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now more than ever i think i need to rewatch gullah gullah island
#cliffnotes/.txt#i do just want to. learn the language but theres ao few resources on it#for those that dont know gullah is a creole la guage kinda like patois they sound very similar#around the southern us from around nc to ga#biggest population i believe is in my state but like. in a small area so ive never really heard anyone speak it#outside of bhm programs#and i miss that. may have been my ancestors culture but still my culture yknow#but bc its a language where everything is passed on physically theres like. no way to learn it unles you know a speaker#i know some songs but thats abt it#any learning resources that ARE online are like. k-5 and aimed at just children like adults dont speak it#it feels almost like infantilizing it bc its a dialect snd not proper english#and that makes me so sad#i can understand some of it since aave stems from creole languages but i wanna speak it yknow
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handful of artfight attacks ive done so far!! ft hugh (he/him) of @e-likes-bones fame, the rover (he/him) by umi, and jay (he/him) @greennjayy :]]
(please click for better quality,, tumblr hates making art look good)
#styx artz#art fight#art fight 2024#some fun facts abt these uh . i traced the autism creature cuz i didnt know if just editing it was allowed on artfight#and thats the bass intro to evil by interpol (the rover is based on the lead singer :]] his playlist is Just interpol songs its great)
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I've straight up had the most bizarre morning @.@
#had a dream abt my abusive ex#then remembered im going to a bday party for his nephew today bc they want me there really badly (they are a child) and idk if ill see him#and then spent all morning transcribing the 6 songs from my ~abuse recovery~ album into a new notebook#plus went to therapy two days ago to deal w his bullshit so im in a weird place mentally#also some personal stuff w a friend and its just#idkkkkkkkk#and im really stuck on 'let your friends decide if they're in a place to help you' bc like. how? how can i do that?#what if they feel obligated to listen to me but are tired/done/sick of my shit? or it makes them worse?#and even then its terrifying to admit bc honestly the last time i really opened up to someone it was MY FUCKING EMOTIONALLY ABUSIVE EX#and its like. i KNOW thats the ~trauma~ speaking but um. what if its not? what if i let myself break down in front of someone and they do#the same shit? or tell me that i misread the room or misinterpreted what they said as an okay and it wasnt? what if i fuck it up?#goddamnit i hate being aware of whats going on in my brain this would be easier if i wasnt aware of the source of this shit#UGH#I NEED TRANSMOGRIFIED TO BE OUT SO I CAN LISTEN TO MUSIC ABOUT THIS
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(credits to ssruis)
This song is the only thing keeping me going I do not play about mr showtime 😞 nothing ruined me (made my life better) the way this song did
(Sendn. Me songs to do this with in my ask box… sniffle…)
#circuses? heh.. yeah.. im familiar… jesters? oh#even better…. rellakinoko? now hold on this is already gonna be good… tsukasa tenma? im sold. the fish has been captured. im followinf the#sirens into the deepest parts of the sea and wont be coming back. Unfortunately i had gotten t1k (t571) on ensekai for phoenix and am still#bitter about it. Emu and nene came home but the ugly blonde didnt. This is why we’re having problems tsukasa#i have a mr showtime themed custom profile that needs to be finished aand i gotta work on my one for#tsukasa4#ill be more prepared for that one im certain of it#knocking on wood#PRAYING.#t500 would have been nice you know… unfortunately i ran out of resources.#i think the amount of time and love ive poured into making everything abt this event makes up for this though. Also this is gonna sound#obnoxious but i feel like one of the five people who actually. You know. Get the event. Like its importance which ill elaborate on in a#future post. Everybody wants to talk about this event but nobody wants to read the story#and the side stories Guysss ur missing out its so good when youre not forcing urself to think tsukasa has an ed and dont even know a single#thing abt acting yet believe one google search can prove that method acting is Absolutely Totally Going To Ruin His Life#i dont think fasting was alright it was pretty stupid but what he did doesnt make him have an ed or this or that#I do think you should be very. Very careful with method acting by the way. That can mess you up. But i dont think thats where theyll be#taking tsukasa in the future. Yes itd be nice to show the risks and get a You know be careful but its not as dark and This is gonna ruin hi#😞😨My poor baby!! As people think#omg i got sidetracked LET ME TALK ABT THE BINGO???1?1? Easily distracted ass#Uhm. Where do i begin. Nvm i dont wanna write too much more but this song truly does mean the world to me#And rella’s art is so goood my eyes are always glued to it. For some reason i keep having trouble fcing the expert chart for it on ensekai#ut was just fine on jpsekai. Frowny face. I could listen to the song all day though#Those instrumentals are popping offff i tell you#hidden circus#wonderlands x showtime#wxs#wansho#commissioned song#prsk
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2 and 13, if you havent already?
2 - most popular piece?
according to tumblr its phantoms ref sheet. the fucking "jesus and a furry" sliver and pebbles post also took off. and some of my isat ones.... nothing super crazy though i cn really point to ....
13 - talk about a wip you like!
I ACTUALLY DONT HAVE ANY WIPS RN. lemme look.... yeah nothing i plan on finishing. i made a rough anatomy outline thing for maybe doing some alt outfits for an oc of mine [not rain world dont get excited] but im probably not coming back to it until af is over. and for af i've just been going w the flow. i very rarely just leave a piece unfinished until its Done before i move on to something else
#rip the push sparks pmv that i sketched and then never felt like finishin#i wanna pmv again but now is NOT the time and i havent decided on what i wanna dooooooo. but deciding doesnt rlly work for my pmv process#i have to just get insane abt a song and do it. thats what i did for step on me and to my heart#shrugs#i do know of some evil wips INVOLVIVNG my guys but im sworn to secrecy#sky answers#ask game
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i remember the first time ever i listened to SO i was like pfft rap? get out. (i was cringe) and then when i gave it a listen again a few months later i was a changed person... so i binge listened to their entire discography immediately and was genuinely shocked because how could ALL of their songs be bangers, like i couldn't believe it was possible it was surreal........ i wish i could turn back time (lol) to experience that pure shock again
#and the funny thing is i was in denial abt liking them for some time#i couldnt afford a new hyperfixation in that specific year#and i remember thinking to myself 'lol their music might be good but they're probably ugly its okay i wont like them'#(I WAS A TEENAGER SORRY FOR MY MENTALITY)#so i searched them up on pinterest and guess what i saw. the blurryface photoshoot#i kind of glitched and realized i was fucked#but i still tried to deny it and avoided looking at their pictures for days#but i eventually gave in and looked up videos and interviews and random facts about them#i was like SO stressed out abt this like i would get in trouble if someone found out i like them ahjdkdl#mind u in my country hardly anyone knows who they are#i made peace tho and then i fully embraced becoming a clikkie#technically im a hiatus clikkie#and one of the biggest concerns in my life then was the question of 'ARE THEY RETIRING WHY ARE THEY GONE'#idk looking back its so funny#this was in 2017#OH and one more thing#i was born and raised a christian and still was at that point (now i am not)#and all my life my mom would heavily censor stuff that would come across as 'devilish' or even mildly offensive to the christian religion#yknow even harry potter#so i had this irrational fear/anxiety abt stuff like that wired in my brain as well#so when i saw the hds live vid on youtube (the official one with a ton of views)#i got sincerely worried they might be some kind of devil worshippers or something 💀#them having a song called heathens did NOT help#off i went to google their religion and... the relief i felt when i found out they were christian lol#btw my mom did freak out over heathens when she found out 💀💀#i wont go into detail but she did give me trauma when she learned about the dema storyline too............#i still dont play lore videos when she's in the room 🥲🥲 thats why im lowkey jealous of clikkies with clikkie parents#okay story times over lol#tøp#nemotakeit
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someone should make this fucking yogurt into a character in one of the object shows (specifically this flavor)
yeah! i agree! i agree so much that i drew them lol
#kinda dumb buttttttttttttttttttttttt i ahve headcanon for them even tho i just know abt their exsistence 30 mins ago#-their parents r divorced and they live with their dad#have siblings that r other jars of yogurts but r just different flavour#fav game genre is probably baking games (am i projecting? maybe...)#paint their room's wall blue#been outside of the country#oh and some songs they listen to r:#alligator skin boots by mccafferty#2004 by anthony amorim#bread by lukrembo#uhmmmmm thats all lol-
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YAYYY MISHA THEME!!!
MISHA 💖💓🩷❤️💕💖💓🩷💖❤️💖💓💓💖🩷💓
#i loevev them so much did you know that#currently saving up for him and it is HELL after spending it all on sparkel .so many quests and not enough timw .........#and . ouhhh havent had the chance to talk abt . shit what is it called . lemme go see real quick .#A CHILDS DREAM . yknow that one map with the text on the walls and the melted clocks and stuff .#that was done . SO incredibly well it makes me INSANE...........#so like . im 100.1% sure the speaker (who talks abt mikhail a lot) in that room is misha.#like that IS her voice right . im not going insane#its just . auuh... the dreams (or at least golden hour) in peacony are so childlike .... like . some of the puzzles are jigsaw puzzle ;#turn into a small cartoon character ; and help the cartoon character find his cartoon gears .#and then you get to clockie . who can only be seen by someone w a childs innoence (or smth around those lines)#and that misha can see clockie . which like . cool right ? yeab. UNTIL YOU GET TO A CHILDS DREAM ..#where theres something just ... sososo off .#and its ... its just gotta be misha . its gotta be . idk if theres anything outside of main story im missing (there probably is)#BUT . augh . auf even .#childs dream still has these childlike qualities to it (the paper birds; walking on walls) but just ... more warped#(the general atmosphere of the place; the monsters even .)#the music having a music box to make the tone of the song more distressing ... how its so much more smaller than golden hour ..#aughhhhhh ... its just such a good parallel..... i could talk abt it all day really .#anyways . i WAS going to tell u abt my misha theory (which may or may not be confirmed) bu t i got DISTRACTED.#uhh anyways . my theory is that misha is somehow trapped in peacony .#when misha goes onto the parlor car they mention that theyve never been outside of peacony before and that she can t stay for long .#which i imagine is very normal! BUT its this combined w her lock motif (pupils; most of the doors in childs dream) thag make me suspicious#i mentioned before that golden hour has a very childish quality to it. and that misha has that childish quality.#okay well . what if mishas being kept there so that golden hour can keep on being a dream for other people?#and so that would make golden hour mishas dream. (or part of his dream? could be more people the familys keeping)#and that would imply that childs dream is . well . mishas nightmare .#uhm . i think thats it ..? if i come up w anything else ill . ramble abt it somewhere . definitely not the most eloquent but#i hope i got the point across <33#i think its an understatement to say i love misha . i LOVE MISHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
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i love when swifties on another site say something dumb and all the swifties on here tear them to shreds for it. anyway u guys r right shake it off is so fun how can anyone hate her honestly. like people say they hate her until she comes on and everyones having a good time but how can you actually hate her
#like this isnt what the tiktok everyone was talking abt (i cld only find a link to a tweet reposting it and tht person on twitter privated)#was saying i think but like. i tihnk its dumb to say its bad song bc the whole point is that its over the top and cheesy and just fun#like. you can dislike songs that are that but its dumb to say that makes it bad bc thats the point. and thats why people say its bad#so most people who say its bad are missing the point#ALSO WHAT FROM WHAT IV GATHERED THE TIKTOK WASS ABOUT ??#complaining about a tracklist that hasnt been released yet for a tour that most fans within your country werent even able to get tickets fo#and international fans dont even know if its happening for them sornot is soo fucking dumbb just on the face of it !!!#but also what kind of loser are you that you dont want to be having the time of your life to a fun silly song at a concert be fucking real#like. v much a case of its seen as 'cool' to like folklore and to some degree evermore and midnights now#and people who r going for bragging rights andnot bc they actually want to go cant handle a song that is unabashdly 'cringe'#potentially being there. even though its called the ERAS TOUR ITS ALL HER ERAS ALL HER MUSIC BABESS !!!#okay. done now. sorry for the rant ghdfhgdf#flappy rambles
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Do you really have to pretend to be normal though /silly I like gore and stuff but I agree with only being in an art sense. Ollie is good at murder apparently. -🌟
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yeah though! horror can be a really cool artform for exploring certain topics and examining them in an allegorical sense... but obv like don't kill people irl duh??? hello???
and ya oliver is... evil sometimes
#ask#i made that image a while ago ahkjdhskjg but it is SO FUNNY TO ME#ever since i got the new official oliver pngs ive been going insane its like playing w/ a messed up dress up doll HSKJDGH#HAVE YA SEEN HIS SONGS i mean. 1) i know the songs arent necessarily indicative of character but its funny#2) its mostly steampianist to blame i think LMAO but its ok i love steampianist 😩✌️💖 they use gumi so well too#NAH BUT a friend and i (you know who you are >;)) have come up w/ certain things... oliver straight up needs to go to jail in some of these#HELP he's a menace to society... but he's ur friend <3#again thats one of the best things abt voca and also the funniest; how u can make ur own interpretations basically.#THE STARK CONTRAST FOR OLIVER HCS HKSDJGH. usually its either sweet pure innocent baby who knows nothing or straight up serial killer#ITS SO FUNNY#ollie the star anon
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i prefer posting my thoughts on here i rlly get lost in some void n also i rlly .
#also all of u are just as weird or insane as mw on Some Level 💜#u dont survive on this hellsite qithout being a fuckijg OddBall .#anyway. met a guy wgi knew t1975 tn. he commented on my dhirt and asked my fav sonf#ACTUALLY he asked if my fav song was xhocolate#so i absolutely pulled out a deepcut (this must be my dream - IT is my top 5 so im not wrong#but being out knctje spot like that had me panixking#fav is avtually roadkill#but anyway his was cohoclatw but also guys whixb is Classic taste#he was so cool loved ralkibg tk him#sucked to not get his socials#also im not even . idc what it looks like w me leavinf not long after he does#to be fair i was starting to get bored bc i wasnt drinkijg + pool tables werent Free n it was gettibg Crowded#so i ended up leavinf like 10mins after he left . but i was overstimulatwd at that point#i knew my rwasoning for going up#i wasnt dissappointed . i canbadmit that to myawlf#embracing all the yuxkiness that i feel abt . this like the obessiveness and .#u I now what its doing some good for me in a weird way .#i am ashamed how deeo this well goes ill admit but . shame is a useless emotjon or wtv kurt said#god this show is fucmibg . its damaged my pysche but if ut hasnt . rlly made me take a look at some thibgs sometimes 🤺🤺#but antway . at a point where i can deal with this#and not be too bothered by his appearance or ppls opinions vc it Doesnt Matter. none of it rly fucking matters#its all fucking talk know oje knows SHIT Bt me ans even then i dont xare bc i know myself#well enough and i know . what i can do abd what im aiming for and all of this is just Muck i have to wash off#bc i know what haopenes and i know this inside out better than anyone (i literallt experienced it First Hand)#none of these bitches were even around when it was haopening too like thats whar has me kixking my feet some way#like . i Know these people. i Met them Several times over the last 3yrs. but to them??? i wasnt as Prominent#ubtil like . the last 8 months . maybe 9 .#and same goes w that fucker. not a lot of these ppl Met him until After we split last year lol#minus like . 2 i think? maybe 3 ?#anyway . wild.
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expensive ticket anon, i don’t even think that ampersand is that good. there are tickets available for over $1000 (756 £) a piece. i could buy an iphone 15 pro max or whatever for that money. i really hope these tickets dont sell out. jesus christ.
from ticketmaster???? that's crazy. i really hope dan/the band address it in some capacity, cause it is kind of jarring to see people fighting for their lives and then the bas story is like is that a blue sky? 😇☀️✌️ i know there are limits on that like he cant just say shit but still
ive said it before and ill say it again, though. ticketmaster doesn't give a shit about scalper prices, they're just jealous they don't get the money themselves.
#ask#anon#if theres one thing im capable of it is bringing the haters out of the woodwork speak your truth#but no youre right#whilst ampersand has some solid songs it is definetly not what i would consider to be their strongest work#and this isnt even a production or anything like ive seen people try and justify costs with like oh they have to hire kit and things#like do you know how much cheaper it is for bands to do sit down accoustic gigs come on now#i know i keep on abt it but thats why ive been using mtv unplugged as an example cause that was literally a one off one off#in a smaller venue with a more established catalogue and the full band#and that was like half the price and also i got tickets in like 15 mins#i have general beef with the ticketmaster queueing system bc i know its purely anecdotal#but my success rate in getting tickets has absolutely plummeted since it was implemented#to the point where i wouldnt be surprised if bots actively target sales with the queuing features enabled#bc they know that they're expected to be popular#like the fact that ampersand is even relevant enough to be targeted by bots is crazy#but thats a side tangent#but yeah i thought £60 was too much imagine paying 10x that like how the hell do you justify that#like i literally saw twenty one pilots at the same venue for £35 in 2022#got two tickets in like 15 mins and those were their only non american shows since before covid like??????#anyway in a way im kind of glad i dont vibe with ampersand that much cause some people are super disappointed#whereas was umming and ahhhing about whether i was even going to try and get tickets
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so um. very glad that throughout all this time i never had the end poem spoiled to me
#i uh. i thought that beating the game would feel cheap bc i cheated and got tired of it and sped to the end#but uh. no. that. poem. it makes it all worth it. kinda feels like a culmination of all my time playing minecraft yknow#not gonna stop now ofc i have some worlds i might mess around in but. i did beat the game#i did beat minecraft finally. i did fight the dragon in easy mode i decided to allow it be some kinda fight#its whatever tbh. but the end poem is. uhm. god#yeah adding minecraft to the list of things (media ig?) that got me close to crying#shame i struggle to cry in general but fucking god man. thats a good end poem#yknow id been wondering abt that minecraft song (alpha) and wondering just what it’d be used for in game#finally found out. holy shit. there was smth i wanted to say hang on#its wrong to say exactly that i never had it spoiled to me- more that i didnt actually know what it was#zeemyth used parts of it in his farlands vid and i’d worried that he���d used most of it#but no. no no no i have never ever seen the full thing before#ooooooh boy. its a good end poem for dismissing any guilt i wouldve felt for cheating#salty talks#minecraft#i still. have mixed feelings abt the game. i still need to find out a way that i like playing it#i play on hypixel every so often. i think i enjoy that? its been a bit i do like it with friends#i remember running a warrior rp house in there it got briefly popular (idk ~20 ppl at one point i think it was years ago)#its moon landing day but also salty finally beats minecraft day#didnt even beat it on my computer (same acct tho) bc it does not run well on my computer a lot of the time#oh fuck no these credits are like an hour long? how do i skip this shit i got what i came here for
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does lily listen to sting and the police?
#im only saying sting and the police bc some ppl dont know what im talking abt when i say the police#lookinf at u ruben#anyway i feel like she might#but also i have a tori amos patti smith madonna and abba thing going for her#also songs in hebrew but thats like my own headcanon#(projecting!!!!)#anyway i love the police#the band#sting is just so insane!!!#every police song is also so bartylily coded#j bc its concerning as well as kind of romanticx#which ppl might judge me for that#but like if i was a teenager while sting was a guy#i would be one of his fan girls#but like#opinions#pls share#lily evans#sting and the police#the police#sting
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#crying in public is a new low even for me#sat is this tucked away corner of a costa trying to compose an email to my uni tutor abt completely withdrawing from the course after a yr#of no academia#and for some reason every song thats played from shuffling my playlist have been incredibly sad#im sick and tired of crying but why is everything so tough 🙃#this is what i need to do tho#trying to complete uni rn when i know id do shit and probably fail anyway bc my head is elsewhere#isnt the right choice#i just need a low stress job that'll pay decent and still give me enough time to spend w my parents bc idk how much longer I'll have with#them which is a horrific thing that no child should have to think when theyre parents are only in thei 50s#but its my reality rn which is what keeps making my eyes prick and sting while im literally surrounded by people#one step at a time#send the email enjoy my little treat go buy the milk get home and cuddle my bunny maybe have another cry cuddle my brother and fuck around#trying to distract myself for the rest of the year 🙏#god willing I'll get through this stronger than ever#wait i meant *rest of the day but rest of the year kinda checks out😭😭
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my brother is always SO vague abt his personal life w me I need to sit him down and grill him if I see him next month in person 😡
#my mum said he had a new gf and they must be serious bc he wanted to bring her to dinner to MEET my mum which hes never done before#and apparently hes planning on staying in his uni city after he graduates and working there so they can stay together#but he hasnt said a WORD of this to me except just now he randomly dmed asking me for pics of our dog dressed up in xmas gear#and was like '[girl] wanted pics of her shes basically adopted her :)' and i was like damn is that ur new gf u didnt tell me abt her???#and he replied 'not quite but yeah' QUIT IT W THE CRYPTIC SHIT IM NOSY!!!!!#maybe theyre not actually dating dating ik my mum gets carried away w gossip sometimes#wish he would stop dodging my questions tho.......#altho tbf im equally bad i had a gf for almost 2 years and didnt tell him so LMAO#but im justified bc he has a big mouth and would immediately tell my mum. but im not actually 'out' out to my parents#not in a closeted way like they MUST know im gay bc my brothers def mentioned it around them before + idk. general vibe innit#my mum literally asked me for my pronouns last time i went home..... she mustve had some trans clients#and she 'just thought shed check :)' like okayyyy....#but yeah more that i just dont see the point of doing a whole coming out song and dance i literally dont care enough for that#next time i date someone if im serious abt it ill probs tell them. and if they're surprised im gay thats on them#the main reason i didnt w my ex was bc their family was crazy homophobic so they didnt want them catching wind of it#+ also bc i was living w my family some of that time + i didnt rly wanna find out what my catholic stepdad thinks abt gay ppl lmao#anyway..#.diaries
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