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now more than ever i think i need to rewatch gullah gullah island
#cliffnotes/.txt#i do just want to. learn the language but theres ao few resources on it#for those that dont know gullah is a creole la guage kinda like patois they sound very similar#around the southern us from around nc to ga#biggest population i believe is in my state but like. in a small area so ive never really heard anyone speak it#outside of bhm programs#and i miss that. may have been my ancestors culture but still my culture yknow#but bc its a language where everything is passed on physically theres like. no way to learn it unles you know a speaker#i know some songs but thats abt it#any learning resources that ARE online are like. k-5 and aimed at just children like adults dont speak it#it feels almost like infantilizing it bc its a dialect snd not proper english#and that makes me so sad#i can understand some of it since aave stems from creole languages but i wanna speak it yknow
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y'all ever think about Sam & Izzy in a no-name port, in a house, in their house, the place they've met in secret for decades? sharing the few days they can snatch from the unforgiving passage of time, holding each other, knowing it's going to end again before they're ready? knowing that perhaps this is the last time they'll ever get to do this, and they won't know until it's already happened? I sure do
#this post was sponsored by the song '400 bones' by frightened rabbit#trying to commit it to memory just in case#knowing youll always be led back here and hoping you wont be alone#coming up with excuses to stop somewhere you have no business being?#thats the reason you chose it after all. nobody would ever suspect it. its safe. but it wont be safe if youre here too often#does ed know? does izzy have to make excuses and lies just to have some time with sam?#but they couldnt meet anywhere else. not the prince of pirates and the dreaded first mate hands#not like this anyway. itd never be safe#no weaknesses#everyone knows the story of them coming up under hornigold#a few know that they used to be close and wonder what happened#nobody can know that they still are#nyxtalks#ofmd#our flag means death#izzy hands#israel hands#sam bellamy#bellhands#another one for the list of ideas i may or may not do something more with at some point. i sure do think abt it#do you think at the darkest moment that izzy would bring the crew there? betray the sanctuary they built to keep his kids safe?#do you think sam would agree with his choices? do you think hed know?#sams been waiting at the cottage a few days now. he always hangs around longer when izzy wasnt there. just in case. its pouring down#outside. no sensible ship would come into harbour. he waits anyway. theres a knock at the door#he opens it with caution- you never know whos been drawn in by the candle in the window really. but its izzy. of course it is#he sweeps him into his arms; greets him with as much fervour as he normally would. it takes him a minute to notice the bodies behind izzy#...to be continued if i feel like it maybe. im outta tags
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handful of artfight attacks ive done so far!! ft hugh (he/him) of @e-likes-bones fame, the rover (he/him) by umi, and jay (he/him) @greennjayy :]]
(please click for better quality,, tumblr hates making art look good)
#styx artz#art fight#art fight 2024#some fun facts abt these uh . i traced the autism creature cuz i didnt know if just editing it was allowed on artfight#and thats the bass intro to evil by interpol (the rover is based on the lead singer :]] his playlist is Just interpol songs its great)
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I've straight up had the most bizarre morning @.@
#had a dream abt my abusive ex#then remembered im going to a bday party for his nephew today bc they want me there really badly (they are a child) and idk if ill see him#and then spent all morning transcribing the 6 songs from my ~abuse recovery~ album into a new notebook#plus went to therapy two days ago to deal w his bullshit so im in a weird place mentally#also some personal stuff w a friend and its just#idkkkkkkkk#and im really stuck on 'let your friends decide if they're in a place to help you' bc like. how? how can i do that?#what if they feel obligated to listen to me but are tired/done/sick of my shit? or it makes them worse?#and even then its terrifying to admit bc honestly the last time i really opened up to someone it was MY FUCKING EMOTIONALLY ABUSIVE EX#and its like. i KNOW thats the ~trauma~ speaking but um. what if its not? what if i let myself break down in front of someone and they do#the same shit? or tell me that i misread the room or misinterpreted what they said as an okay and it wasnt? what if i fuck it up?#goddamnit i hate being aware of whats going on in my brain this would be easier if i wasnt aware of the source of this shit#UGH#I NEED TRANSMOGRIFIED TO BE OUT SO I CAN LISTEN TO MUSIC ABOUT THIS
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(credits to ssruis)
This song is the only thing keeping me going I do not play about mr showtime 😞 nothing ruined me (made my life better) the way this song did
(Sendn. Me songs to do this with in my ask box… sniffle…)
#circuses? heh.. yeah.. im familiar… jesters? oh#even better…. rellakinoko? now hold on this is already gonna be good… tsukasa tenma? im sold. the fish has been captured. im followinf the#sirens into the deepest parts of the sea and wont be coming back. Unfortunately i had gotten t1k (t571) on ensekai for phoenix and am still#bitter about it. Emu and nene came home but the ugly blonde didnt. This is why we’re having problems tsukasa#i have a mr showtime themed custom profile that needs to be finished aand i gotta work on my one for#tsukasa4#ill be more prepared for that one im certain of it#knocking on wood#PRAYING.#t500 would have been nice you know… unfortunately i ran out of resources.#i think the amount of time and love ive poured into making everything abt this event makes up for this though. Also this is gonna sound#obnoxious but i feel like one of the five people who actually. You know. Get the event. Like its importance which ill elaborate on in a#future post. Everybody wants to talk about this event but nobody wants to read the story#and the side stories Guysss ur missing out its so good when youre not forcing urself to think tsukasa has an ed and dont even know a single#thing abt acting yet believe one google search can prove that method acting is Absolutely Totally Going To Ruin His Life#i dont think fasting was alright it was pretty stupid but what he did doesnt make him have an ed or this or that#I do think you should be very. Very careful with method acting by the way. That can mess you up. But i dont think thats where theyll be#taking tsukasa in the future. Yes itd be nice to show the risks and get a You know be careful but its not as dark and This is gonna ruin hi#😞😨My poor baby!! As people think#omg i got sidetracked LET ME TALK ABT THE BINGO???1?1? Easily distracted ass#Uhm. Where do i begin. Nvm i dont wanna write too much more but this song truly does mean the world to me#And rella’s art is so goood my eyes are always glued to it. For some reason i keep having trouble fcing the expert chart for it on ensekai#ut was just fine on jpsekai. Frowny face. I could listen to the song all day though#Those instrumentals are popping offff i tell you#hidden circus#wonderlands x showtime#wxs#wansho#commissioned song#prsk
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so um. very glad that throughout all this time i never had the end poem spoiled to me
#i uh. i thought that beating the game would feel cheap bc i cheated and got tired of it and sped to the end#but uh. no. that. poem. it makes it all worth it. kinda feels like a culmination of all my time playing minecraft yknow#not gonna stop now ofc i have some worlds i might mess around in but. i did beat the game#i did beat minecraft finally. i did fight the dragon in easy mode i decided to allow it be some kinda fight#its whatever tbh. but the end poem is. uhm. god#yeah adding minecraft to the list of things (media ig?) that got me close to crying#shame i struggle to cry in general but fucking god man. thats a good end poem#yknow id been wondering abt that minecraft song (alpha) and wondering just what it’d be used for in game#finally found out. holy shit. there was smth i wanted to say hang on#its wrong to say exactly that i never had it spoiled to me- more that i didnt actually know what it was#zeemyth used parts of it in his farlands vid and i’d worried that he’d used most of it#but no. no no no i have never ever seen the full thing before#ooooooh boy. its a good end poem for dismissing any guilt i wouldve felt for cheating#salty talks#minecraft#i still. have mixed feelings abt the game. i still need to find out a way that i like playing it#i play on hypixel every so often. i think i enjoy that? its been a bit i do like it with friends#i remember running a warrior rp house in there it got briefly popular (idk ~20 ppl at one point i think it was years ago)#its moon landing day but also salty finally beats minecraft day#didnt even beat it on my computer (same acct tho) bc it does not run well on my computer a lot of the time#oh fuck no these credits are like an hour long? how do i skip this shit i got what i came here for
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2 and 13, if you havent already?
2 - most popular piece?
according to tumblr its phantoms ref sheet. the fucking "jesus and a furry" sliver and pebbles post also took off. and some of my isat ones.... nothing super crazy though i cn really point to ....
13 - talk about a wip you like!
I ACTUALLY DONT HAVE ANY WIPS RN. lemme look.... yeah nothing i plan on finishing. i made a rough anatomy outline thing for maybe doing some alt outfits for an oc of mine [not rain world dont get excited] but im probably not coming back to it until af is over. and for af i've just been going w the flow. i very rarely just leave a piece unfinished until its Done before i move on to something else
#rip the push sparks pmv that i sketched and then never felt like finishin#i wanna pmv again but now is NOT the time and i havent decided on what i wanna dooooooo. but deciding doesnt rlly work for my pmv process#i have to just get insane abt a song and do it. thats what i did for step on me and to my heart#shrugs#i do know of some evil wips INVOLVIVNG my guys but im sworn to secrecy#sky answers#ask game
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i remember the first time ever i listened to SO i was like pfft rap? get out. (i was cringe) and then when i gave it a listen again a few months later i was a changed person... so i binge listened to their entire discography immediately and was genuinely shocked because how could ALL of their songs be bangers, like i couldn't believe it was possible it was surreal........ i wish i could turn back time (lol) to experience that pure shock again
#and the funny thing is i was in denial abt liking them for some time#i couldnt afford a new hyperfixation in that specific year#and i remember thinking to myself 'lol their music might be good but they're probably ugly its okay i wont like them'#(I WAS A TEENAGER SORRY FOR MY MENTALITY)#so i searched them up on pinterest and guess what i saw. the blurryface photoshoot#i kind of glitched and realized i was fucked#but i still tried to deny it and avoided looking at their pictures for days#but i eventually gave in and looked up videos and interviews and random facts about them#i was like SO stressed out abt this like i would get in trouble if someone found out i like them ahjdkdl#mind u in my country hardly anyone knows who they are#i made peace tho and then i fully embraced becoming a clikkie#technically im a hiatus clikkie#and one of the biggest concerns in my life then was the question of 'ARE THEY RETIRING WHY ARE THEY GONE'#idk looking back its so funny#this was in 2017#OH and one more thing#i was born and raised a christian and still was at that point (now i am not)#and all my life my mom would heavily censor stuff that would come across as 'devilish' or even mildly offensive to the christian religion#yknow even harry potter#so i had this irrational fear/anxiety abt stuff like that wired in my brain as well#so when i saw the hds live vid on youtube (the official one with a ton of views)#i got sincerely worried they might be some kind of devil worshippers or something 💀#them having a song called heathens did NOT help#off i went to google their religion and... the relief i felt when i found out they were christian lol#btw my mom did freak out over heathens when she found out 💀💀#i wont go into detail but she did give me trauma when she learned about the dema storyline too............#i still dont play lore videos when she's in the room 🥲🥲 thats why im lowkey jealous of clikkies with clikkie parents#okay story times over lol#tøp#nemotakeit
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someone should make this fucking yogurt into a character in one of the object shows (specifically this flavor)
yeah! i agree! i agree so much that i drew them lol
#kinda dumb buttttttttttttttttttttttt i ahve headcanon for them even tho i just know abt their exsistence 30 mins ago#-their parents r divorced and they live with their dad#have siblings that r other jars of yogurts but r just different flavour#fav game genre is probably baking games (am i projecting? maybe...)#paint their room's wall blue#been outside of the country#oh and some songs they listen to r:#alligator skin boots by mccafferty#2004 by anthony amorim#bread by lukrembo#uhmmmmm thats all lol-
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i love when swifties on another site say something dumb and all the swifties on here tear them to shreds for it. anyway u guys r right shake it off is so fun how can anyone hate her honestly. like people say they hate her until she comes on and everyones having a good time but how can you actually hate her
#like this isnt what the tiktok everyone was talking abt (i cld only find a link to a tweet reposting it and tht person on twitter privated)#was saying i think but like. i tihnk its dumb to say its bad song bc the whole point is that its over the top and cheesy and just fun#like. you can dislike songs that are that but its dumb to say that makes it bad bc thats the point. and thats why people say its bad#so most people who say its bad are missing the point#ALSO WHAT FROM WHAT IV GATHERED THE TIKTOK WASS ABOUT ??#complaining about a tracklist that hasnt been released yet for a tour that most fans within your country werent even able to get tickets fo#and international fans dont even know if its happening for them sornot is soo fucking dumbb just on the face of it !!!#but also what kind of loser are you that you dont want to be having the time of your life to a fun silly song at a concert be fucking real#like. v much a case of its seen as 'cool' to like folklore and to some degree evermore and midnights now#and people who r going for bragging rights andnot bc they actually want to go cant handle a song that is unabashdly 'cringe'#potentially being there. even though its called the ERAS TOUR ITS ALL HER ERAS ALL HER MUSIC BABESS !!!#okay. done now. sorry for the rant ghdfhgdf#flappy rambles
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9 people you'd like to know better
tagged by: @aomitois, ty :D (sorry im so late xD)
last song: hot by confetti
favorite color: blue (fave shade is somewhere around capri blue), also like color combos of blue/white, blue/pink, red/black, rainbows
currently watching: havent watched stuff in a hot sec but prob gonna go back to finishing heartstopper and buddy daddies
currently reading: birds of north america, they both die at the end, 1984, the song of achilles, clean air, bunch of webtoons, orv webnovel, this reminds me i have to read that new webtoon leehama posted
sweet/spicy/savory: im a fan of sweets but they make me feel sick if i have too much, so im prob gonna pick savory; i can handle some spice but not a lot (and also it makes my nose run which is sooo inconvenient like guys why r u making me suffer in two diff ways)
relationship status: single im taken by all my hyperfixations ty for asking :P
current obsession: orv, link click, decorating my room until im satisfied xD
last thing I googled: (same tem btw xD) shades of blue (thank god my fave color is not gray)
currently working on: lmao too much stuff LKASDF xD applications, learning how to edit gifs, going through my drafts and trying to lower the count to under 200 oop, cleaning my desktop and my 104938234204 webtoon screenshots, cleaning my 14319842398 tabs, getting through read list/watchlist while i have time, cleaning (grind never ends)
tagging: anyone who sees this/wants to join, please feel free! (pls tag me so i can see :P)
#tag game#im definitely not like a year late...#btw nice song tem xD (it was eclipse by saymaxwell)#anyways like i said#working through my drafts#u know theyve been there forever when im in a rb edit and the urls r all diff cause they changed xD#anyways#better late than never amirite...#about the spice tolerance its gotten better but#one time my mentee got me tteokbokki#and it slapped but holy shit i drained that strawberry calpico so fast#anyways i enjoy a reasonable amt as long as i have some source of drink with me thats not hot#and not sparkling water bc i dont like it alksjdf one of the few things i dont like xD#and i hate that spice makes my nose run like as if my allergies arent bad enough already#i used to would have said my relationship status is a hot date with my google calendar aka death#but my schedule isnt death anymore which thank god feels v nice#as for stuff im currently working on i constnatly haev random ideas and then i forget abt them or i work on them a bit an dthen#i get distracted#oops...#sometimes when i go through my drafts im like o yeah my idea from like 2 years ago oops xD
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#hehe I really do wanna go through all their songs and lyrically pick out the ones that talk abt happiness but I was like damn that's a lot#Of songs and i don't wanna miss one so I decided to do this tierlist to kinda have that list in front of me LOL#I only put songs here that I felt like I listened to enough to rank so it's not their whole discography#(Like i need more time for sungjins album to marinate before making actual decisions abt it)#also to be continued by denimalz wasn't on this tierlist and thats genuinely like skdjdj a+/s tier song for me its so fucking gooood#it was hard chz I like diff songs for diff reasons some r more strong lyrically others musically some r so good at both it's so hard#kept changing my mind lol and feel like it could change depending on my mood#letting go reboot F tier only cuz I feel very 'looking at how they massacred my child' abt it#letting go is like the first d6 song I liked even b4 I stanned them and to this day I feel like it does so much so well I nvr understood wh#the reboot version 😭😭 i do like the new bridge but I also really really like youngks rap bridge 😔😔#just felt like all the correct musical decisions were taken out in the reboot ahh like there was so much like#song starts bare ish but then u start layering instruments it helps build it up to the climax so well but they take all of that out w the#reboot 😭😭#anyhows. now that i have a list i will do what I intended to do and compile the songs that talk abt happiness in some way or another#certain songs also surprised me for how high I put em like what is.. for instance#also ONE ?? I didn't know i felt S tier abt it lol but I guess I do.#rambles
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i prefer posting my thoughts on here i rlly get lost in some void n also i rlly .
#also all of u are just as weird or insane as mw on Some Level 💜#u dont survive on this hellsite qithout being a fuckijg OddBall .#anyway. met a guy wgi knew t1975 tn. he commented on my dhirt and asked my fav sonf#ACTUALLY he asked if my fav song was xhocolate#so i absolutely pulled out a deepcut (this must be my dream - IT is my top 5 so im not wrong#but being out knctje spot like that had me panixking#fav is avtually roadkill#but anyway his was cohoclatw but also guys whixb is Classic taste#he was so cool loved ralkibg tk him#sucked to not get his socials#also im not even . idc what it looks like w me leavinf not long after he does#to be fair i was starting to get bored bc i wasnt drinkijg + pool tables werent Free n it was gettibg Crowded#so i ended up leavinf like 10mins after he left . but i was overstimulatwd at that point#i knew my rwasoning for going up#i wasnt dissappointed . i canbadmit that to myawlf#embracing all the yuxkiness that i feel abt . this like the obessiveness and .#u I now what its doing some good for me in a weird way .#i am ashamed how deeo this well goes ill admit but . shame is a useless emotjon or wtv kurt said#god this show is fucmibg . its damaged my pysche but if ut hasnt . rlly made me take a look at some thibgs sometimes 🤺🤺#but antway . at a point where i can deal with this#and not be too bothered by his appearance or ppls opinions vc it Doesnt Matter. none of it rly fucking matters#its all fucking talk know oje knows SHIT Bt me ans even then i dont xare bc i know myself#well enough and i know . what i can do abd what im aiming for and all of this is just Muck i have to wash off#bc i know what haopenes and i know this inside out better than anyone (i literallt experienced it First Hand)#none of these bitches were even around when it was haopening too like thats whar has me kixking my feet some way#like . i Know these people. i Met them Several times over the last 3yrs. but to them??? i wasnt as Prominent#ubtil like . the last 8 months . maybe 9 .#and same goes w that fucker. not a lot of these ppl Met him until After we split last year lol#minus like . 2 i think? maybe 3 ?#anyway . wild.
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does lily listen to sting and the police?
#im only saying sting and the police bc some ppl dont know what im talking abt when i say the police#lookinf at u ruben#anyway i feel like she might#but also i have a tori amos patti smith madonna and abba thing going for her#also songs in hebrew but thats like my own headcanon#(projecting!!!!)#anyway i love the police#the band#sting is just so insane!!!#every police song is also so bartylily coded#j bc its concerning as well as kind of romanticx#which ppl might judge me for that#but like if i was a teenager while sting was a guy#i would be one of his fan girls#but like#opinions#pls share#lily evans#sting and the police#the police#sting
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#crying in public is a new low even for me#sat is this tucked away corner of a costa trying to compose an email to my uni tutor abt completely withdrawing from the course after a yr#of no academia#and for some reason every song thats played from shuffling my playlist have been incredibly sad#im sick and tired of crying but why is everything so tough 🙃#this is what i need to do tho#trying to complete uni rn when i know id do shit and probably fail anyway bc my head is elsewhere#isnt the right choice#i just need a low stress job that'll pay decent and still give me enough time to spend w my parents bc idk how much longer I'll have with#them which is a horrific thing that no child should have to think when theyre parents are only in thei 50s#but its my reality rn which is what keeps making my eyes prick and sting while im literally surrounded by people#one step at a time#send the email enjoy my little treat go buy the milk get home and cuddle my bunny maybe have another cry cuddle my brother and fuck around#trying to distract myself for the rest of the year 🙏#god willing I'll get through this stronger than ever#wait i meant *rest of the day but rest of the year kinda checks out😭😭
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my brother is always SO vague abt his personal life w me I need to sit him down and grill him if I see him next month in person 😡
#my mum said he had a new gf and they must be serious bc he wanted to bring her to dinner to MEET my mum which hes never done before#and apparently hes planning on staying in his uni city after he graduates and working there so they can stay together#but he hasnt said a WORD of this to me except just now he randomly dmed asking me for pics of our dog dressed up in xmas gear#and was like '[girl] wanted pics of her shes basically adopted her :)' and i was like damn is that ur new gf u didnt tell me abt her???#and he replied 'not quite but yeah' QUIT IT W THE CRYPTIC SHIT IM NOSY!!!!!#maybe theyre not actually dating dating ik my mum gets carried away w gossip sometimes#wish he would stop dodging my questions tho.......#altho tbf im equally bad i had a gf for almost 2 years and didnt tell him so LMAO#but im justified bc he has a big mouth and would immediately tell my mum. but im not actually 'out' out to my parents#not in a closeted way like they MUST know im gay bc my brothers def mentioned it around them before + idk. general vibe innit#my mum literally asked me for my pronouns last time i went home..... she mustve had some trans clients#and she 'just thought shed check :)' like okayyyy....#but yeah more that i just dont see the point of doing a whole coming out song and dance i literally dont care enough for that#next time i date someone if im serious abt it ill probs tell them. and if they're surprised im gay thats on them#the main reason i didnt w my ex was bc their family was crazy homophobic so they didnt want them catching wind of it#+ also bc i was living w my family some of that time + i didnt rly wanna find out what my catholic stepdad thinks abt gay ppl lmao#anyway..#.diaries
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