#i love apocalypsis
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i love timeloops i love time traveling i love fake worlds i love so much everything
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i cannot believe i have been mistakenly in love with the WRONG VERSION of apocalypsis this whole time
#lext post#don't get me wrong apocalypsis noctis still fucks i still love her#but this one hits different#and this is the version that actually caught my attention#god i wanna play this fight again SO BAD but i dont want what comes after this fight
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listening to a lot of songs rn n i'm just thinking of how much i love my music taste
#🌙.rambles#from the softest piano melodies to metal or wtvr#hehe i watched like. i came across the orchestral version of animals by the architects n i saw s&m from metallica in the comments#thought i'd listen to it sometime n well yk what the day after when apollo n i were talking about music in the car#our dad hehe mentioned the album ^^ he bought the disks long ago even iirc????#n he played from the spotify album i think n this night i've been listening to some songs as well as a lot others too#I REALLY SHLDVE LISTENED TO THESE EARLIER AAAA#i only listened to 2 so far bcs i keep on adding stuff to my queue n i've made 3 playlists w nearly the exact same songs uh#YEAH YOU GET THE POINT 😭 i have. nearly 900 playlists in my library bcs i just rlly love music so much i want to#yk. organize it Somehow or just place it somewhere but man it gets out of hand fr but honestly idrc#i listened to nothing else matters from the s&m album n then devil's dance#just those two so far bcs of the reasons i just mentioned n I LOVE IT SO MUCH AAAA N THE NORMAL VERSION TOO#songs like. devil's dance from metallica & the end of the dream by evanescence & cerberus from ffxv's ost &#the apocalypsis songs from ffxv; noctis/aquarius/magnatus#all have this vibe to me that i grp them together with.#n then. another vibe would be insanity from ffxiv's ost & illuminated world from gbf (both versions)#as well as angels from within temptation#listening to music just puts me so at ease i love it when my mind is at work n just. idk how to explain but yk analyzes it n all!!!!#i genuinely really don't want this to come off as bragging or being arrogant n i probably didn't have to say this but#i have trauma from some old friends being mean to me abt that when i was just happy n passionate 😭#but i like my. genes. being intelligent really is in my blood#i love that honestly. the way i grew up with so much.#loving life. being curious about everything. reading so many books watching so many shows n#god i grew up with those + music n video games too. hehe i'm rlly glad i grew up mostly well w my family at least#n yeah i've always been naturally intelligent. n then. i'm.. special too in a way i suppose it wouldn't be wrong to say#i have a twin. i grew up in a way i really like. i've really grown to be able to love myself n love life at heart#though i do definitely know how hard it gets. n. that makes me appreciate all these things more n. yk yh help others bcs i know how it is
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Casey beginning to get irritated at everything and everyone because he’s just so angry he couldn’t make it in time and completely blames himself and feels incredibly guilty for being so mean and bad to everyone but he doesn’t know any other way to seem strong and personally I can’t wait for that extreme build up to lead to an anguish snap where he breaks
I love this idea quite a lot
Yep, of course he will have break down... But he will get through it because turtles are growing too, they will become his greatest help once again I'll tell more, this timeline was saved through apocalypsis. They captured krang in other dimension by recreating key again
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The siblings were reunited in the living room.
Klaus: And i am the uncle... Claire adores...
Klaus stops talking and sees the little girl with blonde hair and blue eyes that he always meets when he dies. She was leaning on the wall with her arms crossed, then she starts walking towards Klaus, who only backs away.
Klaus: How...can i see you?
Everyone was staring at Klaus confused.
Five: How can you see who, Klaus?
Klaus points to where the girl was.
Klaus: The little girl...
Luther gets close to Diego and whispers:
Do you think he is hallucinating?
Diego only answers, both still staring at Klaus confused and serious:
Have no ideia.
Klaus hits the wall and the little girl stops in front of him.
The little girl: You can see me because i allow you to see.
Klaus: I don't mean to be rude...but what exactly are you doing here?
The little girl: I thought that i could help you...
Klaus: Help me?
The little girl: Yes.
Klaus: With what?
The little girl: give your real lifes back.
Klaus: Really?
The little girl: Yes.
Klaus claps his hands and gives a big smile to the little girl.
Klaus: That's great!
The little girl: Don't celebrate yet.
Klaus' smile disappears.
Klaus: What...?
The little girl: I would need something in exchange.
Klaus: What exatcly...would you need?
The little girl: Easy...
The little girl gets closer to Klaus and stares at his face.
The little girl: Your soul!
The little girl gives a deviously smile to Klaus and her eyes turn red.
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Klaus gets nervous and tries to walk away from the little girl.
Klaus: This was such a good meeting, but i don't think i can do this. I love my soul very much, thank you.
The little girl: Not even for your family...for Claire?
Klaus turns around and stares at the little girl, who walks and stops next to Klaus, looking at him serious.
The little girl: I could make your life more easy, take away your pain and fears. Give your ben back. Give your Five back...and Claire would still be alive.
Klaus looks around at his siblings and sees their pale faces and black circles around their eyes. They seem very tired and confused. Klaus stares at five. Klaus knows Five would do anything for his family. Klaus imagines how exhausting the little guy must be after trying to stop the Apocalypsis for a long time. Klaus just wanted to take that burden away from his brother.
The little girl: I could stop the Apocalypsis from happening. You only need to say yes. Five wouldn't have to deal with anything anymore. He would be able to have a normal life with his siblings. You all could grow up together. Don't you want that?
Klaus's eyes start getting wet. He takes a last look at his family and then nods his head.
Klaus: Yes.
The little girl: Yes, what?
Klaus: You can possess me.
The little girl: Great.
The little girl's eyes turn red and stay thay way.
She gets close to Klaus, who only steps away and ends falling on the floor. He looks up at the little girl, who is over his body now.
Klaus: I thought you were...
The little girl: You thought wrong.
Klaus gets agitated.
Klaus: But...but...
The little girl: But that place you always appear? It's not heaven, you dumbass. It's an ilusion created by me.
Klaus starts getting scared.
Klaus: I don't understand...what...?
The little girl: What am i? I'm a dark angel...but i guess, in your world, you can call me a demon.
Klaus tries to back away pretty scared.
Klaus: No...no...stay away from me...
The little girl: Too late big boy. We already made a deal.
Suddenly a red light comes off the little girl's hands. She puts her hands over Klaus' belly and he screams very loud from pain. His siblings only stare at him, not knowing what to do and pretty scared to move or to touch him.
After a few minutes, Klaus stops screaming and stands up slowly from the floor. He looks around at the Academy and at the siblings. He has a weird expression on his face. It had an evil vibe. He looks at the fireplace and some of the fire flies to his direction and levitates on his hand, with Klaus controlling it with his hand.
His siblings were worried about him.
Five: Klaus, are you okay?
Klaus turns his head to look at five with a deviously smile, who flinches a little.
Klaus: Never felt better.
Klaus throws the fire back at the fireplace and the others also try to keep away from Klaus.
Klaus sits on the sofa and starts creating a big red energy ball that shows everything that happened in the past. With his arms open and relaxed on each side of his on the sofa, Klaus starts selecting which moments to attack. He chooses a scene where Five wants to test his powers. It's the same day he disappears. Five was telling Reginald Hargreeves he was ready. His father didn't believe him. Five got frustrated and teleported away. Before teleporting himself to the future, Klaus says:
You won't use your powers. You'll go back to the Academy and be a good brother to your siblings.
So, Five teleports himself back to the Academy and sits on his chair without saying anything and starts eating his food.
The five, who was seated on the other sofa, across from Klaus, looks at his brother totally shocked, just like the rest of his siblings.
Then, Klaus changes to another scene. It was the one where Reginald kills Ben, but before killing Ben, Klaus says:
You'll point this stupid gun at your head and you'll shoot yourself.
Reginald obeys Klaus and shoots himself. Ben turns around and calls desperate for help.
Klaus changes again to another scene where young Klaus was still being tortured with ghosts even after Reginald's death. Young Klaus was on his bed with his eyes shut tightly and his hands on his ears to not be disturbed by the sounds.
Klaus: You won't be scared of the ghosts anymore. You'll embrace your power and control it.
Then, young Klaus relaxes and takes his hands off his ears and falls in a deep sleep.
He changes to another scene where Vanya is insecure about herself and her powers and tries to keep herself away from her siblings.
Klaus: You won't fear your powers anymore. You'll control it. Your siblings love you. So, do never doubt yoursel anymore. Just be whatever you want to be. You don't need to do what other people say. Live your life. Spend time with your family. Ask help when you need it.
Klaus changes to another scene where the handler was searching for powerful kids. She was in her office taking a look at some papers.
Klaus: You'll get your gun and point it to your head and shoot it.
As if hypnotized, the handler gets an emotionless face and does what Klaus said.
The red energy fades. Suddenly a cocktail appears in Klaus' hand and he drinks it.
Klaus: See, that wasn't totally so difficult after all.
Then, the Academy starts being reformed, Lila starts disappearing and Ben starts turning into the old Ben.
Diego gets desperate seeing his wife disappearing, like everyone else was...they didn't understand how Klaus could be doing that. Many things were changing and Five was getting nervous, not knowing what to do or think.
Klaus only gives a dark smile while he watches Lila disappear and Diego crying in anguish.
Klaus: Relax, okay? In a few seconds, you won't even remember her anymore.
Everything changes completely. The Academy is back to what it was. The old Ben was back with his clothes. Luther didn't have a monkey body anymore. Klaus continues drinking his cocktail.
Five: Uh, guys? Did something happen? I feel like i'm missing something, but i don't know what it is.
Everyone nods and looks at each other, trying to guess what they were missing.
Klaus: What you are missing is a good time of fun. You are always stressed. Klaus feels lonely without his siblings.
The others only shake their heads at Klaus and laugh a little bit.Their mother enters in the living room.
Their mother: Hey, guys! I made cookies. Would you like some?
All the siblings nod their heads. Their mother walks away to go to the dining room and they follow. Klaus is the last one to follow. He turns around and sees Pogo leaned on the wall with his arms crossed staring at Klaus serious, who only gives him a dark laugh and shows his red eyes before following his siblings.
But inside Klaus' body, the real one was burning in flames and screaming for help.
Real Klaus: SOMEBODY, HELP ME! IT HURTS!
Lesson of the story:
For everything, there is always a consequence. Not all deals are good.
#the umbrella academy#tua spoilers#tua season 4#tua s4#tua#tua klaus#klaus hargreeves#incorrect quotes#tua incorrect quotes#tua headcanons#five hargreeves#vanya hargreeves#alison hargreeves#luther hargreeves#diego hargreeves#number five#lila pitts#lila hargreeves#netflix
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temptation tuesday!
tagged by @spotsandsocks
author buck and actor eddie au has taken over my life but there are a few ideas that i thought of and i'd love to write.
firefighter!buck and detective!eddie with eddie helping buck investigate the disappearance/possible murder of his sister (maddie isn't dead dw im not that cruel)
a post apocalypsis buddie au
school nurse eddie and gym teacher buck who keeps getting injured
a soulmates au where you find out who's your soulmate after you die. (idk if make it a sort of s4 shooting ep au or s6 lightning strike au)
a spiderman buck au bc why not (i just rewatched the andrew garfield movies and im just !!!! )
another rockband au bc i love them but this time they're from different bands
tagging (no pressure): @monsterrae1 @buddierights @honestlydarkprincess @bigfootsmom @prince-buck-diaz @panbuckley @hippolotamus @transbuck @transboybuckley @barbiediaz @bucktalias @maygrantgf @prettyboybuckley @rogerzsteven @the-likesofus @messyhairdiaz @shortsighted-owl @elvensorceress @cowboy-buddie @buckitup @911onabc @mysteriouslyyounggalaxy @alyxmastershipper @spaceprincessem @ebdaydreamer @bekkachaos @heartshapedvows @dijkstraspath @starlingbite and anyone else who wants to do it 💗
#temptation tuesday#my ideas#evan buckley#eddie diaz#buddie#buck x eddie#911 fic#911 wips#911 on abc#911 abc
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Hi toxic! This is a bit of a weird question but I saw you post about sweetpea socks and I wanna get some, can you give me an idea of what they look like? Thanks! <3
That's a lovely question 💕. Basically anything with a little frill or ruffle would fit sweet pea core fanon, either the shape of the edge itself is ruffled or a lace ruffle added. I really love these that @anama-cara has - I like the little dotted hearts and lines woven into the body of the sock combined with the subtle edge. The more subtle style is sometimes called "lettuce cuff" where the shape of the edge itself is curvy with no extra fabric. I have some lettuce cuff ones (no hearts) and they do well under pants because they sit flat against the skin. And then I also have some more flourishy ones with a lace ruffle sewn on at the cuff like this and heart detailing woven in. The lace cuff ones are like coquette aesthetic but would be paired with converse (ty @javier-penas-wifexx420 ) or something old, apocalypsy, or less overtly feminine. Like my sweatpants and rain boots (ty @bubble-pop-eclectic) idk lmao. Hope this helps, it's really up to you which you like to HC, and what length sock you prefer 🩷. I always go for longer because I personally don't like the feel of having my ankles exposed. But I think @thesummerpetrichor 's original HC was (dirty 🤎) ankle socks which I can totally see.
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🌤️Share your favorite piece of dialogue from your WIP:
I couldn't pick which was my favourite, so you get 2 for the price of 1.
Both of these are not very happy pieces of dialogue for VERY DIFFERENT reasons, but it was fun writing a narcissistic queen very blatantly creeping on Rex, and it was also fun to rip into the new Ahsoka characterization that just kept bothered me so much.
The Lady of the Castle is a Creep (Magnus Rex Apocalypsis)
"Tell me captain, do you not find it strange that my castle is heavily decorated with the portraits of queens past? I'm sure you've wondered how a bloodline may pass on without mention of any kings to pair off with the queens?" the lady of the castle asked. "Or perhaps, in your case, you don't need to wonder all that much... I may not understand the finer details of cloning, but it seems effective in populating the galaxy with strong strapping men such as yourself..." "It never crossed my mind, no." He didn't like where this was headed. "Well, that's where my... Inheritance comes into play..." She smirked, one thumb stroking the cube with something akin to reverence. "Titania's monarchy has always been matriarchal in nature... Men, brutish stupid pigs that they are, cannot be trusted to think about the finer details... They serve only three purposes: To serve, to fight, to bare spawn. Nothing more, nothing less." Oh stars, not one of THOSE talks. "But I must say, I find you to be the opposite of that... For a man bred to be nothing more than a weapon, you're quite endearing." She purred once more, her free hand returning to caress his face. It took a lot of restraint not to bite her in retaliation, especially after she'd just exposed her true colors so blatantly. "You're perfect. Absolutely perfect... A candidate to be my king. The one who'll turn the tide on this little revolution my subjects seem to think they're bound to win..."
'Sponge' confronts Ahsoka in the World Between Worlds (No Title)
"Lets take a look at the list of sacrifices then, shall we?" Sponge snarled "You sacrificed the lives of my vode by abandoning them and then aligning yourself to a wretched following of Mandos who had seen my kind as nothing more than subhuman pests. Sacrificed them yet again my letting loose a deranged sociopath who saw no issue in eradicating an entire battalion by crashing a ship on a moon. You spat in the face of the captain who loved you like one of his own, time and time again, because you were too good to be vod and too good to be Jedi. You did nothing to save those who survived a genocide, assuming your mission and your own life worth more than those of the children that were taken away to be turned into bloodhounds and attack dogs. You ignored efforts to save the lives of my kin who were just as much victims in all this as the Jedi themselves. You sacrificed EVERYTHING but yourself, you entitled disgusting Skywalkerish wench." "I did what I had to, to make things right! I'm fixing the Jedi!" "You aren't fixing anything. You are not a Jedi. You are nothing but a cowardly ignorant child, just like your putrid-hearted master before you." Sponge spat, disgust evident in their face. "And just like him, you resort to heinous acts
#Ask Game#WIP Game#gaeasun#star wars#the clone wars#captain rex#ahsoka tano#clone ocs#clone medic sponge#well kinda... It's not actually them but Ahsoka doesn't know that
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Tagged by @stephaniematurin 💜💜
3 Ships You Like: I'm halfway though ORV and really loving kdj/hsy/yjh, though I'm nervous for what will happen to them in all the hundreds of pages I've got left 😅. Also stray kids minsung, they're just such annoying gremlins together, it's 🤌😙. Other perennial favorites are... basically all of priests pairings...
First Ship Ever: Daine/Numair, I was obsessed with them as a kid. Still kind of a template for ships I like today when I think about it, huh.
Last Song You Heard: apocalypsis zombi by cuarteto de nos (sung to my cat "no seas asi, deja de morder")
Favorite Childhood Book: Earthsea and Patricia McKillips Riddlemaster series. Both old paperbacks found on my mother's shelf, with those awesome 70s cover illustrations. The one for tombs of atuan especially was great, Ged had these fabulously huge impractical sleeves
Currently Reading: ORV and The City We Became by NK Jemison (which is fun but I don't think I care enough about NYC to fully appreciate it)
Currently Watching: stalled out a few episodes into Love Me Love My Voice, they're cute but I just can't get into it
Currently Consuming: chamomile tea
Currently Craving: dark moist gingerbread cake, like my mother makes and my partner hates lol
Tagging... Anyone who wants to do it, consider yourself tagged ♥️♥️
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three songs asks: 2, 3, 7, 12, 29. 😎
three last songs you listened to
Satanic Rites, Perturbator
The End of Heartache (alternate version), Killswitch Engage
Ball of Confusion, the Temptations
Real "one of these things is not like the other" vibes happening here. (It's Satanic Rites, which is the only one not performed by a Black man. :p)
three songs you were recently obsessed with
I'm not sure I've developed any recent musical obsessions. Finding a song that really gets in me like that is like catching lightning in a bottle, it just doesn't happen easily. The other day Fab Tool (Carpenter Brut + David Eugene Edwards) was playing and I was once again struck dumb by how incredible it is that two artists from notably different genres who are yet both associated with the same god in my mind somehow managed to make a song together, and what a song, too! The way those roads converged, just for me*... man.
*of course it was For Me Specifically. you wouldn't expect me of all people to think otherwise, would you? :p
three songs you didn’t expect to like but eventually loved
This is such a specific (and highly irregular, in my view) kind of event that I'm not sure I have anything for it at all, and if I do, I certainly wouldn't remember it off the top of my head.
three favourite songs from video games
Ah, back to familiar ground.
Heroes, Masayoshi Soken (FFXIV)
Apocalypsis Noctis, Yoko Shimomura (FFXV)
My Only Chance, the Toxic Avenger (Furi) (this is cheating because I've never played Furi, I found and fell in love with the song independently -- but it is a huge favourite of mine, so.)
three songs that influenced you most
"Influenced" is such a nebulous word that so, so many songs could fit, just because I've been really into music since childhood and have a lot of anecdotal data for how different music has affected me over all that time. It's a bit daunting. How does one choose?
I am stressed in the face of this enormity but here's my best attempt that will take me less than an hour to collate:
Exist, Avenged Sevenfold (have been an A7X fan since high school. this song came out long after that but it reactivated my love for them in a whole new context)
I Know It's Gonna Happen Someday, David Bowie (this got me through a lot during those last years in NY)
3 Libras, A Perfect Circle (I don't think there's been a single occupant of this body that has not been extremely affected to the point of madness by this song)
[spotify playlist with all songs featured in my answers to this meme]
[3 SONGS MEME]
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DMC Questions Anon here!
Take every character you wish to and tell me what you think is the most emotionally devastating situation they could be put in and how they would react to it.
Oooooooh... hmmm....
Dante first... I think if he were to ever lose control while triggered and kill his family - this includes Lady and Trish as honorary family members. I don't think he could (or would want to) get over that. I think that would be the end of the road for him... doubly so, since he wouldn't have people there to try pull him out of his pain.
Vergil... losing Nero and Dante to Mundus. Not to death but to the Angelo armour and being in a position where he is unable to help for some reason... perhaps being placed back in the armour himself? Eternal torture for those for those he cares most about... A fate worse than death. Sprinkle on top a situation where he blames himself and.... voila! Orrrr maybe the disappointment of Eva if some crazy time travelling event were to somehow occur, especially as he is still coming to terms with the fact that his mother didnt abandon him afterall that fateful day - quite the opposite.
Nero... first I thought about losing Kyrie because she was killed but then I thought he is such a good kind person that he would eventually try to carry on in her name and protect the things she loved and valued. But if Kyrie were to permanently reject him due to hate and fear that would hurt him more... telling him he is the monster he always thought he was... no idea how that could ever realistically happen in canon though.
Trish... being manipulated into believing that she is still a servant of Mundus. She has learned nothing, gained nothing, her friendships with the crew are a lie. Bonus angst points if Mundus somehow turns her freedom into a crucial part of some bigger evil scheme to which she is (unknowingly) instrumental.
Lady... I think she cares a lot for her older friends, and even Nero (who by all accounts she doesnt know very well) as she makes herself emotionally vulnerable as the van tries to escape the Qliphoth. But I think the worst thing for her would be the apocalyse to end all apocalypses (apocalypsi?) where the human world is overrun by demons. No post apocalyptic survival in a mad max style world - an actual game over. I think she is so strong willed and determined to protect others from demons wearing demon skin and human skin that if there were nothing left for her to fight protect, she would lose all meaning in her life.
Another good question DMC Questions Anon 😈
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Only one person asked me about my headcanons and now I'm sad so to punish you all I'm telling you them anyway
Sheriff:
He went to war at like 13. Why anyone allowed this I have not a clue.
Ryan smuggled him into the battlefield and when someone finally found out they were just like "oh well lol"
He didn't get much of an education while in the war so he's not that book smart
He's done so much farming that he hates it
He realised he was pan from seeing all the hot army dudes soldiers
Secretly very insecure
Very buff because its funny also he probably did a bunch of exercise in the army
Allergic to feathers
Really oblivious when it comes to romance
He tried to rip off his arm at one point but gave up
Everyone has had a crush on him at some point
unironically uses bad pick up lines
Apocalypsis
He is blind (got stabby stabbed when the apocalypse began)
He uses his sword as a walking stick
Can hunt/fight mutants by listening to them
Uranic
Secretly has crushes on everyone (he is good at keeping secrets he is a ninja
Polyamorous
Trans man
Katani
doesn't drink alcohol
Has been in love with Apocalypsis for years
Gave Apocalypsis motivation to keep going after he went blind
Loves to garden
Stronger than he looks
Homo ace
He's been playing the flute since year 3
He's the one who got apocalypsis into karate movies
Probably broken his arm like 4 times
Leviathan
You cannot convince me that he wasn't a twitch streamer
He has gills, webbed fingers and scales (in colossus form)
He is the biggest romance fan ever
Your new wingman
cries at every single movie
Is fine without a partner
Loves to play matchmaker
Veruca used to call him 'fish boy'
Tells you random fun facts
Was for some reason immune to the mental effects of mutation (seeing humans as prey/ enemies, becoming more savage etc) so he's just going along with it
SURFER
BP
Sings really loudly in your ear if you annoy him
Adopted and has the best bond with his family
His biological family sucks though
Dr Seuss was the only author he liked as a kid
Self conscious about his voice and only feels comfortable when rapping
Quiet
Somehow managed to always attract trouble as a child
Really muscly but a literal child could beat him in a fight
Has a high score of 329 on Flappy bird
Valley Claire
Not biologically Vegans cousin, but they took a blood oath so yk
Attributes self worth to objects
Bi demigirl
A lot of internalised homophobia
Doesn't really know what boundaries are
She met Sheriff before the apocalypse when she was in flight school to become a fighter pilot, but only once
Can't read a room
Says 'like' constantly
Tell me if you want a part 2
#mutant busters#mutant busters headcanons#Mutant busters shooter#Valley claire#yk what pretty much every character#I'm not tagging them all
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laumina.now
Last couple of months has been very challenging and also very healing for us. Couple of times we almost broke up. - no dramatic pause here - I write this because still in my conditioned mind “breaking up” equals a FAILURE. THAT WE FAILED. But you know what? We fail when we ignore our feelings. We fail when we ignore red flags. We fail when we live against our desires. We fail when we deny to look at the truth. - Remember, about a half year ago I cut my hair because I realised something into every cell of my body. And that realization was - nobody EVER will be more important for me than ME! Not my husband! Not my children! Noone. That my sound very egocentric, but listen, you cant love anybody unconditionally until you LOVE yourself that way. Noone! You will ALWAYS project your deficiencies on your kids, your partners, your friends. - So from that day on, I have lost the fear of loosing something, someone. Because there is nothing worse to loose than YOURSELF. I’ve become the most true version of myself. Without any hiding. Without any judging. Without any fear of loosing. Especially in my romantic relationship. - Yes. Sometimes its a F*#king apocalypsis. But we stay as calm as we can. We watch. We open up ourselves, first of all TO OUR OWN SELVES and then to each other. Like properly getting to know each other, finally. Getting to know what ‘relationship’ really means for each of us WITHOUT the social conditioning. And I was suprised how conditioned I actually am! We are still working on this cocreation but this time without THE CONDITIONING of right or wrong. Breaking up is ok. Staying together is ok. Breaking up and then coming back together is ok. EVERYTHING IS OK. - I just want to say a public gratitude to my beloved @pagaisu for letting me experience myself. For supporting me into my crazy challenging lessons I put myself into. For supporting me Into my curiosity about WHO THE FUCK AM I REALLY? - And yes, it involves some pain. It involves to look very deep into our own insecurities, programms and traumas. It involves the risk to loose what you have built. But is it worth loosing yourself instead?
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OFNJFFKCJ it's funny bc when I was younger I was the MOST religious cunt. I could probably tell you so much shit specially from Revelations/apocalypsis. My mom loved me when I was actually lowkey christian
I'd write more like... fics based off of the stories? <3 Fallen Angel! Hobie falling in love with reader who has samson's power and intelligence (and weakness)
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I love Bible stories but I'm personally an atheist. My Christian mother is so confused when I talk about the Bible but don't believe anything in it
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Opera Omnia Burst Themes 2/?
With Opera Omnia shutting down, I decided to make a few posts about one of my favorite parts of the game: The Burst Weapons. Not because they were a powerful, much sought after weapon tier that gave big numbers with massive benefits, but because I have a love for Final Fantasy music, and what BTs I wanted was strongly dependent on what song would play when used.
These posts are meant to be more for the sake of archiving what there had been more than anything else, but at the very least I am going to list a large number of great FF songs.
The first listings will be the songs that we had gotten during the game's lifetime.
Final Fantasy XI Shantotto: Iron Colossus Prishe: A Realm of Emptiness Arciela V Aloulin: Arciela's Theme Iroha: Dance of the Tengu Selh'teus: Dusk and Dawn Kam'lanaut: Tough Battle #2 Eald'narche: Belief
Final Fantasy XII Vaan: Flash of Steel Penelo: Penelo's Theme Balthier: Giving Chase Ashelia B'nargin Dalmasca: Boss Battle Reks: Boss Battle (Zodiac Age) Vayne Curudas Solidor: The Battle for Freedom Gabranth: Life and Death
Final Fantasy XIII Lightning: Blinded by Light Hope Estheim: Hope's Theme Snow Villiers: Savior of Souls Cid Raines: Desperate Struggle Jihl Nabaat: Test of L'cie Serah Farron: Paradigm Shift Noel Kriess: The Last Hunter Caius Ballad: The Unseen Abyss
Final Fantasy XIV Y'shtola Rhul: Ominous Prognosticks Yda Hext: Defender of the Realm Papalymo Totolymo: Another Brick
Final Fantasy XV Noctis Lucis Caelum: APOCALYPSIS NOCTIS Ignis Scientia: Omnis Lacrima Gladiolus Amicitia: Clash on the Big Bridge (Episode Gladiolus) Lunafreya Nox Fleuret: Advent of the Apocalypse Cor Leonis: The Trials of the Shield Iris Amicitia: Up for the Challenge Ardyn Izunia: Magna Insomnia Aranea Highwind: Invidia
Tactics Ramza Beoulve: Antipyretic Agrias Oaks: Battle on the Bridge
Type-0 Ace: We Have Arrived Deuce: War: The Quiet Bloodbath Cater: War: Howl of the Dreadnaught Queen: The Heart Boils Rem Tokimiya: Rem Tokimiya Machina Kunagiri: Servant of the Crystal Kurasame Susaya: War: Breaking Through
Crystal Chronicles Ciaran: United, Heaven-sent Sherlotta: The Creation of the Origin Yuri: Final Decisive Battle Layle: This is The End For You! Keiss: Narrow Escape Jegran: This is The End For You!
World of Final Fantasy Lann & Reynn: World of Battle Enna Kros: Mega World of Battle
Stranger of Paradise Jack Garland: Jack's Theme Neon: Battle: The Fiend of Fire-Motif from Mt Gulg Astos: Battle: The Suffering of Fools
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Dangerous Fellows Scenarios: Eugene when you are passing through so much stress
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This characters are not mine, credits to the respective owner
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Female TN
This scenario is not based in the zombie apocalypsis
Sorry if there is bad grammar
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Eugene
You were having a terrible day, school wasn't as funny as you expect it to be today, there are so many topics for the exams and not so much time. The homeworks are starting to be a huge acumulative list and you start to stress yourself out. When you arrive home, you feel and uncomfortable feeling in your chest, your boyfriend Eugene was in his studio planning new songs to play in near concerts, you usually interrupt him to say hello, but that day you just want to be alone, without making so much noise, you go to your room and check the calendar to verify next exams.
- God, I just have two weeks, how am I supposed to learn all this?
Tears start falling from your cheeks, quickly you run to the bathroom and knock the door, you see yourself at the mirror trying to calm down, but you can't stop, some seconds later you hear a knoc knock in the door.
- Babe, its me, your Eugene, its everything okay? You didn't come to my studio to say hello this time.
You get scared, you didn't want that your boyfriend see you in that way, you clear your throat and wash your face with water.
- Oh, I'm okay, just, you know...
There was a moment of silence, you try to contain the little sobs that escape from your mouth, you take a deep breath
- Eugene I...
- Open the door TN
You couldn't finish to talk
- TN, pleasee open the door now
You start crying again with desesperation, you couldn't hold it anymore, and the worried screams of Eugene makes you feel bad, you didn' t want to bother but you need him. You open the door slowly starting to see Eugene, he quickly hug you tightly when he sees you.
- TN, why are you crying? Do I need to kill someone?
You notice his sarcastic tone and that makes you grin a little
- No, just...stress for the exams, thats all.
Eugene was confused, you can see it in his face, but after some seconds he take your hand and carry you to your bedroom, he wrap you in a blanket and turn the lights off, you were so confused, then a light of a candle appears holded by Eugene and leaving it in the night table. You follow him with your eyes around the room, he gets out of the place and brings many chips and drinks, you open one of your favorite ones and look through the window revealing the night sky, a sweet sound catch your attetion, when you turn to your other side, you see Eugene sitting in the corner of your bed playing the ukelele singing an improvise song
- "Oh my love, don't be stress for your studies, you know you are an awesome intelligent girl who can do it, because I know that my lady is very strong..."
You start laughing and pull Eugene inside the blanket for an hug while kissing his forehead and telling him thank you.
- I love you Eugene, sorry I interrupt your sessions.
- Shhhhh, my music sessions can wait, you are more important.
Then you both fall asleep at a rainy cloudy night. The next day at the morning when you need to go back to school, for your surprise you see an elegant prepare breakfast in the desk, there was a note in there...
"My lady, I needed to go quickly to help my band with a problem, but I promise you this night we will go out for dinner, don't make that a stupid exam quit your beautiful smile in your face, remember you are doing what you can and I am so proud of it, hope you like my breakfast, the toast are...a little bit burn but I promise they taste good"
Your heart melted with tenderness, he was right after all, the exams will not qualify who you are, they are important of course but, thats not reason to stop smiling
- I will give my best shot
You said to yourself empowered. You eat, grab your things and then go to school.
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