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What are your top 10 favorite Stephen King characters?
Oh man. This is a hard question..........I feel like my answer changes a lot but right now....
Eddie Kaspbrak - IT
2. Jake Chambers - The Dark Tower
3. Alice Maxwell - Cell
4. Pete Moore - Dreamcatcher
5. Benny Slightman - The Dark Tower
6. Holly Gibney - Mr. Mercedes, If It Bleeds, The Outsider, Holly
7. Lucy Swann - The Stand
8. Richard Sloat - The Talisman
9. Beaver Clarendon - Dreamcatcher
10. Eddie Dean - The Dark Tower
#my list is a little weird#i keep rethinking it#but here's what i have for now#stephen king#eddie kaspbrak#jake chambers#alice maxwell#pete moore#benny slightman#holly gibney#lucy swann#richard sloat#eddie dean#the losers club#the dark tower#cell#dreamcatcher#the talisman#mr mercedes#the stand
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It runs in the family
#an art#super danganronpa 2#sdr2#fuyuhiko kuzuryu#peko pekoyama#Fuyupeko#Kuzupeko#Thinking about them and their terrible childhood today. Kind of terrible lives in general huh#Neither of them could help each other when things got dicey in the household#Peko because the Kuzuryūs are NOT afraid to 'discipline' her. Fuyuhiko because it literally only makes things worse.#Both of them because if they show off how close they are the agents might rethink keeping Peko around. So they grit their teeth and bear it#I somewhat hc that the parents also aren't above involving the other in a punishment. Like.#Fuyuhiko can take a beating but he hates seeing Peko be hurt. Same for her. So if they REALLY wanna beat a lesson into one of them.... ykno#BUT THATS SAD. SO I ADDED THE NICE PICTURE AFTERWARDS#Child abuse cw#Cw child abuse
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testing out drawing maormer 🪸🐚🪸 and a nelvas 🧣📜🩷 i'll ramble about maormer a bit in the tags
#tes#skyrim#my art#do you like my nelvas emojis🧣📜🧣📜 get it? scarf🤗 and scroll🤗 Everything hurts sofucking bad#anyways i talked about them wif my friend quite a bit i basically 'agree' w/ everything that is written about them && their biology in -#- canon; except tes is very much all Talk and no good actual visual presentation of what it's talking about#cus all of the maormer look like garboooo likeee what am i looking @#but since this is just a first test i think i'll keep playing around with their looks later; they are most close to altmer obvi in the -#- sense of how 'mutated' they r. however maormer are more gross looking for the typical human#they do have flat faces and alldat in canon already but i want them to just have nostrils and no real nose bridge#and they have no lips😝 they also have very visible gums. && have anglerfish teeth#what would be fur on other mer is just scales on them and is placed is scattered in the same places#i was thinking of making swimming most comfortable for them so i gave them more fins#they'd have them on arms and legs and the hair on the tail for them is just a big fin🐠#as for hair i'm thinking of them having none of it at all bcos it looks sooooo ugly on them it's very unnerving to see hair on fish#either no hair at all or something with a different texture. like slimy silky thin seaweed#or the hair that m*necraft striders have LMAO#webbed fingers is cuuuute they'd have webbed armpits like they're those flying rodents🐿 lol#i'd place their gills on both the neck and their ribs#whenever they wear clothes they tie their arm and leg fins up ; i think from birth they just stay in water until they hit puberty and -#- r able to actually walk around#another cute fact is that males and females wud look literally the same almost (women are flat chested too)#fish fish fish#maybe i'll rethink some stuff. i still wanna draw fish babies#but in reality i think even the mere existence of maormer is very pointless bc they don't really matter at all do they#tes lore is soooo overstuffed that's why i don't know anything about it my time is so valuable to meLMFAOAOOO#saw a typo in this sorry i'm just chill like that
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set 3 done! close ups under the cut
#tgaa#dgs#the great ace attorney#dai gyakuten saiban#bif strogenov#nikolina pavlova#mael stronghart#magnus mcgilded#barok van zieks#‘thrice-fired’ mason#mason milverton#rethinking if i should keep them in this format bc i’ve been itching to draw bigger hmm#my art#fanart#i quite liked the colouring workflow for this one so i might keep it#but we’ll see when we get to the next one lmao#nuri’s character designs are actually really fun to study out of all of these stronghart was the most difficult to pin down#i think i like how his portrait turned out the best though
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A while back I saw someone ask if Vander would have accepted Jayce's deal to give Jinx up for Zaun. The resounding response was "No", because Vander was already put in that position (sort of), and he chose to protect his children by giving himself up, and Vander would never be in that position to begin with. Those are correct statements, but they're not relevant to the question.
The question was, if Jinx decided to escalate tensions with acts of theft and violence that brought Piltover's attention, would Vander let Jinx be sent to Stillwater? I think the chance of him saying yes is at least more than 0.
We're not talking about all the kids getting caught up in a robbery gone wrong. We're talking about an older Jinx going solo into Piltover for targeted destruction havoc. In a universe where she everyone's still alive, Piltover still exists, and her hatred for that place would still burn and grow with time. The question really was, if Jinx put Vander in the same position Silco did in the past would he decide to give her up?
For Vander, what's on the line isn't Zaunite independence for Zaun, it's the safety of his family, his friends, and the population of the Undercity against Piltover's retaliation. He'd probably have even less moves to play than Silco did at the end. Vander can't give himself up, Jinx's name has already been leaked, and he is agonizingly aware of what Piltover's capable of.
Would he try to have her sent away? Vander wasn't willing to throw someone else under the bus for the kids in the past, so would he do it for a young adult Jinx who's more responsible for her actions? Would he think Stillwater is a better alternative for Jinx who may end up getting herself killed? Maybe he can try to plead for banishment (though that seems to be reserved for Piltovans)?
The question really stuck with me because Vander was willing to kill a man he considered his brother because he went too far, what does that mean for a daughter that won't back down from her own agenda?
#arcane#arcane meta#vander arcane#jinx arcane#silco#obviously what silco did is still up for speculation until s2 and i honestly think it’ll be dumb and confusing from how the writers talk#but it is interesting to think about Vander's reactions to Jinx's actions#would he see the past repeating itself?#and would his reluctance with jinx make him rethink how things went down between him and silco?#the willingness to fight piltover and actually act on it has never not been apart of jinx i just think silco gave her better tools#but even without silco there escalation btwn the two cities was practically inevitable#vander really was just kicking the can down the road#would he keep doing it if it cost one of his kids to keept the other three safe?#obviously a real au would jinx be less conspicious bcuz she'd know Vander wud be reluctant to throw someone else under the bus unlike silco
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Step 3 posting!
Ik step3 bax wouldn't say *matching* rings but i had to get the joke in two panels (him getting all soft for a second when he notices the mc still wearing smth they bought together or smth)
Ruri is based off me (duh) but i wanted to give her a little more of her own stuff so she paints murals and stuff in walls
We can have a full telescope in our room and I WANT TO USE IT so late night date watching the stars in the poppy hill (+i put the same outfit as ruri the other day and I wanted to make sure i was different than her)
#i have SO many ideas and the only thing keeping me from drawing 6 page comics each is me not know how tf write Baxter#i need a fancyficator that fancyfies anything i write#i don't even know enough english to write a full sentece that makes sense without thinking and rethinking#rui draw smth#our life mc#our life: beginnings & always#our life#baxter ward#olba#olba mc#our life baxter#i learned what asisine meant thru him. TELL ME WHAT THE FUCK DO I NEED TO KNOW WHAT ASISINE MEANS#dont even know if i wrote it ok#ruri posting
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I can’t ‘Yatora Yaguchi did it, so can you’ my way out of this anymore
#blue period#blue period manga#yatora yaguchi#my biggest kin even so I no longer consider drawing my main hobby or passion#still#his mindset and whole character let me rethink my life choices#last year of high school is stressful#I’ll still keep going#let’s go
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After watching the Screen Rant interview, I want Season 3 of Prodigy without Admiral Janeway or Chakotay appearing at all. Holo Janeway is more than enough. Kate is clearly against J/C for whatever reason, and she even went after Brett for wanting Gwyn/Dal. I'd rather enjoy Season 3 with the Protostar kids only and not get frustrated with the J/C stuff. Please, I'm begging. Brett, my beloved.
Media and art are escapism. We live in super messed up times, and I just want two imaginary, make-believe characters to kiss so my mind can escape into something positive and feel the love that the world is so clearly missing. People find comfort in art and can feel a bit of love through imaginary characters in this messed up world. The rest of Prodigy is about hope; J/C is about (romantic) love, and it's a positive path to take, especially in times where men are being taught to hate women by idiots like Tate. And here you have a character, a man (Chakotay), who gives zero fucks about power dynamics and gender roles. We want them together as a middle finger to the gender roles imposed by social norms. Janeway hates to cook and do house chores, Chakotay does not. Janeway likes to be in command, Chakotay is fine being her support. They are breaking the tiresome stereotypes, and dunking on the shippers for wanting them to be together is just playing into the 'a strong woman can only be strong if she is forever alone' trope. It's an outdated mindset.
That is why Kate. For every girl and woman who was told repeatedly she'll be alone and that no man would want her because she didn't fit the gender role. Because she wanted to be in power and be loved at the same time. For daring to want both. Women can have both. Women are allowed to have both. Being in a romantic relationship is not weak, and it's freaking weird to be saying that having two characters be in a romantic relationship who clearly love each other beyond words would do them a disservice. What does that teach the kids? That you have to choose? That having a powerful bond and a romantic relationship is mutually exclusive? It's weird, and I'm tired of pretending that it's not.
#star trek prodigy#janeway x chakotay#j/c#the pinging and tension was already done in the X-Files with Mulder and Scully#It isn't novel or empowering#It's a worn out trope used as a plot device to try and keep the audience engaged#if you don't know how to write characters in a relationship and make it interesting then you need to rethink how you approach writing#also acknowledging that the shippers saved S2 and then laugh at them for wanting the relationship to be canon is a dick move#sorry Kate but I have my empowering female character who I don't need to be in a romantic relationship and it most definitely isn't Janeway#cause Janeway was never written as an asexual loner by her default state#and trying to make her as such now is forcing something onto a character that feels unnatural and done purely as a request by the actor#rather than the natural progression of the character#Boxes are nice but they were never meant to contain a human heart Kate
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anyways here’s one of my favourite parts of my little one shot so far,, a little gory mayhaps but yeah, if u don’t do well with that maybe skip this
#now it’s got a ways to go bc i keep redrafting and rethinking things but#but armand wanting to hide beneath daniel’s bones is my beloved#armand#devils minion#daniel molloy#iwtv#cw gore#megan drafts
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I wasn't here back then, but can anyone tell me how milkvans reacted when Will got Every Breath You Take on his spotify playlist, yet Mike and El didn't?...
#byler#really makes me rethink el and mike kissing to the lyrics#'i keep on crying baby baby pleaseeeeeee'#that scene ended in a way that indeed made the viewer feel like the mindflayer/vecna was watching over them literally#but we also have the 'every smile you fake' fitting with Will perfectly...#meaning it's possible and even likely other lyrics also align with his feelings...#also#WHERE WAS WILL IN THAT LAST SHOT DURING THAT ZOOM OUT OF THE GYM!?!?
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beauty and beast au but Claire’s the one cursed because she’s the only one I can see literally pissing a sorceress off enough to get cursed. (If we’re going off the original movie Jim would probably offer them a hot meal and a room for the night, knowing him he’d make everything super accommodating)
#are we seeing the vision or have I lost my mind#Jim would literally drop everything to help this literal hag who waltzed through the door#Claire would..not be doing that#bonus points if the witch is Morgana then they’re throwing hands#I could see her trying to offer a deal like say she’s after Claire’s magic and sevitude or something and when she refuses boom Morgana#curses her and everyone else that’s in the ballroom at the time#And because it’s Morgana she’d probably make the curse super difficult to break#so like by the time she’s 18 if she doesn’t agree to serve Morgana when the last petal on the rose falls she dies with the rose#so Claire’s kinda given up on hope cuz she’d rather die than give Morgana her magic#Barbara’s a traveling doctor so her and Strickler set off to another town for a trip and get caught in the snow storm#and they get locked up for entering the castle and trespassing#Jim goes after them because they don’t come back the day after#instead of Claire keeping them there though I think she’d just give all three the chance to leave with some pressing from her friends#Jim ends up rethinking his decision due to the fact that Toby even as a cursed object can’t for the life of him keep a secret#when he hears the castle is under a curse he’s immediately interested in helping#even if Claire really just wants this nosy human boy and his parents to be on their way#oh shit I think I just wrote another au#trollhunters#tales of arcadia#jim lake jr#claire nuñez#toa#jlaire#this was just chillin in my drafts for awhile#avi rambles
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some men are textbook villains fr
#tw religion?#kinda need to rant.. kinda wanna explain what's going on#some ppl are part of humanity but don't know how to be humane... like the guy i started talking to almost 2 weeks ago#liked him a lot bc he was funny sickeningly sweet mature and understanding.. until he was not#tl dr version is that we somehow drifted to the topic religion and i told him im not too religious and don't believe in superstition much#i was extremely respectful and even when he said that he does believe a lot i was like 'thats cool!! different people believe in different#things!!' and at first it was a normal convo until man went all psycho on me (after one damn week!!!) and started talking about how#id have to be religious in a relationship with him.. my dude i barely know your fav food can we not talk about relationships yet#but he says he doesn't even need a woman who cooks/cleans just someone who believes.. n im like i get it but i can't change myself like that#and then guy moves to marriage and is all 'well my entire family is religious' n my mom and sister (who's 16) would be putting pressure on#you n force you to pray etc.. and I'm like???? who can force anyone to a thing like that are u kidding#things escalate and my absolute STUPID ass tells him about my deepest fkn trauma to explain what made me abandon religion bc#life just never got better and this trauma remained for yrs... and he gets so angry that he says he wants to stop talking to me just to spam#me all day next day.. he'd keep messaging me switching between 'i still want you we shouldn't throw this away i have feelings for you'#AFTER A WEEEEEEKKKK!!! and then goes back to 'i wasted my time with you you were so unnecessary im in a bad mood bc of you'#even said 'you'll never find a guy with a trauma and mindset like this. i will find a religious girl but no one will love you like that'#and the worst thing is that he told his friends and mom about the trauma i had just to spite me.. note that he promised to never tell anyone#(and then still asked for forgiveness and for me to rethink whether we want to end this after telling me 473626x he wanted to end it)#(nothing even ever started you bitchass)#also note that his mom knows my mom n basically most of my relatives.. so i was here trembling for days fearing they'd get to know about it#mom somehow convinced her to not tell anyone bc it's important to me and very very fucking personal..#but he harassed me all day - i wouldn't answer and he'd send 55 messages.. multiple missed calls like dude i got so fkn scared#my heart jumped whenever he texted he was so fkn aggressive and SO MEAN#'you just needed to adjust and we would've been okay' 'tell me are u gonna fkn be religious or not????' 'you ruined everything' kinda mean#i just :') it was the worst time and i don't think i've ever seen someone degrade me so much or make me feel this defective#but.. it's finally over. his mom called my mom and mine was like pls teach him some manners.. n since i couldn't and wouldn't text him back#and literally avoided whatsapp bc of him she ended it all for me and now it's hopefully done forever#anyway i saw jks gcf performance yday n him singing still with you put a genuine smile on my face.. ill stick to THAT boyfriend honestly lol#def gonna delete later#but ty for reading if u did <3
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do you too completely and utterly lose every last bit of your sanity at the way he delivers that or egli viva e di mia man poi muoia or are you normal
#ettore bastianini#la forza del destino#i havent thirsted for him publicly in too long.#his carlo di vargas just does things to me that no other role is quite capable of doing.#(looking at the 'ella morrà' moment from the 1965 recording with corelli...... christ)#anyway when i say i hate all men - it is never. NEVER. about bastianini. please always keep that in mind.#anyway miky made me listen to dfd's verdi recordings again and i had to listen to bastianini as a therapeutic emergency#or i would have offed myself frfr 💀#rossini girlies....... time to rethink your life choices. it is not too late yet. remember this is what you're losing.....#opera tag#verdi#im also losing it at thet dramatic spin at the end skdhsjshddb god im obsessed with him
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What do English people call a close? You know, the stairwell bit where all the flats are in a tenement? If you go to visit someone at their flat, what do you call the bit where you wait for them to answer their door? That communal stairs… area?
("Modern AUs don't require research" MAYBE IF YOU'RE ENGLISH THEY DON'T 😭)
#no i can't google it that just gets me “word that mean the same as close: near; next-to; intimate” and so on#godddd it was bad enough to be reminded that they don't call juice 'juice' wasn't it#i think i should try to cut a chapter or two from my outline - at this rate when i finish 12 chapters there'll be 3 readers left for it 💀#but the POV alternates which complicates cutting whole chapters out. hrm.#...wait there's no rule that says you can only post one part at a time is there? i could do it in sets of 3 or something couldn't it?#and that way nobody's forced to wait a week or whatever for the crucial Actually They Are Scamming Each Other reveal at the start#also i am starting to rethink the 'finish it all first' approach as it turns out i hate sitting on finished chapters and just get impatient#SO WHAT IF... what if i write the first three chapters and post those and then worry about the rest of it later?#it leaves the scary chance of it staying a WIP forever but i don't think anyone's on the edge of their seats for a sylki scammer AU anyway#OKAY I'LL DO THAT (feel free to try to convince me not to tho)#wait do they even have tenements in that london#a while ago i found out my address contains an unacceptable character because tenements are mostly just a scottish thing#and i was like “oh so THAT'S why websites refuse to believe it could be a real flat number?” nae tenements ootside the central belt! wtf!#...how do you even fit flats into buildings there then? do yous just arrange them in some weird tardislike liminal space?#where do you keep the stairs then? D:#*strange hand movements as i attempt to map out this bizarre topology that is apparently normal everywhere else in the uk*
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literally the one thing that's been missing in a lot of the fanfic discourse is the idea that like
yeah you can write whatever you want
the thing you write can still very much be distasteful or poorly executed and it's not some great conspiracy if people react badly to stuff that is kind of gross
i do think it's just pure bad faith to present that as a matter of being "problematic" or making asinine arguments about the relationship between fiction and reality when a lot of the time it's people reading it and saying "wow, you have to have been an asshole or worse to think this was a good idea"
#ramblerambleramble#i KEEP seeing terminally online fiction discourse and like#i don't think any of the framing by the pro fiction crowd has ever really#addressed the fact that the stuff you can write can just suck#and it's very possible to draw a moral conclusion when you're aggressively defending your write to cross boundaries badly or be an asshole#that's not a puritanism thing that's just being normal#there just is no great resurgence in puritanism among teens you at best just need to log off and at worst rethink your entire moral code#you have as much right to write whatever you want as people have to read it and say 'bro what the fuck is wrong with you'
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Can't stop thinking about being out to eat with a significant other and stuffing my belly until it's blown up and swollen. And they roll my shirt up in the middle of the restaurant and rub my belly in front of everyone. "God, look at you stuffed full. Everyone is staring at this big belly". I let out a long but quiet burp, but they want more. They tease me for how full I am, how I always eat way too much. I can't stop belching and moaning and it only turns me on more. "You're so pretty," they say. "A pretty face with a huge belly. Everyone can hear you burping, they know how full this belly is."
I want to be exposed and humiliated in public, teased for getting so full that people notice. I want to belch loudly and have people stare, disgusted by the sounds I make. I want my belly to hang out in a crop top while my tits pour out of the top. I'm so fucking full, it all feels too good.
GODDDDDDDDD IS THIS HOT!!! I don't think I could handle getting that fucking stuffed in public (consent issues with such public displays notwithstanding ofc), but as a fantasy good fucking lord does stuff(ing) like this drive me crazy. Being so full that you can't help but be a bloated, slutty, belchy mess is divine. And the humiliation aspect... 🥵🥵🥵🥵🥵🥵🥵🥵🥵🥵🥵🥵🥵🥵🥵🥵
#this is so hot that ngl it's making me rethink my personal comfort boundaries regarding public humiliation in fantasy#i could see the appeal before but now i'm like... hmm maybe in theory i would want to be treated that way#i am going to keep thinking about this one for some time that's for sure!#ask#answered#anon#burping#stuffing#not sfw
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