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man. getting a little sick of being everyones 15th option for everything. when is it my turn to be someone's first choice :^[
#or even second tbh I'll take it#i had a couple old friends from college msg me recently to tell me what theyve been up to#which is sweet and i care abt them n wanna hear it! but they dont ask after me or show any interest in how I'm doing#and it makes me feel like I'm just their journal or smth. a brick wall they happen to be standing near#don't get me wrong I love to be useful. but when ppl only ever interact w u bc they need smth from u. well.#rly not doing anything good for this complex im developing where my self worth is directly tied to my usefulness to other ppl lmfao#i dont want to be ppls fucking dog!! or not any more than i already am but whatever thats all im good for i guess!!#and i desperately want someone to be my fave person rn bc all my energy is going nowhere + im at my best when im at my most devoted#so ppl treating me like this rn is just making me incredibly vulnerable to being taken advantage of.#like yeah i am eager to please and ill follow anyone around and do whatever for a crumb of attention but maybe#if you're actually my friend u shouldnt be encouraging that behaviour. even if it makes u feel good like cmon thats not so cool man#or if you ARE going to encourage it then maybe u should acknowledge the power dynamic ur creating + try not to abuse it. idk š¤·āļæ½ļæ½ļæ½ļø#urgh idk maybe im just saying words rn im very tired#I just feel like all the friendships etc I have atm are slipping into that dangerously unbalanced zone + becoming v one way#and I don't know what I'm doing wrong I'm trying the best I can and I guess its just not enough for anyone and that really really sucks#I'm doing better mentally rn but I dont currently have a support system + there are a lot of destabilising forces in my life#so im just. worried abt the direction things could take if I lose this foothold I've dragged myself onto yknow.#and I wouldnt have to be so worried abt that all of the time if I just had someone literally anyone I could rely on or even trust#but oh well. it is what it is. doing all I can to take care of myself so hopefully it won't come to that anyway.#sorry for rambling on so much if u read this far I'm giving u a kiss on the cheek don't worry abt me honey I've got this#anywayy goodnight#.vent#.diaries
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I NEED NINGNING SO BAD OMG IM SO GLAD I FOUND YOUUUU PLS TELL US MORE ABOUT YOUR THOUGHTS ABT HER
I'm in such a ningie mood lately and can't help but to write this LOL
content - me going absolutely batshit insane talking about ning yizhuo, smut (switch!ning, cunnilingus, fingering, sex toy mentions, not a lot of actual smut just headcanons), not proofread in the slightest D;
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a/n - like I was literally just thinking ab ning2 when I saw this ask, I also have her pc out next to me rn so ningie close ur eyes baby don't watch me as I write this š«¶ also tysm anon for finding me hehe
like ningning is so fucking fine.
idk what god mixed together in his lil cauldron to cook up ning yizhuo, but she's actually so fucking RAAHHH. sorry this is gonna be so incoherent bc I'm just ningyi drunk as fuck right now.
I imagine a fluffy besties kinda relationship w her. like it's all giggly and flirty and you make each other's heart race with touches and words, but also love to be cute and cuddle, gift giving (more on her part bc she loves to buy things that remind her of you), domestic shit like groceries or cooking together. and also you loveeee talking shit! in an idol!au world, in a school!au world, in any type of world where you two meet and fall in love, you're best friends that talk shit before anything.
I mean u don't necessarily have to do that specifically, but I just feel like above all and at your relationship's core, you're best friends that are clingy and inseparable. so you just make the perfect pair when you finally become gfs. bb girl loves to say she's not a scorpio but I think that the oct born blood within her is in full effect in bed. I'm telling yall, autumn/fall born besties are horny mfs (I can confirm).
like already being physically affectionate with you prior to even dating, she would move quick with pushing it further. your first kiss even evolved into a very heated makeout sess straight away, hands gripping skin under shirts or running through each other's hair, legs intertwined, spit dripping down chins because both of you refused to pull away for air (need!). and like it only but amplified from that point on.
I feel like the first time happens unintentionally. probably a drunk game of truth or dare that gets touchy and suddenly ning ends up slurping the cum flowing out between your legs, moaning against your pussy and grinding her cunt against your leg as you sit back against the couch, your hand in her hair pulling her in further. chanting her name raspily as you grind your hips into her mouth, her tongue feeling so incredibly good in your leaking hole. you yell out her name as you interlace one of your hands with hers, her thumb rubbing against the skin of your wrist as you cum all in her mouth.
she shudders at the same time you do, cumming in her panties from grinding against your leg, unable to stop herself from getting turned on eating you out. and you fucking love watching as her eyes roll back with her mouth on your pussy, feeling the heavy vibrations from her screaming into your cunt.
of course returning the favor for your gf, pinning her down under you and fingering her tight puffy pussy as she squirms. you LOVE fingering her despite being obsessed with the taste of her cum, because you couldn't get enough of how her face contorted with every thrust of your fingers in her cunt. the way her mouth would fall open, the way her eyes rolled back, the way she would tilt her head backwards and expose her sweaty neck, the way she would reach out for anything to dig her nails into (sheets, blankets, your clothes, or your skin!), the way her moans sounded sooooo fuckinggg heavenlyyyy. I mean have you heard this woman sing? the melodious sound of her voice chanting whines and whimpers of your name, knowing she'd sound like this for you and you only. to add on, she's fucking loud, so just the sheer volume of her moaning for you riled you on so much.
she's a squirter me thinks. she's a creamer in my stripper fic but that's only because I wanted her to make reader squirt oop- maybe you both are! I mean I think we can all agree that she's a master pussy eater right? I can only imagine how good she fucking feels with her skillful tongue and mouth. she knows exactly what she's doing even if she's had no experience, yizhuo just seems like the type to be insanely good at eating girlies out. every time I see her, I either so badly wanna get eaten out by her or eat her out. I just know she's so reactive and sensitive but is obsessed with cumming over and over again, overstimulation and all.
the prettiest girl to ever exist. so pretty between your thighs, so pretty around your fingers, so pretty taking your tongue, so pretty on top of you, so pretty under you, such pretty moans to slip from her mouth, such pretty expressions when she feels your touch. IM GOING INSANEEEEE!!! vvv switch coded! I know she gives extremely pillow princess energy, but she's so utterly in love and obsessed with you that she wouldn't dare let you go without an orgasm because you deserve it! either extremely service top or power bottom.
loves to play around with toys, but ultimately opts sticking to mouth and fingers because she loves feeling all of you always. though it's not surprising in the least that she has a wide sex toy collection; vibrators, dildos, strap-ons, cuffs/rope/bindings, blindfolds, floggers, gags, clamps, collars, you name it, she probably has at least one. is down to experiment with almost anything and is very adventurous, she just wants to have a good time with you!
ning is just a really passionate lover overall. because even after hours of fucking and cumming everywhere, she always makes sure you're okay :(( kissing you gently on the neck where her face is buried after a long session, rubbing your skin where there might be red marks or scratches or what have you, whispering sweet nothings into your ear, offering to get you a drink or run a warm shower/bath for you both. she makes you feel loved and that's the most important part (aside from the mind-blowing continuous climaxes she just gave you).
a/n - NING YIZHUO PLEASEEEE ONE CHANCE OH MY FUCKING GOD I REALLY HOPE YOU LIKE WOMEN AND ARE A PUSSY EATER-
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THE LOVE LASTS SO LONG
Ollie Bearman and his girlfriend turned wife, as seen from social media and the public.Ā
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Aubrey Yang, age 17, wins Best Supporting Actress in break out role on blockbuster movie, Station 13. This young star has been acting since the age of 7, landing roles such in which she worked with household names like Michelle Yeoh and Robin Williams. Her astounding and emotional performance as a newly orphaned teen in the apocalypse adjacent Morgan Freeman has secured her spot in this tumultuous industry. In her acceptance speech, Yang delivered an impactful critique on Asian presence in Western Media and how her win is ā not just [hers], but for all of usā.Ā
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aubreyyang Wow. I am still in absolute shock. Thank you so much to everyone who supported me and helped make this happen. Hereās to more change and more love in the future!Ā
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morganfreeman well done, and well deserved Aubrey. It was an honor seeing your incredible talent and hard work.Ā
ā aubreyyang thank you so much for guiding me and imparting your wisdom!! I love you on set dad!
michelleyeoh_official They grow up so fastā¦proud of you, Aubrey!
ā aubreyyang MICHELLE MY HERO
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ā aubreyyang AHHH MY GF VAN TRIP WHEN???
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celebgossipnews_page Aubrey Yang has won an Oscar: but is she winning in the love department? The actress was seen arguing with long-term boyfriend, Mace Coronel in front of Nobu Downtown last Friday night, at 9:00 pm. She left the restaurant in tears, without Coronel. Could this power couple break up at the height of Yangās career?
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user1 dude I hate him sm like wdym u pulled Aubrey, the baddest baddie out there
ā user2 fr man is washed up
aubreyyyfanpage girl stand up that man is not worth it LEAVE HIM
ā yang4eva WORDD miss maāam he does not deserve u ONE CHANCE PLS
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celine_diorr NAH NO WAY LIL BRO CHEATED ON U LIKE WDYM
celine_diorr WHEN I CATCH U BRO WHEN I CATCH U
liv_laugh_love girl are r u ok u know its bad when ur quoting me
ā aubberieyaang I canāt help it I start singing one step forward three steps back whenever I start crying
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ā walkdontrun pulling up to his house rn
ā leeahh_j AUBREY I LOVE YOU DONT CRY
ā aubberieyaang AW I LOVE U GUYS
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dallastexas im gonna grab food and come over to urs
ā aubberieyaang PLS. Also water im so dehydrated
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You and Adam have been dating for almost three years, and for the two Valentine's days you'd spent together, you were together. However, this year would be different because Adam was almost 200 miles away in Ohio, Columbus while you stuck in Ann Arbor.
You sat in your friend's dorm as you watched her get ready for her Valentine's date with her new boyfriend. You were happy for her, obviously, but it felt bittersweet because if Adam was here, you would also be getting ready for a Valentine's date as well. Instead, you were just watching her get ready. As you watched your friend apply the finishing touches to her makeup, you couldn't shake off the pang of loneliness that crept in. The distance between you and Adam felt more palpable than ever on this special day.
Your mind began to wander back to the memories you and Adam had shared over the past three years. You remembered your first Valentine's Day together, how he had surprised you with the necklace you'd been wanting (and yes, it was gold/silver) and a bouquet of your favorite flowers that was wrapped in your favorite color. The second year, you both spent the day at home, spending time together by making dinner then watching your favorite movies.
This year, however, distance had come between you. Adam was in Columbus, doing what he loves best: playing hockey while you were finishing up school. The thought of spending Valentine's Day apart made your heart ache, but you knew that you both were committed to making it work despite the distance. Adam had sent you a Valentine's day text this morning, which had made your day but made you sad knowing that you weren't waking up next to him.
Your friend gave you a sad smile, "I'll bring you back some pasta, okay?"
You returned her smile, appreciating her effort to make you smile. "Thank you. But I'll be fine."
"I know, you will. You're seeing him in a couple weeks, right?" Your friend tried to cheer you up and all you could nod. "Well, I'm ready. Wanna walk me to my car?"
You nodded again and got up from her bed, slipping on some shoes and walking out with her. As you walked your friend to her car, the cold winter air nipped at your face, you should've gotten your jacket. As you reached her car, you began to say your goodbyes before you felt a tap on your shoulder.
You turned around to meet the bright blue eyes of Adam. He was holding a big bouquet of flowers and a huge basket of all your favorite snacks, candy and some jewelry. All you could was gasp with surprise. "Adam!"
"Y/N!" He replied with a big grin, putting down the stuff to embrace you tightly. Your heart swelled as you returned the hug, feeling the warmth of his embrace chase away the chill of the winter air.
"I couldn't stand the thought of being apart on Valentine's Day. So, I decided to make the drive and surprise you." Adam said, his voice filled with sincerity as he held you close.
You couldn't contain your happiness as you looked at the bouquet of flowers, the basket filled with all your favorite things. It was a gesture that melted away the distance and made you feel incredibly loved.
"I missed you so much," he whispered, brushing a strand of hair away from your face.
"I missed you too," you replied, smiling up at your sweet boyfriend. "I can't believe you're here," you whispered, your voice filled with happiness.
"I wouldn't miss it for the world," Adam replied, returning the smile on your face. With those words, he leaned in and pressed a sweet kiss on your lips, sending a wave of warmth coursing through your body. Adam pulled away slowly and your lips felt cold, "Where do you wanna go? Are you hungry? Or do you wanna go get ice cream or-"
"Anywhere, Adam." You answered, your heart jumping out of your chest happily. You couldn't believe he was here, in your arms. He laughed and shook his head.
"Fine, then let's go get some coffee. We are not sleeping tonight."
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imagine this, right? i js got the idea. might not be the best one in the world, but here.
dick and tim have been married for anywhere around three years. timās twenty four at this time, dickās thirty-one. their love life is incredible, sex life just as good. tim kisses him in the mornings. they go out every sunday. the batfamilyās come to accept it because theyāre so in love. their honeymoon phase is literally their whole marriage.
ādisgustingly in love,ā ā jason.
ādick has stooped so low,ā ā damian.
āplease donāt make out on the couch,ā ā duke.
theyāre the kind of couple people hate, the bond that people want to have, andā
then dick cheats.
it wasnāt a good decision, but happened with this villaināāand you know how the men in this family are with villains, tim, how the villains are with us. she was hot. and it had been going on for weeks. i refused until he didnāt. i tried, tim.ā dick doesnāt have a good excuse. timās out of his life within a week, divorce proceedings already starting.
itās dickās all time low. tim doesnāt even look at him. dick begs him to stay as he packs his bags. he says heāll never do it again, it was a one-off occasion, but timās trust is like stained glass, so pretty when he has it, so devastating when it shatters.
timās friends despise dick. kon-el always challenges his authority on joint missions now. steph outright says the divorce was his fault and disinvited him from outings because it was still so fresh and tim would be there. wally and cassie give him looks and fall into whispers whenever he passes. jason jokes about it and has it in every low blow he can muster.
he still sees tim every other day, because of their careers, but tim avoids his patrol areas and bruce purposely sets them apart.
once or twice, bruce mentions how they should forget grudges on the job, but he canāt help it.
almost a year passes, and timās birthday happens. dick watches it happen from his phone, scrolling his socials, and breaks down. itās a cycle of him wanting tim to feel as useless as dick without him, to him wishing the best, until he admits he wants nothing more than tim again and hates himself for losing that.
he buys him a gift that night. leaves it on timās usual work space in the batcave. that evening, he finds a sticky note on his door with the word āthanks.ā
he places one on timās desk, so sure itās him, giddy with the idea of them talking again, he writes back, āur welcome.ā
it should be the end. instead, dick finds a āhow did u know iād want this?ā on his nightwing suit. he replies with, ābecause ur timā and places it on the zesti can in the bundle, because tim takes one around this time, and always follows their placement.
āwhat does that meanā on dickās shoes in the morning.
āu like collectionsā on a figurine tim left in the parlour.
āi know and i couldnāt even get my hands on this oneā the inside of dickās smoothie mix bottle.
āwhat? u canāt get ur hands on a simple superman figurine?ā the side of the leg extension/curl machine in the home gym, timed before timās work out.
āthere was only five of this one ever made.ā the mirror in dickās en-suite.
āand now u have one of them :)ā timās degenerate energy dark chocolate bar container.
they go on like this for a couple weeks. start hanging around the manor that much more often to encounter their next note.
ādid u see what she wore to the gala? (he forgot her name, so thereās a doodle of a woman with pronounced ears and a bad tiger print scarf crammed on the note)ā ādidnāt you wear five toed shoes to a gala?ā āit wasnāt tiger print.ā
āi love alfredās cookies.ā āur sticky note has crumbs.ā ādonāt talk to me about sanitary stick notes, piss stainā āu could smell the apple juice stop with the piss allegations :(ā
and so forth. eventually, dick musters the courage to talk to tim again. he says hi one night they cross paths on patrol. itās the most awkward reaction he gets, silence, then a returned, āhi.ā
the sticky notes stop.
dick hates himself for a total of three days before tim asks if he wants to work a case together. he hops on it fast.
they spend all night looking through it, figuring it out. itās difficult. they spend the night after that to finish it. timās speaking to him again, a bit more like a friend, more sarcastically, and dick knew he couldnāt stay away forever.
a month later, and he might mention something of their past, hinting on it. dick hasnāt gotten over tim. ever. tim replies, in the kindest way possible something that translates to āweāre never getting back together.ā
dick is heartbroken.
their interactions change as soon as tim is aware dickās still into him. not in the way he distances, but in the way he talks to dick, leaning over his shoulders to show him new installations and software, holding his forearm time to time, casually, like his hand just slid there without thinking, and hanging an arm over his shoulder enough for dick to ask himself why.
dick once asks, while tim is dealing with a bad gash and heās in daring spirits, ādo you ever miss us?ā
āmaybe,ā tim says, āi miss the other stuff.ā
āthe other stuff?ā
ālike, the sex.ā
he realizes quite soon that timās āweāre never getting back togetherā euphemism wasnāt a full sentence, or concept. he did say something else after, to further soften it, but dick stopped listening then. he mentioned he didnāt mind them being friends, something other with benefits, and it clicks then.
weāre never getting back together, but we can hook up if you want.
tim didnāt say that word for word, but itās clear he meant that now.
dick wants the same relationship with tim he had then, beyond sex. they were better than sex. sure, the sex was incredible, tim felt so good for him, and remembering it now starts a craving in him that furthers when timās fingers brush along his skin.
āi meant more than that.ā
tim shrugs. dick should probe, keep trying to pry something out of him. but dick is a weak man when tim offers him something.
ābut thatās fine. i miss it, too.ā
dick wishes he could take the betrayal back. he hasnāt touched anyone else since the divorce. it felt like cheating, seeing someone else, made him sick and he wasnāt in the hottest mood without tim around. but now tim is, for him, and heāll take whatever he can get.
thatās how dick ends up with his ex-husband on top, insisting he does all the work because he just sterilized and bandaged his side, and itās best he stays down. tim slips down him, and itās been a while, such a long time dick is throbbing before tim even starts. he grabs his hips so hard, and canāt even thrust up before tim scolds him and breathily threatens to stop if he keeps writhing so much, that he needs to keep still if he wants this.
dick strains not to lift into tim, trembling beneath him, running hands along his smooth torso. so, so pretty.
timās thighs work, slapping onto his flesh, his cock dripping on dickās abs. dick wants to sear his finger prints into his hips. to account for how he canāt thrust his hips without tim aggressively palming at his stomach, shoving him down or making him jerk down with pain, he manhandles tim by his hips, plunging him down on his cock. tim sings so lovely, hunching over. he tries to kiss tim when he hovers close enough for it to work, but tim rights his posture the last second, bouncing on dickās cock and he loses his mind. he squeezes his hips one handedly, the one thing anchoring him, focusing his other on rounding timās cock and rubbing.
hair haloes his bowed head, his blue eyes dazed then shutting tight, pretty lips falling ajar in a gasp. dick swallows down the i love you clawing in the back of his throat, and comes after tim, spurred on by how he tightens, his trembling, and that look on his face. tim slips off of him, first checking the bandages for any bleeding, and relaxing when thereās none.
finally, they clean up, but it happens again. and again.
itās good for the reason hook ups often are. better because tim knows him, knows what turns dick on, and where on his body causes tremors to race about his nerves. it hurts for the reason thatās all it is. hook ups. tim never kisses him during them or stays too long for after care before he finds something to do.
dick is still so in love. he canāt complain. but he wants something more. he can be casual with anyone else, but not his timmy.
however this ends im not sure but it was an idea i had ig.
!!!!!! dick being so desperate to take back what he did and to be able to have tim again but not being able to. the most he can get is the occasional hookup but even then tim still keeps his distance and does not treat dick affectionatly and doesn't act like them meeting is anything other than a hookup. i love the idea that when tim starts treating dick more civilly, maybe even nicely he gets so happy and exxcited that it might mean more only to deflate when tim tells him no again.
dick starts getting affectionate, starts reaching for tim because he thinks maybe because tim is nice to him now, that because tim talks to him, doesn't look at him with dead fish eyes that it means...more.
and then any hope dick feels collapses when tim holds his hands and starts softly talking like dick is a child. "just because i can work with you and just because i laugh with you and am nice to you, it doesn't mean i forgive you dick. it doesn't even mean i miss you,"
just dick always getting his hopes high and then having them knocked out from under him.
dick was always stuck in this cycle of relationships. cycling through the same partners again and again and after cheating on tim it ends. he never enters that cycle again. instead he enters a new one. one where he reads into tim's behavior and words thinking he has a chance again, building his hope up again. only for it to be dashed.
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YAYYYYYY 100 followersssss :) im so happy for youuuuu :)))))
okay, here is my request... hehe, im suchhh a sucker for hurt comfort and I loveeee fem 9th member au's. but like not smut or like fwb, just like a really juicy story y'know? I haven't been able to find any of those two categories combined tho, especially into like a longer fic, like it's always in the hundreds (I would love it if it was a little longer, no pressure tho :). literally, anything works, from some kinda mess up on stage to maybe you messing up a relationship w a member??? idk. I'm letting ur thoughts run wild here... THANK YOU AND CONGRATSSSS
(im sorry im really vague in requests lol)
YAYYYY THO IM LIKE REALLYYYY PROUD OF YOU<<<3333 LOV U BB KEEP DOING WHAT YOU DOOOO
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pairing: ot8 x fem!9th member!reader
warnings: angst, hurt comfort, reader snapping at the members, reader being physically unwell, fluff at the end
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everything was going wrong today, and you truly meant every. fucking. thing.
somehow, you had managed to turn your alarm off the night before (probably because you fell asleep while on your phone, accidentally calling your mom in you sleep in the process), and none of the guys took the initiative to wake you up when they got up.
okay, sure, you couldnāt blame them entirely. you were a grown woman, and you could look after yourself. but werenāt you supposed to be a team? eight other people surrounding you, and none of them thought to check on you? especially when you were usually up and alert before they were? no, instead they were all out the door without even knocking to see if you were feeling okay. so much for being your brothers and best friends.
so god forbid, you were late this morning. you managed to turn up at the company for your vocal lessons only ten minute late, but it felt awful as youād never been late before. you were so incredibly lucky to get the opportunity to debut with skz, especially joining the group later in their career and being the only girl. you wanted to do everything perfectly to show that you deserved to be where you were, and with the way today was shaping out you were so disappointed with yourself.
but then - it got worse. you, in your rush to leave the dorms, had forgotten your sheet music, leaving your vocal teacher to be short and snappy with you. yeah, you brought it up on your phone instead, but she was strict, and a firm believer in āgood old-fashioned pen and paper over your silly little radio devices nowadaysā. her attitude towards you for the remainder of your lesson affected you more than you liked to admit - excusing yourself to the bathroom to have a little cry before you headed to the studio.
for some reason, none of your schedules were properly coordinated today, leaving jisung to be the one in the studio with you - rather than chan, like usual -Ā while you recorded your lines for the demos to be sent to the company later in the month, when youād decide the songs for the new album you had upcoming later in the year.
jisung was always the nicest to you, especially when he could tell you were having a rough day - you were both very alike in that sense, very attentive towards each other as if you could tell what the other was feeling.Ā
however, it seemed today that something had crawled up his ass and died. he was almost as snappy as your vocal teacher, and you were quite frankly sick of it. you kept messing up your lines; whether from the stress or the ache building in your throat (god you hoped you werenāt getting sick), you werenāt sure. but clearly, jisung wouldnāt stand for it.
āhonestly, (y/n), you might as well just call it a day and come back to this with chan-hyung another day. i need to get on with other stuff.ā he sighed, dismissively, as you bit back the tears fighting to escape your eyes. he wouldnāt even look at you, and your stomach was doing somersaults. was he really that mad? surely he could see how hard you were trying.
but instead of confronting him, you just grabbed your belongings and left after silently agreeing. no one answered your message on the group chat when you asked if anyone was down to get lunch together, even though you could see basically everyone had read it, so you retreated to the canteen alone before you had to go to practice with the boys.
as the ache in your throat spread to your joints, fatigue plaguing you, you trudged up to the practice room for rehearsals with the boys. you were learning a new dance - in fact, the already chosen title track for the new album, and deep down you were dreading it. it was more difficult than you had imagined, and definitely aimed more towards moves the boys could do compared to you. you loved the boys, but sometimes you felt like they forgot that men and womenās bodies worked differently.
surprisingly, you werenāt the last to arrive, squashing your fear of another thing going wrong.
but just as soon as practice began, your fear was reawakened. the ache in your joints was making the dance more difficult for you to execute, and you could feel the annoyance radiating off of minhoās body even if he wouldnāt admit it. you stumbled a few times, almost knocking into felix, who looked at you more frustrated than concerned.
āseriously, (n/n), whatās going on? itās really not that hard. get your head in the game.ā
you huffed, shaking out your limbs and telling minho to start the track again. maybe if you ignored your surroundings, ignored how you were feeling, then things would be easier. you could block out minhoās harsh criticisms - he was probably just tired. you could block out everything, knowing the boys were suffering just as much as you lately. but when the music stopped again, and everyone was talking at you, voice after voice lapping over each other you just couldnāt take it anymore.
āshut the fuck up! shut up, shut up, shut up! give me a fucking break, iām trying my hardest!ā
you honestly didnāt mean to snap, you were just so overwhelmed and couldnāt take anymore. when chan tried to put a comforting hand on your shoulder, you flung it off, all your annoyance and stress from the day building up at once.
ādonāt fucking touch me. i donāt need your pity, i donāt need you to tell me that i donāt know how to do my job well enough. this is the fucking worst day of my life and you all keep making it worse!ā
every fiber of your being was telling you to stop, to be reasonable, but it was like your mouth was making its own decisions. you couldnāt tell which member it was, but you were interrupting the gentle call of your name before you could even control it.
āand no, before any of you try to be funny, iām not on my period,ā you sneered, anger bubbling under your skin as you saw jisung look away sheepishly. āiām just sick of feeling like i have to fight to prove iām good enough, like iām not one of you guys yet. weāre supposed to be a team, but all day iāve been pushed to the side and treated like i donāt matter. iām sick of it!ā
you breathed heavily, grabbing your duffle bag from the side of the room and storming towards the door.
āiām staying with yeji tonight, leave me the fuck alone.ā
was all you said before leaving the boys stood in shock, confused as to why you were acting like you hated them.
regrettably, the minute you found yourself in yejiās dorm and explained your day to her, you knew you were in the wrong. how could you let yourself treat your best friends that way? they didnāt deserve that, and you would be most understanding if they never forgave you. it was only when the throb in your head and ache in your joints became too much that you finally allowed yourself to sleep.
chanās apology
luckily, you and the boys were granted a week off a while ago, and today marked the first day of that week. however, knowing chris he was probably still hauled up in the studio from the night before. it was around 3am (yeji shouldnāt have let you crash so early, your sleep schedule was going to be manic), so you pulled yourself together before making the decision to go visit him.
he may not even want to see you after your little outburst, but you could still try.
you stopped by the convenience store on your way to the studio, grabbing some snacks and some drinks just to be on the safe side. carefully checking the group chat, you saw that changbin was still in the studio with chan and you hoped you could get there before he left - it might be easier to kill two birds with one stone. you were just glad you bought way too much food for just two people.
you smiled politely, bowing at the security guard as he let you into the building, heart thumping in your ears as you carefully traced the steps to chanās studio.
when you finally approached the door, you had to take a minute to prepare yourself to knock. you heard chanās voice mumbling behind the door once you did, nervously waiting until he came and opened it.
he looked surprised to see you, frozen for a moment before quickly ushering you in and sitting you on the couch next to changbin. almost in instinct, changbinās arm was slung around your shoulder - something he always did when you were close by, relishing in the fact he wasnāt the shortest in the group anymore.
you sheepishly held out the bag containing all the goodies you got at the convenience store to chan, a small smile on your face when he took it.
āgot you some snacks.. kind of guessed you might have forgotten to eat.ā your voice was quiet, ashamed. you just hoped they wouldnāt hold your outburst against you.
but when chan grinned, you knew he could never be mad at you for long.
āwe were worried about you, yāknow? thatās why jisung let you go early today - something seemed off and we didnāt want you to get too overwhelmed.ā changbin said from next to you, the hand on your shoulder rubbing it comfortingly.Ā
you couldnāt stop the tears from welling up behind your eyes again, but bit them back in fear theyād think you were looking for sympathy.
āiā iām so sorry. iāve just had an awful day, and i feel like shit, but that doesnāt excuse my actions, and i shouldnāt have snapped at you all - you couldnāt have known, and its not your fault.ā
you explained why your day had been so bad to them (after some pushing from chan), and how you were feeling physically, causing changbin to look at you with great worry.
they indulged in a small cuddle session, feasting on the snacks you provided while they tried to help cheer you up. and honestly, it worked, just talking through how you were feeling, and gettin constructive feedback rather than just a shoulder to lean on was relieving.
you couldnāt apologize to them more, feeling so ashamed of your actions, but they were quick to reassure you it was okay - everyone had bad days, you were only human after all. you just needed to work on your communication a little bit.
when you finally got ready to head back to the dorm at 5am, you felt better than you had in a long time, actually.
apology numbers one and two: complete.
but when you arrived back at the dorm, head peacefully resting on changbinās shoulder, what you werenāt expecting to walk into was what you all called a ācuddle poolā - the sofa bed pulled out, covered with pillows and blankets - and a spot waiting for you between felix and seungmin.
your eyes watered at the expectant faces of your soul-brothers, small sobs leaving your lips as your shoulders shook. god, the day had taken a toll on you - you couldnāt remember the last time you cried in front of the boys.
it was only then that minho - who you hadnāt seen standing by the door - scooped you into a hug.
āoh, angel,ā he frowned, a hand pressed to your forehead. āyouāre burning up. is that why you felt so bad earlier?ā
words seemed to fail you, and all you could do was nod as your grip on his sweater tightened. it certainly wouldnāt be the first time you got sick from stress, but you hated being sick. you hated feeling out of control in your own body, and despised being doted on like you were unable. however, this timeā¦ you think you could let it slide. you just needed your boys close by right now.
they seemed to enjoy looking after you, and you felt you owed them that after the situation in the practice room.
minho was quick to place on you on the couch, felix and seungmin suffocating you in a bone-crushing hug. jisung handed you the tv remote, saying you could choose to watch whatever you wanted, and that everyone would be having a slumber party in the living room until you felt better.
minho and chan had gone to make you some chicken noodle soup - using felixās momās recipe, which was known for being a lifesaver in your dorm. jeongin was quick to grab you your comfort plushie, taking his place on the floor by your feet - the two of you were 100% keen on physical affection, but having him close by helped.
within merely an hour, all nine of you were curled up, an animated disney movie playing, with soup and mugs of tea being passed around the room. it was nice, and it felt so good to have your boys so close and willing to help you.
you definitely took on changbinās mention of needing to improve on communication, wanting nothing more than to improve yourself for the little family you had build around you. and yeah you were sick, and they would probably get sick too by being in such close proximity to you, but that was a problem for another day. youād just return the favor of looking after them.
you just knew you were lucky to have them.
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During the shinju scene,meleoron mentions theres something killua cant tell him, what is it that killua couldnt tell him?
from what i seen,shinjuu isnt always romantic,was it he couldnt tell meleoron he was going to die w gon because of his romantic feelings
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meleoron:āif you joking,whyd u have that incredibly sad look on ur face(talking about when he was observing killua with gon)ā āyou cant tell me,so i wont askā or in different translations its ācant you tell me?ā But in the original japanese its about being unable to tell somebody something
Hello!
So, I decided to just post (most of) these two pages because I think seeing the art and layout of the actual pages helps with understanding exactly what's going on and also analyzing it. I also went and looked at the pages in Japanese just to see if anything stood out. Aside from the famous shinjuu line, the translation seems fine.
Just to summarize and be clear before I launch into further analysis: In this scene, Killua says (with a rather dark expression) that the worst case scenario is he and Gon die together in a lovers suicide. Killua sees that Meleoron is rather vexed/taken aback/discouraged by this response and doesn't know what to say, so then Killua immediately claims he's just kidding and that they'll be okay after all, and he knows how to snap Gon out of it.
Meleoron then internally doubts that Killua is kidding about this, because he was there when Gon said the "It has nothing to do with you," (essentially) line that pushed Killua away, and he saw how heartbroken Killua looked by that. He then decides it's not worth asking because Killua clearly doesn't want to be honest about his feelings, he can't or won't express what he's going through, so he backs off.
I'm glad you brought this up because it's a piece of the whole shinjuu scene that people don't talk about as much, but this whole exchange and Togashi bothering to show Meleoron's reaction to it in the first place says a lot about the importance of the scene. If Meleoron didn't pause and connect this to Killua's earlier heartbroken moment (and notice how it takes up literally half of the page--it's important!), it would be easy to read on past it without thinking about it more deeply.
In other words, this further exchange with Meleoron is emphasis. It's there so the readers don't simply gloss over what Killua said about the shinjuu, and so the readers understand that he means it, that no matter what he says to the contrary, Killua is in fact serious about this possibility. It's there to slow things down enough so the readers can reflect on and ask their own questions about the situation.
I'm sure this is why Togashi bothered to put Meleoron in the scene with Gon pushing Killua away in the first place--there was no other reason for him to be there, other than being an observer of this moment and standing in to ask these questions.
Meleoron--an outside observer without as much context for Gon and Killua's relationship as the rest of us--wonders what's going on here, why Killua looked utterly destroyed by a few simple words. But because he saw Killua's immediate urge to lie and say it's a joke when he hesitated, he knows Killua won't open up to him about exactly what's going on, why Killua was so devastated by what Gon said to him and why Killua intends to do a teen lovers suicide with his best friend if all goes badly. Meleoron is definitely pointing out (in his view, anyway) that there are feelings behind this that Killua is unable and unwilling to talk about. Is he implying they're romantic feelings? I mean...
This happens so much in Chimera Ant arc around Killua's feelings. Togashi leaves it open-ended, doesn't spell it out blatantly, but it seems like the question is being asked over and over again--what exactly are the nature of Killua's feelings for Gon, anyway? And there keep being these moments where the concept of romantic love is conjured in some form in connection with or around this unspoken question being asked, like multiple instances in the Palm subplot I've talked about a bunch of times now. (Linking to that post in particular because it links to a lot of other Palm subplot related posts.)
Even the way Killua asks if Gon considers him a friend or a comrade, asking What are we? basically is essentially a shoujo trope--and especially how it was presented, very dramatic with a lot of focus and emphasis on Killua's internal turmoil around asking the question.
There are just so many times in this arc where emphasis gets placed on a question of, What are your feelings for Gon anyway, Killua? in an indirect way, including this moment with Meleoron. It's repeated so many times and there are so many instances where there's some subtext around or even direct mention of romantic love hovering around these questions, it's basically daring the audience to answer.
It's true that shinjuu can be non-romantic in some cases, however the word choice is meaningful. Togashi knows what the implications of it are, especially in a literary sense. He could have chosen other ways to phrase this, he could have opted not to use this word in particular. If it was presented completely in isolation from any other romantic subtext, there would be more of an argument to be had for it just being included in a platonic sense, but with how much repeated romantic subtext there is with Gon and Killua's relationship to begin with...I think the word choice is very intentional.
I hope that answers your question!
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hello lovely! since vil is your favorite character, can i request some vil hcs similar to the other ones? he's not really 'pathetic little man' material, but i wanna see what you do with him 00
have a nice day <3
SO IF YOU NEED A HERO... OR A BOYFRIEND...āft: vil schoenheit
warnings: none! contains : gn! reader
notes: if vil showed up while i was literally at the altar abt to say my vows i would dip so fast its not what it looks like babe ur th only one 4 me it was never that serious (this took a while, sorry guys i went silly)
everyone who says vil is pure evil and would treat u like shit, you are all lying to yourself. he is literally my babygirl. argue with the wall.
vil schoenheit would fall for someone, fall hard, then want to die because why did he have to fall in love with you? like international superstar vil falls head over heels for an absurdly average person who they see in classes occasionally??? he doesn't know either.
he is striving to become the most perfect version of himself, just to have your attention.
and you're. not perfect. nowhere near what vil initially assumed would be his standards for a partner before you. maybe you sleep in class and you're scraping by with a barely passing grade.
he's gonna make it his goal to "fix" you. you're not irredeemably evil but he'll make it his job anyway.
(not that you guys need fixing! failing your classes is a hot bitch move but he is doing this bc he wants the best for you!)
this is going to serve as an excuse to be closer to you and allow him to tutor you. he won't bullshit it either, he takes it seriously.
moving on to the topic of nicknames, he usually just says your name. when he first meets you, he'll call you spudling. calling someone a potato is cringe; it's his only flaw.
he'll say "my dear" just as a general affectionate term. when he's annoyed at something or someone, he'll be calling you "sweetheart". his tone gets sickly sweet and you know he's mad at something.
but honestly, flashy nicknames just aren't his style. it's more of a rook thing to be like "my darling, my love" etc etc. vil would be mortified if he had to call you that, even as a joke.
vil vague posts about you. it's probably the most human vil looks in front of his fans. even vil schoenheit has someone they pine over? incredible for the self-esteem.
he's posting a photodump with a caption like: "i never know what to think about. i think about you." or "with them today."
you're probably vaguely aware of vil's social media presence, not really paying it any mind. it's awkward to cyberstalk a classmate, much less a friend.
since he doesn't tag you, you never really know about the posts and the wreckage that comes after vil happens to post a random photo of him holding your hand across the desk in an insta story.
vil wants his confession with you to be perfect, like it has to be. he agonizes it for a long time, rook occasionally dropping huge hints to you, much to his dismay.
he really is just scared of rejection. you denying him would honestly shatter him into a million pieces.
he'll take it slow, he'd never try to rush it with you. with time, he'll tell you his carefully guarded feelings, and it will be perfect.
āĀ ā
#vil schoenheit x reader#vil schoenheit headcanons#vil x reader#vil schoenheit#x reader#twisted wonderland x reader#twst hcs#twst x reader#twisted wonderland#vil bbg ily !!!!!#vil fluff#this is really sappy sweet but i love him so much u guys
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Positivity hour! Tell us about your favourite RP partner and your favourite thread! <3
OOH! i love positivity hour! cut for length because WORDY BITCH DISEASE STRIKES AGAIN APPARENTLY!
i don't think i could pin down just one favorite because i'm so incredibly lucky to have so many amazing partners during this sephblog golden age. this is only a few of the ppl who have touched my presence here and live in my brain rent free rn, i wish i could remember all of them but a shortlist will have to do o7
i will shoutout @harerazor and @tewwor for being my OGs, my rp besties, the truest mfs who always stick around through my year-long (sometimes years-long) absences and whenever i come back to discord or the dash, it's like we never left <3 AND for following me into my hyperfixation zones omg. writing windbreaker and jjk muses would be so much more lonely without u two in my life. <3
on the topic of OGs, @spiritcrown, @never-surrender and @bcdomens are the CREW!!!!!!!! THE FIRST PPL I EVER WROTE WITH AND SOME OF MY FAV FOLKS ON THIS HELLSITE you guys are the best. ily. connecting with u guys again felt like coming home.
@favorskill has ascended past the title of rp partner and into the title of friend. rio is one of my favorite people ever, genuinely, he's so cool and so skilled with writing/worldbuilding/watching his DICE MAKING SKILLS GROW has been so amazing too??? i care u so much rio. biting u. even when my brain is hopelessly deep in the fixation hole i am thinking about u and ur muses always <3
also shoutout to my wife @vsagis / @theixth (bc ik uve been on this one today) for just being like??? overall such a lovely person and an amazing writer??? our main dynamic is so deep and expansive we're starting to develop an extended universe for them. i love them i LOVE THEM TO DEATH. alex u match my freak ily i hope i get this job so we can hang out irl <3
speaking of matching my freak, @koseigu and i get along like a house on fire, and i don't think the world is truly ready for us. the more dynamics we develop, the more dangerous we become. everything we do with geto & sephsho ROCKS and i am terrified (excited) to see where seph and sukuna lead us in our newest explorations. we get up to some absolutely nasty (hot) shit with our creatures and it's always an amazing time. hehe
@chaoslulled hol you are so so so special to me. i owe u so many things and im so sorry omg but i literally never stop thinking about our threads & dynamics they're soooo good. i think you're one of the only partners i've actually been able to maintain Main Threads with over a long period of time?? there's something about the way we write together that makes that actually work in my brain which is super unusual JSDKJDHJKD i'm not complaining though, i love it so much. also your ocs are spinning around in my head on a daily basis, especially char because seph, chiaki and geto all like her very much. <3 ALSO. U ARE THE REASON I WRITE GETO. I HATE IT HERE HE WON'T LEAVE ME ALONE HOW COULD U DO THIS TO ME (affectionate). ur satoru is always the one he and seph come back to first because he is the original.
@quillheel and i have been mutuals for a while but didn't start regularly chatting until recently, and geto has been keeping me hostage in our 1x1 server over the last week or so, it's a problem, please help me. please. my crops are dying. also ur my current record breaker on "most fucked up start to an rp dynamic" with sukuna and rusa and im gonna be real i think u might hold that title for a while KJSDHIUSDHSJDHSJKDHJSKDH
@hinodae gray i think i would follow u to the ends of the earth. our little accidental threads have been some of my favorites ever, and i love to PIECES every one of our ship dynamics so far. thank u for being just as much of a slut for ships as i am, i feel like we match each other's energy and vibe so well!! TUMBLR BETTER UN-SHADOWBAN U SOON OR IM GONNA THROW HANDS >:'O
@eraserisms and @rcguish u two are like a package deal in my brain. D.A., the fact that we exist on the same chef wavelength always makes me so happy. i love seph and shota so much, they make me Hurt in all the best ways and i'm lookin forward to getting more into todoroki's voice so we can keep building out shota becoming his dad i mean mentoring him! and rys!!! i know ur absolutely going thru it rn so we haven't been talking as much lately, but i'm still just as feral for our dynamics as ever. seph and shouta's broken friendship. shou and orion's blossoming romance. seph has so many feelings and thoughts about silver that i don't even know how to articulate but that might need its own separate post. blowing u kisses.
lastly but not leastly, @gomannakami we only connected recently but we've already got this absolutely TRAGIC AND BEAUTIFUL set of pairings going on. satoru and chiaki are so stupidly cute and so so sad. seph and suguru are still in the beginning stages but i LOVE writing them sort of dancing around each other, the mutual pining is so spicy and delicious.
AS FOR THREADS!!!!!
ooh. hm. fuck. i think my first thought is always gonna be my longer-running threads with @chaoslulled ā the one that stands out the most in my mind rn is the thread where satoru found seph on the brink of collapse after a hellhound kill. it was only the second thread we ever wrote together, and i ACUTELY remember how nervous i was that it was too intense and i was gonna scare hol away with it because that's happened so many times before. SJDHKSJHD
another one that comes to mind is one of my first threads with @tewwor's litho, which started with the simple inbox prompt "can't sleep?" and ended up turning into one of our longest threads to date and spiraling out into the longest fucking slowburn of this blog's career. i loved it. i'll never stop thinking about that apple.
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Love Like Ghosts (Lord Huron)
I don't feel it till it hurts sometimes/Oh, go on baby, hurt me tonight/I want ours to be an endless song/Baby, in my eyes, you do no wrong/I don't feel it till it hurts sometimes/So go on, baby, hurt me tonight/All the spirits that I know I saw/Do you see no ghost in me at all?
"The use of ghosts as a metaphor for ghosts is just. so good. The idea of being haunted by your pasts love/seeing yourself as a ghost because of love is such a fascinating idea like?? Referring to the concept of love with "what ain't living can never really die" is really interesting because the love was "never living" meaning....that the love wasn't real? that the love was one sided? that they were never in love at all? it could mean a thousand different things and the entire song is skewed from the perspective of the narrator. The character narrator's of LH songs are....notoriously unreliable to put it lightly, and this one could be viewed in the same way. The narrator is adamant that the person they're singing to doesn't truly love them, but doesn't want them to leave her, but we have no way to know that for certain. She implies that the person is lying to her and doesn't truly want her with the line "You don't want me baby, please don't lie" but again, we don't know if thats true. It leaves this song is such a weird state of leaving the listener guessing and walking away with their own meaning of the song."
Against The Kitchen Floor (Will Wood)
And I swear! I will die trying!/I'm still in the process, but I'm making progress; I promise I honestly wanna prove improvement's possible, I swear!/I'm so fucking sorry! I'm not a good person, I'm barely a person at all, But someday I'll be perfect, and I'll make up for it all!
Less rare than scarce, less diamond then rough/Unlikely to be more than just the coal you failed to crush
I'm catatonic in your arms, crying, "How did I cause so much harm?"/I'm down pounding my head against the kitchen floor/Apologizing for my life and ever entering yours
The vertex of my redemption arc/Iām searching on that virgin heart
"The raw emotion! And I strongly relate to desperately wanting to improve for someone you love. I belt out this song when I feel really hopeless"
"my one OC. also me. also it's just a really good song. one of will's best imo. screaminbg"
"Literally hits almost all of my self-esteem issues. Feeling like people only care about you for your body? Check. Not understanding why anyone would want you? Check. Thinking that all you do is hurt people? Check. I don't cry very often but this song DEFINITELY made me teary"
"one of those if u arenāt paying attention to the lyrics ur like this is nice but once u hear them its an OW holy OW and guilt and Iām sorry feelings"
"Just. Loving someone but not feeling like youāre good enough and trying to improve."
"Not only does this song have lyrics that are deeply relatable to me, but this song also feels very deeply personal to the artist and I feel that anyone who listens to it for the first time has that same feeling of getting punched in the gut. Just the lyrics and the melody and Will Woodās incredible vocals make this song an absolute masterpiece and I cry every time I hear it."
"One reason I'm attached to this song is because my friend sent it to me and said "I'm kin assigning you this song" and ruined my life (/j) It messed me up because I've always had a hard time in my life figuring myself out and dealing with my emotions, and for what feels like the first time, this song has been able to near perfectly describe how I feel about myself and my impact on other people, and it always just meant so much to me that my friend who sent it to me knows me better than I know myself and shared the song with me and I love them dearly."
Love Like Ghosts submitted by @danidoesathing
Against the Kitchen Floor submitted by @pixopolis + others
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aaa lily this ask game is so cool and amazing!!
i have soo many people id love to compliment so here goes
lily - im gonna start off with complimenting u bc u were my first friend on here! i feel like u connected the fandom together and ur kindness and friendliness is the reason we're so tight-knit now. ur literally the heart of our fandom and i wouldn't have it any other way. you're creative, hilarious and a wonderful human being, pls know that ā¤ļø
@satisaranea - lynn u r literally the best ilysm /p. ur literally just like me for real, a fellow brit teenager, kmfdm enjoyer and ex danganronpa nerd. ur also incredibly talented and ur takes are SO refreshing to see in this fandom š
@keeperofsecretsunderthehill - i love our chats together so so much, u get me fr. im so glad we started talking and became friends, ur so awesome and ur ocs are so incredibly fascinating and i love every single one of them (nikole i would protect u with my life)
@felixravinstills i admire u so so much. ur felixposting has not only intrigued me but inspired me to create and find happiness (and every other emotion lmao) in others art and my own ā„ļø i think i've said this before but you're the reason i began posting my writing here and im forever grateful for that.
@fairyhagmother - nell omg. first of all im so glad ur here in this fandom bc most of the corso lore would be lost without you (vigiles, juvenes, vast majority of the Glore). you bring so many amazing ideas and concepts to the table and i aspire to be like that one day ā¤ļø ur also genuinely so sweet and im glad we're friends!!
@coryo - first off im forever greatful you and lily created the server bc tbh idk where id be without it. ur an Og Tbosaser TM and ur ideas about it are so interesting and cool!!! i appreciate ur always open to talk on the server and are so welcoming. ur art is also very very cool.
i do have More but these were the ones i wanted to get off my chest ā¤ļø (will perhaps send the rest later if it isn't too annoying š¤§)
ask game! ah thank you this is wonderful bel!!
itās so sweet of you to say i connected the fandom š„ŗ youāre my og tbosas friend and i cherish you <3
@satisaranea is such a delight! iām so glad we managed to trap the haymitch stan into our corse creatures craziness!
@keeperofsecretsunderthehill is such a sweetie and is so creative!! i always love hearing her lore <3
@felixravinstills my beloved <3 truly a pioneer š always inspiring me and making me feel more comfortable to share me own silly thoughts and ideas!
@fairyhagmother we are all so lucky to have nell <3 sheās so smart and adds such fun insight and ideas for all of our most insane senior citizens
@coryo iāll never be able to express enough how grateful i am for him!! creating the corso creatures server really brought us all so much closer <3
#asks#ask games#i love u all#feel free to send as many as you want omg itāll never be annoying to show appreciation for others <3
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omg okay, I feel like u caused a revelation.Ā
probably one I shouldāve already had.Ā
āI think itās possible for you to have had a great childhood AND not be supported nowāĀ - You.Ā
I thought I was. Supported. Now. Because theyāve been doing everything theyāve always done, right? So it was normal. BUT, if they were really supporting me, theyād beĀ supportingĀ me. In the ways I need to be supported, not just the ways they want to support me.Ā
Itās Purple anon btw :) Ur really good at this advice thing. Like genuinely. Thanks.Ā
Also you ready? I HAVE NEWS.Ā
Ask her if it was a date. You make it sound so easy Cas.Ā
But I decided it was infinitely more embarrassing for it to be a date and I didnāt realise than if it wasnāt a date but I asked if it was. So I askedā¦Ā
you ready? (also please be prepared for how absolutely incredibly dumb iām about to seem. benefit of hindsight and all?)Ā
Me: *in the kitchen with her, drying the dishes sheās just washed after dinner cause we donāt have a dishwasher- background music was my Chappell Roan playlist, just to set the scene* Hey so, I had the best time on Wednesday. Thank you for planning all that, youāre amazing.Ā
Daisy: Youāre welcome. I had the best time too. Oh and I named the bear, which is getting more adorable everyday, just so you know. I named it Candy. After the road we met on.Ā
Me: The road?Ā
Daisy: Yes. The road. I cannot believe you. You donāt remember?Ā
Me: I- how do you remember that?Ā
Daisy: I met you. Of course I remember. A invited me to that adorable house party at her friends place, and as if it were in a movie, when I went outside to the street to get some air, on the left was the road sign, and on the right was you. I mean A was there too but who cares? Iām pretty sure she introduced us but I donāt remember what she said.Ā
Me: And youāre offended I donāt remember? I might not remember the name of the damn road, but I do remember everything she said about you. And your ridiculous outfit that night.Ā Ā I never did find out where the hell you got that purse from.
Daisy: I stole it from my mum.
Me: But you told everyone a few months later that it got ruined at that party?Ā
Daisy: Oh yeah it got stained bad. And it was all your fault.Ā
Me: All my fault? How exactly?Ā
Daisy: You, you flustered me.Ā
Me: I? I flustered you? Now thatās hilarious. When did I fluster you, when I rambled on about the moon while we were stood outside?
Daisy: You donāt remember, do you?Ā
Me: Remember? I remember that night. You had that cardigan on, and you were very sensibly drinking water.Ā
Daisy: Yeah. And you definitely werenāt drinking water. Plus donāt get me started on outfits. I had on a silly brown cardigan, one of my favourite shirts and joggers. You had those boots, and glasses that everyone swore were a fashion statement, it took four months for me to realise you actually need those. They just fitted perfectly with your look. And your hair, donāt you remember how long it was back then, all wavy in the wind. God it really was like a movie.Ā
Me: Oh come on, iām not buying that. Those glasses were dull and my hair was horrifically tangled that evening. Plus, ādumb brown cardiganā, donāt disparage my favourite cardigan of yours. I know you still have it. You wear it when you read. And it matches your eyes. Plus it has little caramel flowers, like the specs in your eyes. And that random shirt had Tori Spring on it. Thatās how I knew weād be friends.Ā
Daisy: Yeah I remember. You really donāt remember what happened that night?Ā
Me: I am literally talking to you about how I remember every detail, what have I missed? And pray tell how it was my fault your adorably weird bag got ruined?
Daisy: I- you are quite something. Okay so firstly, I brought up the moon and you not only indulged my random facts, you then gave your own. Then you trailed your hand down my chest, pointing at Tori and left your hand just resting on me as you chatted about how much you adored Solitaire and loved a book that surprised you with twists. THEN you trailed your hand back up my neck to my chin and pulled my face towards you, and whispered something about how amazing my eye makeup was. And then you downed your beer or whatever was in that horrific cup, grabbed my hand and pulled me into the house. Where we then spent an hour or so dancing, closely. Then your phone rang and suddenly you had to leave. You shoved your newest drink into my hand, kissed my cheek, and ran out the fucking house. And then I didnāt see you again for a month. So yeah, I dropped the stupid beer you shoved in my hands onto my mums bag when you kissed my cheek and then I had to explain that I of course wasnāt drinking, which I wasnāt. And then I had to tell her about you. Itās still stained, the bag. Thatās how I remember it anyway.Ā
Me: I- erm- okay you must be exaggerating parts of that. And I wanted to see you, I had that family crisis, I disappeared to everyone. A freaked the hell out. Wait, is that we barely spoke that year? Our friend groups were overlapping so much but- besides a few moments- we didnāt talk much. Christ when you say it all like that I sound like a dick. I didnāt mean to-
Daisy: Flirt with me?Ā
Me: I didnāt mean to flirt with anyone back then. I was walking, talking mess.Ā
Daisy: And yet you charmed everyone.Ā
Me: Oh please, they put up with at best. But I charmed you?
Daisy: At first. Then you disappeared. Then i was less charmed. But it worked in the end, iām still here arenāt I?Ā
Me: Yeah. You are. Look iām sorry if that hurt you, I didnāt intend to but honestly that does sound kind of shitty of me. Why did you start talking to me, after like a year? Cause I tried starting conversations, I really liked you. But that whole year you couldnāt care less.Ā
Daisy: Couldnāt care less? I had a massive crush on you and you clearly werenāt in a place to be dealing with that. Hell, youād barely figured out that you werenāt straight. And your parents were being extra dicks. After a year, I thought itād be fine to be friends with you without getting a silly crush.Ā
Me: It took you a year to get over me? But 16 to 17 year old me was such a dickhead. How did you ever like her?Ā
Daisy: I like all of you.Ā
Me: That was cheesy. But same. For the record.Ā
Daisy: You like all of you too?Ā
Me: I obviously met you. Youāre the worst.Ā
Daisy: Thought I was the best?Ā
Me: You can be both.
Daisy: Can I now? What an honour.Ā
We carried on in silence for a bit. I added this bit so you could see what gave me the final courage to ask her. Cause- clearly iāve always been this much of an idiot.Ā
Me: *a few minutes later, I donāt remember how long it was tbh, Chappell Roan is STILL playing cause sheās iconic* Can I ask you something?Ā
Daisy: Sure, I guess.
Me: Wednesday. It was a lot of fun.Ā
Daisy: It was. That happens to not be a question though.Ā
Me: I- was it maybe, supposed to be a date?Ā
Daisy: What?Ā
Me: Shit iām sorry, it didnāt- I just- Itās okay if not, I just thought iād ask.Ā
Daisy: And, if it, if it was?Ā
Me: Then iād say you really shouldāve told me outright cause evidentially I canāt take social cues and I wouldāve been way more romantic.Ā
Daisy: You held my hand.Ā
Me: Youāre a touchy person.Ā
Daisy: You won me something.
Me: It made you smile, I always want you to smile. It wasnāt specific to Wednesday.Ā
Daisy: Iām sorry, are you saying you do all the lovely things you do to see me smile?
Me: Not to see it, thatās a bonus, just to know, that youāre smiling. To know youāre happy. It makes me happy.Ā
Daisy: I- shit. You canāt just say stuff like that.
Me: Why not?Ā
Daisy: You are and will always be the weirdest person iāve ever met. You send crazy signals you know?Ā
Me: To be fair I donāt think iām aware that iām sending like half of them
Daisy: That much is evidentĀ
Me: I was trying to send one now though. See, now youāre the one who canāt pick up signalsĀ
Daisy: And what signal were you sending me?Ā
Me: You know youāre making this really difficult right?Ā
Daisy: Have I not proved that half the time I have no idea what youāre saying or doing?Ā
Me: Fine. Iāll make it easy. Wednesday was not a date because when we go on a date I want us both to know itās a date.Ā
Daisy: But you doā¦ want to go on a date. With me?Ā
Me: I would love nothing more.Ā
Daisy: Youāre an idiot, you know that.
Me: With all the proof you seem to have that I donāt know whatās going on all the time, youād think youād have told me it was a date, you know, so that I knew.Ā
Daisy: This isnāt even the first time this has happened.
Me: Iām fairly certain this is the first time weāve had this conversation.
Daisy: Maybe but itās definitely not the first time iāve taken you on a not-a-date date before.
Me: Donāt act like I donāt also plan nice shit for you.
Daisy: No you do and thatās worse cause then I have to spend ages trying to see if you realise you just planned us a date.
Me: Well obviously I did not realise.Ā
Daisy: ObviouslyĀ
*Small bit of silence*
Daisy: Just to check, this isnāt just a one time thing right?
Me: What? This conversation or our date that iām gonna plan, and totally upstage Wednesday by the way, just watch me.Ā
Daisy: Youāre an idiot, I meant the date. I donāt want one date with you and I need you to know that. I know youāve got a lot going on with your parents and I donāt ever want to seem or feel like some kind of pressure against you so if-
Me: Look, Daisy itās been made abundantly clear to me by A, all our friends, your mum, a tumblr blog and my professors that I could fuck up us, while trying to deal with my parents. At the end of the day, youāre the person I imagine being by my side for like- forever. And if my parents canāt get that, then theyāre the ones who are wrong.Ā
Daisy: Sorry did you just say, my mum, a tumblr blog and your professor?Ā
Me: Yeah?Ā
Daisy: What?Ā
Me: Well- your mum called me last month with a super cryptic message about her supporting me, and that sheād have my back if I needed a parent and that she āloved us togetherā. In hindsightĀ Ā I realise she was trying to hint to me to ask you out.Ā
Daisy: And the others? You told a blog and one of your professors about me? I thought you used tumblr for your cute Harry Potter obsession.
Me: Oh I do. Thereās this blog that answers advice and stuff, I just told them I was in love with you and told them about my parents and stuff and they told me that I need to realise my parents donāt accept me, oh and that I need to ask you out. And technically two of my professors know about you. I told my favourite one, it came up during office hours cause were kinda buddies now and turns out sheās a lesbian, and sheās friends with this other professor and he came in and we all chatted about it for a while. So yeah.
Daisy: Sorry, just back up a second, this blog, you told it- you- you told it youāre in love with me?Ā
Me: Yeah?Ā
Daisy: You havenāt told me that yet!?Ā
Me: Oh- sorry I thought it was obvious. Iām in love with you.
Daisy: I- same I guess. Shit Purple- I am being bombarded with information right now.
Me: Sorry? I can stop. Also, āYou guessā? That seems a little offensive.Ā
Daisy: I love you too. Iām in love with you too. But mine is obvious. I have been obviously in love with you for at least two years.
Me: YOU HAVE?Ā
Daisy: You didnāt know?Ā
Me: Clearly I never know.Ā
Daisy: Yes well iām starting to realise to what extreme now.
*slight silence*
*laughter*
Me: Holy shit iām so stupid.
Daisy: We both are. And we thought we were so good at communicating.Ā
Me: I- I donāt even know what to say.Ā
*weāre very close to each other now*
Daisy: I donāt have to wait until our first date right?Ā
Me: Wait? For what?Ā
Daisy: *rolls her eyes* for you to kiss me idiot.
Me: Oh. No. Unless you want to and then-
Daisy: Shut up.
*We kissssssssss!!!!! Guess what? Heartstopper level fireworksĀ ā¤ļøā¤ļøā¤ļøā¤ļøā¤ļøā¤ļøā¤ļøā¤ļøā¤ļøĀ Called it*
Daisy: Better plan that date fast.
Me: I wish iād pulled my head out of my ass faster, I canāt take you on a good date right around exams
Daisy: Well then maybe iāll just have to keep best date title until after uni exams, then you can upstage me.
Me: Itās a draw at best, if we count Wednesday then we have to count when I jumped through hoops to get you those concert tickets, and then went with you and was super enthusiastic at your dance party.
Daisy: You loved that concert. And if you didnāt intend it to be a date, I donāt think it counts.Ā
Me: Iām pretty sure weāre gonna be in weird water if we try and figure out whether all the shit weāve done over the years has been dates or not. So, even?Ā
Daisy: Iām totally winning
Me: I hate you.
Daisy: No you donāt.Ā
Me: Youāre right. I donāt. I love you. So much.
Daisy: Oh my god.
Me: Youāre blushing.
Daisy: Shut up!Ā
Me: I canāt believe I waited so long to tell you. I canāt believe you love me back.
Daisy: Of course I do.Ā
There was a lot of smiling and giggling and she teased me for singing Chappell Roan at her and I had to tell about your blog and my whole talk with my professors (I donāt remember if I told you about that).
But I have a girlfriend now. AHHHHHHHHHHH (happy excitement btw).Ā
Ugh this is so great. Sheās been watching me write this over my shoulder and been correcting the parts of our conversation I got wrong. She also says iām cheesy for giving her such a cute nickname and giving A a really basic one.
Also apparently A knows Daisy loves me? She told you, didnāt she? That stupid ask she sent. Damn her.
Anyways, the love of my life is my girlfriend nowwwwwwww!!!!!!!!
I havenāt decided what to do about my parents fully yet. Me and Daisy agreed to keep this between us (and A, and her mum, and you and my professors) during exams and then over the summer weāre gonna tell our friends and iām gonna tell my parents and deal from there. So weāll see.
I seriously cannot thank you enough CasĀ ā¤ļøĀ (Daisy says your blog is adorable by the way).Ā
AHHHHHHHH
I need you to know that I went feral when I read this. I told my wife the whole story and she told me I need to get out more, but I'm just so excited for you <3
Also A did tell me Daisy loves you, yeah. I couldn't just tell! You guys had to figure it out on your own, or you'd never be able to communicate!
Sending you guys all the love and keep me updated!
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Hi omg hi I don't know if this is too long sorry I'm gonna rant but: Ur RoseVerse is literally so inspiring u urself are literally so insanely inspiring. I'm sugarcoating it when I say what you're doing in RoseVerse is revolutionary for this community, I love every single bit of it so much, and you've inspired me to expand and change things for the better with my own upcoming utmv series for an original multiverse. Haha ok now on to an actual question: Was Killer aware of the Multiverse before Nightmare brought him in? It kind of seems like it since at one point he complains about how Nightmare tells him about the date/time, like it's obvious how you don't use a mortal system for it, or how when they first met Killer was all like "I know you're a killer, you're a bad person" etc etc.
Hello!! This is one of the sweetest messages Iāve ever gotten, and please donāt ever apologize for the length! I LIVE for asks ns every time I get one, no matter the size, I get giddy. Messages like this motivate me to push through the monster that is chapter four! (Iām trying my best to get it out fast, but that thing is 20k words rn and only at the climax, so itās gonna take a little bit longer! But I swear to you all youāre gonna love it! Iāve been putting my college writing classes to work, and Iām already preparing the accompanying animatics to go along with it!)
Iām so glad my work can inspire you to create and make wonderful things, as I believe that the Undertale multiverse is something so fun to mold into whatever you want. My friend Null, the official VA for Orchid Frisk (who will be used in memes and promotional material), has equally amazing multiverse and the ideas spanning in that is awesome.
Donāt ever give up on your creation, as Iām sure itās going to be other peopleās comfort someday too. People out there may read your fics on a bad day and feel utterly warm. I had that with FTFOS, and now I, glad to hear I can do that with others with my own content.
As For Your Questionā¦.
Killer was unaware that the theories of a multiverse existing was true. He had heard his father speak about it, and also dug into some of the studies he did, but he never got to have the standard lab experience most Sansās do since he was so young. Therefore, he never got to dive too deep into the findings and make his own theories. However, Killer isnāt stupid. Heās only seen as the least smart in the gang because he is the youngest with the least experience in school. The others have college level knowledge while he only has highschool, so naturally, heās unable to be as aware as the others. He is incredibly emotionally smart and perceptive, tho. He plays his own game that will be covered more in chapter four, and once Nightmare brought him in, he could put two and two together that Nightmare being gentle towards a mass murderer didnāt bode well for his own past. People like that donāt look such dark individuals in the eyes with confidence unless they have blood on their hands too.
As for the time and date, Killer was more annoyed that they didnāt HAVE that system. He understands why they donāt, and it makes sense given what they have to work with, but heās still peeved about it because heās peeved about EVERYTHING at fifteen LOL! Heās bored out of his skull and a rebel teenager! Give him at least a solid clock to track his days for Fateās sake!
#undertale#undertaleau#undertale multiverse#roseverse#cooling rosa answers silly stuff#nightmare sans#killer sans#RoseVerse lore questions
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MY stranger things unpopular opinions <3
ok nobody asked but these r my stranger things unpopular opinions, inspired by a tweet where people just shared super common and well accepted opinions instead of actual controversy lol
also half of these r gonna be ronance centered because theyāre literally all i think about
- first and foremost, nancy is a lesbian. i think so many of her actions and struggles can absolutely be traced back to comphet and repression and i feel like people want to cling onto her romance with steve and jonathan as a way to justify her fondness for them, when i think she can just care about them because theyāre her friends and theyāre trauma bonded(tm)
- while i like steve and robin being besties as much as everyone else i feel like people overestimate how close they really are in canon. of course theyāre best friends but they really arenāt overly dependent on each other like people interpret them to be. theyāre best friends but they also function really well on their own.
- though thereās no denying that will has feelings for mike i sincerely doubt that those romantic feelings are reciprocated and i think people are way too confident that byler is gonna be canon
- elmax is miles better than almost every canon AND fanon relationship in the show (iād argue jopper and lumax (and biased opinion ronance) are the only genuine contenders)
- while i make a habit of being overly critical of men i think people forget that theĀ āgrumpy dadā trope with hopper that they like so much comes with him being a total dick sometimes lol
- both jonathan AND steve were weird as fuck in season 1. yāall r having a mid-off when u argue jancy vs. stancy
- and by mid-off i mean stancy wasnāt as bad as yāall act like it was and jancy is not as good as yāall act like it is
- yāall infantilize the FUCK out of robin buckley and im SICK OF IT!! sheās incredibly smart and strong and u people act like sheās stupid/a pushover/a nervous little baby
- in general i think the ronance fandom likes to apply tropes to nancy and robin in a way that isnāt accurate to their characters. its a very common and predictable pattern and i think thats why a lot of fan works feel out of character (an example to this is people applying grumpy x sunshine to nancy and robin respectively and it just doesnāt fit)
- karen is not a good mother. i think everyone can agree karen is weird as fuck for the billy thing, but i see a lot of people argue for karen that sheās really grown as a mother but iām not seeing it. i donāt doubt that she loves her kids but thereās a reason mike and nancy are Like That
- yāall made up a ton of steveās personality traits. iām all good with interpreting his character a certain way but if the reason you hate nancy wheeler is because she unknowingly poked at insecurity of steveās that u made up i have 0 respect for ur opinions lol
- and on that note steve is pretty badly written. i donāt think his path toĀ āredemptionā was bad but heās so far from anything special that the love he gets from the fandom astounds me
- luckily this opinion isnt as unpopular anymore but steddie was figment of fandom imagination and the fact that it rotted yāallās brains so bad to the point where you convinced yourself eddie munson was actually really important is just so...
- if you make fruity four content without nancy because you donāt think sheās interesting enough youāre a loser
- byclair is literally SOOOO much better than byler the fact that yāall arenāt going to war for them is upsetting
- this better not be an unpopular opinion but ive been seeing more of it recently: if you think joyce byers is a bad mother block me rn
- any hate that eleven, max, and nancy get is almost ALWAYS rooted in misogyny
ok thats it i probably have more but i cant think of any </3
#stranger things#unpopular opinions#ronance#elmax#robin buckley#nancy wheeler#el hopper#max mayfield#steve harrington#byclair#anti byler#anti steddie
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helllooooooooo love!! this is your secret santa, whispering on the wind to you... š¬āļø
i am incredibly honored to be making something for you for this event - your art is absolutely breathtaking! you are such an icon in this fandom!! thank you for sharing you beautiful work with us, and hopefully this will be something to show in return how much you are loved and admired!!
a few questions to help me as i start thinking about what to make:
carwood lipton!! the man himself!! is there a scene or two of his that are your favorite, or you feel really encapsulates him? is there a look of his that's your favorite (in the ardennes, church scene, sweater at the movie, lieutenant dress outfit, arms out, etc)? are there any songs/lyrics that really speak to you for him OR for speirton??
i cannot wait to get started!!! and again, thank YOU for being such a beautiful part of this fandom!!
-šš¬āļø
OUWAH AH AHHH AH š hi anon!!!!! god thank u for the kind wordsā¦ it is quite literally my pleasure to be making work in this fandom, there is def something to be said about fans of series that are 20+ years old hahah (theyāre the best and i love them) everyone is so sweet and so lovely in the tagsā¦
letās get to the man the myth the legend carwood lipton. to prevent blasting everyoneās dash iāve put my answers under a cut! but u should check out the visuals lol
okay letās see hmmm i want to say the entirety of episode 7 lol. BUT i feel like lips best scenes aka the scenes that feel like they are when he is The Most Liptonā¦ like i mean itās gotta be the bombardment scenes for meā¦ you get such a good range of who he is there! heās first running through the forest while everything is exploding (both to find somewhere to hide but also yelling at the boys to find cover, to get to safety - bc he is a good leader and cares about them) then heās in this half dug foxhole laughing his ass off with death staring him in the face (his monologue in this bit is so good, HES INSANE THERE IS SOMETHING DEEPLY WRONG WITH HIM <3) and as soon as thatās over heās the first to get up and check on everyone, while telling the boys to stay put and stay safe (selfless team mom, again being the leader easy needs when dike isnāt)
really any of his scenes in the forestā¦ i know thatās a lot but heās just the best guy. like hes obviously suffering but heās pulling through, heās helping everyone dig holes and fortify cover and keeping their spirits up, heās cracking jokes and letting them make fun of his nuts (lol) bc he knows it lightens the moodā¦ and then the way he swipes luzās cigarette after that dud almost
kills him is justā¦ too good heās like fuck this forest fuck this war and fuck me too give me that damn thing neow.
id be remiss not to mention The Church Scene also. humble king just went through every layer of hell and dragged easy company out with him and is still like ???? leader? who, me???? no sir couldnāt be. lipton i want to bite you. also also being like idgaf about any war crimes this weirdo may or may not have committed as long as you look after my boys you are good in my book. one of the only guys who is normal around speirs (tho again there is something deeply wrong w lipton so maybe that has something to do w it lol)
for lip songsā¦
bridge over troubled water by simon and garfunkel
learning to fly by pink floyd
for speirtonā¦ā¦ā¦.. (oof i have A Few but here is a selection)
orange colored sky by nat king cole
too sweet by hozier
put your head on my shoulder by paul anka
bury a friend by billie eilish (LOLLL)
i wish i had something more articulate shit to say on lip and/or speirton but i am unfortunately kind of dumb and bad with character analysis š ive tried my hand at writing fic for them but to mixed success lolā¦ like i draw pictures and even that i struggle with HAHA basically lip is babygirl my special little guy. if ur wondering why i havenāt drawn him more itās bc donnie wahlbergās face tortures me. if ur wondering why i havenāt drawn much speirton itās bc if i think about them too hard i start having heart palpitations. oh my god. iāve scoured every fic (and i mean every fic. multiple times) and their tags for every scrap of content for them bc OUGH!
also see my comprehensive lip look book:
#asks#anon#lollllllll carwood lipton i love u#i wish i had more coherent shit to say but alas. iām dumb in the brain region
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Iāve been gone for so long but I have so much to say and idk how to say it so please be prepared for an absolute mess of an ask lol
First, I just really wanna give appreciation for Super Emeralds (The comic creator) and their dedication to THOAM. Iāve been on Tumblr for just a little more than a year at this point, and I only joined in the first place because of this comic. I got into it way back inā¦ What was it, 2020?? 2021? And I fell in love immediately with the concept! Sonic feeling insecure about his new Werehog form? Chip being an active member of the team and a great friend?? TEAM DARK??? SONADOW DONE RIGHT?????????? Ohohoho! You can bet I was completely on board! I tried my best to comment on every page, because I just love giving positive feedback for things I enjoy, and took note of how Super Emeralds evolved their style as the years went on. I wasnāt there during the beginning, and I really wish I was, but the time Iāve spent following this fun little comic has made me feel so much appreciation not just for Super Emeralds as a person, but for the entire Sonic art community as a whole! Art is a creative endeavor, a passionate career, and sometimes itās really hard to just. Draw. Comics are especially hard as Iāve discovered. So justā¦ Good job to Super Emeralds for sticking around all these years and for giving us such an incredibly thought out and beloved series. And thank you.
ā¦
ALRIGHT ENOUGH OF THAT MUSHY GUSHY STUFF AND LETāS TALK ABOUT THE BLUE BOY HIMSELF THAT IS NOW NO LONGER JUST BLUE MUAHAHAHAHASHEHEHEKEFHEOFHFFPWEHFLFHD
Iāve been a bit absent from Tumblr for the last few weeks due to sickness and lack of interest so I am undoubtedly missing a page or two from the equation but OH MY GOSH. POOR SONIC. Bro wakes up from like a 2-day long nap and the first thing he sees is his little brother screaming in his face at 3AM. Heās so confused haha! I noticed he isnāt as insecure or he isnāt really freaking out as much as I assumed he would way back during the exposition pages. This is obviously due to the confusion and whiplash after waking up as his āNormalā self again, but I feel like itās just him putting on another fascade around his friends. To an extent, at least. He isnāt aware of the new pink markings all over his body and he isnāt aware of just how worried all his friends were. All he knows is that they know about his new form and they for some reason arenāt acting weird about it, so heās likely just playing along to make sure nobody gets overly concerned. It just seems like something heād do. Or maybe Iām just grasping at the angst straws, idk.
OMEGA IS FIXED BY THE WAY I DO NOT WISH TO GLOSS OVER THAT FACT. THE BOY IS BACK!! THE ROBO BOYO IS BACK!!! I CANNOT WAIT TO SEE ALL THE CRIMES HEāLL BE ABLE TO COMMIT ONCE TAILS GETS THOSE ROCKET LAUNCHERS WORKING AGAIN HEHEHEEE
Also letās not gloss over how Omega doesnāt care that Sonic mauled him to death. Letās not gloss over the fact that Omega clearly cares for the others because of his ignorance to Sonicās rampage.
Yeah if you couldnāt already tell Iām a sucker for this kinda stuff-
Uhhhhh I donāt really have much else to say, honestly. Maybe I will later, but right now Iām on a time crunch so I gotta keep this all pretty concise. Thank you so so much for reading all the way through, I know this was a really really long one. And again, thanks to Super Emeralds for being able to last this long and not losing motivation for the comic. I know I wouldāve given up after just 5 pages! (I actually tried to make a comic of sorts and I literally gave up after 5 pages I am not kidding.)
Aight I gotta go now bye bye!! š
ur gonna have a field day in 2-3 weeks depending on when u decide to go on rampage haha
#fan lore#clover-the-awesomest#long post#BTW I APPRECIATE THESE MESSAGES I JUST NEVER KNOW WHAT TO SAY IN FEAR I SPOIL ANYTHING AJHSFAHJS
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