#i need a life.

[unnoticedunawarestillhere]

SO.

I'm taking drawing requests and asks for my Batim au Dead And Buried and Hudson. Feel free to interact if you want. I don't bite!

If you don't know what to request, here's an idea:

Give me two characters from BATIM, you would like to see them interacting.

I'm bored.

Like....really bored.

DRAWING REQUESTS ARE FOR BATIM/BATDR PLEASE.

[burygods]

i love the smell of freshly cut grass

[void-drifter]

it’s cheaper to buy vegetables here

[th3-c0rps3-r0gu3]

not cool man. Especially with the fact she ain't real. You atleast coulda made her real.

[chessb0r3d]

Analysis so bad you don't even know what it's talking about anymore.

[iscariotapologist]

today in church one of the priests referred to trans people as "those who are growing into the gender they were called to be" and i'm kind of enjoying the idea of like....divinely ordained top surgery

[stil-lindigo]

lead balloon (the tumblr post that saved me)

if this comic resonated with you, it would mean the world to me if you donated to this palestinian family's escape fund.

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no creative notes because this isn't that kind of comic.

I know I don’t owe any of you anything but I still felt compelled to write about my long term absence. And I feel far enough away from the dangerous spot I was in to be able to make this comic. I have a therapist now, and she agreed that making this could be a very cathartic gesture, and the start of properly leaving these thoughts behind me. I am still, at seemingly random times, blindsided by fleeting desires to kill myself. They’re always passing urges, but it’s disarming, and uncomfortable. I worry sometimes that my brain’s spent so long thinking only about suicide that it’s forgotten how to think about anything else. Like, now that I've opened that door for myself, I'll never be able to fully shut it again. But I’m trying my best to encourage my mind in other directions. We'll see how that goes.

I am still donating all proceeds from my store to Palestinian causes. So far, I've donated over $15K, not including donations coming from my own pocket or the fundraising streams which jointly raised around $10K. In the time since I made my initial post about where this money would be going, the focus has shifted from aid organisations to directly donating to escape funds.

If you'd like to do the same, you can look at Operation Olive Branch, which hosts hundreds of Palestinian escape funds or donate to Safebow, which has helped facilitate the safe crossing and securing of important medical procedures for over 150 at-risk palestinians since the beginning of the genocide.

[itsbrucey]

Big fan of sun motifs in characters not necessarily being about positivity and happiness and how they're so " bright and warm" but instead being about fucking brutal they are.

Radiant. A FORCE of nature that will turn you to ash. That warmth that burns so hot it feels like ice. Piercing yellow and red and white. A character being a Sun because you cannot challenge a Sun without burning alive or taking everything down with them if victorious.

[kensatou]

(✿◕‿◕) die (ꈍ ꒳ ꈍ✿)

[hinamie]

post-graduation trip airport looks

[buzzrds]

here's my wonderful isopod child, handcrafted in leather

[fairycosmos]

i hate working i hate dating i hate tasks. what about pillow and blanky time

[kendyroy]

Seeing Logan in the TVA makes me laugh so hard for some reason? Like I know he’s lived to see technology evolve and stuff, but there’s something so funny about a guy from the 1800s standing in some kind of retro-futuristic timey wimey agency to me. Man is confused as hell.

like what da hell is a polar bear doin in arlington texas

[isjasz]

[Ready for a new game?]

day 11 definitelynottober - heart in your fist & week 1 weeklyhermittober - beginnings

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IM SO READY LETSGO SO EXCITED FOR THE NEW LIFE SERIES💥💥💥💥💥💥

[inkskinned]

the tradwife movement is the same as it has always been - back in the kitchen, back to breeding - it just has better branding.

when i was younger, i hated pink. i was not like other girls. this is now something i'm embarrassed of - this was not me being a "girl's girl."

but it was expressing something many of us felt at the time: i literally wasn't what girlhood was supposed to be. this is a hard thing to explain, but you know when you're not performing girlhood correctly. it isn't as easy as "i liked x when girls liked y" - because there were other girls that liked x, too - but i never figured out exactly the correct way to like x, or to be interested in y.

now there is the divine feminine. this is the same rhetoric it has always been: women are biologically driven to like pink and ribbons and submitting to our husbands.

the problem is that the patriarchy found a better PR team. because yes, actually, i want every woman to have the choice to be a homemaker. i also want her taken seriously for her legitimate home-making labor. i want her to be recognized as also having a job, just unpaid. i want men to have this opportunity, too.

but it is no longer "i made this choice and I love it." instead it is a sixteen-paragraph rant about how selfish it is that my generation isn't having kids. instead it's long videos about how if you feed your children processed foods, you're going to kill them. instead it is "this is what womanhood is supposed to be. i feel bad for any other choices you're making."

the shame spiral is just prettier. it is large houses devoid of personality. it is the implication: if you don't have this, you aren't happy. the solid, everlasting assurance: women are actually supposed to be submitting. this is the default. this is the natural state of things. all other attempts inflict suffering.

but you can no longer say i'm not like other girls. you can no longer reject this image completely. you cannot find it revolting, even if you know that the underbelly is toxic and festering. sure, it is the same repackaged patriarchy. but the internet does not have shades of grey. you should support and reward other women! your disgust is actually internalized misogyny. not because you are seeing a vision of yourself the way they're trying to train you to be. not because you feel her ghost pass within an inch of your earlobe. not because your father will eventually ask you - why can't you be like her?

because they figured out how to make it beautiful: women will sell other women on this idea, and we will find the singular loophole in feminism. sure, she's shaming you in most of her videos. sure, she implies that a different life is obscene. but she just wants you to be happy! you'd be happier if you were listening!

and the whole time you're sitting there thinking: i'd actually just be happier if i had that kind of money.

[nyxypoo]

Today's thought of the day is,

Ash could have called for help, gone to a hospital heck even called an ambulance or anyone but nooooo he decided to sit and bleed 👎

Anyways, ughh, I want to watch kaiju no.8 now but, I haven't watched wind breaker yet 🙃

Hope you are doing well <33 and I wish I could talk to you more

Hopefully, you fix your sleep schedule (I have no sleep schedule

i wish i could talk to u more too, it's always fun talking to u!! i'm doing fine, how are uuuu 😙

watch either, i never follow the order of my watchlist anyways (that one anime i've been meaning to watch for the past 3 yrs is proof enough)

anyways!! 🤗 both kaiju no. 8 and wind breaker are really easy binges if u have a free 4 hrs or so (def not talking from experience...) both are rlly good for different reasons but i liked the fight scenes and gore level in kn8 especially, the fight scenes in wind breaker were also good but its just smth about kn8

ah okay about that first thing... ig banana fish spoilers (and my horrid memory)

i always thought the reason that ash stayed there bleeding out was bc dino faked his death for him, yk? to the public, ash was a dead man already even after dino's death so going to a hospital as a dead man would cause all sorts of other problems.

at least staying there allowed him to read the letters in peace. i do think it was stupid tho bc he could've called someone??? like he's got a whole gang and can't call one person to come and bring some bandages before he gets back to their base?? but i still enjoyed crying my eyes out the ending (no i didn't. no one did. CUZ WTF)

yeah i think about it often 😔

AND GET A SLEEP SCHEDULE PLEASE ITS IMPORTANT ‼️