i’m feeling kinda ill cause of the fact that today marks the anniversary of that liveshow. seeing posts about it makes me tear up a little everytime, cause it was one of the most heartbreaking things i’ve experienced. i’m not even saying that for dramatic effect, cause like yeah we kinda predicted they were done with pinofs, but to just out of the blue drop those bombshells on a comfy liveshow where everyone comes to chill and have a good time at the end of the day?? like oh btw we’re going on hiatus and ending all these things and traditions we’ve had for years, but like uhh happy holidays! it was harrowing. watching that live was like being hit by a planet or something, caught me so off guard, and i definitely wasn’t the only one.
the majority of us have likely forgiven them for that a while ago, i for sure have, but it doesn’t make remembering that time hurt any less. at the time i was going through a lot in my life, and dan and phil were pretty much my only source of happiness (blame on me for that, should never depend on just other people for happiness etc), so yeah it’s impossible not to think about how that announcement made me feel.
realizing now that i never really talked about that time with anyone at length so i guess i’m just processing it years later lol… anyway, i love dnp with my whole heart and believe that they had a think about their impact on us, cause the way they (or dan at least) talk about it now, sounds like it’s not something they wanna repeat. seeing their professional commitment makes me feel better too, for sure. still felt like writing this though, cause i think maybe quite many of you might share these feelings about that day. happy and excited we get a new video today though, i can’t wait to see what they have in store for us <3
"admit you like tiktok" "I only like them when I'm scrolling through them with you 🥹🥰" he literally has such a big crush on phil it's disgusting. do it more
you know sometimes I wake up in a cold sweat remembering the phrase ‘more than just romantic’ and feeling like I’ve been knocked down a hill by the reminder that Dan and Phil are like ,, actually together. it’s not just a weird online shipping two twinks thing they’re actual soulmates, companions through life, 4000 year old tortoises, RANCH, like a piece of furniture, like a normal gay couple ,,, what the fuck
dan SPECIFICALLY picking that top for phil because it said ANGEL. because of phil's established angel energy? the biker jacket phlonde reveal?? dan saying "are you my angle?" while gently flicking phil's face in the bday livestream???
and him going "WHAAAT" bc phil didn't like the top or even notice that it said that 😔 dan's genius will never be appreciated in its time smh
"daddy wants a bit more simmy?" will forever be the funniest fucking thing that dan has asked phil. never in my ten years has a line so funny yet so casually has been dropped in their videos. its so fucking funny.
We might joke about phil winning the idgaf war but lbr that man gives so many fucks. This idgaf thing is just a facade. He might win some battles but he's losing the war daily. Dude had to HUNT for that bucket. He had to bargain with some random american dude. Dan said go outside with binoculars and see if you can see me from the other side of the city, and that bitch was out there in an instant.