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bl-beater · 8 months ago

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Just gonna post this small thing I drew for @pechaghtlecha

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backpackingspace · 1 month ago

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I am once again thinking about how odysseus who witnessed the horrors that the captured women went through (one of his main duties in the iliad was taking the women back home and making sure they were as comfortable as possible and safe because he was the only one trusted not to violate them further due to his devotion to penelope. And in the odyssey part of the reason circe sent him to the underworld was so that he'd have to listen to all these women's stories (before he could talk to the prophet) ). Who was one of the few that saw women as people and respected their space and opinions. And was then put in those exact same situations. I don't have the motivation right now to do a full literary analysis of this (I'll site the sources too) but oh man one day I'm going to write a full essay on this.

#The odyssey #iliad #Odysseus #Tw: rape #Tw: sex slaves #Tw: camp slaves #Tw: That one time Calypso kept odysseus as a sex slave for 7 years #circe #Something about the inherent trauma of witnessing how your friends treat women #Watching them keep sex slaves #Then having to bring these girls home hearing about their stories seeing the aftermath #Then living in a situation where you have to let a powerful witch use you as she pleases half in payment for lives/food/medicine #Half because she has the equivalent of a gun to your best friends head and if you don't keep her happy then youre all dead #And then that witch sends you on a quest to the underworld where granted you'll benefit too but first #You have to listen to every single captured women from the Trojan war that you didn't Shepard home tell you their stories #Tell you that you're a horrible person while you are living in a disturbingly similar situation #And then later finding yourself trapped as a sex slave for seven years to an immortal nymph #And then being labeled as a horrible cheater for the rest of history #And none of this well historically everybody cheated or it's up to interpretation bullshit #Because it fucking isn't and granted a lot of abridged versions skip this shit #But if you read the full original stories and still think odysseus cheated then you just have an issue with men being victims #Or weren't paying attention i guess #Where's that meme where's it like the text was up to interpretation cut to the text where it very bluntly states what's happening #And I'm not saying odysseus was a good person or that he didn't have slaves because he did. And he wasnt #But first off nobody deserves to suffer that violation #Second they weren't sex slaves they were all nurses/maids/spys and I'm not getting into the ancient culture slavery issues rn #Third there's a lot you can pick to hate odysseus for but cheating/disrespecting women wasn't one of them #They literally invented a new word to describe his and penelopes love and it means to be so in love that you think the exact same way #Also forcing this narrative of odysseus cheating and penelope leaving to be a single girl boss is #Just the fake feminist mindset that stay at home moms are weak and wrong and live awful lives

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chemblrish · 2 months ago

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#i had a pretty good average grade the past two semesters #so i was kind of hoping id get the scholarship for academic performance #but turns out my average comes third in my year and only two people get the scholarship #im literally 0.01 away from the second person :'))))#and i don't really care about the money #(i mean don't get me wrong it's a lot of money it's just that it isn't my priority)#i just wanted to be exceptional silly as it may sound #and now im third best and with all my insanely hard work still not good enough :'))))#and what makes this whole thing worse #is that second best person is one of my friends :')))))#and she totally deserves to be there bc she's absolutely brilliant #but i just wish i was there with her #but no matter what i do it's never enough #phew im not having a good time rn #op

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mod2amaryllis · 8 months ago

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who else haunted by an apology you never got the chance to make???? 🤪🤪🤪

#this isn't too serious this is about my college roommate #i was awful and i think about it all the time and wish i could send her a pizza and say any resentment is justified i'm so sorry #but i don't keep track of people. i don't know her last name i don't know how to contact her or if she'd even want that #i just think about it constantly for some fucking reason #if you're out there....man i'm sorry i didn't try harder to be friends i was 19 and at my absolute worst #I'm sorry about the illegal rat cage i never cleaned #literally i wish i could pay you reparations you wouldn't have to say a word to me just receive 'you didn't deserve that' + 50 usd #i think part of why this particular memory is so persistent- and has been for years like it constantly comes up when i'm tired-#is because the stakes are relatively low #like i was just a shit. i was just annoying and unkind. and then we both moved on and i'm better now and i assume she's ok.#the scope of it is just small enough.... like a burr. in my brain.#I'm hoping if i throw this into the ether i won't think about it as much lol #m2a

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pennedinblood · 2 months ago

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as of ten minutes ago we are officially Jobless™️. my sign to retire early and devote the remainder of my existence to writing toxic old man yaoi

#pennforyourthoughts #personal #someone rb this with silly tags i feel it deserves some levity #warning: novel-length tags lmfao #THEY TOLD ME TODAY MY LAST DAY IS FRIDAY? that's only two whole workdays for me HELLO??#knew it was coming bc they let my friend go two weeks ago and he had more seniority than me but jfc #at least let me ride out the contract till november. WHY. i JUST went back to uni i need money goddamn it #full disclosure tho i haven't been able to stop laughing bc so much of the surrounding circumstances are insanely funny to me #1) i was LITERALLY at a job fair yesterday and I almost considered not going bc I was so damn tired #surprisingly made some really great connections so ty universe now i have people to poke in the coming months #2) i switched from part time to ft course load at the last second and have been regretting it ever since but if im to be unemployed then #MAYBE now I can actually handle the uni workload :D #3) when my boss called me she asked how ive been and i told her i was sooo sick last week and got into a car accident #that same day omw back from uni (universal karma for skipping class for my health ig)#THE WAY SHE PAUSED ON CALL IS SO FUNNY IN RETROSPECT. was prolly thinking fuck. now i have to add to this #she literally went “omg im so sorry...anyways i have bad news”#im not even lying when i say i was GIGGLING through that whole call she was so concerned #love her bc she genuinely tried to fight for me and is the reason i wasn't let go two weeks ago but man. the timing is impeccable #also don't think i get any unemployment benefits bc i was temp contract and my situation as a whole is a bit complicated so YAY :DDD #the way i ran to my bestie to spill the tea & we're over here like 🤝 fired buddies 🤝 time to speed run job interviews while juggling uni

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lpsgirl109 · 4 months ago

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Its time I confess my love for Bridgette from Descendants The Rise of Red. I'm so sorry they did that to you girl you didn't deserve any of it

#“Yeah I bake everyone sweet treats out of the goodness of my heart. None of them are friends with me though” GIRL HUH #HOW WAS ELLA HER ONLY FRIEND #AFTER SHE WAS NOTHING BUT KIND TO EVERYONE AND LITERALLY GAVE THEM FREE FOOD JUST BECAUSE #Bridgette cmere girl they don't deserve you #peg speaks #descendants #descendants the rise of red

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fromtheseventhhell · 2 years ago

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People think Arya is so inherently unworthy that they've even demonized her relationship with her father all because he showed concern and kindness toward her

#Ned:*shows concern for Arya when she has a breakdown about her friends death*#fandom:*this favoritism from Ned is absolutely disgusting he shouldn't have indulged Arya like that!*#like it's literally that they don't want anyone treating Arya /normally/ cause they think her behavior is wrong and she doesn't deserve it #and that Arya having someone who loves her takes away from someone else usually Sansa #so Ned caring about Arya means he doesn't care about Sansa just because we don't have as many scenes with them together 🙄#people truly don't want Arya to have anything #fandom nonsense #I get so frustrated with this fandom sometimes please George give us the next book already

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deadbeandrop · 26 days ago

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neither lumpus nor jane want to die alone and that's both such a massive part of the inner workings of their minds to me and yet what it spawns out of them is also exactly the reason why they shouldn't ever be together ❤️ amen

#talk #camp lazlo #scoutmaster lumpus #jane doe #there's like so much room for them to paralell each other like ugh #my Themes...#but like to me it's either going to flames immediately or enabling the worst of them #cus frankly anything else also isn't very interesting to me #and don't get me wrong i love when lumpus is being a fucking idiot over her #but like What is there for jane? NOTHING #she deserves so much better #at least with slinkman he and lumpus have history y'know it's so much different when you're already life partners #but anyway it's funny to me because jane is slinkman's friend FIRST OF ALL and lumpus's Target of Affection SECOND #he's in the middle of them here #but if i had to see jane ''fix'' lumpus i would put my head into my hands and slink into the deep earth #the two of them getting married in canon is only excused and funny due to the fact that lumpus gets arrested literally a few episodes later

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garbomode · 1 year ago

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genuinely sucks that happened to zheng yi sao like imagine you build up this incredible army and then this absolute loser that you tried to form an alliance with just burns it all to the ground. like i'm devastated for her man that was her whole life!!

#her actor is soooo good also #i literally can not get over this #sadder than the breakup tbh #i hope she gets a happy ending #waaahhhh i'm so conflicted bc i want the crew to all live happily together #but the it seems like all the characters want so many different things and they're gonna get pulled apart #like i think that little polycule deserve to stay together which means leaving with zheng!#but that means leaving the crew and their friends too #writers i trust u please don't burn us #ofmd s2 #zheng yi sao #ofmd

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sukibenders · 5 months ago

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Listen, and I say this as a Rhaenicent fan, but seeing some on Twitter going "Alicent would never hurt Rhaenyra like that," or "But if she were with Alicent..." really has me shaking my head because, really? That's what you thought coming out of this episode?

#house of the dragon #hotd #as rhaenicent fan i will wholeheartedly admit that alicent has hurt rhaenyra like im not going to sugarcoat it #from humiliating her after joffery's birth to literally slicing her arm open to etc #i can still ship them & admit that! it's okay to admit that they both hurt each other bc (unless its some au) ignoring that takes a lot awa #for both of their characters and the ship itself (best friends to strangers to friends to enemies is what makes them interesting! leave it!#and this isn't me ignoring how daemon hurts rhae either bc seeing him act so aggressive towards her & her flinching hurt me so bad #but i also don't think that moment or even the episode where he does choke her is the right time to go advocating for your ship especially #when harm has been present within said ship too #the only ships with rhae where she probably was not harmed by her partners are rhaewin and laenyra #top two (+ laenor platonically) that i can think of #and again i say this as a rhaenicent fan so don't come at me saying im not #there's just a lot of nuance to them that im not going to ignore #alicent hightower #shes messy let her be messy #rhaenrya targaryen #deserves so much better and i will stand by that statement #hotd critical

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carbonbasedmatter · 5 months ago

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I just think it would be funny if we called troy x britta/tritta or whatever they're called michael jackson² 😞

#im so creative/j #okay okay I think this is kind of an unpopular opinion but #I didn't mind tritta in s3...#don't get me wrong trobed for life but at the same time #I think it made sense for them to get together at that point #troy was the only one who appreciated her at times where everyone else was like “britta's the worst!”#britta also played a part in helping troy get over his toxic masculinity #and it was cool to see her have this arc of realizing she deserves better than the douchebags she usually dates #also it's literally the dumb and dumber dynamic #they're the biggest sweethearts of the study group imo💔#I don't think they were meant to end up together but I wish we got some development and atleast a few good moments of them as a couple #to be honest these things don't have to be romantic though I like them as friends too!!#I just realized I went on a whole ass rant sorry yall #michael jackson² yayyy #troy barnes #britta perry #tritta #troy x britta #community tv #community nbc

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umihoshi · 8 months ago

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7 Deadly Sins is so unappolagetically cringe and whimsy. It's like introducing your friends to your cat who you love so so much, cuz he's silly and funny and actually really smart. but objectively, it's the ugliest critter you will ever see.

#nanatsu no taizai #7 deadly sins #4kota #watching 4kota I finally understand the derailing of yugioh designs over the years #Percy's power is literally the power of friendship #my friend described their designs as DeviantArt OC's and I could not think of any better way to describe it #but then there's like...#Gawain being the lesbian we all deserve #and cinnamon roll tristan #and next gen characters coming from actual deep relationships and not last-minute match ups #like. Jericcho being in love with Lancelot is so messed up. but it makes so much sense!#and her bei g aware of it and ashamed of herself is so human #still don't get what's Arthur's deal but #the ep with the camelot knight who was so angry about living in peace with demons #because they fucking massacred his hometown and baby daughter!#that shit hits me man!#(surprised she's ACTUALLY dead tho. like.... death is heavily overrated in nnt)#how often did Helbramm and Malescula die honestly #also how cool is it that they all got king arthur inspired names???#and the 4 calamities? the 10 commandments?? I'm eating that shit up #also please please please let next gen be actual gay and not just bait 🙏#please give me percyxnasiens gawainxisolde and tristanxlancelot??

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kissacross · 10 days ago

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ik this is my aesthetic sideblog but i just need to be vulnerable and Not On Main for a moment thank u

#i have been seeing someone lately and it is going so well like. truly So Well. and naturally part of me is like 'well why don't we sabotage #that' because 1) obviously i do not deserve good things and 2) i still am So Fucking Hung Up on h. like it has been YEARS the time we dated #is literally a BLIP in the timeline like it does not count. BARELY dated we hooked up ONCE like why does she still have this stupid fucking #control over me still. so much so that i am fully thinking i should call this off bc i cannot date someone when i'm still not over her #again! it has been YEARS!! like as in ten since we dated! eight since we hooked up!! five since we saw each other in person last!!!#and the person i'm seeing is so fucking cute and sweet and i love talking to them and spending time with them and they are also like. So Ho #and also Not my ex best friend!!!!!#i just. h and i live in the same city now. it's not out of the realm of possibility that we run into each other. and i don't know what i'd #do if we did. but i need to accept that facebook friends is all we will ever be and that i will never get the 'closure' i want so bad #trying to make myself believe and accept the last meeting theory but i just. idk #this is stupid i'm a wreck i'm so sorry i will be deleting this later i just need to get it out of my stupid fucking brain

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blujayonthewing · 4 months ago

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I'm really glad elyss came several years before melliwyk, because mel's alignment shift from chaotic neutral to chaotic good sometimes feels a little embarrassing in an 'I can't keep my own feelings to myself for the sake of committing to the bit' sort of way, but the counterpoint to that is that elyss, steadfastly true neutral, just simply Does Not Care about anyone other than her own loved ones or anything outside her own immediate interest no matter how much I sometimes wish she would

#she has a soft spot for children but that's the only real exception. other people's problems are none of her business!#she's not gonna look for your kidnapped husband or whatever unless the paladin wants to (he wants to. this is my loophole as a player lol)#whereas *I* wanna befriend and adopt every NPC and do quests and help people out of genuine desire to help #melliwyk is still more self-interested than not but at the end of the day she fundamentally really is a good person #she just lost track of it for awhile. being around people again has reminded her that she cares about people actually #she IS bothered by needless suffering. she IS smart enough to recognize when smart people handwave 'necessary sacrifices' to be cruel #she DOES oppose evil on principle rather than just because of how it directly affects her or her friends and family--#not just passively and in general but actively enough to want to do something about it herself #and I dunno it's nice. it's nice that it feels like that's not just me muddying the waters with my desires as a player--#but that it's just something *neither* of us realized when I started playing her but that was nonetheless always true #and honestly I also think it's nice that elyss is Like That but that I don't think there's anything wrong with her for it #she's not evil! she's not hurting anyone who didn't deserve it! she's literally just trying to mind her own business #she's not going to needlessly or carelessly hurt people just for her own gain like early campaign melliwyk would have #she's true neutral like a wild animal is true neutral and That's Fine #the ONE downside I suppose with mel is that 'NICE does not mean GOOD' is compelling to me #especially when your stereotypical chaotic neutral dnd character is an edgelord asshole #but ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ maybe if her field of study had more opportunities for human experimentation lmao #melliwyk the experimental necromancer or behaviorist or summoner has a different relationship with ethics I have no doubt #melliwyk has READ studies with Dubious Ethics and gone 'I mean they couldn't have GOTTEN results like this otherwise'#really the biggest difference between Good Melliwyk and Neutral Melliwyk is opportunity for temptation. which is also compelling #my OCs #melliwyk #elyss

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iftitah · 11 months ago

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she's talking on a call with her parents about how it was her luck and gods will what got her into this college who's gonna tell her of course no one because you know 🤡🤡

#i can't believe things can get so unfair even in the education system when its literally about someone's career #roommate takes everything so casually she's just the worst person academically i encountered #and i don't have the authority to say who belongs to which place but it really hurt doesn't it #there are kids giving their everything working hard and all praying screaming to get climbed upon my someone #who spent their first year crying about missing home and not studying not even a minute under the name of not being able to adjust #then how did she suddenly adjust now how is she going on group studies now its all a joke to her #and thats why she failed this year yeah it was predictable #there were friends' friends i know who were put out and had to ask how much did she score #well ill tell you A FUCKING 347 in neet #CAN YOU BELIEVE IT #do you think she deserves to come in a medical stream?#and no she's not economically unwell for most i can say she's everything better than me #and god forbid i speak #im not against whatever thenpolitics run around i don't have enough knowledge i don't hate anyone #and im not taking anyone's right out of their platter as if i even have the right #but sometimes i see people like her and it makes me wanna cry #if they aren't at fault neither ae we.right?#but i hope she becomes someone better #does something i hope she turns out a good doctor or whatever she wants #please don't waste this seat

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verymuchablog42 · 2 years ago

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i do not care what nora says, there is no way andrew minyard is misoginistic

#first of all he's dating neil 'i drink my respect women juice on the daily' josten #second his best friends are betsy dobson and renee walker. both of them are strong women who have a positive influence on his life that he-#-- repeatedly is shown to think about and care for (the glass statue at the airport and walking laps during practice)#third he did everything in his power to protect cass from the emotional weight of knowing what drake was doing to him #fourth we seem him actively respect abby winfield. he listens to what she says to do. he lives with her. she's the first person he allows--#-- near neil in the motel. he recognizes her as deserving respect more than he does wymack #i just don't understand where nora got the idea that andrew is misoginistic #he doesn't treat his female teammates any differently #the only time he's aggressive towards women is when they've violated the bro code he's developed with aaron (allison and tilda and katelyn)#and he would do that to literally anyone not just these women #baffled by the fact that nora said that. i just don't know where she was coming from.#aftg

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