#i love cmbyn so much omg

[datingsimluvr]

The Controversy surrounding Call me by Your Name:

This is just a mini rant about call me by your name

TW: Talk about Pedophilia and Grooming

Its honestly sad to see how people interpret different media depending on how popular it is. some people will point out that fucked up books/movies like Lolita have a deeper meaning than what is shown, but at the same time, say that cmbyn sucks and it has pedophilic undertones. It's gotten to the point where I start to wonder if some of us even watched the same movie.

I got into a debate about cmbyn with someone who was much older than me. I remember them saying something along the lines of "Oliver was praying on Elio", but its honestly not like that. I think the main problem is how most people will just take something one person said and run with it.

Cmbyn is so much more than a "older guy praying on a younger guy", and that interpretation on the movie is discrediting it by a ton. Alot of people bring up the age gap. Oliver's 24, while Elio's 17, and then on the other side of the argument people bring up age of consent laws/the legal age in italy. None of those are the point.

Andre Aciman's other book Enigma Variations, tries to convey a similar point, the point being young love/infatuation between an adolescent/teenager and an adult. When comparing the two, Cmbyn isn't really a love story as much as its a story about loss and the discovery of sexuality. While everyone watching is rooting for Elio and Oliver throughout the movie, They don't really realize the power dynamic between the two.

In the book, it's made clear that Elio craves Oliver more than anyone that he has loved before (use the underwear scene as a reference); It's also made clear that most of this longing is not necessarily love, but instead admiration, and lust from the heat of the summer. At points in the book, and some parts of the movie, you can catch onto the "game" that their playing. While its outright said in the book, its harder to catch in the movie because of the way thats filmed. (and thats what I think makes this movie so amazing.) If you don't know what I'm talking about, throughout the movie/book, they have this unspoken game that they play where they're trying to impress the other and show eachother that they are worthy of eachother, but at the same time, see which one breaks and admits their feelings first.

Call me by your name and Enigma Variations bring up one of the best points ever, I remember some guy on reddit brought this up on a thread about the situation. You don't wake up on your 18th birthday "sexually mature", And he was right. Nobody brings this up enough because it's an awkward and sensitive subject on its own. We gain our sexual maturity through our teenage years and puberty, but because its such a sensitive subject involving minors, nobody wants to talk about it. This is what makes cmbyn feel so real, raw, and in my opinion, it's what makes it an amazing movie/book, and what makes Andre Aciman an amazing writer. He's willing to talk about the awkward parts of sexuality.

(Source: Data lounge)

Another argument that people bring up is how in an interview, Andre Aciman said that he was attracted to a 12 year old. Adults should not have relations with minors, but i do think he's speaking the truth, and it's normal to have those feelings as long as you don't act on them. Obviously im not promoting pedophilia at all, but I do believe we dehumanize human attraction. I'm not saying we should celebrate it, but instead just acknowledge it. The difference between a pedophile and someone whos not a pedophile is impulse control, and thats how I interpret what Andre Aciman said.

If you made it this far, thank you so much for reading my little rant about cmbyn, i love it so much, but i know its a very controversial movie/book, and alot of the controversy is some very serious and sensitive stuff. I am in no way supporting everything that Andre Aciman does, as I literally don't know anything about him other than his books, and I absolutely do not support Armie Hammer in any way.

[ecstarry]

omg just saw your jegulus/single day james hc post and i wanna know your head cannons for teen harry w jeggy dads plsssss

i must preface this by saying all of this hcs are self indulgent and based on my characterization of them so dont come for me

reg would be the best at understanding when harry needs space, like as some people may read it as reg not being interested in getting to know him, harry just really appreciates not being pushed into talking/bonding, like reg does not care looking like the "mean" one if that's what makes harry comfortable

alsooo reg is much more in "touch" with today's youth than james so when it comes to movies and music he clicks so well with harry and james is like cool cool cool so a24 is like a franchise right or how do they have so many movies??

harry asks reg for help for assignments and asks him to proofread his essays and reg is very gentle with his corrections and comments. in my mind harry is booksmart but sometimes the concepts and ideas he has are hard to properly translate on paper and that's where reg and his beautiful mind comes in

if harry ever has like a bad attitude kinda day because you know teen he is toooo similar to james and they clash, reg just finds it amusing but knows it's on him to mediate

their favorite thing to do as a family is read together, yes im talking that scene in cmbyn where the mom is translating in real time, that's them!!! reg ofc is the one translating and james is actually the one spread out in the couch while reg plays with his hair but harry loves hearing reg reading out loud

on james' bday they always give him a present together, they make a day out of picking it and regulus always lets harry write the card even if his penmanship isn't as pretty as reg's

[person4924]

new about me

my name is sam !! thats basically all u need to know but theres (a lot) more under the cut!! i also have a strawpage that has some basic info (idrk how it works if im being honest tho)

last updated: august 5

i’m sapphic of some sort and ace

u can use any pronouns but they is usually the best !! (this is my pronouns page)

i’m neurodivergent of some sort (i don’t even know anymore)

a minor (don’t be weird)

my personality type is INFP-T

my theme will change like weekly prob bc i wanna change it with every new huperfxation i have!!

things i like (the things bolder r what i talk about the most)

harry potter (fuck jkr)

marvel

the marauders

boy meets world

it

osemanverse

paper girls

teen wolf

owl house

shameless

glee

stranger things

friends

andi mack

the last of us (i’ve only watched the show tho, but i know most of what happens in the games)

riordanverse

musicals

poetry

reading

cats

animals

fictional characters

music

movies

tv shows

art

writing

women

sitcoms

brooklyn nine nine

new girl

hamilton

grishaverse

stand up comedians

ocean animals (specifically sharks)

community

moths (and just kinda winged bugs in general)

greek mythology

dawsons creek

bojack horseman

halloween

the sky (like stars, the moon, the sunset, etc)

jelly fish

criminal minds

animals

ted lasso

scooby doo (the older movies from the 2000’s ish specifically but all of it too)

everything sucks!

the sun bearer trials

atypical

octonauts

spencer reid

bo burnham

dead boy detectives

will and grace

90’s movies

my fav movies are tick tick boom, my girl, dead poets society, breakfast club, the outsiders, hamilton, stand by me, cmbyn, lady bird, beautiful boy, luca, nimona, (500) days of summer, empire records, etc. i have a lot but this is just the first few i think of

musicals i like are hamilton, tick tick boom and the greatest showman

my fav taylor albums are folklore, evermore, reputation, 1989, ttpd and speak now but i love all of them really (please please ask me abt them omg)

my current hyper fixation is the marauders (more of a life-long obsession atp) and solangelo

i’m currently reading nothing !! i just cannot

my fav music people (i’m really just giving a short list of many): conan gray, cavetown, current joys, queen, rainbow kitten surprise, the front bottoms, harry styles, noah kahan, taylor swift, phoebe bridgers, the fray, coldplay, olivia rodrigo, billie eilish, boygenius, gracie abrams, sufjan stevens, maya hawke, the smiths, lucy dacus, julien baker, the smiths, sleeping at last, mitski, bo burnham, chappell roan, lorde, the revivalists, hozier, the head and the heart, mumford and sons, the revivalists, adrianne lender

i mostly post about whatever hyperfixation and/or character/person/ship has overtaken my brain, music and analysis things

i appreciate tone tags and i try to use them as much as possible

i’m always looking to talk to more people and i’m always bored (don’t be weird istg)

my fav books are any alice oseman book, the outsiders, the perks of being a wallflower, i fell in love with hope

child of athena (i think, idk how to actually figure it out)

i’m probably a reggie kin?? but it also changes with my varying mental state so i just say i’m marauders soup

biggest pandalily shipper you’ll find

i love love love making character analysis’ or song or movie or tv show or books or ships or whatever

i also write sometimes!! (i suck ass)

and i’m person4924 on ao3 but i can’t figure out how to link it

this is my spotify (my character playlists are my pride and joy and reason for living. i also have the best music taste you will ever encounter.)

this is my discord

this is my airbuds idk if anyone actually uses it but i thought it’d be fun to share music with mooties

please please please send me asks i have no hobbies and one friend and im always bored please please please (im on my hands and knees begging please please please (@iluvmultipleppl needs it to be known im only on my knees for them /j (they called me a whore and told me to fix it 😔)))

i have a tagging system!! idk how much ill remember to use it but yeah!! (its also new so only my new posts will have them) #sam shut the fuck up -> any original posts that don’t fit in any of the other tags #asks!!! -> asks #crazy? i was crazy once -> just any kinda longer fandom rants that i think are important sam sings :O -> lyric/music rants!!

[crimsonlovebartylus]

omg hi just wanted to tell you that your fic mystery of love inspired me to read actual cmbyn bc i loved it sm !!!

HELLO? ☹️

Thank you so much for reading mystery of love, that fanfiction is my baby. I literally worked on it for a year. <3 and I have always loved the summer vibes cmybn gave.

But I'm glad! the book is completely different I will say that 💀

[jayflrt]

🎀 update since it’s been a while

haiiiii i haven’t been on tumblr in 5ever. i feel like im only ever on here now when u update LMAO. speaking of LIVING for jay/yn. it’s AMAZE. i’m also every excited for the next update. but anywho how have you been! we haven’t spoke in forever i really can’t remember what my last update was abt so im just gonna skim thru things!

like since the start of this year ive been SUPERERRR into f1 so i made a podcast! (podcast in question is my cf on my spam account 🥸) 😅😅 i’ve always liked it because my brother did but i’ve gotten more into it. i also took a listen to romance untold and it’s SO good my favs r defff moonstruck and royalty 🔥.

lowk this summer has been chill like any other. i went to a couple parties with my friends but then after that not much happened. there’s no guy updates bc unfortunately my life is no longer a wattpad story because that was very hard on my emotions 😅😅. i’ve lowk sworn off relationships for a while. obviously not completely but i don’t know recently a friend pointed out to me that whenever im in one its very tolling on my emotions and it’s not good so i don’t want that to happened again. i was also just not in a good place when arsal/cameron/marcus happened. REST ASSURED I AM BETTER NOW!!! #weUP

about my friends it’s going nice! we’re kinda doing our own thing since it’s the summer however one of them, m (i think i name drop too comfortably on here), recently started talking (ish) to a guy and she’s kinda obsessed with him. like it’s in a weird way in where she full blown cancelled plans that we made like 5 days prior just bc she had last minute plans with him so 😃😃😃😃 i’m so happy for her!! (NOT). i have to be honest there’s nothing wrong with him other than the fact he looks like he SNUCK ONTO EARTH WHEN THEY FIRST WALKED ON THE MOON. so 🤗🤗🤗🤗

i have been writing a LOT more recently. like not even just because it’s kpop i don’t know i get the inspiration to write and just open a google docs document. like for instance one of them the plot is mc breaks up with sunghoon and becomes closer to heeseung but plot twist! they’re in a band and there’s DRAMAA 🔥🔥🔥. and then another one is where mc and jake r ENEMIES bc her dog tried impregnating jake’s dog at a dog park 🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥. one of them is a sunghoon fic that’s heavily inspired by cmbyn (MINUS THE GROOMING) the other is a jay prank call au where he calls her bc he remembers his highschool sweetheart and she doesn’t even spare him a thought 🔥🔥🔥🔥. there’s a single dad sunghoon au somewhere in there. MY GOOGLE DOCS IS COOKING.

however i don’t think i could ever post it to tumblr. maybe one day when anyone is interested ill send in a little snippet of one of them 🤗 or dm u one of them and reveal my identity 😮😮😮😮😮😮😮. but i don’t know! i’ve tried writing on tumblr before but i was in highschool when i tried soooooo. i also think that im just too busy. maybe one day when im not so busy 🔥.

but yeah that’s really it 🤗🤗. but update me if anything cool is happening in ur life. r YOU having a hot girl summer. i also think u said you went on a trip recently (?) IDK. but pleeeekkk update me - 🎀

hihi 🎀 anon !! omg please i'm honored you're sticking around to update me 🥹 they're MUCH appreciated i love reading them <3 and thank you sm for tuning into yfi786 🥰🥰

omg i have a few friends who are super into f1 too!! the races look like they must be so fun to go to :') YKWW the close friends story podcast is always sm more fun to tune into than an actual podcast 🙂‍↕️ my fav rn is brought the heat back it's just been playing in my head 24/7 and that vocal run from jay hello!!!! moonstruck and royalty are SO good though they're definitely up there for me too

i'm glad your summer's been chill !! it's always nice to just have time to unwind before getting back to the uni grind 🥲 honestly relationships/situationships can take so much out of you mentally so i'm glad you don't have to feel that way anymore!! and im glad you get to spend the summer with your friends 💗

OMG NOOOO YOUR FRIEND NEEDS TO RUN FOR THE HILLS 😭 why would she cancel your guys plans like that?? LMFAOOO PLS we're always losing an angel to an ugly man 😞💔 no that's so upsetting tho :( i hope she gets over him he's not worth cancelling plans with friends over!!!!

omg wait SLAY 😌 the rush of writing inspiration always feels so so good and i hope it lasts a long time for you!!! HELP NOT THE DOGS MATING AT THE PARK 😭 but okay i see you grinding through those plots!!! 🔥 the google drive is being FED and oml if you ever feel like sharing,, my asks are open 🤭 also yeah that makes sense!! i don't bother with aesthetics because it's just sooo time consuming,, like don't get me wrong i'd love to have a super cute theme and stuff but it's def a lot of work :')

omg yes i went on a little trip with my friends :')) we did that thing where we pulled our vacation plan out of a hat LMFAO but it was fun!! i'm very sick of flying tho! 🫤 NO hot girl summer just hot corporate slave summer 😩 i have been trying to pick up new hobbies though because i just dropped my habit of doomscrolling on tiktok 🤧

[whore4abby]

that’s so good my angel, i love cmbyn so much. i’ve literally just been watching bottoms over and over again 😭 but i did see priscilla with a friend the other night and i loved it so much!!

i’m seriously no one special so ur not missing out on much from not knowing who i am baby

-🎀

ohhhh love it !! i always watch movies that i love over and over again !!! haven’t seen priscilla yet thoooo☹️

bae trust me ur so so so special omg !!!!🥺🩷🩷🩷

[eusuntgratie]

Admit: 55 & 74

55. Favorite type of fruit pie? okay first of all I LOVE THIS QUESTION because I LOVE FRUIT PIE so very much. i spent years perfecting my pie crust and of everything i bake i'm most proud of my pies and love love love making them.

blueberry is my absolute favorite but i don't make it very often; usually only when we can go pick them somewhere because it takes a ton. i also LOVE cherry pie but damn i really hate pitting that many cherries. blackberry peach and strawberry rhubarb are two that i make a lot more often and love <3

74. What is your favorite book? oh god i can't answer this. is that lame? i don't have like ONE book that's MY book. hmm. my chronic inability to pick one favorite anything- see: every ask i've ever answered and the 5869 daily instances of my daughter asking me my favorite something and me going uhhhhhhhh

my favorite right now is rwrb. i bought it in spanish but haven't started that one yet so i'm excited.

cmbyn was a recent favorite. the divine secrets of the ya-ya sisterhood. the power. i haven't read enough books since my kid was born and i feel like i can't remember a single book i read before that. i really loved the bourne identity and read it a LOT in high school. i will think of something else about two hours from now and go OMG I CANT BELIEVE I FORGOT!!

admit asks

[danpuff-ao3]

💥✨

Hello hello! Thanks for the asks! 😄

💥 What is one canon thing that you wish you could change?

SEVERUS SNAPE DID NOT DIE, HE DIDN'T, IT'S NOT ALLOWED.

✨️ Out of the comments you’ve received on your fics, what are two or three of your favorites?

Omg how am I meant to choose????? 🥺 I am so blessed to have such kindness directed my way and it all means so much to me! But let's see if I can pick out a few....

For Sunkissed:

Actually your comment on this one got me! 😂 As proof that my Snarry agenda is working!

OMG ARE YOU CONVERTING ME TO SNARRY??? Oh. Shit. Plums and Cocks, serious CMBYN vibes. Melting puddle over here. This was seriously one of the most delicious things I’ve ever read, I loved the melancholy, forbidden indulgence of it. You captured Severus in all his spiteful longing perfectly. Amazing writing, too. Thanks so much for sharing! <3

Truly, I am overjoyed 🤩

And some gems from triplevexed's comments:

this is BEAUTIFUL! your writing is so buttery (flows so so well) and gorgeously prosed. your severus in every iteration lives in my head rent free (the yellow door??? legendary.)

and

BUTTERYYYYYY. and like. luxurious like les pres sales. you have one of the most captivating proses i’ve ever encountered. it’s genuinely hypnotizing. you’ve made me have an even greater affinity for severus 🥺 and the way you handle complex matters with such nuance and beauty in works—-gahhhhh i could go on and on

Beyond flattered. I'm blushing just to copy/paste it here! 🤭

For A Matter of Time, from eldritcher (which....what do you do when one of your writing crushes loves on your work??)

The kaleidoscopic colours as Harry's nearest and dearest worry, and the sharp black-grey of his turmoil, and the crimson of how he was held in love and passion by a man who thought he'd all the time in the world: you've assembled your collage magnificently.

For Teardrop In Your Palm, also from eldritcher!

Oh, how utterly bewitching and unconscionable! You haven't spared a jot of wrongness in crafting this sublime confection of guilt and desire and folly. Your Scorpius is a revelation, what with his chaotic heart and mild pinpricks of morality.

For Contempt:

From BlueSundayCake:

this fic broke my heart in the best kind of way. It is absolutely devastating. I absolutely love your writing style, and I don't know that this story could have been told any other way. I'm still reeling from it and I want to sob and scream and scream again.

From Necromanticnoir:

Gaaaaaaaaaahhhh this is just the absolute essence of SNARRY *perfection* to me!!! 

That one goes in with it's loveliness, but the start sums it up nicely and had me a puddle of blushing happy Danni.

From janezy:

This is haunting and devastating and terrible and fantastic all at once. 

EXACTLY WHAT I WAS GOING FOR!!

From Ms_SackvilleWest

This was one of the best stories I've read in years. Sometimes when I leave a comment on a work, I find myself littering it with adjectives and praise, but really, there are no words here. Still: your writing is so precise, so clear, so rich with meaning, so much like a dagger straight to the heart. I read this in one go, slowly savouring it, and I am left with a hole in my chest and a heart that clenches painfully. Thank you for a fantastic experience.

From inarticulateimbecile:

God, this is just peak Snarry.  I love the turmoil, the uncertainty, the futile smothering of Harry's yearning as he tries to cram himself into that perfect mold of what his future "should" be. The way you wrote those unwanted desires just slipping through the cracks in an almost stream-of-consciousness way is just... so on the nail. It really hits.

From Isabella_Diaz:

This is perfect, genuinely perfect, I can't even comprehend how something so beautiful, something so intense, something so painful that eats me inside could be so perfect. I have read many of your works, but I am not used to commenting in general, but I could not pass this work without writing anything, without explaining to you how you made me feel. I don't know how you manage so that in only 20k words you could represent so faithfully and with such precision how I see the snarry.

Another that goes on in its loveliness and truly makes me cry every time. So so touching for me, regarding the story so dear to my heart.

And sweet Cindle's comment!!!!

My GODDDDDDD!!!! Danni!!!!!!! This was SOOOOOO GOOD!!! It was breathtaking! And stunning! And i audibly gasped at the end, it ended in such a beautiful place! This is everything I’ve ever wanted from an infidelity fic. Your use of language- all the repeated phrases and the recurring imagery and motifs - were so poetically done, and I’ll be definitely rereading this- there were so many layers to your word choice and how you structured sentences, that I’ll definitely want to examine all these stylistic choices and see what i can learn from it to improve my own writing. It’s probably been like 15 or so years since i last read snarry, and I’m so so glad i picked up yours to read to break the spell. I kept seeing your meta about this fic on your tumblr, and of course Viran’s podfic, so i had to give this a try, and it! DID! NOT! DISAPPOINT!! This was so gorgeous, and i loved the Harry POV here with his big Harry heart even as he’s saying ‘i hate you’ to snape, this was such a rich and deep emotional journey, thank you for sharing this lovely work of art!! 💖

Again....I cry 🥺

And the ever lovely Krissy/sugareey:

I'm always so impressed with how smooth and flowy your stories are, Danni! The way Harry and Severus are...actions speak louder than words, and the amount of emotions that are churning in each of them is so apparent and yasssss. This is the dynamic I love about Snarry, because it's raw, complicated, and full of grey. What they have is ambiguous and it just works. That's the besst way I can say it.

Aaaand I cry again 😭

This is already too long but oh well I can't do Contempt and not Devotion.

So...for Devotion:

From lone_amaryllis:

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHH *be normal about this, be normal* AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHH (Sorry, I can't be normal, I tried)

Gave me a giggle and so much delight!

Also r0segard3n (who also gave such sweet love to Contempt!):

I knew you were writing severus' pov but i didnt expect it so soon I reread 'the fic' so so frequently that i know some lines by heart and im pretty sure i could recognize your writing anywhere

and

Im so hyperfixated on the original part of this fic and i know its weird but i can for sure say its my favourite piece of literature ever idk

Um, excuse me while I IMPLODE FROM SHEER JOY.

Also some truly touching words from more writer crushes and dear friends 😭

From perverse_idyll:

Okay, this will be short. It's three o'clock in the morning, I have to get up in four and a half hours for work, and I just finished reading Devotion. *deep breath* Jesus Christ. Just - words fail me. This is so brilliant. This is searing, and gorgeous, and addictive, and beautifully, intimately crafted. Not just surfaces, but crevices and hollows and heart's blood. Shame and filth and adoration and beauty. There is no stone of Severus left unturned. This story is an absolute stunner, and please forgive me, but I think I love it even more than its predecessor. Somehow the stakes feel higher, the cuts deeper, the emotions so complex and disturbing, so scorching and close to the edge of madness and self-destruction. And the language just pulls it out of me, the reader, and Severus, the character; language that's shimmering and vivid and intensely, perfectly vulgar. You have outdone yourself. This has just become one of my favorite Snarry fics of all time. It has breathed life back into the pairing and salvaged that terrible, damaged, fucked-up, irresistible spark of utter longing and sacrifice and mutual obsession that I crave more than anything from this ship. It's like a fever dream, and by the end there's no magical resolution and no one is absolved, but the emotional truth is out in the open now, and for a moment it feels less brutal and somehow more promising. They're surrounded on all sides by pain - pain inflicted, courted, invited, pain pending and hanging over them - but what's between them blazes with a private, sustaining knowledge. In each other's arms, they've finally learned to belong. The story earns and incarnates its title. It's the right place to end, with Harry and Severus embracing each other on the edge of a cliff, not knowing if they'll fall, not knowing what will happen to them, and still holding tighter. I hope to come back sometime in the next couple of days to be more coherent in my comments, but after being utterly submerged in this fic, I had to burst out with the first shock of excitement. Bravo. BRAVO. This is an absolutely riveting and heart-wringing piece of characterization, of visceral sexual connection, of love fighting for its life in the face of self-hatred. I really, really have to go to sleep now, but I can't wait until I have the chance to read this again. ❤️❤️❤️

Had to copy/paste that one in full cuz I'm still dying over it a bit.

And from the wonderful Writcraft:

Wow. This is an absolute triumph. I absolutely loved this raw insight into Severus, what he feels and experiences through the complexities of his interactions with Harry. The slow, steady burn and build of this story feels so authentic and in keeping with Severus as a character and you have captured his inner thoughts so precisely, with such care and attention to every detail. You can tell how much time has been spent on this universe and how you have such a clear understanding of where your characters are with their emotional turmoil, missteps and tentative moves forward and you accomplish the not easy feat of making this story read brilliantly as a standalone for those unfamiliar with Contempt and also give readers of Contempt something very different, whilst still keeping the threads of the universe clear and intact. Your writing is lush and poetic and I absolutely sank into this story and didn't want to come up for air. Wonderfully done. Bravo! <3

Okay so that was more than 2 or 3 🙈 Oops. What was I supposed to do???? I was too happy and excited and rereading all these comments filled me with such tremendous joy. Those from friends, from those I admire, and from lovely strangers. All of these stories are so special to me, especially Contempt and Devotion, so...it's just incredibly meaningful and truly, I cannot express enough how amazed I am and appreciative I am of people's generosity and kindness in taking the time to leave such sweet love. 🥰

Fanfic Writer Ask Game

(You know...if you dare give me an opportunity to blather at you 🤣)

[euphorial-docx]

gonna make an opev regulus edit this weekend, of course im gonna use ellio lol, every time i see a cbyn edit im like: that's opev regulus.

time to be opev regulus!

gonna post it on insta cause i have a forgotten fanpage there..💀💀 but YOU are gonna choose the song cause its always my worst nightmare

alrightttt that's all hehehe

omg?? thank you so much.

i always thought regulus and elio were very similar (not just because of timothee) and that was one of my main reasons i wanted to write opev. elio just felt like regulus on a screen to me, so i kinda did a switcheroo and made a fic that defected cmbyn and also regulus and just did a whole lot of reflection bouncing.

as for songs,,, i have so many suggestions.

of course there’s the cmbyn songs like “futile devices” “visions of gideon” and “mystery of love” but i think other sufjan songs could work too, like “all of me wants all of you” (that’s my personal favorite of his.)

songs from the fic like “i’m not in love” by 10cc or “sentirti” by patty pravo are great too.

or you could go with opev regulus’s favorite band: joy divison. any song from unknown pleasures works for the time period of opev, but their later songs like “ceremony” or “love will tear us apart” i think could also work well!

i know that was a lot, but i’m horrible at making decisions and music is just such a big part of opev. i couldn’t possibly just narrow it down to one for anything lmao

[sebsxphia]

Still stuck on your cmbyn Jake shit. I have about 50 likes and always go back to that. It just suits him so much. Please break my heart, I don’t know why I want it from him but I can’t help it.

my dear anon bless you!! 🥹🥹

omg i still remember the concept and the ask, don’t you worry!! and i find it so sweet that you go back to it, i’m so pleased to hear you love the concept sm 🥹

i don’t have any plans to do anything for it in the long run i’m afraid, but please know it’s always on my mind too and i just want to feel the pain 😵‍💫💌

[bookfast-at-tiffanys]

Ask game: If you had to listen to one movie soundtrack for a whole day. Which one would you choose?

Heyy. This is a really interesting question I love it. I would either go with the Call Me By Your Name movie soundtrack, the Mulan movie soundtrack, the Aladdin movie soundtrack, the Guardians of the Galaxy Vol. 1 movie soundtrack, the Little Women movie soundtrack, or the Birds of Prey movie soundtrack. There’s probably others that I can’t think of right now but those are what spring to mind. Thanks for asking Thaylita ❤️

[arminsumi]

Hcs | More Armin things

MDNI

Another compilation of my headcanons for Armin!

Cws; mentions obsessive & manipulative traits

Kink cws; slight breeding kink

First part!

There's also one for Eren here!

He works at a bookstore (which his grandfather owns)

And he's pretty clumsy; drops books on his nose a lot

Definitely cries to Heather and you can't tell me otherwise

Exceeds the word limits on his essays lmao

Loves Kodaline esp High Hopes

His first kiss with you would be so awkwardly cute that both of you would just start giggling

Ugh bb boy def blushes up to his ears like they'd go all red

He loves oatmilk and I mean he REAAALLY loves oatmilk

(Lmfao sorry now I'm cackling at the idea of milkman Armin can you imagine him just putting milk bottles on ur doorstep)

One of his favorite movies is CMBYN, he's re-watched it about twenty times and would die of happiness if his crush (aka you) would watch it with him

I feel like he'd play along with conspiracy theorists just to fuck with them

Listens to ocean ambience on YT at night to help his insomnia

Compiles playlists for his friends on Spotify for sure he just seems like the type to do that

Has a special playlist of songs that remind him of you, def listens to it while daydreaming of you too or esp listens to it when he misses you

Sometimes he'll get too excited about something and practically yell "YEAH I KNOW RIGHT" then get embarrassed by himself lmao

Okay, listen, I know lots of people feel that Armin would be a good cook, but I think he'd be cutely awkward at cooking

Like he's the type to burn toast in a toaster which... how do you even do that

But the one dish he's mastered is pancakes bc he cooked them every Sunday with his grandfather as a child

Okay I think he'd be absolutely obsessed with pancakes esp those crepe ones that you roll up and fill with sugar-cinnamon

Def listens to Exist For Love while daydreaming of you. And it's for sure one of his favorite songs, idk it just gives me total Armin vibes bc it's such a sweet song

Okay and another of his favorite songs is Amour Armure

I think he genuinely believes in aliens

(Okay now I'm sidetracked by the thought of Armin in an alien themed hoodie oijhgvhj)

Def owns a satchel bag which he sewed patches onto to make it unique

Okay this satchel is probably falling apart bc he's had it for years and refuses to get a new one

And also you complimented it once so all the more reason to keep it

But he's also got this yellow backpack for when he goes on his lil' ventures

He totally had an origami phase

He'd be the type to practice winking in the mirror

Does lots of hand gestures when he's excited

Very tactical with his jokes, knows when to use them to lighten the mood or to shift the topic of a conversation

And Connie hypes him up sm and the two of them are often on a roll with their jokes and nonsense awh

Okay when he's around his crush (again, that's you, babe) his voice gets higher pitched and his brows raise in that cute lil excited way

Omg he'd journal for sure AND HE'D MAKE THE MOST AESTHETIC JOURNALS AND PUT SO MUCH EFFORT INTO THEM

Def into some indie bands that you've genuinely never heard of

Loves lighthouses and harbors like... a lot

You can't tell me that he doesn't make cute awkward doodles bc he totally does

Esp in class, he's the type to pass you a goofy doodle

Sucker for fairy lights. That's it. I just think he'd have them strung in his room in such a way that he can look at them when he's in bed

Omg he'd have an attic bedroom ijhsgshjs

(Okay, now I'm sidetracked by him blushing at his crush's texts underneath those fairy lights)

Has a huge shell collection because he's the precious ocean boy duh

Keeps any gifts you give him in a special place and practically protects them with his life lmao

Some things on his bucket list include snorkeling and whale watching

I feel like he wouldn't be squeamish with bugs, insects or spiders

Like he'd just help them out the house like "There u go lil buddy :)"

Cookies n cream/vanilla ice cream are his favorites

And ice cream is his therapist lmao

Takes super quick showers bc REDUCE UR WATER CONSUMPTION SAVE THE PLANET BABES

He's the type to get drunk in the shower while listening to sad songs and thinking about his crush (which, again, is you babe)

He's way too nervous to enter adult stores lmao

Uses exclamation marks in his texts

Omg he'd use old-fashioned emojis esp this one: =D like that's his thing

You can feel his personality in the way he texts like he ain't no dry texter

Lowkey paragraph type of texter tho

Gets sick rlly easily like his immunity just hates him or smth

Totally visits you with a bunch of 'sick necessities' if you're sick

Plans birthday gifts for his friends months in advance

Def has a geek shrine to Pokemon or Zelda

His favorite childhood show was Tom and Jerry

Carries a convenience bag in his backpack when he goes out so he can pick up any litter

When he's being a manipulative little bitch, he's got this go-to charm smile that he uses to get his way

And gives doe eyes to persuade you even more

Super obsessive, even if you haven't known him for long. He'd just grow really easily attached to you and get all hyper about being your friend

He'd be scared of the dark

For sure gets motion sick

Probably loves biology and physics but hates maths

He'd have like... THE best handwriting ever

Gives you dreamy gazes and hopes you understand his feelings just from his irises alone

Def sleeps with a plushie and wholesomely admits to it

Acts flamboyant with Connie and they goof around sm I love them help

Embroiders daises on his sneakers

Likes having his own little adventures at 2 AM, taking bouncy steps and spray-painting 'ocean boy was here' in sneaky places all over town

He's totally a daydreamer don't argue

Like you'll often catch him drifting off into a daydream; his irises get all whimsical and he looks like a distracted angel

Def had an edgy phase that he's never going to address

Has a huge map pinned up in his bedroom

Ooh he'd be a sucker for road trips

But he'd hate driving bc it heightens his anxiety

Def does the shaky leg thing when he's sitting down

Has a nervous posture, often keeps his hands tucked behind his back

He gives hardcore 'school sweater on top of white shirt' vibes

Omg he'd have a studious, dark academia-inspired style for sure

Ooh def loves oceancore and dreamcore aesthetics

He doesn't vehemently hate much, but he hates the wind... like nothing else can piss him off like windy days

(Okay but when the wind messes up his hair he'd look so hot omg)

He'd have a soft spot for koalas and elephants

Def organizes charity events

Tutors in his spare time bc he wants to help students understand stuff

If you're sleeping in the bed with him, he'll hug you in his sleep

And def wake up embarrassed lmao

He'd have a creaky bed... 👀

He's got a thing for nipping at your earlobe teasingly

Knows exactly how to... ehem... manipulate you onto his lap with cunning hands

Like one second you're making out tamely, then he gets you on his lap all the while distracting you with passionate kisses

OMG HE'S A SCORPIO WAIT

(I don't even believe in astrology rlly but my brain go brr for Scorpios)

He'd be hypersexual don't argue w me

Okay so like he gets jealous over Eren and compares his physique to him and ends up feeling unattractive or smth

So when you tell him through bold drunken giggles that he's hot, he dies of happiness (and um yk his pants get really tight and he has to hide his hard-on)

I think you'd feel how much he loves you in the way he rocks his hips into you

Mans got a sensitive dick fr

Yk what I'm gonna just say it I think his cum would taste better than most people's lmao

It's pretty thick too, like... not TOO thick but like... a good thick

Brain go brr again for Scorpio sorry let me recompose myself

Okay I feel like when he gets drunk enough he'll have the guts to say sum unholy hotboy shit

Like he'll just clumsily rest on your shoulder from behind and mutter something like "I wanna fuck you so bad"

And omg he'd smell like cherries and vodka

(I'm on my knees for this Scorpio mans can you tell)

Okay, he's got some insane intuition and sixth sense, so he'd immediately figure out if you're uncomfortable with any sexual endeavor without you needing to even mention it

Like nothing goes unnoticed

He's kinky asf don't argue w me

He'd probably have the best fucking tempo too fr

Okay you can fight me on this but I feel like he'd have a lowkey breeding kink

Like he just wants to fuck a baby into you or just fill you up with his cum

And he'd wanna fill you up enough to make it drip out deliciously

My brain is dying how long have I been writing lmao

Okay on this note I'll leave but his stamina runs out easily lmao he's def the type

[sitp-recs]

Hidden Gems by @wolfpants

Today marks our darling Wolf’s one year fandomversary, I almost can’t believe it! Guess time flies when we’re having fun 🙌 naturally I was already planning a hidden gems post for them but W is infuriatingly far in the alphabet so this was the perfect excuse to post it sooner! Wolf’s arrival has been such a wonderful and much appreciated breath of fresh air. Not only they’re a very skilled and bold writer, they make this community kinder by their generosity and share an equal amount of love for Drarry and rare pairs, which makes them my new favorite person! From soft and gentle Dronarry to gritty and luxurious age gap (*insert elmo fire gif*), Wolf is a master of storytelling and can sell me pretty much anything at this point. Their fics offer a range of themes, takes, emotions and ships, taking us into immersive landscapes, top notch flangst and self-indulgent smut.

It hurts me not to include two amazing titles that I’ll mention anyway because this is my post so deal with it 😂 Non-magical AU fans have probably read the iconic Pages of You as well as Dronarry fans have def checked the emotional experience that is Tiny Home, both deserving a big shoutout despite not featuring this list. As for their lesser know stories, surprising a total of 0 (zero) people, the brilliant and intense The Hollow will always have a special spot in my heart - angsty smut my beloved! - not only because it was my first Wolf fic, but because it slapped me in the face (😏) with a ship I had never considered before, and a bittersweet plot that I never saw coming. Their brain! Here’s my short selection of Wolf faves, all powerful and beautifully written fics that deserve the utmost praise. Let’s celebrate this unique author and rare pair champion! We’re so lucky to have you here, friend 💜

Drarry

Edges (E, 1.5k) - brilliant first person POV and insanely hot established relationship smut, omg this one makes me salivate. D/s undertones! Consensual non-con! FACE SLAPPING! Take my money yes please 🔥🔥🔥

Draco explores the limits of Harry's edges. Harry lets him.

Aurora (M, 5k) - Wolf not only provides top notch filth, they’re also nuance and soft 8th year get together with enemies to friends to lovers and late night conversations, gentle coming out and exploratory non-explicit sex. Poignant with loneliness but also sweet and hopeful for the future, this is the perfect comfort romance!

Eighth Year at a half-built Hogwarts, and Harry is not following Draco Malfoy anymore. At least, that's what he tells himself.

Summer Place (E, 14k) - super creative and intriguing story, the WandaVision references are brilliant and so immersive! Featuring accidental drug use, Aurors Drarry, secret relationship. Haunting, compelling, heartbreaking and incredibly well written with lots of world build and plot packed within 15k

Draco has the perfect life: a perfect house on a perfect street with his perfect husband. It’s all he’s ever wanted. So why does something still feel wrong?

Rare pairs

Wildflower (E, 1.3k) - the gentlest Charlie/Draco you’ll read today! I’m so soft for this ship and Wolf writes a lovely, soft and romantic tale showcasing a few moments into their relationship. This short is beautifully evocative, a perfect mix of sexy and sweet, with herbologist Draco as a bonus!!

Charlie and Draco's relationship grows like the wildflowers on the alpine meadows, and Charlie wonders how many seasons they'll survive.

A Bigger Splash (E, 7k) - holy shit this Albus/Draco is so hot I can almost taste the summery and forbidden CMBYN vibes in my mouth. Masterfully written, scorching and charming, with trans Albus, body positivity and worship (!!), mirror sex, praise kink, all the goodies my folks, plus delicious hints at side relationships and tons of excellent teasing and UST. A must read for age gap hoes like me

It's his dad's 45th birthday in rural Sicily, and all Albus wants is to be seen by Draco Malfoy.

Seas Between Us (M, 7k) - I had never considered Remus/James before but Wolf’s writing is too irresistible! This a wonderful modern setting AU friends to lovers full of longing, soft, sexy and tender! James’ pining hit me right in the feels, and the Scottish atmosphere is vivid and gripping, it made me yearn for both these people and this place, a very special love story.

Remus comes home after spending two years in another country. James is ready to tell him the truth.

The Hollow (E, 12k) - I’ll never stop screaming about this masterpiece - the sexiest, most heartbreaking rare pair treat you’ll read today, this Remus/Draco one night stand breaks and mends my heart multiple times. This is scorching hot, full of longing and understanding but also sorrow and complications. Grief sex is now my gender and the hill I plan to die on, please and thank. Past Remus/Sirius + hinted Harry/Draco, ohoho 😌🤌🏼

They both drink, and Remus wonders how much longer he can stay here. His eyes are already moving around slowly, looking for an escape. Anything to get away from the eerily familiar slope of Draco’s cheekbones, from the richness of the voice that sounds so much like the ghost inside his own head.

[sound-heim]

I CAN'T BREATHE

[fyodior]

Hi my favorite little red lobster losers. I am back at it again with more unhinged ideas. Now before I get started I would just like to say; I am soook done with school, I’m this close to drop kicking myself into the fucking ocean. Anyways I love Fyodor but you know who my first love was? Dazai fucking osamu. It’s quite unfortunate that to this day he holds a special place in my heart. So today I give you Dazai headcanons

Dazai won’t admit it but he reads BL like it’s water?? He has spent at least half of his paycheck on an entire series.

Dazai accidentally stole the Vietnamese Presidents Passport and car. Dazai is now banned from Vietnam and for some reason France?

Dazai’ wears different sized shoes on each foot, not because one is bigger than the other but because he said it’s cheaper that way and police have a harder time verifying how tall or how much he might weigh. Because in both of the shoes he put quarters in them so the indent the shoe print leaves is deeper and heavier.

Dazai can’t eat peaches after reading CMBYN LMAONFKDJDN HE LITERALLY TOOK A BITE OF ONE AND STARTED CRYING

dazai can fly a jet, not because he had to learn but because he stole A US naval aircraft for funssies

Dazai stayed at a furry convention motel. Yes Motel.

Dazai can’t ride a bike, and before everyone thinks “omg poor boy he never had a childhood” you’re right but like no he’s just stupid and has no sense of balance on it. Like numerous people have tried to teach him he literally CANT RIDE THE FUCKING BIKE.

Dazai wears a shirts under his button up, that says “I want your chum daddy.” With a cartoon shark making that face you see in those hentai manga headers on tumblr.

Dazai also has a shirt he bought in Korea when he was selling cheap dildos. It said “this shirt was used as a cum rag.”

Dazai was the prime minister of Belgium’s discord kitten for about three years. Yes for three consecutive years Dazai was able to not only catfish but maintain a relationship with this man. To this day it’s still Dazais longest lasting relationship 💀💀

Dazai didn’t know Atsushi was allergic to peanuts and all Dazai fed Atsushi for like four months was peanuts. Yasono doesn’t get paid enough 😭

Dazai and kunnikida had a moment with each other and Dazais ass really said “omg this reminds me of this one BL I read recently.” And he went on an hour tangent about the the goddamn manga. Kunnikida won’t admitted it but he started reading it and likes it

Dazai is banned from every single McDonald’s in the world. He also is not allowed to but Coke-the soda.

Dazai has really soft legs, and like they’re usually hairless??? He doesn’t shave them they’re just like that 💀

Dazai had to gather some intel on a case he was working on and went to this information broker and is now the godfather to the brokers two kids, has a pet frog named turtle, and is missing two ribs, his right pinkie toe, a kidney, and was breifly a sperm doaner for the black market.

Someone bought a three acres of the moon for Dazai. At first he thought it was auktagawa, it was not. It was Ranpo???

The little crevice in between his collar bone and shoulders; if you put your hand in the little dip there and feel it, it’s ✨crunchy✨ no it’s not the bone it’s like crunchy? Like it’s ducking bc weird.

Dazai watched banana fish once and he’s convinced he’s actually never going to be happy again. Like he knew he was depressed but now? Jesus Christ he’s never going to know peace. And he decided to read the manga, the one shot manga, and the two other one shots….yeah he’s not okay. Like he lies away thinking about it. (Same don’t watch it, don’t read it, don’t just don’t. If you like happiness)

Dazai ghost wrote the script for the bee movie!

Dazai hates giraffes??? Like he just thinks they’re up to something, like he’s actually paranoid about it.

-sincerely your one and only shirt that was used as a cum rag☺️

-🪱

NOT DAZAI READING BL FDKLSA;FJDKASL;FDLJ HELP WHY IS THAT FUCKING KILLING ME me too king

OK IVE HEARD OF BANANA FISH BEFORE BUT IVE NEVER WATCHED IT is it really as sad as everyone says it is fjkdfjlas what is it even about

ok i wont lie the belgium one took me so fucking long to read bc i thought u meant he was the prime minister of discord kittens in belgium and i was like fucking whatfdkja;fjsl but then understanding didnt really lead to better comprehension

THIS SHIRT WAS USED AS A CUM RAG I FUCKING NEED THATKJLSFSADJKFKLJF I NEED THAT SHIRT

THANK U AS ALWAYS FOR THESE PSYCHO ASS HCS I LOVE YOU

[edwardsissyhandsthtdanceslikeabb]

LOOKING FOR MOOTS!

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♥︎ Looking for interactive moots bc I need friends and I procrastinate via the internet.

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↻ for reach pls !!

☆mulignan | jared.19.neverfcknlearnedhowtaread | atheist | 🏳‍🌈 | aroace | they/he/bug/any neos - for nonblks + ma/my nigga for blk ppl

Use tone tags and tws/cws!

☆Basic dni

*+° I like analyzing stuff and politics. And I'm a lil depressed lol 😆 🤪 😭🥲

Ships!

Bkdk, Eruri, Huma, Batjokes, Stelena, Klefan, Jalec, Eremin, Miki × Miko, Rexi, Stony, Scira, RobRae,

Fav characters!

Levi Ackerman, Adam Groff, Mr Peanutbutter, Gustavo Fring, Gihun, Bakugou, Miruko, Rue Bennet, honestly the whole AOT cast except for Ereh. with a heavy emphasis on Sasha (aka i love her)

Anime!

AOT, Beastars, Inuyashiki, Castlevania, JJK, Mitchiko e Hatchin, Death Note, Boondocks, OPM and more

- Anti Light Yagami

- Anti Eremika

- Anti Eren Yeager

- Anti Izuocha

Shows!

BOJACK HORSEMAN, BrBa, Smiling Friends, Hannibal, The boys, Sex Eduction, Stranger Things, Euphoria, GOT, ATLA, squid game, MLB, Invincible, Extra Curricular, SU, The Magicians, Deadly Class

Cartoon Network Shows

Adventure Time

general media!

- Anti Marinette

- Anti Sangwoo

- Anti Damon Salvatore

- not a fan of Otis Melbourne

- Anti fire nation

- not a fan of starco

Movies!

gay movies in general

WE NEED TO TALK ABOUT KEVIN, Whiplash, Interview with a vampire 1994, Beautiful boy, Descendents, Kingsman franchise, Jennifer's Body, ShortBus, The handmaiden, Luca, The lighthouse, Misandrists, Kill your darlings, blackkklansman, Harry Potter, Planet of the Apes, Priest (1994), Blue is the warmest colour, The color purple, Elephant, Concrete Cowboy, tenet, Scream

- Anti Mal

- Anti VKs

- Anti King Ben

- Anti Steve Rogers

Webtoon!

Kim Carnby (Sweet Home, Bastard, Pig Pen), Jackson's Diary, Lalin's curse, Siren's Lament, I love yoo

- Anti LO

- Anti Persephone & Hades

+ books:

Carry on Rainbow Rowell

-Anti the Grimm Pitches

Music!

SOAD

krap

Michael Jackson

Melanie Martniez adjacent music

Hyperpop

Heavy metal

chill music - tame impala-esque stuff

fav songs: uncle by msi & northern lights by kennie

Other interests!

- Youtube

- Aesthetics

- Writing

- Horror

Celebrities!

Fatou, Megan Fox, Gina Torres, Sophie Turner, Lupita Nyongo, Jonghyun, Rupert Grint, Gina Torres, Giancarlo Esposito sorta, Caleb McLaughlin, Dev Patel

Stuff I have a love hate relationship with:

TAWOG, kpop, krap, MSI (i hate them but their music is good), Killing Stalking, Draco Malfoy, Robert Pattinson, George Miller, Timothee Chalamet, CMBYN

Stuff I kinda like:

1D lol (dont know much about them except zayn and harry are kinda gay)

That's it me thinks. I really need moots! Pls omg pls!!! I'm so looonneeelllyyyyyyy 😭