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⋆˚࿔ october prompts 𝜗𝜚˚⋆
Yeah I have absolutely no idea what happened with this one but please know I tried 😭
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George smiled, unable to fight the grin that spread across his features as he took in the scene before him. Tears pricked in the corners of his eyes as he was overcome with a wave of emotion, a wave of gratitude that this was real life.
“What’s wrong?” Matty asked, concern heavy in his voice, “why are you making that face?” He snubbed out the hand-rolled cigarette he had held between his fingers, against the top of an empty coke can, before crossing the green room and settling into George’s lap and looking up at him with concern, a loose curl falling across his forehead and into his eyes.
They were in a room full of people, Ross and Adam, their friends, their families and business acquaintances. But as always, George was pulled into Matty’s orbit and it felt like they were alone, just the two of them against the world. George wouldn’t have it anyway.
“Nothing,” said George easily, because nothing was wrong. It was the opposite of wrong, everything was perfect, and he was just so fucking happy.
They had played a successful sold out show, the first of the tour promoting their new record. Matty was healthy, Matty was happy. The critical reception to the album had been shockingly, overwhelmingly positive and Matty was positively giddy. Things were so fucking good. There was absolutely nothing wrong.
“Okay,” said Matty slowly, skeptically. His eyes were clear, he was sober while George was very much not. That was another mark in the positive George though, grabbing hold of Matty’s hips to tug him closer. Matty was sober, not just tonight, but for always.
George smiled, leaning down and kissing him, Matty melted easily into his touch, deepening the kiss as he allowed George’s tongue to slip between his teeth. Ross hooted in the corner, heckling them to get a room.
“I love you,” said George, when he pulled away, ignoring Ross to take in Matty’s red swollen lips, and the delectable flush to his cheeks.
“I love you too,” said Matty and George thought of the ring, hiding in the bottom corner of his sock drawer. He wished he had it now, he had been fretting for months, wondering when and how to ask Matty to make it official, to let him know he was committed to spending the rest of their lives together. But something told him that now was the moment, sweaty from the show, surrounded by all of the people that mattered. George swallowed hard, Matty wouldn’t care if he didn’t have the ring with him right this instant.
“You’re making the face again,” said Matty raising an eyebrow teasingly but really trying to maks his concern.
“Marry me,” said George, and Matty’s eyes grew wide.
“What?” He asked, not sure he had heard George correctly.
“Marry me?” George repeated. “I have a ring at home, but tell me you’ll marry me.”
Matty smiled. “Yeah,” he said, “yeah George, I’ll marry you.”
George smiled, pulling Matty to his chest. “Good.”
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#allylikethecat#keep it kind#fanfiction#gatty#matty fic#fanfic#october prompts#prompt fills#prompt fill#promptober#promptober75#idk what happened#i low key hate this one#but i did try#really hard#im sorry#thank you for reading#tomorrow will be better i promise
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Tsukikage when fans ask them to make a heart
#haikyuu#tsukikage#tsukkikage#tsukishima kei#kageyama tobio#hq#hq manga spoilers#I just think that Tsukishima hates this kind of fan service so he automatically picks the most low effort pose#kageyama is big heart cos its the one his fans taught him to do#so he does it all the time.#I like to think this image is Tsukikage walking and somone yells “TSUKISHIMA SENSHUU KAGEYAMA SENSHUU!!! MAKE A HEART PLEASE”#and they just stop and automatically get into these poses.#without consulting one another.
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I know the decision to have Julian's parents have him augmented was made on the fly but imo its pretty obvious from early on that Julian has Family Issues because he avoids talking about his family like the plague and I think they should've incorporated this into the Julian and Sisko dynamic right from early on because I think it would've made for some really compelling stories and moments and could've set up a REALLY interesting Julian and Jake dynamic which they kinda started to do but never fully went for
#star trek: ds9#julian bashir#benjamin sisko#jake sisko#s1 Julian being so young and eager to prove himself and latching onto Sisko as this mentor figure to look up to#seeing Sisko with Jake and low-key seeking that fatherly figure connection which he won't even let himself think about#Sisko seeing this young brilliant doctor who's got all the makings to be something great and he's just GOTTA help him along#I think he would also catch on pretty quick that Julian's got Parental Issues#he tries to ask one day all casual like 'tell me about yourself :)' and Julian talks about nothing but Starfleet and med school#any attempts to ask about his family are met with awkward brief answers and redirections#and then theres the way Julian's eyes light up the first time Sisko invites him to watch a baseball game#like he Knows. he's a dad he Knows somethings up#but he doesnt pry#I also think it makes their dynamic more tragic towards the end of the series#where we have Sisko asking Julian to compromise his morals again and again#Julian's trust and respect for him gradually deteriorating#and then at the end of course Sisko is gone and they have no idea when he'll be back#which I think Julian would have a lot of complicated feelings about#but of course theres also Jake#I imagine they'd get closer#very brotherly dynamic#you know that scene in TNG where Wesley goes to Riker for girl advice and Riker and Guinan start flirting?#absolutely happens but with Jake asking Julian for girl advice and Julian wooing a girl at Quark's and Jake absolutely loses the plot#makes the events of ...Nor the Battle to the Strong more intense as well I think#also I like to think there'd be an episode where the B plot is Jake gets mad at Sisko and impulsively decides to move out#ends up at Julian's because he did not think this through#Julian is now very much caught in the middle of this family drama and he Fucking Hates It#also him and Jake are NOT compatible roommates but he's trying so so hard to be nice#eventually they have a talk and Julian cryptically hints at his own home life and tells Jake he's lucky he has a dad who cares so much#them being closer would work into what Alone Together sets up for them
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The Haunted AU is taking over my brain /pos
What are Megatronus's thoughts on his helm being the decepticon logo + that people keep taking his fucking t-cog?
hehehe >:3
oh he's furious about it. no way around it, he's incredibly angry that his name, his face, his legacy is being used to hurt his people.
he dedicated his entire life to guide and protect cybertron along his family, being a guardian to those under their care and died trying to end a war that threatened to destroy their world.
and now someone is using him as a symbol for a group that thinks being stronger gives them the right to oppress those weaker than them. to start a war they'd rather destroy their planet for than lose. his name will forever now be tainted and linked to the destruction of their world.
he's pissed. but also hurt and mournful for the way his memory is being used.
as for his t-cog... he tries not to think too much about it. because if his name and face was already bad enough, knowing that one of his own components, a literal part of himself, is being used to hurt others... it's pretty rough.
he hates that his strength and power, the ones he used to protect and care for his people, keep being taken by others to use to harm the world and people he died trying to keep safe.
at one point during the war, he considers asking optimus to destroy his t-cog if he ever has the opportunity. to just. stop it from causing more harm. he doesn't, but only because he knows it would pain optimus to do this in more ways than one. but. it's constantly on the back of his mind.
every time megatron hurts someone, every time he destroys a little bit more of their world, every time he commits more damage that threatens to become irreparable... he knows it is his strength, his power, that he's using to do it. and it weights on him like little else does.
#hey i got an ask#Anonymous#tfone#transformers one#megatronus prime#haunted au#anyway. the reason megatronus doesn't ask optimus to destroy his cog is because it means taking it from megatron#and he knows that optimus is 1) low-key terrified of being anything like sentinel and doing something like taking someone's#t-cog (even a stolen one) would be too close for comfort for him‚#2) still a bit sensitive about having been cogless for the first part of his life and repulsed at the idea of doing that to anyone else‚#and 3) he would especially hate to condemn megatron to go back to being cogless after. everything. that happened.#he also knows that despite all of this optimus would still say yes if megatronus asked.#he would hate it and feel incredibly guilty if ever managed to do it. but he would.#and megatronus refuses to hurt his little brother like that.
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how do people caption their art??
#dick grayson#jason todd#tim drake#fan art#batfamily fanart#i’m actually low key proud of this#i tried a new style because i hate my digital art style#oh multiply layer you’ll always be famous#as an art teacher all i can do is see what needs to be fixed 😩#everyone ignore the fact that jason is missing the red hood symbol#i couldn’t be fucked to add it#the red hood suit is my number one opp i hate drawing hoods
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MMM YEAH.
many interesting questions right here!
#house md#gregory house#james wilson#screencap#s04e13 “No More Mr. Nice Guy”#of course wilson would drink martinis i should've known#mental image of house going back to bonnie gossiping and pressing her for more details about wilsons sex life#they're like friends who low-key hate each other but do have the connection and good time#(wilson dates bad bitches only)#“one or more” yeah leave that room for doubt keep him on his toes#also house planting the idea that wilson is the one who doesn't want to have sex w amber#okay. you evil bisexual. i see you#long post#longpost
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Family
Ok it's so late because it just took so long, man! 2nd of mine and 12th of @calaisreno 's May prompts. (also why did literally no one tell me the date I put on the last one is of October 11th??? What kinda sick brain-disconnection-prophecy is that supposed to be)
Stay well cuties <3
@totallysilvergirl @helloliriels @dontfuckmylifewtf @sussexinchelsea @loki-lock @topsyturvy-turtely @matixsstuff @ohlooktheresabee @boredsushi @ohmrshudsontookmyskull @nathan-no @astudyin221b @oetkb12 @psychosociogentleman @darkkitty1208 @zira-and-crowley @beesholmes @mydogwatson @liv-olive-oliver @tiverrr @peanitbear @sunshineinyourmind @a-victorian-girl @with-a-ghost-mr-holmes
(Any changes to the taglist, just tell me!)
#i hope we all collectively refuse to acknowledge that every single one of them has unproportionately short legs#like i know and i low key hate it but once you draw one too short pair of legs you just cannot lower the ground for another longer pair of#legs#(hit the character limit oops)#sherlock#johnlock#bbc sherlock#johnlock fanart#purplecurls#my art#<3#mayprompts2024#well still technically 2 hrs till midnight in my time zone *shrugs*
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I live in fear of posts where Law is with the Strawhats, It's all fun and games until people start adding surprise Lawlu
#luffy is a CHILD please god stop shipping him with an adult#Luffy is BARELY considered legal an Law is practically middle aged#one piece#monkey d luffy#straw hat pirates#Lawlu is low-key predatory#i dont trust people who ship them#mugiwara no luffy#roronoa zoro#zolu#trafalgardwaterlaw#Law x Penguin#Law x Sachi#lawbin is also questionable but better than Lawlu#law x sanji is on thin ice#lawbepo makes me uncomfortable bc bepo's an animal but ill let it slide#Lawlu hate page
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i think everybody should think about how much of a privilege driving is before they judge people who don’t drive for being immature or whatever. like do you not realize that not everyone had a high school with driver’s ed or parents/older relatives who could teach them, not everyone had time to learn when they were younger, not everyone can afford a car and car insurance and any repairs that a car might need, not everyone lives in a place that is drivable anyway, and not everyone has good vision or a healthy enough brain and/or body to drive. and nobody needs to explain to you why they don’t drive! all you need to know is that the can’t, don’t want to, or it doesn’t make sense for them at this current time in their lives. fuck off!!!!! the response to inadequate public transportation isn’t that everyone should drive instead!!!!!! also everybody complains about bad drivers but people are incentivized to drive regardless of their actual driving ability because it’s shameful not to drive even if it’s a personal choice. and like maybe some people are just not self aware about their own driving abilities but some people just don’t understand that they are in control of a large machine that is dangerous if they don’t operate it properly and they have to be more responsible for the people they’re putting at risk because they don’t care enough to pay attention or follow the rules of the road or keep their tempers under control while they’re behind the wheel. anyway not everyone can or should drive, that’s all
#apropos of nothing i just was thinking about how judgmental my ex and her friends were in college that i didn’t drive#and i was not as bothered by that as i should’ve been lol#because i was low key deeply embarrassed about it so i thought it was kind of fair that they were being dicks about it#it was mostly this one guy. i tried to explain my reasoning but he just didn’t get it and kept pushing that it was dumb not to drive#and like. yeah sometimes it can be limiting but for most of my day to day life it’s not a problem at all#having a car would be a bigger problem to figure out rn#anyway now i think he should just go to hell#he was kind of judgmental a lot actually and had a pretty big ego imo with no reason to be that self centered#my ex was kind of egotistical too but at least she was an extremely interesting and bright individual#it was grating that she thought she was the most interesting person in the room all the time but she actually was lol#anyway. whatever this isn’t about her it’s about ME and not driving#it’s not gonna happen until i have enough money for a car and time to learn how to drive#and probably not until i actually get assessed (+ treated if diagnosed) for adhd bc my biggest fear is being a distracted driver#if anyone has a problem with that they can suck my dick#anyway. anyway.#that’s all i guess#i fucking hate drivers rn the drivers in my city are nuts
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One big, happy family/s
#one of these are a bastard child#can you tell who the bastard is?#anyway I like how the artist made sure you could tell none of them are happy#even whitley with his fake smile and glass eyes#you got the abusive & racist rich daddy#you got the mom drowning her sorrows with wine#you got the golden child that ran out the house as fast as possible#you got the affair baby that wants to kill his half siblings#you got the black sheep thats somehow also the nice one#and then you got the new favorite child that low key hates everyone here#rwby fix it fic#rwby rewrite#rwby au#jacques schnee#willow schnee#winter schnee#adam taurus#weiss schnee#whitley schnee#rwby
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Tulin-inspired Gohan doodles :3
#gohan#son gohan#tulin#totk#dbz#db#dragon ball#dragon ball z#sketch#doodle#this is one of those times where I really enjoyed the PROCESS of making the art but low key hate the final product ngl
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THE BOYS ARE COMING HOMMEEEEEE
#no one look at this I low key hate it it’s so rushed. I’ll redo this later.#guilty gear#venom guilty gear#robovenom#kinda#god I’m so hyped#please reblog my art
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Crime Show Meme - CSI insp [2/5 cases]
"you're acting like you're going to rescue a person, not recover a body. And on this job... that's just not usually the case. "I was rescued." - Gum Drops (Season 6 Episode 5, 20th October 2005)
#csi#crime show meme#cinnacrimeshowmeme#crime show meme: csi#mine: crime show meme#greg sanders#catherine willows#sara sidle#gil grissom#nick stokes#warrick brown#own post#csi s6#csi 6x05#fun fact: this episode aired on my birthday 🥳 along with S1E3 and Miami 2x05 and 7x05#I would have also had New York 1x04 but it skipped a week so no New York episodes for me :((#low-key hate this set idk it looks ugly think its the lighting idkk#butttt second gif of Nick is cute#yet another episode I've chosen where Nick is the focus#he's not really “suffering” like the other two Nick centric ones but he's feeling alot in this one#thinking about it George Eads is one of the best in the cast. he just puts so much emotion into every scene and maybe thats just because th#writers give him a lot to work with like in season 1 with the scene where the woman points the gun at him you just know everything he's#feeling and you feel it with him too idk
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Whilst I hand you guys a couple of Wrench doodles, rate this embarrassing instance out of 10 that just happened to me:
For the second time in my entire ICT course, I used irrelevant vocabulary to answer a test question (thankfully just a progress checker test, not the actual thing!!). First time that it happened I ended up using ionic bonds to explain how a laser printer worked. The second time I used the word formulae (which apparently is mathematic vocabulary and not just used to describe some recipe like in SpongeBob) to explain the advantages HTML developers can gain from website templates☠️
anyway embarrassing misuse of vocabulary aside wrench doodles as promised:
#watch dogs#watch dogs 2#watch dogs fanart#watch dogs 2 fanart#traditional art#fanart#wrench watch dogs#wrench wd2#reggie blechman#Reginald Blechman#guys about the misuse of vocabulary I just think things differently#I LITERALLY THOUGHT OF FORMULA AS LIKE A PRE-MADE RECIPE KIND OF LIKE WEBSITE TEMPLATES THAT YOU CAN MAKE CHANGES TO#IN ORDER TO SUIT YOUR PLAN THEREFORE SAVING TIME#LIKE THE SECRET FORMULA IN SPONGEBOB#the ionic bonds one is a different story.. I just thought of it as positive charges being attracted to negative ones and thought ionic bonds#anyway school rant aside can I just say how I LOVE wrench’s way of expressing his emotions through his mask??#LIKE THE MASK LITERALLY GETS HIS FEELINGS ACROSS AND HES ABLE TO BE MORE CONFIDENT AND EXPRESSIVE#AS SOMEONE WHO STRUGGLES WITH THAT KIND OF STUFF ITS REALLY COOL TO SEE#Also wrench in general.. I can madly relate to him in the way we both express our emotions low-key similarly#like yes I’d swear like a sailor and take my frustration out on a chair if I found out me and my friends were being used as MARKETING#Reggie Blechman I love you they can never make me hate you#I stole this secret storyboard plan from Ubisoft but wrench is autistic it’s canon /j (joking)#these are just doodles so I’m not worried about Improportions or accuracy#wrench without his mask is just really nice to draw plus it gives me practice for drawing crooked noses! ^^#anyway yap session over
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Honestly, my dad was so based. He didn't play around when it came to my brother and I. My brother being male did not save him. My father always talked about how there would be people who would want to harm him. When my older brother would bring over his male friends, my father was NOT happy about it. The reason I bring this up is because my mother does not seem to understand why I want nothing to do with her strange boyfriend and is mad at me for keeping my distance. He's a man who is a complete stranger to me. My dad would have never asked me why I didn't trust a random man. In fact, believe it or not, my father was often upset at me for being too trusting of men. I'm so serious. He HATED seeing me pu my trust into men neither of us knew.
#Of course of the two of them he's the one that had to die lmao#The older I get the more I understand why he was so cautious#He low key hated men
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you are complaining about complaining too much while complaining about the fact that maybe people dont like you because you complain too much while complaining about being alone. just stop complaining and do something about it. talk to people. reach out. dont just wait for someone to come to you first.
i have tried reaching out to different people in the past year or so but it never works. i understand its my own fault for letting relationships decay because of my own insecurities and issues but that doesn't mean i can just will myself to think or believe different things about myself. it's a self fulfilling prophecy ; i think people don't like me so i don't reach out so people don't like me etc . i am sure you do not want to hear me list all the things i want to say in response so i will put them in the tags.
#every time i try to reach out or talk to someone it goes nowhere. i dont have any social skills anymore and have no clue how to keep a#conversation going. half the time even when i do people stop replying to me. which is fine theydont owe me a reply but still feels likeshit#when i tried to make one new irl friend it just didn't work because they have better options for friends. we spoke occasionally but never#messaged online like ever and would only talk when we happened to be in the same place. i tried multiple times to organize a time to hangou#none of which came to pass. i dont understand why this one didn't work because i thought this person was interested in being my friend but#i guess i was wrong or thought they were more interested than they really were.#i have a problem with reaching out anyway which has been a problem i have had since i was like 11. reaching out to people first doesnt come#easily to me - in the beginning when i was a lot younger i didn't want to bother people with my presence & thought if i were to come to#someone first they would feel pressured into talking to me when they didn't want to. this is stupid of course. but has still not left me as#something i feel is very core to the way i act today. waiting for someone to come to me first feels like my only option because i do not#know how to reach out effectively (my evidence being i have failed every time i have tried) & i am convinced people dont like me in the#first place and do not want me to approach them.#i dont really even know who to reach out to in the first place. my world is extremely narrow. the number of people i know has shrunk#significantly and my standing in their eyes collectively has also shrunk significantly in the past few years. i feel like every person i#was once friends with wants nothing to do with me. i feel as if i have burned every bridge possible.#when it comes to the fact i complain all the time . which i know of course is annoying. its because i cant find any kind of joy in anything#i do or see or whatever. nothing makes me happy - i only see things to complain about. all stimulus seems grating and the world seems#specifically catered to make me miserable. all i can really do is complain. i treat this blog like a stream of consciousness and when most#of that consciousness is occupied with how much i hate being alive the blog will mostly be complaining. its a vicious cycle lol .#anyway . i guess the key theme is low self esteem begets low self esteem in many ways. mental illness begets mental illness.#i am not really saying this to anyone least of all to you anon. i just felt compelled to recount i guess for myself the reasons that came#to mind for why i am like this. i am talking to myself here
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