : Solas falls into that posture, hunching over, the blast of emotions he's getting has him trembling, his hand close to his face, already repressing bawling his eyes out, and I'M SO SHAKEN, people, MY SHOOK IS SO ABSOLUTE to see him like that, I HAD TO PAUSE TO CALM THE F* DOWN AND BREATHE AND I knew in this instant that T H I S VISION WAS WHAT I WAS GONNA HAVE TO TRY TO RENDER AS MY FIRST VEILGUARD SUBMISSION !! (The way then we see him break further and further down with each new emotional blow until he does reach that point when Lavellan's reaffirms their bond in elven OMG)
And so I sat in bed with my cat and tablet and spent the next 48 hours BARELY EATING OR DRINKING OR ANYTHING ELSE (my wife timed her trip away excellently lol), to work on the double piece that is now this post. Like I said in my previous chat I was SOBBING UNCONTROLABLY in front of my empty canvas, bracing myself, just thinking about what was to come. I've lost my entire mind to this. And He's FREE. FINALLY IT'S HIS TURN TO BE FREE. Together with Lavellan who's also breaking free. SPECTACULAR
Now for the animal forms. As I was spending so long sketching I was trying to figure out the most poetic way to draw them at peace in the fade. I was hesitant to further attach a wolf to Solas since I'm pretty sure its presence on the card was to mark the sense of overbearing duty never straying too far at any given time. But since our past always remains with us informing who we become on each step of our journey... it can still make sense. And it's not the 6-eyed one anymore... I was also hesitant on the halla part for Lavellan, since we've just had such a terrible time dealing with the "mother of the halla", but hallas are great and had nothing to do with all this ! Every other idea I could find was too boring so the animals won, leading to discovering the two had a similar coat, I died. Finished off by fusing the fade hug end card + the romance tarot card. And there we go.
#dragon age spoilers#datv spoilers#da:tv spoilers#veilguard spoilers#I AM UNWELL#BUT WE WON#solavellan#var lath vir suledin#solas#lavellan#mythal#THEY HANDLED HIM SO GENTLY IM DYING#This ride was the most gratifying thing ive ever experienced#it's also the first time a character i ADORE survives their tale#im an incredible amount of happy like probably many here#we did it comrades we've made it through#A DECADE#dragon age#dragon age veilguard#veilguard#art#amburu#Trick Weekes ILU#the entire art team delivered#SCREAMING#the fact we'll keep receiving more heart wrenching content from the great flycam people combing the cutscenes#wait now im second guessing myself about people possibly misunderstanding the halla as mythal *EEK*#I HOPE THE SYMBOLISM IS CLEAR ENOUGH AAAAHHHHH#i need to CALM DOWN#or im gonna perish for real
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Do you ever think that the mirror scene is going to happen after Colin has found out about Lady whistledown, when him and pen have reconciled. Then he realizes that all the mean things Whistledown said about her are things she wrote about herself. Then he is going to undress her in front of the mirror and tell her how beautiful she is????? Do you ever think about that????!!!!!
#i need to calm down#biting at the bars of my enclosure#if it happens this way im going to jump in front of a train.#bridgerton#polin#penelope featherington#colin bridgerton#speculation
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Shayne "I am not good with affection" Topp 🥺
#this is not good for my health#i am freaking out#in school#i need to calm down#shourtney#shartney#courtney miller#shayne topp#smoshblr
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Do you think we'll ever dance like we're supposed to
#jovier#from a couple of weeks ago#im mixing things i shouldn't be mixing#feelings are hard#i need to calm down#javier escuella#john marston#rdr2#red dead redemption 2#fanart#lucasolikos art#red dead redemption
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We must stay focused Agent, we must stay focused
#ava#alan becker#stick figures#animation vs animator#ava agent smith#ava agent#ava mercenaries#ava victim#Ava G.U.I#i need to calm down#ava fanart
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This was originally supposed to be an unserious edit of those memes from 2014 but it kind of became serious <3
“False, it really comes down to how much you trust me.” “Oh, I’m not worried about you.” … “So I hung up my reaper robes and now I live a quiet life of peace and tranquility over here at the Tower of the Dog.” “You know what they say, Ren? Third time lucky!” “But is it ever true?” “You’re going to make it true, okay?” “Okay. You believe in me?” “You got it!” “I would offer my protection, but let’s be honest, it’s probably worthless.” “You can be the distraction.” “I could be the meat shield.” “There you go! If I need help, I’ll shout, and you’ll come running, right?” “A hundred percent, definitely.”
“I told you I got your back False, you’re my homie.”
From Day One on the hillock, he’d been loyal to her 🥺
#hermitcraft#rendog#Demise#falsesymmetry#im peacing out now bye#i need to calm down#ria.edit#hermitcraft spoilers
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I had the loveliest, softest dream about Astarion last night, and since waking up I've spent the whole day feeling so EMPTY. It clearly wasn't enough for him to be at the forefront of my mind every hour of the day, and now my heart yearns for him whilst I sleep too!?
This game has gotten to me too much. This man will ruin me.
#he has me messed up for real#clearly too obsessed#I need to calm down#astarion#astarion ancunin#baldur's gate 3#bg3#bg3 astarion#astarion bg3#the pale elf
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This girl I already didn’t like is talking shit about Sam Reid’s Lestat in the gc and I had to fr mute the gc and leave because GIRL
“Had to quit the interview with the vampire adaptation bc Lestat wasn't cunty enough” H U H DID WE WATCH THE SAME SHOW???
She sent a picture of him pre IWTV and tried to submit that as evidence BITCH NO THE LESTATIFICATION OF SAM REID IS AN IMPORTANT STEP “but I can still see it in his face the hair doesn’t do enough” ARE WE LOOKING AT THE SAME PERSON?????
“can't be around a chad lestat truther” had to fr put my phone down oh my god I know you didn’t come into MY GC and shit talk MY HYPERFIXATION GIRL. G I R L. I KNOW YOU SAW MY STORY OF ME TALKING ABOUT THEM I KNOW YOU KNOW I LOVE THIS SHOW GIRL.
#omg#I should not be this mad rn#i need to calm down#amc iwtv#iwtv#sam reid#lestat de lioncourt#interview with the vampire#sam reid lestat#she’s just wrong#how can you be that wrong#oh my god#I am fr mad#louis de pointe du lac#armand#the vampire lestat
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Where you gif making hoes at? IM LOGGING IN AND MY DASH CLEAR
Edit: maybe everyone died after the scene cause my dash really naked…
No pun
#i need to calm down#sorry for being feral#aemond targaryen#ewan mitchell#house of the dragon#my moodboards are complete
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Y'all need to stop playing with Rafayel
#i need to calm down#but he's so🤤🤤🤤#i play way too much#love and deepspace#rafayel#love and deepspace rafayel#lads rafayel#lnds rafayel
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Puppet History Season 5 Episode 5 - Whatever the last fifteen minutes were
#puppet history#puppet history spoilers#watcher#watcher entertainment#my gifs#seeing Shane was so insane#i loved this episode from start to finish#it's really getting better and better#anyway#i need to calm down#how am i supposed to wait an entire week ?#btw the rat is my favorite character now
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no you dont fuckign get it it is NOT 'shipping' it is RECOGNISING LOVE BETWEEN TWO CHARACTERS THAT SO HAPPEN TO COMPLETE EACH OTHER'S SOULS
it is not the regular 'shipping' THEY HAVE DEEP EMOTIONAL CONNECTIONS BETWEEN EACH OTHER AND NO THEY ARE NOT JUST FRIENDS NO MATTER HOW HARD YOU TRY TO CONVINCE YOURSELF THEY ARE
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I am happy to announce that I am still not over about this photo of Court and Shayne. I felt like we moved on from this too quickly. The sun rays are literally paid actors in this photo. In layman's term, it's perfection. 🥺💚💙
#i need sleeeeeeeeeeeeeep#i need to calm down#yes I romanticize everything#it is part of being delusional#dont mind it#please dont read the tags#you already did#did you#shourtney#shartney#shayne topp#courtney miller#smoshblr
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God, why am I so obsessed with this stupid twink and wanting to break every bone in his body??????
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i need to space out my zero day posts … i feel like i’m attacking everyone w them but i just get so excited and write way too much
#i need to calm down#like … a lot#maybe i’m obsessed#zero day#andre kriegman#zeroday#cal gabriel#caldre#zero day 2003#calvin gabriel#ben coccio
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AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA THE QUEEN IS BACK!!!!!!!!!
#lisa miller i love you!!#queen lisa!!#lisa miller#OMG BRYAN FINALLY DREW HER AGAIN#TAKE MY MONEY#!!!!#scott pilgrim vs the world#SCOTT PILGRIM#OMG KIMLISA OFFICIAL???#kimlisa#kim x lisa#RAGHHHHHHHHH#Im cryING#I CANT GUYS#IM SO HYPER#i need to calm down
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