#i just woke up leave me alone

[huanted-dennys]

No game has ever humbled me more, has left me humiliated, torn apart in mind, body, and soul.

than fucking scrabble

[memory-mortis]

no mom i won't join your stupid keto diet cult

[numberonetacostan]

Obliviously fruity vs excellent gaydar (inspired by @justin-chapmanswers's last stream lol)

[allmightyscroll-swag]

Pov: Kim leaves with the body

[vaguely-concerned]

just had the thought 'in the end the most important thing varric taught rook was how to make a home for, with, and in other people' and then I had to go lie down on the floor and clutch at my head in unceasing agony for a few hours, as you may well imagine. hawke and the kirkwall crew........ in the end you kind of saved the world a bit in the most characteristically indirect and chaotic of ways. not by anything in particular that you did or achieved or accomplished (lmao imagine!), but just by -- having existed, and by the love that was always there, despite it all, in all its imperfections, even when no one was saved by it in the end. you're not here right now and you're not quite haunting the narrative but I hear your voices bickering and arguing and laughing from the other room. (and so, I think, does varric. all the time.)

'did you think you mattered, hawke? did you think anything you ever did mattered?' yeah actually, varric says with da2 and keeps saying through the series. you were here. and I loved you. and as it turns out that mattered more than almost anything in the world, no matter how long it lasted or how fucked up it was at the time or what else happens, because varric manages to pass that feeling, that intangible... home, that echo of you all as you were together, that love, hopefully the best parts of it, on to someone else for them to bring with them on their journey, with their family. and maybe the world will be kinder this time. you never know. merrill's line of 'Everything affects everything. We were born, a bunch of things happened, and now we're in a mess with our friends.' varric's greatest fear of becoming his parents. even through the wreck and the ruin of the world, ghosts upon ghosts upon ghosts of love -- malcolm hawke, who we never even see, but his life touched hawke's and hawke's touched varric's and varric's touched rook's and rook is passing it on to the family they're creating. the unbroken legacy of love shines through in ways that are stronger and stranger than any magic. help

[spoopieere]

Arkin after he got married to Asa:

Original under cut:

[correcthomestuckquotes]

PLEASE learn how to use your queue

I know how to use my queue but you'll have to forgive me if after running this blog for 8 years ive become a little tired and dont feel like reblogging all the old quotes over and over. Ive done thats already multiple times. I even reread homestuck and redid all the quoting like two years ago. Im old. Decrepit. Woe my weary bones.

And do you know how many quotes I have? Folders babe. Like a mountain of words looming to crush me with their colloquial communications. Daunting. Smothering. Insurmountable work with no real appendix of applause. A faded obsession that I, out of nostalgia and genuine care, keep the light still on.

So I say this not with contempt nor malice, but with weary exhaustion:

Please learn to scroll.

[girzapata6]

OK SO---

I recently watched EP 53 of OUAW.

And... I have my own theories, SPECIALLY about The Other. So, here goes my silly shit:

First of all, his appearance... Like, Pincushion says that he looks just like Torbek but "as if he were a man... Well, more like a man". I've seen fanarts, just some, where he does indeed look human, with beautiful hair, but there's something in the way Pincushion says "more like a man" and some other facts about what Torbek said that MAKES ME believe he's NOT human, at all.

1 st - Would it make any sense for him to look Human, if Torbek said that he has ALWAYS heard his voice?? (I KNEW IT WAS CANON LOL)... LIKE, ok, MAYBE?? But, if The Other has been always there, then, what the fuck?? Idk how to explain it, but, at least for me it makes no sense (Or perhaps I'm being crazy about it lol)... Cuz, well, Torbek is a Bugbear, if The Other has always been on his head, perhaps it's just like a reflection of Torbek, something he's supposed to be or something he doesn't want to be. They already had said that he looks JUST LIKE TORBEK, but, better (In a way[?). More like a well dressed gentleman, but he's all fucked up morally(??

2 nd - Torbek asks if he isn't like "furry". Pincushion immediately says "No... Beautiful hair, though". Maybe it's me, maybe it's because my first language is Spanish and not English, but at least I think the "No" was answering his question, like "No, he IS furry. But he has beautiful hair... Unlike you"(????) AND AJJDJSJAJS IDK, MAYBE IT'S JUST ME???

Now "The Duke"... And this, again, maybe it's just me, maybe I'm being really crazy about it but perhaps "The Other" and "The Duke" aren't the same person?? And you may ask "Gir what the fuck? Shut up already" BUT HEAR ME OUT---

I do like the title for The Other to also be The Duke, would be hella amazing and at the same time kinda funny, considering our beloved smelly sad wet cat of a Bugbear that is Torbek... BUUUUUUUUT perhaps they're a different person?? And maybe they all confused everything?? And would make sense, it was a hallucination and they also have stated that they're NOT ALWAYS right... But if it's correct, then here's why it MAKES ME believe that it wasn't really The Other:

1 st - Again, The Other has always been on Torbek's head, talking to Torbek, probably being a nuisance all the time and that's why Torbek drinks to drown his voice... Unless the guy somehow has been living a double life or something, well, I don't fucking know??!! NSBSJAJAJKDS I'M NOT SAYING THAT IT'S NOT POSSIBLE, BUT WELL??? I'M JUST ASKING HOW??

2 nd - The way that the hallucinations work. Like yes, Nikki does said something like "You all are Frost/Torbek/Gideon/Gricko/Kremy" at the beginning of everyone's hallucination. But, then even if they're all at each one's POV, they're... Not really them??? Like, the way she narrates it, it's kind of unclear and more like a dream. I mean, like when you have a dream and you SOMEHOW know it's you?? But... At the same time you are NOT you (Idk how to explain it lmao)... PERHAPS The Duke is that ominous guy with the big fucking boots that it's hunting down Torbek... Or not?? He does match some descriptions with The Other, both tall, well dressed, etc... But, there's something off about it and idk WHAT IT IS... Again, MAYBE I'm stupid, MAYBE I'm looking into it TOO MUCH... BUT AKJZJAKANDKSL

I mean, maybe they're both the same but at the same time not... But if they are, then, WHAT IS THE CONNECTION?? I DON'T UNDERSTAND. HELP??? ADJKIHWKRKSKQNS LIKE WHO'S THIS MAN TO TORBEK?? IF THEY'RE THE SAME WHY THE FUCK HAS BEEN TORMENTING HIM ALL HIS LIFE?? 😭😭😭😭 JUST FOR FUCKS AND GIGGLES?? SJHSKAJKAJSJSJDK HAS HE BEEN STALKING HIM?? WHAT THE FUCK???

Anyway, I definitely might be wrong with all of this, and perhaps once the guys return with the campaign and prove me all wrong, they can all laugh at my face for writing this, I'll accept it, I deserve it lmaooo

[autocat5876]

villain p.ai.nter full post since the last one was just a reblog yeahhh 🔥🔥🔥

sebastian goes to ask p.ai.nter for help with stopping the expendables for as long as possible as he knows it can control the turrets, and p.AI.nter is OBSESSED with him. genuinely would do anything for him. so sebastian pretends to have a relationship (platonic or romantic still up for debate) with it in order to keep it working and confides his plan to whoever it would consider a close friend. he tells them that he's only using p.AI.nter for the rest of them to escape- after all, a computer can't exactly swim can it? so they begin planning for the escape, all the while seb continues lying to p.AI.nter saying they'll all be escaping including it. weeks pass, and p.AI.nter begins doubting its ability to leave the blacksite as it's electric and would die in water. meanwhile, sebastian comes to a horrible realization that it DOES actually feel something for p.AI.nter but keeps it to himself. no one can know.

and then one day, p.AI.nter manages to hack into some kind of mic in a room with sebastian's confidants in it without realizing and hears them talking. talking about it. talking about sebastian. about the past weeks- MONTHS- being nothing but lies. words to butter it up to do sebastian's wants. and it snaps. it thinks to itself "if i can't escape? No One Can". it hacks fully into the blacksite's systems in a fit of rage and begins its control over everything in it. it was treated like sebastian's plaything, so now everyone and thing in the site is its entertainment.

i'm thinking it gets some kind of android body to attach the monitor to? i don't have much in terms of design on it but all i know is that in the monitor where p.AI.nter's left eye (if you were facing it, it would be on your right) should be there's a shotgun bullet hole in it... i wonder who could have done that...

songs that remind me of the au

DO I EVEN NEED TO EXPLAIN!!!! COME ON!!!! i have a very specifc scene in my head during the "i was told i had to walk away" part of p.AI.nter looking down at the ground walking down a hallway and as it does the turrets in the ceiling begin to descend out and then at "i'll fake a smile they've seen before" it flashes to p.AI.nter pre-villain before cutting to its current expression with the bullet hole and a deranged grin (since in my design it's nearly always smiling or grinning like mad. if you see it without a smile on its face then it's too late for you) and then "they'll see i am so much more" it looks up at the camera and the turrets point along with the look and yeah. Yeah this is villain p.AI.nter

uh uh uh seb's the hero p.AI.nter's the villain blah blah blah i don't even have anything to say other than the following lyric clips . good lord. blue sebastian green p.AI.nter

that last line there in specific too... since in my head p.AI.nter sets up bases in seb's old shop locations half to get rid of any places seb may try to hunker down and hide again and half to show that it can take the things that matter to sebastian just like he did to it.

[r0bee]

something quick and easy for one of my new favourite songs </3

[This Is Not A Love Song - Pale Waves // amberprice]

[sandinthepipes]

I woke up literally 4 minutes ago and I'm haunted in such a way by the I love you scene.

Because the thing is. Dean specifically didn't say it back thinking cas wouldn't be taken. The utter desperation in that man when not only was cas taken but he let cas go without answering.

I feel normal.

Everything is fucking normal.

[moliathh]

heyyyyy forgot to mention! its an interesting phenomenom to me how integra's virginity is put into emphasis by both canon and fandom!!! Saying this to address the argument that she is ace coded against shipping her with alucard, but much people, including those who uphold that statement, ship anderson/alucard and even heinkel/yumi? integra's oath is "virgin til marriage", it does not forbid her from courtship. Anderson, Heinkel and Yumi's oath of chastity as Catholic nuns and priests does. Aren't they more "ace coded" than Integra 😭 How is it that Alucard/Integra is always put to trials im crying we are truly the scapegoat of this fandom we are judged by doing what other people also do? So we are not allowed to "sexualize ace people" (mind that ace people also have sexual attraction and interaction) but youre allowed to "sexualize" nuns and priests??? what is this

[coldjustness-archive]

Woke up thinking about Neve Gallus becoming more infamous than the family who left her behind.

[sunflawyer]

just woke up from a bad dream where i found people on twt mocking my selfship and calling it 'cheating' and 'bland'.

wow, this just brings back my trauma.

awful.

[dailykeiji]

today's keiji is: bonk

[solace-seekers]

screaming into the void <3