#sunny yaps

[sunnyyflowerrs]

saw someone post this on tiktok and i thought of them

[tinycoffeeroom]

calling him a whore is no longer enough i need to make him cry

[qquokkari]

this is so dumb and probably doesn���t make a lot of sense but i’ve been thinking about stranger things a lot for the past few days and i feel like part of the reason a lot of people don’t like mike after s2 is because he’s reacting to trauma in a way they don’t feel is justified.

objectively he hasn’t been through as much as the other party members have because he hasn’t been possessed or Plagued With Visions or turned into a human weapon. he’s the third party to a lot of traumatizing events (which can be, in itself, traumatizing) but everything that directly happens to him doesn’t feel as major as the crazy supernatural things going on. he was bullied as a kid, his parents are dismissive and emotionally absent, and he’s very clearly depressed—he has behavioral issues at school and his grades are slipping, something the counselor cites as being a sign of max’s depression. there’s also a lot of subtext/hints about him having issues with food and body image things.

the problems that directly affect him are all ostensibly very normal in the face of monsters and human experimentation, and his reactions are very normal too. he’s self-isolating, he lashes out at people, he puts himself in danger, he can’t express his emotions in the “right” way. but in a universe where supernatural things are always happening around him, his problems seem insignificant. people don’t like that his behavior and personality changed as a result of trauma and other issues because they don’t think he has earned it.

his problems are too normal, or what traumatized him didn’t directly happen to him (like, his best friend went missing and was believed to be dead and came back and was possessed and mike felt like he was the only one who cared and he was there for it all), so he shouldn’t get to be angry and depressed and emotionally distant. he needs to go through something worse before he’s allowed to show that he’s been affected by the events of his life.

this isn’t all to say that i think he hasn’t been an asshole. rather, i think knowing why he’s been an asshole is necessary for viewing him as a sympathetic character, and a lot of people don’t think he deserves that because his ‘why’ isn’t good enough.

anyway mike wheeler they’ll never make me hate you

[sunnysideasleep]

ive been quite burnt out from digital art for a while, been mainly focusing on my ocs recently…. but dw!!! new art soon if i dont abandon it again!!

[losergender]

how the fuck does tidying up work i feel like im going crazy i was meant to be cleaning and yet here i am unburying occult shit after occult shit what the fuck am i gonna do with all of this omfg

[sunny-spider]

this fucking song makes me bustuajshajajanabebdia i love it.

[theofficialsnnuy]

VERY LATE INTRO POST

Hi! I'm Sunny or Sunnabelle! Here's some stuff about me

- 16 (dec 1)

- any pronouns

- taken

- system

I mostly repost/reblog, but I've started posting art! My art tag is #sunny does art!?!? and my text post/yapping tag is #sunny yaps

I'm gonna add onto this later w my carrd/rentry/strawpage or wtv later. Will add relevant info as needed.

Dni: typical dni stuff + dream and Wilbur apologists + anti-sys + anti-neo's + just a dick

Love: roleplaying + MCYT + FNAF + wild life snails + space + drawing and emoji making + pls ask me about my INTERESTS I'm INSANE

My dm's and asks are open 💯

Uhm okay idk what else to add, have a good day ☀️

[sugarb1n]

Okay so like hear me out. And this is gonna sound crazy right. But i rlly wanna make this idea of mine a mix of written fic and art, like with little interludes of comic almost

[sunnyyflowerrs]

don’t forget she uses the music from the jjk eyecatcher sequences in the background 🙏

every jjk mention in new megan song

[mayaskribbles]

happy birthday, little brother

[puppyeared]

so a few things

my brother and i have our rooms facing each other he recently got a mood light installed and he can change the color his favorite color is purple

which would normally be. FINE but every time i walk to my room its just been this

[sunnyyflowerrs]

thanks, dude (yearningly)

[tinycoffeeroom]

nightmare blunt rotation but dream train 🚂

[sunny-sourzii]

And to think I struggled horribly with hands only three years ago

omfg im proud of myself

a big protip I would give is to take pictures of your own hands in the pose you want as a reference, since alot of the time if you have a specific pose in mind, you can't find references😭

[sunnysideasleep]

i keep tryna convince my gf to join tumblr but ts not working wtf should i do

[losergender]

dream from the night between aug 28 and aug 29

i dreamt i was with my family at a sort of hotel with an aquarium and i kept accidentally falling in the fish tanks. first time i struggled to keep above the water but manged until the staff came to help me, but the next time i fell down a very tight space with huge beluga wales and i couldn't manage to stay up and started to drown/could feel myself falling asleep and running out of air and heard my family screaming for help in the background. the staff came to pick me up on time, but at first they were just telling me "swim come on. come on up" and i was there thinking "dude im kinda drowning here" until they gave up and took me up. then the woman in charge of the aquarium got mad at me and called me "a case 46" and kept going on about how she thought they would finally have a 46less summer and i had ruined it.

then, my family and i went to the mall for dinner and i saw MAISIE PETERS AND TINA HIZON eating a burger at a fast-food place there so i walked towards them and i remember thinking to myself "be demure, be mindful" to not make them uncomfortable so i arrived there and told them "hi, i was just wondering if you were, like, maisie peters. and mina. I MEAN TINA. I SWEAR I KNOW YOUR NAME. I SWEAR." (i do know her name, i struggle with talking </3 even in dreams) and then i was SO AWKWARD and i told maisie something like "i'm just a huge fan so i came to ask if i could please take a picture with you. if not, it's TOTALLY FINE and i'll just. you know. leave :D" but she said it was fine! i gave her a friendship bracelet (it was a yoko one i actually did irl!!) and tina was gonna take a picture of us (i felt really bad bc i wanted her to be in the pic too) and then as we were taking the pic THE AQUARIUM STAFF COME CRASHING INTO THE RESTAURANT AND GO "THAT'S HER!! ARREST HER RIGHT NOW!!" and my family was there NOT HELPING and i think i told them like "hey can it wait until i take my picture with maisie peters" but they just started to chase me and i had to run away.

and then the dream changed drastically and suddenly julien baker from boygenius had died and phoebe bridgers who for some reason was fluent in spanish had sent me a letter asking to come to julien's funeral on account of me being, and i quote, "masc lesbians' biggest fan" so she wanted me to give a speech. i was there, phoebe's was dressed in a suit, julien's casket was made of crystal and she was about to be buried on her jesus christ cosplay. i think i started to give a speech that was something like "so. i really liked $20 idk" and then i woke up.