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I have been gone for 3 days and everything happens omg
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Ker (keres, plural) goddess of violent death
it has come to my attention that when there is Thanatos, the god of gentle death, then there must be another personification of death but of the violent kind and i just found out that they're called the Keres. very shallow research later and i wanted Ker personified in hades game style fashion
took some liberties on how they've become a horde of battlefield body scavenging daughters of Nyx and Erebus, Night and Darkness, and made them all start from a single goddess (Ker) but violent deaths suddenly came at a surplus and so more help was needed hence the death-spirits known as Keres. These death-spirits are likened to the very first iteration of Ker so they're more savage with a single-minded focus and purpose. They did not inherit her capacity of speech nor for scavenging of little trinkets in battlefields.
#from what i've gathered Ker isn't really part of the house of hades???? and mostly closely work with the fates???#and i love the idea of gentle death announcing his coming and going bc most of the time ppl Do know when it's their time to die#but the keres descend upon you like a thief in the night as most violent deaths tend to occur which is without knowing#i also went with the combination of black hair with deep purple eyes since she came from night and darkness#and relishes in the realm of chaos so she's mostly void no starlight#thinking this up gave me all kinds of headcanons in-game lmao#hades#hades game#i don't think it's proper to tag this as greek mythology but keres isn't in the game either#keres#character design#my art#fanart#and a bit of zagthan in there#zagreus#thanatos
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Things that cannot defeat the TARDIS...

Being jettisoned into the Z-Neutrino energy core of the Dalek Crucible.
Being turned into a self cannibalising paradox machine by The Master.
Being shunted into a human body while it's own body gets possessed by a sentient TARDIS devouring asteroid.
Things that can defeat the TARDIS...
One cup of coffee with a splash of cold milk.
#doctor who#doctor who spoilers#LET ME BE VERY CLEAR#I make this post with love and glee#i think its hilarious that donna and the doc couldn't even just teleport across town to see wilf together#because just as they jokingly predicted those idiots couldn't be alone in the tardis together without SOMETHING stupid happening#they just foolishly thought they had to go on a trip to make that happen instead of just poking around the new centre console#and the fact that they managed this chaos by Donna doing precisely the thing she had recently been fired for?#icing of the cake#can't wait for the next episode
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UM. MASS ATTACK
it's been a hot minute since i've done a big group shot like this (and by "hot minute" i mean like 5 years) so uh. zoo wee mama that's a lotta hedgehogs (plus one (1) warrior cat and a porcupine)
individual groups under the cut. i'll be putting character names & owners down there too :]
this attack has a whopping 33 characters in it so um....... long post warning
group #1 (also known as Mandatory Vacation in my files):
Archie ( @interstellarchaosss )
Astraeus ( @simpalert )
Zonic of PZSFI ( @ciphergrowl )
group #2 (aka Beast Pack in my files. look i had to name the folders to keep everything organized ok)
Agartha ( @sa2ration )
Werehog Spikes ( @hyper-cryptic )
Monster AU Sonic (Rougelynesdisco on ArtFight)
Halcyon ( @mystigaron )
group #3 (silly billies)
Blurfoot ( @guiltypandas )
2000s Web Sonic (Prismsonic on ArtFight)
Nicolas ( @zzcarnotauro )
Prism Sonic (also Prismsonic)
group #4 (Therapy)
TDC!Sonic (donnie on Artfight)
Virtuosity!Sonic ( @minecraftfan11onscratch )
Nikopulous!Sonic ( @bensbean )
group #5 (da bench)
Frost ( @simpalert )
Tactile (ULTRAVIXLENCE on ArtFight)
Dreamwalker Sonic ( @the-cosmic-blogger )
group #6 (nincombots)
Murder Drones Sonic ( @cat-dragron-arts & @cherbearsz )
SD-C (also cat-dragron & cherbearsz)
Dr. Needlemouse ( @lilcrazybat )
group #7 (eeeek a spider - also mva sonic's quills are cut off a little sorry)
Undertale Sonic ( @gettingfizzical )
MVA!Sonic ( @weirdozjunkary )
Mach Spider ( @chaosspear )
group #8 (oooooo spooky)
Rise ( @mercurymarine404 )
Taxidermy!Sonic ( @cxrpsehub )
group #9 (gender)
Sonic the Squidhog ( @stormloup )
Nikki ( @transgirlsonic )
Crystallized AU Sonic ( @12neonlit-stage )
Arrow (SparksSystem on Artfight)
Vi (also SparksSystem)
group #10 (no silly folder name for this one. sorry) :[ )
SOMA!Sonic ( @citystreetfunk )
Vampire Sonic (the-cosmic-blogger)
group #11 (actually not a group it's just speedy)
Speedy the Porcupine ( @jays---wing )
and some bonus doodles from while i was working on this. as a treat :] (feat. zonic having The Day Ever)
hehehehaha i love an excuse to draw a niche character that i really like for some reason. anyway hooray yippee my adhd ass completed a large project!!!! ^_^ time to write a whole novel in the tags as per usual
#i really wanted to add mva sonic because stumbling across weirdozjunkary's mva au like..... unlocked a major childhood memory for me???#which is to say i was obsessed with monsters vs aliens. like it was the only movie i would watch for a solid year#and i would just watch it over and over#and yet somehow people still thought i was a totally neurotypical child lol#but anyway somehow i totally forgot that the movie existed until. like a couple months ago when i found the mva au#anyway i rewatched it an honestly it's a very okay movie but also i see why small lee loved it so much (girlboss protag & kaiju battles)#this was originally going to be only sonics but my scourge bias made that pretty much impossible. there are 2 scourges in here#and 2 zonics because again. bias#and also a chaos sonic because come on!!! i couldn't draw drone sonic without his boyfriend!!!!#i think there might be more sonic fanart in my future turns out mobians are like. really fun to draw#i'm a fan artist now. it was bound to happen eventually i guess#toonagi art#digital art#artists on tumblr#mass attack#artfight mass attack#artfight 2024#artfight team seafoam#sonic#sonic the hedgehog#zonic the zone cop#scourge the hedgehog#sonic au#i guess sonic aus plural. there's a lotta them here
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I. Am. Going. To. Be. SICKKKKKKKKKKKK
#destiny 2#destiny#destiny the game#d2#the witness#destiny witness#the traveler#the traveler destiny#MY BABY MY SWEET ORB OF A BABY#destiny heresy spoilers#destiny heresy#sundered doctrine spoilers#Im justā¦ omg omg omg#THE LORE DROPS ARE DRIVING ME CRAZY EXPECT A MILLION POSTS#the traveler thinks the best of all life but the precursors thought the absolute worst of it#it loves the witness and has hope in her mutilated heart DESPITE EVERYTHING IT HAS DONE TO IT#when the universe is silent you can tell people it said anything youād like them to believe#this works for well for my project too because I talk about how African religious beliefs about how purpose is an individual pursuit#that clashed heavily with colonizers who believed the universe could not be perceived without a god who granted purpose and morality#they were so afraid of the Carribean belief that the universe had neutral forces that could be used for good and evil#that potential for pain and and unknowable chaos scared them into enforcing their monotheistic beliefs as objective truths on islanders#much for me to say here and I could go on about how that relates to destiny#but my traveler o my traveler#truly misunderstood and punished for it#the precursors saw it as god but didnāt think about whether or not they needed a god#let alone if there were others ways to percieve the Traveler#ignore typos please
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a little late sharing this but DreamWorksTV asked the cast and executive producers of JWCT what their favorite JP/JW moments are š¦ lots of great answers here!
#man i really love this cast :(((#and i love that aaron brought up the bathtub scene. it's sad but if you can find the humor in things it IS funny#but funny without. like. actually ruining the tone of the scene#it's a balancing act and the entire team struck that middle ground perfectly#from the script to the animation/staging to the voice acting#jurassic world chaos theory#jurassic world#jurassic park#jurassic world camp cretaceous#jwct#jwcc#raini rodriguez#darren barnet#kiersten kelly#kausar mohammed#sean giambrone#paul-mikĆ©l williams#aaron hammersley#scott kreamer#dreamworks#dreamworks tv#dreamworks animation#me showing up to the most tags competition š§āāļø#official
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FOURTH IMPACT
what happens to an mf when you switch up the dead sea scrolls with the sunken sea scrolls
#agent 4#this is shitpost#please take me off the internet its for all our wellbeing#I wish that I could turn back time#'Cause now the guilt is all mine#Can't live without the trust from those you love#im so fucking close to making an kazoo cover of komm sĆ¼Ćer tod istg#kazoo harbinger of chaos#evangelion#but also not really#meme#shitpost#my brain is melting as we speaking#splatoon
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Everyone say hi to Pistachio!!!

I found this little dude a month ago. He's been very sick and on the line since the very beginning, and after five intense days at the vet, I really thought this would be my last day with him. Oh, surprise! My beautiful Pistachio refuses to go without a fight and he's finally, FINALLY out of immediate danger.
I'm so fucking relieved and happy that I just had to come here and yell at the void and show you all his dumb and beautiful face. He's going to live and he's going to be the happiest boy in the world and my heart is so full that it just might explode.
#so far I've spent 2025 crying and full of stress#this cute motherfucker drained my wallet and my soul but I love him so so so much#he still has a long journey ahead with lots of medicine and treatments but I wouldn't change him for the world#and I at least can sleep for the first time without worrying that I won't find him in the morning#sorry for the ramble but I'm too happy to shut up#this morning I really thought that was it but his vet is a goddamn miracle worker#I've been giving my all to this little dude and tbh keeping him alive has kept me afloat through the current chaos of the world#I'm so happy you all#ranting to the void#dan is rambling again#my dogs
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&&. SHIPPING TAGS...

PLATONIC.
Iago. ( @accultant ) // &&. SAILS. Chaos. Cats. Crime.

ROMANTIC.
canon characters.
Astarion. ( @estarion ) // &&. SAILS. WELL DAMN! WE ALL GOT PROBLEMS!
Astarion. ( @starcunin ) // &&. SAILS. No holding back.
Harleep. ( @dvilsdesire ) // &&. SAILS. Two cats. One yarn.
Raphael. ( @fiendishfinesse ) // &&. SAILS. Deals & Diatribes.
Shadowheart. ( @sharransepulchre ) // &&. SAILS. Until my darkness goes.
dark urges.
Balasar. ( @bloodsoakedurge ) // &&. SAILS. We're odds & ends.
Ithaca. ( @faebhaal ) // &&. SAILS. Cannibal Girlfriends.
Puck. ( @bloodtwin ) // &&. SAILS. The Mutts.
Serkan. ( @murderreign ) // &&. SAILS. Hearts without Hands.
tav. / oc. / oc companion.
Azariel ( @asangel ) // &&. Holiness & Monsters.
Cassian. ( @crimesought ) // &&. SAILS. Weremutts.
Connor. ( @relentlessgrief ) // &&. SAILS. Two creatures in a pod.
Lithos ( @fellbless ) // &&. SAILS. See my heart is black.
Tempest. ( @lovepvnch ) // &&. SAILS. My love will laugh with me.
Vhaal. (@demonwebs ) // &&. Wolf Spiders.

#&&. ships.#if i fORGOT OUR SHIP PLS LEMME KNOW IM SURE I DID#THIS TOOK ME WEEKS AND IM STILL SURE I MISSED PEOPLE#Iago. ( @accultant ) // &&. SAILS. Chaos. Cats. Crime.#Astarion. ( @estarion ) // &&. SAILS. WELL DAMN! WE ALL GOT PROBLEMS!#Astarion. ( @starcunin ) // &&. SAILS. No holding back.#Harleep. ( @dvilsdesire ) // &&. SAILS. Two cats. One yarn.#Raphael. ( @fiendishfinesse ) // &&. SAILS. Deals & Diatribes.#Shadowheart. ( @sharransepulchre ) // &&. SAILS. Until my darkness goes.#Balasar. ( @bloodsoakedurge ) // &&. SAILS. We're odds & ends.#Ithaca. ( @faebhaal ) // &&. SAILS. Cannibal Girlfriends.#Puck. ( @bloodtwin ) // &&. SAILS. The Mutts.#Serkan. ( @murderreign ) // &&. SAILS. Hearts without Hands.#Azariel ( @asangel ) // &&. Holiness & Monsters.#Cassian. ( @crimesought ) // &&. SAILS. Weremutts.#Connor. ( @relentlessgrief ) // &&. SAILS. Two creatures in a pod.#Lithos ( @fellbless ) // &&. SAILS. See my heart is black.#Tempest. ( @lovepvnch ) // &&. SAILS. My love will laugh with me.#Vhaal. (@demonwebs ) // &&. Wolf Spiders.#ships#ship tags
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TODAY'S CHAPTER SPOILERS BELOW BUT...
love the detail of nick's soft belly yeah that's a good, cute detail i love that so much actually. i love that he looks like a teenager and not a shredded cw fantasy thank you alice i owe you my life. 2. THAT LITTLE FLASHBACK???
not to get too analytical about it but i love that his flashback is framed in a way that looks both like pieces of a broken mirror but also like the way rain collects on uneven payment? The rounded edges vs. the rather sharp content matter (good lord stephane reminds me too much of my own dad rn boy do i hate seeing myself in media LOL) ohh my god. plus like how exactly does nick remember this moment? in broken up chunks. oh my god. 3. I think we see Nick subconsciously associating that memory/ his experience with his father's absenteeism to Charlie, and blaming his sadness/negative emotions on that absence, therefore being afraid if he shows those to Charlie, he'll leave too. ow. my heart? 4. NICK. PIVOTING. TO. SEX AS A CRUTCH! Hiding his feelings via tough (probably one of his love languages lbr), making a brief joke of it to brush off the vulnerable nelson oh boy nick nelson your are the guy of all time.
#chao time#heartstopper rambles#hs spoilers#idk if there's a general tag for that but there.#i also really loved charlie being like: hey you can talk to me about it#i love listening to you#it's a very gentle push toward better communication without turning it into a big thing#i love my emotionally aware king thank you.#i also feel like i called the fact that#stephane was going to come back in some way shape or form.#or at least nick was gonna have to tackle#that#i'm going to get myself a dr pepper to celebrate this win.
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FREIGHT PLAYLIST???
#can you tell how bored i got today during the storm#this isnt songs i think theyd listen to just songs that kinda remind me of them#theres a mixture of chaos and angst here#its all either party rock or āi hate my siblingsā or āi love my siblings and cant live without themā#perfect mixture#starlight express#stex london 2024#freight is family#slick the oil tanker#hydra the hydrogen tanker#lumber the wood truck#porter the coal truck#playlist#spotify
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Lines that somehow single-handedly kinda broke my heart:
"Thank you."
"Never thank me for that."
#Dain Aetos#Violet Sorrengail#Violet Sorrengail quotes#Dain Aetos quotes#Iron Flame#Iron Flame quotes#Rebecca Yarros#Chapter 44#no spoilers please#quote spoilers without spoiling#iykyk#first read along with me#reading reacts#break my heart#spoonies understand#legit Iāve lived this#idk thereās just a lot in this scene#the fact he knows exactly what she means the way he just grabs her the way she did everything she could and still is blamed#though the griffin grabbed the rider first not her and she literally couldnāt move and she tried and the love and heartbreak in Dain at that#the like guilt response pain relief thank you and the horror heartache of her even saying that or owing him or any part of it#plus the chaos of the scene and almost humor in her being like ITS NOT THAT BIG A DEAL DO IT cause been there too idk it just got me#ALSO RIDOC DONT YOU DARE DIE ON ME#the next lines too but they get their own posts#and Cibbe broke my heart btw#and YES AND THATS WHY I LOVE HIM#OK POWER QUEEN#He wields the older brother disapproving stare like the professional he is. but also Brennan Ridoc best not die bro#and it was a brilliant idea Vi#How did you know you could kill them like that? I didn't.
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thinking about how Macaque usually smiles when being more aggressive. Thinking about how monkeys usually āsmileā to show aggression. Thinking about MK smiling a shit ton durinf the Azure fight. THINKING ABOUT THE WARRIORS AND MKS REPRESSION GODD
Watching MK go completely unhinged while fighting Azure moodboard:






#but part of me was cheering with SWK#THAT'S MY HARBINGER OF CHAOS. THAT'S MY BOY#HE SHOULD YELL AT PEOPLE MORE OFTEN#(Wukong)#(He should yell at Wukong)#It's the fact that they love each other so much that makes SWK V MK fuck so hard#MK *loves* to repress/ignore problems that impact his worldview. He is so messy#Like I love the way he deals with LBD in s2 because it's absolutely abysmal.#He handles the problem without actually handling the problem. Does not go to monkey king. Does not talk to his friends#He trains but he also doesn't make any effort to try and stop LBD's plans or learn what those plans are#And then after being bitter at Wukong for a whole season he pretends it did not happen in s3. Like MK my sweet boy#you are not handling anything with any amount of grace#AND THEN he tried to do the same thing with his Monkey Form. But Monkey Form did not let him#lmk#lego monkie kid#lmk MK#asks#solarartzz#like can you believe they ended s4 on such a high note. And then also said that s4 was the ''calm before the storm''#can you believe s4 was set up. THAT IT WAS SET UP#Like oh noooooooooooooooooooooooooo. MK's s4 arc ended on too much of a high note#Especially because it resolved like nothing about his identity & his relationship with SWK#And they totally hinted at the SWK V Macaque fight being revealed later#Like god. We really are so fucked I'm telling you
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They won't sleep tonight.
They couldn't even if they wanted. Not after everything, standing before nothing, their sides digged up and empty and lost and all that remains close being each other, crumbled and less than half of themselves, trying to form something less than a whole.
But Jaskier insisted, faint as it sounded, because she was stumbling on her feet and her shoulders were dragged by the earth and her eyes hadn't gone a second without flooding throughout the day. So much that he knew he had to save some of his tears to give her, in case hers ever dried up. Not letting her hurt bereft of tears, at least he could give her that.
The bed is fit for two whole people. Broken, hidden from her, a smile.
They won't sleep tonight.
They will say it's only for a few moments of rest, if rest could ever be so agonizing. They will say it's no use to roam the continent now, in the dark of the night, holding themselves from collapsing onto each other only for the sake of the names constantly hanging from their lips, now by so weak a string they almost let them drop. They will say it's only for rest.
And this is what it is.
This, and also the way he takes off his coat and his vest and suddenly his shoulders appear so shrunk under the worn-out shirt that she rests her hands on them without thinking, because they look like hurting. She caresses more than rubs them, and hopes it's enough. It's love, she won't say. It should be enough.
This, and also his hands coming up to unlace her shirt and help her peel it off her body, and then her skirt, and then, she stands still in her undergarment, and waits for him to also strip to his shirt. And then they face each other, hands on their sides, tired and empty, and they stare.
He affords a smile, faint. She smiles back. It's all they can afford.
This, as they slip under the thin blanket and they haven't done it for quite a while, but it feels so familiar now, like slipping back into their older broken molds, only they don't fit quite right anymore. This is a different kind of broken.
How gentle, then, how kind, to crumble again together.
His arms are open, forever open and waiting, and she thinks none of it as she crawls inside and wraps her body around his, clings tight and brusing. He happily welcomes the bruising. It's proof she's still here.
Her nose nuzzles into his shoulder and he buries his face in her hair, and breathes in the ashes and the exhaustion and the pain and the lilac and everything that makes her. Deep breaths, nonstopping. So that he memorizes the scent.
He only pulls back just a little, just to take a look at her eyes. Swollen and cut and bloodshot, and he suspects his are not much different as they're mirrored. But there's comfort, too. There, pooling between the crinkles along with the tears, carved between her eyebrows.
At least, at least.
He knows he's not much. At least, just enough. Enough to find the faint wave of hope between the flood of her eyes. Enough to mold a little dimple on her cheek where his thumb strokes, and make her eyes flutter close.
Less than whole. But holding her, just enough.
They will not sleep tonight.
Only, in a moment of despair, similar to so many other moments, she will kiss his lips. And he, he will kiss her too. Softly, barely there, for reassurance. He will kiss her lips, and then he will kiss the side of her neck. And then her shoulder, bare and slumped, and she will cling tighter on him because she has to cling somewhere, even just for a little bit. Just for tonight.
Only, in a moment of love, similar to so many other moments, she will bare her lungs in sighs and he will find shelter there, inside her as though to replace the lost warmth, or try to.
Alright, everything will be alright. I love you, everything will be alright.
Just for tonight, just for their lips to whisper each other's names too, the ones they so discreetly cover up in daylight. As though they could ever hide.
They will not sleep.
Not tonight, not for many other nights afterwards.
Instead, he will place one last kiss on her lips, and then rest into the crook of her neck, as she rests into his chest, and the gaping holes by their sides may prevent it from being whole, but for now, it's just enough.
It could never be more than that, anyway.
And if the lullaby he mutters and the soft vibration of his chest makes her eyes droop after a while, she will never admit it. If her lips tremble on his skin moments before her lashes do, to slowly fade his voice in a dreamless sleep, later, he will speak none of it.
Later, they will say they did not sleep that night.
It's love, they won't say. It's just enough.
#they fucked sobbing after the hug anya and joey told me themselves#anyway. they're not enough on their own without their family but they've lost the world apart from each other and they make do#just for one night before they enter chaos again#because they love each other so so so so so much and just enough do you understand do you understand#head in hands help me hELP HELP#the witcher#yennskier#yennefer of vengerberg#jaskier#chrysa writes#fic recs#s3 spoilers#no actual dialogue i had a nice flow with this but if you listen closely you can hear me screaming in the background#(if you saw me deleting this accidentally no u didn't)
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photos taken a split second before disaster
#yuuji would 100% without hesitation#and megumi would murder him#(nobara is the one taking the picture. she has her own stockpile and is ready to cause maximum chaos)#and nothing bad ever happens and everyone is happy and safe in canon#god these last few episodes have destroyed me i need to believe in these guys' lovely little snow day for my own sanity#jujutsu kaisen#itadori yuuji#fushiguro megumi#art from the ally#jjk
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My personal life is in chaos right now and for the most part Iām only considering happy or hopeful media. I assumed TGR would easily fall into the hopeful camp because Jeanās healing is the most important thing (or that my own excitement might cancel out any other requirements I had) but Iām not even a chapter in and I may need to reevaluate. Can someone whoās read the book give me some non-spoiler/limited spoiler insight into the hopefulness vibe? Does it end on a good note for Jean and Jeremy? Is the angst mostly working through old shit or is new trauma being accumulated? (I am not opposed to learning about new traumatic events that happened in the past, but want a handle on whether focus is healing/growth or in the thick of it emotional turmoil)
#aftg tgr#tgr#the golden raven#why is my personal life in chaos#well I work for the us federal government#my agency is supposed to get rid of like 10% of its employees#Iāve been dealing with constant musk fuckery for the last week#I donāt even really like my job. it was supposed to be a stepping stone to other things that allowed for security in the meantime#itās sort of served its purpose in that I no longer owe 25k because I completed a year of federal service tied to those funds#also if I last 11 more months I get access to more job opportunities that better align with my education and values#not that I can really do that in this environment but it would be helpful for the fuckery afterwards#I would even settle for just not being fired before April 15 because that would allow me to complete this performance review cycle#but I love where I live and I donāt want to move in May but I also canāt afford to stay without a job#my family lives in the Midwest and I love living in NOVA#I love the museums and the culture and my libraries and my friends#I love my apartment with its privacy and little balcony and monthly gatherings
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