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kiiozawa · 2 months ago

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Hiiii if ur not taking any questions that’s completely okk I just wanted to ask if we can get any deets on the upcoming fics ab sukuna x server!y/n like what it’s ab maybe?? Lovinggg the Drabbles btw have a nice day/evening or night!!!

Much love ❤️

-Anon🥢

Hi!!

Yes I've been meaning to keep writing for sukuna x server! reader, but unfortunately life got me. :') I was in the middle of writing two fics when life decided to repeatedly punch me in the face haha

^literally me trying to rise back up

#🥢anon #kii asks #exbf!sukuna x server!reader #i kno i dont have to say anything #but!! i was actually v upset about having to take an (unpredicted) hiatus #long story short just in case anyone happened to be curious #i got into an accident back in July #and i had to get surgery to help @_@#i gotta go thru pt to help build my wrists mobility back up BUT im doing a lot better #i can type pretty decently but i have to limit myself due to having 2 jobs and full time school u_u #life really be like that sometimes #also i have been playing lads u_u since I can use one hand for that haahhaha #love u anon 🥢#alexa play rockafeller street (nightcore)

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painfully-unoriginal · 2 days ago

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So I drew these under the assumption that diane used to be part of kitty's crew and realized after that i don't actually know if that's tru or not so uuuuuhhhh probably should've just waited for the movie to come out to start drawing shit but 👍

#my art #doodles #the bad guys #diane foxington #tbg kitty kat #the bad guys 2 #IF thats the case tho i have so many thoughts about it already #its juicy. u kno #not to compare them to fluffyvenom but i feel like there ARE parallels IF THIS IS THE CASE.#like imagine being so close with this girl for who knows how long #you understand each other. you support each other. you're there for each other.#you her and ur other friends are like a genuine family #its you against the world #and then one day she decides to say fuck all that and leave #and you dont understand why. you feel betrayed #she did what was best for her but what was WORST for YOU #as the audience we know diane did the right thing for herself. but imagine being kitty & her crew #imagine the resentment that would fester on BOTH sides #(and obv did based on the fight snippets we got)#but the love will always still be there. the betrayal wouldn't hurt otherwise #anyway if all of that turns out to not be relevant just forget i sad anything !!!!!#ok love u bye #also do they have a ship name?? pls enlighten me if so #I'll never abandon crimsonwebs in my heart btw but. come on

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lanshappycorner · 2 years ago

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Malledu🐉♠️ doodles

#sebek is seething rn #u kno i think malledu would be objectively hilarious because deuce gets along well enough with sebek and silver #so if malledu real i think malleus would also be seething bc it feels like deuce gets along with his guards more than him sometimes💀#also i think deuce is not the type that would quietly sit back and play spouse if he got married to malleus #i think he'd try to be a guard or do odd jobs around the castle #and since he is so Some Guy Energy most ppl dont even realize that hes malleus's fiance 💀#workers in the palace whispering about how theyre thinking abt asking deuce out or smth #and sebek overhears and hes just like DO U WANT TO DIE ???? and silver is just 😐😬 (doesnt say anything)#deuce voice (casually) (oblivious): ah yes i am engaged to your king. anyways you said you wanted to have dinner together?#twisted wonderland #deuce spade #malleus draconia

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opens-up-4-nobody · 3 months ago

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Damn the world. I was put on this planet to draw and color all day everyday.

#i say that and i kno that: i do not dream of labor is a popular sentiment here... but #i do enjoy the sense of purpose that working gives me. do i have a compulsive disorder that tells me im nothing if im #not productive? yes but i dont see what that has to do with anything 🙄#but for real i just wanna draw and color all day every day. except for the days when i get to learn cool stuff thru working #bleh. ive got 2 job interviews next week to prepare for tho. on top of the things i should actually b doing for school....#like reading papers. ugh. just let me draw >_<#i dont even tho what i wanna draw rn. something m00min related maybe. idk #unrelated

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dracula-enthusiast · 5 months ago

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does anyone have any book recommendations? any genre any length any author! i want to get back into reading but i have NO idea where to start

#.txt #i havent read regularly since i was like. 13. and ive tried reading some of the books i rly liked then but im at a point where its #a little hard for me to read ya with a 13 yr old protagonist u kno #<- this is to say i dont really have a point of reference as to what i like so im open to anything really

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whilomm · 1 year ago

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liking the aesthetics of manly man stuff but trying not to buy from right wing MRA 4channers

#LISTEN I KNOW YALL MIGHT NOT WANAN HAVE A THING ON UR ABOUT PAGE EXPLICITLY DETAILING YOUR POLITICS #BUT COULD U PLEASE CONSIDER HAVING LIKE. ONE GAY SOAP TO SIGNAL. OR ST.#im just fucken. analyzing ur posts.....is this too patriotic? is this a subtle reference to 4chan soyboy conspiracy theories??#come on it would even be fitting like #okay sudsy bear if ur chill consider putting out a rainbow soap called 'bear soap (the gay kind)' its a good name #just godddd this is always. a prolem.#oh i wanna buy knives. spend 20 mjnutes digging to find out oh yeah they also sell. nazi knives. confederate flags.#i wanna buy cosmetics. oh wow thank u for having NO ESTROGENICS #to be clear im not explicitly accussing all of these sites of being MRA 4chsnners magas #(well the knife sites i am they make it. somewhat obvious.)#but seeing them talk about ohhh soy is BAD FOR MEN makes me say. ah hm so like. howww deep are u..into that.#did u just hear the psudeoscience and accept it w/o question or liiike. are u Deep Into It.#do u think theyre putting chemcials in the water to make the freskin frogs gay #anyway i dont expect them to like go all out or anything but one lil hint 'oh btw im chill i just enjoy knives/soap/tacticool stuff'#like a funny morale patch w a communist meme or a gay soap #not that that Proves Anything just ya kno. if all i have to go on is them having a couple too many american flags that would be enough to #say ehhhhh sure #buzzy

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voidcat · 2 months ago

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once again at my wits end bc of men

#rant ////#i hate being afab sometimes bc no matter what i do ill always get shit in return. this is the second time the hospital cafe staff has been #little “too friendly” w me already and it hasnt even been a month(::: this one patient is strating to drive me crazy bc istg if u dare ask #one more personal question im not responsible for what will happen. no i cant give u my pen bc u already got one and why do u specifically #want mine?? its nne of ur business if im wearing a white coat or scrubs??? stfu and let me redo ur bandages over ur catheter #MAYBE IF U HAD S KEPT QUIET INSTEAD OF CONSTANTLY ASKING ME IRRELEVANT THINGS THAT R STARTING TO FEEL LIKE HARRASSMENT MAYBE IT WOULDNT HUR #but also u kno what? i just applied over the flaster to FIXATE so yea i have to apply a little pressure. dont “ouch it hurt” me ur a grown #ass man tf #no i told u tons of times idk ur treatment plan nor am i responsible for it stop asking me stop calling ot for me LEAVE ME ALONE #if youre told u cant leave ur room to wander off whya re u asking me again??? thne going "yea well ill go n if they ask ill say my disciple #doc allowed me“ no i didnt?? ”well my number is written there anyways“ so?? its not my concern? just stay put ur average bp is 17 and u r #stil going out to smoke do you have a fucing death wish or smt #also leave me alone and no u cant call me anything other than doctor. stop acting like a douche u dont act like this to my friend. is it b #im afab and hes not? yeah im sure it is BC THATS ALWAYS THE CASE IN THIS GODDAMN COUNTRY AND IM SICK OF BEING EITHER TREATED W DISRESPECT W #WHEN I TRY TO MAINTAIN THAT FRIENDLY DISTANCE A REGULAR DOC PUTS ON JUST BC IM NOT A CIS MALE. bc wow when youre afab youre eithre asking #for it or youre a rude bitch its no inbetween im so tired

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robotpussy · 1 year ago

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not excusing bell hooks for being a landlord but hm how are you a marxist or even a stalinist saying we should never touch bell hooks' work ever again because of this. like why do you have so much to say? unless you're an actual extremist and radical and you're actually about it I'm calling misogynoir and walking away because how are most of the ppl doing this, non-black ppl talking to black ppl about this as if we have not been having these conversations without your sticky annoying selves inserted in the convo forever acting like you're doing ppl a favour

#like ok. but lets not pretend the antiblackness isn't coming out because ppl have rediscovered bell hooks was a landlord #love that ppl will have patience and nuance when its a non-black person.#its just very interesting that ppl want to say we should NEVER EVER READ BELL HOOKS! because of this but if i #said i dont want to read any of the stuff marx wrote ppl would come for me telling me to get over it and that him hating black ppl #doesnt mean anything. might even get a 'when a snowflake blackie from 2023 finds out a old white man was racist 😱' statement #but u kno ppl will always find a way to go around smth if its antiblack innit #ask to tag

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stag-bi · 2 years ago

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what a whiplash going to see my 2016 tumblr dash (as linked in that last post) and getting slapped in the face w full blown ace discourse 😭😭😭

#i was an exclusionist too lmao i was so pissed as if hordes of cishet aces were coming to Invade Our Spaces?????? CRINGE #i still have beef w the split attraction model when non-aspec ppl use it ON BI SUBREDDITS CONSTANTLY TO DISCOURAGE ANY SELF-REFLECTION #like telling newly out bi's their internalized homo/biphobia is just an inborn trait that cant be helped so dont bother looking into it :)#thats more of a personal pet peeve than anything though #honestly the whole discourse was so stupid and the fake stories and moral panic coming from it was ridiculous #u kno whats real and can be trusted? peoples own experiences and interpretations of themselves. and that needs to be respected and accepted #i got so fed up w the dehumanizing and circlejerky nature of the exclusionist side. not to mention the victimhood complexes and the #black and white thinking that were being normalized by the entire discourse. and the essentialist thinking and public shaming #identities are not inherently above examination and there needs to be a balance between inclusion and exclusion in any context #bc both have negative and positive sides when applied to any group or identity. it should be approached w common sense #i wanna veer away from any generalizations and approach things on a case by case basis #but when it comes to someones personal identity and their lived experience. thats none of my business whatsoever #no matter what. basic respect is believing ppl when they say who they are. thats the bare minimum of interpersonal acceptance #fighting against that in order to uphold some us vs them dynamic is straight up awful #if you cant respect someone bc you cant personally understand their experience youre stuck on the wrong thing #you shouldnt need to relate to someone in order to treat them w kindness and empathy #if you need to find someone relatable to accept their validity then youre not genuinely someone accepting of differences

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bugisbonkerz · 4 months ago

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me and my bro were watching wander over yonder and he ditched me to watch the state governor election poll results (hes 12)

#i was like “what is this guy you’re supporting even running for anyway” n he says #”governor?😭”#FYM “😭” BRO IM NOT IN THE WASHINGTON STATE FANDOM I DONT KNO ANYTHING #he’s kinda funny though especially since he’s been into this since he was 11 #like boy. what do you mean you don’t want to watch cartoons and you want to watch election poll results be counted Live.#he’s a real strange one but i can’t blame him i have hyperfixations too #☎️#bug lore

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dennisboobs · 1 year ago

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#ada speaks #im cooking #im scheming #i had to put my full fucking name in for this #hi meg. please allow me to send in homosexual fanart xoxo your besties on tumblr #i dont want to say anything yet but if youre reading my tags hi #i want to compile a zine for the guys (glenn) filled with like. appreciation from tumblr bc i know they dont get to see this kind of thing #like im talking. sunny is a love story type meta.#and vicky art. ofc.#my only thing is like. getting it to them (him)#recruiting someone to hand deliver it at a m&g or something is a possibility too but that doesnt give us much time #anyway yeah im just. i want to compile a bunch of loveposting that goes a little deeper than ppl quoting the show at them #within reason. im sure they cant read certain types of meta for the same reasons they cant read fanfiction or scripts or whatever #but just having them sprinkled in with a bunch of fanart is. u kno. i think it would be nice #hi boys! we are deranged!#i just want time to get permission from people for their posts and allow artists time to finish pieces etc

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bloodbankzz · 6 months ago

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it is painful to learn the "normal" ways that people reasonably around my age were motivated to do things their parents wanted, ie chores or getting good grades in school. this is a pain that has built over time because, seeing it around me as a kid, i could reason that maybe every single one of my friends were just spoiled. but, eerily, every time it seems the topic of motivating children comes up in whatever conversation is bringing it up, it seems like. and it still feels presumptuous to say. but most people as children were rewarded for good behavior. the one i was most envious of as a child was that multiple of my friends got paid money for getting As, and it was actually very shocking to me to find out that that is at least kind of a little more universal than i really really was sure it was not, but that's not the big thing that causes me pause now. generally, it seems, children are rewarded in some way for doing things their parents ask of them. writing and then stepping back and reading such a sentence makes me feel like an alien trying to puzzle out the function of the human pancreas lmfao but i dont know. in the wider conversations where this happens to come up, describing these motivators is never the point, which is maybe part of the difficulty for me. it's really hard to process that not everyone was doing what their parents said to do out of cold pure fear for their life. there's so many things it turns out other kids were getting. stickers and movie tickets and candy and praise and love. i am so sad.

#abuse tw #its hard to evensay because in a way somehow im still sure every single person is going to turn on me #despite this having been a long growing revelation based on things other people have said without it even being possible for me to have #influenced what they were saying i am like #deeply sure somehow that everyone will Know i really am just the entitled spoiled ungrateful one #idiot dont you know everyone gets screamed at and hit and chased down until theyre cowering with their back to the wall begging for mercy #all possible exits blocked because you didnt want to go out to eat with the rest of your family after church service? why would you even sa #something stupid like what you just did. you know it was right after all. just like when you got a B in that class you remember and you kno #you KNOW what happened was right #you only whine to other people because youre such a fucking bitch trying to smear the good name of your poor parents. they suffer to the da #<- in my mind i write this and immediately every person i know comes out of the shadows to say this to me because its what theyve believed #and known all along and then they all leave me and i die here #i probably need to go back to therapy but ive spent 5 years doing weekly sessions + months in an institute and i dont know if at this point #anything is going to help #5 years of my life 5 years #ive heard what feels like fucking everything #i crack open a work book or jusgt a like a normal book on the topic of (insert mental disorder) and i have already read it a billion fuckin #times and i keep up with the meditation and the journaling until it drives me freaking bonkers and i have to take a break from the frustrat #-on like WHAT do i do. at this point fuck it we ball + just make sure to stay on alert for snake oil salesmen bc i know im vulnerable #in this sort of position

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tamagotchikgs · 6 months ago

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last night i was poking around in my mouth as u do and i reached back where i had always felt this hard thing w my tongue for awhile now but was like ah maybe it's just like. my gums being inflamed in the back or smthn BUT,, no i poked that thing with my fingernail n it is a tooth that is a whole ass wisdom tooth

#NO WONDER... MY JAW IS IN PAIN ALMOST ALL THE TIME.... HUH..#i wonder if that period where i literally couldnt move my jaw from the pain for like a week was when it was emerging #otherwise the pain is like not awful. not bad enough it's noticeable u know im used to it i have so many aches n pains in my body naturally #like my entire head has a constant ache. if u touch my cheekbones ill drop my head like a cat into ur hand dude it is .#it's like the most relieving ache . like u have just lifted a massive weight off my shoulders. and it's been that way since i was a kid #i think i googled if thats what it was before n they were like no if it were your wisdom tooth youd know :) it would hurt u so bad #which i despise btw because this means nothing to me BHJAH.... like they said the same thing when i broke my foot the nurse that did intake #i was a kid & she was like dont worry if it were broken youd know and you wouldnt have walked in here on it ... fellas . it was broken #& i could never see anything when i looked in the mirror #but it's just because it's slightly covered by like swollen gums back there which i always thought was just because i chewed too hard #but.#no i guess it;s because something was erupting like an alien #i used my lil pokey tool to squish em out of the way and i can see it #it's so weird just having a tooth u know u shouldnt #like i . i want to just grab it i want to just hold it in my hand #why does it have to be so securely in place whihc is something i wouldnt never say for my other teeth HJBA #i am not going 2 have it removed any time soon im .#i have wanted to go to the dentist my whole life but i am too scared #esp w the damage from my ed and depression im so embarrassed #i honestly want to though #there is nothing that would make me feel more like an actual person then to just. get a cleaning #get my maintenance done LMAO #i do my best at home but u kno #i use an electric spinning toothbrush i floss i use mouthwash i do it all 2 try n handle what damage there already is #but it still would do wonders for my mental health and oral health #apparently partial impactions which is what i have can be really bad n get infected so . aha...h. 👍:).. ..h.

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hiddenbeks · 6 months ago

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more than a month after my previous kotor update i am happy to announce that i have finally met jolee and had him join me <3

#el plays kotor #yes im still on kashyyyk dont look at me #i was distracted by other games for a sec lmao but sth made me return to kotor yesterday #and now the party is complete!!!#and i have found 3 star maps and the plot is thickening!!!!#i keep wondering. if i hadn't been spoiled abt the pc's true identity would i have pieced it together by now #bc the foreshadowing isn't exactly subtle #or maybe it just feels unsubtle to me precisely because i know what is being foreshadowed....#but like. from the very beginning carth is like hmm its kinda sus that you happened to be on the endar spire #and then all those conversations with bastila that make u go hmmmm what's that supposed to mean #and then... when getting the star map on kashyyyk the hologram says sth abt you matching the required behavioral patterns or whatev #and that the last time it was used was five years ago And you can reply with 'hey revan was in these parts five years ago right'#like!!! yeah!!!! it was me!!!! i was the last user five years ago thats why i match the pattern i am revannnnnnnn #i have to know. did the first kotor players back in 2003 figure it out by this point hngngngnhng #or like any other players after 2003 who played and managed to avoid spoilers #anyway back to jolee. he is so cool but also so squishy on god #apparently some ppl give him a blaster to keep him out of melee but like you cant give a blaster to a jedi..... so uncivilized.......#i set him to use force powers until he runs out of force points #but the moment he runs out of force points and jumps into the fray he goes down. sigh #maybe im doing something wrong again. maybe i should let go of my jedi pride and just give him a blaster #i should also probably use all those energy shields and battle stimulants i have hoarded. i keep forgetting abt them lmao #also!!! @ the mutual who sent me that kotor related ask also more than a month ago i just wanted to let u kno. i have replied to it #i mean if u missed it or if u didnt get a notif or forgot or anything else that's cool !!#i just get all worried that ppl might think i havent answered and that im ignoring them if they dont indicate they've seen the reply gfhgfh #but that's a me issue. i just wanted to make sure u knew 🫶#anyway!! next stop manaan maybe #but first a detour to tatooine to deal with mission's useless deadbeat brother

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opens-up-4-nobody · 5 months ago

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#im at such a weird point in my life. trying to choose between a phd and a doomed life as an academic and like just not doing that.#its crazy how not terrible i feel when im not in school. just give me tasks to do and i will do them. dont let me think.#but then im just avoiding my responsibilities. i dunno. i just feel like i would be happier with a structured job that ends when the day #is over. which is y my dad thinks i should get a government job. one of my former lab mates got a government job and he's settling into #spending the rest of his life out in Colorado. which is so weird. i dont kno how long ill be in the place im in now. will it b 4 more years?#or will it be only a few months? will i go back to school in the fall? its looking like yes bc i dont have a job lined up. but maybe ill #keep applying and dip out. let my dreams die in favor of balance and sanity. maybe some things arent meant to be.#its just so gutting. i was talking to my coworker this week. saying that im interested in so many things. i could have studied anything else #and traveled a completely different path. and a guy across the room was like: its never too late. but it feels like its too late. too late #to spend another impossible amount of money on getting a different degree. restarting on a second masters project. im almost 30.#im supposed to b saving money so that i can not work forever. but i cant do that if im just a student forever. so maybe i should just get a #job. god. but theres so much i still want to learn. and im in the perfect program for everything i thought i wanted. im in the perfect place #but everything's falling to pieces. whatever. i. just tired bc im on day 5 of work and have to go in for a day 6.#doing something i havent done before all day. but after than im going home for a week. so ill have lots to contemplate in the airport.#this is not how i thought things would turn out. but im glad im spending the summer working where i am. im learning lots on a human to human #level. and no one bleieves im 27 bc i apparently have a bby face lol. nope im 11 yrs older than u my 16yo coworker #unrelated

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hirokiyuu · 2 years ago

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olivace's mom is interesting bc he doesn't really talk abt her but also like. man. being left as a child fucks you up. being left by a parent who's supposed to care for you and help you Fucks You Up. esp if that parent has just left you with your abuser like......... man

#ive got a thought or two abt her but nothing too specific #'flexibility' or lex/lexi for short.......#au jam'd some stuff abt a helio/stratos swap out and in that we put her in command but im not sure where she'd go in canon #besides Away From Vace's Dad #i feel like she probably dies during the crash but i have to say #it would be interesting if she didnt lol #tho i dont think they ever reconcile regardless u kno #i dont think theres anything there to save. i dont think either of them would want to #i dont really even think there's any way for either of htem to necessarily get closure abt the other #IDK ITS INTERESTING it might be interesting to explore in the wake of post therapy vace #i think in some way his dads physical abuse is more 'acceptable' than his moms abandonment to him u kno #he doesnt really talk abt the second the same way he talks abt the first u kno #bc his dad is a physical pain and his mom would be emotional #idk im curious. it never comes up in his endcards but im curious if anything would ever come of it #guy who is thinking abt this bc shes reading dont fear the reaper rn LOL #teenexo shit #i was a teenage exocolonist spoilers #abuse talk #teenexo stuff

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