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AURGH auwarghh the autistic parental trauma... the epi was wacky hijinks then dropped this on us out of nowhere... (sobs) laios... laiiiiooooos
#he just like me fr#dungeon meshi#laios touden#actuallyautistic#aphelion.txt#dunmeshi#laios#autism things#im definitely chewing on that marcille lore/angst too but the laios nightmare sequence hit close to home!!#dont think falin had a great relationship with their parents either#i mean aside from being willing to abandon her in the dream. idk if that's 100% accurate to how they acted.#it didnt seem like her affinity for ghosts was gonna go down real good in that flashback#also i need to write that post abt how falin has girl autism (dont ask me what that means unless you want to enter an unskippable cutscene)#actually its pretty easy to hit most dunmeshi chars w the hammer of autism laios is just the most obvious#senshi hyperfixating and having meltdowns (Waterwalk Incident.) and low empathy for people until he's gotten Attached#i need to go find that post someone made about chilchuck being the token allistic it was so fucking funny#i have like 3 more dunmeshi autism metas in my mental queue apparently. please make me shut up
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it frankly pisses me off that what is essentially “rapists and abusers should be depicted as monstrous caricatures because humanizing them is inappropriate” is considered a very moral and enlightened position to have on art by so many people. a rapist can feel pain, have moments of vulnerability, be amiable and charming, express remorse and compassion at times, be a victim themselves, and so on in real life. they are even capable of doing good things. they can have different sides to them and have individuals in their lives that they are kind to or have a decent relationship with. they will be a human being, and that fact encompasses a lot. conflating that with the claim that they are entitled to and deserve forgiveness or absolution is an issue. nurturing a mindset that believes they need to be one note and uncomplicated to be a correct and tasteful depiction of a rapist inadvertently falls in line with the logic of “how could they have possibly raped you? they are so normal and kind to me. they did all these good things here and there.” ok that doesn’t change that they are a rapist.
#and its always said by fiction affects reality warriors ok this affects victims bc they will have doubts about their abuse and#about their own abuser because they are not the boogeyman#there was this pretty heartbreaking post by an abuse survivor who put this into words#its one of those things where it feels like the intention is good but it does more harm to victims than the perpetrators really#im not saying its impossible to have a tasteless depiction of a rapist but u guys just project that idea onto shit where it doesnt apply#if something explores the reality and consequences of their actions and the impact on the victims without downplaying it or ignoring it#then this critique just holds no water to me#idgaf if they r humanized ive seen their actions and just because they have a solitary other dimension doesnt mean i feel pressured#to forgive or absolve them lmao?#(as in the piece of art in question is not advocating for that)#cw rape
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this is literally one of my favorite panels of the war arc.
i am OBSESSED with deku’s perception of romance and how it’s probably based off popular melodramas and his peers’ stories about their dates.
because you can’t argue with me that that’s the reason why he will have no idea his and katsuki’s relationship is so close to romantic. i’m so sure he’s gonna be the last one to realise his feelings for katsuki aren’t purely friendly and platonic. the guy will be like “oh yeah we’re really close and i care about him deeply and i hate the very thought of him being hurt and i wanna spend the rest of my life next to kacchan but haha that’s just our friendship! we’re not holding hands and sharing crepes so there are no romantic feelings involved🥰”
bro is gonna be so shocked when kacchan finally confesses his true feelings.
#also yes i believe katsuki’s gonna realise everything first. i mean im pretty sure he already has. damn.#good luck dealing with deku’s obliviousness lmaooo#i think izuku doesnt think about romance at all but his feelings for katsuki sound EXACTLY like any person’s in love#‘wow hes so amazing i wanna be close to him forever and never part’ bro#i dont think he can describe their relationship as friendship tbh… ig for izuku it means much more than any possible common type of bond#bakudeku#bkdk#izuku midoriya#bakugou katsuki#bakugo katsuki#bnha#mha#boku no hero academia#my hero academia
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Do you guys ever have fandoms-in-law??? Like I'm not a part of the fandom, I've never read it/watched it, but it's so closely associated with some of my fave fandoms that when it's trending it's all over my dash even though I don't even follow the tag???
#like this is me with good omens rn#i love ofmd and wwdits but i never got round to watching good omens and now its literally everywhere and i cannot escape#im pretty sure its infiltrated my tik tok as well#does this mean i should go watch good omens???#good omens#what we do in the shadows#wwdits#our flag means death#ofmd#fandom#fandom culture#1k+#cntp
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just saw a hamlet and god someone please let me play hamlet someday please god every time i watch hamlet i start thinking about how i would play hamlet. the answer to which btw is extremely frantic and personal with the audience. no shakespeare voice on this bitch. neurotic wired compulsion doer who won't stop making uncomfortable "you seeing this shit?" eye contact with people in the front row. can't stop getting misgendered by his uncle. hasn't slept in days. coming in from backstage bleeding randomly down his sleeves. compulsively put hand sanitizer on after claudius talked to him and then tasted it off his finger and gagged. do you get what im saying. i could be such a good weird little freak
#max.txt#hamlet#plesae god please let me do it i'm not the best actor in the world im not an S tier actor but i'm pretty good and i'm crazy. please#self harm tw#< by bleeding randomly i mean 'shows up with obvious marks; claudius is trying not to notice'
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dont STEAL ANYTHING ON YOUR WAY OUT
#fanart friday maybe i mean it is friday#furry bound#i was actualy gonna rewatch this tonight but unfortnutately it is 6 am now#which means i dont deserve lesbian happiness#I LOVED THE MOVIE BY THE WAY ID NEVER SEEN IT#BUT IVE SEEN THE courage the cowardly dog episode that#IM PRETTY SURE IS A BOUND REF#ITS GOTTA BE#anyway#my art#digital art#furry art#anthro art#fanart#bound 1996#good movie i really dliked it#ME AND WHO
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Another, zzz
#wip#queue à la queue leu leu u.u#last suguru sketch i shared made me think of this one (because of the pose ig? symbolic(???) back hug from gojo tipa deal??? uh)#kinda exited to see the final of this ? idk when ill be in the mood to work on my idea of the type of rendering this should get#but in my head 'it will look pretty 😌'#not in the mood to do those kind of details tho so.. ciao#satosugu#呪術廻戦#jjk#jjk fanart#jujutsu kaisen fanart#stsg#gojo satoru#gojo satoru fanart#getou suguru#getou suguru fanart#夏油傑#jujutsu kaisen#五条悟#stsg fanart#i feel like this drawing will get modified (as in 'this is no good ; ERASE. REDO !) A loOOoooot when i next work on it#but slay ig#(i do know that atm there are uh.... i mean... gojo has two set of hands (because i was sleepy. got distracted. coulnd pick a set of hands..#i dont know. ALL OF THE ABOVE... something something... but you have to understand..! im a dumbass!!!#things happen!!!! happy little accidents.. !!!)#im outing myself as a distracted mess rn#“no no no!” i continue into the mic “youve got me wrong... there isnt even proof SINCE THE CROP OF THIS POST HIDES THE EVIDENCE” i singsong
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I guess im being dramatic over how soul crushing it feels to have worked hours and hours and weeks and weeks, months on something and i dont like the end result
ready to give up on art for the rest of the year
#like i work so slowly that at the end of it all i end up hating what i initially started#idk woes lol#ill recover and continue as i always have#and then suffer through this crisis all over again#its just frustrating#to start something with alot of energy and excitement#but the longer i take to finish it the less i am likely to feel proud or accomplished or happy about it#its a shitty feeling i cant describe#i just dont think its worth anything in the end to myself like why did i waste all that time#but i post it anyway because i worked hard on it it would be even more of a waste to never post it at all#no clue what i need to do to make the process better for me or for me to start enjoying or liking my work#is it change of style is it stopping is it just continuing in hopes i like something at all#ive been trying to identify what it is that i dont like and the answer is mostly everything style skill colour lighting rendering#but then i ask myself ok but who what and which art artists media inspire you what is it that you want to achieve that will maybe make#this all feel good#i have alot and i know i cant do what they do i can only be inspired and stay inspired by them#then i ask myself what do i want to achieve with my work#and honestly nothing. i do it for free#maybe i should have a goal like continuing to open a store with merch#or getting a job#but i dont have that mindset bc i dont think i can do it#and maybe thats the problem#the fact that im holding myself back from the moment i open a canvas#i think to myself i cant do it or i cant do what im thinking or envisioning#toxic lol why cant you i dont know i want to know why too#it just circles and narrows down to ���i cant.’#and so i guess i give up in a sense#i mean im pretty good at that#xam scream#enough heart vomiting ill delete this tmrw once ive slept and maybe cried for the nth time about feeling like a piece of shit
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(gosh I hope that comic is at least readable- Ignore all the inconsistencies, I've never drawn and colored a comic before 😭) Anyways- meet the heroes of yore! sort of... you get to know what they look like at least!
Im finally getting around to publicly sharing some tidbits of lore with yall! Originally the "heroes of yore" spiel Galacta reads was going to be just text but I thought people would probably like it a little better if there was a comic to accompany it!
and im. not sure how to end this post?? I suppose I can say that Meta and Galacta Knight are open for asks!!! Im hoping I can keep the energy to keep this thing going, but only time will tell!
#Figuring out how to make pretty looking comics is going to be one hell of a learning curve for me!!#Im good at putting a character into an environment and rendering it well but when It comes to comics I have to tone down the rendering#otherwise I will spend fifteen zillion years on it and then never actually finish the comic itself#also if it wasnt already GLARINGLY obvious I. cant.. color backgrounds. like. at all#Meta Knight#Galacta Knight#JAU#JAU Meta Knight#JAU Galacta Knight#Kirby oc#Verc3x art#J#GSA J#Edith#Cassius#swallow tailed galacta knight#< I think thats the tag I should use??#also I should PROBABLY clarify that by “Standard” Meta means the universal language#like. becuase different planets have different native languages Standard is the universal language that almost all folks learn as a#secondary language#my ocs
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still so insane to me that the nosy neighbors didn’t get more fandom recognition. they were SO GOOD
#i mean. i Do have a pretty good idea as to why#but like it’s still so crazy#bc like. im not a big fan of watcher stuff but pearl and bigb (both former evo members) teamed up to WATCH everyone???#and i didn’t see even ONE drawing of them as purple biblically inaccurate angels#or even like a prince and knight dynamic
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#p4#p4g#persona 4#persona 4 golden#hanamura yosuke#yosuke hanamura#souyo#(vomits blood)#okay honestly is there even anything to say about this#yosuke is so easy to tease because he plays along so easily#but also his favourite quality in a person is reliability huh? cool. good to know.#oh hey do you think about how in the reverse scenario when hes on the boys side#where he said his ideal gf was someone he could protect#and when yu says yosuke is his ideal bf yosukes gets embarrassed but is like oh well im not too bad looking! and im pretty reliable!#hahaa wow its almost as if yu and yosuke both want someone that they can rely on and someone that would rely on them in turn#if only they both had someone like that. someone they could both trust beyond measure. someone thats an equal. a partner#also shout out to tumblr user aibyoutachi for convincing me that i should play the other side with yosuke sitting with the girls#because ive always sat in the girls seat not realising that sitting in the boys seat meant yosuke would take your place#oh wait that means theyre the only two that are different hahaha PARALLELS OR WHAT#he's good with his queue
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listen. hijikata has TWO HANDS
#this started as just a fun little concept like ‘awwww that would be cute’ but like#now i feel ill over them they are just lounging in my brain with no regard for my mental state its CRAZY#how hijikata managed to snag two pretty sadists is INSANE but honestly good for him#in return mitsuba got two constantly yelling idiots#and gin-san gets nightmares everytime they decide to get food#hm.#spicy sweet mayo#nevermind chjfngnrnfjf#but yes i love them and i think hijikata deserves all the love possible#this is absolutely entirely wish fulfilment don’t look at me like that#its fun#do join me in appreciating this trio i need so much more of it#okay now tags#i can’t use okita in the name bc like. it’ll come across and meaning sougo and. No#uh#ginhijimitsu#ginhiji#hijimitsu#ginmitsu#im having quite a time#? i guess#sakata gintoki#hijikata toushirou#okita mitsuba#gintama#ok bye
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'thats not his role in the story!' hm i wonder what the point of it is then. hm i wonder what the dead pixel scene means. hm i wonder what wrong organ are trying to say with the context of 'awesome male friendship' and 'corporate hell where the only woman onboard is constantly under ridicule, abused or forcibly forgotten yet is the catalyst' if not this. hm i wonder how curly's physical agony being a direct parallel to anya's mental agony, stripped of voice, agency, just like her, and being forced to watch what happens while not doing jack shit, just like he used to, plays a part in this. i wonder what the moral of him being the final girl says about living with the consequences of your inaction, because of sentimentality, because of status, career and social. hm i wonder whatever the fuck this game was trying to say. hm i wonder what else is on this person's blog Oh Lord there's yaoi penice.
#mouthwashing#mouthwashing spoilers#sa mention#dont go after this person but i hooooope they rethink. their view of the story.#but god im gonna squeeze lemons in my eyes soon#taking this game away from yall until you unlearn misogyny#ooooh curlys just sooo sweet poor thaaang oh my oh my youre looking sooo far into thissss haaahaaa#its all just a misunderstanding!!!! anya didnt speak clearly enough!!!! noooo its not on my beautiful blue eyed rascal hahaaa#ok look curlys an insane character i love analyzing him and i VERY MUCH dont want people to think im like villanizing the guy#the entire point is that otherwise pretty chill people can fuck up OF THEIR OWN FAULT AND BIAS and then learn. painfully. what not to do.#and by chill i also dont mean holy water pure ok. distinctions.#and id really hate people taking either side of the argument on curlys morality. esp considering his appearance (for both.)#just don't. fucking make baby ass black and white arguments#this game should be behind a childproof lock in the shape of a reading comprehension test abt crime and punishment#im super supportive of people trying to think outside the norm about art like mouthwashing and explaining their own musings#and talking with others and trying to understand how to argument their thoughts which is what the op of the post this was left on was doing#being genuinely curious and open#but brother i draw the line at so merrily denying the main fucking point of the character in the catalyst event#GOOD GOD make this game only accessible to 35+ yo's with no internet access#the contents of their blog were just the cherry on top#unblocking them in hopes they see this ig
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Snap: *draws a Megaman-inspired Magneto*
Me: ...Perfect modernization.
wait now that its not 3AM i can do you one Slightly better
bonus:
#xmen#xmen comics#magneto#erik lehnsherr#erik magnus lehnsherr#max eisenhardt#snap sketches#this is legitimately the most self indulgent thing ever ive been wanting to draw magneto like a robot master for months vjAELKJAE#i thought about adding the little 'ears' robot masters/reploids have but not this time#whats funny is that during my initial redesigning i WANTED to pay homage to erik's trench coat look buuuutt i couldnt figure how#so thank you sigma for. letting me steal your shit vjELKAEJ#i havent drawn megaman characters in like. years good lord- whats funny is that magnetman Was one of my faves to draw#which doesnt mean much since i loved drawing pretty much all the robot masters equally LMAOOO#i remember some freak got pressed at me for doodling metalman during class once like dawg what is your problem#bruv leave me ALONE let me draw you are not my mom#anyway. as i said last night i dont have my usual evening class so i figured id fill the time doodlin these#they didnt take long- i think thats why i like drawing This magneto outfit so much#reminds me of my megaman doodlin days ... also it's genuinely just quick as hell WHICH. makes sense#all that done im done megaman-inspired posting thank you for the opportunity anon im glad you appreciated it :]]#im gonna go eat now my tummy rumblin. theeeeeeen i guess ill drive home ???? i guess.#it's almost saturday so that means i get to post more asks- ive been hoarding them throughout the week#so i apologize if some people have been waitin i PROMISE i havent been ignoring i just wanna draw somethin for it </3#ok im eating now BYYYYYYEEE
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i'm trying to think how many male characters i have seen on TV that are vocal about loving kids and/or wanting kids and it's literally just two. michael scott and evan buckley. and i personally love that! i love men who are enthusiastic about parenthood! who wanna be dads! who aren't just doing it because of accidental pregnancy or because of societal pressure to conform to norms. that's big, man.
and if it wasn't for the sperm donor storyline i would agree that maybe buck loves kids but doesn't want his own but like. the show made it pretty clear. i wish people would put their own personal feelings about kids and/or that storyline aside, and just think about what does buck want. what does buck deserve. i think he wants to have a baby and i think he deserves to have a baby. call me crazy but i want him to have that i want him to be happy.
#evan buckley#im not even gonna get into how the show has actually done a pretty good job of depicting non nuclear families#i mean. I'll elaborate if anyone wants me to lol#send post
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🦋~I want you to kiss me, I want you to remake me I want to drown in this moment of captivation~🦋
(I fucking did it dear god that was so many fucking layers)
#princess tutu#ahirue#ahiru#duck#rue#fanart#my art#this was by all means supposed to be a quick shitpost#but then I was looking at the sketch and the flats#and was like “this is bleak. dismal. i can do More”#so i did it for realsies and look how pretty it turned out#it feels good to complete something#i havent done that since like 2020?...21? i dont remeber 💀#and i can't lie i had fun figuring out the shading on the hair and skin#it was very fun#i mightve drowned this in way too many glowy effects though. i tend to do that a lot#but I decidedly do not care look how dope all that glitter is this was so fuuuuuun#if the lighting seems bogus no it isnt and bullshitting the light source is an honored artistic tradition. so#do not @me about anything ever#god tumblr nerfed the image quality so much#i was gonna upload this as JPEG but that looked even worse than this#well whatever. whatever#hitting post now good night IM DONE. 10 HOURS BABY I DID IT ITS A FINISHED ILLUSTRATION WHOO HOOOOOOOO
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