#i love insatiable needs
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Fellas, is it gay to love the concept/trope of a supernatural hunger for something morally grey or wrong?
The inner conflict of wanting to get rid of the pain, feeling like you're starving, but knowing that to do so you have to cross every line you swore never to cross. Having to push loved ones away for the sake of their safety when all you want is to hold them. Picking between self destruction and survival, right and wrong, when every action is some shade of grey. Being called a monster when the people who trusted you find out who you are, what you have done, and not protesting in response because they're right, aren't they?
#og leo post#i love vampires and werewolves and supernatural 'addictions'#i love insatiable needs#this is about bg3 and also about tma#i am enjoying gale's story if you couldn't tell.#and astarion's. But im bad at being chaotic enough to get him to like me and i keep accidentally saying stuff he disapproves of#this trope is top tier. seriously#bg3#tma#so he's currently neutral toward tav.#goodnight folks!
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EVERYONE STOP WHAT YOURE DOING RIGHT FUCKING NOW
EVERYBODY SHUT UP IMMEDIATELY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
#the teru & reigen virus can attack at any time.#over the most miniscule things at that.#IVE CONSIDERED THE POSSIBILITY OF THEM BOTH LIKING IT BEFORE. BECAUSE OF REIGEN’S. TASTE IN MOVIES#BUT. AHHHHH!!!!! HAHGHHHGHG!!!!!!!!!!!#its REAL#teru finding reigen’s fdp poster. barely restraining his overjoyed wonder that someone else enjoys something niche he enjoys#teru in his most normalest voice ever: oh wow you like this movie too? what a coincidence! [jittering so bad he might burst]#the teru&reigen movie lineup must he INSANE#be*#i need to make a fic right now (is about to go to sleep)#the possibilities. (<-is insane and crazy and insatiable)#flashback to the flying dead pig comic. tear streaks down cheek#I COULD SENSE THE ENERGY FROM A MILE AWAY. CANNOT HIDE FROM ME#i think reigen would enjoy having someone to talk crappy movies with. but teru would genuinely love them i think so reigen would have to#tread lightly while speaking about them#reigen: yeah the direction in this movie was totally messy#teru concealing biggest saddest frown ever: it is just creative. you dont know a goddamn thing#reigen would not hide his truths [emoji] but he would pity the boy#teru&reigen seventeen hour discussion about old obscure movies (NO SURVIVORS RITSU CAUGHT IN THE BLAST AND KILLED)#im sick#i also love how this trivia is worded. its very deliberate if you get what i mean#‘[muttering out of side of mouth] also..if you didnt know…..’#its a fun piece of factoid to share. and i. i really. im im teally. i jsut . i am telaly gals thhat they worded it aaid ltit like thaey did.#THIS IS SUXH NOTHINGBURGER. IM SORRY#dude this is why i have the teru reigen family album. im desperate for the smallest of morsels. just a CRUMBBB PLEAAASE#GHHAHAHEHEHAJA !!!!! HHHRHEGEGAHAHS S AAWWHHHH AHHHHBABHAHHHHHH AHHHHHHHHH!!! RRRRAGHSHHAAAGAGEGGEHHRHRH#mob psycho 100#mp100#teruki hanazawa#reigen arataka
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Here they are together!!!!! RGB trio
#me when the trio has a red guy a blue guy and a green guy#I don’t know how many times these three have interacted in canon but they’re my favs#puts them in my pocket#drawing these has given me an insatiable need for little ghosts figurines#they’re so <333333#i need them in my home#they can go with the rest of my rocks and trinkets#on the trinket shelf <3#silliest evers !!!!!!#i love and miss them#patiently waiting for christmas to come around#<- is physically vibrating but trying to be normal about it#sorry for talking but I love them so#so dearly#they’re my best friends my pals#my homeboys#my sweet cheeses my rotten soldiers my good time boys#do you understand#missing them dearly#holding them very close to my heart#I’d hold their hands if I had enough hands#actually#do I want to hold julians hand??#I’m gonna say no but he can get a high five#bbc ghosts#art tag#ghosts#loving and missing them always <33#rgb trio#tiny guys
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If this post gets 50 notes I’m gonna write this fic:
5 times Omen takes care of agents after they wake up from nightmares, and 1 time they all take care of him <3
#it’s gonna be so adorable#omen is so baby I love him#he needs hugs and HE WILL GET THEM#if it’s the last thing I ever do#(it won’t be)#(I have an insatiable urge to continue writing fic)#cypher#sova#sage#viper#fade#omen#valorant#valorant fanfiction#cypher valorant#omen valorant#sage valorant#viper valorant#fade valorant#sova valorant#cypher/omen#sova/omen#sage/omen#viper/omen#fanfiction#fade/omen#but most of these will be platonic probably
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apologizing in advance for the person i will become when the next pjo show season comes out
#and the one after that etc#IM GOING TO BE SO NORMAL OK. ill be the normalest guy ever. nobodys gonna be more normal than me about this#iv. eive. been reading the pjo books (first time actually) and. I care them all so mcuh. the books ever#so so many things i cant wait to see in the show. ive been imagining how some stuff could be translated into the show as i read#im so excited ougfhhh i love these books. life changing reads and im not even really halfway done with them#i just started the third one today actually :mindblown:#i sat down just to read the first few pages before i go to sleep. and erm. i ended up sitting there reading the first ~60 pages for over#-an hour instead. Its so good man the only reason i stopped reading is bc if i dont go to sleep now ill pass out lmao#anygays i love pjo forever and ever and when the next seasons come out im going to be insufferable (/pos)#Also i feel like im always saying this but#im not actually apologizing like i said in the post. im not sorry for shit!! im having a good time#cam.txt#side note omfg i wish i didnt get so much of pjo spoiled its ruining my fun. everything couldve been so much more enjoyable#its my fault im always spoiling media for myself just bc of my insatiable need to know everything Smh. im my own worst party pooper.#a killjoy but not in the cool mcr “killjoys make some noise” way 😞😞 big ol spoilsport right here
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lonan and harrison fanfic where all they do is watch movies & throw popcorn at each other
#my brain NEEDS THIS NOW#all of this is prompted by me seeing the ‘ppl who say why are you buying a physical copy just stream it need to jump into a hole’ post#<< paraphrasing I can’t remember what it said exactly lol#a couple days ago#AND SINCE THEN IVE HAD AN INSATIABLE NEED TO GO TO A THRIFT STORE AND#BUY A WHOLE BUNCH OF DVDs#anyway does anyone remember how I discovered that something loner & harrison have in common is a love for movies#WELLLLLLLL now that I need to write cute fluffy scenes of them actually being functional I need to figure out which#they are canonically into film noir BUT WHAT ELSE#last week I decided I wanna watch every single movie referenced in current joys songs (not an autisric choice at all)#so 80s & 90s here I gooooo#BUT RECOMMEND I NEED TO LIVE LIKE THEM#but also why is them having something in common so cute to me like are they not a COUPLE??????#also I’m tired & been watching movies instead of writing because my brother left me his GIANT TV#BUT I CANT FIND ANY THAT ARE MY VIBE PROBABLY BECAUSE IM BAD AT LOOKING#AND QUEER MOVIE RECS PLS IM IN DESPERATE NEED OF GAY
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losing my mind about bisa butler again now. i want to take a fucking. art history class about just her. like how you can take classes on van gogh and monet and shit. i hope she writes a book someday.
#no one is doing it like her!!!#everything from the absolute mastery of the craft to the color work to the VISION!#everything is seamless and evocative and intense#i dont know anything about art i just know that hers makes me feel every emotion at once#it makes my brain light up#its like. all textile art fills me with this insatiable need to pull out a magnifying glass and run my nails along every thread#to press my nose up against the work and to feel it and understand it#but it doesnt always also make me want to step back and drown in it#it doesnt always also stop me in my tracks and make me feel everything intensely#but hers does!#all at once i want to pick at the threads *and* drink in the whole piece#its beautiful and precise and impactful and i love it
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coralee feeling kinda naughty cexg fanvid when
#insatiable netflix#to the person who made the only feeling kinda naughty fanvid with some characters I love you but I need MORE
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my blog of chrysi’s bfs & that one oc couple i adore more than life + genevieve and her lame boyfriend that killed her.
#idk i don’t know how to define this blog besides ‘my oc that is so hot that men Need Her. also my insatiable crush on oswald.’#simeonluna is here because i love them & also they’re closely linked w chrysijacks for whatever reason???#memorie.txt
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thinking about how much i hate my muse today. how he just does stupid shit he KNOWS is going to be troublesome or annoying but it's a project or a challenge and he is so desperate for that distraction and something to DO that he does shit anyway
#this is a general post but also just me reminding myself how like#when i was watching Hill House and all i could think was#yeah clark would look at this and go Yup. Always wanted to try and fix up and babysit a haunted house#knowing full well ghosts annoy the fuck out of him lmaoooo#he's just so annoying. like clark is smart and clever and adaptable and loves his patterns like he is by no means#stupid but he also isnt some haunted genius and yet he has that fucking insatiable need to keep moving and keep occupied#like those haunted geniuses and i just....i hate him lmAO#tbd
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more revenge! Ryan and Skyler for CuckooHoopoe !
#artfight 23#art#traditional art#watercolour#paint marker#art for others#okay i havent been active in closed species in like five years whats the ettiquette on credit nowadays#when i was in deep the standard was to do a little '___is a closed species by ___' in the desc of every drawing#but that doesnt seem to be the case anymore??#............ i love compulsively writing repetitive and structured pieces of information on everything though#(see: my insatiable need to put the date on everything ive ever drawn) so. um.#Sychobunn are a closed species by AS-Adoptables zGhosti and milkyawn on dA#okay now i feel better LOL
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i keep remembering things that happened last night and getting all flustered hhhhh
#he figured out i like 'good boy' and said it a bunch while we were kissing and every time i would like. gasp#the CHILLS it gave me. i love it#also he would occasionally kiss my neck when we took breaks and i kept getting goosebumps#and i was too much of a wimp to ask him to keep doing it but i wanted a hickey so bad#GOD#i want to make out. i want to kiss men#i have to find men i can kiss at school#im desperate#i got one taste and now im insatiable#FUCK now i have to go jerk off again#i need an audio of a guy saying good boy. there are not enough.#if any of you know of any please send them to me#OKAY ALSO: he leaves in like a week and i might ask if he has any free time this week because i think the ice has been broken enough that +#i could and very much want to suck his dick#maybe not another sleepover but Something#and i think i could actually do it#i WANT TO#SO BAD#UUUGGGHHH#mine#That Friend
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i always know i’m getting stressed when my comfort fic becomes “time travel fix-it” adjacent. like honestly when i put that tag back in the ao3 include filters that should have been a red flag.
#i also know i'm getting stressed because i'm starting to do quirky shit#like naming one of my wip documents 'the inside of my head sounds like screaming'#plus i just. have the insatiable urge to DO SOMETHING but that something is none of the things i can think of to do#even the unproductive ones. even the productive ones. it's not that. i need to DO SOMETHING but my body and mind can't decide on what#i'm running out of time. i have a deadline. the deadline has always been tangible and yet somehow it never was.#i have an exact date and somehow that's still nebulous and ephemeral#i am so tired#how do i convince someone i'm hireable when sometimes i'm still trying to convince myself#like i would love to tell these people that i am a WHIZ i am a GODSEND like if i don't know how to do it point me at the documentation#like i'd love to tell them all of that but the minute i look at a job application suddenly i'm questioning everything i thought i Knew#like i'm handed a school assignment and i'm like yes. this i can do. idc. it'll be done and i'm gonna get a damn A#why is this different. like literally why would it be that different. they say 'do this thing' and then i do the fucking thing.#that's life. that's work. that's what i've been told. why am i so scared. why am i not sure i can do it.#like i CAN do it that's what we've been fucking preparing for#i have As!!! As!!!!! they emailed me about graduating with distinction!!!!#i wasn't even trying that fucking hard!!!! this is my normal tryhard!!!!!#why am i so scared a job won't want me. when they're asking for fresh faced college grads.#i'm so tired. i have a headache. i am so afraid. i just need a job. literally one.#i am so scared of the mess i am going to become once i cross that stage#i am so. terrified. i wish i could anticipate graduation like everybody else in my design project.#the future has teeth. and my only option rn is just. bite it first. but i don't think i've ever been that violent.#i'm not ready#i am so scared#not kpop#shut up vic#negativity
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Anything for Jordan Clarkson
i think there is something to be had between a man who bears a slightly unnerving beauty and a man who bears a vastly unnerving boil
jordan and collin remind me of the pretty wide-eyed girl and her ugly friend that follows her around and keeps gross guys at bay. An almost sad one-sided love from the ugly girl but a mandatory relationship for survival. Ugly girl gets a friend (who leaves her everychance she gets to spend time with some shitty guy that hates the ugly friend, but a friend nonetheless). Pretty wide-eyed girl keeps from being in the newspapers.
i think collin has always had a little crush on clarkson and clarkson has either noticed or not noticed... if he noticed then he's either stringing sexton along sometimes for the fun of it or the supportive self esteem it brings whenever he tosses collin his breadcrumbs of affection... OR he could be nicer and just be ignorant to it. See it as some bro thing maybe? Doesn't notice how collin seems so fascinated by his fashion or his painted nails. Likes his awe because it's better than the regular 'ew girly' guy reaction he gets from most. A little surprised by mister 'stay on the grind, feel no pain, eat the pain, bite the pain, get those gains' macho man Maniac himself being not only so 'cool' with it but wanting it almost as well. Clarkson paints collin's nails slumberparty hangout when???
their relationship feels very hmmm slowburn switch between ignorance and want? like collin is constantly intrigued by Jordan's kind of intangible warmth that's akin to that one high guy at a party you end up talking to in a corner the whole night because he's just so laid back and willing to chat without being pushy, judgemental, or annoying. a surprisingly great listener who laughs at your jokes and plays off them or calls back to them when you least expect it. and collin values that more than he thinks he does because he can be his usual in your face but also kind of awkward when he can't be sexton who gets judged for being too 'much' sometimes. so he really secretly not so secretly admires Jordan and constantly wants to be around him and his 'approval' because it makes him feel like he's right in his way of acting/just being. Doesn't know if he wants Jordan or just wants to be Jordan
And Jordan is always surprised, when he notices it, by collin's attention. Because he's just being himself tbh, nothing he does is particularly special or different to him. He's just him! Sure some might think it weird, but that's because they're not used to him. But collin is, he should be anyways. They were teammates on the cavs before. Collin seems to think about that more positively than jordan..
There was an interview of Jordan's trade from the cavs and kpj was very business about it but collin was more emotional. Kept on commenting about how great jordan is not only as a player but as a person. 'He always played some music, always danced, had a good time'
I think hmmm collin is one of those super athletes who's a super athlete because they're not well-rounded. They're called a super athlete not only for being a great athlete, but an obsessive one. They spend more time practicing than not only a normal player would but even a varsity player. They put all their eggs in one basket when they Could put maybe just one into another but that would require a shift of focus and They Can't Have That. They're Obsessed. Even at like five or whatever age he was when he asked for an alarm clock for Christmas instead of a toy like most kids would, sexton was Obsessed. His nickname 'Young Bull' basically describes him to a T. He keeps working, he's a gym rat. He runs to the narrow red and doesn't stop.
Because hes tied to a scope, he's very interested in those beyond it who are literally just regular people but not to him. But because he's tied to such a scope, it's harder for him to relate and be related to. Maybe that's why he clings to clarkson? Clarkson is supposed to be 'the weird one'.. he wears unique fashion, styles himself uniquely, has big unique eyes. He's a unique person and player. He's rounded yet not bland. He's still Different but.. relatable? Collin likes that a lot. Wants that a lot. Secretly not so secretly.
But Collin is actually... a lot weirder than clarkson. Hate to phrase it that way but it's literally like... collin just admiring clarkson for being a normal human being. 'woah... he loves to dance and sing thats so cool!!' ....he has ..hobbies? outside basketball? ..omg. no way. WHAT 🙀⁉️⁉️ HOW?????? IMPOSSIBLE‼️‼️ collin. Baby. Sweaty. Honey. People can... people can do that. They like to. It's. It's common.
I like them... i think they're a little ill and that's OK 😭 we love them
Hes a little head over heels for him a tad unnaturally.. jordan might be a little ignorant to the fact or a little entertained... who knows. Eitherway... gay
#jordan might be a little 'hmmm who is this weird little goblin and why does he follow me so#i kind of like it though 🤔 the feeling anyways not him'#OR he could just be oblivious#both choices he doesnt rlly understand sexton#no one does because he is an insatiable little creature#it's okay i love him tho even if he is ugly#he is not ugly... hes just. unique#i love them theyre a little sad and i think thats why i like them LMAO#bBUT they can be cute if u want them to be <3#no angst needed!!!#but for me... wanted 😈#i think they can be rlly cute once they dont let their differences define their relationship#clarkson doing collins nails like that one image of the lesbians doing each others makeup#collin holding up his nails: woa!!! awesome!!!! now my teammates can see me frantically calling for the ball better like a red flag!#clarkson looking at collins tiny little studs for nails bcs he constantly chews them off to keep them short for bball: ok .#again i love them theyre unhinged theyre unwell theyre mine#collin: jordan is so cool and weird i want him#jordan: *is just some guy who paints his nails sometimes*#wait until collin sees jalen#jordan is Filipino too i didnt know that!#ted asks#ted longer#sexton#clarkson#sex...son#LMAO#ted rare
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I enjoy counting calories and tracking macros at times. It's nice when I can use an app to help me do so. What drives me nuts is that they never let me tell them I struggle to eat a nutritionally adequate amount of salt or fat and shouldn't be yelled at for eating a high fat/high salt snack. Like yes, I ate a lot of bacon, food tracker. Stop yelling, my blood pressure was in the floor and I had 5g of fat the last 2 days. I only enjoyed the bacon at all because I was that desperate for fat and salt.
#if I eat too much fat in the wrong way it ends up making me dry heave and then gag at the very idea of eating anything else with fat#for DAYS. Until I have a gnawing hole of insatiable hunger in my stomach and a headache#and even then I can only barely choke down enough fat to make me stop crying#and I just have constantly low blood pressure that makes me dizzy#nurses always compliment my blood pressure and never take me seriously when I say it feels like its maybe too low#but salt does feel like it helps most of the way#roz says a thing#so when I set macro goals the fat and protein are MINIMUMS despite the app scolding me for hitting my fat goal#the protein goal is a LOT easier to hit. love protein. LOVE LOVE carbs. unfortunately need fat to live :/
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Anyways, let's just think about how awesome it would be if slobbered all over you as I thrust into your pussy with no thought except primal lust for the both of us until we both cum with me filling up your hole. How does that sound? 🥰
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Mm yea
That sounds like something my time is better spent doing 🥺🥺
Please fill me, like I’m not kidding when I say I need it so badly 🥵
#✌️#lovely mutuals#lovely anons#lovely ask#thank you 💖#I have been insatiable#for like 3 weeks now#I desperately need my holes stretched#and filled
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