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Thematically appropriate comic for Make a Terrible Comic Day!!
I saw the original post this morning and it made me get out of bed to make something, so thank u Pseudonym Jones mission accomplished
#makeaterriblecomicday2024#comic#comics#sketch#does this count as horror like comment subscribe down below#Ever since I stopped being on social media as often/stopped taking it deadly serious I've been able to fall back in love with the process..#...of art which is fantastic!! I do enjoy taking my time with things but it's still very easy to get caught up in making something Perfect#ESPECIALLY WITH COMICS#As a comic maker and comic enjoyer you have to remind yourself people speed through reading them. It's ok to take shortcuts#Every frame does not need to be a painting#Anyways this was a great way to make something after falling into an MMO hole for a few days...#unrelated did u guys know Wizard 101 is still alive with an active player base#Ok hopefully I can get back on track to finishing my next short horror comic in the next month or so wish me luck fellers
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playing around w slightly different hair renders
#my art#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#jjk fanart#jujutsu kaisen fanart#jjk art#yuji itadori#megumi fushiguro#itafushi#fushiita#yuuji#megumi#cries megumi fought tooth n nail..... i refused 2 flip the canvas tho >:(#i vastly prefer drawing him facing right bc fr some reason it makes his hair look better silhouette-wise#so having him face left is alr a Challenge#but also having him slightly look down (difficult angle + changes the silhouette) had me bashing my head in2 th TABLE#same thing happened earlier this month w gardening megu middle pose . i did not learn my lesson#but even worse w this one yuuji's head is blocking th main pointy part tht basically carries the entirety of the shape language#u can imagine my distress i am sure#anyway th render made me a lot happier with it thank god. colours hard carry bless <3333#i didn't plan on making it a full sheet but i needed 2 remind myself that im good at drawing megumi#so i threw in solos of each of them n tried slightly different render flavours#idk how Different all of them look visually but th process fr each ws Very different so i am satisfied#fight aside this ws useful i think! got 2 break out some Clunkier chalks n dust off a few of my smoother blended brushes#think i picked up some things i can keep also !! which ws. u kno. the Goal#tbh every time i do art studies i feel like i am kirby#one time i got called an art ditto by one of my fav artist mutuals when i did a style challenge#SUCH high praise from her it lives in my mind i take it out on days when i feel like trash#it doesnt Sound good when u say u r good at copying but real talk it is such a good skill i am very happy 2 have it in my arsenal
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find another role, carry on the show
#EDIT IT DIDNT SAVE MY TAGS. hey so this post got a thousand notes huh. interesting. surely nothing will change#i'll leave all the old tags. for my thought process. and its kinda funny#take a bow stupid idiot (throws a tomato at them)#in stars and time#isat#siffrin#siffrin no middle names no last name ദ്ദി ˉ͈̀꒳ˉ͈́ )✧#... or is it. Smiles#i'd like to draw mira for her birthday but um (hasnt open artfight website in a few days) im scared.#also i have NICE ASKS TO ANSWER.... But im scared. give me a minute#Uawaaaaagh i drew this bc i was trying to animate a little bit but it just . Didnt look good. im not good ag 2d animation#tch. ill keep trying cause there ar e way too many songs that and now about isat because i have brain worms. i need amvs.#IM SCARED TO POST THINGS THAT ARE SPOILERY BECAUSE I WANT MY FRIENDS TO PLAY ISAT. BUT.#isat spoilers#in stars and time spoilers#sasasap#sasasa:p#WHAT IS THE PROLOGUES TAG.#tshirt that says 'i <3 killing the image in the mirror and taking its place' on the fromt#and a list of megan thee stallions tour dates on the back. お金稼ぐ俺らはスター#Im kind of tempted to edit this to be the versiom with the eyes. or maybe twt can have that. or. well#all of my friends are on twt (trombone slide sfx) so maybe thats where i should worry about spoilers.#ill see if i want to slap an eyepatch on them in the morning#Im one of those people who was like idgaf about twohats (lets it simmer for a week) Oh my god. Oh my god. Ohmy god#EDIT. i swapped it out for the Eyes version it should be fine as long as its tagged formspoilers right...#ill post eyepatch vers on twt partly bc spoilers but also ppl over there can be .. annoying ..... ....#i fear i would get 800 You Forgot The Eyepatch replies. PLEASE JUST SEE MY VISION.#[BANGING MY HANDS ON THE GLASS] HIS HAND. LIKE IN THE PROLOGUE. WHEN THEYE. HANDS. HELD[EXPLOSION
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Good evening,
You'll never guess what I just posted.
https://archiveofourown.org/works/60479521/chapters/156202336#workskin
Enjoy 10k more words of content.
From,
Someone actually studding to become an engineer
I ENJOYED EVERY BIT OF IT AND CAINE ESPECIALLY BUT THIS -
THIS BIT MADE ME LAUGH SO HARD
#tadc#the amazing digital circus#tadc jax#tadc zooble#tadc pomni#Okk ok but I can't wait to see how Cain's adventure for Zooble goes#DONT WORRY THE NPCs ONLY LIGHT ON FIRE AFTER 10 MINUTES OF BEING IGNORED ITS SO REALISTIC#You write their dialogue and actions so well#im having trouble with words tonight but I took all day to process your chapter and read it through a few times and its really fantastic#thank you for blessing me this day I needed it#WHEEZING
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Thoughts while reading COTG
if you even care 😔
Percy’s new school being set in a former elementary school???? Sobbing.
“Down every hall, I could find cherry reminders of the school’s former childhood - smudges of finger paint on the walls, unicorn stickers peeling off the fire extinguishers, the occasional ghostly whiff of fruit juice and graham crackers.”
Literally a metaphor for the audience. We’ve grown with the books and the stories and characters are a reminder of our childhood even as we enter or figure out adulthood
God I’ve missed the silly goofy chapter titles
Jumpscare. I thought Rick upped the rating for this book.
“If you’ve concluded that Poseidon is a ‘hands-off’ type of parent, you win the chicken-dinner award. I didn’t even meet him until I was in middle school, when (purely by coincidence) he needed something from me.”
My eyes caught the word “purely” in parenthesis and I thought Percy was calling his dad a pussy.
DEBT FOR EXISTING?????? Broooooooooo…..I’d pull a Luke wtf are y’all talking about. I’d be PISSED
The fire escape being their happy place>>>
“It was hard to be sad when I’m with Annabeth.”
Whipped
THE WHOLE FIRE ESCAPE SCENE!!! I’m crying they’re so cute
Damn Percy, checking out Ganymede then asking him out then calling him pretty AND THEN checking out the barista’s muscles?? Gay ass
THE NOSTALGIA FOR CHILDHOOD??? Back to my first point, literally a reference to the readers, to us, I’m going to cry again
Grover being a third wheel LMFAOO
His history teacher being named Mr. Christ…………Literally Jesus Christ I will not be accepting any criticism. It makes a bit of sense for Jesus to work in a school, I guess. Anyways I know in my balls that was Rick making the Christian pantheon canon. Bye.
THE BOOMER BURN LMFAOOO GET THEIR ASSES PERCY
Grover headbutting Percy <3
Percabeth can’t sing. Soulmates
“Inside I still felt eight years old and ready to cry” Maybe it's because I’m turning twenty soon and aging and whatnot, but this whole theme of childhood and growing up is getting to me man
AC + PJ STOPPPPP
Why did she mention Luke?? That came out of left field honestly
Damn Annie, he falls off a cliff with you and you push him off one later. Harsh 😔✊
Oop, Percy’s getting maaaaddd, can’t wait to see how this goes down
LMFAO Annabeth making him skip, she’s so
Zeus striking Percy’s kite with lightning 😭 He’s such a hater
“‘Farewell, my friends,’ I told them, ‘Be good to one another.’ Then I ascended…‘Greetings, earthlings,’ I said…’I have a message for Annabeth Chase,’ I said, ‘I love you.’ I tried to give her a kiss, but it was difficult, because she started laughing…Grover cleared his throat, ‘I’m fine. Thanks.’” I’ve missed these nerds so much
Grover being scared and upset about his best friends leaving him,, don’t touch me
Annabeth only marrying Percy to have Sally as her mother in law. So real bestie so real
ESTELLE MY CHILD HELLO WELCOME
Awww, poor Ganymede. I love how badly Percy wants to help him.
Is it Chronos?
Ahh, I see
oh GOD
Embracing aging, embracing the fact that you’re growing old and looking forward to it. Stop I’m emotional
Okay, look, I love the new book and I love that Rick is feeding us, but, babes. Percy used Annabeth’s cap before, in The Titan’s Curse, he shouldn’t be surprised by the creepy crawlies or they shouldn’t exist at all 😭 but you know whatever pop off love the balance, you go invisible but you’re incredibly uncomfortable
Also the little bit about Percy getting grey hair before Sally. I swear to God I remember one of Sally’s first character descriptions was a woman with a lot of wrinkles a few stray grey hairs but Percy never thought of her as old. I wanna say it was in The Lightning Thief
OPEN MIC HOT POETRY WITH ERATO????? RICK????? HELLO???
Athena pulling thu,, i see u 👀 bonding with ur future son in law 😽
Awwww Groverrrr “‘Nothing is scarier than watching your friend struggle and not being able to help.’” ☹️☹️
PERCY AUTOMATICALLY ASSUMING IT WAS PAUL NOT POSEIDON WHEN THE SECRETARY SAID SHE WAS SPEAKING TO HIS FATHER!!!!!! DONT FUCKING TOUCH ME
Potential future Poseidon demigod? With Margaret the secretary? Pop off I guess
“Getting noticed for being anything like my mom, though…that’s a compliment.” MAMAS BOY
I DONT EVEN KNOW WHAT TO FOCUS ON BUT THEIR WHOLE IRIS MESSAGE AT THE END. BRO THEYRE SO KDBDIBDALSB
EDIT: wait i'm writing this fic and i was going to mention annabeth's dagger before i remembered that she lost it and got a drakon bone sword instead in tartarus. but i remembered that in chapter 12, page 91-92 of cotg, it says "She put her dagger across her textbook to mark her spot. I wasn't sure what her roomie thought about the knife, either." did she get a new one or is this another case of richard forgetting his own writing lmao
CHALICE OF THE GODS ACQUIRED !!!!
#chalice of the gods spoilers#percy jackson#annabeth chase#grover underwood#sally jackson#paul blofis#poseidon#ganymede#pjo#percy jackon and the olympians#i literally read the entire book in one sitting#i need a few days to process#BUT MY CHILDREN HAVE RETURNED HOME#HOW IVE MISSED YOU ALL
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#my art#top gun fanart#top gun fandom#top gun maverick#bradley rooster bradshaw#tgm fanart#digital art#Maverick#pete maverick mitchell#you told me not to think#revisited this one to add more detail and 2000% more snowflakes#hi hi guys#I’ve needed a few days to try and process the election and honestly that will probably continue to be the case for a little while#I’m also low energy because of health stuff 😒 I’ve got a doc appt it’s just months of waiting for it#so we’re doing what we can and trying to rest up#it’s gonna be about comfort things#also I will take time this weekend to make progress on calendar things! I’m hoping to have preorders up next week 🤞🏻
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End-of-Day Debrief
#disco elysium#disco elysium fanart#kim kitsuragi#harry du bois#disco elysium harry#disco elysium kim#art#lads is it normal to have feelings for a GAME#I just finished it and I need at least several days or weeks or MONTHS to process everything#I fucking loved it it looks and sounds so beautiful I can't handle it#I WANNA DRAW IT AAAAAAAAAAAAAHH even if I suck at drawing people#will replay it in a few months or whenever my will to cope wavers#time to restructure my whole personality around one game#disco elysium art
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didn't think there was still room for FK's chemistry but they have reached peak intimacy in that swing scene like what the actual hell,,,,,,,?!?
#the heart killers#the heart killers ep8#kantbison#firstkhao#gmmtv#HELLO`?????#i felt like an intruder#and i usually dont feel that way#i need a few business days to process this#im a mess once again#goodbye
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My job is burning around me and I’m only seen as an expendable cog in a giant corporate machine, but at least I have Helpy to lend a brightly colored hand!!! <3
#am I talking about fazbear entertainment or my irl job? nobody knows#what I do know is today I found out we’re getting a salary increase freeze for 6 months at least#which in corporate speak probably means a year or more#and restructuring of the company may happen after that#who needs a livable wage? not me obviously#anyway I just needed my small pink boy to cheer me up and it helped a lil#it was fun drawing his blush that way I may keep doing that. hehe#and he must have pretty pink eyeshadow#I’ll be all good in a few days just processing my life asmkcpjsdklc#my baby bear my little skrunkly guy…..#I need a plush of him to kiss on the forehead…#fnaf#fnaf help wanted#help wanted 2#five nights at freddy's#helpy#fnaf helpy#art
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We ARE going to bring up Captain Amelia. You have good taste! GOOD TASTE I SAY! *aka I just rewatched Treasure Planet and got hit with, "Oh yeahhhhh... that explains a lot!"*
honestly, the Meg/Jasmine/Amelia trifecta tells you 90% about me as a person. (the rest is covered by Sailor Jupiter and Sailor Uranus and, uhhh, I'll stop baring my soul to the world now)
and speaking of Amelia, this is tangential, but like -- there's one Twst comic I have been kicking at for a while where I needed an RSA sports/flight teacher and, uh, well
someday I will wrangle this stupid comic into coherency and she'll get to make an appearance (in the background of a single panel, half-obscured by a tall hat) (but I will know she's there and that's the important thing)
#art#twisted wonderland#twst oc#my plan worked i've tricked you all into looking at my anime catgirl oc#she exists to yell at some rsa boys so she doesn't really have like. a character or story or anything. sorry!#(her name is alexandria north and that is what she considers a sporty outfit. that's as far as i got)#this is the one that is mainly about silver and neige having a mutual bluebird friend and i am having terrible trouble making it not suck#which given some of the stuff i post should tell you something about how it's going so far#(it's just kind of an incoherent mess of ideas at this point. nothing specific just ~the creative process~)#maybe the rest of episode 7 will give my brain the kickstart it needs. depends on how that goes i guess#god. the next episode 7 bit drops in (probably) just a few days.#I'M NOT READY#i have simultaneously never been ready and always been ready#i exist in a perpetual state of impatience
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merry christmas y'all......so project eden's garden amirite
#i finished chapter 1 a couple days ago and OHHH BOY#i needed like. a few days to really process it. holy fuck#eva tsunaka my beloved#if this blog wasn't dedicated mostly to drdt i would absolutely rename it tsunakatime#not to say i put her above the loml teruko#but she's pretty much equal to her#teruko and eva. my wives#project eden's garden#project: eden's garden#p:eg#project eden's garden spoilers#p:eg spoilers#not really any spoilers here but i feel like i should add the tags anyways#just out of common courtesy#haha anyways someone please talk about p:eg with me i am NOT normal about this game AT ALL#“i can't believe eden killed all those people” - my brother#thats what i think about whenever i remember the title of this game
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✧ Regret
✧ Rememberance
✧ Reunion
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All men are equal in death. To Clotho, such is their reigning tenet.
And to Clotho, a man like them sheds no tear for the departed. A necromancer need not fear death, for it is a cycle devouring upon itself, and they are the ringmaster of this primal instinct. As in— need, should, must. One must not fear, one must not ache or pine or rage. A snake is still a snake. Death is still a wild animal. Show your soft palm within the ribcage of your fist, and it will not yield to you. Clotho, for all their cool expertise, knows this through trial and error.
All men are equal in death. So this mantra becomes their epitaph for every sentiment buried under the grave of their tongue.
It's a corpse beneath the floorboards; this memory. The tremble in their fingers - the shortness of breath. Their prized coherence pooling out their ears like brains on a sidewalk. Black is all they've known the world to be, but this time it is blue. Saliva spilling past the shore of her lips. Piercing red lightning streaking through the sky of her eyes. She does not respond when they shake her. By God— what have you done?
All men are equal. Their mother was no man, no monster. Mother, simple and sweet, was cruel enough to damn her. As they were.
Their tears come soft on the linen of her robes. She is softer still. The used crowd of spellbooks and artifacts and alchemical instruments behind them laugh hollow at the display. Wire is taut, so is cloth. Neither will hold them now, after destroying the muscle that stretched to cradle their wretched self. So they bind her in her day shroud. And they bury her in the belly of the primordial Mother.
On her grave, they plant a singular Asphodel. Their one specimen.
And when they shakily kneel back to look down at the mount of soil, for a moment - just a moment, their nails slip back beneath the dirt. Back to where home was.
A moment was all it took. Soon as it comes, they rip it out her shabby resting grounds and lay it on their crown. That brain-shaped gilded mausoleum of theirs. So it has remained all this while - so has she, with that memory just as equal as a dead man.
But you know they never stay where they're supposed to for long.
In the land of the dead, asphodels are for the gray in between. They are the sustenance of the dead. They are my regrets, following you to the grave. O, Mother. You raised a walking corpse. As long as I hold you in my heart, the grave goes where I go; and dead men tell no tales, so... I love you. Isn't that the worst thing you've ever heard?
#im literally fighting sleep deprivation as we speak WhILE i haggle for my documents so#if i make no sense. no the fuck i don't!!!!!!!#tldr clotho killed their mother (ex senobium mage) in a rage for ;) reasons i won't say just yet#and they could not resurrect her because their grief always impeded the process#one parallel with leander and clotho is their tight hold on their emotions#where leander runs his like a well oiled machine. clotho is - for the most part - entirely aloof and apathetic#still. when it counts. that wretched passion interferes when they need it absent the most#the asphodel they wear is the same one. they let it wilt and then they rejuvenate it over and over again#they've spent the next few years learning to resurrect beings of any and all make up. by trying to form bonds#only to break them. in every sense of the word. practice if you may; for when one day they try again to bring her back#clotho is the most mr nonchalant oc i have and yet they're motivated solely by love#maybe not a love that's soft. it's a damned and wretched it#but it's a love nonetheless#touchstarved game#touchstarved mc#touchstarved vn#touchstarved oc#clotho
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Jimithon Mouthwashing is such a good representation of untreated, enabled NPD like it makes me want to squeeze the life out of him. I'm endlessly fascinated when watching him interact with his crew, surroundings, and himself because he's so fucking lost in his own sauce. It's insane. If I'm being real, it makes him my favorite character in the game.
It's a little scary to say, but watching Jimmy is like seeing a mirrored version of myself two years ago before I truly committed to treatment for my NPD. He's like a shadow. The opening line "I hope this hurts," which I believe comes from Jimmy right before the crash, is such a poignant statement. It's a simple line, but I can tell you from experience that the desire to hurt others when in a narcissistic rage is overwhelming. It's such a good line to sum up Jimmy's character in that moment. Luckily, in the real world, I had my friends and family there to catch me when I hit my lowest, even though I'd hurt them so many times. Jimmy probably could've used friends to force him into therapy (cough cough Curly cough cough)
#also I don't mean we're similar in any way when it comes to rape or SA. Please don't twist it that way at all.#I mean like in terms of the jealously resentment revenge hurting others to feel thrilled not taking responsibility not seeing flaws etc#I'm diagnosed with NPD also but pls know my experience will be different from others. We're all different people obvs.#also Jimmy has like wayyyyyyyyyy more things wrong with him not just untreated NPD lol#I would say that untreated NPD is a hell most can't describe#you barely feel anything except rage boredom and jealousy (in my case)#love is a form of ownership and control because you can't really feel it the right way#so your -person- is an object of intense obsession and also a tool for you#if that makes sense? I see that with Jimmy and Curly for sure#You want to tear others down and hurt them because it makes you feel good to put them below you#there's a constant feeling of insecurity and it drives you crazy fr#kind gestures from friends feel insulting#and oh my god achievements made by friends and family in my case feel like I've been shot like I hate when they achieve things#It's not logical obvs but that's something I instantly noticed in Jimmy so i was like .....oh brother lol#and also if they achieve something my brain needs it to somehow be tied to me or I'll make it tied to me so they can be thankful#they should always center their attention on me and if they don't I immediately resent them#these are just some of my thought processes on the matter so I can show the similarities I feel with Jimmy#the KEY DIFFERENCE is all of these thoughts I have are left in my head and not exhibited in my actions (any more. took a long time)#but he is such a nasty human with ZERO introspection that he prob never even thought about treatment#also doesn't help that the hot blonde he's friends with never did anything to help with that#idk sorry for oversharing but ahhh this game is so well written I gotta yap about it lol#also kind of a funny unrelated story to show how weird the achievement thing can be lol#my friends announced they saved up enough to go to Vietnam (their dream trip) and I was happy for them (I really was)#but of course my delusional ass immediately also took it as a threat#and I booked a month long trip to Europe a few days after so I could also announce it LMAO#that is a kind of innocent incident when compared to Jimmy but it just shows how annoying NPD can be#Jimmy mouthwashing#mouthwashing#mouthwashing game#NPD
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At my office today in my nation’s capital, and the stress levels are high enough that I am seriously contemplating paying the $100 on Cameo to have Craig Parker read me the Haldir quote that he never got to say in the movies:
The world is indeed full of peril, and in it there are many dark places; but still there is much that is fair, and though in all lands love is now mingled with grief, it grows perhaps the greater. Some there are among us who sing that the shadow will draw back, and peace shall come again. Yet I do not believe that the world about us will ever again be as it was of old, or the light of the Sun as it was aforetime.
Deep breath in. Deep breath out. Shit is scary. Things are changed in ways that aren’t always good and that can’t always be mended. But love and goodness are still there, perhaps even more so now that they’re needed more than ever. The future will always be different than the past, but that doesn’t have to be a bad thing.
#don’t mind me#blogging my way through anxiety#i promise this is not the start of a lot of politics here for me#i need tumblr as a respite from that too#i’m just processing my way through#a few extra tense days
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my thoughts on season 2
#good omens#good omens season 2#ineffable husbands#ineffable bureaucracy#good omens spoilers#yeah i should have posted this earlier but i needed a few days to process and grieve ♥sorry if someone already did this x
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#tropius#HE SO APPY!!! FUCK!!! HOLY SHIT I LOVE THIS ONE#i've never looked at tropius up close before i didn't even know they had a little helmet and shit. this is WONDERFUL. they're SO appy#i hope you all appreciate this as much as i do because this is very good. i don't even know anything about tropius. jack SHIT. except that#they're so appy. and i will accept this. i gotta work but i've been too busy thinking abt how appy they are#i also started the process of remaking my main blog. bc it just had a lot of posts on it all the way back to way back in my past#and i felt like it was weighing the whole blog down and making me not want to use it. and that blog needed some housekeeping for me to want#to associate myself with it. so i'm currently in the process of coming up with a new URL before i start really renovating#so the hunt for miss ffp starts anew or something. unless i've lazily replied to you in a comment once and you remember my url#i've done that to a few of you. demifiendcruithne is one. shoutouts to you demifiendcruithne you're the best#then there was that one who assumed i use windows. despite recognizing that i'm “rather techy.” yuck!#had to respond to that one to clear up any suspicion that i might be a windows user. this is all totally unrelated and also will be#totally irrelevant by the time this post gets up anyway. hopefully. y'know if i haven't come up with a new url by then then#i mean. that's my fault. but this isn't gonna post until july 23rd. 10 days from today. so. hopefully!#see you all then
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