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This is uh, lore, if anyone cares. Not ii related but osc related, kinda. Its more for a few AUs than anything else. also world building is fun. you can ignore this if you’re not interested
Ok so
Angel subtypes
We have normal angels. Made or heavenborn, they’re pretty typical angels. Except for the gold face markings instead of the stereotypical halo.
Heaven is pretty open and their cities and civilizations are designed for winged objects. Because of this, angels dont need super manuverable wings.
Guardian angels are mainly heavenborn. Young angels born with the specific wings, and taught how to protect and fight from the very start of their life. Then, at a young age they’re sent to the object they’re meant to protect to familiarize and grow up with them. they continue their training on earth though.
Of course, there’s no plan for if the protected object is in danger before that. So the unfortunate angels that end up with those objects dont come out of it exactly, mentally stable.
Made guardian angels are objects that died while trying to protect someone, or still wanting to protect someone. Once the object they’re protecting dies, they’re free to live in heaven as any other angel does.
When a heavenborn guardian angel finishes their job, they’re either assigned another if young enough, or let live in heaven if they help that object live their life to full potential.
archangels are the royalty of heaven, they watch over all of the angels and make sure everything is going perfectly. This takes a toll on them, however, and most are obsessed with keeping heaven “perfect” and “clean of pests” such as demons.
This obsession with a perfect world makes heaven feel strained at times, and angels that grow up under their control have a big fear of authority and self-expression.
At points this can mean frowning upon, excluding or even sending away heaven-born angels to earth who “ruin” the perfect cookie-cutter utopia they try to shove heaven into. This includes physical deformaties, attitudes, mannerisms or viewpoints they dont like.
archangels are also very arrogant in nature, from all the power they have and the society at their fingertips.
On top of this, being an archangel isn’t genetic, its a completely random occurrence. any heavenborn angel could be an archangel, as the traits of one manifest with time and as the individual grows older.
Glamour
Angels also have magic called glamour, which is basically illusion magic. They use it to hide features such as wings or markings when on earth, or simple traits like eye colour or scars. This is limited to themselves though, they cannot glamour others.
Its a variation of the fae glamour, although normal angels have far more limited ability with it. Glamour also drains the user, physically and mentally, and requires some level of focus. There is a point of exhaustion where glamour totally fails, and the user cannot use it until they get some rest. However this only happens after very prolonged use without any break or well, rest.
Normal angels can glamour most of themselves, although not all of them. they could hide specific traits or change the colour of those traits. Such as hiding an arm or changing hair colours.
Guardian angels can glamour all of themselves, so they’re able to become completely invisible or turn a neon pink, for whatever reason.
Archangels can completely alter their appearance, adding to it with extra wings or arms or whatever they wish. They can make themselves appear bigger or smaller than they are, and with very little toll on them. Their magic is far stronger than other angels, so it requires very little focus or effort to keep the glamour up for long periods of time.
Made angels
Made angels are objects that have died and have been good enough in their lifetime to end up in heaven. Or less good enough, and more perfect in the archangel’s eyes. Since the archangels have the final say in who gets into heaven, they often pick and choose to create the perfect dimension.
There is no visual difference between made and heavenborn angels, though made angels tend to fare better in heaven than heavenborn. the pressure from the archangels is defintely still there though.
Heaven
heaven is a sky dimension. all it is is endless sky and clouds, cities built on small floating islands. No non-angel could live there without some sort of flight device.
The cities are designed specifically for angels, with wide spaces and a lack of stairs, instead leaving space for objects to fly from place to place. as well as this, the buildings have a sort of castle look to them, and often expand up and outwards instead of only outwards. similar to a city build mostly up in a canopy, except without the canopy.
Angel culture
so, angels are brought up with the perfectionist mindset. Be perfect, be wellspoken, no conflict, no nothing. As well as this, they have very traditional values, like wanting kids to be married by a certain age, disobedience being absolutely unacceptable, and every celebration or event having to be meaningful and, well, perfect. Although this mindset tends to breed disobedience more than anything.
Despite these ideologies, they’re still against abuse and violence and such, because it breaks the perfect heaven they work towards.
Relationships are strictly between angels and only angels, and monogamy is the only type of relationship properly recognised, polyamorous relationships do exist though. They’re just waaaay less common. Physical affection in public is kept very minimal, though its normal to be affectionate with a partner when alone.
Angels also cant preen their own wings so they get someone they trust such as a family member, close friend, or partner to do it.
Marriage is highly encouraged in angels, and is treated as an essential thing and final stage in relationships, proof that it’s true love basically. which is romanticised to no end.
Angels care a lot about education too, idealising it and believing that an academically smart child is a good child. A high achieving child also helps with appearances, which are a big thing in heaven.
Fallen angels
When an angel does something evil like a crime or something so morally terrible even the archangels are disgusted, they’re thrown from heaven out onto earth, loosing their wings, but keeping their markings, now an inky black. Or they loose their wings and are just, thrown over the edge of the floating cities.
ok thats all i got, thanks for coming to my insane ramblings
#not ii#or art rlly#theres a bit but its just object ocs#au stuff#this is super random ik#i need somewhere to put this though#anyways back to the scheduled program#ink's rambles
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happy birthday ISAT !!
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#in stars and time#isat#siffrin#isat siffrin#isat fanart#stop motion#needle felt#aysrin cant art#i haven't done stopmotion or 2d in ages this was fun#omg you can upload 30 images now what a glow up from like ten 5 years ago#i miss uploading to tumblr#but ill maybe put long form stuff here now! i need somewhere to put my process writeups lol bsky and twt dont seem very good for that#animation#soft sculpture#i forgor to add the speeen gif#sorry for the crunchy though size limit was 10mb lol#oh also i usually trim any flyaway fibers for a more neat finish#but i left it messy cause it's what siffrin would do ! ehe
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I was compelled last night and I’m quite honestly scared of whatever 11:59 PM me intended for those middle sections. At least I still know my colors when sleep deprived, and I’m sure someone else on here can fill the blank spots out better than I can on a full eight hours of shut-eye.
#oh god on high what do i tag this with#the crane wives#the paper kites#cosmo sheldrake#fish in a birdcage#the arcadian wild#the oh hellos#dirt poor robins#the amazing devil#venn diagram#me running my mouth#im pretty sure you could put all the text boxes in this file in a jar shake it to hell and back and pour it over the diagram#and itd still make some degree of sense#says a lot about my music taste eh mates?#anyone who sees this and relates to any degree please o please say so#i have essays worth of analysis i can spit out about most of these musicians#not on command though i need to get kinda existential first#theres three paragraphs about the eurus ep hanging out in my drafts and i think my motivation for that is somewhere behind the couch#with the spiders and my childhood nail clippings
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you know, an interpretation of ct that I don't see that I personally really love is that she's a fuck up. like yes she's cool and she has some good fight scenes, but a huge part of her character is that she makes mistakes. the mistakes that she makes are ones that on their own aren't the end of the world, but she keeps making these little mistakes, and they eventually add up until she's out of room to make any more.
a really good example of this phenomenon in action is the actions she took leading up to her final confrontation with carolina and tex.
strike one, she thought she saw something in the water, but when asked by the leader what it was, she brushed it off as nothing when even if it had been nothing, it would've been smart to tell him what she thought she saw.
strike two, she didn't sense or notice florida's presence when the leader did, and she looks at the leader twice, once as she pulled out her magnums, and again after she did a scan of the room, almost like she was looking at him for guidance before he finds florida and takes him out with one good axe throw.
strike three, she couldn't convince the leader to leave when they had the chance to get away, and her cheap tricks were not enough to hold off either tex or carolina in a fight. they were only good for incapacitating her opponents enough for her to get away, which doesn't work when she has no escape.
ct is not tex, or carolina, or south. she is not a one woman army who can get herself out of trouble when she's stuck in tough situations. she needs people who can watch her back, she need a team who can cover her when she does mess up, and the leader and his team were not those people. she couldn't bring herself to trust them, and they couldn't bring themselves to trust her, and that cost all of them their lives.
#i say i never see this interpretation of ct as if I'm not the only person having ct thoughts in 2024 lmao#red vs blue#rvb#agent connecticut#this is why wash and ct work so good together they function best in teams but theyre put in situations where theyre on their own#and they suffer because of it#but where wash had no choice in ending up w/o a team ct did#the ability to choose is a powerful tool. but being able to choose means that sometime somewhere someone will choose wrong#oh to further clarify the interpretation of ct I'm used to seeing is stereotypical hyper competent badass bitch type character#I've never really seen ct that way though tbh. she's a rebellious smart-ass who loves stating the obvious#it's honestly a pretty childish trait which i think goes well with her complex about being seen as a kid who needs excuses made for#her subpar performance in the field#basically in her head ct is james bond but in reality she's cringefail loser girl who wants to be a hero#you know what analyzing and discussing how heroism is viewed in rvb might be a pretty good essay#these colorful guys and gals aint heroes theyre all losers trying their best#anyway I'm off to attempt drawing a meta! tucker piece that may or may not turn out
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Hi, sorry if this seems like a bizarre request, but I feel it would suit him. Zane seems like he'd be a dancer, and I'd like to see your design of him dancing (it can be as uncomplicated or as complex as you please)! And if you'd like, you could include another Ninja (or as many as you'd like)! It's all up to you; I would like to see him as a dancer! :D
So this ask was from two years ago and I completely forgot it existed but I absolutely loved this idea so here's zane and pixal doing the lindy hop!
#I have a sketch somewhere from when I first got this ask#But it's from two years ago and is 100% missing now#Something about zane (older seasons specifically) gives me this vibe that he would know old people dances#And I drew#Pixane#Cause they give old people couple vibes#Like that old couple who actually love eachother so much#But anyway#Their outfits are 60s/40s inspired#Like a mix of it#And yes these are my desgins of them#Though pix is usually a bit taller and I should've drawn both their shoulders wider#Oh well#Lindy hop#BTW pixels hand in the back is a reference to the charms my abuela puts on her bracelets but none of yall needed to know that-#ninjago#lego ninjago#lego ninjago fanart#pixal borg#ninjago pixal#Pixal ninjago#zane julien#zane ninjago#ninjago zane#To whoever sent me this ask I'm so sorry it took me so long I forgot it existed#Now that I think about it the original sketch mightve been glacier#Dang it now I gotta go find it#Edit: I changed my mind this is pixal pre being rebuilt but everything i said was off its still off on her pre desgin too so
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i'm gonna be real the random criticism i saw saying that warriors 2024 doesn't "have enough violence" is bothering me so much because the entire conceit of the narrative is inherently violent. it's literally just how about a group of girls can't walk through a city at night without it being an inherently violent experience, even if they seemingly have any power over the streets. the original movie got criticized for being too cartoonishly violent (which is also rich in itself) but when you realize that the story as it exists in the soundtrack is more or less about a group of girls trying to make it home alive as the story's entire conflict and goal, and how that its narrative is a metaphor of the violence that single experience brings, and complain that there's not enough of that violence - then you're missing the point of the remake entirely
#don't mind me I just need to get this thought out it's not that serious for me#if I don't put it somewhere I will die though. you know#warriors 2024#warriorsposting
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Okay...
Okay okay let's calm down.
So the twins ideas of "bliss".
Belphie's was seeing Beel happy right? At first everyone thought it was Beel's bliss to be surrounded by the ultimate buffet. But it wasn't. It was Belphie's idea of bliss to see his twin happy.
Sooooo... the Celestial Realm and the outfits were most likely what Beel thought would make Belphie happy.
We've always suspected that Belphie would be the most likely to want to go back. Belphie has been dwelling in dreams of the past canonically in both games and Beel, as his twin, would know that better than anyone. So I think its a safe assumption that he would think that being in the Celestial Realm would make him happy and Belphie's happiness is his happiness just as the same applies to how Belphie feels about Beel's happiness.
I know. It doesn't exactly eliminate concerns about the brothers doing a 180° and suddenly being cool about the awful things that happened. Lucifer's part in Cocytus was and still is weird and concerning. But I think it's also important to remember that no matter how much trauma an individual suffered it doesn't just make the happy memories go away. They lived in the Celestial Realm for (probably) millenia and they have all kinds of memories of that place as their home. Expecting them to hate their home is maybe going a little far despite the bad things. Yes. Even for Satan.
I still don't think they want to go back. Or at least I hope that's not what we're heading towards. Honestly I want to theorize that Asmo only suggested going to the Celestial Realm either because he wants to flaunt how well he's doing or because of the freaky time shenanigans making him think about the first season's events.
My point is, let's read some more lessons and try to be patient until we have more information.
#Trust me I don't want to suddenly change my mind about the Celestial Realm either#They've put soooo much effort into painting them as bad guys and I want to see how that pans out#I need a lot more from the Celestial Realm before I consider forgiving the crap they've done#I have a feeling that it'll come down to the brothers though#It would also be kinda disappointing if Diavolo's dream can never happen so something somewhere has to give#obey me#obey me shall we date#obey me one master to rule them all#obey me nightbringer#om! nightbringer#obey me!#nightbringer spoilers#obey me spoilers#shall we date obey me#obey me nb#obey me nightbringer spoilers#obey me belphegor#belphegor obey me#obey me beelzebub#beelzebub obey me#shall we date belphegor#shall we date beelzebub#om shall we date#om! shall we date#omswd#om nb
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a thing about me is I WILL go thrifting and make it all about the freaking books
#need to put the little wolf friend somewhere besides my big pin board#no the crab ojime was not a thrift find but can you IMAGINE#needed it though. for my Shrine#at the risk of rendering my books inaccessible i do also want to make a vial of dragon blood#amber#sort of#my bookshelf#love having a built-in shelf but wish it wasn't painted white#it's cramping my rustic hobbity style
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Loki, the Prince
Loki Moodboard trilogy: 1 | 2 | 3
#loki#marvel#thor 1#thor 1 loki#I like to think he wrote a lot#u know?#have somewhere to put down his thoughs since no one else would listen#also hey yes I *am* making it a Thing of Mine to make diff moodboards for a character's diff stages thank you for asking#also taking pages out of friends books: feel shitty? make fixation stuff#moodboard#my moodboard#my moodboards#moodboards#I just realize my other tag said moodBOARS#skdhfkjshdkfhs#someone needs to make that a thing. moodboars#also yes I love giving people fancy titles why u ask
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da*2. is a game
#more thoughts below here be warned. i really enjoyed the introductory sequence and how it juxtaposed varric's dramatized version with the#real sequence of events. i also enjoy how they tied in lothering. imo id say the game has a really solid start. i also really enjoy the#visuals and stylistic direction of the game- i'd even go so far as to say i largely prefer it to inquisition (its just the oilyness LMFAO)#esp with the qunari and how they look.. less so with the proportions of the elves* (something that really irked me in inquisition is how#harold is forced to have the very clearly downscaled proportions while the elvish npcs (solas sera and basically every other elf#you interact with) dont have the slouched shoulders and very? crumpled looking frame). dont like that youre forced only to play as a human#though its very obvious that they were not given a reasonable amount of time to actually finish the game because OH MY GOD the reused#locations. the story was fairly solid at the start but the game is incredibly short (im in act 3 at the end of 2 days of playing) esp in#comp to origins. everything feels vaguely disconnected in a way thats uncharacteristic of bioware with the context of having played dao dai#and some of me1. and introducing the timeskips did Not help. i can see why people got absolutely attached to the companions however#with the system of friend + rival and it producing dichotomic benefits. rivalmances apparently existing also creates a really fun way of#interacting with your companions. i like anders#anyways completely unprompted thoughts on da2 over thank you for your time (i just needed somewhere to put them or i would go insane)
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pretty minor thing to think about, but i find it interesting how chapter 7 is the first chapter illustration to show chizuutan as chizuru (instead of chuutan)
like, i get it’s a flashback chapter, but we hardly got to see her as chizuru in the previous few chapters thus far… maybe we’ll get to see more of her as her true self after the hiyori fight/make up? only future chapters may tell, i guess…
#there’s like 5 weeks to go till chapter 6 is released into the rest of the world and i m n o t r e a d y—#man. chapter 5 still manages to ruin my mood no matter how many times i read it… man.#i was having so much fun with renren and concon and the 3 stooges and th e n.#imagine putting on a (somewhat) perfect/cute act to hide your true self because you know you’re unlovable the way you are#but then someone else runs along and screws up every step of the way without putting on any airs and is adored for it anyway…#i imagine chapter 6 will be much worse. especially since the start of the flashback begins there…#i sincerely hope the flashback ends in chapter 7 bc aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa#though. considering where we are now in the series. i think there’s a chance that vol 2 will come out at the end of december#ch 8 will prolly start to drop somewhere around the later half of november so it seems about right…#b u t if there’s the preorder bonus manga for vol 2 in dec can we have santa girl chuutan in it p l s—#i think we’ll need an incredibly cute bonus feature to lift the mood from whatever the heck’s going on with vol 2’s chapters#bc. idk. im sensing some self hatred with this one chizuchan… it’s as though she can only love herself if she’s dolled up as chuutan…#like. even in her aizo self-insert delusions she’s thinking of herself as chuutan… maybe im reading too much into this. hm.#but then again she even puts on makeup when she’s at home in her own room…#w a i t a sec what if this wack behaviour only came about bc of what’s about to be revealed in the flashbacks. wait. no. w h a t if—#i hope manga chizuchan will be able to love herself properly soon… we all love you chizuchan~~~~~~~~~~#this. too. is our oshi no—#dammit why is something set in the same universe as the [redacted] anime making me feel things??? i hate itttttttttt#anyways. wh. what if one of the h10w turns out to be an anime adaptation of the chizuchan manga#and they’re just waiting on. like. the final vol to announce it.#it’d make the most sense for an anime series at this point… since chizuchan is marketable and it’s set in the same anime verse#so there’s no inconsistencies to retcon and such…#but!!!! most importantly!!!!!! we’d be able to see animated renren and concon!!!!!!!#…but something like this will only appear in my delusions huh~~~~~~~~~~~~~~#mousou dake no kawaikute gomen anime#ok that’s enough thinking for the day; back to kimikawaii mv g o o d b y e~~~~#chizuutan chizpost
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dark obviously hates being called dark-kun over literally anything else like dark-sama or Just Dark but it's also nice when a muse recognizes that he is or at least should be just like. 17.
#*・゚⊰ 𝐎𝐔𝐓 𝐎𝐅 𝐂𝐀𝐑𝐃𝐒. ⊱ ✦ › OUT.#the occasional childish behavior is rlly important to his character if only because him being old as fuck is something#he rlly doesnt gloat about or bring up most of the time#bc how much of that was even him living. he's stuck in the metaphorical basement. he can only ever watch w such brief breaths of existence#hes put himself into depression and a learned helplessness over shit. he sleeps constantly#muts that grimace when i say 'imagine being 17 for 2000 yrs' understand though 😂i trust them#hes always somewhere in between 'oh yeah i TOTALLY know what i'm doing' and not actually knowing anything. ever#very equatable to the older bro hiking his boots up cause he's got daisuke to take care of and all the adults in their canon are#either unapproachable or useless outside of the niwa fam members itself#hes gotta puff himself up to be the responsible one to be bigger to be relied on alllllll the time by everyone else who wants or needs him!#well. anyways. i digress#point is i hope dark comes off as 17 sometimes even if it's in a way that makes people want to tear out their hair
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Actually, on the topic of the baby fever. God it's so frustrating. Bc when I was like 14 ish I was Adamant that I never ever wanted kids. And my dad said smth around the lines of "that'll likely change" (probably from his own experience with this) and I was like NO. it WONT.
And then eventually, age 21-22 ish, I admitted that Okay, I still don't want to have my own kids, but someday maybe I'll adopt...
And Now, 27 years old, I got the general baby fever on occasion. It Did fucking change. And I don't know if I actually WILL bother with having my own kid (I still don't want to go through the hassle and massive body changes). But god. I do see a fucking baby and feel that stab of longing. It's almost like my damned hormones betrayed me or smth. Maddening!
I shall simply write fanfic about it.
#speculation nation#pregnancy ment/#honestly though i hadnt felt the wish to have my own until after my dad died#and i realized just how small our family is getting. and just felt this stab of NEED. to continue the line. continue the family.#my family's fucking dying around me i need to add to it. need more family. yknow?#so i dont actually know if this is. because of hormones or because of grief or What#but it was enough for me to put the hysterectomy idea on hold. bc id been genuinely considering it back in like. april? or so.#but then this happened and now im like. fuck dude. i dont know. but the uncertainty's enough to keep me from doing it.#yeah i dont wanna deal with periods anymore. but also. i need more time to decide.#i think no matter what i do want to raise kids someday. once im more stable (financially and emotionally)#but whether thats adoption or putting myself thru fuckin body torture. well i'll just have to decide. later.#maybe the deciding factor will be my own body aging lol. if i wait too long. my body will decide for me. who knows!#i Have thought about what id do if i got accidentally pregnant. especially relevant back when i was sleeping with a trans woman#and used to be id abort no hesitation. but well. i mean abortions illegal here anyways rn so id have to go to another state#but if i decided it i could make it work. it's not That far of a trip.#but. when i thought about it. the concern was less about the theoretical baby. and more about finishing school.#thinking 'man itd be fucking awful to finish school if i got pregnant right now'. but not. hesitating over the baby.#if i was out of school and relatively stable and i got accidentally pregnant. then. well. Maybe.#so me doing my dad vash au where he gets accidentally pregnant and goes all in with it#thats me. sorting out my feelings on it i guess. putting them somewhere.#idk. it's a lot to think about. i dont want to condemn a child to my genetic problems. but at the same time...#i dont know. To Be Decided Later.
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HEY
#art#my art#artists on tumblr#digital art#oc#pink space#i really like the subtract glitch i've been doing recently - so here's some of that again lol :3#the way it interacts with their palettes is so fun i like it a lot ehegh :33#//anyway do you ever consider just tossing out any part the human body you've learned to draw and just drawing dumb little guys with arms#like pipecleaners forever or what hfhs#//oh this is was doobled in traditional originally#i need to digitize more of these. Because#though aura's hair was more extreme in the second panel in that version - i'm tired though and 3 days ago it was the same so no feelings to#change that lol :)#also i didn't shrink the noise enough so it didn't look right - and i was not going to reimport it so Bon Voyage my dude hfhs#was Supposed to fit on a 900x900 canvas but i made the panels a liiiiitle bit too big so it's 950x950#which is Fine it's a round number but it's not a Round-Round number so [gesturing]#1000x1000 was way too big for this little thing so she sits at a pleasant halfway point :>#//anyway i was also up til 3 a.m. last night doing ?? something ?? i genuinely don't even know what lmfhsbvh#nice though maybe my brain'll get a reset lol :3#stay up really late some random nights and jumpstart your brain!! it's foolproof!! never fails!! [<- these statements have not been reviewe#by the FDA or the Center for Sleep Control]#//ANywho now i'm going to be on my way#/oh i also forgot to post the oath n aura refs i made for artfight lol-#i'll prolly put those up w/ the kira and hid ones though :>>#i like to have the whole ensemble :D i Do feel bad when one of them gets left out hghsfh - like forgetting a stuffed animal somewhere#even though they're all together for small portion of the story it still feels off lol#i should prolly introduce the rest of the cast at some point. .... ......... ..........hm yea prolly. maybe one day hfhs#//anyway NOW i'm going i've run out of tag space i think hfhs - toodles !! :>
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i love dnd..i love playing heavy utility/support/backfield and i love having three to six attacks in a turn and an insane ac. at heart im a support player ill get my hands on whatever we're missing in a group
#looks at a druid a fighter and a bard fighter. okay cleric time.#i LOVE playing cleric turns out.#though abjuration wizard is still super super fun its a different flavor of support#it's not buffs it's 'i am going to transfer literally all that damage to myself and war caster style succeed my witchbolt concentration'#doing insane amounts of damage while taking damage (+ with temp hp and then just a lot of hp. im taking the tough feat as soon as possible)#aabria iyengar was right these abjuration wizards are craaaazy. but war domain clerics also fuck hard#my abj wiz is very much an experiment in 'what if someone who is not at all suited to this life tries to adapt as well as she can'#the point is that she isn't a cleric. do u understand. she's not a cleric and that's the point it's the. hbbbgbfhb. she's out here#functioning as a combat medic on some aasimar features + healing kits/potions + arcane ward. Look At Me#i also really enjoy playing nonreligious characters in these worlds where deities 100% exist not in a 'fuck the gods' way but in#a way somewhere between 'i'm all i need' and 'i called and no one answered' and 'may or may not go on an insane power hungry spiral and#try to get a touch of godhood' which is in part very due to my own agnostic and people-loving heart and 'haha what if i icarused this girl'#a resentful caution towards gods an immense respect towards religious companions and 'when your god isn't here to help. i will be'#anyway REACTION arcane ward you don't take damage im fine. next turn reaction shield ward's back up. the thing is.#she will drive her hp down. the ward isn't much like it goes past that temp hp. it's 14hp that shit goes down and carries to her hp#but it never drops. any leveled spell puts hp back into the ward. a 1st lvl shield puts it at 2hp and she can use it again#she is not suited for these conditions but my god it is fun to watch. i care her.#i explained that subclass feature to a player that's not in that campaign and said. like. yeah she can take damage. when her ward drops to#0 it carries to her. any leveled abj spell puts it back up. and she can use it and drive her hp down again.#do u understand what i am explaining to u! do you get it! she is and has always been a punching bag!#she was a very valuable asset to the army and the group she was drafted! into. because when she's there. people just don't fucking go down#aside from her. aside from her. AAAAH. she's so cool. she is very smart i am still riding the high of critting every turn w witchbolt and#reacting to ward a party member against a crit that would have dropped him by taking the hit herself. and she didn't break concentration#badass
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i've had no peace of mind to draw just yet, i've been crocheting a pair of fingerless gloves instead :) i've almost finished the right one! if they're not a total disaster i'll show them once they're done
#i kinda need and want to open commissions but i'll have to decide whether it would be too stressful or not#i do need some extra money for new furniture and things for my room though because i need somewhere to put my stuff lol
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