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i just realised how eloquent you and mad are about prophet and then you have the two of us yelling 'MIK!' like we just discovered fire or something lmao
i fell of my fuckign CHAIR laughing at this 😭 IT'S SO TRUE HELP ME... it can't be helped.. mik brainrot too strong on the mind. also love u guys JSHSSJDHE @madhare0512 @mickrxwson <33
#answered#only u guys get it fr#also im not any sane when it comes to prophet either#i just want to squeeze them both#please scream about mik with me
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cuuuteee~~
Nanami Kento was not a father; not strictly speaking. Not technically speaking. Not metaphorically speaking. The absence of paternity, however, did nothing to eschew him of the shackles he wore with pride, wearing them as a mantle; a medal of honour.
For one with such a black hole in his life, Itadori Yuuji would not notice Kento's absence unless something took Kento away from him, so natural was it that the void was filled.
Nanami Kento's priorities altered so dramatically, with such quiet consideration, that he had no real words to explain his situation to you when he first took you out for dinner. Or, when he took you out to the beach. Or, when you took him to that art gallery. Or, when you came over to his, tumbling through the door into stumbling kisses, all hands and groans and desperation.
For Nanami Kento was not a father. He ensured that his relationship with Yuuji did not overlap with his relationship with you, fearful that you would reject the burden of not-parenthood.
Kento was so introspective in his attempts to hide his not-parenthood, that he failed to see how blatantly-fucking-obvious he was. As if you wouldn't notice that dinner was always made for three, with a portion put aside or frozen for a hungry visitor. As if you wouldn't notice that Kento browsed the teenage boy sections in clothes stores, making note of what he would come back for later. As if you had not seen Kento listed as "I.C.E." on Yuuji's phone screen at school one day.
As if you were not a mother. As if you were not fully prepared to be.
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Kento was stalking through the belly of the beast when he spotted two missed calls; one from Yuuji, and one from Shoko. His heart leapt into his mouth, his blade hanging dumbly by his side as he cursed internally at his lack of signal. Torn by conflicting responsibilities, he focused on the task at hand, but as a noticeably sloppier Sorcerer when worry gnawed at the bones of him.
An hour later, finally free, he jogged to his car, panting. He slipped into his seat, and called Yuuji-- no answer. He called Shoko-- no answer. He swore again, hurrying to start the car...and his phone buzzed.
He looked at the screen, and opened a message from you. He sat, staring at it, a cold trickle of worry down his spine. A photo; of Yuuji's characteristic shoes, beside your own, with the caption:
Picked up a wounded stray. He looks hungry. We'll be at yours soon!
Kento churned through emotions, trying to read your tone on the screen. Angry? Cheerful? Exasperated? Would you want to talk about his deceit later? Technically he hadn't lied. Or, he had. A lie by omission perhaps? She's angry. She's disappointed at least. Is that worse? That's worse.
Kento stewed, the whole drive home.
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Kento continued to stew, when he arrived home to an empty house. He paced, and sat, and paced, and sat. He cursed himself for not maintaining tighter boundaries between Nanami-Kento-the-Boyfriend and Nanami-Kento-the-Not-Father. So deep was he in his self-flagellation, he jolted to hear the door open, and two familiar peals of laughter rolling through.
"--Ieiri-san told me I should have waited for Ino to arrive, but I just had to do something, y'know--"
"--not jump through a damn window, Yuuji, that's excessive--"
"--not stupid if it worked though--"
"--as your Not-Mother, I cannot condone this."
Kento stood, watching the scene unfold in wonder. You and Yuuji, bantering. You reaching for the grocery bags, and Yuuji insisting he carry them instead. You directing Yuuji to the bag with the snacks. Yuuji totally bypassing Kento, jogging past him to the kitchen.
As if this was his home. As if Kento was his home. As if you were his home.
Kento was still stunned into silence when you leaned up and pressed a quick kiss to his lips.
"Hey! Sorry we're late. Yuuji was hurt on a mission, so I picked him up, but I wanted to get ice cream, and I noticed we didn't have enough in for dinner for three, and--"
Your words cut off with a muffled "mmf!" as Kento leaned down, pulling you in by the back of the neck, and small of your back, silencing you with a kiss which tasted of all the gratitude for which he had no words. By the time he'd released your lips, his forehead pressed to yours, you felt the air rush back to the vacuum he'd left behind.
"...Kento, are you oka--"
"I love you."
The air rushed straight back out of you, leaving you light and giddy. Your lips puckered, threatening tears, so long had you been wondering if he'd ever confess the depths of his feelings.
"...you love me?"
"I love you. I love you. I absolutely love you. And I'm sorry I didn't--..."
"...didn't think I'd be happy with you looking after a boy with no parents, who needs some?"
You let your question hang, so Kento could soak in how much of a fool he'd been. He sighed, tense and looking over at Yuuji rustling through grocery bags in the kitchen.
"...I didn't want to assume that you'd accept it."
"Would you choose someone like that, though?" Kento looked unsure, and you clarified. "I mean, would you choose someone who felt jealous of you looking after an orphaned child?"
Kento's gears turned. "...no."
You smiled up at him, cupping his cheek in your palm. "Exactly. So, like I was saying...I put fresh sheets in his room. I'll go and make dinner. Yuuji will pick a movie. And you should have a word with him about jumping through plate glass windows to get to a Curse faster."
At that, Kento's head snapped up, fixing Yuuji with a frown that had Yuuji dropping bags of snacks on the floor.
"Yuuji."
"Shit, I'm sorry Nanamin, I--"
"Language."
"Shit, I'm sorry Nanami-san, I--"
You headed to the kitchen, pulling on an apron and stifling laughter at the Not-Father and Not-Son bickering in your wake.
#jjk#kento nanami x reader#papamin au#papamin gives me cute agression#i just want to squeeze them both#oops all fluff
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beautiful gorgeous stunning women of the umbrella academy save me SAVE ME
#side note#i love love love allison’s hair she looks so beautiful#and her outfits are giving mother#in both ways#like she’s eating so bad but also she is mother core#as in mother of her daughter core#as in actual mom core#and lila’s cute little pink jacket#AND FINALLY NON-BOTCHED BANGS#I HATED THEM SO MUCH SORRY#i just want to pick them up and squeeze them#i love them so bad#allison needs to redeem herself in s4#she was not right in s3#she had a right to be mad but took it WAY too far#anywho#the umbrella academy#umbrella academy#tua#lila pitts#lila hargreeves#hargreeves siblings#allison hargreeves#number 3#number three
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'thats not his role in the story!' hm i wonder what the point of it is then. hm i wonder what the dead pixel scene means. hm i wonder what wrong organ are trying to say with the context of 'awesome male friendship' and 'corporate hell where the only woman onboard is constantly under ridicule, abused or forcibly forgotten yet is the catalyst' if not this. hm i wonder how curly's physical agony being a direct parallel to anya's mental agony, stripped of voice, agency, just like her, and being forced to watch what happens while not doing jack shit, just like he used to, plays a part in this. i wonder what the moral of him being the final girl says about living with the consequences of your inaction, because of sentimentality, because of status, career and social. hm i wonder whatever the fuck this game was trying to say. hm i wonder what else is on this person's blog Oh Lord there's yaoi penice.
#mouthwashing#mouthwashing spoilers#sa mention#dont go after this person but i hooooope they rethink. their view of the story.#but god im gonna squeeze lemons in my eyes soon#taking this game away from yall until you unlearn misogyny#ooooh curlys just sooo sweet poor thaaang oh my oh my youre looking sooo far into thissss haaahaaa#its all just a misunderstanding!!!! anya didnt speak clearly enough!!!! noooo its not on my beautiful blue eyed rascal hahaaa#ok look curlys an insane character i love analyzing him and i VERY MUCH dont want people to think im like villanizing the guy#the entire point is that otherwise pretty chill people can fuck up OF THEIR OWN FAULT AND BIAS and then learn. painfully. what not to do.#and by chill i also dont mean holy water pure ok. distinctions.#and id really hate people taking either side of the argument on curlys morality. esp considering his appearance (for both.)#just don't. fucking make baby ass black and white arguments#this game should be behind a childproof lock in the shape of a reading comprehension test abt crime and punishment#im super supportive of people trying to think outside the norm about art like mouthwashing and explaining their own musings#and talking with others and trying to understand how to argument their thoughts which is what the op of the post this was left on was doing#being genuinely curious and open#but brother i draw the line at so merrily denying the main fucking point of the character in the catalyst event#GOOD GOD make this game only accessible to 35+ yo's with no internet access#the contents of their blog were just the cherry on top#unblocking them in hopes they see this ig
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*tw death*
actually,,, thinking of demon brothers au where danny is born first but dies during the birth,,, he was alive long enough for the pits to bring him back but ra's decided the death itself was a sign that danny was weak and wouldn't be fit as the heir so they plan to just get rid of him. something/someone interferes and Somehow baby danny finds his way to amity where the fentons adopt him. But twist is that talia doesn't know danny was rescued and raises damian fully believing that her first son was dead. talia doesn't need another reason to be overprotective of damian, but this Would be another reason.
she finds out somehow after damian is with bruce and she specifically goes to them for help so Boom now there's a big search for danny. i think it'd be better if danny's real/first name wasn't daniel/danyal so it's a Tad harder for them to find him. i feel like this au would also work well with the amity blocked off from world trope too
anyway, i feel like this would be a fun au to explore danny being half ghost in! like maybe him being a halfie is directly related to going into the pits so young or him dying before he got to Live. idk,,, so many interesting routes an au like this could go
#especially if this is after dani is around and her and danny have a more brother sister relationship#like just thinking of damian going Thats MY Big Brother Dammit#who or what saved him... well.... i dont fucking know man alhdgj#also dont ask about the timeline... or how this fits into talia and bruce's relationship#if the danny fans can throw out canon so can i </3#ill be honest i dont always love demon twins aus but i DO love demon brothers aus#like regardless of who is older i think it's fun both ways#and i do love a good older brother damian au but also.. older brother danny </3 who never got to be an older brother </3#younger brother damian </3 who first experienced being one with the bats instead of with danny </3#just them missing out on so much with each other </3 learning familial love with the Right people.. but never each other </3#yeah...#FUN!#i love danny angst i want to squeeze him like a squeaky toy#dcxdp#this au would be Great with bad fenton parents but a good fenton parents angle would also be so good...#like damian so convinced that they have to Save him and bring him Home and slowly realizing that danny already is home...#nice...
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babe come over, we can watch 12 random episodes of the x files season 1
on vhs
#the x files#i wanted to put them in order but i CANT. squeeze and tooms on the same video? they aired so far apart i cant just separate them#like. i get it i get it theyre both about tooms but. :(
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you ever have a fic get you in such a chokehold you start pacing your room and talking to yourself
#THIS FIC WAS WRITTEN FOR ME SPECIFICALLY#BURN IT ALL DOWN BY DOROTHYCANFLY ON AO3 THIS IS GENUINELY ONE OF MY TOP 5 FICS OF ALL TIME EVER#IT'S GOT THE BEST DABI CHARACTERISATION IVE EVER COME ACROSS IT'S GOT REALLY WELL WRITTEN DABIHAWKS#THAT FITS BOTH OF THEM LIKE THEY'RE MEAN AS HELL ABOUT IT AT FIRST#IT'S GOT STUPIDLY DEVOTED TOUYA-SHOUTO IT'S GOT PROTECTIVE BIG BROTHER TOUYA#IT'S GOT MENTAL ANGST WRITTEN LIKE A DREAM THE WRITING IN GENERAL IS INSANE#IT'S ACTION PACKED BUT DONE WELL SO THAT IT'S NOT TEDIOUS IT'S FUNNY IT'S GOT TWISTS#IT'S KEEPING ME ON MY TOES I NEVER KNOW WHAT'S COMING OR HOW FAR THE AUTHOR IS WILLING TO GO#IVE LITERALLY READ 300K WORDS IN TWO DAYS AT THIS POINT LIKE I AM ABSOLUTELY FINISHING THIS TONIGHT#WHAT THE FUCK EVEN AM I GONNA DO WITH MYSELF AFTER THIS#EVERY NEW THING THAT HAPPENS LITERALLY HAS ME GETTING UP TO PACE ABOUT#I CLOCKED OUT OF MY MUM TELLING ME OFF EARLIER BC I WAS THINKING ABOUT THIS FIC#DO U KNOW HOW DANGEROUS THAT IS BASO JUST SIGNED MY DEATH WARRANT BUT I DIDNT CARE#losing my goddamn mind respectfully <3 if anyone has read this pls yell with me about it#and if anyone knows mha and wants a fic rec PLEASE let it be this one it's my fav mha fic ever and ive read A LOT#it gets quite smutty in the middle but if that's not ur thing the author tws very well and u can kinda just scroll#so that u still get the important character developments without it being just pure smut lol#god this FIC. holding it in my fucking fist and squeezing the everloving life out of it im going INSANE#i cant remember the last time a fic got me this way im literally giggling about it all#HE FOUND A REASON TO LIVE AGAIN THEY TOOK THIS MANGLED BLOODY BOY AND SAID WE LOVE YOU#YOU ARE GOOD YOU CAN STAY YOU CAN REST NOW WE'LL TAKE CARE OF YOU AND HE CHOSE THEM! HE CHOSE THEM!#OVER HIS REVENGE AND HIS RAGE HE CHOSE THEM! IM GOING TO BE VIOLENTLY SICK#like the author LETS DABI BE A CUNT. the first chunk of the fic he's actively not a good person#and his coping mechanisms are shot to shit and we WATCH HIM GROW FROM THAT i have cried several times over the most mundane shit#goddddddddDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDAKSJFJKAGSFIUAHGJKAKG#mha#fic rec
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I can't do thissss
#this stupid fucking divorce#amazing to just#have to watch both your parents try to fuck up each other's lives on purpose now#while you're supposed to stay civil with both of them and shit#literally watching my dad try to squeeze as much money out of mom for the house n shit KNOWING that she can't work is just#👌👌👌👌#it's horrible it's just so fucking horrible im so tired every day is a new horrible thing and I don't want ro watch this anymore#ughhhhhhh#wish they had never fucking met then none of us would've had to go through this shit#vent
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I keep thinking about saiki and nendo in the light novels especially where saiki is stuck in the dream scenario and coincidentally i keep crying
crazy right ?
#saiki k#the disastrous life of saiki k.#kusuo saiki#i love saiki and his friends#nendou riki#i keep crying#they mean so much to me#both romantic and platonic#they just theyre so#i want to squeeze them
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"#I have a lot of thoughts on how unhealthy their relationship with their job is" please share
#well hl both have said themselves that tour isn’t real life#so they’re trapping themselves in this limbo trying to squeeze everything out while they still can bc it’s obvious they think if they stop#it’s all gonna end#i think they’re doing the same thing aka burrying themselves in work but for different reasons#louis is doing this bc tour is the only thing that’s going well in his career#obviously he’s had some obstacles that were out of his control and maybe there’s something that still is but he literally gave up#on expanding his audience#he got way too comfortable with his fanbase bc he realized he can do whatever and they’ll still stay so why even bother#it looks like he doesn’t even care about the music side of it anymore#like he’s fully admitting he only wrote ftft to go on tour with it#so he can stand on stage holding the mic stand for an hour and a half and take shots with fans at the barricade and remove songs from#the playlist bc he’s too hungover to sing them#and Harry’s burrying himslef in tour bc money lol#and he’s not even making any effort like his stadium shows look exactly like his arena shows#same songs same outfits same speeches same interactions#meanwhile his shows cost unfairly big amount of money#where is all that money going huh definitely not on production#I’m not expecting him to have back up dancers and fireworks bc that’s not his style but like at least do something different lol#for people in the nosebleeds he’s nothing but a singing ant#if you want to be at a stadium level you have to make it a show for everyone to enjoy and not just the front row#especially for that amount of money#anyway this turned into a rant on a different topic aldkhsd#basically I just think they’re drowning themselves in work they’re so obsessed with money and staying relevant instead of like letting#themselves heal and rest and work on other parts of their lives#when I look at them now everything is very shallow and superficial#sorry if this is harsh but 🤷♀️
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happy 1st birthday to the absolute loves of my life ❤️
#my lil chicken tenders#do i have a ziggy and molly tag?? no?? well i should#this is the MOST dog mum shit ever but idc#i am totally and completely enamoured with the both of them#getting them both at 3 months old was both the hardest and greatest most rewarding thing i've ever done#GAH#CANNOT BELIEVE THEY ARE ONE#I JUST WANT TO EAT THEM#NFODMSODMDK#anyways#gonna go spoil them with treats and squeezes all day#mine#it's meee
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some piercing hcs for toni, port and arthur
cumulative ear piercings
piercings they still wear (as of 2000s)
piercings gained before/after 1900
#helia's headcanons#hetalia#hws spain#hws portugal#hws england#i have a thing for ear piercings and according to this headcanon i'm not the only one#look i just. cute sailors with their ears filled with stolen gold okay? :l#(even if port would look 10000000x better in silver fight me)#i also like to imagine that some of these they got together/did for each other#like port giving toni his first piercings and arthur doing a later set for port in the late 1900s#toni squeezing the life out of arthur's hand when they both go to get a tragus piercing for a bet or something haha#also yes i know ive only done one ear for each of them and i do want to do a full set at some point but uh. for now you get the gist!#helia's stuff
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the way I'm legit tempted to abandon all my current art projects so I can draw self-indulgent things with me and my angsty boys...
#I drew those two arts with me and Crosshair recently#but IT'S NOT ENOUGH#I need to draw the three of us being silly and hugging and stuff#I need to emulate Wrecker and just squeeze the ever loving heck outta both of them#also give MANY smooches#Hunter won't mind; he knows it doesn't mean anything when it's not him 😜#or maybe I want there to be some jealousy... 👀#I KID I KID#...or am I 👀#ldkfjgfkdj I need to be stopped fgjhgifodlskjd#my dark and broody bandana man#Mr Snarky Sniper#star warz#tbb spoilers
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GOD HOWDY ANGST HITS ME SO HARD IT MAKES ME SOB UNCONTROLLABLY
I imagine once Howdy makes it to Eddie’s family’s place, he’s immediately accepted and they help him move into the guest bedroom
Howdy keeps up a calm act for most of the day, but later at night Eddie asks him if he’s actually okay and I think he just starts crying and pouring everything out
He tells Eddie about everything, about how he left, how he quit his part time job and bought a bus ticket in the middle of the night, how his little sister caught him packing but helped him leave even if it hurt her, and about how he has no idea what to do now
Eddie comforts him and starts crying too because strong emotions make him cry, they just cry and hug together
Eddie gets to understand Howdy, they’re best friends and he cares for him with all his heart
All this against is gonna make me cry fr /hj
hhhhhhh yeah I feel like Howdy would hold it in and try to bottle it up, maybe it's something he's used to?
Eddie sees this, sees Howdy being a tad quiet and something just feels off
Howdy's breakdown was probably a good turning point to their friendship. They're already best friends but that night added a new level. They're just,, closer now. idk how to explain it.
They cry together and end up falling asleep in Howdy's new room, Eddie's just trapped in all four arms but he doesn't mind.
Eddie's mom finds them in the morning and is glad she raised her boy right, and that Howdy has someone like Eddie.
If I keep going I'll end up rambling about Eddie haha-
but oof the angst,,, srry I had to slide in some comfort at the end to feel better /hj
#they're soo <3 <3 <3 😭😭🥺💕💕#Howdy and Eddie friendship is soo good to me#so tasty#they both Love hugs#I want them to just fall into each other's arms and Squeeeze#that good “squeeze my soul back into my body” hug#or maybe i projecting-#anyway Yes Howdy angst is real and makes me cry /hj#i kinda turned into a feel good thing at the end#very hurt/comfort vibes I've been on a kick for that lately#dizztalkstoomuch#neon child#welcome home#howdy pillar#eddie dear
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thinking about tristamp livio always and forever. babygirl you are haunted by horrors beyond my comprehension <3 can we kiss
#trigun#trigun stampede#i love him so very much#trimax livio i want to grab in both hands and squeeze until he squeaks like a dog toy#tristamp livio i want to put in a jar and study like a wild bug#i love them both <3 little guys who have seen terrors and horrors#autism staring at both of them rn#i rewatched eps 6 and 7 just for the combat scenes bc i love the way livio and vash fight IT'S SO FUCKEN COOL!!!#and now i'm in my livio emotions. shrimp feelings
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Ridi, oh sweetest Ridi, I finished it.
When S said those three words, I couldn’t imagine R’s heart rate in that moment.
By the by, I had to annotate every book and every album you mentioned in this work. How do you choose what books R likes best or would read?
(And yes! Ridi actually means laugh! in Italian. It’s like an imperative form. If you put Sor in front of it - SORRIDI - it means smile!)
hi omg!! thank you so much bab im so glad you liked it!! :-) also ridi...sorridi...gorgeous i LOVE that omg xx
for choosing r's books--i may have missed one here but i think the three i mention are middlemarch, a single man and crash! some of these were for more specific reasons than others--middlemarch by george eliot was picked because the line from the title the son and heir of nothing in particular, from the smiths' song how soon is now, is a reference to a line in middlemarch: “to be born the son of a middlemarch manufacturer, and inevitable heir to nothing in particular." so while that one wasnt necessarily picked for its relation to what i imagine r's tastes to be, i threw it in for a fun little reference :-) jg ballard's crash is just a pretty insane (and controversial at its time) book i feel like r would pick out of curiosity even if he doesnt end up enjoying it, and isherwood's a single man is pretty sad book about a gay man dealing with the grief of losing his partner which. well r doesnt know much about that yet but he will innit xx anyway i did not mean to ramble sorry!! but thank you for your sweet ask :-) mwah!!
#all the little details like picking books and picking the music is so unimportant in the grand scheme of the plot but so so fun 2 me#the music is a mixture of their tastes depending on whose flat theyre in but also i wanted sort of up to date 79 stuff because i dont#usually write as far as 79 and there are soo many 79 albums for them both i think they would enjoy like. i HAD to get xtc in there for s#i had to get squeeze in there for r. and i had to pick a cute song for j+l to dance to at the wind down of the party and a smokey robinson#track is classic 4 that....proud that i didnt mention the beatles. nature is healing xx#telegram#deniaklara#tsah#if i could get away with it r would just read giovannis room over and over and over again. as would everyone else. but we did that already
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