#i know ive been absent

[your-subby-creature]

The funniest thing about being autistic with a high pain tolerance is that the first time I did impact play I got hit for like half an hour without making noise, and then when I did, it was just "OUCH" in the most monotone voice ever. Quite literally, they broke a (thin/cheap) metal cane on me and I was just sitting there like 😐😐 this is fantastic, hit me again.

[medicalunprofessional]

just a game!

[peachy-panic]

Peachy! I miss you here! So excited for your book!!! Do you have a little Jaime/Sebastian snippit for us in the meantime?

You know what... I just might :)

Will you accept this small Christmas-themed drabble?

(set somewhere in the range of 8-9 months in the future of the current timeline)

“Shit! No, get back here with that you little weasel!”

Sebastian nearly trips over his own feet in his attempt to scoop up Bella before she evades him, darting down the hallway with a string of tinsel between her teeth. 

Jaime doesn’t stifle the laugh that bubbles in his throat. He’s getting better at doing that, he thinks. Sebastian must agree, because he’s smiling—a bright, genuine expression—when he looks up at him, plucking his fallen Santa hat off the ground. 

“She’s a slippery little thing,” Sebastian says. 

“I’m starting to wonder if putting up a Christmas tree with a cat wasn’t our best idea.” Jaime nudges one of the tattered branches along the bottom with his socked foot to emphasize his point.

The tree hadn’t been standing more than thirty seconds before Bella took to gnawing it apart. And then climbing it. And then one-by-one batting the ornaments off their hooks and sending them flying across the room. 

Jaime looks around the living room, at the mismatched glittery bulbs and strings of ribbon strewn about. Then he looks at Sebastian; at the copper curls poking out from the bottom of his red and white cap, at his exasperated expression, at the sweater sleeves pushed halfway up his arms from the heat of exertion. Jaime hears the quiet jingle of the bell on his own hat—an elf one for him, complete with little felt pointed ears attached. 

And he knows it’s a lie. No matter how much havoc Bella causes in the process, this was, in fact, one of their best ideas.

[pleasedontcareaboutme]

It's missing my father hours rn so imma just dump a bunch of pictures here and cry

( sorry i don't know the source of anything I just had them on my phone)

(also dont read the tags i just need to let it out lol)

[rouge-the-bat]

so often i see people equating hierophilia with religious trauma and im just over here like. actually im just into it bc its hot <3 xoxo

[frobby]

i love madoka magica however i dont think we as a fandom talk enough about how tragic madoka herself is. probably because the narrative itself steers you away from thinking about her personally. shes not a character shes a desire that homura has, shes a force of good, shes homura's foil. but those are all madoka's narrative roles but madoka herself as a person is not really looked at because we are viewing this world from an unreliable narrator(homura) who only sees madoka as those things. The best thing homura could have done for madoka was give up on her, to let her go. because every time we go back in time the image of madoka is distorted, she loses more of herself every regression of homura's as she tries harder and harder to save her. We don't even know what madoka originally wished for to become a magical girl in the original timeline. and she actually acts quite differently than the madoka we meet. shes a lot more honest and caring and bold. by the time homura's has reached the actual anime madoka has been reduced by the sands of time to a figment of herself. she has no wants or desires of her own beyond wanting to do good and help her friends and when all her humanity is stripped away is when she finally acends to godhood because thats all thats left of her. an ideal and a faith in her. madoka kaname died a long time ago and all that is left is her ghost.

[hungharrington]

maybe try treating this blog less like something you "have" to post on and instead look at it like something you "can" post on. does that make sense? like maybe just come on here to talk about your life and things happening to you instead of having this blog mainly focused on steve/writing! it's YOUR blog

you are so sweet for this message my honey 🥹 it is true that sometimes i feel i should be posting just because i’ve been quiet for a little while but straight up i feel like my libido has dropped off. and if im not horndog then this blog gets soooooo much less appealing to be on

idk it’s a whole buncha things that i want to work on so i can make this blog more fun for everyone involved but! that takes time that i don’t have and effort i can’t spare so you’re all stuck with me whinging for another couple months LMAO

[spaceydelusions]

Me: oh no I'm epileptic I can't do xyz sorry

Also me, staring at the strobe level flashy Christmas lights on my tree: sHaPeS aNd CoLoRs

[cloudysarts]

someone get this kid a milkshake

[pitohuimaki]

god you guys make all the bullshit worth it <3 love u

[stinkrascal]

ive been playing bg on tactician mode as my anime training arc for my honor mode run and bro everything is kicking my ass. im never gonna get this golden dice 🥲

[electric-plants]

xianyun’s story quest cutscene was so so beautiful, the visuals, the message, reconnecting us to the traveler and their emotions like i’m just in awe of how much genshin has stepped it up lately omg

[fairy-made]

Disappointed that the art style/visuals changed but I mean. I am v interested in the companions at least, I guess?

Idk yall itll probably be fine. Probably. Right?? At the very least we might have a new hyperfixation. For a bit. Worst case scenario.

Idk its at least inspired me to get my life back together and draw or something lol.

[autism-corner]

guy JUST realized he might have a thing for eye-covering bangs.

[ahhhlfea]

I desperately need the newest version of kiko in that new Winx reboot so I can update my profile pic

[bergarachan]

also why are ppl saying ryan was in a MARVEL MOVIE??? did i miss something!?!?!?!?