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guys.... awsf? part five out tomorrow 😌😌😌
#me and my wednesday updates#hehehe#ngl all of these parts will be like 7k plus#id say im sorry#but i am not#im a lover of long fics and sweet mundane moments#i will not apologize for who i am~~~#awsf?
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thinking about how suguru’s ultimate ideal was to create a world where sorcerers like himself and satoru wouldn’t be needed at all, much less overworked. but in leaving to pursue that goal he left jujutsu society with only one active special grade sorcerer, effectively dooming satoru to spend the last of his teenage years and all of his short adulthood being overworked by the higherups. and if suguru had meant a little less to satoru, if satoru valued his opinion only half as much, it wouldn’t have been a problem; but satoru truly did see suguru as his moral compass, so he let himself be used for the benefit of others when he likely wouldn’t have cared enough to do so before he met suguru. satoru let himself be worked to death because suguru left to make a world where nobody would need to be worked to death. even if suguru never talked to yuki and didn’t come up with an extreme plan, even if he just left jujutsu society behind the way nanami did, even if he stayed in contact with satoru, it couldn’t have changed anything between them. they were doomed from the second suguru gave satoru something to really care about, because suguru was never going to stay and satoru was never going to follow.
#sunny yaps#word vomit fr ughhh. love these two#started thinking about this earlier because#i was listening to#shadowplay by joy division#and theres this one part#i could only stare in disbelief as the crowds all left#i did everything everything i wanted to#i let them use you for their own ends#to the center of the city in the night waiting for you#UGHHHGJHH#i have to make everything about them#jjk#satoru gojo#suguru geto#satosugu#jujutsu kaisen#does this even make sense#i feel like it comes across as me trying to blame sg for something#but i am not#jjk meta#i think?
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I got to meet stephanie sheh and micheal sinterniklaas at a con!!!!! :DD I made her fanart to keep and i also brought a version for her to sign! I was dressed as mk and i think i was the most excited person in line to meet both of them, they are like my heros!! this show means the world to me and inspires me everyday, voices like mei and ao lie mean so much to me :)
Ive been a huge fan of this show since season 2 began airing and ive been thinking about it everyday since!! it was so cool to ask him about his favorite part of voice directing and to ask her about her favorite part of playing mei! and after i was done talking to him, he asked to take a picture of my cosplay and sent it to sarah harper!!!!! thank you so much to the both of them for being huge inspirations to me, this show means so much to me!
If i ever see micheal sinterniklaas again at a con, i will print a version for him to have too!! im still super sorry i didnt print a third version D:
#also i know i seem calmhere#but i am not#i was estatic tomeet them i was just bouncing on my toes the whole time in line HAHAH#this was so awesome#im very happy they liked the art :)#if you guys wanna see the cosplay let me know!#i dont like posting myself online#but i could blur out my face#i really love cosplaying mk#monkie kid#lego#lego monkie kid#lmk#mei#long xiaojiao#lmk long xiaojiao#lmk mei#sun wukong#six eared macaque#liu er mihou#monkey king#lmk sun wukong#lmk macaque#eye strain#cw flashing#just a warning for the glitter image#i hope its not too straining on the eyes
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Odysseus, or what looked like him, seemed to shimmer as he approached unsteadily. His gait was pained, limited as if used to restricted movement. Hie eyes were wide, scared, shocked even.
"Didn't I kill you?" But his voice, his voice was unmistakably Odysseus. - @the-gold-in-my-ledger
"Maybe," Poseidon, all too young in form, shrugged. "I do not remember." He looked down to the leg. "Are you alright?"
#ya know#a normal person would be normal about this ask and subsequent new blog they've just discovered#but I am not#and I shall now make this my entire new personality /fake calmness /pos#I'm sorry op but you're about to be sick of me- /pos /gen#THIS IS SO COOL????????????????????????#I WANT TO EAT THIS AU#I WANT IT TO BE MY ENTIRE PERSONALITY-#OP I LOVE YOU SO MUCH /POS /P#rp: poseidon gaiêochos#aww you *know* me#au: the gold in my ledger
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They're scared, trapped in a haunted house, possibly dead, and all I can think about is how much I hope these two get to have a little love story.
#the hidden moon#bl drama#bl series#thai drama#thai series#thaibl#asianlgbtqdramas#thai bl#thai bl series#thai bl drama#asian lgbtq dramas#i should be better at their names by now#but i am not
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goofiest of goobrs
#bubart#fanart#art#hsr fanart#honkai star rail fanart#honkai star rail#i should be sleeping#but i am not#so here is them#cus i love them#haha#caelus#stelle#trailblazer#why are my favourite characters always the mcs#istg
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I wrote some mild filth. Enjoy.
#Spirk#I should be sleeping#but I am not#I am sure there are typos#please be gentle with me you all#Star Trek#Star Trek TOS
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been on vacation the last few days, and despite the fact that it hasn’t always been relaxing, i’ve gotten more writing done than i have in the last few weeks. made progress/starts on
if you can wait till i get home ch.3
three bthb fics (appendicitis, hiding an illness, and bleeding out)
jelly fic 2
two new alterations fics
a gthb fic (naps)
two ficlet prompts (sorry these have been taking me so long even though they’re supposed to be short)
two general fic ideas (hopefully one to be posted in the next month and the other who knows when)
honestly after having so much writers block the last few weeks/months, i was a little afraid i was never gonna be able to finish something ever again, at least not without lots of struggle. these last few days have been very reassuring
#i wrote so much so fast when i first joined this fandom#and it’s made me feel like i have to keep that pace for all eternity#even though it’s not sustainable especially if you wanna have some semblance of a life#and maybe it would be easier if i was capable of working on one thing at a time#but i am not#so here we are#fanfic struggles#writing struggles#ao3 author#writer things
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now imagine my shock when i finish dead poet society and non of the gays kiss !!!
#there were several gays to pick from#not even my boy neil and todd???#let the gays be gay!!!!#and smooch#and cuddle#and be loved#and actually this movie is too sad for me#and i knew !!!!!#the ending !!!!#and still !!!!#oh my heart#todd runing through the snow#):#and now i cant stop picturing angel's au#let me kms now pls#i had to watch this before reading angel's fic#im not ready#i am#but i am not#not todd peacefully sleeping and being woken up to that#him being the last to know??#naaaah#NAH!!!!!#dead poets fandom#dead poet society#marauders#dead poet society au#dark academia#light academia
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why were phainon's tiddies undermined. we all know mydei's, they’re boring, let’s look at the good stuff
#ooc.#tbd.#phainon may be obsessed with mydei’s body#but I am not#phainon toddy appreciation#Or tiddie
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roommate: hey what are you writing?
me, covering my 8 pages of amangela filth: s-sure yea mhm
#this happened and yk what#its okay#i'll live with it#i am not ashamed of my amangela filth#maybe i should be#but i am not#anyway#amangela#amangela fic
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It is so reassuring to read one’s own work after a long stretch of a year-ish and be able to say, “oh! That actually is pretty good!” For some reason I always become convinced immediately after publishing that my work is utter rubbish, and I can’t bring myself to read it again for fear of having that confirmed, but then when I do have to read it (such as today, when I needed quotes from Magic Most Deadly to put on the backs of the Maia and Len bookmarks I’ll have printed for my next in-person event), it’s always so much better than I remember.
#this feels like i should be wrapping up this post with some sort of moralization or life lesson#but i am not#no life lesson here#it’s just a nice thing
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the average conversation between me and @scuderiahoney
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#cece chats#I wish I was joking#but I am not#it makes me cackle how many times these are used#mostly over nico thots tbh
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I want gegg marketable plushies. geggpins. geggcups. heck give me gegg branded egg timers. whatever it takes for me to get in on that geggtosis action and own a piece of that goopy little guy.
#canonically gegg would be against capitalising off of himself#but i am not#this is a minecraft egg#gegg#qsmp#the gegg girlies love commercialism
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The Villain/Trystan upon realizing he has feelings for Evie: Who fucking authorised this?!
#you thought I was done with Attv#BUT I AM NOT#MWHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!#assistant to the villain#attv#trystan maverine#evie sage#hannah nicole maehrer#book rec#book recommendations#bookblr#romance books#romantasy
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