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heavy stuff in the tags sorry y'all :(
#i learned yesterday that#a long-distance friend of mine who i've kind of fallen off with in the last year or so#apparently now has a tbi from multiple failed suicide attempts#and is experiencing 24/7 psychosis as a result#as well as fugue states i think#she thought it was a month earlier than it actually was#she's convinced her landlady is stealing things from her apartment#and keeps hearing noises from outside her apartment that definitely aren't there#one of the kindest happiest people i've ever known#has become a shell of who she used to be#she looks the same. she has the same voice. but it feels like i'm talking to a different person#it feels like my friend died already#even though she's still here#and i don't know what to do#and i don't really know who to talk to about it#so it's going here#because i don't have anywhere else to put it right now#rants
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but we're more like brothers (even if it kills you)
#sorry . i think the caffiene addiction should start early. those two do not know how to grind coffee beans properly yet but they will learn#colored sketches because the ama made me crash out so bad yesterday i wanted to do a set. illario i know you. i know your heart#<- fie could attest to this. because every 5th word out of my mouth was illario's name#illario dellamorte#lucanis dellamorte#the wigmaker's job is REQUIRED READING to follow me!!!!!! hope thats clear !!!!!!!!#dragon age#veilguard spoilers#my art
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Do yourself a favor and go read the entire fanfic work of @fanfoolishness
(In order: Under sun and shade, Blind Side, and Breathless (patching up is one of my fav too, I just had no cool sketch idea for it)
#star wars#star wars the bad batch#the bad batch fanart#tbb fanart#tbb fanfiction#dumping my “fanfic_doodles.clip” file here literally#sorry the style is messy#now I see them all Im like “ok it's all over the place zero/100 aesthetically pleasuring post”#hhhh its the thought that counts?#And tbh the point is just to convince you to read theses#because I'm like OBSSEEESSED with theses since you appeared in my notes#Every fic is gold#Me baiting my followers with pretty enough pictures to read fanfics#this being said I should really take the time to color properly my stuff#but I don't liiiiiiiiike it#there is tons of more talented artists if people want colored beautiful amazing art#me I can't really make my “”“spontaneous”“” “”“doodles”“” pretty without trying hard and at the end it's meh#They're so flat too#yesterday I was like “oh my scenes are becoming less flat I improved maybe”#Then I scrolled on my storyboard insta and was like#yeah sure no#I'm still faaaaaar away from the industry standards#I studied like at three arts school and I'm still bad at drawing TAT#why is my brain not working v_v#look brain I'm showing you nice pictures learn from them#brain: no Im gonna overfixate on this left hand here and only this#anyway
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the fact that martin blackwood haters exist is so confusing to me like he's a bitch who moans and complains but also sets fire to things for fun and successfully manipulates avatars and gets jealous about the avatar of death waking up his boyfriend up from a coma and is both jon's staunchest defender and not afraid to call out jon's bullshit
#does jon deserved to be called out in some of the scenes where martin is mad at him? maybe not in that context#but martins criticisms are like the only ones that get through to jon#bc jon loves him so much#and also martin being annoyed and angry with jon throughout the fear domains is like expected ?#did you know martin blackwood is me#i actually cried yesterday bc i remembered alex saying re: martin#that he has to learn his lesson about how he can't keep burning candles for other people in s4#AND THEN IN S5 HE ISNT AFRAID TO SET BOUNDRIES WITH JON AND IS BLATANT AND COMMUNICATIVE WHEN HES UPSET#god#the magnus archives#martin blackwood#jonmartin#martin blackwood appreciation#''martin is toxic in s5'' and said toxicity is sometimes getting annoyed and frustrated with jon's inconsistent morality#idk idk maybe i will change my mind after my s5 relisten but
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Blue Four appreciation
I love Blue Four. 10/10 angry dude
(tone indicator for this post: positive and light-hearted. art and character from @linkeduniverse au)
His motto is "No thoughts head angry" I mean look at him! Every face is grumpy! How you can you hate him. He's got one emotion and it is mad
He is very good at pointing accusingly at people
(Green in the background was tired of it by the second time)
I also love this panel. Wild's body language perfectly captures the correct (only?) reaction to Blue
He was freaked out by all of Four right then, but Blue was especially scary.
His pose here matches a sketch from quite a while ago:
This pleases me
ALSO
Blue was mad at Champ for shoving him,
But his reaction to Twilight's injury was the same as Wild's.
I think they really bonded in this moment:
Same face
And how he has his hair tucked behind his right ear just because he's more edgy? Iconic
Blue four was brought into existence and is full of rage about it, and I relate to respect that
>>>:(((
#I normally end posts with a smile face but it's about blue soooo#I LOVE HIM AND WE SHOULD TALK ABOUT IT#the different colours of four are so important#yeah#lu four#linkeduniverse#linked universe#but really though!!! the angry! I love him!#this post is brought to you by me because#I was very angry yesterday- not at anything just angry for no reason#and I was convinced my face would never go back to normal but be permanently scowly#so I went and looked at blue four so I had someone making the same face as me#ssssshhh it worked for me ok#I am talking about the actions and thoughts of the one wearing blue in this scene#if I have misworded anything please let me know so I can learn- I love learning from others#I love you. never forget how incredible you are
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#spiderman#deadpool#spideypool#comic#I did this for a class#an ENGLISH class#but we're learning about comics as literature and for the most recent paper we had an option to make a comic#and the main theme we're studying this semester is power so i made this#anyway I forgot how goddamn hard these two are to draw#I hate how complicated their costumes are like its so unnecessary#but I also think this is the most accurately I've drawn them#and they looked consistent through this whole thing#so I'm really proud of myself#and yes this is gay but i'm imagining that in this scene they don't realize they have feelings for each other yet hee hee#some of these were fuckin hard angles too what was i doing to myself!!! this was hard af!!! wtf!!!#and to be honest i drew all of this yesterday and today!!! that was so much drawing!!! og my god!!!#but it was fun he he#except i will always hate the webs on spideys costume. hell world#they have to look such a specific way and it is not easy#enough rambling. enjoy#also sorry im reuploading this because i had accidentally colored in one of spideys speech bubbles as yellow
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Ok maybe I'm obsessing a little bit I just noticed something else interesting.
When Cooper is watching his old film at the SD Mart, lost in his reminiscing, he imitates his character in the infamous scene he struggled with so much due to the sheriff killing for the first time. And when he does this he uses "finger guns"....except....
...Lucy took his trigger finger. And if you look closely you see the moment he realizes and snaps out of his daze to regard it thoughtfully. Just for a fraction of a second. You'd almost miss it, especially with the gloves on. But he VERY deliberately folds the empty gloved digit in half, emphasizing its absence further.
What do you think he is thinking in that moment?
Personally, I can't ignore the potential symbolism behind the juxtaposition of these two pivotal moments in his life. The way he watches his former, *human* self in the very scene that transitions him from the lawful sheriff to a darker character (one who kills), foreshadowing the loss/reshaping of his moral compass. Yet simultaneously becomes distracted by the loss of the very thing that represented that spiral: his trigger finger.
When he loses Barb he loses faith in the goodness of both himself and others. His world literally falls apart and everything boils down to the bottom line of the wasteland: kill or be killed. You can't trust anyone. It's becomes an inevitably etched in the stone of his heart.
But now he's met Lucy and she's surprised him. Made him question things. This woman for all her naivety and sheltered way of life did not react as he assumed she would. Instead, she proved strong enough to survive while managing to hold on to a part of herself she deemed important.
And maybe, just maybe the loss of one thing could gain him another in the future? Perhaps Lucy will help reshape his outlook once more. Restore his faith in a faithless world.
Does losing that vital piece of himself and quite literally having Lucy fill its absence portend things to come?
What do you think?
I don't know about you but I'm here to drink up every last drop of the dark romanticism being served up in their pairing, whatever the future holds for them.
#vaultghoul#lucy and the ghoul#ghoulcy#cooper howard#lucy maclean#fallout#sorry for the poor quality gifs#I'm an old dog learning new tricks#just started learning how to make gifs yesterday#halp i am struggling
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The Terror lieutenants!!
#let’s ignore that I only learned yesterday that these 3 have some kind of connection#not really satisfied with my Irving design#anyways I’m also still figuring out how to actually color things digitally#this is what I usually do color-wise idk what possessed me with the last few drawings#the terror#the terror amc#edward little#ned little#john irving#george hodgson#froggerart
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Mr Fancy Hat's birthdayyy
#bungou stray dogs#bsd#chuuya nakahara#fanart#digital art#I just did a thing for Nagito's birthday yesterday and now I gotta learn my bsd kids' birthdays
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Destiel Pride - Day 6; Profound bond
#Destiel pride#dean Winchester#castiel#Destiel art#destiel fanart#spnfanart#wiggleart#okay so walk with me here:#I saw the prompt and was like thinking about oh the handprint but I just did the 1518 handprint in yesterdays prompt#and then I was thinking of drawing cas pulling dean from hell but I already drew that as well#and I didn’t wanna just draw the scene out of the show where this is said because I wanted it to be a little more#in the way of showing that profound bond. and so I was just thinking about smaller ways this can be shown#and then was just thinking about those demonstrations in the show and one of those moments was the first 6 episodes of season 13#where the bond was soooo profound that Deans grief was channeled through Jack and broke through the empty to bring cas back#and then in Tombstones episode we learn that like dean and cas indeed have little movie nights and I remember how Sam didn’t even know about#the Dean Den and how there were two chairs#and how they just have movie nights! and so I decided to draw them watching a movie! and yes cas is still an angel but Dean gives him a#sweatshirt and pj pants to chill out in lol and they’re watching tombstone on the screen in this lol
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DO YA THINGKU
for a twitter trend of redrawing miku as album covers!! i wanted to do one of my favorite single from gorillaz. Cover-accurate ver + closeups:
this was definitely the biggest thing ive drawn this year!! and a good chunk of it on stream. thank you everyone who tuned in!! it was loads more fun to make in company :]
#gorillaz#vocaloid#hatsune miku#doyathing#do ya thing#andre3000#andre3k#album miku#miku albums#jamie hewlett#admin draws#fanart#phew alright finally#i finished this late yesterday#it ended up kind of being a style study! i did heavily reference the body lineart for this bc it was gonna take long enough#without reinventing the wheel. but i did colors from scratch#im a very impatient person artwise but this was very satisfying to do and finally finish#i would say my reason for this was that i saw several demon dayz mikus since this trend started#but gorillaz has so much cool art! album and otherwise. so i COULD say that this was made with that in mind#but no. that only came later fkdgslgh. my initial idea came from overlistening to the 13min version#and really wanting to draw miku in a fake muscle shirt. and then it got out of control#hope you enjoy. and maybe not compare the texutures too closely i really had to frankenstein some shit here#phase 3 to 4 is when hewlett really starts going hard on the soft airbrushing in favor of cel and thats a MAJOR weak area of mine#so this was definitely a learning experience
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You ever hyperfixate on something for 9 hours?
#i learned this program yesterday#thats acrually putting it lightly#i didnt understand anything until i threw inukag into the mix#andnanjkakandndj#if you wanna learn something quick all you gotta do is throw some nerds in it#honestly#inuyasha#brain rot art#kagome#inukag#its not perfect but its something
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next addition to the band :] no idea how i finished this tbh
#theyre so cute#i didnt learn it was salmonid and not salmonoid until like. yesterday#ive been calling it salmonoid for 4 years.#goodnight everyone sighh#splatoon oc#splatoon 3#splatoon art#splatoon fanart#splatoon#art#digital art#artists on tumblr#digital artist#caeruledoodles#salmon run#salmonid#splatoon salmonid#splatoon salmon run
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He’s such a goofy silly guy!
#there was talk of Tinky designs in brp and it really made me want to draw him again#so here’s him#he’s so much fun#i need to draw him more#I also need to draw the other Lords#I’d really love to draw Nibbly#I love the animal themed LIBs#I also just love all of them#hatchetfield my beloved#I’ve got some more CC stuff cooking as well#although I’ve once more started school so there will be a little bit of waiting lol#fun fact: violins and fiddles are the same thing#I learned that just yesterday#the only difference between the two is the genre of music they’re playing#Starkid#team starkid#starkid npmd#the lords in black#nerdy prudes must die#nightmare time#tnoy karaxis#t’noy karaxis#Tinky#tinky npmd#curt mega#hatchetfield#hatchetfield fanart#my art
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haven’t played bg3 in a while but that doesn’t mean I’ve stopped thinking about these two
#I briefly posted a color version yesterday that I’m not happy with so if you saw that. no you didn’t#what’s a little consensual knife play between party members#(honestly not really a knife gal personally)#(but I do also think that first cutscene where lae’zel tries to kill you is v horny)#cw knife#I learned doing this that I hate drawing SH’s camp clothes#to the point where they killed my enthusiasm for drawing any of the clothes lol#shadowzel#sketches#drawing#bg3#Baldur’s gate 3#lae’zel#Shadowheart#shadowheart x lae’zel#illustration#baldur’s gate fanart#bg3 fanart
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Bleeghhhhhh 😝😝😝
#such cutiepatooties#fight club#soapshipping#divorce arc#post car break up scene#tyler durden#the narrator fight club#marla singer#narrator fight club#shitpost#I’ll learn how to draw Tyler someday#today was not it nor yesterday nor months ago#except for my first drawing on fc…#I ate with him#my art
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