also ive been putting off this post for a month or two now as i didn't really know how to word this, but...
i just wanna thank you guys so so so much for the support ive been getting over the months!!!!! the love my art and stuff has been getting means a LOT to me. it's made me feel so comfortable and happy here!!!!
the reason why i'm making this post is because... when i first came here, i was a paranoid mess. i'm serious about that btw, i was shaking like a fucking LEAF actually interacting with you guys!! i won't go into HUUUUUUGE details as i'm sick + tired of repeating my story (also this is my sov blog), but long story short the Certain Actions of Someone from Another Community left me so fucking mentally messed up + paranoid that it took me months to come here. actually coming to this fandom's been a MASSIVE leap in my healing, and. yknow!!! i'll never forget the day i realised i was finally safe.
i really hope i can make more cool things for you guys. again, thank you all for the fucking support ^__^
i briefly vagued at some fandom stuff in the sovver this morning and it genuinely felt relieving and comforting knowing im around people who understand me.
it feels so odd being in a non-toxic community. like i said in the sovver, sango pardycity arsen1cs4ng0 slowly learns what a non-toxic community is <:o]
me actually being here 4 retris' birthday is something that 2023 me wouldnt ever be able to comprehend. if i told them that, they would actually fucking die XoP