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camellia-thea · 1 year ago

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i made the mistake of opening the jellycat website.

they have a jack russell now. it has one black spot across its back like jazzy.

#tags turned into a ramble-y vent be warned #mistakes were made #i do not have the money nor the emotional capacity for yearning #there are so many that are super cute #like the quinn fox and sigmund seal and all the octopi and they have a new spider plush!!!#i am in so much pain and i have nothing that stops it and i just. want to not be dealing with anything i am right now #i tried lifting my tea earlier and i started to cry because of how painful and exhausting it was.#enough so that i didn't finish it which is an indicator of how i am going #feeling a bit better now -- i am not as fatigued but. still in so much pain and sitting upright is tiring.#but it really really doesn't help the emotional stuff going on #i desperately want jellycat to make a black and white border collie too #so i can have a poppydog again #i miss her so fucking much #she was my good girl and i miss her.#i miss jazzy right now too. i want her here with me and i want her to cuddle me and stick her nose in my teacup #i just. feel bad.#i hate feeling out of control like this and yet i. cannot fucking accept help #and i'm such a hypocrite with it but i just. i can't. i don't know what i need #i want someone to take care of me but i don't know how to ask or be vulnerable. i physically need someone to wrestle me into care #i don't even know what i'm saying.#i have so many things in my head and just. saying them aloud feels scary. even typing this into vague nonspecific existence. i don't know.#i don't know.#i feel out of control and i hate it.#but. i just. need to feel out of control safely i guess?#someone else take it and just.

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pouletpourri · 4 months ago

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"You just have to look closely."

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rslashrats · 4 months ago

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i found out that the dancing banana was created some time in 1999 today and i feel so bad. he’s 25… and i never did anything for him. this is like if i forogot a loved ones birthday

#ill eventually draw something. i just cant rn and i feel bad about that too

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spookygibberish · 4 months ago

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OK SO I WAS WALKING DOWN THE STREET IN THE RAIN AT 2AM AND I SAW AN ANIMAL RUNNING DOWN THE ROAD AND SO I GRABBED IT AND

IT WAS THIS

#did i mention I'm autistic hi #insane discovery literally just now #i definitely scared it really bad i do feel bad about thar #i just wanted to see what it was...#misc

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wanologic · 7 months ago

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sorry danny, sam will never think you’re cool

#danny phantom #danny fenton #sam manson #theres some ocs #college au #sam’s goth book club #i feel like she’d make a lot of good friends at a college #the trio has a highly rehearsed excuse for danny being weird #nobody has any idea what ecto-contamination is bc it doesn’t exist #ghosts are common-ish knowledge by now and amity is the known epicenter #stranger: holy shit your hand just went through that wall #danny: yeah it’s a medical condition :(#fentonworks is in on it too #for credibility #too bad the goths wanted vampires #moving to a new city did wonders for dannys popularity though #he’s got a lot he’s hiding so he can’t really take advantage #he probably knows more people number wise #but has less friends than sam #Tucker has a thriving social media life #but doesn’t get out much #hence that technus comic #can’t believe I finished this #lit took a whole ass week #hahahaha

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gongyussy · 7 months ago

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i'll let phie-san say it:

#the vids i've seen on tiktok picking at her immediately get a block...#bitter otaku sitting in their socks in their mom's basement feeling threatened/enraged by a hot successful black woman outnerding them-core #also this kind of criticism is so demoralising and damaging to people who are trying to learn another language #also. accents are NORMAL and not a bad thing #i don't think that the end goal of picking up a new language necessarily has to be sounding native #and i know sometimes the way japanese people react like SUGOIII? *W* when a foreigner says like one (1) word in japanese is joked about #but like... genuinely... i always love when someone clearly has made an effort and took the time to learn some of the language #anyway she can step on those haters <3 #also like. it’s just some lines in a song people need to relax…#megan thee stallion #autoplay warning #japan #japanese #language #mamushi

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gibbearish · 1 year ago

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love when ppl defend the aggressive monetization of the internet with "what, do you just expect it to be free and them not make a profit???" like. yeah that would be really nice actually i would love that:)! thanks for asking

#yes i want things to be free like ??? that is not a weird desire #'but but it costs money to keep up' ok and? how is that my problem #the government has plenty of murder dollars they could reallocate a few to make internet services universal if they wanted #also these companies were perfectly capable of supporting themselves before the internet got drowned with ads so ¯\_(ツ)_/¯#edit: muting notifs on this post bc new additions have kind of petered out #so no one feel bad about adding something someone else has said‚ it is not bothering me im just trying to keep my #notifs page cleanish lol #also since i saw some people are being redirected to read my tags: firstly hiiiiii this is a special secret message for you:3 #secondly i have learned since making this that the reason they were able to support themselves previously was because #of investors bankrolling everything #and theyre now finally realizing that theyre never going to actually make a profit and arent as willing to invest #however thats just a minor correction and doesnt change my overall point #once again. so many murder dollars #so thats why im just adding it here in the tags rather than making an actual correction #anyways . love yall 💕#origibberish #bigger gibbers

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squarecloud73 · 8 months ago

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*I worship you Tumblr please don’t remove it

傳達不到的一些東西

Dumb school girl crush

#I know a lot of people say Marcille is down bad #which is true #but it feels like she’s intentionally trying to view Falin is a child #even though she was also just a teen/kid when they first met #and Falin always protests but fell silent immediately #it’s just… interesting #dungeon meshi #farcille #falin touden #marcille donato

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inkskinned · 25 days ago

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okay is she being actually immature or is it just a woman over 30 expressing a human experience you find to be immature.

like yeah. at certain ages... let shit go. im not defending the real immature shit. im not defending the karen you're picturing. i worked in retail i hate those people too. (once somebody got mad at me because she didn't like how our winter window decor was a snowman smoking a pipe. i wish i was joking).

but men at 57 will write books about how 17 year old girls are soooo sexy. they will invent worlds where women have to be naked for "armor reasons." they will write songs that treat women as objects. people rush to defend them. meanwhile a woman at 35 will be like "heartbreak is hard, actually" or "i feel betrayed by a friend" or "i am struggling with something emotionally." immediately people will say stuff like this woman is 35 by the way. by the way this woman is SO OLD to be experiencing this. BY THE WAY.

im 31, almost 32. the other day a poet was blasted online because at her "big age", she had written a poem about feeling unloved. top comment was "this woman is 29 by the way." this woman is too old to still be useful, by the way. she has to behave better . maybe if she was a good wife and mother she could stop existing loudly, and the story could continue on without her. this woman has served her purpose, by the way. she's so cringe, by the way. at 29 - so old! - she still hasn't figured out that her existence should be one of shame.

#what the fuck.#unfortunately by the time i'd switched accounts (from personal to my poetry one)#i couldn't find it :(#this is why u SEND URSELF THE POST. WHICH I KNOW TO DO BUT!!!#i was so mad i just was like “i'm about to tear this commenter in twain” and . lost da post #if u urself are the 29 and got recently flamed by instagram #i love u. come here. write with me. i was about to pick up a sword for u.#i mean a BIGASS sword.#like we all know im a wlw girlie but the way ppl will be like ''id NEVER write sad poetry about a MAN not LOVING me!!!"#..... wowwwww ur so cool. anyway. people often experience emotions regardless of what u consider cringe.#& if ur gonna shame straight/bi women for feeling a certain way. hope u never write about the #weird relationship between u and ur father. or feeling different from ur brother.#or how ur male best friend fucked u over. since it's SO CRINGE. to have ANY feelings caused by a MAN #like be so for real. beloved. nobody is fucking saying this when men do it.#''oh it's cringe to like a woman or feel heartbroken by her.''#controlling women's feelings and actions???? it's more likely than u think.#btw op is nonbinary do NOT be gender essential on this post i'll kill u with my teeth #edit: btw for the person who dm'd me ''when is it misogyny and when is it actually valid''#pretty easy. if a man had done it #would it be cringe? . like if a man sang a sad song about ''she broke my damn heart''?#if he said ''i want to have kids with her'' or something sexually explicit?? like would u even LIKE IT if a male poet had said it?#& if it's like. nah a 35 yr old man being upset about this is cringe too. yeah it's just cringe. that exists. we both know it does.#but .... often i see this ONLY about women. and i can't help but hear like. how back in middle school #we were fed the lie ''girls mature faster.'' ... why do i have to be emotionally regulated? but if a man wrote about the same things?#..... idk . im pretty anti cringe culture to begin with. but this one feels so bad to me . ur still a person past 33.

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calvinandhobbes · 7 months ago

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laughing at memes about the assassination attempt while feeling a deep deep dread so profound that my stomach hurts. thats the american way ig

#by laughing i mean just. feeling a little less bad

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mroddmod · 10 months ago

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everyone be quiet i'm manifesting

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chloesimaginationthings · 8 months ago

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The moment FNAF movie Vanessa knew she fucked up

#myart #chloesimagination #comic #fnaf #five nights at freddy's #fnaf vanessa #vanessa afton #vanessa shelly #mike schmidt #fnaf movie #fnaf fanart #MORE of Vanessa’s thoughts through the fnaf movie #THIS SCENE especially where Vanessa and Mike have a heart to heart #you can just see on her face when she realizes who Mike is #like literally once he brings up Garrett and what happened to him #you can just see it on Vanessa’s face that just had things click in her mind #she even apologizes later about knowing and not telling him #I can only imagine what was going on inside Vanessa’s head in this scene #she must of been full on panicking #just totally losing it but keeping a straight face for Mike #ITS SO WILD #I feel bad for Vanessa #truly her father threw her in the middle of his evil deeds #she truly didn’t deserve to have this weight on her shoulders 😭

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doubledudeski · 2 months ago

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pics that make you go "oh I KNOW he eated a trash"

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rongzhi · 1 month ago

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Goldfinches napping on sunflowers

English added by me :)

#douyin #video #tiktok #birds #goldfinches #turned off reblogs bc they were Not sleeping 😭 sorry #see notes for more info 😔#I didn’t know sorry 😔#I also went to the account that posted the video and found it was just an account that reposts animal videos #so there wasn’t really any more details #apparently this video was circulating ig too? maybe it was just from there #whether or not it’s actually staged or if they were really just laying there for whatever bird reason #I feel bad

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invaderhogtwopointohno · 1 month ago

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Nosferatu (2024): Monster Fucker phsycic girlie pop's ex-situationship won't leave her alone after she marries a normal guy

#nosferatu #vampires #plague #i feel bad that her friends entire family got wiped out because her demonic ex wouldnt just buy her flowers like everyone else #spoilers #nosferatu 2024

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pjharvey · 4 months ago

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his ex gf who was 18-19 when they dated is going to get so much flack for this and she’s going to get the courtney love treatment where people make this out to be Her Fault except even worse bc she was actually a victim of stalking from him and he died by either suicide or an accident resulting from intoxication right after she took legal action against him. horrible horrible horrible

#i don’t feel bad for liam at all but i hope maya henry is ok :( my heart breaks for her #i hope she has a good support system around her #also i forgot to mention this in the post but she came forward about liam forcing her to get an abortion she didn’t want #he was genuinely just a piece of shit

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