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i see you in everything. i think of you every day. you appear in my dreams. why?
#my art#casually spills guts#eyestrain#implied sh#implied abuse#hes ruined so much for me#hes ruined songs for me#hes ruined names for me#hell hes even ruined literal germany for me#ive had several nightmares where we met again and he instantly tried to fuck with my head again#it doesnt even seem out of character for him to do#but#i made so many good memories with him#and. I i hate to admit it. but sometimes i feel my dead feelings for him spark inside me#but that doesnt get rid of the fact that he fucked me and my mental health up severely#i just want him out of my head.#please.
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Out of all of the people The Ghost King Phantom expected to relate to, it definitely wasn’t the scrawny red headed photographer of the Daily Planet. Jimmy Olsen has gotten so many temporary superpowers over his time being Superman’s friend. Hell, he once gained a 4th dimensional being’s reality warping abilities when he was given said dimensional being’s powers during a fight. Sure there’s a dozen or so heroes with the same amount of powers he has, but none as suddenly granted to them as a all powerful god that can relate to a teenager.
#bones speaks#hi this is bones in the future: below tags I do mean but I was Not Sober while writing them so they may have severe spelling errors#bones prompts#dpxdc#dp x dc#just google the amount of times Jimmy has had powers and what they are. I just read a comic#where the F PLOT of all things is Jimmy getting superpowers and causing havoc in Metropolis. that’s how frequent this is#the all powerful god powers was in a recent Batman/Superman Worlds Finest issue where he got Mxyzptlk’s powers#like guys. there are SO many heroes that have more powers than Danny in DC.#off the top of the dome I can only name a few (in my defense I am Not Sober so memory is Not Good:)#Raven. The Spectre. Superman. The Atom. Batman (temporary powers). Dr Fate. Martian Manhunter#and I could name more if my memory wasn’t shot rn#this is a mini rant in the tags but I’m so tired of the ‘Danny has so many superpowers it would stump DC’#it would for sure shock them. but they wouldn’t be surprised. why are they all so shocked from Danny’s arrival?#I’ve made many posts about how much more interesting Danny simply being in the JL like it’s just another Tuesday would be interesting#so many folks enjoy the discovery aspect of Danny and not the part where he’s alreaady a JL member and is#*isnt OP. it’s so much more interesting to write a character with flaws. make him regular powered and able to be struck down by a Big Bad#and not just his weaknesses. he’s been beaten to shit by ghosts before. the angst possibilities is crazy.#Billy Batson looking at a kid nearly his age get hurt more and more by Black Adam? Fear Gas setting him on a rampage in Gotham absolutely#destroying his perception of what being safe is anymore. Lex Luther finding his weakness and wrecking his shit#it could be SUCH an interesting direction to take dpxdc but no one does. when I write prompts with those ideas they make a fraction of the#notes of the prompts where I pander and have batfam in them. diversity of ideas in fandom is what makes us strong. keep the new and#unorthodox ideas flowing. it feels like you’re swimming upstream but it’s worth it to help a fandom grow
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I swear to god 99% of people watching WL forgot who won SL. Put some respect on his name
#I didn't think I'd have to disclaim this but this post/tags are about the fandom. the viewers. not the CCs#wild life#trafficblr#goodtimeswithscar#loser trioo loser triooo they always die trioooo they will never win trioooo. You can have your fun!! It's fine!! I find it funny too but#it's only funny for so long when everyone is betting on them all dying first and repeating notions that just aren't really true..?#People's opinions of Lizzie being shaped by her dying first in SL? And of Scar being shaped by every season he didn't make top 5 in?#Or god forbid the “Scar only won because person X did all the work!!” or “Scar only got so far because he was allied with Grian!” takes#it's not that serious... it shouldn't be that serious... But I can't help getting peeved sorry#Jimmy okay. Lizzie has SO many kills under her belt and made it decently far. and Scar has gotten 1st and 2nd before. Did everyone forget.?#Those are two very capable people and Jimmy gets tunnel visioned and clumsy but I believe in him too#They've all been losers before and Jimmy is my loser cringeboy son but good lord some of you have extremely selective memory#blabber
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Every time I am about to draw Spitfire I pray and send my thanks to Barry Allen. If it wasn't for you, baby, I would not be able to draw her hair. I mean
Yes, it's not identical. But they could be cousins, maybe?
#I remember having such a hard time when I first wanted to draw him#it was a real struggle#drawing barry over and over and over again definitely made spitty's hair a bit easier#I love looking back at the old halbarry art#it was such good times and so fun!!!#so many wonderful memories <3#And Halbarry was and still is such a beautiful ship#God they could not be more different in character#yet I love them both so muchhhh#my posts
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Maybe Dean is uncomfortable with (from his perspective with what he just walked in on) one of his grown ass brother’s favorite memories appearing to be a little girl grabbing his grown ass man thigh under a dinner table in front of her parents. You think they ever considered that angle? Or did they perhaps. Not remember the scene. At all.
[Context being: Someone is very upset at Dean saying "Wait, so… playing footsie with brace-face in there? Then that’s a trophy moment for you?" to Sam when they first encounter each other in heaven in 5.16 "Dark Side of the Moon". Commenters appear to have absolutely zero clue (1) when in the episode this happens (at the beginning before any animosity over memories has had a chance to develop) (2) what happened right before said dialogue. Commenters jump to suggest that Dean "sexualizes" an innocent family meal by talking about "playing footsie" in order to *looks at notes* undermine Sam's desire for normality and a bunch of other nonsense that makes no sense at all if you care about the order in which things actually happen/are said in the episode and realize that Dean is not in fact psychically aware of what Sam is thinking and his feelings about Thanksgiving and walked in on him reliving a child young enough to be in braces touching his grown ass man thigh i.e. "playing footsie" with him more or less.]
#this is extremely funny to me sorry anon this doesn’t bother me a single ounce#i mean dean's dialogue in the scene. samgirls refusing to actually watch supernatural continues to be annoying.#mail#5.16#‘he’s insulting her appearance’ he is calling her a CHILD young enough to be in braces and pointing out that this looks CREEPY.#'how dare he suggest they were playing footsie’ she was???? grabbing??? his thigh????#sggdhdjdhdhhdjdj#it isn't until AFTER this that Sam explains (1) he was 11 when this happened (2) he wanted to have a normal family thanksgiving.#Dean does not know that until after he says this???? and is surprised because he does not know Sam hated their thanksgivings.#Also probably because Sam is a known grinch when it comes to any and all holidays ever made.#And because Sam looks visibly uncomfortable when Dean walks in so Dean is like (????? good memory why ????)#They have also only JUST put two and two together regarding the whole “We must be reliving good memories” angle.#Dean certainly hasn't developed any animosity toward Sam over it yet. That comes later when he starts to believe#(because none of the memories are with him) that Sam hates him and Dean is just an embarassing idiot who sacrifices for his family#and is detested for it. The thing is is that Zachariah is sowing this narrative intentionally to tear the brothers apart.#Swan Song shows us Sam has MANY “greatest hits” with Dean.
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fellas it has been three months since the beach episode and thinking about neil and eva in any capacity still makes me ILL
#the beach episode came out right after i lost someone very dear to me so it hit extra hard#every line of dialogue in that final scene cut to my core#it's not even just neil's death for me#it's the way he pushed away his father and his friends and his literal soulmate in both a platonic and a romantic sense all his life#in order to avoid hurting them when he passed and in the process ended up hurting them way more bc if they'd been close#they'd at least have memories with him to look back on when they missed him and could find comfort in said memories#but bc he never let people get close to him he left his loved ones with nothing to remember him by except for the way he distanced himself#HE AND EVA COULD'VE LIVED A HAPPY LIFE TOGETHER#EVEN IF THEY DIDN'T END UP DATING THEY COULD'VE MADE BEAUTIFUL MEMORIES TOGETHER AND BEEN EVEN CLOSER IF HE HADN'T BEEN AN IDIOT#THEY. COULD'VE. HAD. THEIR. GARDEN.#and sure there's many messages meant to be taken away from their story and it was always meant to end tragically#but that doesn't mean i have to be content about it#PRESS ESC TO LEAVE???? WE DON'T TALK ABOUT THAT ENOUGH#idk man. would this have emotionally scarred me this much if i hadn't been (and still am ofc) grieving irl? maybe not.#but i was and we'll never know the answer to that question#what hurts more is i played all the other ttm games before my loved one died#and you know what one of my very last memories of him was?#him hanging out with our family in our living room while i showed my sister the first ttm game#so yeah i think these games are gonna haunt me forever. fun.#i mean i think they would've anyway#you can't play a game series with an overarching storyline this intricately woven and music this good and characters this complex#and then NOT think about it forever#anyway i like these games a lot#they impacted me more than any piece of fiction ever has and as someone whose whole personality revolves around stories that's saying A LOT#to the moon#ttm beach episode#rosawatts
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Which version of Rick is your fav?
it's so hard for me to choose tbh. HOWEVER, I'd say Evil Rick
then I'd say it's C-137 and Memory Rick
I love how pathetic™ Evil Rick really is tbh. love that he's being controlled by his Morty. can you guess who my favorite Morty is?
#the only reason why Evil is above C-137 and Memory is because#Memory's design is something I don't really like in the style of the show#his fanart makes him look so much cooler but in the show he just looks.. unfinished?#idk it's weird to me. I love him outside of that though#and with C-137. I'M SICK OF HIM LMAO I AM SO SORRY#there are too many fucking episodes dedicated to this man. pushing everyone else aside just to have him yap about his dead wife#I love him so much but there's only so many times we can bring Diane up and not really develop her as a character but rather to boost Rick#and the show is Rick and MORTY yet all I see is Rick 😭😭 don't get me wrong I love this man#I just feel like we know more about Rick than the rest of the family#WHICH IS FINE IF THAT WAS WHAT THEY WERE GOING FOR#and if they wanted to go in that direction so be it! it's fine!#I just feel like he needs less screen time or at least balance episodes among the family#cause even the most recent Morty episode is about Rick. it was so frustrating watching it cause it's literally MORTY'S fear hole experience#yet we're watching Morty's head canons about his grandparents#I also hate the narrative they took with Diane. only ever having Rick talk of her or others bring her up#it just doesn't make her a character but rather an extension off of Rick. that's how I'm feeling rn with the family#they're all just there to prop up Rick or something. super annoying#but that's about it. I'm not gonna continue my rant#unless you want me to?#idk if I even made sense but that's all good#rick and morty#rick and morty fandom#rick#memory rick#evil rick#C-137#Rick Sanchez
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every time i start to think things might be looking up with my dad some bullshit happens that makes the guilt kick right back in again
#thots et al#googles 'is it possible to save your father'#he was just starting to get more exercise and feel healthier and he says he broke his toe???#i just dont know what to do man#i already blame myself for his most recent episode because i didnt care for him enough#and im gonna blame myself for whatever happens next too#because every day i go around knowing full well my father is miserable and alone but being too selfish to care enough to visit#i just finally made a date with him too#idk man#lately not a lot makes me full-on cry but thinking of him is so fucking painful im always crying over him#i wish i knew how to deal with this#i wish i didnt have so many good memories of him despite the bad cuz then i wouldnt care#and yet... i dont care... do i?#because if i did i would do something. right?#at least thats what people say#ive never exactly understood this sort of thing#i think nothing is more terrifying than the physical degradation of old age-- nothing else scares me so much about it#but eventually you grow old and there is no one left#yet still the young shun you#yet still your own daughter shuns you
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flash memory of my dad absolutely obliterating my adolescent eardrums with money - pink floyd in his 1984 teal mazda b2000
#he used a casset adapter to his ipod nano gen 3#and it was so loud and driving me home after wednesday church service and it was just me and him and i was pissed over that bc i hated goin#without my mother/in general and the truck smelled like pennies oil and dog#and it was so loud and the sounds of coins clanking and machinery just fueled my 10 y/o irritation#made me haaate pink floyd for a long time#i was like 18 19 before turning around to all my dads music#he is still around im just the eldest dau*hter who moved out from my enmeshment family#so many memories and im making less these days so im floooooded and no inspo to write so tah#shutup sensitive#only thing he gifted me that i adored from the moment my infant ears were graced was the cure. specifically i have young memories of him#playing me the lovecats over and over#such a good song muah thanks dad#shuuutup sensitive
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#ryuuji suguro#blue exorcist#ao no exorcist#ryuji suguro#suguro ryuuji#suguro ryuji#bon suguro#manga ryuuji#chapter 58#shimane illuminati arc#flashback ryuuji#i have so many problems with the way tatsuma handled everything#that simple sentence was meant to help ryuuji let go of the weight but it didn't fix any of the problems and just escalated them#and i love tatsuma but he needs to apologize to his son for all the harm he did#and koneko probably doesn't realize how much that hurt and how much he made ryuuji doubt himself#and man i love the way that moment plays against the encouraging moment konekomaru remembers#because it shows how much ryuuji *is* a good leader when he isn't striving and killing himself for his own excellence#and renzou abandoning them (abandoning *him) just living rent free in his head in a damning loop#and the first real interaction we see him have with izumo where she laughed at him just like all the other people had#someone give him a happy memory to hold onto#not all the doubt and heart ache and *guilt*
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I'd like to know why you are all alone while I'm lost at sea /
Maybe we'll be there when you want
#bella#fc!bella#lc ocs#art#this is from reinhardt's (branch-wdk53) pov! you cant escape him in my art. i cant escape him#link leads to stranded lullaby - the lyrics are also from there :3#this is around rein's fears about bella being like ryn but is also about the extraction interaction (still love that name)#honestly every piece of this has. so many meanings like. god#let me just redo all this and go through them one by one lmao#the sea: this one's about them being in the same situation. also their issues (the sea will slowly rise; obscuring and drowning them)#it's also about guilt - it can be a blood ocean! the blood of those they let die...#OOOH I JUST NOTICED THIS: bloodbath! since it's a blood sea :3#the halos: the inner one is halfway just for composition half bc rein sees bella as a good person. the outer (hard to see but) tear-shaped#halo is both a drop in the sea (me when the blood sea! when we've let so many die it no longer matters.) and a noose's opening -#like foos's but metaphorically(? lmao) bella's own suicide by distancing herself from her friends and therefore her help/support system#the black spots: represents rein losing her in a way. he knows what's happening but has no idea how to help. also tied in with his#amnesia/memory loss (totally covered; lost info; yknow). could even be from pain or drowning in the sea! who knows! :3c#...........yeah im normal about these two. you can trust me.#i need to make a bella/ritz piece istg... ive been sleeping on them!!!!!!!!#but. i love these two so much. total of 2 interactions and i made the MOST out of them <3#also since im naming all these now since i gotta save them to post em: this one is called lost
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since i just reblogged saying smthn about casey being able to cook i think i should share with you this thought i had like a month ago while cooking dinner
So, and just hear me out on this, April isn't BAD at cooking. she can do it. She just. Shes not too good at the flavor part on her own. she has to follow a recipe or it will be dry, bland, and overall a. not bad but NOT GOOD. experience.
So, within the farmhouse arc, April is cooking dinner. Casey walks in, makes a couple jokes about being married, yadda yadda, normal casey stuff. Then he sees. then he sees the bland mess that she is cooking. i'm talking chicken with no seasoning other than salt.
Casey: not even pepper?
April: It's a bit too spicy for my tastes..
Casey:
#Then he kicks her out of the kitchen and makes a decent meal#Leo says some shit like “this is really good april! you really stepped up tonight!”#and donnie nods furiously as the other siblings make various noises of agreement#(mikey is mumblinghow he still could have done better)#and april laughs and says#thanks guys! Casye actually worked on it more though#he really made it good.. added all these seasonings and spices and really made it tasty when i was too scared to!#And all four of the turtles stare at him in disbelief#and he yells something about his sister always begging him too cook while hes beet red#and how he had always followed his abuela's recipes from her cookbook in their kitchen so he really wasnt all that good it was just memory#i added way to many tags bruh#2012 tmnt#2012 casey jones#tmnt 2012#2k12 tmnt#tmnt 2k12
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If Cap mentioning fish and chips in Whitby was nearly enough to make me cry, then how tf am I supposed to survive episodes 5 and 6?
#That line just made me imagine him and Havers on a trip to Whitby :(#Also good memories of my own but like nostalgic kinda make me want to cry a little bit memories#I'm already fucking broken lol I don't think I can do any more episodes#BBC Ghosts#BBC Ghosts spoilers#Ik what happens I've seen all the spoilers#But still#Idek why that bit in particular given how many places they were mentioning but ig bc I know it#Anyway that's all that's going through my brain so far
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i gotta be honest mihriel and ronos started off as a pretty standard fridging scenario to give casira and her dad Dead Mom/Wife trauma but it took all of two minutes for me to go "actually i need to know everything about her" and now instead of being fridged she's haunting the narrative. and she would hate that so much.
#all the poor girl ever wanted was the freedom to live her life her own way#she briefly got that when casira was a kid and ronos started seeing her more as an independent person than as an extension of himself#(because lida told him in no uncertain terms that if he made the same mistakes with mihriel that he did with her#he would lose mihriel like he did her. and he went ''hm. wonder if she's onto something.'' and poked at the situation himself.)#but then she died and ronos went ''oh this is my fault for not being more controlling in order to protect you''#and used her memory as justification to become the world's most overbearing father#and it is such a good thing mihriel was dead at the time because if she'd seen it it would have broken her heart over and over#he's so much more functional in verses where she's still alive#using her memory the way he does (whether he does it consciously or not - it's not really something he sets out to do deliberately)#is really just another cage he puts her in#savaging them like a squeaky toy#𝐑𝐎𝐍𝐎𝐒. ❖ the magister.#𝐑𝐎𝐍𝐎𝐒. ❖ about.#𝐌𝐈𝐇𝐑𝐈𝐄𝐋. ❖ the ghost.#mihriel & ronos tag#the context is i have just queued So Many posts.
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GIBSIE was raped by mark? this whole time??? holy shit that actually brought me to tears. what the fuck.
#mine#boys of tommen#tw rape mention#i genuinely do not know what to say what a disturbing note to end my day on#this is so horrifying and terrible and sad#there’s so many levels and implications to this that idk what to do with#i’m so sorry gibsie for saying earlier that you did not have a good enough reason to be putting off your relationship with claire#i’m eating my words that was SO WRONG of me#also the implications of this with the dee situation….yikes#and god the fallout when lizzie learns about this. yeesh……#this is horrific in so many ways. i feel so desperately devastated for him#i already wanted to reread the series at some point but this changed EVERYTHING#i really need to experience it all again with the full context because …..#tw rape#NOW WHAT THE HELL…..#i’m so terrible because this whole time gibsie has been alluding to this deep dark backstory and saying he was broken inside and all that#and here i was like bruv it just can’t be that serious let’s move it along#BUT IT WAS IN FACT THAT SERIOUS. IT WAS SO MUCH WORSE THAN ANYTHING I MIGHT HAVE IMAGINED#WAS THIS BEING ALLUDED TO??#like the conversation with darren made it a lot more obvious right before the reveal but before then i was clueless#like i wanted to know about that letter SO BAD bc im like what could caoimhe have said to him why would she write him a letter#and why would he tuck it away under his bed and treasure it and read it all the time#also sorry if i misspelled her name that was my best effort from memory#i’m reeling. holy SHIT
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decided 2 pull out my windows 7 laptop. its pleo time.
#desktop background art is by nekro :o]#sorry the pleo doodle looks like shit i drew him with a really crappy mouse#this is an excuse 4 me to talk about computers#this laptop is an old advent one from sometime around the late 2000s/early 2010s :o] ive had this bad boy ever since like. 2011??#they were my first laptop ever... before that we all used to share my mum's really slow toshiba laptop running windows vista#(or if my dad was feeling kind he'd let me on his windows xp pc... the startup and shutdown sounds gave me NIGHTMARES)#made a lot of memories on this laptop... many times i'd overload them with viruses of all types :oP#used 2 go on blingee to make shitty edits of princess peach/daisy/rosalina or memetchi/makiko... blingee was SO GOOD back in the day... </3#either that or i'd spend my hours on the cbeebies website :oP#i love this computer very much and they are my friend <3#sovstuck#sovereignstuck#pleome alrium#tagging cuz of the shitty pleo doodle :oP#ᯓ★ p@rrdy ponderrs ✮⋆.˚
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