#i lost you

[hurenkrieg]

The thought is unimaginable that I saw you for the last time and didn't know. You were the one that I wasn't supposed to lose… I thought I'd have you for my lifetime.

[emmixx-the-killer]

[midnitetears]

You Meant Everything To Me 💛

In the labyrinth of life we meet,

A soul so captivating, so complete.

They had everything you ever desired,

And more, your heart was truly inspired.

But as time passed, things began to fade,

Blame and doubt, a painful cascade.

You found yourself at the center of the maze,

Every path led back, in a bewildering daze.

You longed for an emotional connection,

A sense of comfort, a deep reflection.

tried as you might, it could not be found,

Your heart ached, with every painful sound.

Pouring your heart out, you shared your pain,

Hoping for solace, some sort of gain.

Yet the distance grew, the gap unmet,

And You knew in your heart, the end was set.

It tore you apart, to walk away,

From someone who meant so much, day by day.

But sometimes, despite all you may try,

The pieces don't fit, no matter how high you fly.

So your left with no choice but to part ways,

To heal your heart, in bittersweet days.

Though hurting deeply, you must let go,

For in the end, it's the only way to grow.

*you meant everything to me.*

Yours faithfully🌻

[kissofthemorningsun]

It feels like I lost you for real now and you don't even seem to care.

[zahra-rose]

[iamdangerace]

A Place To Bury Strangers, I Lost You from Onwards To The Wall (2012).

[quenoseperdio]

´https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Cr5XOZ1uyVE

[soulinkpoetry]

All in one lifetime…..

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[euesworld]

"My heart just broke, just a little bit more.

When I got home, tears began to pour.

I think I stayed like that for an hour,

Or maybe even more,

Just why can't escape this horror?

'Cause no, it's not such an honor.

I hate that I fell for you,

Expected way too much again.

I thought maybe you liked me too.

Falling for people like you is always what I seem to do,

But, I always hope that y'all don't hurt me so.

Never been one to let things go.

I always seem to get rejection,

When all I want is your acception.

I think I just took another hit,

Everyone's like a perfect puzzle piece but I can never seem to fit.

I hate the fact that I still want you by my side,

Can't seem to get you out of my mind.

Yeah, 'cause you're stuck in my head~.

Don't know how you got inside,

Or how you've crossed all my lines,

Ignoring all my warning signs.

Promised myself I wouldn't cry.

Oh, wasn't that such a fucking lie.

'Cause it's late at night and you've got me crying,

Don't know why I keep on prying.

Trying to hold back tears,

Tryna fight back fears.

You've got me so fucked, fucked up.

I wish I could make it stop,

'Cause I think I've had enough. "

Wrote this a while ago and I can't get over the fact about how it is so relatable to the situation I find myself in and want to avoid. And I don't know what to name it...

Name it, light a match and watch me explode into tears, cause that's how it seems to me.. that's horrible, I mean it was good poetry but what you are feeling is so hard. I feel for you.. keep your chin up, you may not see it right now but this is teaching you something about life. It's a difficult lesson but don't let go of yourself, don't forget who you are.. it's easy to get lost in the pain but you are so strong, you don't even know yet. Don't stop writing, it will help you to process the pain..

[yanderealm]

" it's just a cigarette and it cannot be that bad,,

honey, don't you love me and you know it makes me sad?.. "

[youonlyzingonce]

Can you imagine if it didn’t happen? The first hello goes unsaid. The first phone call never dialed. The first note never written. And the first kiss never tried. Hands that were never held. The late nights never had. And I think after all these years that I’d know, I’d know there was something missing. Some great void in my cosmos. And even if I’d never met you, I think I’d be so very sad. No matter the hurt, no matter the pain we’ve caused, I love you so very much. And to have never known such joy, it would be as if a ghost haunted me. And I’d know. I’d know.

[midnitetears]

It Just Don’t Feel Like Christmas #163

In the quiet of the night, a longing heart does yearn,

For the magic of Christmas, for love's sweet return.

With lights twinkling bright and songs in the air,

The ache of solitude, a burden hard to bear.

The laughter of couples, wrapped in each other's embrace,

Leaves a wistful ache, a void in this space.

Dreaming of shared moments, of traditions anew,

Of matching pajamas and cookies with you.

The lights may flicker, the world may glow,

But without you here, it’s a hollow show.

I smile through the pain, I wear a brave face,

As I conjure our moments, our own special place.

So I’ll sit by the fire, with thoughts of you near,

Imagining laughter, the joy, and the cheer.

Though it’s not quite Christmas, not yet in my heart,

I’ll hold onto hope, for love’s just the start.

For one day I’ll find you, and we’ll write our own tale,

With traditions and memories, our love will prevail.

But for now, I’ll embrace this bittersweet call,

As I whisper to the stars, it just don’t feel like Christmas at all.

Yours Faithfully🌻

[abhiiinayy]

unspoken

The day you told us we can't be together,

Was just a week later when you said "forever."

I was insecure about us,

A thing we needed to discuss.

I asked, "Are we a moment or forever?"

You said you'd leave me never.

The day you told us we can't be together,

Was truly severe weather.

The way you looked into my eyes,

I forgot how quickly time flies.

I lost you, unspoken,

Which left my heart broken.

Respecting your decision,

I live with an unspoken incision.

~abhiiinayy

[jarofsin]

this laptop knows/knew/remembers you - six word story

[ek-ranjhaan]

I look up at the stars

a faint smile strolls

beneath the tears and scars

A star twinkles

She waves down to me

the smile widens,

convincing me even more

that they love will never set me free.

Another star twinkles,

heart feels a bit more wrinkled

as he smirks down upon me

Taunting me for my tears,

Like the stupid one he is.

And she twinkles even more,

scolding him to the core.

Looking at that silliness

my head starts shaking

Heart continues aching.

And just then,

A gentle breeze goes by

I feel embrace,

their embrace.

so warm and familiar,

and I know they are here.

He ruffles my hair as she caresses my cheeks.

In a second it passes

and then comes the still,

so blank and crystal

Refracting the reality upon me

The memories resurfaces.

Their blood and my tears.

Their ever lasting final smile.

Their hands holding each other forever.

Them closing their eyes,

Only to never open again

as I continue to hold and beg them,

to come back to me

and leave never again.