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not someone putting the UP music over ‘im old im satisfied and you were my purpose’ i am actually inconsolable
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Thematically appropriate comic for Make a Terrible Comic Day!!
I saw the original post this morning and it made me get out of bed to make something, so thank u Pseudonym Jones mission accomplished
#makeaterriblecomicday2024#comic#comics#sketch#does this count as horror like comment subscribe down below#Ever since I stopped being on social media as often/stopped taking it deadly serious I've been able to fall back in love with the process..#...of art which is fantastic!! I do enjoy taking my time with things but it's still very easy to get caught up in making something Perfect#ESPECIALLY WITH COMICS#As a comic maker and comic enjoyer you have to remind yourself people speed through reading them. It's ok to take shortcuts#Every frame does not need to be a painting#Anyways this was a great way to make something after falling into an MMO hole for a few days...#unrelated did u guys know Wizard 101 is still alive with an active player base#Ok hopefully I can get back on track to finishing my next short horror comic in the next month or so wish me luck fellers
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playing around w slightly different hair renders
#my art#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#jjk fanart#jujutsu kaisen fanart#jjk art#yuji itadori#megumi fushiguro#itafushi#fushiita#yuuji#megumi#cries megumi fought tooth n nail..... i refused 2 flip the canvas tho >:(#i vastly prefer drawing him facing right bc fr some reason it makes his hair look better silhouette-wise#so having him face left is alr a Challenge#but also having him slightly look down (difficult angle + changes the silhouette) had me bashing my head in2 th TABLE#same thing happened earlier this month w gardening megu middle pose . i did not learn my lesson#but even worse w this one yuuji's head is blocking th main pointy part tht basically carries the entirety of the shape language#u can imagine my distress i am sure#anyway th render made me a lot happier with it thank god. colours hard carry bless <3333#i didn't plan on making it a full sheet but i needed 2 remind myself that im good at drawing megumi#so i threw in solos of each of them n tried slightly different render flavours#idk how Different all of them look visually but th process fr each ws Very different so i am satisfied#fight aside this ws useful i think! got 2 break out some Clunkier chalks n dust off a few of my smoother blended brushes#think i picked up some things i can keep also !! which ws. u kno. the Goal#tbh every time i do art studies i feel like i am kirby#one time i got called an art ditto by one of my fav artist mutuals when i did a style challenge#SUCH high praise from her it lives in my mind i take it out on days when i feel like trash#it doesnt Sound good when u say u r good at copying but real talk it is such a good skill i am very happy 2 have it in my arsenal
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find another role, carry on the show
#EDIT IT DIDNT SAVE MY TAGS. hey so this post got a thousand notes huh. interesting. surely nothing will change#i'll leave all the old tags. for my thought process. and its kinda funny#take a bow stupid idiot (throws a tomato at them)#in stars and time#isat#siffrin#siffrin no middle names no last name ദ്ദി ˉ͈̀꒳ˉ͈́ )✧#... or is it. Smiles#i'd like to draw mira for her birthday but um (hasnt open artfight website in a few days) im scared.#also i have NICE ASKS TO ANSWER.... But im scared. give me a minute#Uawaaaaagh i drew this bc i was trying to animate a little bit but it just . Didnt look good. im not good ag 2d animation#tch. ill keep trying cause there ar e way too many songs that and now about isat because i have brain worms. i need amvs.#IM SCARED TO POST THINGS THAT ARE SPOILERY BECAUSE I WANT MY FRIENDS TO PLAY ISAT. BUT.#isat spoilers#in stars and time spoilers#sasasap#sasasa:p#WHAT IS THE PROLOGUES TAG.#tshirt that says 'i <3 killing the image in the mirror and taking its place' on the fromt#and a list of megan thee stallions tour dates on the back. お金稼ぐ俺らはスター#Im kind of tempted to edit this to be the versiom with the eyes. or maybe twt can have that. or. well#all of my friends are on twt (trombone slide sfx) so maybe thats where i should worry about spoilers.#ill see if i want to slap an eyepatch on them in the morning#Im one of those people who was like idgaf about twohats (lets it simmer for a week) Oh my god. Oh my god. Ohmy god#EDIT. i swapped it out for the Eyes version it should be fine as long as its tagged formspoilers right...#ill post eyepatch vers on twt partly bc spoilers but also ppl over there can be .. annoying ..... ....#i fear i would get 800 You Forgot The Eyepatch replies. PLEASE JUST SEE MY VISION.#[BANGING MY HANDS ON THE GLASS] HIS HAND. LIKE IN THE PROLOGUE. WHEN THEYE. HANDS. HELD[EXPLOSION
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Thoughts while reading COTG
if you even care 😔
Percy’s new school being set in a former elementary school???? Sobbing.
“Down every hall, I could find cherry reminders of the school’s former childhood - smudges of finger paint on the walls, unicorn stickers peeling off the fire extinguishers, the occasional ghostly whiff of fruit juice and graham crackers.”
Literally a metaphor for the audience. We’ve grown with the books and the stories and characters are a reminder of our childhood even as we enter or figure out adulthood
God I’ve missed the silly goofy chapter titles
Jumpscare. I thought Rick upped the rating for this book.
“If you’ve concluded that Poseidon is a ‘hands-off’ type of parent, you win the chicken-dinner award. I didn’t even meet him until I was in middle school, when (purely by coincidence) he needed something from me.”
My eyes caught the word “purely” in parenthesis and I thought Percy was calling his dad a pussy.
DEBT FOR EXISTING?????? Broooooooooo…..I’d pull a Luke wtf are y’all talking about. I’d be PISSED
The fire escape being their happy place>>>
“It was hard to be sad when I’m with Annabeth.”
Whipped
THE WHOLE FIRE ESCAPE SCENE!!! I’m crying they’re so cute
Damn Percy, checking out Ganymede then asking him out then calling him pretty AND THEN checking out the barista’s muscles?? Gay ass
THE NOSTALGIA FOR CHILDHOOD??? Back to my first point, literally a reference to the readers, to us, I’m going to cry again
Grover being a third wheel LMFAOO
His history teacher being named Mr. Christ…………Literally Jesus Christ I will not be accepting any criticism. It makes a bit of sense for Jesus to work in a school, I guess. Anyways I know in my balls that was Rick making the Christian pantheon canon. Bye.
THE BOOMER BURN LMFAOOO GET THEIR ASSES PERCY
Grover headbutting Percy <3
Percabeth can’t sing. Soulmates
“Inside I still felt eight years old and ready to cry” Maybe it's because I’m turning twenty soon and aging and whatnot, but this whole theme of childhood and growing up is getting to me man
AC + PJ STOPPPPP
Why did she mention Luke?? That came out of left field honestly
Damn Annie, he falls off a cliff with you and you push him off one later. Harsh 😔✊
Oop, Percy’s getting maaaaddd, can’t wait to see how this goes down
LMFAO Annabeth making him skip, she’s so
Zeus striking Percy’s kite with lightning 😭 He’s such a hater
“‘Farewell, my friends,’ I told them, ‘Be good to one another.’ Then I ascended…‘Greetings, earthlings,’ I said…’I have a message for Annabeth Chase,’ I said, ‘I love you.’ I tried to give her a kiss, but it was difficult, because she started laughing…Grover cleared his throat, ‘I’m fine. Thanks.’” I’ve missed these nerds so much
Grover being scared and upset about his best friends leaving him,, don’t touch me
Annabeth only marrying Percy to have Sally as her mother in law. So real bestie so real
ESTELLE MY CHILD HELLO WELCOME
Awww, poor Ganymede. I love how badly Percy wants to help him.
Is it Chronos?
Ahh, I see
oh GOD
Embracing aging, embracing the fact that you’re growing old and looking forward to it. Stop I’m emotional
Okay, look, I love the new book and I love that Rick is feeding us, but, babes. Percy used Annabeth’s cap before, in The Titan’s Curse, he shouldn’t be surprised by the creepy crawlies or they shouldn’t exist at all 😭 but you know whatever pop off love the balance, you go invisible but you’re incredibly uncomfortable
Also the little bit about Percy getting grey hair before Sally. I swear to God I remember one of Sally’s first character descriptions was a woman with a lot of wrinkles a few stray grey hairs but Percy never thought of her as old. I wanna say it was in The Lightning Thief
OPEN MIC HOT POETRY WITH ERATO????? RICK????? HELLO???
Athena pulling thu,, i see u 👀 bonding with ur future son in law 😽
Awwww Groverrrr “‘Nothing is scarier than watching your friend struggle and not being able to help.’” ☹️☹️
PERCY AUTOMATICALLY ASSUMING IT WAS PAUL NOT POSEIDON WHEN THE SECRETARY SAID SHE WAS SPEAKING TO HIS FATHER!!!!!! DONT FUCKING TOUCH ME
Potential future Poseidon demigod? With Margaret the secretary? Pop off I guess
“Getting noticed for being anything like my mom, though…that’s a compliment.” MAMAS BOY
I DONT EVEN KNOW WHAT TO FOCUS ON BUT THEIR WHOLE IRIS MESSAGE AT THE END. BRO THEYRE SO KDBDIBDALSB
EDIT: wait i'm writing this fic and i was going to mention annabeth's dagger before i remembered that she lost it and got a drakon bone sword instead in tartarus. but i remembered that in chapter 12, page 91-92 of cotg, it says "She put her dagger across her textbook to mark her spot. I wasn't sure what her roomie thought about the knife, either." did she get a new one or is this another case of richard forgetting his own writing lmao
CHALICE OF THE GODS ACQUIRED !!!!
#chalice of the gods spoilers#percy jackson#annabeth chase#grover underwood#sally jackson#paul blofis#poseidon#ganymede#pjo#percy jackon and the olympians#i literally read the entire book in one sitting#i need a few days to process#BUT MY CHILDREN HAVE RETURNED HOME#HOW IVE MISSED YOU ALL
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I have something that my brain is like "Hey, this is an Ask!" So let's do this! Did Greygold ever encounter Ansur? How would they respond to him making his very (very) messy breakup their problem? Especially with most of the pre-fight being Ansur and Emps using the inside of their head to bicker like an old (very bitterly divorced) married couple.
Hell yeah they did! Had this Ansur of a question (hweh) pre-prepared~
And bonus:
Greygold had one million questions for the Emperor.
Now Greygold has two million!
#bg3 spoilers#bg3#baldur's gate 3#the emperor bg3#bg3 emperor#bg3 ansur#greygold#bg3 fanart#bg3 comic#I had a mighty need to exaggerate I hope y'all don't mind#I coulda had Greyg floating motionless but where's the fun in thaaaaat#ALSO I LOVE HOW YOU WORDED YOUR QUESTION : bitter divorce couple indeed <8'D AN EXCELLENT ASK-inspired a few more panels even OHO#Greygold....had a lot to process! But was trying to make the most of it!#like in a lemonade stand getting rocket-launchered by life's limes way#I think Emps was very done that day#Like in a Greygold-was-absolutely-not-helping way
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End-of-Day Debrief
#disco elysium#disco elysium fanart#kim kitsuragi#harry du bois#disco elysium harry#disco elysium kim#art#lads is it normal to have feelings for a GAME#I just finished it and I need at least several days or weeks or MONTHS to process everything#I fucking loved it it looks and sounds so beautiful I can't handle it#I WANNA DRAW IT AAAAAAAAAAAAAHH even if I suck at drawing people#will replay it in a few months or whenever my will to cope wavers#time to restructure my whole personality around one game#disco elysium art
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My job is burning around me and I’m only seen as an expendable cog in a giant corporate machine, but at least I have Helpy to lend a brightly colored hand!!! <3
#am I talking about fazbear entertainment or my irl job? nobody knows#what I do know is today I found out we’re getting a salary increase freeze for 6 months at least#which in corporate speak probably means a year or more#and restructuring of the company may happen after that#who needs a livable wage? not me obviously#anyway I just needed my small pink boy to cheer me up and it helped a lil#it was fun drawing his blush that way I may keep doing that. hehe#and he must have pretty pink eyeshadow#I’ll be all good in a few days just processing my life asmkcpjsdklc#my baby bear my little skrunkly guy…..#I need a plush of him to kiss on the forehead…#fnaf#fnaf help wanted#help wanted 2#five nights at freddy's#helpy#fnaf helpy#art
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We ARE going to bring up Captain Amelia. You have good taste! GOOD TASTE I SAY! *aka I just rewatched Treasure Planet and got hit with, "Oh yeahhhhh... that explains a lot!"*
honestly, the Meg/Jasmine/Amelia trifecta tells you 90% about me as a person. (the rest is covered by Sailor Jupiter and Sailor Uranus and, uhhh, I'll stop baring my soul to the world now)
and speaking of Amelia, this is tangential, but like -- there's one Twst comic I have been kicking at for a while where I needed an RSA sports/flight teacher and, uh, well
someday I will wrangle this stupid comic into coherency and she'll get to make an appearance (in the background of a single panel, half-obscured by a tall hat) (but I will know she's there and that's the important thing)
#art#twisted wonderland#twst oc#my plan worked i've tricked you all into looking at my anime catgirl oc#she exists to yell at some rsa boys so she doesn't really have like. a character or story or anything. sorry!#(her name is alexandria north and that is what she considers a sporty outfit. that's as far as i got)#this is the one that is mainly about silver and neige having a mutual bluebird friend and i am having terrible trouble making it not suck#which given some of the stuff i post should tell you something about how it's going so far#(it's just kind of an incoherent mess of ideas at this point. nothing specific just ~the creative process~)#maybe the rest of episode 7 will give my brain the kickstart it needs. depends on how that goes i guess#god. the next episode 7 bit drops in (probably) just a few days.#I'M NOT READY#i have simultaneously never been ready and always been ready#i exist in a perpetual state of impatience
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so anyway the 2 dudes from Wandee literally fcking on the couch while The Eclipse is on in the background is not something I thought I would see on this fine Saturday afternoon---,,,
#wandee goodday#wandee goodday ep1#gmmtv#greatinn#great sapol#inn sarin#the eclipse#THE WAY I SCREAMED#like that's not--#did not expect to see my boys today but yknow what I am delighted#sdkjhfjkds#but yeah this show doesnt hold back#thats for sure#im gonna need a few days to process lmao
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At my office today in my nation’s capital, and the stress levels are high enough that I am seriously contemplating paying the $100 on Cameo to have Craig Parker read me the Haldir quote that he never got to say in the movies:
The world is indeed full of peril, and in it there are many dark places; but still there is much that is fair, and though in all lands love is now mingled with grief, it grows perhaps the greater. Some there are among us who sing that the shadow will draw back, and peace shall come again. Yet I do not believe that the world about us will ever again be as it was of old, or the light of the Sun as it was aforetime.
Deep breath in. Deep breath out. Shit is scary. Things are changed in ways that aren’t always good and that can’t always be mended. But love and goodness are still there, perhaps even more so now that they’re needed more than ever. The future will always be different than the past, but that doesn’t have to be a bad thing.
#don’t mind me#blogging my way through anxiety#i promise this is not the start of a lot of politics here for me#i need tumblr as a respite from that too#i’m just processing my way through#a few extra tense days
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my thoughts on season 2
#good omens#good omens season 2#ineffable husbands#ineffable bureaucracy#good omens spoilers#yeah i should have posted this earlier but i needed a few days to process and grieve ♥sorry if someone already did this x
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#tropius#HE SO APPY!!! FUCK!!! HOLY SHIT I LOVE THIS ONE#i've never looked at tropius up close before i didn't even know they had a little helmet and shit. this is WONDERFUL. they're SO appy#i hope you all appreciate this as much as i do because this is very good. i don't even know anything about tropius. jack SHIT. except that#they're so appy. and i will accept this. i gotta work but i've been too busy thinking abt how appy they are#i also started the process of remaking my main blog. bc it just had a lot of posts on it all the way back to way back in my past#and i felt like it was weighing the whole blog down and making me not want to use it. and that blog needed some housekeeping for me to want#to associate myself with it. so i'm currently in the process of coming up with a new URL before i start really renovating#so the hunt for miss ffp starts anew or something. unless i've lazily replied to you in a comment once and you remember my url#i've done that to a few of you. demifiendcruithne is one. shoutouts to you demifiendcruithne you're the best#then there was that one who assumed i use windows. despite recognizing that i'm “rather techy.” yuck!#had to respond to that one to clear up any suspicion that i might be a windows user. this is all totally unrelated and also will be#totally irrelevant by the time this post gets up anyway. hopefully. y'know if i haven't come up with a new url by then then#i mean. that's my fault. but this isn't gonna post until july 23rd. 10 days from today. so. hopefully!#see you all then
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i like ghostflower (hell I draw fanarts for them) but I’ve decided I like the version of them in my head more and will just stay away from the fandom in general cuz I’ve seen some discussion and they just make me go “what on earth are y’all on” 💀💀💀💀
#“miles will immediately forgive gwen when he sees she’s gathered a whole team to save him WHAT#he’ll save himself first then befriend Miles G. and Miles G. will start hissing like the cats when that team comes and Miles looks upset#like I firmly believe miles will only talk to Hobie and Margo after all that cuz they r the two that stand by his side thru whole that#like that take is so insane when Hobie is the reason Miles can run away in the first place and Margo risks everything to allow Miles leaving#AND HE KNOWS#u don’t even need a scale to see who Miles will associate with safety and protection more after atsv#also “miles keep getting up after he’s beaten down cuz that what Gwen told him to do in itsv is ALSO insane cuz WHAT#the thing she said when she and others were berating and crowding Miles for not knowing how to be Spider-Man just FEW DAYS after he’s bitten#??????#THAT THING????#not his mom’s words or his uncle’s or idk THAT’S HOW HE IS???#*walk in the tag* *walk out immediately*#u don’t have to make them the only person in each other’s life to prop the ship up especially in this case cuz it makes no sense 😭#actually the first point srl piss me off cuz that team was only possible in the first place cuz of Hobie and Margo and Miles laying#the groundwork by just being a sweetheart he is#charming and inspiring ppl so ofc these kids will rally behind him and team up to save him#ykno LIKE IN THE COMIC TOO???#ppl just have to take the only thing I don’t like in the movie (miles suddenly obsessed over Gwen when they didn’t even interact that much#in itsv) and magnify it x100 in fandom#if she ain’t a gremlin girl that is trying her best to regain Miles’ trust but it’s a slow process and Miles needs space and time first then#I don’t want it
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thank you, moonbin. rest in peace.
#moonbin#it's been an emotional few days and I've had so much trouble processing and dealing with this#I got into kpop in one of the lowest moments in my life - and it/the community has helped me get through more than I thought I could#Moonbin and Astro were a huge part of that#This hurt - it hurt a lot more than I thought it ever would#I can't even begin to imagine what Sua - the rest of Moonbin's family - Astro & his close friends are feeling#All of my thoughts are with them#And to every other fan struggling with this: you aren't alone#And if anyone needs to talk - please reach out#I know there are a lot of incredible fans on here who are willing to help - and I'll do my best to make myself available for anyone#addy.gifs
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wip wednesday
There’s a quiet murmur of sound in the room, movement and conversation. Gu Yiran waits, lets it wash over him until he can make sense of it. Two people speaking in low voices, the occasional lilt into a question before the sound dips back down into [murmuring]. Ding Guozhu, and Zhang Xiaoguang. The quiet metal sound of a thermos opening, and Ding Guozhu’s voice cuts out for a moment. Zheng Bei’s voice isn’t there. Neither is Yaoyao’s, Gu Yiran reminds himself. It’s only that — The last thing Gu Yiran remembers, concretely, with any certainty, is Zheng Bei. The look on Zheng Bei’s face, bursting in through the door, the way his expression changed when he saw Gu Yiran, something almost frantic in his eyes. The very last thing Gu Yiran remembers is the shape of Gu Yiran’s name in Zheng Bei’s mouth — not Gu-laoshi, for once, but Gu Yiran. To Gu Yiran’s right, the door to the hospital room unlatches. Ding Guozhu and Zhang Xiaoguang’s conversation quiets as the door swings open. First, Yaoyao’s voice, “I bet you’re all starving! Lao Jiu—” and then footsteps coming toward Gu Yiran’s hospital bed, too light and quick to be Zheng Bei’s. There’s a hurried shushing from the corner. The door closes too fast to admit a second person. Gu Yiran’s eyes are already open. He’s already disappointed.
from the third draft! hopefully the penultimate draft - at least the one scene i have drafted feels like it's only about a draft worth of revision from being done, so i'm optimistic. i'm trying a new thing where i am simultaneously constructing the "outline" / very chaotic list of events by scene for the third draft while also starting to write it. i think i'm liking it so far.
#beiran#the first shot#雪迷宫#my fic#gu yiran#wip wednesday#beiran ep15 coda fic#back to process talk: i'm only two days into trying this (other times i treat the outline and the drafting as two totally separate stages)#but sitting down for a few hours to draft the first scene gave me a really reassuring sense of how little detail i could get away with incl#and today it meant i could go “yeah no drafting is happening” and spend ten minutes compiling some scene notes and call it a day. big relie#anyway. please enjoy. back to mainlining k-on :peace-sign:#man i feel so out of touch with writing ... what does it feel like to read over a draft and know what parts need more work and which don't?#i can't remember ahahahahha. anyway. thank god for my betaing duties as well bc that Will remind me
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