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Hanako!
(Did i ever post this before?)
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on a completely separate note; shizun luo binghe with a disciple shen yuan who fell into the abyss??? *thinks about LBH canonically stealing SQQ's corpse for 5 years* he'd hallucinate i think. like, like visual and audial hallucinations.
Keeps thinking he's seeing SQQ in the corner of his eyes, or wandering between the trees, amongst a group of disciples. Thinks he hears him calling for him, but its just the wind or another disciple.
Gets Xiu Ya reforged but patently fucking refuses to make a sword mound. Because his disciple Is Not Dead :))) There was No Body. He's Not Dead. And If You keep Insisting That He Is, He's Gonna Skewer You :). He's holding onto Xiu Ya so he can return his most favored disciple's sword when he returns. It's on his hip right next to Zheng Yang where it's supposed to be.
Also this motherfucker?? does not sleep btw. He has the image of SQQ, wide eyed and hysterical and standing at the mouth of the abyss burned into his fucking eyelids. Can't use the dreamscape to escape it either because he keeps trying to save him and either he does and it's an incredibly cruel trick to wake up to, or he doesn't and he gets his heart broken in several different pieces again.
There is no convincing this man that Shen Qingqiu is dead. Absolutely nothing at all. He is buried so deep in denial that moles would be jealous of how deep he is. He keeps making tea for two in the bamboo house only to remember that it's just him. SQQ's fans are hiding everywhere, little reminders of his presence. He goes to wake up SQQ on the mornings he sleeps in-- only to find the room empty.
#svsss#luo binghe#svsss au#scum villain#scum villian self saving system#shen yuan#shen qingqiu#disciple shen yuan#lbh. visibly exhausted and with twitchy eyes: im fine :) | everyone else: ho no the fuck you ARENT.#SQQ was hysterical not because he found out LBH was half-demon but bc he was having a long-awaited mental breakdown over his autonomy :)#or (limited) lack thereof. he was having a sudden onset crisis of mortality and was handling at quite literally the WORST time. oops#im thinking very hard that LBH would never push his disciple into the abyss especially with no system to force him to. so SQQ either#had to goad him into it (failing always) or throw himself in. he ended up doing it himself but not before some very impressive hysterics.#BUT ALSO. IF THIS HAD BEEN WHERE SQQ WAS THE HALF-HEAVENLY DEMON INSTEAD IT WOULD'VE BEEN SO GREAT.#and by great i mean horribly angsty bc SQQ is NOT doing too hot and has. in very SY-like fashion. convinced himself that LBH will kill him#when he finds out he's a demon. so when it comes out i have this mental image of him lunging at LBH and LBH flinches back. but SQQ wraps hi#hands around the blade of Zheng Yang and yanks it up so the tip of the blade is digging into his chest where is heart is. LBH can't yank th#sword away without risking slicing into SQQ's hands. SQQ's hair has fallen out of its tail/bun and is now messily spilling down his#back and its NO helping the kinda deranged look he has going on. he's visibly shaking and his eyes keep flittering away and back at LBH's#face. SQQ is looking at the messages from the system warning him that he has to go into the abyss or punishment will occur. he's like.#rambling though. talking about how shizun doesn't *like* unclean things and there is nothing more unclean than a demon. like he is#INSISTING. LBH can't?? get a fucking word in. actually. SY isn't listening that much either anyways. too overwhelmed with the system and#the amount of stress he's under and his crumbling mental state and the innate and primal desire to live even when he's standing in front of#his own executioner. it all ends with him sitting on the ground at the lip of the abyss with his hair falling in his face. he looks so#unkempt and fallen apart and so distinctly *non-Shen Qingqiu* that LBH feels physically ill over it. tears are streaming down SQQ's face#and despite everything he is smiling. its not a nice smile. its a very frayed falling apart at the seams about to crack smile.#he tells shizun not to worry about staining his blade with this disciple's filthy blood because this disciple will take care of it himself.#and then he falls into the abyss before luo binghe can so much as grab him. the only reason LBh doesn't literally jump in after him is bc#he was numb with shock and the abyss was already closed before he could feel his legs again :]
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Big moment for the "who goes there" community
#submas#they would wear those full on sleep outfits hat and all and then i realised lampent is one of those hand held lamps with yhe hook#tiny critter these ones#ingo has a ghost pokemon for a starter i feel like he'd not be scared at night#emmet however being scared of ghost combined with ghost ingo aus he he ho ho#im not fixinh my spelling mostakes nuh huh
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SHAMELESS CREATORS NETWORK APRIL THEME: TWO BY TWO
ian x mickey + two step - dave matthews band
bonus:
#shamelessedit#shamelessnet#shameless#shameless us#mickey milkovich#ian gallagher#ian x mickey#gallavich#giffed🍂#s10#s7#s3#s11#s5#11x12#07x11#03x05#10x08#05x10#scn#shameless duos#gallavichedit#HoS#two step#new girl#i feel like i barely followed the assignment but oh my god yall handed this right to me what else could i do!!!!!!!!!!#do not repost gifs - reblogs or tumblr gif search feature only thanks!
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Max & Daniel throwback to 2018 | Futsal in São Paulo | x
#max verstappen#daniel ricciardo#autumn posts#verstappencom admin I love you so much!! ❤️#I hadn't seen this whole video before (only their extremely delightful handshake!!)#love to imagine them rehersing that 😭💞✨#Max with his backwards cap and Daniel's laugh 💞🥹✨#just quick gifs before back to work!!#filing under things that are just new to me#❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️#thirsting silliness ahead but#also my insta froze after buffering the last post and I only got 'Daniel likes to take it by his hands. the balls' 😳🙂↕️#well yes! in my ho rn dog musings quite often! 🎺🐶#oh I'll stop there 🙂↕️✨#anyways maxiel my beloved always on my mind!!!!!!!#a wonderful day it seems with many more wonderful ones to come!!!! ❤️❤️
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OKAY BUT KAI HAVING STUPIDLY TICKLISH HIPS IS SO CUTE. I CAN TOTALLY SEE JAY JUST LATCHING ON AND SENDING TICKLISH SHOCKS THROUGH THEM UNTIL KAI IS SNORTING AND SOBBING BUT STILL LOVING EVERY SECOND OF IT.
YOU DONT UNDERSTAND HOW I FELT WHEN I READ THIS. IH MY GOD I FELL TO MY KNEES AND SOBBED IGM NOT DOING OKAY
i present to you this piece on how i feel qbiut this. warm, overwhelming and silly all in a butterflies sort of way
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#ninjago tickle#ninja sillies#jettdoodles#tickle art#lee!kai#ler!jay#<333#perhaps went a lkttle bit insane and oops what did my hand draw#need to save this ask so i can come back and sob about hos hips#anyways yeah im so normal about this#like the way i collapsed to the ground and sobbed on my knees was so normal#waking up to this was so great yes yes#re read this so many times
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I just wanted to draw nam seon-ho in his iconic hanbok. which made him even more beautiful.
✨he was a fairy✨
#my country: the new age#nam seon ho#I'm drawing instead of going to bed#and I re-watch mctna#nam seon ho so beautiful WHY he's so pretty????#I can't handle it#fuck the ending I'm dying#for this pic I just feel like>>#these men can't keep their hands from my baby for real
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Masterpost of Order Sol's tight gayboy leggings. 1-4: Artworks of Guilty Gear X 2000-2007, 5: Guilty Gear XX SLASH character art, 6: Guilty Gear Complete Bible, 7: limited edition A3 poster included with a Sanwa fightstick for the PS3 release of Guilty Gear Accent Core Plus.
#photopost#guilty gear#masterposts#order sol#sol badguy#I wish I had a clean scan of that last one but it's rare af and the best I have is one with SAMPLE stamped over it#There's another version without the SAMPLE text but someone like Instagram aesthetified it so it's blue?#Utterly worthless. I couldn't use that to restore the parts covered by the SAMPLE text in the file I do have#Which is bigger than the other ones out there. I'll get my hands on it some day#If I can find Shishizaru's HOS in high resolution then I can find this too
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it's not sinking in that today might be the last day in my house and town for many months to come
#like how do i even feel#on one hand im excited because like now that i finally agreed to dads stupid whims he technically will have to give in to things#ive been wanting since FOREVER like going to the gym#plus it's impossible to eat junk food when he's there he won't even let me kacchi maggi because maida hai bimar ho jayegi#and aadhe se zyada din toh pyaaz ye sab nahi kha sakte so it rules out any outside food#which is so good because like i just found out im pre diabetic lol#like borderline sugar like ab kuch nahi kiya toh seedha type 2 diabetes#so i need to eat healthy or ill literally die#i mean eventually but whatever being diagnosed with this in my 20s would kill me#also simply the fear of living with him is so much that i HAVE to study#and i want to now it's high time#but yeah want doesn't really work for me#i read a quote somewhere that 'goals' don't mean anything because winners and losers have the same goals#and i was like WOAH. like the person who gets an all india rank had the same goal as me: to pass the exam with good marks#but they succeeded and i didn't so it's isn't our goals that differentiate us#which ik is obvious but like still idk put things in perspective#anyway yeah that way my life MIGHT be fixed#but there's also living ALONE with my sociopathic FATHER who has more mood swings than me on pms#and being cut off frm the rest of civilisation and yk developed roads and buildings and ice cream shops#i guess it is mostly food ig :( which is good like the most junk food i can eat there is a burger from a nearby stall and that's pretty#much it they literally do not even have havmor or anything in walking distance forget scoop wali ice cream#but i like my bed and i like my ceiling with the stars and i like looking out of my window and knowing that the first ever crush of my life#lives right next to me and i like knowing that ill meet my bestfriend atleast once a month#i don't really love my mom or my brother tbh but idk maybe ill miss them it's weird ive never lived without them#i don't know i really hope that this is like a boot camp kota types experience rather than so much isolation that i sink deep into#depression. but then ive hit pretty shocking lows this year so hopefully i can handle it#my sister did say that when she lived alone with him for a month it was quite peaceful and okay because he usually gets more angry when mom#is around warna mostly he's fine#i don't know i don't know bhagwan ji please ab aur mushkil mat banana life bohot jhatke de chuke ho already ab pls#mujhe apni galtiyo ko sudharne ka mauka dena 🙏
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Me when , , i wants BeatyBeadt beast plsuhshie...... But none of themn arr Right™........... And i realised, i just want Him ❤😔😷😣😫 ;;;;;;;;;;;
#having him in my top 5 comfort characters is so embarassing . not because its childish or fucking whatever its because its disney#how dare they make the perfect Him#hes my butch prince#id find him in any lifetime#i think im losing my minndddddd#me when i want beautybeast art but i cant draw anymore and i dont have MONEY TO COMMISSION PEOPLE AAUURRUUUUUUUU howls sadly cries into my#paws#my big beastie paws#theyre not biologically mine theyre his#have yall seen when he and belle hold hands and shes gotta like .. ho;d his thumb because his hand is that damn big#need him biblically#but like biblically like biblio like book bc belle is a bibliophile HAAAHHHHGHHAHAAAHAHAHA#i need to be in between them right now#beautiful beautiful girl and beautiful beautiful girl(?) around meeeeeeee#AUURURUUHHHHGGHHGHGHGH <<<<<<<£33333333#f slurring myself violently in my mind
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I fucking love characters that can't be taken at face value
Characters that you can't understand if you just take their words for it without looking much further
Characters that lie through their teeth well enough that everyone seems to believe them instantly
Characters that are locked behind so many masks, walls and barriers that you can't do much but stare as it caves in around them
Characters that end up burried under all the facades they made to protect themselves
#AND THEN I MAKE A FIC ABOUT WJAT IF SOMEONE LOOKED FURTHER AND ACTUALLY SAW THEM#WHAT IF SOMEONE COULD REACH THROUGH AND HOLD THEIR HAND#AND MAYBE SEE THROUGH THEIR LIES AND LOVE THE PERSON THAT'S BURRIED UNDERNEATH#*cough* what hwi could've done if he was willing to look *cough*#nam seon ho#i love him so much#im biting concrete and chewing my bones and shaking him like a chew toy#my country: the new age#mctna#나의 나라#kdrama#aiden originals#am i queuing this right
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imagine watching the first three episodes of ofmd s2 and saying that izzy hasnt 'earned' a redemption arc yet
#just thinking about a post I saw the other day and like. bro did you watch the same episodes I did#hes a broken shell of hos former self that has regular breakdowns and gets physically tortured by ed frequently#he lost most of his toes and then his whole leg and despite the love he feels for ed he was still the one to stand up to him#trying to protect the rest of the crew from the situation he had a hand in causing#ofmd#our flag means death#izzy hands
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this art block has gone on long enough i’m breaking out the heavy duty blorbos
#my country the new age#between uni and comic stuff i havent drawn Him in so long and yep i still get zaps of /Cringing @ myself/ when i indulge in#drawing stuff for this drama that like 4 other ppl watch. but it's Him and he's been in my head for over a year now. my special guy#mctna#nam seon ho#my country: the new age#hello beloved mctna enjoyers <3#it's not His hand its someone else's but this was supposed to just be a sketch so i cant justify putting in more time 2 fix it mkrehgjrfdxs#fanart#my art
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bhai aaj result aaya hai aur sab aise treat kar rahe hai aur aisa lag raha hai ki mera birthday do din pehle hone ki jagah aaj hi ho
#and im so happy#life mai saari khushiyan ek taraf#but that feeling when your mammi-papa are proud of you#that happiness hits different#bas itna hai ki agar papa aaj hote to vo baat hi kuch aur hoti#but he might be happy from wherever he is#and bro the result came out so unexpectedly#like i was going to take bath when i casually checked the cbse website#and the moment i saw the link#my hands literally started trembling#ohh shit#i still can't believe ki mere boards ho gya aur result bhi aa gya#time is weird#and bhagwanjii shukriya ki I've got to witness this day with the people i love#desi teen#cbseboard#cbse result#desiblr#indian education
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I'm relistening to I am in Eskew at the same time as the Silt Verses come out and it's so fun seeing ideas introduced in Eskew resurface in TSV, like I just finished ep. 24 and the way the History Society works is so much like our new scary war saint!!! Obsessed
#i love you authors with frightening ideas coming at them from multiple angles#eskew productions you have my whole heart#both shows are obviously very different from each other but i absolutely love the wet gross meatiness of the horror in both#they're also both quite lonely shows imo#different types of lonely- David (saddest wettest little meow meow ever) is alone in a way Carpenter isn't#but Carpenter is so phenomenally lonely in a way that only seems to ho away when she is by herself#Falkner and Riyo are also pretty lonely people but to me it doesn't run as harsh as David and Carpenter#all this to say I adore these strange worlds and their stranger people and the gorgeous prose they're written in#another David/Carpenter parallel- being so deeply loved by a thing that loves wrongly#I'm trying to remember something i heard in a Jacob Geller video about the way houses love their people but they were not designed to love#and so they are haunted instead#anyway that's Eskew and the Trawllerman#also obsessed with the way Faulkner is fratricidally desperate for the Trawllerman to love him as well#and the way Riyo dismisses Eskew out of hand like she simply does not care for the City bc even though David hates Eskew#he cannot help it- he needs to be a part of Eskew he cannot let it go until the end#I'm insane. anyway#i am in eskew#the silt verses#tsv#i don't think there's an acronym for eskew
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Ah, I always seem to hurt my wrist around the same time every year. Maybe I'm gripping everything a little bit tighter because it's the end of the school year? I think I can trace what happened to aggravate it this time:
Playing too many games on my phone (nyt connections) -> Pain alleviated by stopping -> Aggravated again by playing too much Splatoon -> Playing too much stitch. -> Playing too much stitch. -> Scrubbed the shower -> Playing too much stitch. -> Cutting stickers for too long
CONCLUSION: I need a gamer break
#I thought stitch. wouldn't aggravate it too much because picross doesn't cause much stress to play#but it has a different button system were you don't press and hold only click#it's like clicking the mouse too many times; there's no variation in clicking that repetitively stresses the muscles (and nerves I guess)#My left hand was staring to tingle today and ho kay!! I really need to show some self restraint!!#<- SHE IS PHYSICALLY HURTING HERSELF IN ORDER TO PLAY MORE OF A SO CALLED 'COZY' GAME#Got to go to a funeral this weekend out a state which sucks and is but at least I can finally give my wrist a rest!!#I've worked on the ergonomics of my digital drawing set up a lot so at least I can still draw on my tablet! ^_^#But not while I'm out of state.... and not in my sketchbook...
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