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now more than ever i think i need to rewatch gullah gullah island
#cliffnotes/.txt#i do just want to. learn the language but theres ao few resources on it#for those that dont know gullah is a creole la guage kinda like patois they sound very similar#around the southern us from around nc to ga#biggest population i believe is in my state but like. in a small area so ive never really heard anyone speak it#outside of bhm programs#and i miss that. may have been my ancestors culture but still my culture yknow#but bc its a language where everything is passed on physically theres like. no way to learn it unles you know a speaker#i know some songs but thats abt it#any learning resources that ARE online are like. k-5 and aimed at just children like adults dont speak it#it feels almost like infantilizing it bc its a dialect snd not proper english#and that makes me so sad#i can understand some of it since aave stems from creole languages but i wanna speak it yknow
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handful of artfight attacks ive done so far!! ft hugh (he/him) of @e-likes-bones fame, the rover (he/him) by umi, and jay (he/him) @greennjayy :]]
(please click for better quality,, tumblr hates making art look good)
#styx artz#art fight#art fight 2024#some fun facts abt these uh . i traced the autism creature cuz i didnt know if just editing it was allowed on artfight#and thats the bass intro to evil by interpol (the rover is based on the lead singer :]] his playlist is Just interpol songs its great)
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I've straight up had the most bizarre morning @.@
#had a dream abt my abusive ex#then remembered im going to a bday party for his nephew today bc they want me there really badly (they are a child) and idk if ill see him#and then spent all morning transcribing the 6 songs from my ~abuse recovery~ album into a new notebook#plus went to therapy two days ago to deal w his bullshit so im in a weird place mentally#also some personal stuff w a friend and its just#idkkkkkkkk#and im really stuck on 'let your friends decide if they're in a place to help you' bc like. how? how can i do that?#what if they feel obligated to listen to me but are tired/done/sick of my shit? or it makes them worse?#and even then its terrifying to admit bc honestly the last time i really opened up to someone it was MY FUCKING EMOTIONALLY ABUSIVE EX#and its like. i KNOW thats the ~trauma~ speaking but um. what if its not? what if i let myself break down in front of someone and they do#the same shit? or tell me that i misread the room or misinterpreted what they said as an okay and it wasnt? what if i fuck it up?#goddamnit i hate being aware of whats going on in my brain this would be easier if i wasnt aware of the source of this shit#UGH#I NEED TRANSMOGRIFIED TO BE OUT SO I CAN LISTEN TO MUSIC ABOUT THIS
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(credits to ssruis)
This song is the only thing keeping me going I do not play about mr showtime 😞 nothing ruined me (made my life better) the way this song did
(Sendn. Me songs to do this with in my ask box… sniffle…)
#circuses? heh.. yeah.. im familiar… jesters? oh#even better…. rellakinoko? now hold on this is already gonna be good… tsukasa tenma? im sold. the fish has been captured. im followinf the#sirens into the deepest parts of the sea and wont be coming back. Unfortunately i had gotten t1k (t571) on ensekai for phoenix and am still#bitter about it. Emu and nene came home but the ugly blonde didnt. This is why we’re having problems tsukasa#i have a mr showtime themed custom profile that needs to be finished aand i gotta work on my one for#tsukasa4#ill be more prepared for that one im certain of it#knocking on wood#PRAYING.#t500 would have been nice you know… unfortunately i ran out of resources.#i think the amount of time and love ive poured into making everything abt this event makes up for this though. Also this is gonna sound#obnoxious but i feel like one of the five people who actually. You know. Get the event. Like its importance which ill elaborate on in a#future post. Everybody wants to talk about this event but nobody wants to read the story#and the side stories Guysss ur missing out its so good when youre not forcing urself to think tsukasa has an ed and dont even know a single#thing abt acting yet believe one google search can prove that method acting is Absolutely Totally Going To Ruin His Life#i dont think fasting was alright it was pretty stupid but what he did doesnt make him have an ed or this or that#I do think you should be very. Very careful with method acting by the way. That can mess you up. But i dont think thats where theyll be#taking tsukasa in the future. Yes itd be nice to show the risks and get a You know be careful but its not as dark and This is gonna ruin hi#😞😨My poor baby!! As people think#omg i got sidetracked LET ME TALK ABT THE BINGO???1?1? Easily distracted ass#Uhm. Where do i begin. Nvm i dont wanna write too much more but this song truly does mean the world to me#And rella’s art is so goood my eyes are always glued to it. For some reason i keep having trouble fcing the expert chart for it on ensekai#ut was just fine on jpsekai. Frowny face. I could listen to the song all day though#Those instrumentals are popping offff i tell you#hidden circus#wonderlands x showtime#wxs#wansho#commissioned song#prsk
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2 and 13, if you havent already?
2 - most popular piece?
according to tumblr its phantoms ref sheet. the fucking "jesus and a furry" sliver and pebbles post also took off. and some of my isat ones.... nothing super crazy though i cn really point to ....
13 - talk about a wip you like!
I ACTUALLY DONT HAVE ANY WIPS RN. lemme look.... yeah nothing i plan on finishing. i made a rough anatomy outline thing for maybe doing some alt outfits for an oc of mine [not rain world dont get excited] but im probably not coming back to it until af is over. and for af i've just been going w the flow. i very rarely just leave a piece unfinished until its Done before i move on to something else
#rip the push sparks pmv that i sketched and then never felt like finishin#i wanna pmv again but now is NOT the time and i havent decided on what i wanna dooooooo. but deciding doesnt rlly work for my pmv process#i have to just get insane abt a song and do it. thats what i did for step on me and to my heart#shrugs#i do know of some evil wips INVOLVIVNG my guys but im sworn to secrecy#sky answers#ask game
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i remember the first time ever i listened to SO i was like pfft rap? get out. (i was cringe) and then when i gave it a listen again a few months later i was a changed person... so i binge listened to their entire discography immediately and was genuinely shocked because how could ALL of their songs be bangers, like i couldn't believe it was possible it was surreal........ i wish i could turn back time (lol) to experience that pure shock again
#and the funny thing is i was in denial abt liking them for some time#i couldnt afford a new hyperfixation in that specific year#and i remember thinking to myself 'lol their music might be good but they're probably ugly its okay i wont like them'#(I WAS A TEENAGER SORRY FOR MY MENTALITY)#so i searched them up on pinterest and guess what i saw. the blurryface photoshoot#i kind of glitched and realized i was fucked#but i still tried to deny it and avoided looking at their pictures for days#but i eventually gave in and looked up videos and interviews and random facts about them#i was like SO stressed out abt this like i would get in trouble if someone found out i like them ahjdkdl#mind u in my country hardly anyone knows who they are#i made peace tho and then i fully embraced becoming a clikkie#technically im a hiatus clikkie#and one of the biggest concerns in my life then was the question of 'ARE THEY RETIRING WHY ARE THEY GONE'#idk looking back its so funny#this was in 2017#OH and one more thing#i was born and raised a christian and still was at that point (now i am not)#and all my life my mom would heavily censor stuff that would come across as 'devilish' or even mildly offensive to the christian religion#yknow even harry potter#so i had this irrational fear/anxiety abt stuff like that wired in my brain as well#so when i saw the hds live vid on youtube (the official one with a ton of views)#i got sincerely worried they might be some kind of devil worshippers or something 💀#them having a song called heathens did NOT help#off i went to google their religion and... the relief i felt when i found out they were christian lol#btw my mom did freak out over heathens when she found out 💀💀#i wont go into detail but she did give me trauma when she learned about the dema storyline too............#i still dont play lore videos when she's in the room 🥲🥲 thats why im lowkey jealous of clikkies with clikkie parents#okay story times over lol#tøp#nemotakeit
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someone should make this fucking yogurt into a character in one of the object shows (specifically this flavor)
yeah! i agree! i agree so much that i drew them lol
#kinda dumb buttttttttttttttttttttttt i ahve headcanon for them even tho i just know abt their exsistence 30 mins ago#-their parents r divorced and they live with their dad#have siblings that r other jars of yogurts but r just different flavour#fav game genre is probably baking games (am i projecting? maybe...)#paint their room's wall blue#been outside of the country#oh and some songs they listen to r:#alligator skin boots by mccafferty#2004 by anthony amorim#bread by lukrembo#uhmmmmm thats all lol-
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YAYYY MISHA THEME!!!
MISHA 💖💓🩷❤️💕💖💓🩷💖❤️💖💓💓💖🩷💓
#i loevev them so much did you know that#currently saving up for him and it is HELL after spending it all on sparkel .so many quests and not enough timw .........#and . ouhhh havent had the chance to talk abt . shit what is it called . lemme go see real quick .#A CHILDS DREAM . yknow that one map with the text on the walls and the melted clocks and stuff .#that was done . SO incredibly well it makes me INSANE...........#so like . im 100.1% sure the speaker (who talks abt mikhail a lot) in that room is misha.#like that IS her voice right . im not going insane#its just . auuh... the dreams (or at least golden hour) in peacony are so childlike .... like . some of the puzzles are jigsaw puzzle ;#turn into a small cartoon character ; and help the cartoon character find his cartoon gears .#and then you get to clockie . who can only be seen by someone w a childs innoence (or smth around those lines)#and that misha can see clockie . which like . cool right ? yeab. UNTIL YOU GET TO A CHILDS DREAM ..#where theres something just ... sososo off .#and its ... its just gotta be misha . its gotta be . idk if theres anything outside of main story im missing (there probably is)#BUT . augh . auf even .#childs dream still has these childlike qualities to it (the paper birds; walking on walls) but just ... more warped#(the general atmosphere of the place; the monsters even .)#the music having a music box to make the tone of the song more distressing ... how its so much more smaller than golden hour ..#aughhhhhh ... its just such a good parallel..... i could talk abt it all day really .#anyways . i WAS going to tell u abt my misha theory (which may or may not be confirmed) bu t i got DISTRACTED.#uhh anyways . my theory is that misha is somehow trapped in peacony .#when misha goes onto the parlor car they mention that theyve never been outside of peacony before and that she can t stay for long .#which i imagine is very normal! BUT its this combined w her lock motif (pupils; most of the doors in childs dream) thag make me suspicious#i mentioned before that golden hour has a very childish quality to it. and that misha has that childish quality.#okay well . what if mishas being kept there so that golden hour can keep on being a dream for other people?#and so that would make golden hour mishas dream. (or part of his dream? could be more people the familys keeping)#and that would imply that childs dream is . well . mishas nightmare .#uhm . i think thats it ..? if i come up w anything else ill . ramble abt it somewhere . definitely not the most eloquent but#i hope i got the point across <33#i think its an understatement to say i love misha . i LOVE MISHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
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i love when swifties on another site say something dumb and all the swifties on here tear them to shreds for it. anyway u guys r right shake it off is so fun how can anyone hate her honestly. like people say they hate her until she comes on and everyones having a good time but how can you actually hate her
#like this isnt what the tiktok everyone was talking abt (i cld only find a link to a tweet reposting it and tht person on twitter privated)#was saying i think but like. i tihnk its dumb to say its bad song bc the whole point is that its over the top and cheesy and just fun#like. you can dislike songs that are that but its dumb to say that makes it bad bc thats the point. and thats why people say its bad#so most people who say its bad are missing the point#ALSO WHAT FROM WHAT IV GATHERED THE TIKTOK WASS ABOUT ??#complaining about a tracklist that hasnt been released yet for a tour that most fans within your country werent even able to get tickets fo#and international fans dont even know if its happening for them sornot is soo fucking dumbb just on the face of it !!!#but also what kind of loser are you that you dont want to be having the time of your life to a fun silly song at a concert be fucking real#like. v much a case of its seen as 'cool' to like folklore and to some degree evermore and midnights now#and people who r going for bragging rights andnot bc they actually want to go cant handle a song that is unabashdly 'cringe'#potentially being there. even though its called the ERAS TOUR ITS ALL HER ERAS ALL HER MUSIC BABESS !!!#okay. done now. sorry for the rant ghdfhgdf#flappy rambles
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Do you really have to pretend to be normal though /silly I like gore and stuff but I agree with only being in an art sense. Ollie is good at murder apparently. -🌟
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yeah though! horror can be a really cool artform for exploring certain topics and examining them in an allegorical sense... but obv like don't kill people irl duh??? hello???
and ya oliver is... evil sometimes
#ask#i made that image a while ago ahkjdhskjg but it is SO FUNNY TO ME#ever since i got the new official oliver pngs ive been going insane its like playing w/ a messed up dress up doll HSKJDGH#HAVE YA SEEN HIS SONGS i mean. 1) i know the songs arent necessarily indicative of character but its funny#2) its mostly steampianist to blame i think LMAO but its ok i love steampianist 😩✌️💖 they use gumi so well too#NAH BUT a friend and i (you know who you are >;)) have come up w/ certain things... oliver straight up needs to go to jail in some of these#HELP he's a menace to society... but he's ur friend <3#again thats one of the best things abt voca and also the funniest; how u can make ur own interpretations basically.#THE STARK CONTRAST FOR OLIVER HCS HKSDJGH. usually its either sweet pure innocent baby who knows nothing or straight up serial killer#ITS SO FUNNY#star anon ollie
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i prefer posting my thoughts on here i rlly get lost in some void n also i rlly .
#also all of u are just as weird or insane as mw on Some Level 💜#u dont survive on this hellsite qithout being a fuckijg OddBall .#anyway. met a guy wgi knew t1975 tn. he commented on my dhirt and asked my fav sonf#ACTUALLY he asked if my fav song was xhocolate#so i absolutely pulled out a deepcut (this must be my dream - IT is my top 5 so im not wrong#but being out knctje spot like that had me panixking#fav is avtually roadkill#but anyway his was cohoclatw but also guys whixb is Classic taste#he was so cool loved ralkibg tk him#sucked to not get his socials#also im not even . idc what it looks like w me leavinf not long after he does#to be fair i was starting to get bored bc i wasnt drinkijg + pool tables werent Free n it was gettibg Crowded#so i ended up leavinf like 10mins after he left . but i was overstimulatwd at that point#i knew my rwasoning for going up#i wasnt dissappointed . i canbadmit that to myawlf#embracing all the yuxkiness that i feel abt . this like the obessiveness and .#u I now what its doing some good for me in a weird way .#i am ashamed how deeo this well goes ill admit but . shame is a useless emotjon or wtv kurt said#god this show is fucmibg . its damaged my pysche but if ut hasnt . rlly made me take a look at some thibgs sometimes 🤺🤺#but antway . at a point where i can deal with this#and not be too bothered by his appearance or ppls opinions vc it Doesnt Matter. none of it rly fucking matters#its all fucking talk know oje knows SHIT Bt me ans even then i dont xare bc i know myself#well enough and i know . what i can do abd what im aiming for and all of this is just Muck i have to wash off#bc i know what haopenes and i know this inside out better than anyone (i literallt experienced it First Hand)#none of these bitches were even around when it was haopening too like thats whar has me kixking my feet some way#like . i Know these people. i Met them Several times over the last 3yrs. but to them??? i wasnt as Prominent#ubtil like . the last 8 months . maybe 9 .#and same goes w that fucker. not a lot of these ppl Met him until After we split last year lol#minus like . 2 i think? maybe 3 ?#anyway . wild.
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expensive ticket anon, i don’t even think that ampersand is that good. there are tickets available for over $1000 (756 £) a piece. i could buy an iphone 15 pro max or whatever for that money. i really hope these tickets dont sell out. jesus christ.
from ticketmaster???? that's crazy. i really hope dan/the band address it in some capacity, cause it is kind of jarring to see people fighting for their lives and then the bas story is like is that a blue sky? 😇☀️✌️ i know there are limits on that like he cant just say shit but still
ive said it before and ill say it again, though. ticketmaster doesn't give a shit about scalper prices, they're just jealous they don't get the money themselves.
#ask#anon#if theres one thing im capable of it is bringing the haters out of the woodwork speak your truth#but no youre right#whilst ampersand has some solid songs it is definetly not what i would consider to be their strongest work#and this isnt even a production or anything like ive seen people try and justify costs with like oh they have to hire kit and things#like do you know how much cheaper it is for bands to do sit down accoustic gigs come on now#i know i keep on abt it but thats why ive been using mtv unplugged as an example cause that was literally a one off one off#in a smaller venue with a more established catalogue and the full band#and that was like half the price and also i got tickets in like 15 mins#i have general beef with the ticketmaster queueing system bc i know its purely anecdotal#but my success rate in getting tickets has absolutely plummeted since it was implemented#to the point where i wouldnt be surprised if bots actively target sales with the queuing features enabled#bc they know that they're expected to be popular#like the fact that ampersand is even relevant enough to be targeted by bots is crazy#but thats a side tangent#but yeah i thought £60 was too much imagine paying 10x that like how the hell do you justify that#like i literally saw twenty one pilots at the same venue for £35 in 2022#got two tickets in like 15 mins and those were their only non american shows since before covid like??????#anyway in a way im kind of glad i dont vibe with ampersand that much cause some people are super disappointed#whereas was umming and ahhhing about whether i was even going to try and get tickets
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so um. very glad that throughout all this time i never had the end poem spoiled to me
#i uh. i thought that beating the game would feel cheap bc i cheated and got tired of it and sped to the end#but uh. no. that. poem. it makes it all worth it. kinda feels like a culmination of all my time playing minecraft yknow#not gonna stop now ofc i have some worlds i might mess around in but. i did beat the game#i did beat minecraft finally. i did fight the dragon in easy mode i decided to allow it be some kinda fight#its whatever tbh. but the end poem is. uhm. god#yeah adding minecraft to the list of things (media ig?) that got me close to crying#shame i struggle to cry in general but fucking god man. thats a good end poem#yknow id been wondering abt that minecraft song (alpha) and wondering just what it’d be used for in game#finally found out. holy shit. there was smth i wanted to say hang on#its wrong to say exactly that i never had it spoiled to me- more that i didnt actually know what it was#zeemyth used parts of it in his farlands vid and i’d worried that he’d used most of it#but no. no no no i have never ever seen the full thing before#ooooooh boy. its a good end poem for dismissing any guilt i wouldve felt for cheating#salty talks#minecraft#i still. have mixed feelings abt the game. i still need to find out a way that i like playing it#i play on hypixel every so often. i think i enjoy that? its been a bit i do like it with friends#i remember running a warrior rp house in there it got briefly popular (idk ~20 ppl at one point i think it was years ago)#its moon landing day but also salty finally beats minecraft day#didnt even beat it on my computer (same acct tho) bc it does not run well on my computer a lot of the time#oh fuck no these credits are like an hour long? how do i skip this shit i got what i came here for
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does lily listen to sting and the police?
#im only saying sting and the police bc some ppl dont know what im talking abt when i say the police#lookinf at u ruben#anyway i feel like she might#but also i have a tori amos patti smith madonna and abba thing going for her#also songs in hebrew but thats like my own headcanon#(projecting!!!!)#anyway i love the police#the band#sting is just so insane!!!#every police song is also so bartylily coded#j bc its concerning as well as kind of romanticx#which ppl might judge me for that#but like if i was a teenager while sting was a guy#i would be one of his fan girls#but like#opinions#pls share#lily evans#sting and the police#the police#sting
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i think what happens with new songs is that i end up focusing on the music first instead of the lyrics and sometimes (most times) the music by itself is really fucking boring or borderline incomprehensible and im like what the fuck is this shit and then at some point i start paying attention to the lyrics and im like there is nothing interesting abt this?? bc the music is still like a blaring focus in my head and it just takes several listens to like combine the two and actually listen to the song in its entirety instead of separating its parts like a weirdo
#this has nothing to do with the lyrics not being in english btw i do this with literally every song#its bc most of the time i cant parse out the lyrics in the first place#like most songs the lyrics just register as like musical noise and not actual words#which honestly is how my ears work in general#its the audio processing issue babey#so i tend to listen to a song first and dont pay attention to the lyrics bc i know im not gonna catch it anyways so like i listen to the sou#sound in general? and since im not focusing on the lyrics much the actual music is what i hear and sometimes (filament fever) its literally#so fucking bizzare or (beyond the way) the music is just categorically boring#and without fail im like what the fuck this sucks and i dont bother with the lyrics bc if i cant even stand the music then whats the point#so then it takes a few listens to either get used to it or process it enough that im like wait nvm this is good actually and then i focus on#on the lyrics and i follow along with the lyrics but i can ot be assed to understand the lyrics while following a song bc i lose the plot co#constantly#and then eventually it like meshes together and im listening to the song entirely#or in filament fevers case i literally dont even notice it like its just background noise to me now not even music lmao#love discovering things abt myself#this was hours of background introspection btw lmao#michi tag#of course some songs do actually suck and it becomes less grating to me just out of like whats the word..getting used to it?#stockholm syndrome music style lmao#and theres some songs where theyre good to me first listen and thats entirely bc the music is pleasing like just bc i like it from the get g#get go does not mean my audio processing is any less convoluted
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#crying in public is a new low even for me#sat is this tucked away corner of a costa trying to compose an email to my uni tutor abt completely withdrawing from the course after a yr#of no academia#and for some reason every song thats played from shuffling my playlist have been incredibly sad#im sick and tired of crying but why is everything so tough 🙃#this is what i need to do tho#trying to complete uni rn when i know id do shit and probably fail anyway bc my head is elsewhere#isnt the right choice#i just need a low stress job that'll pay decent and still give me enough time to spend w my parents bc idk how much longer I'll have with#them which is a horrific thing that no child should have to think when theyre parents are only in thei 50s#but its my reality rn which is what keeps making my eyes prick and sting while im literally surrounded by people#one step at a time#send the email enjoy my little treat go buy the milk get home and cuddle my bunny maybe have another cry cuddle my brother and fuck around#trying to distract myself for the rest of the year 🙏#god willing I'll get through this stronger than ever#wait i meant *rest of the day but rest of the year kinda checks out😭😭
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