#i just wish i didnt get sick this week
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How are my feet still cold? I'm on my couch wrapped up in a blanket and my feet still feel like I walked outside in the cold barefoot 🥶
#i hate being sick#i actually have this party tonight#and i really want to go#i feel good enough te be awake all day#but my stomach still feels a bit weird from time to time#i dont know what to do#i want to go#and i also dont want to go#because going means i also have to go outside#and its freezing#and i dont know if it will make me feel sick again#because i also dont want to cancel my 3rd archery lesson tomorrow#ugh#i just wish i didnt get sick this week#worst possible timing#me#personal
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every day im reminded that though my parents may have wanted a dog they clearly did not want to take care of a dog
#and i KNEW this which was why i insisted on not getting dogs though they keep trying to gaslight me#into thinking that i agreed on the dogs. i didnt and i wish id railed against it harder#because ill be honest i knew i didnt want to take care of a dog i wasnt in the headspace#but i also knew that if they got the dog that the actual caring duties would be foisted off to me#and the things that They would have to do ie go to the vet nd pay the bills etc theyd complain about and avoid#and thats one thjng. but oh my fucking god. my dad specifically#its like hes trying to get these dogs to die. we have several plants in the backyard#bad for dogs. i point them out. i have pointed them out Several times.#theyre his plants the gardens his thats none of my things. he just goes oh they wont get into them#THEYRE DOGS. but he doesnt want to move his fucking plants#one of the dogs is on medicine but has a habit of not eating his food in the morning#which means if u leave his medicine in hjs bowl the other dog might eat it#one solution is to give him the tablet straight. because hes good about eating it#he doesnt want to because 'thats gross'. Are you five fucking years old#the dog doesnt like the texture of dry food so another solution is to wet it#dad wont do that either because 'hes too spoiled' and 'it takes time' ONE MINUTE?????????#like i have to assume this is some kind of ploy to make me do it instead when i dont wake up that early#because if its not then hes truly just incompetent or doesnt care about the dogs#which brings me back to WHY DID YOU GET THEM IN THE FIRST PLACE.#im sick of having to worry about them when he just does shit like this its wasting my time and its wasting money#but ohhhh we dont want to give the dogs away theyre part of the family 🥺#CLEARLY. because apparently u wanted kids but didnt want to take care of them either!!#im pissed off!!! im tired!!!!!!!!#i need to know im not going batshit here for being pissed off!!!!!#the dogs are getting back to back problems and at least some of it would have been mitigated by oh.#i dont know. the bare minimum?????#at least if the plants had been taken care of i wouldnt have to wonder if theyd just gotten into them#or if its an actual problem like a mass or bite. but no now i dont know#and at this rate were going to waste money going to the vet every fucking week
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does anyone wanna come over to my place and beat the shit out of me
#shark speaks#i went to a concert like a week ago and i moshed but i didnt get any sick bruises :(#it was great dont get me wrong. its just such a healing experience#to get thrown around and slammed into#and i wish i had bruise pics :/
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Gift from the ASW secret santa yunglaw,alt 7 jackie!
#joybeantowndraws#guilty gear#csp#drawing#clip studio paint#guilty gear jack o#this is also the alt i use so when i saw it in the choices i was like OOGH#just wish i didnt get sick the week before Christmas but shes done and haven't drawn many alts but i should do more :>#jack o#jacko valentine#ive drawn alot of jackies lately lol shes so fun
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why do all girls around me have girl friends?????????????? why dont i get to have that??????????
#well whatever i just want#i dont want anything#i just want#no idk#well whatever!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#in my head im loved and wanted and cherished by my kidnapper bf <33333333333333333#i dont like the pain and violence but im just happy he wants me#he isnt real but idk#being this lonely is so#idk#i just dont know anymore i try so hard to be ok#and pretend im ok#but im not#i hate watching shows and they all have friends#i hate reading books and they all have friends#i hate going outside and they all have friends#i hate seeing my old friends and my cousins bc they all have friends#who am i? no one#what am i? nothing#whatever!!!!!!#fuck i wish i didnt have these loser disorders and health anxiety#bc i wanna get fucked up but im to boohoo scared to do drugs or drink alcohol#i literally cannot have any escape#death is the only thing i long for#i just dont wanna be alone but i honestly#i dont even dare to get close to anyone#bc why why why would they ever wanna stay with me#i dont even want to get kidnapped bc he'd get sick of me after a week tops#i just dont wanna feel lonely anymore#ive tried to pretend im ok for weeks now but god im so sick of this i dont
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Honestly though I think it’s really a bad sign when I look at Shin Tsukimi and literally feel like he’s a self insert 😩
#the klock keeps ticking#yttd#i wanna replay yttd so bad but i also like Gotta play other stuff with the time i have akskks#but yeah the brainrot this specific character has given me idk if I ever really talked about it but it was BAD#i like obsessively played the game in like 3 days and it was not a good idea lol but just like shin#i had to take like a week to recover from this guy cuz i couldnt stop thinking about him and how hes just like me fr#first off just the very inconsistent personality hes got going on that is very me he has these different personalities he wears to cope with#all the traumatic shit happening hes both so helpless its comical and so manipulative its terrifying#and idk its really interesting how like good and bad he is at being manipulative like hes very smart and can analyze weaknesses and lie so#good not even he knows the truth but hes also grasping at straws he doesnt think things through at all#like the second main game he just didnt prepare at all hes fumbling his way through everything its going so bad#he just wants to go home he wants to outdo the game makers but hes being used by them so bad he wants it to STOP#and its just the way that like. it hits so hard cuz you know hes really not a bad person not at all he doesnt want any of this hes just#being horribly manipulated and doing whatever he can to survive but its also really scary how#well hes able to lie and manipulate and claw his way through but hes also weaker than a grade schooler#and you never forget that either and as much as he cheated his way through he still failed it was all just a cheap trick in the end#and all of this hits very hard like his personality is eerily similar to mine and just the way he thinks and acts#cuz im the same like im weak and a dweeb who likes funny cats but im also emotionally detached and observant and selfish#but where it hits the hardest is his relationship with midori like oooof that one was too real just like#the first person who was ever his friend was horribly abusive and treated him like a child and didnt respect any boundaries#and he just got sick pleasure out of seeing shin be upset and he was like. a groomer#and shin was fucking relieved when he died but also kept his scarf and adopted his personality to survive#and still goes by sou after ch2 and the scene that gets me the most is when shin ai is asked about his relationship with midori#and you can just SEE how horrified shin is because his deepest shame his abuse is being shared to everyone without his consent#and hes reliving it all in that moment and literally seeing who he used to be experiencing the abuse#he just curls into himself and like covers his ears and pulls his hair thats literally what i do AAAAAA#im just so grateful for the direction they took this character kokichi ouma wishes he was shin tsukimi so bad#and yeah just like damn. its scary how similar i am to shin like damn i really am going through it huh oof#I LOVE HIM I LOVE HIM I WILL DEFEND HIM WITH MY LIFE HE DID ALL OF THAT STUFF YOUR HONOR BUT LISTENNNN#have you considered that hes cute and smart and weird and maybe just needs friends who arent assholes
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found out that rascal's owner took him again while i was out, and he's probably not gonna be back since the semester's almost over. i don't even know if his owner's coming back next semester, if i'll ever see him again. if he'll ever see me again. why do they wait until im not around to do this? why do they never let me say goodbye to him?
#i didnt really get to process it bc i found out when i was hanging w a friend but. im processing it now#sigh.. i dont know. i dont know.#at the end of the day he is and has always been someone else's cat. i can't control what she does with him#no matter what i think of it. she can always take him away. but every time it happens im just. im tired yknow?#it's worth it to me to have him around. i love him dearly and i want him to be in a home where he's actually cared for (which i have done my#best to provide) but he's just. not mine. and every time it happens i back up and think man. im such a sucker.#i don't think people manipulate me often. not in an ongoing way i mean. i don't think ppl see me as valuable enough to most of the time.#but damn. she really found my weak spots didn't she. free petcare courtesy of one chump who can't live without animals around. sigh#he deserves stability but he deserves love more. this weird shared custody thing is better for him i think. and frankly i also love him.#im not the priority here but my feelings are like. there. him being taken away without even telling me first hurts. i'd like to be able to#say goodbye to him. im not saying he has to stay or this has to go on but couldn't they just.. consider my feelings a bit more?#just bc you're fine with dropping your cat off somewhere for weeks not knowing when you'll see him again and not visiting doesn't mean i am#and i kind of feel like my roommate is part of this. after all it's not like his owner can just break into our room and take him#and if im always out when they do it there's a chance roomie's just shipping him off whenever she gets sick of him.#she's done it before. even after she agreed so vehemently with me about never wanting him to go back to such treatment and stuff early on.#she's been spraying him for little reason lately too. and i mean i get being a little more cautious with some things bc her neck's broken#but she's really fixated on how much he smells and bites and stuff and talks about how if i wasn't around she'd consider eating him#and then other times she's like that's my pookie. i don't get it. like yeah i tell rascal to fuck off sometimes bc he hurts me but it's not#like a hateful thing. i dont resent him for it i'm just annoyed sometimes bc he's maiming me a little. he's my baby. how could i loathe him?#so it makes me think that roomie might be blaming his transfers on his owner bc she doesn't want me to judge her#and like. this is her room too. it's not her fault she's more bothered by the smell than me. if she doesn't want to be bitten and clawed all#the time i can sympathize. i don't wanna force her to house him. but i wish she'd just be honest with me i guess#like. what if his owner decides to give him away without telling me? i'd take him in in a heartbeat. even though i know it's a bad idea.#but i'm worried he'll fall out of my reach completely. and at the very least I'd like to be able to say goodbye first. that's all.
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i wish human food schedules were longer
#i wish i only had to eat like once a week#and like i could just. eat 10 meals worth of food and stay sustained for the whole week#i get too many times where im eating and i have good food and enjoy what im eating and have a lot of food#but i get full too fast and either waste food or get sick or whatever#and then theres other times where i need to eat but i cant bc i dont feel hungry or dont have anything good or dont want to eat#itd be easier to get around that if i didnt have to eat multiple times a day#which i dont even do that sometimes so
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Vent/transphobia in fandom
I regret looking in the trans //// Dirk tag bc wow... people sure do love to shit on other people's interpretation of canon.
Someone fucking said "people are making him trans to 'soften' him and make him more likeable" like holy shit???? Am I actually reading those words?? Someone being blatantly transphobic in the tD tag, where y'know, trans people wanna read posts about tD.
If you think making a character trans 'softens' him, that's literally the definition of transphobia, and that's something you need to work on. Trans men aren't Men Lite. We're not softer and more likeable than cis men. Shut the fuck up.
I feel so fucking sick after reading that. Fucking asshole piece of shit. I did not need to read that tonight, while I'm literally suffering from a 'trapped in the wrong body' flavour of gender dysphoria and S.I. and just TRYING TO FIND PEOPLE BEING NORMAL ABOUT TRANS ///// DIRK SINCE IT FEELS LIKE I'M THE ONLY PERSON WHO FUCKING CARES RIGHT NOW.
Whatever. I will blaze my own way down the tD path. I'm doing it for ME. Not for anyone else. Fucking rancid-ass take, get the fuck out. No one wants to see your whiny transphobic arguments against tD, IN THE TAG FOR TRANS //// DIRK. Keep your transphobia to yourself, or I am busting out the duct tape. (Duct tape=block button. Yes, I blocked them. Don't need that negativity in my blogging experience.)
((Do not talk to me about anything that happens after Homestuck proper. I do not perceive those things. I do not want to know about those things. They do not exist to me.))
PS. Oh, I absolutely love finding any canon evidence to make toxic male characters into trans men (Handso//me Ja/ck, Joh//nny Sil//verhand, Br/o Str/ider, etc... actually now that I line them up like that, Bro is totally tame and normal lmao, HJ is wayyy worse of a person and there's tons of canon evidence I can argue with...)
Anyway, transing the bad guys... It's my favourite passtime. I could not give a fuck what you think about that. I like my men toxic and trans. I don't give a fuck about having "good" representation, because a trans man is still a trans man when he's a toxic asshole. That's the point. Trans men are the same amount of man as cis men. So you can SHUT THE FUCK UP ABOUT NEEDING A 'SOFT' BOY FOR TRANS MEN'S REPRESENTATION. DO IT YOUR-FUCKING-SELF AND LEAVE THE TRANS //// DIRK TAG TO THOSE OF US WHO KNOW THE TRUTH.
#let me preface this by saying im internally bleeding from all my organs and in a really shitty pms/pmdd mood and cramping#transphobia#vent#im so fucking sick of trans men getting pushed aside bc were not man enough to have a voice in fandom/media#i seriously cannot believe someone said that were making dirk trans to soften him#makes me fucking sick to my stomach#i dont need more reminders that ill never be man enough for people who arent trans men#jfc i spend like 2 weeks back on tumblr and its already making me sick i didnt think iw as gonna find transphobia here in 2024#remember the time someone told me i was transmisogynistic for saying mettat//on was a trans man? lmao#good times (not)#why cant people be normal about trans men for fuckkng once#rant#angry trans man grumbling#this probably needs tags but idk what they should be bc i dont want this to end up in the associated tags#if ppl havent seen what i just saw i dont want to remind them that transphobia abounds#Cori.exe#Post.exe#i literally feel like my organs are being scraped with a cheese grater#i wish i had a different body im so sick of end/ometriosis#my body is actively being transphobic against me and i am dealt this additional blow by fandom jackasses calling trans men soft#s m fucking h
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only sapnaplive can fix me now
#i dont think this time ive been unaffected#like everytime im able to block this neg from truly getting to me but this time i just..cant#im not on twitter so every news i get is from updates accounts and people on my dash#and theyve all been good but this time i just wanted a little more context what with a certain new allegation just popping out of nowhere#and i went onto the dreamwastaken1 reddit (coz ofc i cant even access twitter stupid website that it is)#and the context was so so much worse i wish i hadnt even read of it#and i cant get those words that dream had to say out of my head#(for context no i didnt listen to any fucking audio and i dont want to)#and i just...cant with this like this anymore#why are people so fucking hell bent on bringing him down#its not like any fame they get for 'being the one to bring dream down' is going to last any longer than like a week#and everyone including them and their supporters know that#why do people spread such lies im sick of it#soz for essaying in the tags but i just had get this out before i explode#anyways onto fic now yay
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#km so tired im done like i rly do not give a fuck about this class and dont give a fuck about these assignments like whatis the fucking#point of doing these assignments i do not care i just dont!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#im so tired#im so so tired and i feel so alone and i dont feel happy and i just find it so difficult to think positively and optimisticly and im so#tired. im so tired#i want to do good and i wanna go above and beyond and i just!!!!!!!!! i dont have the energy and i feel so depressed anf i cant get anythin#done#im so sick and tired of all lf this and i wish i could just focus on student teachung and not have to take this stupid ass class and i wish#i didnt have to go to my stupid ass job#i just want things to be easy#and i am so tired and i soend all my energy and i still dont make enough money and i have to soend 40 hours a week at this internship gor 3#more months and im not getting paid and i cant even put in hours at work because of how long im soending at this school#im just so tired and i feel stuck and i feel like shit all the time#and my laptop doesnt even fucking work anymore!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#i cant get shit done anymore even if i have time i just cant#im so tired.
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i try mt hardest to b positive. but. however. there are just some days i hate being disabled and i hate myself for being disabled. i know i shouldn’t. i know my family doesn’t blame me when i can’t do something. but i still fucking hate it. i hate having to choose between doing fun stuff or feeling physically okay. i hate being unreliable and having to cancel plans suddenly all the time. i hate inconveniencing others even if they are too nice to see it that way. i hate basing my entire life on how my stomach feels rather than what i actually want to do. im tired, man
#im supposed to fly my little brother home and stay with his family for a week#but. im fucking tired. i had the big road trip and wedding and we just got back yesterday#im sick and nauseated from all the driving and bc i didnt eat all weekend#i barely slept and i did so much work at the wedding#and this next trip is supposed to be relaxing but like. i know it wont be#i know ill be sick and stressed and burnt out. anx im dreading it#and i kinda wanna cancel. my mom said itd be no biggie bc she can get a refund#and shes flying with my lil bro too. and everyone said theyd understand#but!!! i still hate myself for it. i still wish i could just have fun and do normal things#im tired of fatigue man. im tired of the all of it
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#sometimes i get really sad about my life you know? like. really sad about it lmao. for various reasons.#like it would be really cool to be normal. very often i just wish i was normal lmao.#but then i remember meeting this guy while i was homeless&he had everything that i late 20s/early 30s college grad would want#stable&well paying job in the field he actually went to college for#rented part of a banging a duplex that had a yard allowed dogs&was a five minute walk from downtown bar crawl area#had both one of my fave motorcycles-- an r6--&one of my all time dream cars-- a 6speed cts-v.#i presume a dating life from the tampons that were in his bathroom.#&yet. he was miserable from what i could tell lmao. &it was weird bc it was like he didnt realize that#until he met us lmao. i would be more annoyed by that. i was v annoyed by it at the time lmao. the amount of weird jealousy i dealt w while#fucking homeless+sick is disgusting&ill never forgive fucking anyone for it&a part of me will always be dead+rotted bc of it lmao.#but for him it was different in the way of. i could kind of understand it lmao.#he had come from a rough background from what i understand&was a success story.#&yet he clearly felt trapped in his own life. clearly felt like he was surrounded by things he should be more grateful for while none of it#filled the hole in him ppl like him are PROMISED success will fill. being apart of the status quo but on the good end will alleviate.#he had been in one accident&never rode his bike again. when i asked why he lied&told me the bike was unrideable bc he didnt know me lmao#&when i asked if there had been any damage past the obvious dent in the gas tank he got red+quiet+changed the topic.#he worked at some big bank&didnt bother trying to brag bc the one thing he DID know about me is that i am v anti bank+leftist lmao.#he considered himself a leftist too until he talked to me&realized he was actually v centrist in basically every view he had#&that centrism came from a desire to keep his privileges as a cis white straight man-- something that made him openly embarassed.#he used to deal thru college&when i met him he couldnt keep up w one round of dabs w me something that also obviously embarassed him.#he had surrounded himself w ppl just like him&was jarred upon meeting anyone outside of that bubble who wasnt a far right asshole.#&he didnt like what he saw about himself. &that was really obvious.#when we left his place after the brief week we were staying there he was literally in tears about how much he wanted to come.#to help&see where we ended up or whatever idk lmao. i guess im still actively annoyed by it lmao.#but i still get it on some level. when you reach the top&realize youre not fucking happy where do you go from there?#will a house do it? will moving to a different location for your same bullshit job do it? will meeting a girl exactly like you do it?#&when i want to be normal so bad it physically hurts i remember him&i think maybe things arent so bad lmao.#like it could be worse i guess lmao.
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when i remember this is my life and im actually living this i feel so weird
#i think i am constantly having an existential crisis but its so frequently blocked out by the also constant dissociation and numbness#so its like i have brief blips of consciousness where the reality of my horrible life hits me andni have to deal with it#ive thought about killing myself sooo much the past few weeks and i made liek a new active plan a few days ago for when i get money#but idk if ill be able to go through with it im such a pussy and dont know a good location either#it jsut hurts to be alive rn and idk how to make it better nothing helps haha#i wish i didnt feel sovshitty bc ivwant to lvoe my life so much i love my roommate and our cats and where i live and my future career#but theres trash everhwhere and theres ■■■■■ and ■■■■■ and everything fucked up in my brain thats constantly making everythingbawful#and i jsut dont know how im expected to survive it anynore#it feels like everyone ive met knows im goign to die before them like everyones acceoted im going to killvmyself soon enough#i dont know what to do anynore im so so sick of this being how i am just bc i got born severely disabled#i cant function at all eithout major support and im a financial drain and wnergy drain obviously i hte it#whatever fml i can barely keep my ryes open heres to more being useless smd unsble to function in a modern world tomorrow and 🍻#snarls
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cute funny looking child | max verstappen
pairing: max verstappen x actress!reader
summary; the one where yn becomes obsessed with a cute funny looking child she stumbled across on pinterest. only to find out that the “cute funny looking child” is now a full grown formula one driver.
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yourusername: i found this cute funny looking child on pinterest, then started crying because he’s just so cute
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user1: girl what
user2: there’s medical terms for people like you
user3: no i get it
user4: he's actually so cute
user5: these pictures look old...what if this child is grown now??
user6: imagine scrolling through instagram and you see someone calling you a "cute funny looking child"
user7: this is too funny
user8: am i the only one who knows thats max??
user9: NO I DO TOO!!!
user10: us and charles LMAO
user11: he liked this and said nothing 😭
user12: not his childhood photos, not his problem
user13: how are yn and charles friends but she doesnt know what max looked like as a child?
user14: she knows nothing about f1, she's only friends with charles and thats it 😭
user15: what medical condition do you have?
user16: but…why?
user17: you have issues
user18: i don’t think this reaction is normal…
user19: babe that’s max verstappen??? formula 1 driver??? rich GROWN millionaire???
user20: millionaire you say 😏
user23: i see you didnt take your meds today
yourusername: i’ll have you know that my medication ran out so HA
user24: you might wanna ask for more
user25: yeah because this? not normal!
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maxverstappen1: recharging, done ✅
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charles_lelcerc: what a cute funny looking child
maxverstappen1: ?
charles_leclerc: nothing…
user21: HE KNOWS
user22: it’s even funnier that charles 100% knows about the ‘cute funny looking child’ thing and just chose to not tell yn it’s max 😭
user23: yn will never live this down
user24: this is going to haunt yn for literally ever
user25: i PERSONALLY will never let her forget
user26: such a cute funny looking child
user27: max has got to be so confused rn
user28: is that a cute funny looking child i see???
user29: cute funny looking child max!!!!
user30: why is no one talking about how good max looks??
user31: i am. HE LOOKS GORGEOUS
danielricciadro: 😍😍
user32: you are handfeeding the shippers
user33: please, he IS the shipper
user34: cute funny looking child
user35: I AM SO CONFUSED BY THESE COMMENTS? WHAT IS GOING ON
user36: so basscialy
user37: what happened was
user38: many years ago
user39: it was a dark and gloomy night
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yourusername: this f1 thing is fun!
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user40: you lucky son of a bitch!
charles_leclerc: can’t believe you went to a race for HIM 🤮 but not me…
yourusername: i didn’t go for HIM! i went because was invited!!!!
charles_leclerc: IVE INVITED YOU SO MANY TIMES AND YOU ALWAYS SAY NO
yourusername: LEAVE ME ALONE
user41: is ‘him’ MAX???
user42: it has to be
user43: YN AND MAX SHIPPERS ARE LIVING
maxverstappen1: you said you would post more baby pictures of me 😕
yourusername: you’re right in front of me? talk to me?
maxverstappen1: i want everyone to know that we’re on a date!
yourusername: we are?
user46: HUH
maxverstappen1: yes? i asked you on a date and you said yes?
user44: GIYS????
yourusername: i thought this was a friend thing…
user45: HWAT THE FUCK IS HAPPENING
maxvertappen1: do all your friends buy you flowers when going out to eat?
user46: YOURE RIGHT IN FEONT OF RACHOTHRT??? STOP THIS?
yourusername: no…
maxverstappen1: exactly! now do you want dessert?
user47: i can’t…i’m sick to my stomach…i cannot
user48: what just happened
user49: i wish i knew
user50: okay so that just happened! now what?
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here’s this before i disappear for a couple of weeks (maybe months?) i apologize but schools been keeping me busy AND i have books on wattpad that take up most of my time! im hopeful ill be able to post maybe once a month? nonetheless i hope you enjoyed this :)
#max verstappen social media au#max verstappen smau#max verstappen x y/n#max verstappen blurb#max verstappen fluff#max verstappen x you#max verstappen fic#max verstappen x reader#f1 x reader#f1 fanfic#f1 imagine#f1 fic#f1 x y/n#f1 x female reader#f1 x you#f1 social media au#f1#f1 fluff
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i hate having a bodyyyyyyy
#i woke up at 8 am in horrible pain from cramps so i took painkillers and decided to skip my first class#5 hours later they didnt help at all im still curled up in a ball in bed#like literally sweating and shaking i feel like im gonna throw up it hurts so bad#but i have to get up for my important class Righr Now i cant miss this one#im a group leader and i have to work on my clock i have a slot for the laser cutter#so im gonna have to be there for 8 hours all day in excruciating pain#somebody fucking kill me#i will keep complaining about this every month until my body decides to stop fucking hating me#i dont wanna get up i cant i cant i cant#i had so much i needed to get done this week but im gonna spend all of today and tomorrow completely incapacitated struggling just to get#through the day without bursting into tears#& it just makes me feel gross reminds me that everyone sees me and goes Youre A Woman#but i'm not#i dunno man im just sick of it#i wish it was socially acceptable to call in sick for this shit#like i could but i would feel bad because i have so much important shit to do for school i need to be there#our poster shpw is in like 2 weeks im gonna die
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