#i like want to cry but i can’t 😭
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GOOD OMENS SEASON 2
MY HEART HURTS
SOMEBODY DM ME ABOUT IT
#b:personal#i’M!!!!!!#WTF NEIL GAIMAN#I WILL FIGHT YOU (ง’̀-‘́)ง#i like want to cry but i can’t 😭#good omens spoilers#text post#i’m so SAD
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My reaction to that information
#i love the devil may cry 3 concept art. vergil looks insane#why does he look like that#he looks 40 years old ngl#wide vergil#my dmc brainrot has gotten so bad that i can’t even consume the media sometimes… like 💔#playing as vergil rn in dmc3 and why do his taunts take sooo long 😭 like STOP#admit you want to be loved ❌ try to kill your brother ✅#anyways gonna start the dmc1 anime soon!#dmc3#dmc3 vergil#dmc 3#dmc 3 vergil#dmc vergil#dmc#dmc tag#vergil sparda#vergil devil may cry#vergil dmc#devil may cry 3#devil may cry#concept art#devil may cry meme#devil may shitpost#devil may meme#sparda#sparda twins#dmc memes#dmc shitpost#video game concept art#devil may cry vergil
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a … a gift from the talented @kruinka 🥹 thank you so much!! ദ്ദി ༎ຶ‿༎ຶ)
#🐦⬛🐕 .#彡 cherishing.#kruin …. !! you sent this a few days ago but i am still . reeling in . /pos because i cannot believe i am seeing moze ( and myself ?! ) in#your !!!! style !!! your !! adorable !!! and beautiful !! style !!! and there is a lot i have to say — i am in the chattiest mood despite my#sleepiness !! FIRST omg ): thank you ?! thank you !! THANK YOU !!! for being so kind to me and drawing out a sketch that i will treasure for#eternity really 😭 !! i will gaze at this whenever i wake up … gaze at it before i sleep …. gaze at it when im sad … when im happy ( to#amplify the happiness of course !! ) OOOOH KRUIN. kruin . words can absolutely NOT describe how much i love your style … i just cannot ?!#figure out how to put it in words ?? i can’t just say ‘i like how you do this’ ‘and this’ because it’s the literal entire thing that i love#aiwnendjdkke and ): before i get too deep into that — i must thank you another time kruin !! because i know you’ve been busy — and of#course you must be ?! im sure life becomes much more hectic during the holidays and new years like this — so i’m just so soft over the fact#that you spent time to do this for me and i :’) i really appreciate it from the bottom of my heart — i would like to say ‘you really didn’t#have to!!’ BECAUSE YOU DIDNT !!! YIU DIDNT NEED TO DO ANYTHING FOR ME — YOU DIDNT ): IM JUST SO SAPPY AND MUSHY THAT YOU CHOSE TO AND ):#and the background being pink . i love pink !!! i know exactly where this specific shade of pink will prosper ( give me a second .. when i#awake ) .. BUT OH )): thank you so much kruin … it means so much to me .. more than i could ever try to explain !!! BUT IS IT OKAY IF I TALK#ABOUT HOW YOU DREW MOZE BECAUSE . i’m dead on the floor -> x0x this is me because you made his cheeks SO squishy HIS SIGNATURE SQUISHABLE#LOOK . I WONDER HOW ARTISTS MAKE HIM LOOK SO SQUISHY ?? the squish technique ?? BECAUSE HE LOOKS SO CUTE SHJEJD ): KRUIN YOURE SUCH AN AWESO#ME ARTIST . SO TO BE ABLE TO SEE HIM IN YOUR STYLE ….. *thanks everyone for allowing me to have eyes* a wonderful day !! to have eyes !!! i#will actually risk disintegrating into evieparticles if i even so much as mention the blush on his cheeks so — instead . YOU GAVE HIM SUCH A#oh no . the look on his face T T kruin i don’t want to talk about it !!!!! but you — the look on his face !!!! must you draw him in such a#cute manner /pos i am starting to feel speechless trying to talk about how pretty he is in your style because . perhaps toopretty for me#to even make any type of comment ( instead — i sneak a glance and then turn away because if i stare too long …. IF I STARE TOO LONG .. *expl#explodes* ) kruin i think i will just cry seeing the level of detail you put into this ): like my hair ): i think i will just kneel in front#of you and cry and apologize over and over as i wipe my tears on my sleeve because my tears make it difficult to properly thank you /lh#the fact that there are sparkles T T the world is full of sparkles when mr shadow exists !!! a lovely . YOU KNOW WHAT . the sparkles are#there because KRUIN EXISTS . I LOVE YOU KRUIN. I LOVE YOU SOO MUCH ))): I DONT RVEN KNOW HOW TO DTART EXPRESSING MY GRATUTUDE#tldr - i am gobsmacked & staring at this for the next ( infinite amount of time ) thank you kruin !!! ): wishing you only the best .#aggressively wishing you only the best * aggressively turning to go O_O at anything that dares threaten a lovely day for you!!!!
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hey guys, it’s ya boy, queen of never finishing anything because i hate my art and spent too much time on the sketch and ran out of motivation 😎
#jason 😭😭 <3#i am cursed to have so many ideas and never finish any of them#the one of dick and jason is actually the first batman thing i ever drew and was actually like 6 months ago lmao#ALL BLADES JASON TODD SAVE ME-#i wanted to try redesigning the swords and i just never did LMAO i got tok annoyed by his mouth 😭#the one of him in the Lazarus pit was actually going to be part of a set of three that i was doing while listening to make me (cry)#one day i’ll finish literally anything i start <3#bunny nightwing is a nightmare to draw because i can’t draw anything but especially not animals#but how cute would it be for tim to put him in a bat onesie and take him skateboarding#jason todd fanart#dick grayson fanart#batfam#jason todd#dick grayson#my art <3#i don’t remember my art tag anymore
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ao3 sydcarmy writers you are gods gift to this world for preparing me for all this angst and getting me very excited. carmy resorting to his emp ways. sydneys snark and contempt. the partnership agreement. sydney contemplating the agreement. “so that you can push me and I can push you.” sydney at nat and pete’s house. berzatto in laws: sydney and pete interacting. the tension between sydcarmy in the kitchen. “if it’s not perfect it doesn’t go out.” sydney shaking the hand of the cdc from ever’s. “why are you doing this” “we’re gonna get a star” “i thought that was a trap”. “you need to calm down” “this is what you wanted right” AND THAT FUCKING LOOK. its straight out of a fanfic.
#sydcarmy#the fact that this is actual dialogue#i feel the urge to puke my guts out like sydney#literally shaking you guys#yeah this is what I wanted 😭🥹🫣🤭#screaming crying throwing up#jumping up and down dancing around grinning maniacally#I am too emotionally invested in this#is Sydney gonna potentially leave after dealing with all his crap? is carmy gonna cry and grovel?#sydcarmy s3#sydney x carmy#I can’t fucking wait#the bear s3#carmy x sydney#the bear s3 trailer#sydcarmy tension#the partnership
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Finished chapter 24 of The Poppy War and this book is ruining my life
#it’s so good#this book is amazing and I want to cry#my dream is to write like this#I’m too stunned to cry actually#in awe but also this is pain#the poppy war#r.f. kuang#it’s my first book of her’s#I can’t believe I have an 8 week wait on the second book at the library 😭
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i think i’m gonna break up with my girlfriend :(
#not for 🦇#idk what’s happening with him that’s separate#the more ive been talking about it to my friends the more i feel like this is the right move#so ive been very mood swingy about it#i really really really love her and there’s a lot that im gonna miss but#i think we were kind of incompatible from the get go and instead of bridging that we’ve just gotten more incompatible#and there’s a lot of hurt on my side that i’m realizing i can’t let go of#and i don’t want the relationship to turn into her just constantly trying to redeem herself that’d be shitty to us both#this is gonna hit her so hard 😭 i keep crying about it i don’t wanna hurt her but i need out#if we could softly transition into friends that’d be the dream i know it’s gonna take a while if ever though :(#i just want her as a friend i love her but i don’t think i can handle being with her as a partner anymore
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do Not underestimate the sadness and grief that comes with your dogs breaking your favorite mug that you’ve been using for Years
#i want to cry forever#i can’t find the exact mug online but i did find one that is Almost the same. by the same compant#i literally went through all the stages of grief in 30 seconds when they broke it while my face was like ☹️#and ofc i thrifted it like 5 years ago so you know im never gonna find the exact same one again 😭😭😭
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Instagram decided to remind me of the bee hotels
I still can’t believe that Seb got 20 grown men to build bee hotels with him
Just imagine how good and nice and kind you have to be to get the entire grid to do this with you
It’s like kids with that one teacher they all love
#Instagram showing me this today made me want to cry#like I can’t comprehend the love and respect everyone has for him#he’s so good 😭#I think it’s very sweet that Lewis participated#formula 1#f1#formula one#Sebastian Vettel#delete later#I’m considering it
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:(
#i literally feel VIOLENTLY ill at the fact the hospital handled my mum’s passing so badly that her funeral is exactly ONE MONTH after it#i’ll forever be furious and angry and hurt and traumatised by the way they handled it#like A MONTH#it should not be happening this long after#and it’s her birthday on sunday so maybe i’m just feeling ten times worse because of that#but it’s not fair#it’s never gonna be fair#why the FUCK did she get taken from me like this#and then having to be the only one who knew about her funeral plans bc she only told me#and then everybody including my dad tells me how strong i am#IM NOT STRONG!!?!!?!??!?#i’m a girl who needs her mama. i’m just a girl who is so lost and confused and needs her mama#i literally want 2 die#tw death#i turned my tv off and immediately started crying bc i felt like the worst person in the world#did i not love her enough#should i have been better to get#*her#idk i just want her to know i adored her#and i need to hear her voice and get a hug#one of the last things she said to me was ‘i love you more’ well i love you most so how about that#tw grief#i am never getting over losing her#please . feel free to let me rant i just feel like i can’t talk to my dad or family bc like idk .#i always talked to my mum about my emotions and well! that can’t happen anymore lmfao 😭#i just need a place to vent the HELL out of my feelings bc i am not going back to therapy
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i can’t believe i took these photos oh my god i luckily had a great view of the entire concert and wow, again, had thee absolute time of my life. ❤️🩹 enhypen, you will always be loved by me.
#spent the entire day crying btw — pcd is real i need two to three business days to process everything and start functioning again#right now all i could think of is DAMN TAKE ME BACK PLS I BEG 😭#enhypen are such phenomenal performers with so much love to give oh god if i could say in words how amazing they all are I WOULD#their eyes shining while looking at the crowd OH GOD they’re everything really !!#and sunoo’s cover ???? I CRIED. sunghoon dancing gento ???? OH MY GOD I DIED AGAIN.#jake singing love yourself for us ??? hee singing give me your forever ??? RIKI LIKE THIS DANCE ??? OH MY GOD.#the fireworkd too UGH it was a perfect night like the pre concert experience wasn’t the best bc of the heat and some lapses#BUT THE CONCERT ITSELF ??? OUR BOYS ???#OH MY GOD I WOULD GO THROUGH ALL THAT AGAIN AND AGAIN IF IT MEANS SEEING ENHYPEN PERFORM AND BE LOVED AGAIN LIKE THAT.#I LOVE THEM SOSOSO MUCH I CRIED BEFORE DURING AND AFTER THE CONCERT#MY FANCAMS ARE A MESS BUT OH MY GOD IT WAS NOTHING SHORT OF MAGICAL#text post#this is my best picture everything else is unfocused coz i wanted to look at them with my eyes#they are soo beautiful ugh#the entire time i was screaming and crying and singing and dancing IT WAS LITERALLY THEE BEST NIGHT OF MY LIFE#i can’t wait to see you again#i can’t wait to see you again my sevEN 🌟🫀🧡#i talk too much & that's okay ˚◞♡
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Jumping into the lake rn-
#arhffhfffgghh#exactly 😭😭😭#my Princess is always booked and busy he doesn’t have time to do anything else that’s why the other characters around him can’t be mad when#he’s late 😼!#the Gojo lore that got dumped on my head yesterday I felt like I was in heaven sorry I’m embarrassed 😭❤️❤️❤️#rambling#he only gets 3 hours of sleep and the rest of his day is just work nonstop and he barely gets time off and he’s always traveling#all of the time I want to cry#lays his head on my lap#it’s a marvel that he even has time to be a teacher and a very hands on one at that I adore him ahhh
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girl WHAT😭😭
#wtf is happening in one piece#need you to know that i haven’t watched it in a few days#because i’ve been struggling a bit getting through this big ole no crew section😪#and i finally FINALLY pull it back up just for this to be the first episode i watch like girl WHAT😭😭#im crying this made me CRY#i paused immediately and reopened this episode on my laptop just so i could get a screenshot#i want to frame this#it’s so funny it’s so dumb his tone is so grave saying it like i canttttt#the LEAD UP too😭😭#i was like oh did she hide the baby away?? give it up somewhere??#just for NO#SHE 👏 SUCKED 👏 HIM 👏 BACK 👏 IN#obvs the most reasonable solution for this plot point silly of me to think of anything else really#tfw ur a mother and you just Dont give birth😌✨#sorry this caught me so off guard#i laughed so hard my mom came to check on me#rip ace’s mom the funniest one piece character sorry men are freaks and you had to be pregnant for almost two years instead of#sorry i can’t finish that the realization of almost two years of pregnancy made me laugh again😭😭😭#wtf#sorry sorry i’ll take this seriously i SWEAR#one piece 459
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*rattles my cage* WHAT DID SHAKKU SAY????????? WHAT DID HE SAAAAAAAAAAAAAAYYYYY?????????????
#this is vee speaking#IF THIS SCENE IS SUPPOSED TO DIRECTLY PARALLEL KUUKOU FIGHTING HITOYA#THEN SHAKKU MUSTVE LET KUUKOU KNOW!!!!!!!!!!!! DECONSTRUCTED HIS ENTIRE WORLDVIEW BRUH LIKE COME OOOOOON#like kuukou vs hitoya basically went#hitoya: this whole in my heart can’t be filled unless my anger and thirst for revenge are quelled#kuukou: um actually what’ll happen is that you’ll be thrown in jail so the only way to feel fulfilled is doing what’s right#so if we compare it to shakku vs kuukou#kuukou: all you do is try and lecture me with violence asshole#then shakku had to tell him why he needs to right????? like telling kuukou exactly what needs to be corrected?????#in the drama track shakku turned on the mic and a bell tolled and there’s a lot that could mean#but the bell tolls to purify earthly desires (also one of kuukou’s bars) so maybe shakku cleansed the hell out of kuukou’s soul lmao#and then told him to use his brain for once lmao#*crying* i just want to know what hang ups kuukou has that shakku targeted i’m so sad lmao 😭😭😭😭😭😭
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maybe i’m just feeling really sad and stuff right now (i am, at least when this is queued, but that’s not the point) but i really REALLY wanna write something that just. makes someone sob. like yeah i joke that “i can never write happy stuff if it’s not upsetting it’s not mine sorry” but i feel like i never nail the raw emotion. i feel like i either lean too much or not enough into the “cliches” for it to work right. i wanna write something that just hits in the chest so hard so naturally, like i’m reading you perfectly at your worst. i want the sob to be genuine. and i wanna make it worth it. does that make sense??? idk. i know i’m still a “beginner” (haven’t been dedicated to writing poetry for even a year yet tbh; it was a hobby until my first class last semester) but like. this is my ultimate goal tbh. if i write something that resonates so strongly with someone that they cry and/or carry it for the rest of their life in a way that either hurts or haunts or relieves or maybe all of the above, then i guess i was a good poet.
or smthn idk
#idk my ‘making it’ has never been grand to me#even when i wanted to write stories my goal was always ‘if one person enjoys it then it’s good enough for me’#like. i don’t know if i want my work to outlive me in a grand way. i just want it to resonate#i want it to make the average probably queer probably isolated probably traumatized kid to feel so seen#if i can sincerely impact somebody with any of my work in any way that just haunts them in any emotion then. i guess my work was good enough#you know????#idk i’m still feeling emotional rn but like there’s a sentiment i’m trying to say but i can’t seem to say it right#if i can’t do that in my own tags how am i supposed to do it in a poem (/hj) 😭#like. like when i heard we’ll never have sex for the first time!! it was everything i’ve ever felt about my aceness!!#and yeah it’s an ace anthem to me and it’s beautiful but it still makes me cry yknow!!#because it’s beautiful yet sad to me (as someone who can never make that relationship stick) at the same time!!!#i want my shit to hit like that!!!#grace being kinda serious for once#text post#personal#poetry
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woke up at 3 in the morning thought i’d be able to fall right back asleep after peeing… i could NOT fall right back asleep and now my upstairs neighbor(s) are stomping around and playing music (like even with my two fans on i can still hear the bass 😭) and i’m truly just like. it’s 4 in the morning on a weeknight HELLO?????
#like i’m really not trying to be like no fun allowed#but this isn’t like a big apartment it’s a little building with 3 units and the property manager lives upstairs#(i’m not sure who’s directly above me but i think it’s him)#and again ITS FOUR IN THE MORNING. ON A WEDNESDAY.#like when his nephews are visiting and running around at 10am on a saturday i can’t be mad. IM the one who’s sleeping in#but it’s the middle of the night 😭😭😭😭😭#if i had just been able to fall asleep by 3:30 i could’ve avoided this but sleep was not coming#i took a benadryl tonight too so i’m TIREDDDD i thought i’d be back asleep so quick#i want to bang on my wall about it but i would feel bad 😭#im just like so close to snapping and having a meltdown after this weekend#i just want to fucking cry#and it’s not their fault that’s a me problem but again. 4 in the morninggggggggg
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