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hi guys i am back (poses)
#gale doesn’t stop talking#tbh i don't actually know if i even want to be here or if im here out of obligation#like FOMO type stuff#idkkkk#i might end up deleting it
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#i kind of hate this and might end up deleting it later but god#60+ layers and u can fell#overworked beyond belief jfc#anyways#mark hoffman#saw 3D#saw movies#saw vi#larry art tag#this is what happens when i stray feom chainship ba
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#Hayden posting#fields of mistria#I need to draw my farmer with him#I'm going to end up with a save file for each spouse in this game#I might delete this later because it's rlly stupid
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one of those nights
#small vent#lately I’ve been questioning things a lot#and this overwhelming feeling of being lonely takes over#and I question myself and my feelings and thoughts on certain things#sometimes i end up thinking im a bad person#the guilt i feel because I don’t do ship art gets overwhelming sometimes#and i end up feeling like an asshole because of it#but I genuinely just can’t (at least not for the gf fandom)#family and platonic moments are just way too important to me#which might explain a small desire wanting to have that but unable to#maybe it��s the aroaceness in me idk#it just gets really lonely sometimes in your own corner#i’m sorry#I know things like this can be annoying but I needed to vent#some more light-hearted things hopefully soon#delete later
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I understand that many of my followers are from North America and Western Europe, but it's important for people to be more considerate and open-minded about food from different parts of the world. It's disheartening to share something from my family's culture and receive messages of disgust from those unfamiliar with it. "Who would eat this?" Well, myself and millions of others do.
#this recipe was posted a while ago#I ended up deleting it because the responses broke my heart#might try sharing things like it again someday#text
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#high potential#high potential abc#adam karadec#high potential 1x05#my gifs#hes so cutes sorry.#hiii everyone its the middle of the night again yaaayyy the only time i ever post gifs <3#i might end up deleting thiss send me five hundred dollars if you dont want me to and send me seven hundred if you do want me tooo 🫶🫶🫶#i think these could be betterr but im tireddd so im trying not to caareeee
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So like………………. what was the point of Round 6?? 🤨
#this is an honest question btw#because at this point i really don’t fucking know#if ivan sacrificed himself for till and that’s supposed to be till’s driving force for r7 but then it ends up being a detriment instead#and mizi is what ends up motivating him then pray tell what was point of the sacrifice??#they’re literally proving ivan right and i’m not a fan of that#we’ve been calling him an unreliable narrator for a while and while i still think that’s true to some extent#ivan may have a more of a point than we thought he did#but whatever#i don’t know#it feels empty? to me??#not sure how else to say it#sorry if this is all over the place#im rambling#also sorry if i sound like a hater (i’m not i promise)#idk yall i just really don’t know what ivan’s purpose was plot wise right now#might delete later#*deep sigh*#alien stage#alnst#alien stage ivan#alnst ivan#alien stage round 7#alnst round 7#alien stage spoilers#alnst spoilers#ivanttakethis shut up about ivan challenge: impossible#ivanttakethis talks too much
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Wife syndrome so bad I learned digital art for her
#might delete later if I end up redoing the whole piece#but knowing me it's very unlikely lol#artists on tumblr#art wip#ig it's a wip idk#black butler#kuroshitsuji#grell sutcliff#grelle sutcliff#black butler grell#kuroshitsuji grell#clip studio art#beginner artist#digital art
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sorry everyone can't talk rn, thinking about these three only for all of ever
#blight rambles#transformers#maccadam#maccadams#mtmte#more than meets the eye#transformers idw#idw transformers#idw tf#tf idw#idw1#tf idw1#pharma#tf pharma#mtmte pharma#idw pharma#glit#tf glit#idw glit#mtmte glit#transformers glit#nickel#tf nickel#idw nickel#transformers nickel#mtmte nickel#i can make connections that do not exist to anyone but me#lines are being drawn in my mind connecting these three together and then theyre all connected to tarn as well#i could go into heavy detail#still on break but i keep ending up back on tumblr. might delete it for a few days so im not as tempted anymore
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fellas we're once again wrestling with imperfect vs. perfect contrition and why imperfect contrition with a firm resolution to not sin again and promptly receive the Sacrament of Reconciliation doesn't save
#I get that it doesn't but !!!! I don't like it and I think its bad and I'm mad at God#it's definitely not because I only have imperfect contrition and get afraid to die#but like if its a gift from God#so much more of a gift perfect contrition is#but if cooperating with grace only results in imperfect contrition#why is it still damnable#his ways higher than my ways i know the line#this didnt save my other tags ahh!!!#but take this example from movie recently#man is a lapsed catholic#hes murdered people etc. very many grave sins#he has a terrifying near death experience and in the hospital asks to have a Priest come#because he wants to confess his sins#he ends up being denied one and murdered himself#to me (vibes) hes motivated by genuine belief and fear (imperfect) but hes also made#TANGIBLE STEPS to try and receive the Sacrament#he clearly wants to be reconciled and is trying#and the most we can hope for him is the same extraordinary salvation we hope a muslim has or an atheist?#intuitively that seems wrong idk#also moots i just realized this might be scandalous etc. I'm trying to religious submission of mind and will#pls tell me if i ought to delete and i will#also tbf on some level I would get the extraordinary salvation is all we can hope for bc of the efficacy of the Sacraments#EXCEPT for baptism by desire#and specifically the fact that motivation to be baptized does not come into consideration#you die before you can be baptized when you've expressed a desire and are trying to be baptized?#saved. no questions asked.#thats what makes this tough for me
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fukaflower sketch thing
#my art#vocaloid#vflower#fukase#fukase vocaloid#fukaflower#fukase x vflower#sketch#i was originally gonna make this into an actual drawing but idk I changed my mind ig lol#I feel like I might delete this later tbh if i end up not liking it anymore but idk
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Sorry if this sounds rude, I don't mean it that way, but now that you found the dsmp fic you were searching for could you perhaps take it of the Fawcett tweets blog?
I'm glad you found the fic and if you need to use the boog this way again please do, it's just that dsmp gives bad vibes to some and this is such a good vibe blog that it's sad?
I don't know how to explain it properly, I have anxiety, sorry :(
Ah, I was a bit worried this would happen.
Warning for bad vibes in this post. I’m not very happy in this one.
This ask was pretty upsetting to get for many reasons, but I won’t get too into it because I don’t want to be rude and I’m afraid I may not be able to say what I want to without it coming across that way.
Though I try to stay positive, this is my blog and I don’t owe you ‘good vibes’. If you aren’t happy with seeing posts about certain topics, there is a way to block those tags. Please do that.
I understand that this wasn’t meant to be rude, but that doesn’t mean it doesn’t hurt.
#rant post#kind of#sorry if this upsets anyone#but the dsmp helped me through some really rough times#and it was painful seeing so many people involved end up being terrible#but it still holds a special place in my heart#I don’t think it’s fair of me to let these terrible people ruin that for me. they don’t deserve that power.#and I don’t think it’s fair to ask me to delete it from my blog to protect your good vibes#I had to rewrite this many times to make sure it doesn’t sound rude#but this wasn’t very nice#and I just had to talk about it#I might post something explaining why the dream smp gets so much hate on my main account later
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this is so dumb and probably doesn’t make a lot of sense but i’ve been thinking about stranger things a lot for the past few days and i feel like part of the reason a lot of people don’t like mike after s2 is because he’s reacting to trauma in a way they don’t feel is justified.
objectively he hasn’t been through as much as the other party members have because he hasn’t been possessed or Plagued With Visions or turned into a human weapon. he’s the third party to a lot of traumatizing events (which can be, in itself, traumatizing) but everything that directly happens to him doesn’t feel as major as the crazy supernatural things going on. he was bullied as a kid, his parents are dismissive and emotionally absent, and he’s very clearly depressed—he has behavioral issues at school and his grades are slipping, something the counselor cites as being a sign of max’s depression. there’s also a lot of subtext/hints about him having issues with food and body image things.
the problems that directly affect him are all ostensibly very normal in the face of monsters and human experimentation, and his reactions are very normal too. he’s self-isolating, he lashes out at people, he puts himself in danger, he can’t express his emotions in the “right” way. but in a universe where supernatural things are always happening around him, his problems seem insignificant. people don’t like that his behavior and personality changed as a result of trauma and other issues because they don’t think he has earned it.
his problems are too normal, or what traumatized him didn’t directly happen to him (like, his best friend went missing and was believed to be dead and came back and was possessed and mike felt like he was the only one who cared and he was there for it all), so he shouldn’t get to be angry and depressed and emotionally distant. he needs to go through something worse before he’s allowed to show that he’s been affected by the events of his life.
this isn’t all to say that i think he hasn’t been an asshole. rather, i think knowing why he’s been an asshole is necessary for viewing him as a sympathetic character, and a lot of people don’t think he deserves that because his ‘why’ isn’t good enough.
anyway mike wheeler they’ll never make me hate you
#this isnt even getting into like#byler and internalized homophobia#if that ends up being canon#heres hoping#i also think part of it is like#st has been filmed over the course of almost 10 yrs#finn has obviously aged and is an adult#i think people think of mike as an adult bcs of that#its easy to forget hes like 15 when his actor is 20#thats not finns fault obviously. nothing against him#anyway#stranger things#mike wheeler#sunny yaps#might delete later#havent watched st in a long time#and havent ever been involved in the fandom#this might be controversial#in which case i will delete it. we’ll see
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I'm reading The Vampire Lestat right now and I knew Marius embodied the West as a continuation of ancient Greco-Roman values and that Anne Rice thought this was a cool and good view of history but I was NOT prepared for how mask off the colonialism and racism gets.
Like he just says that?? He says that after explaining that Rome and the West could never accommodate evil dark vampires the way the East does. He says that after explaining how his slaves waited for him while he robbed an Egyptian temple of its writing because he was the only one (with his epic Roman knowledge and values) who could be trusted to understand and protect them. (And that's all cool because it was after Akasha and Enkil actually Asked him to take them out of Egypt because it was too backwards and they knew he was enlightened! It's not colonial violence when the narrative validates it!) He says this while white Europeans are in the process of inventing the concept of race to justify the continued murder and subjugation of black and brown people. I'm honestly going to be sick. How are there people defending this guy. It's genuinely impossible for me to read this as anything but a criticism of these values (he says this while owning slaves!!! he says this while still killing people every night!!! but he's Better because he feels Guilty about it and he only kills Evildoers so actually he's doing the world a favor) except the narrative bends over backwards to justify how He Is Right Though. Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
He wished he could have taken the writing off the walls!!! His slaves are just there!!! Imagine writing this and NOT intending for it to be about colonial violence except insofar as colonial violence is Good, Actually. Tears in my eyes. I knew factually that there are in fact many people who genuinely believe in the all encompassing Civilizing Goodness of the Roman Empire and how it enabled Enlightenment Values and this is really what this book has been building up to for hundreds of pages and yet I still just was not prepared for it to get so.
#might delete later because as evidenced by my blog i hate posting#But I NEEDED TO SCREAM#i dont know why i expected better after book 1 louis telling a white woman she can utilize girl power to run a plantation#Im not even getting into how horrific reading about armand's abuse was in this book but all the horrors of marius are so intertwined#in a way that'd be SO effective if it was done on purpose but ends up being. HUH????#anne rice doesn't know the meaning of her own story!#tvc#the vampire chronicles#the vampire lestat#marius de romanus#anne rice#should i tag this as anne rice hate or something idk what the norms are around here#Iwtv#book spoilers#I guess
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Share the news, send emails, do phone calls to Florida's Gov. DeSantis. Please y'all help protect these state parks
#Hobe mountain has so many memories for me#what am I going to do if I can't go up there and listen for the manatee graveyard#every time I drive by and smile cause it's there and such a breather from seeing endless buildings and construction#DEAR GOD PLEASE#NO MORE FUCKING GOLF COURSES#posting this feels like posting my address but I'm literally so upset I will lose it if this goes through#I'm so angry right now but might end up deleting this cause I'm basically doxxing myself BUT RAAHHHHH#conserving nature#Oleta River State Park#Dr. Von Mizell – Eula Johnson State Park#Hillsborough River State Park#Jonathan Dickinson state park#Honeymoon Island State Park#Grayton Beach State Park#Camp Helen State Park#Topsail Hill Preserve State Park#Anastasia State Park#protecting nature#parks#national parks#state parks#florida#ron desantis#Gov Ron Densantis#governor Ron desantis#friends of the Everglades
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reo isagi and yukimiya should’ve been on manshine city together and nagi hiori and chigiri should’ve been on bastard münchen together send tweet
#tw: opinions#‘but mira the plot 🥺 you have no reading comprehension 👹’ shut up and imagine kaiser trying to pull the bs he did w isagi on nagi or chigiri#chigiri would never let a blond talk down to him and nagi would be completely uninterested either way kaiser is EMBARRASSED#not to mention the beauty of yukimiya (hates his body for its slow deterioration) ending up on a team with CHRIS PRINCE#like his whole deal is perfecting one’s body…tell me that does not fuck SEVERELY#as for noel noa the idgaf warrior x idgaf warrior chemical reaction he would have with nagi alone would make the switch worthwhile#might delete this if anyone starts getting zesty in the notes#do not call me stupid or whatever i understand bllk perfectly fine thank you it was just never that serious#m’s thoughts#bllk
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